#cant help but love himm

[autism-corner]

they should make games easy i thinkk

[wolfowls]

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[stgosupremacy]

HI SO TODAY WE R GONNA ANALYSE EVERY OFFICIAL SATOGOU POSTER (ok i couldnt get my hands on them all but)🥰

heres the thing no one asked for

there's hearts. 💯❤

honestly pretty chill but THERES HEARTS-

ok so theres not much else going on here but this is rlly cute of a poster lmao of the boys all cosy and cute <33 and ash drinking this cool soda lol

pikachu looks so cute omggggg

(@skyecrystal pointed out this was released on valentines day hehe) 😏

MORE HEARTS MWAHAHAHHAHAHA ok but like all their pokemon are clearly routing for them (esp lucario look at him)

ALSO random but i love how it's gohs pokemon looking directy at the present in gohs hand lol like theyre just waiting for him to fess up....AND GOH DEFO GAVE THAT PRESENT TO ASH AFTER THE SHOOT 💖😊😊

ehhhhh 4 gays 1 picture, keep scrollinggg....

(theyre all literally like 2 inches apart bahhaa)

OK BUT IM SORRY HHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH WHY THE WEDDING SUITS LMFAOOOOOOOOOO 🤨

love how ash is just totally sweetly oblivious and just smiling...

...gary is just acting chill and cool as always...

and goh is....just blushing and is internally screaming we can tell ok

I LOVE THIS ONE SMM LOL LOOK AT MR MIME HE KNOWS BAHAHAHAHHA 😏😏

and goh l i t e r a l l y getting distracted by ash- look at him !! 💖🤨 so distracted in fact that the ICING IS COMING OUT THE PIPING BAGGGGGG UGHGHGHHGH

and then chloe just being adorable ofc awh lmao

ah then we have to appreciate sobble and pikachu looking down at their trainers like 'we know what you guys are' 🥰

iLOVEEEE this one but the ones to come knock it off the bar holy heck 😤-

they literally couldnt be any close in this BAHAHHAHA AWWHHH teyre so cute <33 and ash's arm around him 🥺 I love how are just squashed up together while iris has the spotlight but they happy ^^

wait but we have to appreciate iris tho- LOOK AT HERRRRRR 💜💜

so uhhh...

still speaking of iris, she's so cute feeding pikachu right omg <33 💜🥺

andddddddd as much as i love and adore iris i couldn't help but notice something elseeee....it's not even that obvious idk if yall saw but

ash is feeding him.

he is literally feeding him-

ANDGOHISBLUSHING

LIKE

wow

also love goh's red socks theyre slayin

BUT ANYWAY gosh i love iris OBVS but everyone was like aww iris and pikachu cute aww-

LIKE HELLO?? have you seen this over here omg. the little cherry blossoms falling on them too (i cant help but notice some are shaped like hearts but they normally are anyway 🥰)

so yeah this one was defo anipoke being bold but uh

yall know which one is last 🙂🙂🙂

....

so i was like wow that is some REALLY good fanart dam-

BUT THEN

NO WAY THIS IS ACC REAL??????????????? NO IT RLLY IS OMG I LITERALLY CAN'T HOW IS THIS OFFICAL LMFAO look at them 😰

GOH IS FULL ON BLUSHING WITH ASH BEING PAINFULLY OBLIVIOUS AND WINKING????? AND THEN LOOK HOW FKN CLOSE THEY ARE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 🥰🥰🥰🥰 his cap is all squahed upwards bc of how close they are LMAO and ash is casually feeding himm...

again.

c'mon you can't tell me this isn't hinting at SOMETHING HERE 🙂🙂 WHOEVER IS DRAWING THESE OFFICIAL ARTS THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART <33

no like seriously combined with the gay shit from pokemon journeys they HAVE TO BE CANON LOL 🤩

THIS WAS SO FUN 😍 considering to tag this as satogou week 2023....which wasn't even my intention anyway but...HEY LETS DO IT!

#satogouweek2023 <3

(me considering if anyone is acc gonna read all of this 😀😀 )

[hyunochillic]

Wanted to make something for those people who like being spoiled and love loooking pretty!even if you dont feel pretty think of this as a confidence boost or smth- also think of this as a lil filler while im writing the micah smut

He would ask to paint your nails for you he is a gentleman after all but a little cocky shit

He buys you EVERYTHING you want oh? You like this dress? Bought. You like this hand bag? Bought. You like this shirt? Bought. You like those heels? Bought.

Sometimes when you dont know what to wear dont worry! Fashion designer micah to the rescue!

He will make you all prettyyy!

Will match your nails with you

He has loads of money so ehe gotta be spoiled!! He would give you his credit card and let you buy as much as you want!

You two go to the shopping mall all pretty decked out in glammer!

He says he wont beg or go on his knees for you but if you say so he will go back on his word

You know that song that goes "he love me he give me all his money?" Yea you and micah are jamming on that song on the way to the mall

He loves doing your nails cause he gets to do something for you and hold your hand! A 2 in 1 deal peoplee!

He is at your every beck and call

He still likes that fire you have but this? THIS OH HE ADORES IT

He cant help but adore how you are

His pretty angel cant even believe such a pretty person like you loves himm!!

He will show you off to people

"oh you think your partners pretty? LOOK AT MINE."

he shows them multiple pics of you in dresses,jeans everything in different styles you always rocked them

You and him are out you go "micah does this jacket fit with my winter outfit?" "Yes it is angel<33

This man adores you he adores how your so fashionable how your so pretty! Everything about u is amazing

Self care timeeee!!! Makes sure you have those self care days!

[neurotonic]

oh wait i have a second question... what would be your dream ieytd game plot? regardless of the plausibility of it or anything like that. just if you could have whatever come true

the one where fabricator and solaris kiss canonically yuri style.......................please.......................................

serious answer...I don't have an exact idea of plot progression and stuff, I just have some elements that I really want to see in the game. Mainly, that the main antagonist is Fabricator because good lird she needs to get into the spotlight. She's been heavily involved in all three games in the background, and there's two games where she gets speaking lines?? That's kinda unprecedented in the IEYTD series. Please I need to see her. please. please. I also want something that involves Right Robot in the plot.... like do anything with himm there's so much to do with himmm. LITTLE BUDDY? LITTLE ASSISTANT BUDDY??

Something involving Dr Zor's downfall is probably pretty fun to see.. idk i just want this guy to SUFFER SOME CONSEQUENCES.. MY GUY YOU CANT KEEP BETRAYING EVERYONE ... FOR THE LOVE OF GOD... maybe something to do with Fabby betrayal... and some of the previous antags helping Phoenix (but not the Agency. Technically. Something something being in your own side) This is where the fabbylaris kiss happens. can you see my vision.

[azrielthedrawer]

Ahah.... Hahha....AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHGGAHAAGAGGGGAGAGAGAGG I CANT BREATH AGAIN IM GONNA COMMIT CRIMES CRIMES CRIMES HES SO SO GAY SO HEAD OVER HEALS LOOK AT HIM

YOURE TELLING ME HE LOOKS SO LOVE STRUCK, SO LOST AND STUCK IN HIS MIND AND HIS HEART BECAUSE OF HIMM!?!?!?! THATS FUCKING GAY

He can’t help the gay thoughts bros. The angel is too pretty guys. It was only a matter of time.

