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art-is-kayos · 2 days

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Wailing Coffin Hong Lu and Gregor

#hehehehHEHEHEHEH I LOVE THESE SO MUCH #I was listening to nightcore and everything this was so fun [even the renderhell]. I was so excited I even posted WIPs! TWICE!!#I shall now attempt to justify these. these VERY fun to draw designs.#this abno to me represents the contradiction of facing the things that had happened long in the past - for them it'd be their childhoods #the contradiction stems from how leaving it along may cause it to grow and fester - dragging one into it if they try and ignore it to get o #with their lives[leave it be check fail] whilst confronting it directly may cause it to overflow in a way one cannot deal with [ open coffi #check fail]. these two straddle the line for this. not directly confronting and unpacking their issues #whilst at the same time not entirely ignoring them or trying to bury them #given how for both its rather physical - unignorable. it is something to be lived with even if they simply just want to cry out #and thus the wails increase more and more. even eclipsing in turn the original start of the incident [open check win has the only thing in #the coffin be a small beetle] and all the same leaving it be protects them from opening up those wounds and having to face it all again #'it also seems as if they’re thankful for being left as they are'#...but the honest answer as to why these two is the 'red-jeweled beetle' line. jewel for HL and beetle for Greg.#I also wanted him to have a cool arm.#you can disagree w my abno interpretation btw idm #mallet it bc you uh. hammed things shut w it #things like nails into coffins #but that's all I have to say so normal tag time:#art #k draws art stuff #digital art #original art #fanart #limbus company #gregor lcb #hong lu lcb #🔮🐞

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nabaath-areng · 4 months

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" Through the warmest cord of care Your love was sent to me I'm not sure what to do with it Or where to put it... "

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chickenoptyrx · 1 year

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I started this to procrastinate drawin that last dinosaur pic. >.>;

Is a redraw of this manga cover :U

#my bullshit #listen. i get that trunks could probably have a batman rule about guns #what w 17s tendancy to use em #but consider: i felt like it #also i ended up wasting entirely too much time finding a good ref to draw bulma doin that flip-cock trick from T2 #cause again. i thought it was cool #genuinely considered giving broly a gun #i really gd did and i think yall owe me money for not doin it #your welcome #outta ki but not outta options #:>

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xxplastic-cubexx · 5 days

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friend trying to convince me to download fortnite by saying magneto in it and ouuuugh first off dont like how she knows me like that i feel exposed but second off they better not make that bitch available again cause i will fold instantly

#xmen #snap chats #i know mysterio there. ... i really like mysterio tbh LMAO but not enough to play fortnite #only way ill be caught playing fortnite is if i can see my beautiful wife the entire time #this the same friend i was talking about the xmen movies with. if you even saw that ramble post i made #i dont think she knows how much i love magneto yet but with time. i am sure she will JVAELKJKAL #the last time i played an FPS was like. tf2 in 2014 jFALKJKLJ but id do anything for mags ....#anyway im sleeping now. im gonna be busy this week and thats annoying cause i wanna finish my silly comic :(((#i drew a whole comic just to have an excuse to draw cher|k smooching but listen the build up is important to me #plus it means i get to draw charles and erik more yk what i mean. i love me my face-focused panels ...#hopefully if i care to ill finish that later this week and we'll see what i mean but for now .... good night ....

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acearchivist359 · 29 days

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i can’t believe that we’re already getting to the finale of tmagp season one . i will be spending the next week binge listening to the entire season to refresh my memory for wtf we’re about to witness

#i actually can’t believe we’re already here #like it’s been a long time but it doesn’t feel that long #now i need to relisten cause you never know what details are gonna be relevant in the finale #i used to listen to entire seasons of tma in a few days i can do this just fine #i will be caught back up by next episode mark my words #the magnus protocol #tmagp

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moghedien · 1 year

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im gonna say I'm fully in support of Lan not being the overwhelming source of Rand's mental illness in the show actually

#listen I know we love book Lan #I know this #that man fucked up Rand al'Thor tho #like pretty much every maladjusted/toxic masculinity trait Rand had to get over originated from Lan trying to teach him #maybe don't let the suicidal man who spent his entire life preparing to throw himself into a fight that would solve literally nothing #and who was told he was expected to do it because of honor or legacy or whatever #maybe don't let that man teach the messiah maybe that's a bad idea #maybe don't let the guy who's like 'i have to go kill myself because of honor. no this will help no one and actually cause problems'#be the mentor #maybe get that man therapy instead of a protege #wot book spoilers #wot on prime #wheel of time

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pardonmydelays · 6 hours

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tøp: mtv unplugged will always be so special to me because it actually shows how fucking talented those guys are

#you know how big of a fan i am and still they left me speechless #i still remember watching it for the first time ever #i was actually holding my breath the entire time because tyler was so nervous at the beginning and i was scared cause #what if something goes wrong #but nope #it was fucking perfect #one of their best performance ever and some of my favourite tyler's vocals and also singing josh and all those instruments and and and-#seriously guys it's just 40min long but it changed my fucking life #you may say twenty one pilots is not a good band (referring to my last anon)#i would say maybe their music is not your thing but you CAN'T say they are not good or not talented #just fucking watch it #it will change your mind #(also to those who think i only listen to tøp because tyler is hot)#(he's actually the most talented guy ever but oh well)#alright i am going to sleep i can barely even see anything i'm pretty sure i made at least one typo somewhere here i'm exhausted bye #twenty one pilots #i say whatever and whatever that i want*

