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angieschiffahoi · 2 years

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i think the reason after prue died paige became my favorite so quick the first time around was me bonding with our shared hatred for cole

she just took a look at the guy and rolled her eyes

SAME PAIGE SAME

#when does he leave? ugh #i hope the marriage/evil kid/source storyline lasts less than i recall #cause I can’t stand it anymore #i’d rather go straight to the wyatt and leo as an elder one #which was irritating but WAY LESS #angie rants #ignore #charmed #charmed rewatch

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james-sunshine-potter · 1 year

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pov you’ve just entered your best friends house one fateful Halloween.

(tap for better quality)

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jelly-o630 · 1 year

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With the Ari and Dante movie inching closer and closer to us everyday I cannot help but be paranoid that they’re gonna water down my beloved Danta Quintana to just having general insecurity or have it mostly be tied to his sexuality rather than having a VAST MAJORITY of his insecurities be directly tied to the fact he is a light skinned, first generation, no sabo, latine with a more privileged status than a majority of his family and the general latine community around him

#when I say he is just like me for real #I fucking mean it #Benjamin Alire Sáenz put a mirror to face and said look when he wrote this character #Dante Quintana single handedly raised the bar for all Latino rep for me #I simplest cannot stand mid tier latine rep anymore #*cough cough* The Owl House *cough cough*#everyone told me to read this book cause of the queer rep and vaguely mentioned the Hispanic side of these boys #but if you are Latine and haven’t read it #do yourself a favor and do so now #it is 10000% a book that if you are not latine you will NOT get in its entirety #it’s why I can’t read fanfiction for this book cause not a single one has actually properly understood Dante’s character #aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe #dante quintana

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olasketches · 4 months

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(one and a half year later) I finally changed my phone’s wallpaper

#I had a black wallpaper on my phone for such a long time that bright wallpapers is a big no no for me now…#I can’t stand them anymore my eyes are just not used to them and I hate that #cause there are soooooo many beautiful illustrations and fanarts that I would love to make my phone’s wallpaper #buuuut…. they’re soooo bright </3 #hence why it took me so long to change my phones wallpaper…#personal

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daincrediblegg · 1 year

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I know how to use adobe premiere now once I rip all my terror dvd’s with handbrake it’s all over for u hoes

#‘cause I just can’t stand to edit anything on my phone anymore and pirating is too complicated

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szczylpierdolony · 6 months

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life is falling through my fingers more that usually

#i’ve been in a pretty much constant state of panic since january #and it’s gotten worse recently bc of 1. thesis writing (or lack thereof)#2. administrative problems at uni that i caused due to the constant state of anxiety and depression #like whyyyy do things like going to the uni office send me spiraling like nothing else #and i’ve been feeling weird and disconnected for a while now and nothing seems to interest me anymore #like i’m light headed in the worst way and i think if one thing goes badly i’ll genuinely fall down crying #and i can’t seem to do anything productive bc of the anxiety either #ok i checked usos. the administrative problem got more or less solved #oh thank god #i love depression loveee it love causing problems for myself that i later have to bother other people about bc i can’t solve them by myself #esp when you have to admit to them that mental illness is what caused them bc even when they’re sympathetic and nice about it i still feel #like such a pathetic idiot my god #also i’ve been thinking a lot abt how a pattern that repeats in my life is the lack of closure #from silly things to more serious ones #like how i didn’t attend my elementary school graduation nor the hs one #the first one bc of travelling and the second bc of covid #so i just closed my laptop and then went to pick up my diploma after matura results and that was it i never saw any of my teachers or #thanked them etc #and how all my friendships that died out were this kind of sudden drop like nothing happened but we just stopped talking one day and that #was it and idk where we stand #and how i seem to leave loose threads everywhere i go and i can’t tell if it’s just a coincidence or if i do that on purpose but #unconciously so as to not have to deal with things ending bc that scares me #i’ve never felt grounded in any moment and it’s so strange #also yeah yeah weird behaviour meant to save me from abandonment whatever #📓#niedziela wieczór i humor popsuty co mogę powiedzieć

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oswhys · 1 year

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Hey could ads on tumblr not play music or sounds when I don’t event click on them? It would be great if ads didn’t constantly run while I’m using the app either. I’d also like it if ads didn’t just shove their way onto my screen on top of posts. I understand the need for ads, that they “need” to make money. But this website, this app, it’s bothersome enough to use with the constant horrible changes to the UI and policy that it doesn’t need literal pop up ads.

