#cast of clowns

[malkfagian]

WWWWELCOME EVERYONE TO THE SHITTY SIDE BLOG OF THE CENTURY!! main is @ex-coelis (likes and follows come from there) for normal fandom stuff but I wanted a place to dump all of my vtm posting into one place for archival reasons! I'm a soon to be new storyteller who always appreciates storytelling tips so send em my way :)

my tags!!

#incessant ticking - general

#gang don't look - game spoilers for my players

#red paint - my game and its world

#cast of clowns - my ocs (character specific tags to come)

#dabble in drabbles - writing

#take this - ref

#another day another drop - rp

#chatting :) - reblogvos with friends!

#whump collection - what, you don't have one?

#rb - misc rb

general vtm warnings apply to this blog, I'll tag the nastier stuff!!

[objectionloser]

porkykatsu

fei / she/her / minor / just lurking and shitposting

[malkfagian]

and it was!!! and she's gone

[soranatus]

[luckthebard]

Keyleth and Vex: Give us Vax back!

Liam and Matt, monkey’s paw curling: Ok, you didn’t say for how long or what degree of Vax would still be there though

[nicoyarobin]

[malkfagian]

you know what I'm about to say.

your blorbo should not be at the club. they'd ruin the vibe if i'm honest

[euryalex]

Dead by Daylight Killers and the Relliks in The Casting of Frank Stone

[laurasbailey]

ONE CRITICAL ROLE SCENE PER EPISODE C3E13: A Dance of Deception

[frankencanon]

Buggy the Clown and Monkey D. Luffy — One Piece Live Action: Behind the Scenes

[malkfagian]

ooh okay. big ones are as follows:

orv: something bitter, slightly salty? very specific but underripe salted cantaloupe. either that or soy sauce

cy: apricots and yoghurt. surprisingly sweet!

archie: smog. battery acid. not the fun kind

vanna: perfume, but in the way that it tastes gross but smells good

claudette: weird taste, feels too bubbly to be blood? potent, nutty, but a hard nut like walnut. walnut wine mayhaps..

candace: Herby and earthy! wild garlic, rosemary, savory, kicks of chili

Everyone take a step back and think, REALLY HARD

What does your VTM character's blood taste like to other vampires/ mortals they have ghouled. Like the answer is ofcourse blood but if you could assign "normal" flavor notes to it.

what would it be??

[theinfinitedivides]

wi papa look a thing there for me. awa.

prefacing this with a PSA that i'm going to try and keep short but basically regardless of anything i say here let me make it known that i do believe he should apologize. whether or not he's still actively saying that word in 2024 it is something he's used in the past even if he isn't performing said play anymore/saying things like that so flippantly. granted if he does apologize there's always going to be a section of fandom that's like 'he only apologized bc he got caught' yes?????????? that's what always happens????????? lbr you're not going to get on IG and announce you killed your ex two decades ago and you'll be turning yourself in when there's an entire true crime community in the depths of the internet who will dig up the cold case + the suspiciously convenient alibi anyway without you lifting a finger. politicians who get called out for blackface in college do not go around telling people they did blackface in college. celebrities who were homophobic on this hellsite in high school back in the early 10s before they realized they were gay are not going to let you know what their handle was. this is how the world works.

that being said i must confess i caught wind of the stirrings of this a bit early bc during the clusterfuck that was the Jam vs Zamasian RPF poll (i did not go in the notes. rancid ass shit) someone had taken a screenshot of a reblog made as a 'gotcha' to Zamasian voters by implying that they were anti-Black for voting for a ship featuring an actor that said the n-word in a play he hasn't performed for several decades since, with a short taped example that the general public was not going to know how to find unless they were on a mission. i poked around, saw a couple hints here and there that implied that the clip actually existed, marked that down for future ref and went about my business. disappointing? sure. run of the mill especially among people his age in the industry from that time period who are perceived to benefit from white privilege? absolutely. the former bird identified app dragging all of this back into the light (including the interview with Chris Rock. which i have not seen though there's no way it was within the last few years for AMC to still hire Eric if they had seen it. correct me if i'm wrong pls) is unexpected but tracks for the fandom on there.

generally i don't believe in cancelling someone for things they said or did more than ten years ago if they are no longer the same person they were back then. i don't believe Jacob or Assad or any one of the staff of color who may have been working behind the scenes would have agreed to continue interacting with Eric if he had the same attitude as he did when he first wrote and performed the play. i don't believe his Black comedian niece would continue to talk about him and share photos with him if he was calling her or the Black side of her family the n-word. i am willing to give the 'Eric Bogosian n-word' reply tweet he reportedly made before deleting it shortly after the brief benefit of the doubt bc it was 1. supposedly under someone else's tweet talking about the play incident and 2. i cannot count how many times i have accidently commented/almost posted something on here or YouTube or Reddit or ao3 bc i was on mobile and once the keyboard's open the app/browser flips the fuck out and puts the search bar and the comment box too close together. now if his ass shows up and shows out and stands ten toes down while he's currently on time-out or doesn't address any of this we're dealing with a different story. if more examples of him acting like this come out i'll drop him faster than you can call the election it will be that serious.

anyway for now i'm choosing to keep an eye on this while acknowledging that us Black folks do have the right to be upset and pissed as fuck. we deal with enough racism/microaggressions in fandom spaces as it is we definitely don't need new ones, and we don't need them from the past career choice of the main cast of a show a lot of us enjoy. amen

[objectionloser]

btw guys some updates dog guy is dead to me. idk if anyone here happens to follow my personal insta by chance (if you do then feiyue reveal i guess???? coincidence) but i made this really sick egg cheese toast that i was super proud of but HE FUCKING DISSED IT??? CALLED IT DISGUSTING OVER AND OVER AGAIN bitch. officially off the roster

[evilfaggotyuri]

You as an actor posting your own self looking tenderly at another man is crazy

also they needed their own post in liams mind which is beautiful

[nonexistentirl]

Cale, at the beginning of the story: I don't want to become too OP. I'll end up getting dragged into all sorts of trouble.

Me, on my first read through: Oooh, finally a sensible MC.

Me, now: -sigh- Unlucky bastard, stop raising flags right off the bat.

[emloafs]

yeah people are saying that (i am people)