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art-is-kayos · 2 months ago

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Wailing Coffin Hong Lu and Gregor

#hehehehHEHEHEHEH I LOVE THESE SO MUCH #I was listening to nightcore and everything this was so fun [even the renderhell]. I was so excited I even posted WIPs! TWICE!!#I shall now attempt to justify these. these VERY fun to draw designs.#this abno to me represents the contradiction of facing the things that had happened long in the past - for them it'd be their childhoods #the contradiction stems from how leaving it along may cause it to grow and fester - dragging one into it if they try and ignore it to get o #with their lives[leave it be check fail] whilst confronting it directly may cause it to overflow in a way one cannot deal with [ open coffi #check fail]. these two straddle the line for this. not directly confronting and unpacking their issues #whilst at the same time not entirely ignoring them or trying to bury them #given how for both its rather physical - unignorable. it is something to be lived with even if they simply just want to cry out #and thus the wails increase more and more. even eclipsing in turn the original start of the incident [open check win has the only thing in #the coffin be a small beetle] and all the same leaving it be protects them from opening up those wounds and having to face it all again #'it also seems as if they’re thankful for being left as they are'#...but the honest answer as to why these two is the 'red-jeweled beetle' line. jewel for HL and beetle for Greg.#I also wanted him to have a cool arm.#you can disagree w my abno interpretation btw idm #mallet it bc you uh. hammed things shut w it #things like nails into coffins #but that's all I have to say so normal tag time:#fanart #limbus company #gregor lcb #hong lu lcb #🔮🐞#fan E.G.Os

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nabaath-areng · 5 months ago

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" Through the warmest cord of care Your love was sent to me I'm not sure what to do with it Or where to put it... "

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chickenoptyrx · 2 years ago

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I started this to procrastinate drawin that last dinosaur pic. >.>;

Is a redraw of this manga cover :U

#my bullshit #listen. i get that trunks could probably have a batman rule about guns #what w 17s tendancy to use em #but consider: i felt like it #also i ended up wasting entirely too much time finding a good ref to draw bulma doin that flip-cock trick from T2 #cause again. i thought it was cool #genuinely considered giving broly a gun #i really gd did and i think yall owe me money for not doin it #your welcome #outta ki but not outta options #:>

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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friend trying to convince me to download fortnite by saying magneto in it and ouuuugh first off dont like how she knows me like that i feel exposed but second off they better not make that bitch available again cause i will fold instantly

#xmen #snap chats #i know mysterio there. ... i really like mysterio tbh LMAO but not enough to play fortnite #only way ill be caught playing fortnite is if i can see my beautiful wife the entire time #this the same friend i was talking about the xmen movies with. if you even saw that ramble post i made #i dont think she knows how much i love magneto yet but with time. i am sure she will JVAELKJKAL #the last time i played an FPS was like. tf2 in 2014 jFALKJKLJ but id do anything for mags ....#anyway im sleeping now. im gonna be busy this week and thats annoying cause i wanna finish my silly comic :(((#i drew a whole comic just to have an excuse to draw cher|k smooching but listen the build up is important to me #plus it means i get to draw charles and erik more yk what i mean. i love me my face-focused panels ...#hopefully if i care to ill finish that later this week and we'll see what i mean but for now .... good night ....

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pseudophan · 1 month ago

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gonna be so sad when tonight is the first preshow space with good audio and i'm asleep because i have a psych appointment tomorrow

#life update if anyone gaf we're now at the point where i know i'm getting the adhd diagnosis and yet i STILL HAVE TO WAIT #like she just isnt sure if it's adhd or add (its norway theyre not gonna update the terms any time soon just roll with it)#and im just like. girl i don't give a fuck #its been so many years i cant do this anymore #we've talked to my fucking kindergarten teachers like 😭 they've investigated my entire life atp #to make sure i did in fact have all these issues from birth #because my word and my mum's word just isn't good enough i guess #like lets rely on the selective memories of random ass people ive encountered growing up this is ASININE #anyway my godmother had a 4h consultation the other day and got diagnosed on the spot #so now my mum is mad at her LMFAO #cause my mum's like. that bitch doesn't even have adhd. shes fine.#which i feel like is probably wrong but i agree with the sentiment #where is the deep dive investigation into her wholeass existence 😭#its cause she got to go private but they refuse to refer me to a private specialist so i have to keep going publuc #public #and if i go private on my own its too expensive plus the waitlist is years long #so. whatever. i guess.#man im so tired.#i will never ever ever forgive my psychiatrist from when i was 15 who said i probably had adhd but because i did ok in school its fine #and they wouldnt set the diagnosis #because the fact that i have papers from when i was 15 saying i don't have it is what's making this all so difficult #even though if you read all the papers it says i hit on EVERY SINGLE POINT #which is why the One Psych who listened to me is absolutely fuming losing her mind cause she can't understand why any of this happened #man i hate my fucking life lol

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acearchivist359 · 3 months ago