[quelend-underground]

oughr i'm so gay for him, she's so fucking gorgeous <3333

my undying love for them aside, Honestly probably my best humanoid drawing to date. I have never gotten how the hell to do humans but with some help from a discord server i got it down!! the face was the biggest challenge idk why people think the hands are the hardest they were soo easy (i say as i was using atleast like 3 refs for both sobbb)

also sorry babes, he is married to his husband who literally made a cult just to worship her beautyyy but can you blame himm? like look at that face who wouldn't marry and start a cult for that?

also spot the difference, you cant! \/

[antlerx-art]

GOOD OMENS 2 EPISODE 3 REACTION - CONTAINS SPOILERS‼️

ok so the resurrectionist minisode is in here

jim’s mug

nina my girl silence that damn phone at work

wait IS SHE THE WOMAN WITH THE JAUNTY HAT?

THE SCENE! THE CLIP! FINALLY!

but if aziraphale had already talked to muriel why does it seem like they don’t actually know each other? or do they both know it’s an act?

WHAT NO WAY WE WERE ALL WRONG THE WHOLE TIME? we were so sure crowley was moving to the bookshop but he’s actually just taking out the plants to let aziraphale use the car😭 nooo let me stay delusional

HES LEANINGGG HES GONNA SIT THERE WITH AZIRAPHALE AAHH HE DID IT

no okay muriel is trying to keep the disguise but aziraphale and crowley know they’re an angel, just maybe aziraphale didn’t really know them that well in the past

“word with you angel, in private” I’LL FINALLY KNOW WHAT THE WORD IN PRIVATE IS

THEY/THEM PRONOUNS FOR MURIEL YES!!!!!!!!!

aziraphale’s got used to lying to heaven huh

“one fabulous kiss and we’re good, i have a plan” yeah 🙂

AZIRAPHALE DRIVING THE BENTLEYYY

intro 🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻🕺🏻

watching the intro more carefully my guess is that we’re going to see the gabriel statue thing here

“Ay Zed Fell”

THIS IS THE DIARYYY THE CONFIDENTIAL JOURNAL watch as aziraphale uses a pink glittery pen to write Crowley

and it’s in the past!!!! minisode incoming

“DEAR DIARY” he’s such an high school girlie

AZIRAPHALE WRITING ABOUT HIS DATE WITH CROWLEY AHHHH ripping my hair off

yup as i said statue of gabriel here

crowley is so she/her in this minisode

“that’s lunacy” / “no, that’s ineffable” HAH

classical music in the bentley is a crime aziraphale

“angel, WOT are you doing.”

HE CAN FEEL WHEN HE DRIVES THE BENTLEY UNDER THE SPEED LIMIT LMAOO

NO WAY IT’S YELLOW I CANT BREATHEHEEE

“change it back😠” / “but it’s pretty☹️”

CROWLEY THREATENING TO GIVE BOOKS AWAY i’m sure i’ve seen people drawing a scene like this in some comic i love this show

OOOHHH AZIRAPHALES FACE WHEN HE SPEEDS UP IM SICK

what the heck is in the background are those?? TARTAN MOUNTAINS?

is that furfur? no wait prime video says “demon josh” 👍🏻

crowley and gabriel scene I KNOWW ITS GONNA BE FUNNY

the fly is beelzebub IT HAS TO BE

“vavoom” is the new “wahoo”

jim looks so focused but there’s not one (1) single thought behind those eyes

stop making david tennant say he’s a doctor

AHH aziraphale still can’t drink here

bro you messed up restore that dead body rn

DETECTIVE AZIRAPHALE WITH THE HAT

i think gabriel was with beelzebub

NOO whats happening poor girl

so she was sick already

CROWLEYS HAND

what’s Laudanum Poison

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO CROWLEY HELP😭 is it that thing he drank 😭😭😭😭

where did he go

HES LITTLE OMG WHYYY HES SO TINY if aziraphale puts crowley in his pocket i’ll be dead

alice in wonderland crowley

BIG TALL WOMAN 😍😍 if crowley puts aziraphale in his pocket i’ll be dead

oh this is the part where they mention kwording yourself

i’ll need to rewatch this whole thing it’s so chaotic

OH. MY. GOD.

THE WAY AZIRAPHALE IS TRYING TO STEADY HIMM

THE HAND AROUND HIS ARM AND WAIST IM SO WEAK I CANT DO IT I CANT THEYRE A COUPLE IM NOT OKAY

THEY’RE SOOO CLOSE

if hell noticed you’d already be WHAT crowley

oop he fell (lol)

ahhh this is the meme template scene

“mostly i just use it for twitter” damn bro same

“and grindr” damn bro NOT same

aziraphale is my grandpa using a computer for the first time thinking he has to talk to it BUT IT ACTUALLY WORKS??

jim is about to remember stuff

“mm good job” / “oh, do you really think so?” i’m fine i’m completely okay

aziraphale’s relief after crowley says he hasn’t sold books 😭 also crowley being in charge of the bookshop because aziraphale asked even if he had said to nina “not even at gunpoint”

in company 🫵🏻with beelzebub!!!!!!🫵🏻

“and twitter and grindr whatever they happen to be” H E L P.

THE LITTLE HAT THING AND THE LITTLE LAUGH AND HIS FACE I LOVE AZIRAPHALE SOOOOO MUCH

RAINY RAIN!

she wasn’t having an affair but she felt like it

ARE NINA AND MAGGIE GONNA KISS RIGHT NOW?

CROWLEY I KNOW YOU LIKE ROMANCE

nah i should’ve expected this 😔🙏

OHHHHHHHH jim is spilling the tea

hi shax 😄

VERY CLOSED

NO CROWLEY DONT LEAVE THE BOOKSHOP something’s gonna happen to him NOO IM NOT READYYYY

oh i thought shax was gonna see jim but there’s the miracle i forgot about that

anyway jim is obsessed with books falling and gravity i think it means something

WAR ON AZIRAPHALE?

OH MY GOD PROTECTIVE CROWLEY

“it’s always too late” i’m sick S I C K

i need to recover but i can’t wait to see the 1941 scenes

anyway so far i like how even though this season is very quiet gentle romantic and love centered, it’s not that different from season one, i noticed how well the plot and the romantic moments are mixed together and it’s not really just aziracrow

tagging @neil-gaiman since he said he was interested in reading live reactions

[jumpywhumpywriter]

Asks & Requests #1

(This list is just for my personal reference so I can keep track of conversations from my inbox)

Shadow Trilogy

What are Shadow's favorite and least favorite weapons?

