#caregiver Blitzø

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again back to carry little hellaverse ...

heres an outfit board for blitz as an age regressor

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The way Blitzø went full caregiver and gave Stolas space and hushed him gently and held him and just listened and cooked for him and went off to get something he might like to eat and looked at him with PURE fucking love while he listened to him talk is all so beautiful.

I thought Mastermind went by pretty fast, but I do appreciate that Stolas actually trading away everything to save Blitzø showed Blitzø that he genuinely does value him more than he ever thought possible, and I think that's why Blitzø so easily slid into honestly this kind of "perfect partner" role in Sinsmas.

I always saw Blitzø's reservations about being anything but sexual with Stolas as a defensive barrier due to him being certain that his heart was not safe with Stolas, that 'of course Stolas didn't care about him as a person', so Blitzø was NOT going to let himself care about him in that way either. Now he knows Stolas does care in that way, and he feels safe opening himself up to him like he always wanted to. I don't think Blitzø would have been so upset about the idea that their relationship is only sexual if he wasn't longing for it to be deeper.

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Baby Feathers

Merry Christmas!

(Helluva Age regression ficlet that takes place post sinsmas)

I don’t see enough fics that have caregivers who want to try regressing!!! So I decided to fill that void and the soul destroying events of sinsmas gave me lots of agere fodder. have a lovely holiday everybody!!! Fic below!

Stolas had everything planned. It was new years Eve and both Stolas and Blitzø had the holiday just to themselves. Millie and Moxxie were spending the holiday with Millie��s family in Wrath, whilst Loona was going to another party at Beelzebub’s. Stolas had spent many a New Year’s Eve at insufferable galas, but there had always been one silver lining. Both himself and Via would slip away from the ball, where the two would sit on the roof of their mansion and watch the first new year’s moon come to rise. He still hadn’t realised that this would be the first year where they wouldn’t be able to share their tradition. He couldn’t stop thinking of Octavia, their last interaction cruelly playing on loop in his mind. His heart was breaking with every second, but at least he had Blitzø. If he hadn’t been grieving so painfully, maybe he’d be able to enjoy himself.

There was one aspect he found great comfort in though, and that was being able to take care of Blitzø. Over the past few months he’d been introduced to the Imp’s smaller side, which had taken a while for Blitzø to open up about it properly. He was a pretty headstrong character, and struggled s lot when it came to expressing any kind of vulnerability.

Stolas had actually found out by accident, with Blitzø regressing involuntarily after a bad night terror. Stolas’s heart had broke when he found his partner looking so afraid and vulnerable. Blitzø wasn’t able to really explain what was happening, but Stolas was already a parent, it was second nature to know how to comfort little ones after a bad dream. The next morning Blitzø had explained what happened, sometimes he found himself slipping younger in age, usually when he was stressed or was reminded of bad things. Especially since he lost his mother, she was the only person who treat him with gentle nurturing care. When he lost her, he never got to feel that again. So when he began to have these episodes, it became a part of himself he had to hide out of shame.

For a long time he continued to suppress this side of himself, pushing away all these childish longings. But he could only hold it back for so long until his body decided for him. When he did find out, Stolas was almost too supportive of it, finding this side of Blitzø absolutely darling. Lavishing him with toys, clothes and all kinds of things he never even considered trying. Stolas even found himself getting a lot out of caring for him too, it made him feel needed.

-

Blitzø had to admit that it felt great to not hide this side of him anymore. Stolas had officially seen every episode of that pony show, and helped Blitzø brush the manes of every single horse figurine he owned. But ever since the trial, neither Blitzø or Stolas had the time or the mental energy to take come time to relax.

Stolas had felt so guilty that in his current state he hadn’t been able to care for Blitzø, and had even collected a set of gifts for him to open from Sinsmas. On the day itself he’d set aside his little gifts so that he wouldn’t have to open them in front of the others. So he’d made the decision to surprise him with a “little sinsmas” on new years, when they knew they’d have the house all to themselves.

Stolas woke up early to get out the gifts he had stored away. Thankfully he had purchased these before he’d lost all of his money and possessions. But when he did get up, he felt awful. The former prince had slept terribly, tossing and turning as he once again replayed what had happened with Via. He was then cursed with unpleasant dreams that only tortured him further. All he wanted was his daughter, but she wanted nothing to do with him.

Regardless of how he felt, he pushed himself through it, today was for Blitzø. The imp had done so much for him recently, he had to pay it back somehow. He quietly looked through Blitzø’s wardrobe in search of some of his little clothes, choosing an oversized hoodie with some colourful horse motifs. It even had an adorable woollen mane that went down the hood. Last of all he collected a plastic box at the bottom of the wardrobe, stolas recognising it. Inside Blitzø kept all of his baby things, pacifiers, some teethers and other equally adorable equipment. It was adorned with multiple stickers, all in the horse variety.

As he entered back into the main room, stolas began to gather some ingredients for breakfast. The plan was to make Blitzø some oatmeal for breakfast, which was simple enough. Blitzø always liked it drizzled with cherry syrup, and if he was feeling little enough he’d even let Stolas feed him.

Stolas carefully arranged the gifts wrapped in coloured paper by the tree, flicking on the fairy lights for added effect. He loved the small touches of sinsmas, indulging in the little details that made it feel magic. Blitzø had mentioned how sinsmas wasn’t really a special thing when he was a kid, the circus would perform through the whole holiday. Which included an extra special sinsmas day show which was very popular, but it meant he never got to really enjoy the holiday.

He thought of a little blitz crouched by the tree, tearing open coloured parcels in glee. You couldn’t help but smile. As a final touch, he pulled the blinds open to let the light in. Such a simple action turned into a huge mistake. As Stolas glanced outside, his gaze was caught to the horizon. Peeking just through the clouds was the new moon, only barely visible. By tonight it would be hanging at the peak of the sky, even in daylight it was beautiful.

How could something so beautiful destroy him so painfully? Stolas remembered everything, his special tradition with his daughter. He thought of Octavia, sitting alone and watching the moon rise. The way she spat her words towards her father, looking like she genuinely despised him. Who was he kidding? It didn’t look like he hated him, she did hate him. Stolas just sank to the floor, his beak quivering as he felt tears building in his eyes. It was all too much. All he wanted was to hold his daughter in his arms again, but would that ever happen again?

she hated him.

she HATED him.

-

Blitzø turned over in bed, dozily reaching over into the empty space of his bed. He’d gotten so used to sleeping next to somebody again, so when he didn’t feel any feathers in his grasp, it pulled him out from his snoozing.

“Mmme- Stolas?”

He mumbled, eyes fluttering open. As suspected, Stolas wasn’t anywhere to be seen. Pushing himself up onto his elbow before rubbing his eyes, recently Stolas had been the one who stayed in bed. Blitzø would usually let him sleep in for as long as he needed, sometimes leaving a note if he had to leave for work.

With a yawn Blitzø pulled himself up, before hearing something from outside the room. It took him a second to realise in his sleep addled state, but he could clearly hear a sadly familiar sound of crying. Within a second he’d jumped from the bed and thrown open the door.

“Stolas? are you okay?”

In hindsight it was a pretty stupid question, especially when he found said bird on the floor of his sitting room. He was curled in on himself, sobbing bitterly. It was uncomfortably reminiscent of what he’d been like when Octavia had rejected him.

“Hey hey- what’s going on?”

Blitzø joined him on the floor, resting a hand over Stolas’s shaking back. Stolas flinched at the touch at first, but couldn’t help but fall into Blitzø’s hold. Blitzø could feel Stolas’s feathers quivering as he tried to control his sobbing. The Imp couldn’t help but notice that a lot of his little stuff was scattered across the room.

His box of pacifiers and that one hoodie he liked to wear, there were also some new gifts under the tree.

“I had planned to- I’m sorry, i just wanted to make today special for you.”

Stolas whimpered, feeling like he’d ruined everything. He thought he would feel better today, if he got to care for Blitzø. But right now owl felt as fragile as glass, but Blitzø held onto him tight and securely. It clicked as he realised what Stolas had been trying to do, his expression softening.

“Oh stolas, it’s okay.”

“It’s not! All I’ve done is mope around and you’ve had to do everything for me. Not to mention the money you’ve spent and the time I’ve taken up. I had it all planned, you deserved a break-“

It took him a little time to string together his response, tears continuing to dribble down his feathers. He felt pathetic, how was he going to care for a regressed Blitzø when he was this much of a mess? It furthered his suspicion that was just a complete failure when it came to any kind of caregiving.

“Stolas listen to me, it’s okay. It’s.. really sweet you thought of this.”

Blitzø gently tilted his beak to meet his face, the tearstained bird’s expression tugging something on his heartstrings. He looked around, spotting the half made breakfast and carefully arranged presents. All the effort he’d made, for him no less.

“I don’t deserve you.”

He chuckled, managing to pull the lanky heap of owl closer into his lap the best he could. His statement seemed to reactivate Stolas tears though, who cried intelligibly into his chest. It was the other way around, it was Stolas that didn’t deserve him.

Whilst Blitzø still wasn’t entirely sure on what had triggered this, it didn’t take an idiot to know it was related to Octavia. In the time Blitzø had known Stolas, he’d never seen him like this. The Goetian Prince was so broken, fragile. But thankfully Blitzø had some experience in that feeling already.