#tumblr #my stuff #sorry I just can’t stand it anymore #I can’t use that app without turning down my volume otherwise an ad will start playing music super loudly #I won’t even talk about what the did to the dashboard #we all know that was a terrible decision #they’re just trying to do a cheap cash in #but as much as I hate Twitter it’s not going anywhere and most people aren’t gonna leave #I’m sure tumblr saw a lot of traffic from Reddit and Twitter users moving but not as much as people in here like to think #and while tumblr also has a few other problems with it #some which I’m afraid to say because I don’t wanna get banned #these ads and other frankly idiotic UI choices are something we’re all aware of #no one uses tumblr live #put the post button back where it belongs #make it easier to make posts this new shit is waaaay more complicated than it needs to be #they just… make choices that don’t benefit anyone #and the profit off of people buying shoelaces and stickers and check marks and blazes #where is the money going?#cause it’s not going into making the site and the app user friendly #also if tumblr is gonna be here acting like a small business that needs its users support to stay running #maybe don’t commission arts every few months for a new app logo #I like the idea of it and I think artists should get paid for their work #but while I know tumblr doesn’t need the money the staff ACT like they need it #I don’t want to sound harsh but you guys shouldn’t waste ur money on check marks on fucking tumblr #you’re kinda throwing away money #because they’re not gonna use your money to improve the website/app #the reason we even have the plague that is tumblr live is that they want to make money off of you #tumblr isn’t a social media site #it’s a testing ground for advertisers #we’ve known this for years

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bunorous · 8 months

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Yessssss let’s keep shoving young girls into boxes Clean Girl Cinnamon Girl It Girl so that they’ll conform to a certain archetype and inevitably develop identity issues instead of being themselves

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skypiea · 1 year

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that post I reblogged yesterday really made me think about just how much fucking vitriol us trans people have 2 sit thru in all facets of life, even the ones we really shouldn’t. Like obviously there’s so much blatant transphobia all over but then yeah stuff like. People leaving comments like that on trans friendly jokes to remind everyone that most comedy about trans people is hateful and heinous. Comedians and YouTubers lampooning dumb conservative takes, but they show a full clip of absolutely heinous hate speech before they do so . I know you need the audience to watch it so ur 1 joke about it makes sense but man I don’t actually want to watch a 30 second-2 minute long clip of a bigot misgendering a trans person or calling for trans genocide. Try so hard to focus my life on trans joy but it’s so fucking hard because the cis people who are our allies continuously show me the kind of disgusting, awful conservative hate I actively avoid. it’s stomach turning

#kite.txt #it’s complicated bc I do think to some extent there is cause for showing those clips #I think people who might find themselves more ‘neutral’ on trans issues may see that and realize how bonked these people are #and shift themselves more in the other direction to support trans people more/distance themselves from this crowd #but I’m so sick of it myself I can’t stand it anymore

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heller-castiel · 1 year

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em, i think we both need someone to take us home

i made this about the woman in white immediately and i. i feel worse

#idk if you know what that is it’s from this show called supernatural that you probably haven’t seen #but like. home is 20 minutes away. i could go now. but home isn’t a place but a time and i don’t know how to get there anymore #i could go home but i can’t go to my childhood apartments again. i cant ask what the steam billowing from the water and power is again.#i cant look out the window and ask what the cross on the church means again. i cant want to school again or sit by the pool or any of it.#i cant do any of it #standing on the side of a road begging take me home #and when you step on the doorstep it’s not there. cause you can never go home. it’s not there #and the old ghosts you left behind won’t let you try #asks #tim tag🌤️🐸🌒

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tiredf-o-u-r · 1 year

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You’re telling me there are adults mad when teenagers aren’t interested in sex and say asexual. How can anyone take you seriously when ur argument is that children need to be kissing and banging and it needs to be girls and boys and they need to be in my basement so I can watch like how does anyone take this seriouslyyyyyyyyy

