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Why sleep at 2am when I could read fanfiction instead?
#fanfiction#ghostsoap#my beloved#help#kylux#hannigram#thranto#destiel#no sleep for me#let me just read all my ships tonight#a lil treat for me#no but really#im seriously mentally ill#most definitely should seek help#oh well#we will never sleep#cause sleep is for the weak#we will never rest#til we're all fuckin dead
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Another all-nighter writing Steddie
I'm halfway through chapter 5 and it's already sitting at 4,229 words, so I think I'll split the chapter 5 concept into two chapters, so chapter 5 will be posted shortly. 🖤✨
-AV
#steddie#steve x eddie#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction#stranger things fanfiction#who needs sleep when you have steddie#we will never sleep#cause sleep is for the weak#and we wont fucking rest#until the steddie fanfiction is finished#nah i'll probably go to sleep in like 20min after I post this
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It’s a Ratatouille situation
#tdp#Runaan#tdp art#the dragon prince#xadia game#chef Runaan skin dropped today#and we all know he can’t cook#but I finally saw on Twitter the reference is from BMH when Rayla doesn’t know Runaan’s job yet#she’s like- headed out for a late night again? the grill never sleeps when you’re a…. chef?#why do I have terrible memory I should’ve known that#I even went and consulted my copy of BMH cause I thought there was something in there about Runaan and cooking but I didn’t find that part#ANYWAY#he makes weak tea#that much I knew#dianadraws
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Sorted my folders and I actually added a dialogue to this?
#I think it sounds cute. I wonder why I chose to post the dialogue-less one?#I think about them a lot too. (◕ᴗ◕✿)#Aw man I need to draw more PinkPearlxSpinel stuff. My vein craves for them. Ajahsjsbjdndjdn problem tho#Volleyball's character type is. like. my forte. Spinel tho.. (๑•﹏•) I always have trouble with giving her any dialogue because#I don't know her accent. And that's a problem cause I sometimes resort to comics since I'm weak at relaying a story with just one image. 😭#repost#my shiz#VolleyNel#OP is blabbering at 1 am#OP will go to sleep now#SU#spinearl
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trying to explain to other otasune fans that snake is NOT the one with internalized homophobia in their coupling
#y’all see a a slightly smaller man in the queer ship and make him your femboy out and proud twink yas queen#and he got raised by kaz#the fruit ever#he is caught up and knowledgeable about queer terminology#I don’t think he’s like open about it cause military but i think it’s the least of his issues#Otacon tho???#the guy with the dad who instilled fear of weakness inside him#and a mom who ended up marrying a man despite being in lovr with a woman and being really depressed#and then getting groomed by his step mom#and got a weird inferiority complex about all of that which related to the wah he finds piece in manga and anime#he can calls himself a loser and weak by his own interests and not by the more serious things he doesn’t want to examine#the way he talks about snake in the games and novels like he wants him so badly but refuses to every actually tell him#he wants them to be a family but the connotation to family to him is so fucked up#he tells himself that snake knows what he’s thinking because he knows what’s snake thinking but snake doesn’t#the scene where he sleeps with Naomi on the night snake is leaving for his suicide mission??#LIKE???#mgs#otasune#snotacon#snavid#otacon#mgs otacon#metal gear solid
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I'm not sure either I've said this here before edit I think Vaggie would be really good with kids
Like, in heaven, she'd get dragged to the park by a kid and either dogpiled in hugs, made to play hide and seek, or they'd insist on her telling them stories
I can see it staring cause she took a nap in the grass not realizing it was a field children often came to and made up a story of fighting a fish monster when they asked about her spear
And then a kid recognized her, dragged her to the park, and every time she left the barracks, there was a 78% chance that she'd get dragged into the kids' game or need for entertainment
Heaven can get boring with it being the same thing! Vaggie was new and always had new stories(she's making them up on the fly she has no idea why these kids like her so much but doesn't want them yo be disappointed)
She can't bring herself to know cause their so fucking tiny and cute and if she or soembody else makes them cry she'll actually kill somebody she swears to god-
If she had walked around when they went to heaven a kid would've recognized her immediately and zipped over crying and asking where she's been and that'd result in her getting dragged away and Charlie standing by very confused, but taking pictures cause this is adorable as fuck
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel au#hazbins fallen au#but works for canon/any au#universal headcanon for my au#hazbin hotel vaggie#hazbin hotel charlie#chaggie#but barely#children!#vaggie looks grumpy but she is WEAK for kids#has the mentalof 'if i make these children sad i will kill everybody in this room and then myself'#she is frozen when shes given a baby/toddler to gold for the first time#she does not want to drop them and looks rigged as hell but the child is sleeping safely#so its okay#chaggily#and#hazbin hotel emily#implied due to au tag#lutes the complete oppisite#just looks at a kid and they start cryingcl cause she looks scary. especially with blood on her#i also dont think lute would be to fond of them. she woudlnt hate them but wouldnt actively interact on her own accord