He let him cry it out for a few minutes, with the shoulder of his shirt becoming very wet. He ran his fingers up and down Stolas’s feathers, gently preening him as he murmured comfort. The sobs eventually died down into sad sniffling, but the grip around him still hadn’t broken. Although Stolas’s heart was breaking, Blitzø’s grip around him was at least keeping said shards in place.

As Blitzø rubbed his back, he was hit with a sudden idea. He felt a little guilty that Stolas had gone through all this trouble for him, especially as he wasn’t feeling anywhere near small. And as much as he cared for Stolas, he couldn’t fake his regression either. Anyways, he didn’t feel like he was the one need in comfort right now.

“Hey, here’s an idea. I know we’ve never talked about this before, but what if you let me take care of you today?”

Stolas stirred a little with a frown, peeling his crispy feathered face away from Blitzø’s chest.

“What do you mean?”

“You take care of me when I’m feeling low, why not let me baby you for once? You’re lookin’ like you need it.”

The more Blitzø thought about it, the more he wanted to give it a try. There was something about the forlorn bird in his arms that melted his heart a little. Was this how Stolas felt with him? Nah, he couldn’t he this cute.

“No, you’re my baby. I care for you, I care for people- it’s what I like to do.”

Stolas suddenly felt flustered, face lighting up bright red. He’d never even considered the idea of swapping roles before. Blitzø was his baby, never the other way around. He wasn’t sure if it felt right to him, he wanted to be the one caring for Blitzø.

“Yeah, and you do a great fuckin job at it. So why not let me return the favour, you might even like it?”

Blitzø teased as he gently pinched the owls red cheeks, already delighting in the idea. Stolas found himself wavering a little, especially with how shivery and weak he was. He looked over at the gifts guiltily, but Blitzø already had it covered.

“Look we could try it today, if you don’t like it, we’ll stop. We can save the gifts for tomorrow, and then you can have your turn babying me, sound okay?”

Blitzø sounded so sure that Stolas found it hard to disagree. Although it still felt very alien, he definitely appreciated this cuddling part right now. So in the end gave a defeated shrug, Blitzø’s face lighting up.

“You just relax and let me take care of everything, feathers.”

Stolas shook for a second, before burying his beak into Blitzø’s shoulder again. Fresh tears erupted seemingly for no specific reason. But this time there was a sense of catharsis that came with it, to be able to cry in safety. Was this how Blitzø felt when Stolas would comfort him whilst small? He hoped so, as it felt pretty damn good.

Blitzø began to rock him back and forth, kissing the crown of his feathers. He gave him a few more minutes to cry, Stolas had been forcing himself into long periods of numbness recently and clearly needed it. Eventually Blitzø shifted Stolas to the side a little, who whined at the movement.

“Lemme just move ya onto the couch, I can’t feel my fuckin’ legs anymore.”

With quite a bit of effort, Blitzø managed to lift the bird onto the couch. Unfolding the blanket over the armrest and tucking it around his skinny frame. Whilst no longer sobbing, Stolas had been reduced to the awkward hiccupy stage. Blitzø told ahold of his hand, squeezing softly to get his attention.

“Hey try and breathe a little, in and out.”

The imp demonstrated, and Stolas tried his hardest to follow. But he found himself falling back into the unhelpful gulping, even with Blitzø’s help.

“Here’s an idea.”

Blitzø turned and rifled through his little box, finding an unopened package. Blitzø himself still hadn’t used these ones as he didn’t like the colours. Stolas turned to see what Blitzø was doing, with his pupils pin-pricking when he spotted it. In his hands was a package of pacifiers, a pack of three different shades of lilac to dark blue.

“You’re doing a shitty job at breathing right now, try one of these. You’ll have no choice but to breathe a little slower.”

He spoke so casually, holding out a dark blue pacifier. Stolas had seen this kind of item many, many times now. But now when it was being presented to him, rather from him? It felt a little scary. Blitzø watched as stolas internally fought with himself, rolling his eyes.

“Cmon, open that beak for me, feathers.”

He used the pet name for the second time, which made Stolas melt a little. As if beyond his control he held his beak open, Blitzø placing the pacifier there before he could change his mind.

The sensation was certainly strange at first, the bird wasn’t really sure what to do with it. But his body was still hellbent on breathing hard, so he focused on trying to breathe nasally instead. Without realising he began to suck on the bulb, and breathed in and out. If it hadn’t been such sad circumstances, Blitzø would’ve definitely taken a photo. It was just too fucking cute. Instead he joined Stolas on the couch, still demonstrating his breathing in time to Stolas’s.

“Feels good doesn’t it?”

Stolas looked up at him lazily, his was face a little red self consciously. But he couldn’t lie, the rhythmic sensation of the pacifier was incredibly soothing. With each minute he understood just why Blitzø liked them so much. There was a cloudy fuzzy sensation in his head, one that forced him away from all the sad and scary feelings. It was a blissful escape, but it wasn’t numbing him the way his pills used to.

So he nodded at his partner, squeezing his hand back tight. They spent the next twenty minutes just cuddling, and Stolas honestly felt the calmest he had in months. Blitzø eventually had to pry the owl off of him to sort out breakfast, turned on the TV for Stolas. He considered what to put on, before setting on an incredibly corny fairytale movie about a princess. But it was worth it to see the way Stolas’s eyes lit up when it came on.

Blitzø made himself a cup of coffee, and poured one of Stolas’s weird fancy teas into one of his own sippy cups. Choosing the moonlight unicorn design, after forcing stolas to watch every episode of his horse show, Stolas had eventually chosen his favourite character. When he returned to the couch, Stolas shuffled over to curl into his chest again. The pacifier still hasn’t left his beak since placing it there, he looked undeniably adorable. Blitzø was just so happy to see him looking content for the first time in days. The two could just spend their day with each-other’s company, enjoying every moment.

-

Neither demon even made it to the end of the movie, the two of them passed out in a tangle of limbs. The bird with his head curled underneath Blitzø’s chin, the imp’s hand subconsciously still stroking his feathers. Blitzø had gotten so used to himself being the baby in their relationship, that he’d never considered how much he’d enjoy swapping places. The remainder of their day continued in a similar fashion, Blitzø leading Stolas along in hand. And to his surprise Stolas was a very quiet little, who didn’t speak much for the rest of the day.

It was different than when he was quiet when he was sad though, Stolas would still giggle if Blitzø said something funny and was clearly enjoying himself. Stolas just felt happy that he didn’t have to try and think of words right now, he could just be. He allowed Blitzø to dress him in some loose cuddly clothes, and even hand feed him little squares of pancake when he felt up to eating.

Blitzø loved learning more about this little side of him. And Stolas found himself embracing a part of himself he’d never even uncovered. They spent the day indoors, playing games and watching movies. In the evening when Blitzø was busy running a bath for him, Stolas couldn’t help but glance outside. The moon was beginning to rise in the early evening, himself and Blitzø agreed to head to bed before midnight. The whole new year’s celebration never interested him too much, he really only ever used it as an excuse to get wasted.

Stolas pulled the pacifier from his beak and dropped it to the floor. Feeling the fog of his small space drift away, he took in a deep breath. Slipping outside onto the balcony, he dared himself to look up at the moon. Giving anything just for one more moment with Octavia, wondering what she was doing right now.

“I know you hate me, and that you can’t even hear me- But I love you so very much.”

He spoke to himself quietly, not breaking eye contact with the rising moon. Hoping that just maybe Octavia could somehow get the message. He stayed there for a little while, not even realising the slow tears dripping down his face until he felt a hand on his. Blitzø didn’t say anything, he stood aside the Owl for a while until he stirred from his trance.

“I got your bath ready, even added a bunch of those bath nukes you like.”

“Bath bombs- you mean.”

Stolas couldn’t help but correct, although he still sounded sad. Blitzø held onto his hand and lead him back inside, finding the pacifier abandoned on the floor.

“Hey you still want this buddy?”

He held it up, unsure if Stolas was feeling completely big again. The owl looked at the object, clearly considering it. He watched the Imp as he stared up at him with genuine adoration. Instead of a verbal response, he just took the pacifier back and allowed himself to sink back into that comforting headspace. The Goetian prince stood tall above Blitzø, and to any old person they must’ve looked ridiculous. But Blitzø looked up at the tall owl and only saw a little baby bird, one that was in desperate need of some love and care.

“Cmon then baby feathers, I have a whole collection of rubber duck horses just waiting to play with ya-“

Merry Christmas y’all ❤️❤️❤️

[ramona-quinn]

✨️ Regressor!Stolas and CG!Blitzø Headcanons ✨️

Warning: Contains spoilers from "Mastermind" and "Sinsmas", trauma, domestic abuse, mention of physical abuse

Credit to @shhtickerbook and @eflen-n-reegee for inspiration

How it happened:

Stolas is usually Blitzø's caregiver. He already knows how to look after regressors since he is also a parent.

However, he has been secretly wanting to regress for a variety of chronological reasons: his childhood, the pressure of being a prince, his failed relationship with Stella, and the divorce. He pushed that wish aside because he genuinely loved to care for those around him. It was in his nature to be a guardian.