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sleepycyborgz · 2 years

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Literally no one in epithet erased is neurotypical and I love it for that

#I listened to the entire audiobook in one sitting #I never listen to audio books btw #autism won that day #and it will win again cause I am about to listen to it for a second time #anyway rick shades just like me fr #shitpost #epithet erased #rick shades

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i-like-books-and-women · 3 months

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Update we are now in sad miscommunication era and like it just sucks so much on both ends and (again) has me like

But it also has me slamming my head into a wall cause good God just t a l k t o e a c h o t h e r. Like I don't really have a place to talk cause if I was on either end I'd be avoiding shit like the plague so like I get it. I wouldn't wanna talk to my best friend I'd convinced myself I was using but still-

#like i know it gets better #but im also impatient #and i know its not till like chapter 8-10 that it gets better #and im on chapter 6 #ive got like 2 hours at least till it gets better #yknow that meme thats like the doodle of a person crying on the ground and how theres a variation with headphones on?#thats a biblically accurate discription of me rn #i was listening to it in the car on the way home from work and i was getting side eyes the entire time cause i was like like “noooooo”#repeatedly #like dont look at me karen the boys are about to get put through the ringer cause theyre both convinced they used each other #as always i will return with updates #if this gets out #itgo #zach knight #ruben montez

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tricoufamily · 1 year

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once again thinking about how easy it would be for me to be in a relationship if i was cis

#cis woman cis man either way #dude in the neighborhood has a crush on me telling me i'm beautiful like 'thanks! i will go home and cry now'#i fucking hate being trans i wish i wasn't lol #and sometimes i feel like i can't talk about this anywhere bc in a lot of trans spaces it's like. taboo? to express anything but positivity #as if me being honest about how i feel about myself is somehow how i feel about every single trans person jesus christ but whatever whateve #like listen peace and love but i need you to do me a favor and promise me you will not come at me with any 'transness should be about joy'#i know you mean well i know you're right. but transness for me /is/ pain and sorrow. that's all it's ever caused me my entire life #you have to remember that i'm from rural appalachian tennessee with a transphobic family #some of the most deeply rooted self hating repression for years just for. more honest self hatred #i've never admitted this before but i've considered detransitioning and repressing because of transphobia many times #i'm not brave i'm not strong i'm not trying to make some grand statement or be the voice of a generation. i just want to Be. you know #i just got really really unlucky #but i can't repress. i know that would be even more miserable so i'm just. trapped. forever #who i want to be forever out of reach like tantalus or something i don't know #i want to be loved #or maybe i should just watch the batman again

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purble-gaymer · 8 months

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are the sex jokes in the room with us right now

#rhyn rambles #this is like. mostly about rbay #cause listen i have watched this show a thousand times and there is one singular sex joke #however. i GUESS i won’t be terribly stubborn about this one #i could very well be wrong. being nd and ace has not been a good combination historically #but yknow. i am also terribly stubborn and there is only one in the entire dub

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candlebel · 7 months

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I cared. I still do. I still think of you and I still cry over you. You were importat to me. You still are.

#I was interested. I wanted to get to know you.#I did not want validation. I only said it because you said it... I don't know why. I was susceptible.#I was blindly accepting certain things that you said about me. Judgement that you had for me.#I was under severe stress from my job at the time; while at the same time dealing with unresolved emotional trauma and very low self worth.#I was burnt out. Crushed... Completely.#I didn't want attention. I did not want you to cure my depression. I though I was just letting you know me. I wasn't aware I was oversharin #I tried... SO HARD to get over the things that triggered me and hurt me but I just couldn't...#I wanted to. I did everything in my might; I took it to therapy; I looked everywhere within me; to either get over it #or completely forget about you and stop caring at all; so things were ok and normal again; but it didn't go away...#I just feel so... unsafe... at the idea of talking again #I know I wasn't the best listener and I profoundly regret that.#I was not only thinking about myself like you said and I was aware of the effort that other's put; but I was afraid/resistant to PRECISELY #that cause of past events with other people. Because in some I was the one putting that effort and ended badly for me. Looking back #that was inappropiate of you because you felt too comfortable generalizing my past relationships and why in your head they failed.#“I cant help but feel you are looking down on people who” Stay away from me if you ever make a stretch like this again.#By “experiment” I meant that you don't know how a relatioship with somebody is gonna turn out until you go and try. That's all I meant.#I didn't want things to turn out this way. I'm sorry they did.#The effort I put for you may have been shit to you. But to me it was a lot. And I'm done taking judgement.#Altho I love my friends I still keep distance. I still can't completely help that. I can go months not talking to my BF.#You were my BF during my teenage years. I remembered you fondly. I still do.#I don't feel ready to talk again having to keep to myself interest that I might have. Related to trauma. I do not feel comfortable with tha #No I do not look at your blogs.#The day I said I was abused I had a panic attack right after that. That's mainly why I had to cut contact: I didn't want another one.#I didn't tell you because I didn't trust you to not say “talk to the void” again. I didn't trust you to want to hear about it. I didnt feel #safe with you anymore. Event tho we ressumed contact I felt that way the entire time.#I wanted to answer all the questions you had; I really did; until I couldn't stand it anymore.#And the day I removed you from discord... I know you probably had an awful day that day... I'm so; so sorry...#I'd like to one day be completely unbothered by assumptions and stuff cuz I know it's not your fault... You went through stuff too...#vent #stuff