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i can’t believe that we’re already getting to the finale of tmagp season one . i will be spending the next week binge listening to the entire season to refresh my memory for wtf we’re about to witness

#i actually can’t believe we’re already here #like it’s been a long time but it doesn’t feel that long #now i need to relisten cause you never know what details are gonna be relevant in the finale #i used to listen to entire seasons of tma in a few days i can do this just fine #i will be caught back up by next episode mark my words #the magnus protocol #tmagp

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pardonmydelays · 2 months ago

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tøp: mtv unplugged will always be so special to me because it actually shows how fucking talented those guys are

#you know how big of a fan i am and still they left me speechless #i still remember watching it for the first time ever #i was actually holding my breath the entire time because tyler was so nervous at the beginning and i was scared cause #what if something goes wrong #but nope #it was fucking perfect #one of their best performance ever and some of my favourite tyler's vocals and also singing josh and all those instruments and and and-#seriously guys it's just 40min long but it changed my fucking life #you may say twenty one pilots is not a good band (referring to my last anon)#i would say maybe their music is not your thing but you CAN'T say they are not good or not talented #just fucking watch it #it will change your mind #(also to those who think i only listen to tøp because tyler is hot)#(he's actually the most talented guy ever but oh well)#alright i am going to sleep i can barely even see anything i'm pretty sure i made at least one typo somewhere here i'm exhausted bye #twenty one pilots #i say whatever and whatever that i want*

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moghedien · 1 year ago

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im gonna say I'm fully in support of Lan not being the overwhelming source of Rand's mental illness in the show actually

#listen I know we love book Lan #I know this #that man fucked up Rand al'Thor tho #like pretty much every maladjusted/toxic masculinity trait Rand had to get over originated from Lan trying to teach him #maybe don't let the suicidal man who spent his entire life preparing to throw himself into a fight that would solve literally nothing #and who was told he was expected to do it because of honor or legacy or whatever #maybe don't let that man teach the messiah maybe that's a bad idea #maybe don't let the guy who's like 'i have to go kill myself because of honor. no this will help no one and actually cause problems'#be the mentor #maybe get that man therapy instead of a protege #wot book spoilers #wot on prime #wheel of time

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phagodyke · 26 days ago

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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man #thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking #mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they #dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done #listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life #i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this #once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i #dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this #ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be #i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about #how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being #given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out #entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please #its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have #to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once #and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general #feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this #but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is #i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired #i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if #i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore #i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr #and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning #my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better #it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood #my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it #cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen #.vent #ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.

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bredforloyalty · 15 days ago

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awesome when. you're procrastinating but for some reason you can't do the mindless enjoyable activities you want to do that would take your mind off whatever's causing anxiety because you have to do another activity (like khm meet up with a friend) so you get the worst of both worlds bc work isn't getting done and you're also anxious🩷

#cause. yesterday and today are my free days and listen‚ this friend cancelled last time and she's rarely free and our schedules haven't #matched up for like months !!! so i shouldn't put this off #but now my free days are “wasted” Without actually wasting time like i want to do 😔#honestly to be entirely honest i really really want to finish this fanfic. it's all i want i cannot emphasize enough how little of a shit i #give about this degree but i need to be done. with this #and i don't even have time to do this . bc i'm horrible at managing time and bc when it's not coming‚ i can't force it #like you can't squeeze sentences out if you're having a shit day and encountering mental blocks and all that. i mean i can't #so. i can't exactly schedule any kind of creativity?? since it's so elusive. does that make sense #if only i was still an unemployed good for nothing layabout💔 then i'd have so much time for stupid shit..#kata.txt

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sleepycyborgz · 2 years ago

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Literally no one in epithet erased is neurotypical and I love it for that

#I listened to the entire audiobook in one sitting #I never listen to audio books btw #autism won that day #and it will win again cause I am about to listen to it for a second time #anyway rick shades just like me fr #shitpost #epithet erased #rick shades

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i-like-books-and-women · 5 months ago

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Update we are now in sad miscommunication era and like it just sucks so much on both ends and (again) has me like

But it also has me slamming my head into a wall cause good God just t a l k t o e a c h o t h e r. Like I don't really have a place to talk cause if I was on either end I'd be avoiding shit like the plague so like I get it. I wouldn't wanna talk to my best friend I'd convinced myself I was using but still-

#like i know it gets better #but im also impatient #and i know its not till like chapter 8-10 that it gets better #and im on chapter 6 #ive got like 2 hours at least till it gets better #yknow that meme thats like the doodle of a person crying on the ground and how theres a variation with headphones on?#thats a biblically accurate discription of me rn #i was listening to it in the car on the way home from work and i was getting side eyes the entire time cause i was like like “noooooo”#repeatedly #like dont look at me karen the boys are about to get put through the ringer cause theyre both convinced they used each other #as always i will return with updates #if this gets out #itgo #zach knight #ruben montez

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tricoufamily · 1 year ago

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once again thinking about how easy it would be for me to be in a relationship if i was cis