Also, he has been told many times by Stella that looking after himself was selfish, and he should be focused on her and his royal duties.

The events of Mastermind and Sinsmas were what broke the straw off the camel's back for Stolas. His mental health took a toll for the worse. He was missing his daughter, Octavia. The last words she said to him before she stormed off emotionally stabbed his heart. His mind also replayed multiple memories up to that point. He couldn't eat or sleep, and the I.M.P. grew concerned.

One day at work, Stolas couldn't focus on anything as usual. His mind snapped, and he involuntarily regressed during a meeting. He curled up into a ball and sobbed. Millie, Moxxie, Blitzø, and Loona were stunned and worried. They have seen the owl break down before, but not to this extent. Stolas saw their expressions and felt much worse. He didn't want to upset the group in front of him. It was bad enough that he upset lots and lots of people. Stolas tried to apologize, but his words were inchoherent, replaced with babbles. Blitzø told Millie, Moxxie, and Loona to carry on with the meeting. He took Stolas to the break room and wrapped his arms around him. The imp wasn't sure what was going on, but he knew for a fact that the former prince needed a shoulder to lean on.

It took a while for Stolas to calm down, and his headspace was back to normal. He apologized to Blitzø for his meltdown, but the latter reassured him that he had nothing to apologize for.

Blitzø decided to close work early so Stolas could have a mental health day. The owl tried to tell him that he didn't need a break, but Blitzø told him that it was all good and that business was slow because of the post-holiday blues.

When they got home, Blitzø allowed Loona to go hang out with her friends while he made sure Stolas was okay.

After Blitzø made some tea and grabbed some blankets, he handed the items to Stolas. He then asked if he wanted to talk about how he was holding up.

Stolas was reluctant to say anything. No one, other than Octavia, wanted to check in on him. He shakily sighed and said that he was still broken from what happened at the trial and on Sinsmas. He also said that he wanted to regress, but he couldn't bring himself to do it because of his former royal life. Plus, he was so used to caring for everyone.

Blitzø said he was grateful for Stolas being his caregiver when he regressed. The imp suggested that they should switch places for a while. The owl was unsure about this, but Blitzø said that he doesn't have to be little forever and that his caregiver status wasn't going to be revoked. Blitzø also reminded Stolas that he needed to learn to let others take care of him.

The former prince agreed after some pondering and allowed Blitzø to baby him.

Headcanons:

Stolas is rather timid and quiet when he's regressed. He uses notecards to say what's on his mind. He also replies with simple nods or head shakes.

The owl is also very sweet and courteous, just like when he was a child (The Circus). He always wants to help everyone out.

Stolas struggles with taking care of himself, which is why Blitzø made a daily routine for him to help listen to his body.

Stolas doesn't know what his little age is. He just knows that he is tiny.

He doesn’t use a lot of agere gear other than pacis and sippy cups.

He also doesn't wear onesies (they’re not his cup of tea). He's more into sweaters, hoodies, and matching pajamas.

Whenever Blitzø gives Stolas outfits to try on for his regression, his reaction is usually this because he finds the owl so adorable and precious:

Blitzø will spoil his baby with agere gear and stuffies. Stolas tries to tell him that he doesn't have to, but the imp insists that it's not a problem and that he deserves the world.

Stolas likes listening to Coldplay and Novo Amor. He also likes lo-fi and piano versions of lullabies and nursery rhymes. This kind of music helps him calm down.

Stolas tries his hardest to be on his best behavior. He doesn't want to be seen as a burden if he makes a mistake (even though Blitzø tells him that he's never a burden and that nobody's perfect).

The owl has a fear of being struck because of his father and Stella having records of hitting him. However, Blitzø promises to not violently lay a hand on him because he himself has been abused by his own father.

He doesn't throw tantrums when he's regressed. He does, however, have emotional breakdowns whenever he has incredibly big feelings or when something triggers his traumatic past.

When he's regressed, he's more than likely to suppress his feelings because of what he was told as a bodily child. 👇

However, Blitzø tells the owl that it's okay to have big feelings and let them all out.

Blitzø made Stolas a special little corner of the apartment for him to help cope with said feelings or just to regress alone if he wants to.

Since Stolas likes botany, Blitzø also made a mini garden for him to take care of. It's not the same as the greenhouse that Stolas used to own, but he still loves what Blitzø did for him. The owl really enjoys talking about the progress of the mini garden and his scientific findings.

The imp stumbled upon Slumberkins while searching for something Stolas could watch. It was safe to say that the little owl grew obsessed with the show.

Blitzø got Stolas a couple of Slumberkins stuffies.

Stolas also likes to collect Jellycats.

The owl also grew to like Bear in the Big Blue House, Wishbone, Stanley, Reading Rainbow, Elinor Wonders Why, Puffin Rock, Carl the Collector, Lu and the Bally Bunch, Between the Lions, Mister Rogers' Neighborhood, Carl the Collector, Moomins, Bluey, and Blue's Clues. He likes any show or movie that is slow-paced. He also likes watching family-friendly nature documentaries.

Stolas is a HUGE book nerd. His regression is mostly spent reading by himself or being read by Blitzø.

Just like in Sinsmas, Blitzø will eat lava eggs and warm Stolas up when he cuddles with him.

Loona knows about Stolas's regression. She found it a bit weird, but she didn't mind nor judge. As long as Stolas was okay and healing, she was happy for him. She sometimes helps Blitzø out by doing things like laying out clothes for Stolas when the imp is giving him a bath.

Stolas regresses at home. It was bad enough that he now had a tarnished reputation and was scorned by the public. He didn't want his regression to be another reason to be ridiculed and harassed. Blitzø reassures Stolas that if that if his headspace does drop slip in public, he and the I.M.P. will be there for him.

There have been a few times when Stolas regressed at work involuntarily after his breakdown. Loona willingly takes over the receptionist stuff when that happens. The three imps and hellhound made Stolas a little regression spot in the break room if his headspace drops.

Stolas is known to be very artsy-fartsy. He expresses his emotions through arts and crafts. He decorated Blitzø’s pacis before. Now, the owl decorates his own soothers.

He is also a very sleepy little guy when tiny. You can find him napping on the couch or in his regression corners at home or at work.

Blitzø continues letting Stolas be his caregiver whenever he regresses, and the owl's headspace is big. Loona also looks after Blitzø when he's small sometimes.

Taking care of little Stolas has helped Blitzø grow as an individual. It helps heal his inner child and be the father figure he never had to someone else (alongside his Loony, whom he also adores with his heart).

[redwoodapothecary]

Maybe some Percy Jackson HC’s or Hellva boss

idk

-🍼 anon

Helluva Boss Agere Headcanons!

A/N: This is only part one, and for this part I’m just doing my favorite characters. But I’ll do more characters in separate parts!

Characters: Blitzø, Moxxie, STRIKER!!! (MY FAV 💗💗💗)

BLITZØ-

Flip, with a little lean!! He’s mostly an age regressor, he needs some way to let out all that trauma and stress. His little ages are about 4-6.

He is VERY chaotic when he’s regressed, like even more so than usual. He’ll run around the IMP HQ, jumping on furniture, leaving his toys everywhere, etc.

Moxxie and Millie are his main caregivers, actually! He loves Stolas, even though he’d never admit it, but he doesn’t trust him enough at the moment to tell him something that vulnerable about himself.

When he’s a caregiver, he’s not really a suitable dad caregiver. He’s more like a silly, chaotic older brother or the uncle that’s fresh out of jail.

He likes to spoil littles, he thinks it’s cute when their faces light up and they start giggling.

Thinks it’s super funny to help littles prank their caregivers. He does this even when he himself is regressed too.

Like. Imagine Little!Blitzø hanging out with Moxxie’s and Millie’s little or something. That would be so chaotic pls.

He LOVES coloring, and he hangs his own drawings up himself. He draws horses a lot. He also gives some of the stuff he draws to his friends and caregivers.

MOXXIE-

Controversial opinion, but flip with a cg lean!! He’s responsible enough to be a caregiver, and he wants kids himself one day so this is good practice he thinks. He does regress sometimes in order to relieve some stress.

He does well with littles of all ages, but he finds that baby regressors are surprisingly the easiest! They aren’t hyper and chaotic like a lot of toddler or kid regressors. He just has to feed them, give them attention, make sure their hygiene is good, etc and it’s fine!

He’ll play his guitar and sing little songs! Maybe while Millie dances around and helps tell stories or sings with him or something.

Him and Millie do everything together, which includes taking care of a little, so if you ask Moxxie to be your caregiver, that’s going to include Millie as well.

He’s actually one of the best people to play pretend with, surprisingly enough. Like it takes him a while to get used to it and he’s not too good at making stuff up on the spot, but when he gets into it, he gets INTO IT.

When he’s little, he also still likes to sing and play his guitar.

He reads kids books a lot or those small little science books for kids.

Or books about history for kids.

He is a nerd. And I love that. Me too, Moxxie.

His caregiver is Millie, of course. And he CLINGS to her when he’s regressed, like hardcore clings. Will not let go of her and has to be at least holding her hand at all times.

STRIKER-

Okay I have a feeling this one is gonna be long. He’s my absolute favorite and I love him so so so so so so so so so so much.

