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#tired#sleepy#exhausted#fatigued#drained#worn out#burnt out#need a break#need to rest#need sleep#cant keep my eyes open#ready for bed#time for a nap#mentalhealth#emotionalhealth#physicalhealth#work#school#stress#overwhelm#burnout#self-care#rest#sleep
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Korenna watched through the glass of her cockpit as she drifted past ship after derelict ship. "Wow," she breathed. "This is..."
"Don't get too excited," said Gorst over the communicator. "Going off these readings, most of these husks of junk have been stripped of anything valuable."
"Yeah, I figured. But still, this many wrecks, this close to each other?" She shook her head incredulously. "I've never seen anything like it!"
"That's what's got me worried. It would be one thing if there'd been a battle here, but hese aren't military ships- they're all personal craft. Most likely other scavengers chasing the legend of the Ganymede."
"And speaking of-" just on the edge of her sensor range, a Dorsun battle cruiser came into view. It was as motionless as the other ships, but in pristine condition. "There she is. Wish me luck!"
"Korenna, wait." There was a slight pause- Korenna thought he was likely trying to remotely override her engines. Unfortunately for Gorst, she'd disabled that long ago. "These other scavengers didn't just drop dead on their own- there's something else going on here."
"Whatever it is, I can handle it." She pushed the throttle forward, increasing their speed towards Ganymede.
#microfiction#original writing#sci fi#korenna#cant keep my eyes open#might come finish this another day
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Hyperfixation grip doodles activated
#my art#freed justine#fairy tail#freed justine my favorite man#most posh boyfailure I've ever set my eyes upon#very small doodle#dont mind me jumping from interest to interest they are simultaneously running in my mind like the 40+ open tabs my friend has on his laptop#the duality of man (my artstyle-)#istg this re-emerging fairy tail interest is one of the only things keeping me together during the final few months of the school year#until the cycle continues of course#cant escape this shit until graduation smh#you just know the interest is strong now when you start drawing for it after having it simmer for a while
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So, lore?
Lo'en is a half elf and across the world there are designated elven kingdoms. One of them! Where she was born and her mother (elf) still lives, is frigid and in the north. Humans still have an odd tradition for Santa and so she hides her slightly pointed ears so that she doesn't have to sit through ANOTHER "Saint Nick" story that the northern elf king refuses to be offended by. His name is Niklava and he rather LIKES the association of how giving the cold can be! Lo'en could easily live without hearing another comment about ol' Saint Nick and his elves though.
Hold, while technically human/mortal, is cursed to live life over and over. And he has plant/green powers. He gets a lot of the "oh you'll grow up to be fine one of these days!" "you're still a sprout in this life time" "you still have time to bloom then!" and he also hates it.
Because Hold has to continue living even after he dies (though his body regresses to a child like age as he "recovers from death") he's absolutely enamored with Lo'en who just continues to exist. Her life span is way longer than a humans, longer than his /should/ be. And he admires her a lot and is really grateful to have her around for so many of his lives lived. Lo'en is relieved to have someone she gets along with who won't die and leave her forever. He dies, sure, but he gets better.
Lo'en meets Hold first while during one of his sister's dead phases so that's why the two are much closer than Lo'en is to Hold's sister. The two girls do help keep Hold safe when he's dead but they aren't super best friends or anything.