#I have no patience for adults choosing to be dumb anymore #I can’t keep thinking of kind ways to say have you tried using your fucking brain to another adult face to face #I need to LEAVe #fhdjskgodosivigididkskkhkkgkgkkgkrjrjrjrrrrrrrrrrr #I’m fine it’s fine #anyway #I still stand with raise up shout out high five to asexuals aromantics everyone #cause literally how r people pressed about people literally minding their own business #it’s literally like the straight/gay thing where they’re pissed that they are not being seen as a mating option grrrrrrrr why are people so #deep breath im so calm im so chill I’m so normal

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seilon · 1 year

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just wrote like three paragraphs ranting about my living situation and deleted it just know I am going insane and i hate it here and I need to live by my fucking self or I am going to absolutely fucking lose it

#I can not stand cleaning up shit for people anymore I can’t stand people taking my stuff or messing up shit I clean or organize or whatever #I hate feeling pressured to stay in my room constantly because she almost never fucking leaves and the entire living room/kitchen area is #apparently her fucking home office now. so there’s just nowhere else to go where I’m not forced to interact with her #not to mention how I cleaned out that entire area EXTENSIVELY only a couple months ago and now all of that work is just gone #she re-cluttered it and now it’s a nightmare again :)#and she’s out there in the first place because she clutters her room and desk in her room to such an extent that it’s basically unusable #at least when I had a shitty roommate her mess was confined to one side of a bedroom more or less #and there was a living room/kitchen that wasn’t a fucking nightmare that I could generally control the tidiness of #I can’t fucking live like this I can’t keep cleaning and cleaning and cleaning and throwing away shit and organizing shit and whatever #just to have it all be for NOTHING every fucking time because she takes more shit out and doesnt put it away and buys more shit #that we can’t fucking afford and don’t immediately need and hahaggsgsgshsshshhhshshshshssh #I can’t fucking do it! I really can’t keep doing this it makes me violently angry and one of these days I’m going to snap and break my door #or something #I didn’t even want to move back in here to begin with this was supposed to be temporary. as in only for a couple months #but all my job applications fail and I have no other form of income or support so. haha I’m stuck here #i won’t even get started on just #not wanting to live with her for a million other reasons #I need to get the fuck out of here I do not want to be responsible for cleaning up her messes and doing whatever she says without choice #cause I mean. that’s another thing. At least my roommate couldn’t force me to do whatever she wanted with any resistance being seen as #criminally disrespectful and depending on her wildly unpredictable mood maybe she’ll verbally abuse me or degrade me or accuse me of things #who knows!#also won’t get into the fact that I’m almost two years on t and she still misgenders me and deadnames me and believes she has the right to #do so #kibumblabs #negative #delete later probably.

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alloutshirt · 1 year

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disclaimer : this is a personal life vent look away

shouldn’t be sharing this but i need to take it off my brain (wow reading it back it really sounds like i lost my mind but unfortunately it’s all true and not all of it fits in 30 tags lmaooo)

#because at this point it’s too funny not to share #keep in mind that all of this happened in the last two months 😭#so my dad wants to introduce us to his new gf who he met barely two weeks ago on holidays and will now move in and look for a job here caus #she’s from romania and wants to stay ?????#i know because my dad asked me to clear my room so she has one which okay i guess #my room that’s currently full cause we had to get the stuff we stored at my grandparents following my parents breakup as they’re themselves #getting a divorce after 60 years together and selling the family home we all grew up in #this happening because my grandma got diagnosed with alzheimer n my grandpa so this as an escape door to talk about her being violent #cause breaking news we all looked up to them as the inspiration for a couple but apparently she’s been abusive their whole life #we also just learned to our last name should be different as my grandpa never knew his dad and too his mothers name #all of this we learned having to question our aunt cause we found out by randomly seeing to house on selling website and our dad just sayin #'sometimes people aren’t in love anymore' like we’re 5 yo #i don’t think my dad ever processed any emotion #taking it back to my dad he wants to introduce us on the 16th which funny thing is the day my mom is getting married to her partner #and im still not sure if my dad knows #marriage that makes me sicker the closer it gets cause the guy is a walking red flag and lately i haven’t seen my mom that much #cause i can’t stand him and how she is when he’s around #which he always. is.#oh and his daughter who hasn’t talked to him in years and truly i get it sis will be here but everyone knows #it’s to ask him for the money he doesn’t have again #so im torn but also i up she makes a fuss and everything gets cancel so i don’t have to talk to my mom about how she’s doing exactly #what she promised to never fall for again after finally ditching my dad #and like at least my mom’s side is out of the equation as there’s probably still a murderer on the loose looking for her sicko sister #who herself threatened my mom several times cause my mom dared calling her out on abandoning her disabled daughter to live #with their parents for twenty years and still now with them nearing 80 being sick and broke cause they never made it official and she’s #still the one getting money support lmaooo #oh how could i forget im also staying at my dads cause my big sister moved back with my mom and took my room #following her breakup with her bf of 4 years when she caught him cheating with a 16 years old #oh and now some of my best friends are still deliberating wether they ever wanna talk to me again #this could be fine if i could cry **** *** and dissociate but i no longer have my own room :) being so so brave rn :)