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id love to sleep rn but im just mulling over platonic selfship o(-(
#pls im so weak#honestly id love simple things like sleeping at the desk and wake up with blankets around you...#or having a bad day and coming home to a small note saying 'this is for you ♡' and its just a hot cup of cocoa cause they know ur not used#to much social interaction#o(-(#i want familyyyy#best part abt this too is when youre so used to being alone that seeing things like this reminds u someone loves u#wahhh#.txt
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collapses to the ground like a deflated balloon
#my god#stage one is finally complete . . . . . . . .#if you can recall that poll i reblogged about passing out#that important contact i received was mr. seto of the vocaloid team#who messaged me asking about a collaboration and quite literally nearly caused me to pass out#i read the message preview on my phone#stood up#saw stars#and collapsed onto my bed and had to lay down for like. 10 minutes before my body would stop feeling distant and weak w#i similarly felt ready to pass out today when i sent a message to ask when the announcement tweet would be#and they tweeted it. immediately after w#no joke rice and i were scrambling behind the scenes to get our act together and figure out what we wanted to say KHGJGSJKFHGKJ#all the while screaming because yamaha said they'd be posting it on valentine's day and we thought they meant our timezone w#because the whole point of this collab was to get the zolas more well known in the english-speaking sphere w#EITHER WAY#i am. so so tired and now i need to pass out so i can get enough sleep before more internship tomorrow w#which is heating up because my seminar professor wants a detailed plan of my final project goals This Friday#but my mentor won't know anything about where to fit that in until Thursday at the earliest#and my supervisor just hounded me over email to coordinate with the two other people at my station and choose an activity to lead#but that requires. planning. that our mentors won't have until thursday........#perishing . . . . . .
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its times like these where i remember how bad being sick alone feels when everyone is asleep and all i have is a youtube video in the back my nose kinda clogged i feel nauseous but not enough to actually vomit and i want someone to hug me and tell me it'll all be okay yes i am venting about having a cold on tumblr.com i don't have anything else to do
#talkin#vent kinda#hate being alone#has to be one of my biggest weaknesses#cause everything#both physically and emotionally#feel so much worse then normal#i can't even sleep man#this shit sucks#might delete this later#idk
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(guy who’s literally nocturnal): i didn’t realize i was doing that badly
#my friend came over and did my dishes today#and they told me that this is the worst they’ve ever seen my executive dysfunction#and like. they saw me through college so they’ve seen some shit#but perhaps my inability to get out of bed for like th entirety of the time since I’ve moved isn’t just me being weak and lazy#maybe it’s the logical response to me being off my adhd meds and not having blood going to my brain when I sleep since my retainers stopped#working. maybe I’ll be fine soon#and either way. the fact that i have a friend here to see me and help me figure shit out is just#like fucking me up. i am soooo isolationist and like. I truly can’t even think about the fact they came over and did my dishes cause i know#it’s gonna hit me and im gonna start sobbing#like they came over and i lied down on the floor and they kept being like ‘how can i help’ and i kept saying ‘you don’t need to I’ll do it’#but kept laying on the floor#and so they just started doing my dishes#and like god. I can’t handle that. this person has consistently been one#one of the kindest people in my life and they never just tell me to snap out of it?#and like they’re always there for me specifically during tech week and it’s like no this is my own fault I chose this#anyway I feel like there’s something fundamentally wrong with me and I want to tear myself up until I find the culprit and stamp it out#but im just trying to lie in bed and focus on the fact that somehow im loved even though i don’t deserve it#anyway I really hope my period is coming because if im just being this insane for fun that’s fucked up
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#can't quite get over the way he laughed. I asked him if he did it to trap me#to trick me#if it was all one big manipulation#if he was doing it now to trick me and he just laughed. he laughed so hard he couldn't speak and he was shaking his head no#but I can still fucking see that big stupid smile on his face while I was just. reconsidering my entire life#realizing things#might be way worse than I thought- he might be way worse than I thought. and he just fucking laughed. he gave a sort of weak no afterwards#some lame excuse that I'm not sure I believe. he was still laughing.#im so mad rn every muscle in my body is tensed up and its not even because of that that happened a while back#he just acted like a kid and ruined my sleep cause that's where we at apparently and i remembered this#i dont think i fully processed it. i dont think i fully seethed at it yet#vent
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Sooooo you would fuck Goku Black after some shots but not Ginyu in Goku's body, even though it's basically the same thing? Zamasu stole Goku's body, after all, just like Ginyu stole his body. Unless you're saying you would fuck Zamasu.