#my characters#phew ok had to think of a way to keep loen alive long enough to matter in the many lives of hold and his sister#also they have a teacher/instructor who loves to make the really bad jokes that theyve both heard a lot#but the teacher does help so she gets a pass to an extent#loen still rants and vents to hold about her tho like OH COME ON IVE BEEN ALIVE LONG ENOUGH NONE OF THOSE ARE FRESH#loen also thought for the longest time she would grow cold and distant - like her powers are as cold as she expected to be after centuries#but she met hold and he warms her up and fills her with joy and delight and she cherishes him more than she can say#and in contrast hold acknowledges the irony of never knowing death for long and for having the powers of plant growth#and he thought fate was being cruel but loen appears while hes mourning and lonely without his sister#and she tells him while he might be lonely its absolutely beautiful to her that he continues to live his lives to the fullest#and that opens his eyes to the fact its really not so bad if he cant fully die#hes had his sister by his side for it and now he has a friend who he cherishes#anyway they love each other a whole lot and its cute but bittersweet and then shit hits the fan so ya know#shrugs have them being annoyed at the constant comments they get no matter how obvious it should be that they hear them enough
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MacGyver (2016) s5e10 Diamond + Quake + Carbon + Comms + Tower | Cold Open
#its ya boy back with posting the cold opens#macgyver 2016#macgyver#cold opens#5x10 diamond + quake + carbon + comms + tower#5x10#angus macgyver#wilt bozer#video#s5#mac#bozer#ok positive things first: the 'why are you smiling like that did you inhale something" bit is really good. I love that#so funny#anyways.#this is like watching a 15 car pile-up right in front of me.#a horrible car crash that I just cant take my eyes off of#I feel like this would have been a great opportunity to examine Mac's mental state and explicitly put WHY such a grand gesture like this#is the worst idea on planet earth. like perhaps wanting to marry somebody because youve lost so much family in such a short amount of time#that you think marriage is the only way to keep that person close; regardless of how you get along together#maaaybe. just maybe. isn't the best idea???#but nah why would we explore that when we can have a dramatic love triangle. everyone Loves those. obviously🫠#(sorry)#hang on a minute I just rewatched this and he opens the episode with talking about the lyrics of 2 very famous bisexual music legends. Mac#whatever I'll think about thsi later I need to work on these fics
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its day 50!!! pretty :)
#71#dallon weekes#im out of coherent things to say#goodnight everyone#not permanently im just going to bed#also expect a new layout. in 10 hours. i cant keep my eyes open rn#idkhow#2022
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Wrench looking at Literally Anything and Anyone: (Rage. Disgust. Trying to kill with his gaze alone.)
Wrench looking at Numbers:
(Well listen. Ok. This is Wrench we're talking about so still some rage and still some killing-gaze but. Softer....Soft....Reserved only for This One Guy. I know it's subtle, he's Mr Wrench. But look, see hims face.)
#jay talkin#fargo#wrenchers#see hims face SEE HIMS FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i got the ability to access high enough quality of my shows to screenshot so i hope we r all ready for what that means#yall yr gonna see my BOYS from my TEEVEE#n e way can i talk abt russell's performance as wrench for a bit. well im going to and you cant stop me#there is so much he does with the subtleties of expression as wrench that truly is one of my favourite pieces of television acting#i already knew he was incredibly good at conveying something as simple as the light behind his eyes changing from his role in TWBB but like#we get so much more time w wrench and hes got a lot going on under that carefully constructed persona#that i feel like his ability as an actor shines soooooooo well#hes playing a man who is making a concentrated effort to be very reserved w his expressions imo. yet you see SO much emotion#hidden in slight changes in his eyes and the smallest movement in his face. he has absolute control and awareness of such minute details#its really astounding!!!!! i cant think of many actors who have that level of skill in the face!!#there are scenes where russells face does not perceptably move and YET his entire expression changes somehow#like he can change the light in his fucking eyes he can just EXUDE a feeling so strong it can hit u like a truck#which ofc makes any more outward shows of emotion from wrench even more palpable#and part of that performance being so good is you CAN see him change his expression towards numbers vs everything else!#whatever connection these two have be it purely coworkers or romantic or what it is SOLD in wrench's subtle expressions#(and for the record im team 'married couple' bc it was innnnn the damn script. but however anyone interprets is cool no worries ok)#i couldve pulled even more examples if id gone thru more scenes but i just had this one open at the time so. <3#koff koff hack hack who said all that. mustve been a ghost. can u tell i rlly like this guys acting. i mean what. who keeps saying things
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I would like to think that I'm a pretty decent role model, aside from the fact that when I am clearly overworked I choose to ignore that fact and continue at the exact same workload, then wonder why I keep nearly shutting down after a few hours of effort.