Heck yeah daggers!! personally i love sharpening my daggers. mediative quality time. self care is preparing lethal weapons for their next use

[me, my sister, and shadow, all sharpening weapons in silence] [thomas walks in] [we all look up] [thomas immediately walks out]

does shadow have a tail

Villain's Coffee Shop

IM A SHAPESHIFTER AND IVE LITERALLY BEEN IN THE SAME POSITION AS COFFEE SHOP VILLAIN

SHE IS SO REAL FOR THAT ‼️‼️‼️‼️☝️☝️MOCHA SUPREMACY!!!!!! 🔥🔥

villain's REAL crime is letting mocha's food bowl get empty. unforgivable /silly

hero: YOU JUST FRAMED THAT GUY FOR A LIFE SENTENCE villain: ...oops?

will coffee shop villain tell hero that it was superhero who Almost Killed Him

AMAZING SUGGESTIONS FOR THE FUTURE PLOT

EATING THIS EATINGTBIS EATING THIS

how are they going to explain why vito got Mauled. neither villain nor hero have powers that could resemble a Magic Panther Attack

HI HII!!! so umm im done with the Zack doodles teehee :333

Vampire Captures Vampire Hunter

[reading the vampire hunter spinoff] [they start interrogating alex] - my headmates:

Mallory and Alex enemies to lovers /silly

Alex when I catch u Alex

Evil laughter

Julia's gonna kill Alex and Mallory for making that deal

Will we ever get to see alex feral with hunger? i just think itd be sexy i mean cool to see

in alexs defense, he DID just get poisoned and kidnapped,

can't believe no one has commented like, "wow you look good for 300" or "man you age gracefully" to alex /silly

will we ever get to hear alex's Tragic Backstory?

what were the hunter's reactions to mallory suggesting kidnapping alex. "we need a plan against this evil vampire clan" "...well when i got kidnapped 5 years ago,"

i vote have a really awkward heart to heart

can you imagine if alex had moved though. and they just shot some poor random guy with silver and hemlock

i mean if they shot someone with hemlock bullets the good news is they wouldnt need to explain themselves. considering. Dead

Alex: whats wrong. mallory: YOU

No wonder Alex is a loner, he had such crappy friends 😭😭 now I feel bad for himm he was so young

wait if alex got turned on his birthday. and vampires don't age. does that mean it's alex's birthday every day

I vote it should be alexs birthday everyday and he should be really annoying about it.

cant wait to see the hunters reaction to learning a whole ass vampire snuck in

are vampire fangs retractable? (like, mine are, but ik some worlds work differently)

Can your vampires turn into bats?

alex: wait why doesnt she need a collar??

man i'm only like 100 and i'm already like, completely desensitized to human suffering.

Ok, because like I LOVE how mamma bear Anisa is!

anisa like "alex i didn't raise you this way" /silly

did alex never lie as a human or did he only adopt that rule after he got Turned

SO NORMAL ABOUT THE WHY ALEX NEVER LIES. SO SO NORMAL. DONT EVEN WORRY ABOUT I

I'm sorry but im just imagining human: wait...are you a vampire---

will we ever get to meet anisa's partner

vampire blood is DRUGS?

Ok, so I’m curious. I don’t know much abt vamps, but, you know how they turn to ash?

MY brutal act of revenge was satisfying

I gotta need more Mallory mocking Alex lmao

FINALLY, SOMEONE PUNCHED ALEX IN THE FACE

mallory should also get to punch alex. as a treat. it wouldnt do anything bc hes human but i think itd be cathartic

oh alex is LONELY lonely

someone get alex a puppy. i think it would help

alex slips a piece of paper under mallory's door thats one of those feedback popups

EXCITED FOR THE VAMPIRE CLAN FIGHT!!! ! !! >:D

EATING THE VAMPIRE STORY SO MUCH EATING IT

PROBLEMS!!!! >:DDD

dude if dozens of feral newborn vampires---

anisa strong as HELL for keeping control long enough to both stop alex and give mallory a headstart WHILE brutally injured AND with mallory openly bleeding. i could never

that reminds me of the time i went feral and my (human) partner tried to help me! it um. did not go as well :(

so i have a flower tattoo to cover up the Vampire Bite on my neck

weird question about vampire biology

unfortunately i was Pretty Much Newborn and--

high fives alex. i also did the "surely animal blood will work fine [goes feral and kills a human horribly]"

complete stranger and i honestly think he was--

what's alex's Greatest Fear? actually what are ALL of the characters Greatest Fears?

how does it feel to have a vampire reading your vampire stories

mallory like ah crap he still has some humanity left

*********I CAN ANSWER THIS ONE ACTUALLY. as a vampire who both has anxiety and has gone feral several times (in my defense my dumb ass didn't have an anisa to teach me shit)

i love how everyone involved agrees anisa is the Mom Friend but she also Takes No Shit. if you're being an asshole she WILL break your nose

yes and if you have any vampire questions i would love to ramble incessantly i mean answer them !!

Where did Alex's shock collar go? Would've been helpful in the recent chapter and doesn't silver hurt vampires? That means Alex will wake up with a burning feeling on his wrists.

🎀 Anon response to me asking if I can post her fanart

i assumed they took the shock collar off in anticipation for the Big Vampire Fight

would love to see alex sobbing crying in front of mallory

wait i thought mallory would get turned on a hunt gone wrong?

Would vampires know who turned them?

INSPIRATION FOR VAMPIRE BLOODBAG STORY

okay i highly doubt this would ever become canon but au where mallory somehow gets turned into a vampire would be so juicy

YES I HAVE READ BEAUTIFUL BLOOD AND I LOVE IT thats partly why i think it would be so cool to do with mallory-

hear me out. (another) hunt goes wrong. mallory gets bit. the vampire is like haha loser and just leaves him to Turn Into A Fucking Vampire on his own. he goes to alex like hey uh. um. well. you see. Problems.

PLUS the drama of "ive become the very thing i swore to destroy,," will he still be a hunter? will his friends try to kill him? evil laughter

ALSO. alex is highly likely to slam the door on mallory considering he got Shot And Kidnapped the last time mallory knocked on his door

don't forget how much it Hurts when you get Turned (source: im a vampire and it Sucked. no pun intended)

EPIC SUGGESTION FOR THE STORY ENDING!!

Another spectacular idea

what if alex turns mallory Without consent because he's grown attached to the human

I think Malory begging Alex and Alex having flashbacks/ not wanting Malory to go through what he went through would just be a 🤌 to there character development!

Life in the Hands of the Enemy

okay so ummm after seeing that amazing Life In The Hands of the Enemy fanart i was inspired to make a couple of Amber doodles myself

Random Compliments/Comments

Are we claiming emojis now? well since I'll probably be here in your ask box a lot (gushing over your characters and stories teehee🤭🤭) i claim this one 🎀 !!!

FANART OF AMBER BY 🎀 anon!!

Thought you might like something me and my sister say during a fight or quest

your stories be so good i be laughing like a maniac in front of strangers

SO glad i gave up on being a good person

me: hehe! yay! yippee! [the Characters are having the worst day of their entire lives]

have you ever considered faerie whump?