"I don't know how the hell you're getting that idea into that thick head of yours. I specifically said I wouldn't sleep with the bastard."
#grey thing;#answered;#//he has never outright said he would sleep with Goku Black#just has inner thoughts that he hates so much he buries it down#Geets legitimately hates Ginyu cause of his loyalty to Freeza#he can never sleep with anyone that even remotely likes Freeza#with Goku Black its different#with what i've plotted with sovl is that Goku Black toys with Vegeta#he manipulates him and Geets is weak to it cause in that timeline#Geets and Goku had been together for years and the loss of Goku has got him spiraling#ya boi's not mentally stable and is very lonely#anyways you won't be able to get the answer out of him so muns here to clarify! :3
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i think steampianist's thing really suits kabukimono. the speaker in the song struggles to convey emotions properly and wishes to have certain traits ("hair like yours," "hands like yours," "eyes to stare and to cry with," "fingers that curl in the cold"), which can be read as fervently coveting to look and feel "normal." or, in kabukimono's case, to look and feel human.
like the speaker in the song, kabukimono cannot understand or show certain emotions, and so he learns from those around him (like a sponge absorbing new information) about human life. he hides his true nature as a puppet and learns how to live as a human, but as human as he may act he can never truly be human if the parameters set for what it means to be human are that (1) you must have a heart and (2) your lifespan must be finite (which are parameters kabukimono thinks equals humanity). he has neither of these, which is why he never truly views himself as a human even though you could argue that being "human" simply means you are a complex individual who can feel, think, speak, and articulate (all things kabukimono is capable of).
as the song nears its conclusion, it's implied that the speaker hurt or killed their friends in some way, and you learn that all along this "thing" has wanted companionship and to feel and display emotions properly. but something goes wrong and the result is this eerie line: "struggling only makes the hugs much tighter." both kabukimono and the speaker in the song are driven by their obsessions, and both have bloodied their hands as the result of their circumstances (kabukimono's motivation for murder being revenge and the speaker's most likely being the threat of their friends leaving, so they become determined to make them stay even if it ends in death).
and by the end, the speaker still continues to wish for the traits mentioned above. likewise, kabukimono continues in his travels after sating his hunger for revenge and with "human" traits he has learned and experienced throughout his journey, only to soon step onto the path that leads him to becoming a harbinger once he comes to believe that his "humanity" is a sign of weakness. and so he does away with the things that made him human and starts a new era of his existence (albeit a more violent, cruel one), much like how the speaker in the song will probably continue to search for a way to express themselves in socially acceptable ways.
i think popopo could also fit kabukimono in that it's a song about an alien who travels from planet to planet in hopes of finding a home and a friend, but no one accepts or wants him so he is constantly shunned and lonesome. thus he is a "shooting star sinking in the spacey, black tar" with "hopes and dreams in teardrops," which are lines that fit kabukimono so much!