Don't do that, dear ones. That's bad and not smart. It's going to be an interesting time after my surgery when I literally can't do 90% of my obligations for like two months or else my guts might fall out.
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Omg I just remembered eighth grade english class bro the MAZE RUNNER WAS SO BADD 😭😭😭😭


(This a redraw , original drawing was from eigth grade LMFAO)
#the maze runner characters were all girls to me idc….#i loved minho bro omg#u cant hate minho#the maze runner sucked so bad but I loved it like I loved shitting on it and minho i loved minho bro#maze runner#the maze runner#minho#thomas#newt#cassketti art#we all had that one piece of media that was so bad that it made our young selves like media literate and like actually critically think#maze runner was my first media that I hated so much I started to understand how to analyze writing#like I knew the basics of writing before but like maze runner opened my eyes fr#im sorry maze runner fans 😭😭😭#dont listen to him thomas ur rocking that choppy microbangs look keep doing u (lies)#ur barbers probably already dead anyways OO implied spoilers sorry
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anyone elses parents convinced they can control their tics? Like no mom yelling and taking my things will NOT make me stop vocal stimming and blinking rapidly
#sometimes it deels like i csnt breathe if i dont#and like my dsd keeps yelling at me to keep my eyes open for atleast 15 seconds#like i CANT#It feels like their tonna fall out if i dont#“just focus” stfu 🙏#shitpost
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tummy hurts terribly, craving sugary snacks, feeling gross, feeling fatigued, bleeding heavily .
in need of cuddles but im alone- what a terrible world.
#sorry im dramatic on my period#cramps are terrible and i cant keep my eyes open#time to nap again ig ???
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Coughing up something like a blob fish as if i have a fucked up strain of hanahaki disease and i just sigh and pull up said tag because i love a good sickfic
#ohhh nooo chat om tipsyyy#no i just cant keep my fuckkgin eyes open#and i keep thinking abt the butcher im duong
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Sometimes I Have About A Thimbleful Of Lucidity Before I Fall Asleep And I Try To Give It Away And The Thimble Demands Gallons More Of Mh Attention But I Can’t Thpr Anymore But I Love So Much
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here is my catalogue for fanexpo this year 🙇
#fanexpo canada#fanexpo toronto#fanexpo 2024#what else is it called idk. i cant keep my eyes open#conventions#prints
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google search results for kitties cuddling
#a doodley#i can barely keep my eyes open im crawling to bed#cow al comes home to them like dis is what i was getting at earlier#also what is the explanation for when you start devolving in drawing something you have not once stopped drawing...#bc ive been drawing both smunker and talon's middle parts (in their hair) year round and suddenly it keeps looking weird and off#or feeling wrong and i cant do it...whats the deaaal....idgi...#also he's not biting smunker his fangs are just Out
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2024 is probably not my best year now that i think about it
#i mean - let's go over the good ones. i have my own laptop now - i'm doing okay in uni. and I haven't gotten any bad issues with irl stuff#in terms of living i'm doing okay and im pretty content#but emotionally and mentally ? horrendous. I don't think i'm really actually doing okay mentally#im struggling to find myself to be the same person i was awhile back. it just doesn't fit like a puzzle anymore even if it's supposed to fit#whats genuinely saving me from feeling miserable is my current interest which is why i'm really so quick to get excited or happy w it#it's so hard to look at past interests now and not think about the “bad” highlight - even if the good highlights are bigger than the bad#i feel like i'm keeping a facade when i'm talking to people. i feel like im being fake when im talking to people. i just cant find myself to#feel like myself when talking to others. that's why i havent been so active talking unless its close people#i'm scared of not being able to “keep up” with them. feel boring with them. not feeling like “the jil” they know#i'm tired. and upset. maybe i am bothered after all#being told that i sounded so fake when i talked really opened my eyes. maybe i am fake because i'm tired. but i wouldn't know#Losing a friend really does something to you huh.
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