I saw your ask for Save The Villainous Cat and I love both yalls writing and seeing you two interact was like a crossover episode and it was wonderful <3

can i try to design your silly characters sooner or later pls i love them smmm

EVIL LAUGHTER!!!

YAY YIPPEE YAY !!

wondering who i'd be in a Hero / Villain universe

blowing up your notifications blowing them up

would you want dialogue prompts?

"You're such a pessimist." "I prefer the term 'Survivor'." Diolog prompt from the anon above

[trash-babe-remus]

KD D9DB BABYYYYY

Also i hope youre doing okay?

Had a panic attack today so doodled baby Roman

[ellitx]

!! Long one inc with modern au college Himmel, will be hurt/comfort (might be cringe i dunno i went ham) TW: mentions of mental illnesses and self harm, mentions of injuries, and smut ye

Was a quiet rainy day as you slept, back pressed into your boyfriend's chest, you had decided to come over to watch movies and spend some time relaxing together after finals but about an hour in you let a lull like state wash over you.

"This is the only time you look so peaceful y/n.." Himmel thought, "if only you'd let your walls down a bit.. just enough to let me in.." he brushed your cheek with the back of his hand with a feather light touch on your cheek "Im so sorry that you have to carry so much weight.. I'd do anything to help wash it away or at least help lift it"

Drinking in your form as you slept softly into him, he wishes to stay like this for hours, but he knows that as soon as consciousness comes over you again, the walls will be re-built, and your shoulders will re-tense with the weight they bear. He leans in to kiss your temple and stroke your hair softly praying not to wake you

Recalling all the stories you told him, the shitty ex that was so selfish of his own desires that it implanted the idea that all intimacy was, was to please the man. Now leaving scars that you cant even take for yourself in those times even though all he wants is to please, and pour the love you desperately need into you, over and over but even a year or so into the relationship, you had only given to him.. bearly even allowing him to sheath himself in you, and thats just the tip of the iceberg " you dont even let anyone help you, but all you do is give, how much longer until you cup is empty.." He thought kissing you softly once more

"Hmm..?" You sir and turn to face him "I-i'm so sorry I didn't mean to fall asleep.." he strokes your hair again to hush you "Its okay, Im glad you were able to get some rest" he whispered kisses on the lips proper pulling you in a bit closer and letting his hands run up and down your sides. "Himmel I hope youre not upset at me.." you gripped onto his shirt a bit and buried your head in his chest "we were supposed to hangout today and I feel awful for falling asleep.." you mumbled

"Stop that now.. you were exhausted.. its really okay" he softly pulls your face up to kiss you again licking your bottom lip praying you let him in, turning you head slightly and parting your lips you let him in "Thank god at least this.." he thought as he let his toungue rub against yours while sliding his hands down your sides and slipping his finger tips under the hem of your tights.

A small flinch came from you as he did this as a bit of panic started to set in.. you were so self conscious of yourself, you didnt feel ever adequate enough even to call your self his lover or even to indulge yourself in things like this. He can feel you starting to tense up.. "Mmm.. y/n just relax love.. please.." he start trailing kisses down your neckline "H-Himmel.. I really don't know I.." tears start to well up in your eyes. He knew what was about to happen you were going to push him away and it made his heart squeeze in agony all he wanted was to give and show you love, but he didn't want to force it too much to scare you but it had been going on so long, so he tried shifting his weight to straddle you but you managed to squeeze out from underneath him.

"I-i'm sorry.. I think I should go.." you choke out, your voice shaky whilst trying to stay composed you head for the door. "Y/n Wait please!" You heaved a heavy sigh as you felt his hand catch your wrist, you try to twist out of it but he pulls you in firm but gentle.. " God y/n.. just let me in..please let me tear down those walls and let me love you.." he swallowed, his throat bobbing and icy blue eyes staring straight into yours "You can't keep pushing me out.., you won't even let me help you with anything and it hurts.. even when your sick and dead tired all you do is push me and anyone out.. saying that its alright but it's really not.." He chocked out between sobs "please y/n.. I love you.. and if you love me like you say you do then please just let me.. anyone, help you.. I cant stand to see you like this.. Ive known you for our whole lives almost and I finally have you.. and seeing you in pain from the hand you've been delt hurts more than you'd ever imagine..!

You stood frozen wet face and shaking, silently letting all the words sink in, you felt awful for doing this to him, you thought, he had been there with you through almost every step of your life, even giving you up to a man who he wasn't good to you because you said at the time because you said it was what would make you happy at the time and even now.. he'd be willing to throw everything at the wall to sew you back together, to see the smile, the true smile that he hasent seen in years.

And again all you could do is "I'm sorry Himmel you deserve someone better.. you've done so much for someone whos worth nothing.." so you get up and pull away from him once again and run out of the door into the rain but not soon after did you feel your soaked self being almost held with unwavering force "NO..! Not again.. not ever.. and plus I am not letting you leave this house in this weather I couldn't bear to see you sick from something I could prevent..!" He yells as he slung you over his shoulder carrying you back inside and into the bathroom

"Strip.. youre soaking wet.. and shaking.." he said calm but sternly ,you flushed at his command, hes usually not like this.. you thought through your tears and nervously removed your clothing as did he. You curled up to cover your naked form as he bent down placing a towel over your shoulders and held you, slowly rubbing to dry and warm you, and as soon as you were dry and coming down from your clouded tears, he helps you up off the floor draping the towel over the both of you leading to the mirror.

"Y/n.. I know when you look into this mirror you dont like what you see.. and think you dont deserve the I want to give you.. but please.." He pauses to hold your hands at your sides , to let all your beauty and all your scars, visible and unseen reflect back at you "see yourself through my eyes for just a bit my songbird.. you're not what you see.." you again begin to let tears fall and with a quiet sob "I-Im so sorry.. I do love you.. im just scared.."

"Then let me fix whats right here.." he snakes his arm around to gently rest a hand on your heart "and right here.." and his other over your womb space then lays his head on your shoulder with a kiss to the crook of your neck "Let me pull the sorrow from between your legs like silk.. knot after knot after knot.." he whispered almost pleadingly

"O-okay.." you lean into him a bit wiping your tears with the back of your hand kissing his temple. With that he gently picks you up with your legs wrapping around his waist he grips you firm and gentle untill he enters his bedroom, locking the door behind him, then setting you down on the bed not once letting go.

"Himmel.. are you sure you still..? "Shh.. please.." he kisses to hush you, then slowly trails soft sensual kisses down your body worshipping each and every inch, pouring all the love you gave him back into you trying to ignore his own arousal. Trying your best to keep still your face burned as he did this, not wanting to move and let any moans escape, you put your hand over your mouth to stifle them "no one will hear you its okay.." He said as he continues downward towards your heat "Nng.. my love I-" he felt you begin to tense up again he rubs his hands down your thighs and kisses them softly sucking and licking them "Just relax y/n.."

You breathed a shaky sigh as he spread your legs and began to slow rub at your core admiring your slick that adorned his finger tips. "Ahh..~ its a shame you've been keeping yourself from me.. your essence is divine" his hot breath so close to you it sent electricity you've never even felt before, were you even worthy of such extacy? you though stifling another moan, internally fighting the want to pull away again, if its what he wants then you shall deliver.