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puppyeared · 10 months

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top 3 music reccommendations go

Hakugin/Snow by EVE

Somebody's Baby (Sidney Gish cover)

The Knack by Mother Mother

#youd make me the happiest puppy on earth if u listen to these and tell me what u think #i tend to get tired of the same songs and my taste is all over the place so i dont have solid favorites all the time lol #but ive consistently enjoyed these ones. especially EVE and Sidney Gish's stuff cause im a fan of both their work #outsider and tokyo ghetto by EVE are popular but id also recommend Leo and Avant #id also highly recommend the rest of sidney gishs no dogs allowed especially imposter syndrome and not but for you bunny #homecoming serf and buckets of fun are also fun to listen to!! what do you want from me tonight is also growing on me #i also found the yuri on ice soundtrack and yuri's free skate song is SOOO good its so gentle and it just tickles my brain. so nostalgic #if youre into vocaloid i also recc remote control by wonderful opportunity. giga-p's cover of electric angel also bangs #the entire minecraft volume alpha is also something i listen to if i cant think of anything else. ill stop now before the list gets too lon #yapping #ask

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vampireassistant · 3 days

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when I'm not in a rejects phase i have to literally isolate from it because if i even start slightly thinking about them it consumes me all over again. its dangerous.

#i refer to it as waking spaulding up in my head cause genuinely its like. something happens to me and im back at square one #and my thoughts are entirely shifted over to how they are when its rejects time.#i cant even listen to his music or it happens 😑 i have to avoid buck owens. cant watch any westerns.#i dont know what level of brain damage this is but its annoying.#i was listening to western nights and genuinely had to skip.#captain's log

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clocktowerlodger · 3 months

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Elric thoughts that've been in my head since I reread the Elric Saga Vol. 1 and started on Vol. 2:

Slightly disappointed/annoyed that Dyvim Tvar didn't defy Yyrkoon after he declared Elric an outlaw. It was dumb of him to leave Yyrkoon on the throne while he explored the Young Kingdoms, but its basically a repeat of what happened in Elric of Melniboné except the only Melnibonéan that showed any loyalty was Tanglebones (rip). Shout out Tanglebones. But yeah no it feels like Dyvim Tvar did a complete 180, because he jumped at the first chance to help Elric when Yyrkoon tried to kill him before, but now he assists Yyrkoon (though I suppose maybe just Melniboné itself?) and has to have known that Elric was with the Sealords raiding Imrryr (elemental wind, getting through the sea maze, etc). Maybe I'll get answers in a future story, since he probably isn't dead yet...

Also when does Elric learn where Tanelorn is?? Like, Elric parts from Rackhir as he searches for Tanelorn, and all we really get is other characters bringing up Tanelorn/Rackhir to Elric so he can mention that he knows someone that's seeking the eternal city. And then all of a sudden he just knows where Tanelorn is and that Rackhir has found it despite not seeing him between Elric of Melniboné and The Vanishing Tower. Cool that Brut of Lashmar came back though. And Jhary/Jaspar and Whiskers. The timeline desync with Corum is kinda neat, now that I understand what he was talking about in the Sailor on the Seas of Fate. The Three-Who-Are-One somehow makes more and less sense than the Four-Who-Are-One though. Cool that they got to merge like a megazord for the Agak/Gagak thing, but just linking arms is just about the same thing, which I don't really get but that's fine.

#elric of melnibone #elric spoilers #i guess #its kinda old but you never know. kinda like how im mostly reading this for the first time lol #enjoyed rereading vol 1 so i finally busted open my copy of vol 2 #plus listening to hawkwind and a bunch of the metal bands that have done songs about/in tribute to the series. love hawkwind #remember when lemmy was in hawkwind? entirely unrelated #look forward to starting the revenge of the rose tomorrow on my way to work #speaking of i really need to sleep cause i gotta be up in like 4 hours x.x i am not built for normal office hours #my shit

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nato-obenkrieger · 14 days

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the world has turned and left me here off of the blue album is so michael and jeremy coded. does this make any sense.

#sorry im listening to the blue album cause book michaels weezer obsession reminded me i love them #the entire blue album is so michael and jeremy coded.#like. buddy holly. obviously.#in the garage. obviously.#no one else.. potentially controversially. them #AND the one part of my name is jonas thats like “the choo choo train left right on time the ticket costs only your mind”#you cant tell me thats NOT about jeremy taking the squip #michael i get you i love weezer so much #be more chill

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