I may or may not have the fattest crush on him.

ANYWAYS

Caregiver! He had absolutely no clue what age regression was before you told him about it, and it took him a while for him to warm up to the idea.

Like it took him a fat minute for him to fully process what it is.

He feels bad when he realizes you do it because of trauma, though.

Like…you had a bad childhood??? You were abused??? Do you want him to like…kill your parents for you…?

Cuz he will. You know he will.

You’re like the only person he feels any amount of sympathy for. It may take him awhile to get used to it, but when he does…MAN.

This guy is clingy and overprotective. If he notices you’re slipping at any time throughout the day, you’re immediately being carried or you have to hold his hand TIGHT for the rest of the day. He knows you’re vulnerable, and he knows it’s very dangerous in hell; obviously, it’s hell. And he wants to keep an eye on you at all times.

The first time you called him “dada”, he blushed. Not because of anything weird but because. Wow. You trust him and love him like that? Like…you care about him and see him as your protector? …Woah.

It takes him a bit to get used to parental nicknames, but he likes it nonetheless!

Does pretty much the same with any type of regressors, but because I’m projecting, I’m gonna say he likes the dependency of baby regressors.

He likes being leaned on and trusted and relied on. And when you’re regressed so deep like that, you need help with a lot of things, and he’ll do them for you.

Feels bad because he can’t be around a lot. He’s got an important and demanding job that he’s absolutely not letting a little baby like you witness.

[agerefandom]

Blitzø Regression Headcanons <3

regression is a trauma trait from Blitzø's early childhood: he had some issues with developmental milestones and his parents often fought about how to handle it

it got a lot more pronounced and disruptive after the fire

will push himself to do stupid things just to prove that he's not actually a kid and he's just "being stupid" (ie. drinking, getting into fights, etc.)

both deeply insecure and dismissive about his regression ("just another way he's fucked up")

easily startled by loud noises

I also headcanon Loona as a regressor: when Blitzø starts taking care of her, he learns better how to take care of himself, but starts feeling like it's twice as important to hide it

loves horse movies, obviously, and also figurines and also drawing them and also talking about them and reading books about them and-

incredibly talkative when comfortable, but shuts down verbally when defensive or nervous

indignant when a caregiver tries to limit his actions to something more age appropriate: "I know how to drive!!!!!! Lemme go!!!"

luckily, he's very easy to redirect with a question, a suggestion, or the slightest bit of affection

one of his favourite things is someone scratching his head between the spikes and horns, he'll be a melted purring mess

imps hold onto their tails when they're kids and Blitzø tends to do it when he's slipping

his art style does not change much, but his writing is even harder to read than usual

[anemicjellyfish]

Get Well Soon

A short, fluff-filled Stolitz fanfic.

Summary: Blitzø is sick & Stolas is a sweet caregiver.

Content warnings: illness, mentions of eating food and drinking water, medicine use (for illness), some sexual language.

Inspired by my current Covid situation. (I work in healthcare; it's inevitable for me. Please remember to wear a mask and be safe, everyone! ���)

Blitzø shuffles himself onto his side, careful not to fall off his couch. Before he opens his eyes, the coughing resumes.

He didn't know where he'd picked up this bug, but like with most illnesses, he would bounce back in a few days. A few miserable days, full of coughing, fever, aching joints and muscles, and endless sneezing.

Blitzø reaches to move his blanket, only now noticing that it isn't his blanket. He's not on his couch, or even in his own apartment.

Groaning, Blitzø puts his head in his hands, remembering last night: he'd snuck through Stolas' window, as usual... and nearly collapsed from the effort. Despite Blitzø's insistence that he could live up to his part of the full moon arrangement they'd made, Stolas wouldn't allow him. And Blitzø ended up being placed in bed and falling asleep before he could protest further.

Blitzø glances at the bedside table. A beautiful crystal glass of water with two small tablets rests next to a piece of paper. In Stolas' too-perfect handwriting, it reads, "For Blitzy".

His throat too dry, Blitzø drinks most of the water before picking up the tablets. He considers sniffing them but knows he's unable to smell anything until the illness passes. Blitzø takes them with the rest of the water, shaking the glass a little to get every drop. Just as he sets it down, the door to the bedroom opens.

"Blitzy?" Stolas whispers, peeking in. "Oh, I hope I didn't wake you?"

"No, Stolas, I-" Blitzø's voice cracks a little, "I just woke up," he finished.

Stolas enters the bedroom, carrying a serving tray with fresh fruit, some type of bread, and a full pitcher of water. Blitzø's eyes widen, and he grabs the pitcher before Stolas can set the tray down. He doesn't care that Stolas should see him like this; his throat and body are screaming for water.

A look of concern on Stolas' face changes to amusement. "I'll call for more water," he says, sitting close to Blitzø on the side of the bed. "Are you feeling better?"

Blitzø pants and brushes away the water that had dripped down his chin. "I'm fine, Stols," he replied. "Or I will be in a few days, once this fuckin' bullshit is outta me. Don't you worry, when I'm better, I'll keep up my end of the deal. I'll show your feathered ass a real good time -"

"Easy, Blitzy," Stolas reached out, carefully removing the water pitcher with one hand and placing his other on Blitzø's cheek. "Not too much excitement, now. Why don't you rest here for a few days? Recover. Via and Stella will be gone for a while, visiting Stella's family. They never bother to invite me, anyway. Rest here."

Blitzø tries to protest, but when Stolas' hand slid down his back and settled between his spines - just where he liked it - his attempt turns into a weak cough.

"Fine," he finally says. Blitzø lets his eyes shut as he rests against Stolas' chest, letting the soft down feathers cover his face.

A small figure appears in the doorway, and Stolas uses his magic to bring over the new pitcher of water. The Goetia staff may talk amongst themselves about his affair, but Stolas can't bring himself to care now. The door shuts.

Letting Blitzø drink his fill of the water, Stolas set the pitcher aside and convinces him to eat. With the fever and cough now slightly better from the medicine, Stolas moves into the bed, pulling Blitzø onto his lap.

Without thinking too much about it, Blitzø wraps his tail around Stolas' leg and settles in once again. Stolas places his hand on Blitzø's back, letting his fingers slide in-between the spines.

"When I get better," Blitzø mumbles, almost asleep, "I swear I'm giving you the fucking of your life, Stols."

He feels Stolas laugh under him.

"I look forward to it, my darling Blitzy."

End.

[babyangelcakess]

Intro post !! 🍼 ><

The basics 🪽

> SFW !!

> My name is Angel! I am an age regressor. ( 2 - 8 )

> He/him

> Big age : 16

> INFP

> 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

> ADD

> agere + otherkin + copinglink

> I’ve been involuntary age regressing since I was about 9 ( was regressing to like, 4 at that time )

> Now I sometimes involuntarily regress, but not often since I’ve been having trouble getting fully into the headspace

> I use agere / age dreaming as a coping mechanism !

> I often feel sick aaaa

> I currently have no CG ( if anyone is interested, click here :3 )

> DMs are open, just keep in mind that I get anxious when talking to people and get scared to message first 😭 ( No venting to me, also. I usually want to help, but never know what to do and it worries me )

> Keep the cursing to a minimum with me please !

> I often interact with sfw fandom agere posts because they’re comforting ^u^

> Tags !!

( #angel’s agere - all my agere content )

( #angel’s babble - random thoughts/ramble in littlespace )

( #angel’s corner - anything random )

Who can’t interact 🪽

> NSFW / kink blogs

> Basic DNI ( racism, homophobia, antis, etc… )

> People who sexualize agere

> Bullies / mean people

Who can interact 🪽

> Anyone not toxic

> Other sfw agere blogs

> Caregivers

Media I like 🪽

> DDLC

> TBHK

> The Arcana

> Helluva boss

> Hazbin hotel

> TADC

> Bluey

> MLP

> Equestria girls

> Octonauts

> Disney princesses

> Arcane

> HSR

> TOH

> EAH

> OM !

> Spiderverse

> Genshin

> Deltarune

> Lego movies

> Nimona

> Sanrio

> Vocaloid

> Roblox

> Minecraft

> Ponytown

> Empires SMP

> Animal Jam

> Animal crossing

> Monster high

> ( Youtubers ) LaurenZside, Dangthatsalongname, LDShadowLady, Flamingo, Polarcub, Shubble, SmallishBeans, Lets Game It Out, Danny Gonzales, Kurtis Conner, Drew Gooden, Jarvis Johnson

All media that is 18+ ( like HH & HB ) will not include any inappropriate or explicit content and will be agere safe if I post about it !!