"Oh how Ive longed for this.. to please you, to drink in every once of you.. and to replace the pain with pleasure.." He began to lick a stripe up your slit and gently pressed his two fingers on your clit, swirling them in unison to bring you to a higher bliss "H-Himmel.. Ahh.. its so good.. Nng..!"

The heat building in you, you couldn't help but grind against him "Dont be ashamed love..~ do what mm..~ feels best for you.. dont hide your moans.. I wanna hear my pretty little song bird sing~! He saids darting this tongue deeper into you whilst grinding against the bed, he couldn't help it, its all ever dreamed of ashamedly, consuming you whole so his arousal was unmatched

Panting with heavy and louder moans you wrapped your legs around his head, letting gain more access, with him gripping onto your thighs and moaning into you, the vibrations coming from him wond you so tightly threatening to spill all over him.. so you grip his head and try to push him away "Ahh..! Im.. so close.. Himme-- Ahh!" He only grips you tighter and grinds himself harder against the sheets chasing his own release "Dont..! Aaah!! Im right there..dont push me off of you..! I love you so.. dont deny me..! Nnnng..!" And with him losing himself in you, lapping at you so desperately you come down onto him, covering him in you, with him coming in tandem..

Panting he wipes his face with the sheets "Thank you for finally letting me love you right.."

(im so sorry if this is omega long and kinda intense?? Kinda just rolling with it i have full himmel disease -💚)

ahhhh another himmel food <333 you’re feeding me so much with these sweet sweet himmel contents and i really really love it 🥺💕💕

I shall also feed you with a himmel content of my own as a thank you 😋 still working on it hehe

[dessapython]

please... i need help looking for fanfiction

does anyone know of any bleach, MHA, berserk, or trollhunters fictions that are ANGSTY? I’m looking for ‘no you cant love me im a monster/freak’ or an accidental outing that reveals them to whoever, but anything with a good heaping of angst is great. any rating is ok im not picky... its also fine if it gets steamy, just no PwoP. the only thing that i would be picky about is the pairings.... 

thank you for even taking the time to klick on that...

Grim-ichi

Ichi-himme

BakugoxDeku

KirishimaxBakugo

CascaXGutts

JimxClaire

JimxClairexToby

JimxToby

THANK YOU

[bonbonswirl-blog]

Perfect

ALL THE CHARACTERS BELONG TO @brueklynn I OWN NOTHING. This is like..uhhhh idk?... a 'batim' au idea? I guess? Im Not sure idk..its just that I got the idea from there and Instead of bendy its jokey, but not really exactly what happend there in batim. Plz ignore the bad portrayed scenes XD blondie is a lot OOC here. Enjoy if you only can thx.

It was a typical afternoon, the sunlit clouds drifted across a clear blue sky, fresh air filled the atmosphere swaying the palm trees gently by a breeze. David was at the recording room, a mellifluous melodic singing voice rose high, following the sweet, piping notes produced by the musical instruments around. After such a lilting, everyone toke a break, david sat on a chair, holding the lyrics for the new song in his hands. He saw a shadow approaching him, revealing his only cheerful boss. "Oh hey Mr. Blondie!! How are you in this lovely day!" "Hello david! Just checking on my young talented singer! How is the new song going?" "Its going great! Im just reading the lyrics again now!" "Thats good!...you know david...have you ever thought about how much the children love your jokey voice?" "Oh! Thats intresting...im sure everybody enjoy listening to it!" "Yea! they do....have you ever felt some...connections...to jokey?" "Connections? Mmmm well...I do feel that we both share a good love for the stage and thrilling the audience! along with the love to asssist other people and spread some optimism in the air!" "Thats beautifull!...Have you ever considered before...becoming this star that all those kids appresciate?" "That...looks pretty Mr. Blondie! But what do you mean?" His boss began to equivocally chuckle, it was low but icy, wasnt like his usual gleeful ones that gave an auditory hug, but david overlooked that, remaining unruffled till the answer. "David. Can you come with me for a while?" "Sure thing! But..what about the new song?" "Dont worry! It can be done in another time! now follow me!" They both left the recording room, the animator leading the ginger boy across the studio, while on their little trip to the unknown room they are walking to, david catched from away a sight of henry, tommy and norman talking together until a rueful rob drew near them, starting a conversation. David didnt mean to eavesdrop anyone, but their high voices did reach his ear. "Guys! Have any of you heared ANYthing lately about harriet? I cant find her anywhere! She didnt come to work and she is not at her home! I called her many times but she doesnt reply! Im really so scared..." rob vented, the three told him thag they didnt see her too. David felt sorry for the fellow worker, hoping that harriet is alright and will be back soon. He looked forward, though he only saw blondie back and his wheelchair, he could feel that he is trying to ignore something, he may have heard a little of the talking out there, maybe he feels sad too? But david was in his mind for a bit, wasnt aware of the time until he sensed that blondie stopped moving. This is when he noticed he is in an unrecognizable area he didnt see before, maybe this was a new place that got built recently?, " Here we are david!!" In front of both was a dark long way of stairs, it was only one storey up, just like one of those half open basemant stariecases. David knew not both will be able to clmib this, he was ready to push that wheelchair up, he looked at blondie concerned, whom just returned a grin. "Dont worry about me! I have my own ways for climbing those!" David didnt really get it, but he just let it go and left blondie to use to his own way, watching him in every step making sure he wont be close to any harm.