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fagrights · 2 years

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i had another X-ray for my chest yesterday and I also had a slightly higher temp so for the 2nd time they wouldn’t do the X-ray after I’ve waited like 3 months to get this done after they denied me a month ago for the same reason so then I told them ok well I guess I just won’t do it even tho I needed it done umm so

#I think I’ve been having an anxiety attack about it ever since I was so upset #I need to switch dr offices tbh esp since my dr doesn’t practice their anymore #but they have so many things right there for tests and blood work and xrays it’s just convenient #idkk… I really can’t stand them tho #and I’m not sure it would be different anywhere else #cause the other hospital is the exact same annoying medical professionals #so yeah this chest thing is just going to have to be lived wjth #it’s chronic bronchitis and pneumonia I was on a couple rounds of antibiotics #now I have an inhaler and I’ve never had to use one in my life #perks: I stopped smoking #cons: I hate having to navigate medical things when I have medical anxiety and trauma

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whimsyprinx · 2 years

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kinda rude of my pink glitter gel pen to die so fast

#whimsy whispers #it’s the first one to die :(#anyways gotta put on pajamas cause it’s 11:42 #I should also probs take medicine #the fan I was using like died earlier (fell over and a leg broke so it can’t stand anymore) so when we dropped off lex she ran in and got my #fan for me so I have my fan back and I hope that maybe that’ll make it easier to sleep? it’s rlly loud and a sound I’m use to so like idk #lex said it’s probs difficult for me to sleep because I’m in a new place which is also true I can never sleep in places I’ve not been to #often like when I stay with arsyn I can never sleep #anyways pajamas bye

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devils-little-sista · 2 years

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#how can people live like this #the tempature is above 72 degrees how are they not miserable #how are they not complaining #how are they not sweating through their clothes #how are they not suffocating hyperventilating #how are they ok with constant asthma attacks and constant overwhelming heat #how is this ok #why did I have to be a cold temperate person surrounded by hot temperate parents/family #I want cold I want to go outside and lay down on the frozen ground it feels so good outside right now #but it’s almost midnight and they surely wouldn’t let me go out now #but I can’t stand this anymore #at least at the old house I could crack open my bedroom window for fresh cool air #but these windows in new house do not even open #I feel trapped #I’m trapped in a tiny hot box with people that somehow think this is a normal ok tempature for a house to be and I’m dying #I mean literally dying asthma is trying to murder me as I type this #I need to find a fan or something #I don’t want to go walking all over the house looking for a fan while every one is asleep tho I’m bkund to wake them up and they cause a fus #I guess I’ll have to suffer the heat and asthma attacks for tonight #I’ll go looking for a fan in the morning when everybody wakes up #but idk if I can sleep in this man #I ussually can’t fall asleep at all in anything above 72 #70-72 is pushing it that is some bad sleep. that’s barely being able to fall asleep and it takes forever and I wake up every hour and I’m #and I’m miserable and crying and wheezing the whole night #I am straight up not having a good time bro #want to sleep so bad. but too hot to sleep at all. parents somehow do not see a problem with this.#I might just pull an all nighter until tomorrow morning so I can find that fan #if I even survive the night if I survive the asthma attacks and suffocating overwhelming heat #I don’t how people can live like this I don’t how they can stand it #it’s driving me crazy

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