Other stuff I like 🪽

> Plushies

> Blankies

> Coloring

> Music

> MLP MUSIC <333

> Dolls

> Pacis

> Pink

> Reality shifting

> Slime, playdough, kinetic sand ( things like that )

> Toys

> Baking

> Cats

> Just animals in general

> Candy

Kins 🪽

> Sayori ( DDLC )

> Blitzø ( Helluva Boss )

> Yuri ( DDLC )

> Anzu ( The Tunnel to Summer, the Exit of Goodbyes )

> Gwen Stacy ( Spiderverse )

[themicahverse]

【 MICAH'S BLOG .ᐟ.ᐟ 】

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| HI EVRYPONY !! .𖥔 ݁ ˖

( realizing i haven't made an intro )

⤷ I'm Micah ˚୨୧⋆｡

I use he / him , twi / twi's , skull / skulls

Welcome to my lil blog thing 🪽

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| About Me ᶻ 𝘇 𐰁

Gender ➞

⤷ Male ( transman )

Sexuality ➞

⤷ Bisexual , demiromantic

Other ➞

⤷ I am autistic and disabled, I am mixed , I am an alterhuman ( therian , otherkin , fictionkin ) , age regressor, caregiver, satanist, and I have depression, anxiety, PTSD, hypermobility, and potentially POTS

Interests ➞

⤷ My little pony, Bluey, SpongeBob SquarePants, Spider-verse, Will Wood, roblox, Hamilton, Hellaverse, Sesame Street, Welcome Home, muppets, TADC, Bugbo and lots of other media !!

⤷ Space, dogs and cats, sharks, glow in the dark, fashion and subcultures ( including goth and decora ), the sun and the moon, decorating, making stuff, research, baking, animals in general ( besides bugs ) and much mores

Theriotypes ➞

⤷ Black cat , golden retriever , husky , gray wolf , tiger

Kintypes ➞

⤷ Robotkin , demonkin

Fictotypes ➞

⤷ Twilight Sparkle ( My Little Pony : Friendship is Magic ) , Blitzø Buckzo ( Helluva Boss )

— PSA : I do not mind being called Twilight or Blitz

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| What to expect on my page ⋆˚ 🌀 ˖°

⤷ Any of my special interests ( my little pony, bluey, helluva boss, etc ) or hyperfixations

⤷ My support for Palestine

⤷ Stimboards

⤷ Anything related to therianthropy, otherkinity, alterhumanity, age regression, fandoms, LGBTQ+, disabilities, etc

⤷ My show ( I have been writing a show called 'Straywire' for almost a year ! )

⤷ My artwork

⁀➴ It's wonderful 2 meet you .ᐟ.ᐟ .𖥔 ݁ ˖

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[madamefeu]

Genuine question, why do so many characters in the Hellaverse have daddy issues? I mean, seriously:

Blitzø: Daddy issues

Loona: Daddy issues, even though they’re not really Blitzø’s fault and it’s more to do with the fact that she’s not used to having a stable home or living in an environment with a stable and loving caregiver, and she doesn’t know how to process that and so lashes out at Blitzø

Moxxie: Daddy issues

Stolas: Daddy issues

Octavia: Daddy issues indirectly caused by Stolas’s daddy issues

Angel Dust: Daddy issues

Charlie: Daddy issues, even though her dad is in the picture and working on fixing them

Lucifer: Biggest daddy issues in the bible

I swear to fuck if the theory about Alastor’s father being abusive, and that being the reason why he seems to hate men turns out to be true, we might as well retitle the Hellaverse the Daddyissuesverse

[pupcherub]

welcome to my blog < 3 3 ! !

names . you can use for me , , , maeve , ivy , cherub , rex + + any nicknames

pronouns . you can use for me , , , he / him , pup / pups , bug / bugs , pet / pets , it / its , rot / rots , geo / geos

i’m a therian , sfw regressor / caregiver , irl yandere , fictionkin , system host , and non—religious angelkin . <- DNI if any of that bothers you ; those things are listed because they are important to my identity ! !

also DNI if you are an endogenic ‘system’ or are pro—endogenics , as well as like porn blogs , , , please & thank you ! ! ; other than that , anyone can interact

topics . i will post about , , , therian shenanigans , interests of mine , vent posts , reblogs , interacting with mutuals , etc .

sideblogs :

@critters-xp <- system blog

@petcomplex <- yandere blog

@bioboyre <- regression / cg blog

@psychmutt <- headmate blog

@paleopup <- dog therian blog

cool posts , , , my type ( in a playlist ) , drawing of my angel form

— i love making mutuals and friends ! ! feel free to interact through asks / messages / reblogs / whatever ! !

current anons : (epick) , (🩸) , (🦷) , (💥) , --

theriotypes . i have are , , , sled dog , snow leopard , sea otter , lion , bengal cat , blue—tongued skink , rat + + angelkin

characters . i am are , , , link , blitzø , gumball , blathers , neferpitou , ivypool

disorders . i have are , , , autism , bpd , adhd , ocd , (c—)ptsd , cdd , mdd , npd

spinterests . of mine are , , , dinosaurs , nintendo games , plushies

music . i like is , , , måneskin , stray kids , mother mother , los campesinos ! , florence + the machine , baby bugs , fall out boy , fever 333

hobbies . i have are , , , game development , learning ( science ) , writing fiction , playing video games , watching series and movies , drawing digital art , hiking

misc . stuff , , , i am 17yo , i love pokemon , i bring a stuffed animal to school , i have a parakeet & two cats , i want to be a freelance artist + author ! !

#— nonhuman ! ! = alterhuman posts

#— neurodiv ! ! = posting abt disorders

#— vent ! ! = vent posts

#— interests ! ! = hobby / spin posts

#— misc . ! ! = random posts

#— favs ! ! = favorite reblogs

#— saves ! ! = saved posts

#— asks ! ! = answering asks

#— friends ! ! = my mutuals

#— reblog ! ! = reblogs

#— music ! ! = lyrics or songs

#— art ! ! = art by me

[sweetpeapuppy]

⚠️ CW: content from adult themed show ⚠️

(Helluva boss)

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Fizzarolli as an age regressor!

Uses his nickname/likes to be called froggie when hes small

Asmodeus is his caregiver (obviously)

Started regressing after the incident

Since he and Blitzø made up, Blitzø now acts as a cg for him as well (especially when Ozzie's busy w royal stuffs)

Thinks Moxxie is so funny when hes regressed and loves how sweet Millie is

Millie absolutely babies him and lets Fizz get away with anything

[ittybittyimpsagere]

Itty Bitty Imps: Masterpost!

Book 1: Itty Bitty Imps: Complete

Summery:

Fizz and Blitzø are both regressors and don't want anyone to know.

Stolas and Asmodeus become their caregivers, and as they learn more about their little ones past, they attempt to get the two littles to talk things out.

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Playlist for the fic 🎶 -Music

Chapters:

Chapter 1:

Chapter 2:

Chapter 3:

Chapter 4:

Chapter 5:

Chapter 6:

Chapter 7:

Chapter 8:

Chapter 9

Chapter 10:

Chapter 11:

Chapter 12:

Chapter 13:

Chapter 14:

Chapter 15:

Chapter 16:

Chapter 17:

Chapter 18:

Chapter 19:

Chapter 20:

Chapter 21:

Chapter 22:

-Father knows Best: Itty Bitty Imps Pt 2: Complete

(Takes place after exes and ohs)

Summery: (slightly darker, feel free to skip this one)

Crimson kidnaps Moxxie and uses his little headspace to control him.

Moxxie tries to escape but its harder when conflicting emotions arrise.

Millie and Blitzø tried desperately to find him, but they had already checked Crimson's mansion, and he wasn't there.

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Music Playlist for the fic

-Chapter 1:

-Chapter 2

-Chapter 3

-Chapter 4:

-Chapter 5

-Chapter 6

-Chapter 7

-Chapter 8

-Chapter 9

-Chapter 10

-Chapter 11

-Chapter 12:

-Chapter 13

-Chapter 14

-Chapter 15

Itty Bitty Imps Part 3, Millie Knows better: In progress

Summery:

Millie and Moxxie struggle to adjust to their new life as they try and help Moxxie heal from everything he's been through.

Moxxie wants to undo what his father had done.

Millie is trying to help Moxxie and be supportive but she's struggling.

Blitzø wants to help Millie, but he's not sure how.

-Chapter 1

-Chapter 2

-Chapter 3:

-Chapter 4:

-Chapter 5: coming soon.

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Itty Bitty Imps Pt 4: Hurt, Coming soon

(Takes place during ep: S2E4-S2E5)

Stolas gets hurt...then Blitzø does.

Things become too complicated...

So Blitzø makes a decision that changes everything.

All and all- this will hurt some readers. And I promise you will hate me after this 😀

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Itty Bitty Imps Part 5, Everything will be okay: Coming soon.

(Takes place during S2E6-7)

Via gets kicked out of her apartment when they find out she never took the classification test.

She can't go home where Stella and Stolas are, so she reaches out for help and finds it where she least expects it.

Fizzarolli's career is on the line when he has to face Mammon one last time with a bet they made.

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Itty bitty imps part 6: The monster under my bed.

(S2EP8-9)

Blitzø is hurt, and he's forced to confront his feelings when he's bedridden and stuck in the home of the last person he wants to talk to.

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Itty bitty imps part 7

Takes place during mastermind.

Beelzebub takes over Blitzø's trial before anyone can make a decision,

Stolas and Blitzø are both sentenced for their crimes.

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One-Shots and ficlits:

-One-Shots

-Biting

-Are Paci's okay? -

-Epologue for IBI

-A surprise for three littles

-Ozzie the babysitter

-A little meeting

-Sleepy time (coming soon)

-Sleepless night (coming soon)

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-Notes/Info: Classification AU: Members in hell are forced to take a classification test that determines what they are:

-Neutrals

-Caregivers

-Littles

And occasionally you’ll get a special classification such as: Babysitter, leader, Guardian, and even pet regressors.