Dont ask how blondie climbed the stairs, he just did. that was a really narrow hall they were both in, in front of them a wooden door, blondie toke out his keys and opened it, only for both to be greeted by. "Finally!! Where Were ya!!" an angry wallaby yelled, looking as if he lost patience, it seems blondie was late to whatever meeting they should have done earlier, the room wasnt so small, almost looks like a little hallway with a wall at the end. The view was...tensed, it was a dark room with only a little bulb barley lighning it, orange colored light struggling to penetrate the darkness in thin thread rays. It was almost as if candles were the ones giving the slight shine here. Wallaby, paul and murphy were there, standing near the sides of the walls, everyone in a specific place, two at the right wall and one at the left one, only a mile spearting each two. the menacing aura holding david in a tightening grip, why do blondie have such a grisly decorating tatse...He wasnt sure if entering this room is a safe idea. "Guys!! I Brought Our Last Guest!!" Blondie exclaimed in a chirpy tone, closing the door behind himm Last guest? What does he mean? "Can we PLEASE Finish This Now And Go out?" "Come on paul dont be such a killjoy! Enjoy the place!" "If you are telling us to enjoy this creepy atmosphere then I had lost all my faith in you." murphy sneered, clearly not comfortable or trusty with how this 'gathering' is going to end, nobody knows the goal behind it. "Come on David! Here! This Is Your Place!! Stay Still And Dont Move Ok?" Blondie said while putting david on a specific spot on the left wall. "Sure! Wont Move A Shoe!" David obeyed, blondie looked at him, but this time, although he had his usual smile that showed his white glowed teeth spreaded on his face, his eyes had shimmers with some inexplicable spite. "Everything is set~" He whispered this under his breath while walking to one of the corners, nobody heard that one. Three of the invited four toke a look at blondie whereas he was doing something uncanny at that distant corner. David turned at the person in front of him, which was paul. "Oh! hey Mr.Paul!" But being the tedious man he is, paul didnt respone, only focusing on the book on his hand, thats why wallaby seemed as if he was gabbling to himself. The young boy then looked to his right side and saw murphy, still keeping an eye at blondie in a suspicion, despite not understanding a thing from what he was doing, nobody can just fetch someone to a room like this without being not up to something. "So Guys! Why are we here?" "I Dunno david! Mr. Blondie just went to me and told me that I gotta get here cuz he needs me for somethin, well I dont see anything! All I do is just standing on dis here spot not movin a leg!! What about ya paul?" "I dont care I just came here so he can stop nagging me." " I came here after he told me that I can be a 'star' like jokey." "Wait you gonna be a star? Ooh! Thats why we standin on a star!" "What?!" Wallaby words strongly drived murphy attention, making him watch the ground, they all noticed it now, they are standing on 'stars' that are drawn on the floor. David felt inside him a very straied premonisition feeling that was telling him to move, he didnt understand it, why would his guts tell him to move away from a single drawing on the floor? He promised his boss he will stay still there....how could a star drawing hurt anyone? Since whe do drawing harm people? But no matter how much he tries to brush off that feeling, it feels like a stiff weigh was being held on his chest, it made him feel so sick, maybe he just needs to move because his legs hurt him? Yeh yeh thats just it. The cheeky lad toke one step only out of that star shape, he tried to persuad himself its his legs aching and not because of a sixth sense, and that was really something he should be thankful for because. "Guys! I think we gonna be a stars!" "Wallaby...I dont think this star shape is used fo-" "GOODBYE MATES!!"

And with a casted spell and a flash of an eye, everybody was drowned with an unknown colorful sticky liquid that fully covered them, gluing them to the ground. Expect David, who fell down to the ground aspect with a horrible fear that rised behind his eyes from the grisly vision that immediately happend.

Blondie Stood there, watching him in enmity.

Blondie turned around, only to be so bothered by seeing the surviver. "Oh it seems I missed a shot! Im going to fix this~" The words had deserted david, the color quickly drained from his face, a cold wave embalmed him and his mouth ran dry, sweat poured down his body, Heart began to hammer against his chest, every muscle in his body shouted at him to flee. To escpae this imminent threat. He hurried to the door, using every little cell of power left to open it, but no matter how much he quickly moves the handle in fright, the door didnt open, oh yes, blondie locked it. Seeing no hope, he knocked on it so expeditiously and hardly, trying not to make his words stumbled, begging for someone outside to hear him. "HEEEEELLLP!!! HELP ME!!! PLEASE!!! ANYBODY OUT THERE?!?!? PLEASE HELP ME!!" "Come on David, why so nervous?" Blondie snickered from behind him, his voice hinting he is oncoming, his tone ringing in a sick icy way, sending chimes ringing in david ears, but he kept screaming for a rescue, he was not frightened nor afraid, he was beyond such mere nouns, he was going crazy, his boater hat fell from his head, it only reminded of how much he wants his family NOW in this profound situation, he just wanted to go back to them again, stay with his father marley at home and go to beach together or golf or car or wherever his father wants to go, staying in his parents arms was all what he desired, he would never wish anything anymore after this. He could no longer control his hands they were shaking in an odd trembling rhythm, his legs collapsed underneath him, teeth chattering in fear, He slid down the door, bringing his knees up to his chest.

"I-I-I-I-I-I D-D-DONT UNDERSTAND!!!!!!"

"You dont understand? I hated you! Im who created jokey! He was my friend since the childhood! My friend since the start!! But you! I saw every little detail I gifted him in you! You were perfect, perfect for him, more perfect than me! Now that I had a studio of my own, I wanted him to be alive! I reached my wish by the help of you all, by animating and presenting him to all the children around the world, they loved him, just like me! But lately, I didnt feel that I made this dream come true yet...how can a cartoon character offset me of a friend who always stayed by my side that I cant make real! But now I found a second chance, a second chance to revive him, to this reality. Thats it! Thats the chance! By using some souls to bring those stunning characters and that convival cartoony world I created to reality...that was always my biggest dream...and whats a better chance than to have the voice actor whom I influenced the traits for the children 'star' right at my hand~ People will love you david~"

Blondie was right, if david dyed his hair black and wore some cheeks make up, he could exactly like a real life jokey, but who would need a cheap costume when you can bring jokey himself to reality. David recalled the times when he sometimes thought uncle harry may have been a little overprotective of him. He thought his uncle needs to ease a bit, nothing so dangerous will happen for him. Now, he regret thinking this, and wants him to overprotect him forever and ever. Fear became a tangible, living force that crept over him like some hungry beast, immobilizing him and his brain, holding him a captive and took control of his entire body, Shadows and echoes play on his senses warping shapes and sounds. That outlandish substance already reached his legs, his life flashed before his eyes and he ushered his bright unearthly ones shut.

Yeb, this is the angel end.

[phsfg]

003. How do you feel about kotetsu t. Kaburagi😋?

003 | Give me a character & I will tell you:

How I feel about this character:

I love himm so much, hes such a good dad and i dont like a lot of anime characters for years on end but hes def one of my all time favorite characters 

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character:

barnaby of course :p i think he had a really good relationship with his dead wife but barnaby helps him move on tho he still loves her 

My favorite non-romantic relationship for this character:

kaede! he loves his daughter so much and i really love their relationship. i also like him being friends with every hero 

My unpopular opinion about this character:

hmmm its been years since the show so i dont know if i have any unpopular opinions abt him

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

hmmmm i wish Sunrise would just confirm if barnaby and kotestsu are dating, YOU CANT JUST KEEP PUTTING OUT ARTWORK OF THEM ON DATES AND NOT CONFIRM OR DENY OKAY

Favorite friendship for this character:

him with barnaby or nathan/ian/katrina 

My crossover ship:

I dont have any crossover ships lol

[ishqbaaaaz]

Ishqbaaaz - Oct 19/17 - Episode 393

Alright so the pilot is KO

and theres no co-pilot wtf

everyone is in a panic

lmao this damn flight attendant is stealing the show she is just so calm about potentially dying

THEY ALL GONNA PARACHUTE JUMP

Annika is so extra but i love that shit

“Live together, die together”

Rudra doesnt wanna jump hes scared

Bhavya is like Ive got you

SHIVAAY THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO HAVE A MOMENT WITH YOUR BROTHER YA’LL NEED TO SAVE YOUR LIVES

Shivaay wants to check the plane

HES SO WORRIED ABOUT HER OU BABY

HE WANTS TO SAY SOMETHING BEFORE HE JUMPS

shes like bitch we’ll have a lot of time JUMP

wow they up already

well Shivaay is

Annika KO

Shivaay is panicking she wont wake up

hes crying now oh my god YES THIS IS ALL I WANTED

“Annika tumhe kuch ho gaya toh meri jaan chali jayegi”