#meraki mumbles#yandere scaramouche#'thing' is one of my favorite songs from steampianist#and 'the botanist' and 'the detective' are also so good because they're intertwined within the same storyline#i adore everything about 'the botanist' because not only are the lyrics and instrumental brilliantly composed#the story itself is also so good!!!#a botanist who is 'allergic to humans' has become infatuated with a woman he sees from the windows in his lab#and this woman is allergic to flowers so she doesn't interact with the botanist often#but this only causes him to grow more obsessed#you learn in 'the detective' that the botanist is the one responsible for killing women and taking out their hearts#who the detective has been searching for to solve what felt like an unsolvable case#until the conjoined storylines are interrupted by the plot in 'black hole' which is the result of a shunned scientist creating a black hole#to prove everyone who doubted and ignored her wrong#(a song that really fits dottore)#'unrequited love and he who sleeps beneath' is also really good because the lovecraftian references are very *chef's kiss*#but also because it's a song that reminds me of azul#the singer gets her heart broken and is mentally weak enough for the old ones to invade her mind#if that isn't azulcore i do not know what is
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So there's this webserial called 'worm' about a world where superpowers started suddenly showing up in the 70's, and I'm trying so hard to think of a way to merge it with the stans-and-fidds 70s-and-80s plot events. The thing is, powers are caused by going through a traumatic event, and the powers are tied to both that event and to the person's various issues in ways that sometimes seems cruelly ironic. So you see my dilemma here, with there being so many options for events that could've given these guys powers
#godsrambles#fidds is easy: within worm's power classification system he'd be a tinker#which is where you get a superpowered understanding of how to create things that would otherwise be impossible#e.g. making killer robots far more advanced than current science is capable of#if working on the portal was what gave him powers though...... he could either get tinker powers specifically related to making portals#or if it was the greloblin then somethjng related to memory erasing#for stan. idk what would be the most upsetting. shapeshifting restricted to looking like other humans probably.#great for evading the law and for pretending to be ford for 30 years though#oh maybe ford would get precognition. ability to see hundreds of potential futures#maybe in combination with no longer needing to sleep. able to trap himself in literally endless rumination as he tries to figure out-#-how to stop bill#none of these are the Fun Flashy kind of powers though. stan would have fun with fire powers#oh wait. even worse for stan: powers that evoke leeches. able to temporarily steal or drain powers from others or something#or able to copy others' powers permanently in a weaker form than the original power. and he can have multiple weak powers at a time#in this world the mob would have powered folks in it of course so maybe a situation involving them could cause that power#OR. if his powers happened in the aftermath of the portal incident.#ability to teleport anything and anyone within his line of sight directly to him.#he'd be mad for 30 years straight about not getting that power before ford fell through the portal#that or the ability to summon common tools out of nowhere. such as a long rope#idk the powers are always very specific. pretty sure no one following me knows what worm is.#but you can at least appreciate the exercise of thinking up what powers would deal the most psychic damage to these guys
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oh also other thing that makes this pain worse: my fucking shoulder + elbow hyperextend like nobodys business, which in turn overstretches the nerves/muscles :/ genuinely i dont know how my shoulder is supposed to sit so i dont know how to avoid it either
#im sorry for what a miserable person i become when im in pain#truly im sorry#im just. aaaaaaaaauuuuuugggggghhh#also i keep leaving my loft bed and forgetting to grab my braces/meds#there are some downsides to sleeping in a loft bed#also also also idk if its the temps or the pain or my meds or general muscle weakness or WHAT#but i have been *particularly* shaky lately#like. uncontrollable full body tremours shaky#like i said idk whats causing it but it is at least slightly concerning#anyway. whatever#gonna try to sleep for another 16+ hours and hopefully i wont hurt as much when i wake up
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Fuchsia 💀💙
#partner: ahh shit you're sick too?!#me: bro..#me: we live together...#me: and unfortunately we share A LOT between us#me: I'm never hugging you again after this#partner: 😂 right? i mean what use am i to you when you have your blorbo body pillows?#me: exactly! you're learning 😂#partner: wish the cold made your snark calm tf down#me: babe not even covid could kill that#partner: didn't you have a doc appointment today?#me: NOT ANYMORE#me: to the windowwwww to the walllllll#me: to my comfy bed i crawl#me: dont need to hang with y'all#me: Aahhhhh SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP MOTHER FUCKER#partner: i love you 😂#me: love you too 💙 now gtfo the couch its my turn to curl up and be miserable for an album cover#partner: yes dear 💙#me: *grabs arm* no wait come back i take it back#partner: yes hon 💙#me: STOP BEING NICE GDI#partner: its your weakness next to throwing a bucket of water on you#me: oh that was mean 😂#partner: YOU ASKED ME TO BE MEAN 😂#me: I KNOW IT WAS GOOD 😂👏🏼#were fucking dorks#sharing cause i want to keep this safe for a long time and come back to it if i ever want to kill him#fuchsia is my vent word for good things
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