For especially Imps and Hellhounds, (the lowest beings in hell), their results have everything to do with their future.

That’s why some imps had learned to cheat the system…

Blitzø being one of them.

Classifications:

Blitzø❤️: Not officially little, classified a neutral after cheating on the test

Stolas 💜: Caregiver

-Fizzarolli 💚 Little

-Asmodeus 💙 Neutral/ Guardian

-Millie ❤️🔥 Guardian

-Moxxie ❤️🩹 Neutral type: Poet.

50%Pet Regressor, 50% Little

-Loona 🖤 Caregiver

-Sallie Mae❤️‍🔥 Guardian Middle regressor

-Octavia 💖 ???

-Littles info:

Blitzø: Little Age: 1-5

Fizzerolli: Little Age: 5-8 ???

Moxxie: Little age: 0-4 ???

???: Little Age: ???

Sallie Mae: 8-15

???: Little Age: 4-13

⚠️Warning: This story is not all fluffy and cute, this story is more about healing childhood trauma, and healing the inner child by accepting help and accepting regression as a coping therapeutic method. (there’s plenty of hurt/comfort and cute fluff, but that’s not all it is) in these books we will be discussing dark topics like child abuse, sexual abuse, death, emotional abuse, PTSD, depression, struggling in life, suicidal thoughts, toxic relationships, and even hating one’s own regression and dealing with the hardships of age regression.

Also, it's not written to be accurate to cannon. A lot changes with the plot and characters.

So...yes, I know that's not how it happened on the show... and It's probably never going to align with the show. #SorryButNotThatSorry

⚠️ More specific character notes:

-Ozzie and Fizz

-Stolas and Blitzø:

-Stolas and Blitzø part 2: Coming soon

-Millie and Moxxie: Coming soon

-¿¿¿, ???, And ¿?¿ Coming soon.

-Verosika

-Striker and Stella: Coming soon.

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-Dm me if you'd like to be part of my Taglist ~Feel free to ask questions, share ideas, or request something!~

[ripplestitchskein]

The Story Foundations

Episode 2: LooLoo Land

Please see the master post for this series here. As always I try to only view this through what is shown in the canon content of the show, I don’t take into account outside media like the Sinstagram posts or things stated outside the text by the creators unless they are incredibly important as I feel the text should have everything the audience needs.

Let us begin.

The first thing I wanna talk about is the episode’s warning. Which sounds strange until you realize it warns for “sad horny demons”. A huge criticism I see, and that people often complain about, is Stolas “turning into” a sad owl boy and I talk about it a lot in my metas because the text tells us the opposite constantly. I just thought it was hilarious that the opening warning on the 2nd episode ever actually warns the audience about this outright. I also love that it’s plural, because Blitzø is also a sad horny demon. Honestly most of them are.

Anyway, to the episode:

The first shot is an establishing shot on Stolas’s huge mansion, specifically the balcony. I’m going to spend a few minutes here because I think the contrast between the Pilot (which is firmly non-canon but will come up a few times here to illustrate some key points).

The colors in the original Pilot for Stolas are desaturated, his royal iconography is his actual face coming out of a book and wearing a crown. There are other little marks in the stone that look like the book with fire coming out of it, and little crowns. The building is gray and a dull reddish pink and looks very blocky and severe. The balcony is the central focus of the establishing shot because Blitzø will exit it later but it’s very small.

In the actual canon our first time seeing the palace is just as grand but the building is more reflective of the “new” Stolas. I can’t think of a better visual representation of a character undergoing development changes in the pre-production phase of the creative process. It really shows how much the direction with Stolas changed as they began the real fleshing out process with him. The new palace is beautifully saturated, constellations on the walls, phases of the moon and plant vines in gold replace the previous iconography. The doors are a sun and moon. And the balcony is huge and centrally focused. I love that instead of the front of the palace or an overhead shot to show its grandeur we come in again at the balcony which is so pivotal throughout the series.

We have a voice over of a scared child calling for “Mommy, Daddy”. Initially I read this as her calling for whoever but rewatching and with more context from the episode and show overall I kind of read it now, after hearing what her nightmare was about, as Mommy, Daddy! She’s calling for her mother because something has happened to her father. The only reason I mention it is because of the episode being focused on the Father/Daughter relationship, the fact that Stella says “You do it” when Stolas wakes her saying Via is calling, and that a source of Octavia’s anxiety is her father leaving and being unable to find him (I have A LOT of theories about this as foreshadowing, especially with Stella dismissing her daughter and not being a source of comfort in the past or present, but that’s another post for another time).

This is one of those things where I war with knowing as a writer that you will absolutely make deliberate decisions like this with otherwise mundane dialogue, but also that sometimes you write things without further intent because that’s just a normal thing people say. Kids wake up yelling for their caregivers. But there is also a very real thing in productions like this where every line and every visual counts and is poured over and deliberate. Not only because you are paying people to perform and animate it, so you can’t waste it, but also because it’s such a short format, a lot has to happen in 13-30 minutes and you don’t want to waste a second . However, in this show, sometimes the dialogue is for the joke, because the VA improvised something funny, or for the shock value, so I don’t know how deep I should get, or how much emphasis to put on some things. I do my best.

So I’m not sure if it’s actually speaking to anything deeper, I might be putting more on this than needs to be said, but that’s who I am as a person.

Anyway, Octavia is having a bad dream. The visuals of her room are really telling. Her artwork is stars and moons and drawings of her and her father. The portrait is her and her father. Her nightmare is not about her losing her parents, but her father specifically. Most of this is to setup the episode conflict for Via about losing him and the overall stress of a divorce on a child, but some of it is also to show the disparity between her relationship with each of her parents. It is Stolas who gets up to console her, it is Stolas who features in the decor of her childhood bedroom, it is Stolas who reaches out to spend time with her later.

The grimoire follows Stolas into the room, and we get a new glimpse into his abilities, both the telekinesis and the portal.

Stolas begins singing, the song really sets up his main character drivers, he used to think he was bold, he used to think love would be fun, he feels his stories have already been told except for Via’s. He tells us he is dissatisfied with his life except for Via from very early on. This really gives us a quick brush of what underlies Stolas’s issues in the series and it’s a beautiful song. Baby Octavia being comforted and sleeping even through this grand collapse of a celestial body happening around her, because she is safe with her father is just great visually.

Octavia falls asleep peacefully and the scene abruptly changes to the present day and the contrast between then and now. Her room is devoid of any indications of her father now. There are no pictures or drawings on the wall.

She is awakened from sleep by the sound of her parent’s fighting, of Stella throwing things and yelling about Stolas fucking an imp.

Stella’s issue doesn’t seem to be that Stolas slept with someone else, but that who he slept with is an imp. Stolas says it happened so fast he didn’t have time to get a hotel and Stella is more concerned that getting a hotel is plebeian and lower class. This really shows us the state of their relationship, these aren’t people who were in a committed marriage where the adultery was the issue on either side. Stella isn’t mad he cheated, she’s mad about who he cheated with, and Stolas doesn’t feel guilty he cheated, just that he didn’t have time to do it more discreetly.

Octavia puts on a very apt song about her world burning down around her. Stella is throwing plants and servants.

“Do you want to fuck this one too?”

“No of course not.”

“You are a fucking embarrassment.”

This dialogue tells reinforces two things, that the issue is not the actual cheating for Stella but the social class of who he cheated with. For Stolas it’s not an imp fetish, or fucking someone of a lower station, but a very specific person.

There is a portrait in the room of a happier Stolas and Stella with Octavia with the LooLoo Land apple. Stella has her arms crossed and she’s slightly apart but her face is indulgent and slightly smiling. Stolas is focused entirely on Octavia and smiling hugely. A little sign that they both tried to make the best of things, especially for Octavia. Their home was at one point a happier one. At least visually, I talk a lot about how images are important to Stolas, this one is no exception, we see a relatively happy family but the underlying truth is that it wasn’t, Stolas sang about his unhappiness as early as Via’s childhood and we see the truth in the show’s reality.

Stella exits, screaming and destroying more things. Stolas meanwhile does what Stolas does and acts bright and cheery, greeting his daughter exuberantly like nothing is wrong. She mentions she’s listening to a song My World is Burning Down Around Me by Fuck You Dad, which we could jokingly think of as “theme stared”.

She’s asks if they are done screaming for the day, followed by Stella screaming and Stolas ignoring the question entirely and suggesting they go to LooLoo Land. Octavia is not thrilled with the idea, saying she is not five anymore, a time when she was happier and her family wasn’t falling apart.

Stolas says he’s arranging for security and he is very pumped up by his recent dalliance, exuding a different sort of confidence about people wanting them for their money and their bodies.

We get Stolas saying “the only man who can fuck me” and Octavia being rightfully weirded out. This line tells us he’s not actually calling because he needs a service, he wants to spend time with Blitzø.

Cut to Blitzø in his office being fucking bizarre with the Millie and Moxxie dolls and shoving them in his pants.