HOLY SHIT 

“ANNIKA I LOVE YOU”

I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN BECAUSE I SAW THE INTERVIEW BUT WOW I STILL FULLY ENJOYED THIS YAS BABY

HIS MAGIC RAPUNZEL TEARS FELL ON HER FACE AND SHE WOKE UP

Can ya’ll stop making promises you cant keep

you know Annika wont stop putting her life in danger

and you know Shivaay will continue to hide things from you

PINKIE PROMISE

Shes like you were saying something

hes gonna fucking backtrack

Aww hes so cute he doesnt like it when she jokes about dying

Shes like bruh what did you say

hes like nOTHING

Man Annika did this back in like episode 100 something

and now Shivaay is gonna do this ITS ALMOST 400 EPISODES IN WHAT THE HELL

Annika is determined to get him to say I love You to her face

babe me too

Bhavya is up and Rudra is waking up

Can we talk about how much I love Bhavya’s dress

she fell from a parachute and still has her heels and glasses #goals

Rudra is so happy he isnt dead he hugs her #same

he reminds her hes her boss

Rudra is being extra as fuck

shes like we can work together to get out of this jungle

Bhavya leave him to die he sucks

Shivaay has no reception duh

HES WORRIED ABOUT THE MILLS?

BITCH YA’LL IN THE JUNGLE

YOU HAVE MORE PRESSING MATTERS

Man i dont even care about this mills mess anymore

Annika is like calm the hell down

Rudra is struggling in the jungle 

duh

lmao dumbass got his foot stuck in a trap

AGAIN

hes calling for Bhavya

she hears himm

LMAO SHES GONNA LET HIM SUFFER

HAHAHAHA YAS BHAVYA

SHES MAKING SHER NOISES

IM DYING

HES SO SCARED

BIRD NOISES

Bhavya is so talented hahaha

Hes like thank God you’re here get me out

LOL SHES LIKE you said you’re Rudra Singh Oberoi who says he doesnt need help

Bhavya is MILKING this and I love every bit of it

“Please mujhe nikaliye”

She will on one condition

he has to listen to every thing she says while theyre in the jungle

lmfao she let him out 

if you ask me you should have left him in there

my queen here is walking in this jungle in HEELS i love you Bhavya

how is he tired shouldnt you have a lot of strength you are a body builder da fuq

SHIVIKA FIND A PLACE TO STAY IN THE JUNGLE BABIES

Shes like we need to stop for the night

hes like no

shes like nah bitch we’re staying

shes so happy

Annika is LIVING her qayaamat se qayaamat tak DREAM

SSO complaining of course

Annika is like chill the fuck out

just enjoy the moment

hes like ouuu you want me to enjoy the moment? 

Shivaay just wants to fuck

I WANT YOU TO TOO BUT NOT IN THE JUNGLE

I never thought it was romantic when couples had sex in the forest or barn

ITS SO UNSANITARY AND PROBS UNCOMFORTABLE

shes like you’re like a train on one track

LOL hes like thats how trains work this is so cute i love this

“pyaar hai toh hai i dont care”

“yeh jungle hai!”

LOL HES LIKE SO? 

Shes like have you ever slept under the stares

hes like that shit is cute in movies

babe im with you on this one

i like my bed

shes like this guy in our gali made so much money from taking people camping

and we’re getting this for free and you’re complaining

LOL “tum kaafi middle class ho nahi?” 

ANNIKA HAHA “Aap ko abhi pata chala hai?” man i love her so much

Shivaay is getting REAL romantic here yas babe

shes like what are you doing

“taare dekh raha hoon”

“upar hai taare”

“mere taare mere aankon ke samne hai”

THEY WARM MY HEART SO MUCH

LOL he scares her hahahaha that was so cute

A fucking branch falls and scares the shit out of her

LOL HE SCARES HER AGAIN AND NOW HES LAUGHING

SHES LIKE STAHP LMAO

THIS SHIT IS SO CUTE

LOOK AT THEM LOOKING AT THE STARS AND THE MOON AH

these flashbacks are giving me life

Now other than a sexy rain scene, all I need is them to bang and I am SOLID

Bhavya and Rudra made camp

Where the fuck did they get a tent

and food?

oh my god another song

Dil hai ke maaantaa naahhhiiiii

Mansi is so pretty oh my lord

wow he really dreamt that

Jhavni wow i dont CARE

lmao forwarding ya’ll

oh shit the tapes dont work hahahhahahahahahaha sucks

what the fuck no Rikara today?

Precap: Shivika make it to Shukla

so the fam had nothing to do with the mills fire

SO WHY ARE THEY SO WORRIED LMAO

[nyancheetosmusical]

BMC Orphan AU

Heck my dudes I’m supposed to be studying rn BUT I really wanted to share with you this random lil AU @justpidgance and I came up with.

Basically, Jeremy’s parents die or leave him or something when he was very young (Like 4-5 ish). But before they go, they get him to take a Squip, in the hopes that at least somebody will be there to take care of their son.

Below the cut is a copy-paste dump of ideas we had. Enjoy!

So like, Jeremy is an orphan, and he gets a Squip when he's a lil kid (like his parents knew they weren't going to be around so they got him one). And the Squip, raises Jeremy, which is pretty hard when you're not corporeal. But like he leads Jeremy places and he basically helps him live on the street, but like he's a little kid so he just thinks that it's a parent.

Like the Squip leads Jeremy under a bridge and helps him find stuff to build a small "home"

And he is always checking what places are giving free food and stuff

Sometimes he'll play "games" with Jeremy like "try to throw the rock onto the bridge right....now!" And he does and the rock (just like the Squip calculated) gets stuck in the wheels of a bike which is delivering pizza, and the bike crashes and a pizza flies off the bridge, and Jeremy catches it and look! Food for a couple days!

At night he tells him stories to help him sleep

And uses his abilities to help regulate his body temperature and stuff so he doesn't wake up

But the worst part is that the Squip can't touch Jeremy. And Jeremy wants to have someone to hold

So the Squip figured that he can stimulate nerves so if feels as if Jeremy is holding something

He isn't but it feels like it

And Jeremy is honestly really happy

Like yeah life is kinda hard but the Squip is able to determine his moods and help him

School? Why go there if you have a supercomputer in your brain?

The squip tried real hard to get Jer enrolled but he has none of his legal stuff. Like Jeremy is technically not a person. And he wants him in school bc free meals and safety for 7 hours of the day. But he cant

If only Jeremy could make a friend...

MICHAEL MAKES AN ENTRANCE

Okay tbh the only reason I thought of this AU is bc I have "Be the Hero" from Big Fish stuck in my head and I really wanted the Squip to sing it to Jeremy and I needed a situation, and here we are. It's like all the stories he tells Jeremy, as well as his hopes that Jeremy can survive

https://youtu.be/bHoNw263X50 

AND THE SQUIP IS ABLE TO BRING JEREMY'S IMAGINATION TO LIFE 

Random HCs

The squip taking Jeremy to a b-day party at the park and joins in. And the parents there are like, “the more the merrier” so it’s all cool. Plus, he gets to make new friends and have cake !