On his desk, and the focus of most of the shot, is a picture that says #1 Bitch with it written out and replaced with Boss but he appears to be wearing a robe very similar to Stolas’s (it does not appear to be the exact same one though) with a black rose in his mouth and on the picture is a paper crown that Blitzo dons with a little musical noise as he talks to the Goetia. The camera focuses on this picture for a long time and during the course of their conversation Blitzø moves the picture around to face him and dons the crown. I lost my mind a little noticing this detail. The picture was facing away while he was being weird with the dolls but when Stolas calls he puts them away, moves it to face him and puts on the crown that is a major motif for Stolas. Super interesting visual.

Stolas calls him his big dicked Imp and we have the cut away shots switching between Blitzø and Octavia saying What the Fuck and spit taking while Stolas tells them to watch their language which is hilarious…ya know considering. They have a rather disturbing conversation about Stolas planting his feathered ass but ultimately agree that Stolas will pay them money to protect them at the park. This is the first time we get the hint that Blitzø and Octavia think along similar lines, or mirror each other. The other comes later with Fizzarolli when they say “I hate that fucking clown”. I like that the two most important people in Stolas’s life are on the same wavelength so deliberately and so early in the show. It’s a very intentional choice.

It is also a progression point. Here Blitzø only agrees to do this for money. In Western Energy that isn’t even discussed even though the same service is provided.

A few other key things here, Octavia doesn’t seem to feel a body guard is necessary for a theme park. She seems to find the entire idea of needing a body guard to be foreign. It’s presented for what it is, as an excuse for Stolas to spend time with Blitzø. Yet at the park there are actually imp assassins following them around that Blitzø has to take care of. So there is a “threat” but Stolas seems capable of handling it himself later, and we also find out down the line that only angelic weapons can actually do any real damage to him.

The ultimate takeaway is Stolas is being selfish and focusing on this new sexual relationship at the expense of his daughter. He suggests a fun outing for them to recapture happier times but immediately uses it as an excuse to bring in the reason for the unhappiness. This scene serves as the final setup for the episodes conflict: Octavia’s fear of losing her dad, this time not because of a bad dream, but because of his affair with the imp he is forcing into their lives.

To be honest, it’s not my favorite scene or episode. I find both Blitzø and Stolas off putting in it, but the episode setup is complete, we are going to LooLoo Land, Blitzø, Moxxie and Millie are coming along for work. Octavia does not want to go.

We arrive at LooLoo Land in the IMP van. Stolas gets immediately into the role of fun theme park dad, donning his little apple hat. Stolas’s outfits often reflect the image he is trying to cultivate and that’s in full effect here. Octavia is reluctant and dragging her feet. She is telegraphing loudly she does not want to be here.

Blitzø lays out ground rules that they are here in a professional capacity and Stolas is not to fuck him or attempt to. Stolas brushes this off and says he’s cute. Octavia is revolted by her dad’s behavior. Blitzø also likens their arrangement to sex work, he is very firmly in that mindset. He later says he’s not a dayhooker. Later, as I previously stated the monetary compensation and even the grimoire deal is not mentioned as much, because their relationship and how they initially view it changes.

Moxxie goes into anxiety mode pulling out antacids and all kinds of stuff from a fanny pack. He does not like theme parks and has not been to one before while Millie is having a lot of nostalgia and excitement about the day.

Octavia asks about the park, revealing that it’s not LuLu World but a knockoff and the entire vibe of the park and its rundown appearance reinforce that. This world building will carry through to the Mammon special. The cast splits, Moxxie and Millie go off to enjoy the park and Blitzø goes with Stolas and Octavia.

I won’t break down all their scenes as they are largely irrelevant to the plot of the episode, but we get some backstory and dynamic stuff for Moxxie and Millie. Millie came from a poorer background but seemed to have a good family who took her to amusement parks when they could afford it, and she has fond memories of the place. Moxxie is trying to prove himself to his wife and is competing with someone for her even though she never indicates she needs it or that it’s even a competition. Moxxie does this with Striker later. Moxxie continues this cycle of poor self worth, trying to prove himself and failing, because he doesn’t actually need to.

Blitzø is acting very professional and taking his job seriously. Stolas is disregarding that, continuing to flirt, and we get our first basis for some of the reasons Blitzø won’t believe him later in the show. In this episode Stolas is very dismissive of his job and calls them imps several times in a very denigrating way. Stolas flirts and sexualizes Blitzø at the expense of his daughter and that conflict is very present the whole time until the end when he has that wake up call when she runs away from him.

Stolas is not a perfect father, he is not a perfect person. He has a taste of the sexual relationship he’s been craving and goes too far, and is too oblivious about how that affects others, to the detriment of everyone around him and to himself. Stolas’s obliviousness to other’s needs in service to the image he wants to project is really center stage here. He thinks Octavia loves Fizzarolli, that he was a happy memory, but we see in flashbacks she was actually terrified and hates the clown. Stolas is so caught up in having this perfect father daughter day he doesn’t pick up on her cues and keeps forcing her into things she doesn’t want to do. He doesn’t do this maliciously, or from a place of ill intent, just like he doesn’t oversexualize Blitzø for predatory reasons, he just lives in fantasy because he hates reality and he tries to bring those fantasies into reality by forcing it and being oblivious to other’s needs. As I talked about in the breakdown of the Ozzie’s scene Stolas goes out of his way to force things into the image he wants to project: a dad having a happy bonding day with his daughter.

This is Stolas’s main character flaw and it’s revealed here in this episode.

Blitzø is largely there to highlight this flaw. Stolas brought along the reason for the family’s destruction into this day that was supposed to be about his daughter. He’s trying to put up this happy front but the reason it’s not going well is his own actions. When Stolas ignores cues that Octavia doesn’t want to be there and flirts with Blitzø again after he takes out one of the assassins, Octavia gets fed up and leaves. Stolas goes after her.

Blitzø starts to follow but is called out by the Fizzbot. He stays in the tent and we get a little hint of Blitzø’s backstory with Fizzarolli, and Blitzo’s previous job at LooLoo land.

Fizzarolli asks him the super important question “Does anyone love you” just barely hinting at Blitzø’s character need, but present early on in the show and explicitly stated. This is almost exactly what happens with actual Fizzarolli in Ozzie’s. Seeing him in a crowd, calling him out and asking if anyone loves him.

Blitzø says no here, but he’s really good with guns now, and starts shooting at him. He then burns the circus down (*sings* foooorreshaadowwing). This is super interesting because it’s a setup for something we see change later. In Ozzie’s, Fizzarolli calls out to Blitzo in the exact same way, and asks him the exact same question. The next time he’s asked Blitzo doesn’t say no, he looks nervously at Stolas. That’s development baby. That’s growth.

Blitzø seems to have a lot of pent up anger for the Fizz bot and that’s a pin the writer’s setup early on to be explored later. We as the audience get information on some of his previous failures, his main conflict (the lack of and need for, love), and that these things are connected with this Fizzarolli person that Blitzo seems to hate to the point of burning down an amusement park to kill his proxy.

Meanwhile Stolas follows Octavia into the funhouse, an assassin goes for him and annoyed he says he is supposed to be bodyguarded. Millie takes out the assassin and he is dismissive of them, “not you littler ones”, and again shows us that he is playing out a fantasy. Blitzø is his knight in shining armor, even if he doesn’t actually need one, and he will contrive a situation to live that fantasy out (he could just turn the imps to stone but he wants Blitzø to have opportunities to save him).

This moment is really minimized in this episode but it’s huge when you look at Western Energy, as it’s directly reflected there. In that episode Stolas is in actual danger instead of contrived danger, Blitzø doesn’t think it’s an issue because he knows Stolas sets up these little scenarios for his fantasy. Except this time it’s real and his knight in shining armor once again does not save him, he’s saved by Moxxie and Millie again. It’s also when Bliztø realizes that Stolas can actually get hurt, that he really did need a knight in shining armor and Bliztø was not there. The fantasy he plays at in LooLoo Land becomes reality, but when it plays out this time Stolas actually gets hurt, Blitzø doesn’t save him. They both are faced with reality. I love things like this. A direct callback with change due to a character’s growth throughout the story? It’s beautiful.

Also, just to theorize a bit, this is a prime setup for the rule of three. In fiction things are often called back to three times, with gradual changes each time to contrast them and show the overall change in circumstance each time.

The first time at LooLoo Land, Stolas doesn’t actually need saving, he is safe but he wanted it and Blitzø wasn’t there. He’s disappointed. The second time in Western Energy Stolas does actually need saving but Blitzø isn’t there again and realizes at the end he should have been. Stolas is hurt emotionally and physically this time. Presumably, the third time Stolas will be in real danger, but this time he will assume Blitzø is not coming because he never has before, but this time Blitzø will be there, he will be what Stolas has been wanting. It would be a beautiful progression of their relationship and a great way to show the development and progression.

Back to the episode.

Stolas moves into the funhouse and has his needed heart to heart with Octavia. Octavia point blank says that this entire situation is his fault, he just spent the whole time flirting with Blitzø and ignoring how she felt. That this place was happy for her once but he ruined it with this affair. Stolas apologies for this and he tries to explain himself but fails. He doesn’t have the words. The general gist of his started and stopped sentences is that Stella and Stolas were not in love, that Stella has flaws, that he has flaws and he wants something else and always has. He doesn’t even know at this point what he wants, he can’t articulate it. The starts and stops are well done in that they tell the story without actually stating it, enough is given for audience inference but the character still doesn’t know. He doesn’t apologize for the affair itself but for causing her pain, he tries to explain why he did it but can’t. We’ll see him discover this as the show goes on but at this point he doesn’t know himself. He was enjoying the sexually charged fantasy but he was doing that at the expense of his daughter, and to a smaller degree in this episode, Blitzø.

Octavia expresses the fear setup at the beginning of the episode. That her father is going to leave her. Like he does in the flashback, he reassures her that is not going to happen. He would never willingly leave her. I also theorize that this is prophecy or foreshadowing. There will come a point where Stolas is gone and Octavia will need to help deal with it. There may be clues dropped in this episode when that day comes so something to keep an eye on. This is another candidate for the rule of three, Octavia dreams her father is gone, he finds her consoles her. Octavia fears her father will leave and her dream will become a reality, he finds her and consoles her. Later potentially he will be gone, and she will have to console herself and find him.

He tells her she was right, it’s time to go and like the flashback he carries her through the burning chaos of the circus, calling back to the celestial destruction, and then asks her what she actually wants. He gives her a choice. It’s the first sign of his character growth, he tried to force what he wanted on her to fulfill his fantasy but in the end he asks her and gives her a choice and autonomy.

This again is paralleled in Western Energy. It takes a big destructive moment for Stolas to realize he is ignoring what others want in service to his fantasies, and he takes the lesson he learned in LooLoo Land first to later give Blitzø what he wants after the events of that episode. The difference is that Octavia tells her father what she wants explicitly and then he gives it to her. She wants to spend time doing something she likes with her dad.

With Blitzø, what he tells Stolas with his actions and words is not what he actually feels and Stolas tries to handle it the same way using what he learns here, by giving it to him and giving him a choice, but we know it will ultimately be unsuccessful until Blitzø does what Octavia does and just tells him.

Blitzø, Moxxie and Millie fall in front of them.

Moxxie says something really interesting “Way to ruin another good thing, sir” which just has so many potential implications. Blitzø says it was worth it in this instance.

As I said before, this episode is not my favorite. We have a conflict (Octavia fearing her dad is going to leave her) and resolution (he promises he won’t and takes steps to show her) we have some character flaws introduced, the first mention of Blitzø’s character issue, a lot of exploration of Stolas’s and a lesson learned for Stolas that will be applied later by him in a similar way: giving the person he wronged a choice. We have a very loose three act structure but little stakes, and the plot is much more character driven than plot driven.

Overall we setup several things the writers explore much further down the road in Season 2 but the structure is not as cohesive and tight as it was in episode 1.

It’s a weak episode but it has strong setups for further exploration and looking at it with the context of what happens down the line shows that the writer’s do take into consideration what was introduced and continue the development begun here.

What’s important about LooLoo Land is that it shows us early that Stolas and his family drama and his relationship with Blitzø is a vitally important part of the show overall. If Stolas was just a plot driver or sexual comic relief character we wouldn’t get an entire episode devoted to his relationship with his daughter. He is shown to the audience as a whole character with this own flaws, desires and back and forward story to be explored. It’s also the 2nd episode of the series, so his establishment is only 2nd to the establishment of IMP and the overall premise. I harp on this a lot because most of the anti Stolas things I see ignore this fact completely. They reduce him down to the presentation of the OG Pilot instead of the direction the creators actually went, a pivotal main character going on his own journey within this story. (In my opinion if they had stuck to the original premise this show would be much much weaker and less compelling overall, but that’s a post for a different day.)

We are introduced to Stolas and his relationships even before Blitzø’s. We don’t even know that Loona is his daughter yet at this point in the canon text. We know nothing at all about Barbie Wire, his family, or anything outside of IMP. This is because this affair, the fall out, and the future consequences are CENTRAL to the entire show, they are why IMP exists, and they are central to Blitzø and his own growth and development. The same can be said of Fizzarolli, there’s a reason that backstory is hinted at in a Stolas episode. The question he keeps asking Blitzø, does anyone love you is first linked here. The events that take place in LooLoo Land are directly reflected in Ozzie’s and in Western Energy later. These setups take place so early on in the show’s run and are continually fleshed out and paid off as it continues.

The episode itself is weak but the foundations it lays are incredibly strong.

[ramona-quinn]

🌌🔥😈 Helluva Boss Headcanons 😈🔥🌌

🌌🦉👑 Caregiver!Stolas Headcanons 👑🦉🌌

🐓 Caregiver!Asmodeus/Ozzie Period Headcanons 🐓

🧹🐴 CG!Blitzø and Room Cleaning Headcanons 🐴🧹

✨️ Regressor!Stolas and CG!Blitzø Headcanons ✨️

✨️🌌🪐 More Regressor!Stolas and CG!Blitzø Headcanons 🪐🌌✨️

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Get Well Soon (Part 2)

A short, fluff-filled Stolitz fanfic.

Link to Part 1 below the cut!

Content warnings: illness, medicine mention, sexual dialogue

Didn't write this one in the present-tense like the previous one. Forgive typos and grammatical errors, I'm still getting over Covid. (Wear a mask and stay safe 💖)

Blitzø suppressed a cough. He didn't want to wake Stolas; he often noticed the bags under his eyes, and wondered how often the Geotia Prince actually slept.

Part 1 is here if you'd like to read it first:

Part 2:

After a few hours of sleep, Blitzø awoke. The gentle rise and fall of Stolas' chest under his head meant that Stolas, too, had dozed off.

Blitzø could tell the medicine he'd taken earlier was working. His body temperature felt much more comfortable, and his muscle aches were much less noticeable. He was feeling almost better.

If it weren't for the little cough he let out...

Stolas stirred beneath him, arms pulling Blitzø just a bit closer before opening both sets of glowing red eyes.

"Good morning, again, Blitzy," he said softly. "How are you feeling?"

Blitzø let out a huff of air, angry at himself, then, "I'm fine. Don't get your regal panties in a twist."

Stolas only chuckled. Taking Blitzø's face in his hands, he slid down a little ways and felt around Blitzø's neck. Blitzø found himself getting heated by the touch, but Stolas pulled away.

"Your lymph nodes are still swollen, Blitzy," he said. "Your body is still fighting to get you feeling well again."

"Uhh..."

"I have an idea," Stolas continued, "something that will speed along your healing much faster than those tablets."

Blitzø was gently removed from his cozy place on Stolas' chest and set up against several pillows. Grumbling to himself, he didn't see why Stolas would make such a fuss over a common illness.

"Look, Stols," Blitzø tried getting his attention, "you don't have to do all this shit. I'll be up and plowing you rough again in no time. You don't gotta..."

It was obvious that Stolas wasn't listening. The Prince was instead flitting around his bedroom, gathering bits of his treasured plants. A leaf from one, a stem from another, some dirty root from something that looked almost too-creepy for Hell.

Stolas disappeared around the curtain to his bathroom for a moment. When he returned, Blitzø could hear water running.

"Come along, my darling," Stolas said sweetly.

"What-" Blitzø squirmed as Stolas picked him up off the bed and carried him to the bathroom.

"I can tell you're feeling better," Stolas chuckled, "you're not letting me take care of you quite so easily as last night."

Blitzø pushed his hand against Stolas' face, but was placed into the beautifully ornate bathtub before he could do anything more.

"Stols?" Blitzø drifted his hand through the water and brought up the crushed up bits of flora. "Are you... are you turning me into soup?!"

Stolas didn't try to suppress his laughter. He climbed in, the water rising almost to the brim, and swirled his hand around slowly.

"No, my Blitzy," he replied, "it's an herbal bath. To help your body heal itself a bit faster. These petals will help the inflammation in your nasal passages; that root, once it dissolves, will be absorbed through your skin so that your lymph nodes will-"

"Okay, okay," Blitzø interrupted, "hold on. I'm not gonna be listening to a whole lesson on plants, Stolas."

Stolas stopped, his hand no longer swirling the water around them. Blitzø's tail twitched in agitation at himself. Why was he always unintentionally saying things that upset Stolas... and why did it bother him so much?

After a few moments of unbearable silence, Blitzø shuffled around and picked up a crushed up leaf.

"Uhh. So. Is this one the reason my fever isn't umm, making me feel like I'm on fire anymore?"

Stolas took Blitzø's hand in his, rubbing the leaf into Blitzø's palm. "Actually, that one is just for the pleasant aroma," he explained. "Your fever was lowered by..."

Blitzø settled himself in against Stolas again, not really paying attention to the words being spoken. It was enough for him to breathe in the pleasant scents of the bath, and feel himself get better by the minute.

Stolas was now telling Blitzø about some other plants he'd found in some other Ring of Hell. Blitzø let him ramble on even after they stepped out of the water to dry off. Blitzø only stopped Stolas from his unending speech when he couldn't contain himself anymore.

Grabbing Stolas' hand and pulling him down to his level, Blitzø kissed him deeply. Without another word, Stolas allowed Blitzø to lead him back to the bedroom.