Whenever Jeremy does something good, the squip would play a clapping sound.

The Squip, on a regular basis, to feed Jeremy, takes him to vending machines and hacks them. he tries to get the healthiest food for him, so his body has the nutrients it needs, but one time he couldn't say no to them puppy dog eyes and gets Jeremy a poptart. Jeremy has never had a poptart before. The Squip takes him to a vent behind a store where hot air is coming out: “Hey, put the poptarts on the vent.” Jeremy has warm poptarts. "WOAh, THIS IS LIKE....so yummy." IF YOUR HUGS WERE A FOOD, THEY'D BE THIS!”

SQUIP FINDING WAYS TO TAKE JEREMY TO PLACES HE ALWAYS DREAMED OF GOING FOR HIS BDAY

SQUIP TELLING JER BEDTIME STORIES WHEN HE'S SCARED

SQUIP ENCOURAGES JER TO MAKE FRIENDS, SO HE MEETS MICHAEL

SQUIP MAKING JOKES ABOUT JERS INSANELY GROWING HEIGHT

SQUIP WANTS HIM TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH A PERSON WHO IS ECONOMICALLY MORE WELL OFF

BUT JER LIKES MICHAEL SO MUCH

But like won't michael's parents get suspicious?

This kid keeps coming over and he has no parents...

AND HIJACKS TWO PEOPLE ALSO WITH SQUIPS AND THEY COME AND PRETEND TO BE HIS PARENTS

and the Squip can't be out with him (cause Squip is always vvisibly manifested with Jer) so he just has to play along

And afterwards when Jer is alone the Squip is like "is everything alright?"

"...why don't I have a mom and a dad like Michael?"

"....I....I don't know, Jeremy"

and the Squip feels kind of bad, cause he realizes that even though he's doing his best he can never be parents

Jeremy is sitting there and drawing in the dirt and he just says: "I'm glad I have you then."

OXYTOCIN IS A HORMONE IN THE BRAIN THAT IS RELEASED WHEN A PARENT HOLD THEIR CHILD (ESPECIALLY AFTER CHILDBIRTH) IN BOTH BRAINS THAT STIMULATES BONDING

SO THE SQUIP IS TRYING TO RAISE JEREMY NORMAL

SO WHENEVER HE "TOUCHES" HIM

HE STIMULATES THE RELEASE OF OXYTOCIN

SO THAT JEREMY CAN FORM A BOND WITH HIM

(sorry about the all caps there I really love science and got excited about it)

The Squip’s visible form (only visiblle to Jeremy btw) after a while starts to manifests physicla traits Jeremy has in order to further develop their bond; like freckles, same eye color, body build.

Jeremy’s outfit in BMC (stripe shirt, blue jacket, etc) is a version of what his Squip wears.

Swimming HCS:

Squip sneaks him to a kiddo pool at some public place (so there's lifeguards in case) and they just have a fun time. and jer giggles as he tries out his attempts, and the squip finds it adorable. these sessions take place once or twice a week, and finally at some point jer Is able to swim a bit and hold his breath under water

Jer is learning how to swim with help from the squip, but since this is very new he has a very hard time with it. and at one point, jer just starts sinking deeper into the pool and starts coughing and the squip begins to panic. and there's nothing he can really do to help, and he just screams in jers head to try to swim towards the edge of the pool. and that doesn't work, so he tries to take control of jers body but he's loosing connection because of what's happening to Jeremy.

Luckily, a lifeguard dives in and gets jer to safety. but in this moment the squip starts to think he's dangerous for Jeremy-he realizes how little help he really is for jeremy. he needs somebody who'll actually be there for him rather than something as useless as a voice.

Imagine the Squip being so nervous that Jeremy might be taken into an orphanage and he might not be able to leave; the Squip knows that things might not go well. So as soon as Jeremy comes to, the Squip takes over his body and pumps him full of adrenaline and RUNS. Once they're safe, he lets Jeremy in and Jeremy is so tired. Also, a little scared of the Squip

And the Squip wonder if maybe an orphanage would be better than him

The squip convinces jer to go to a vending machine as an apology, and gets Jeremy poptarts AND skittles cause Jeremy has always wanted skittles and the Squip apologizes a lot. And even asks him: “Do you want someone to take care of you that's not me? I....I can't always be there for you.”

But Jer is just quiet, and the Squip is sad cause he thinks the answer is yes. The squip really wants to like comfort him, but he doesn't want to pressure him. So instead, sometimes, to make Jer feel better he'll release oxytocin or dopamine or other hormonesor serotonin I forgot that one

to help him feel better.Also, he wants to "touch" him,  but this is a choice Jeremy has to make on his own. And Jeremy is eating his skittles, and he picks up one and show it to the Squip:

Jer:  "Look at this letter!"

Squip:  "...that's an s."

Jer: "Uh-huh! I love all things that start with the letter S!"

Squip:  "....what-"

Jer: "Skittles, sea horses, socks, and Squips!"

And the squip melts a little

Squip: "Jeremy, are you sure? You saw what I did to you today, didn't that make you afraid?"

Jer: "Well, it did, and it was really scary, but....you did it because you love me, right?"

Squip: "Y-yeah...."

Jer: "So I forgive you! You we're just trying to help. And you even said sorry and got me skittles!:

Squip: "....what on earth did I do to deserve you."

Jer: "that's a silly thing to say! Oh, look at this, they're all in the rainbow order!"

The Squip in public with Jeremy:

It has to be like "Listen, Jeremy, you're not allowed to talk about me in front of other people, okay?"

"but why not?"

"don't worry about it, okay? And remember, what do we say when someone asks about your parents?"

"uhm....Oh yeah! They live just down the street!"

"Perfect! Alright, we can go to the park now."

"Yay! Can you play the drum song?"

"If you skip to the beat, then yes"

The squip uses powers of internet to play song and Jer skips to the park. To anyone watching, it's just a kid having a good time, running to the park.

And then @justpidgance and I had to torture each other with angst

Jeremy going to the hospital and the doctors find the squip and remove it, and Jer wakes up all alone, no parents or squip coming for him.

So he has to figure out what a squip WAS and either save up money for one or steal it and take it again.WAIT, THE MOST HORRIBLE PART: NOW HE'S A TEENAGER,  THE SQUIP IS DIFFERENT, IT JUST WANTS HIM TO BE POPULAR. So now he has the only person he thought he loved in his brain telling himm how horrible he is

The Squip used to stimulates shocks to allow Jeremy to ‘feel him’, but the new squip doesn’t do that. So purposely, Jeremy slouches or does something stupid so the new squip can shock him. Even if it hurts, he needs to have that feeling again.

The squip telling him to stop expecting love and compassion from him:

"I'm a supercomputer, not your parents"

"how did you even survive out here as long as you did?"

"....it was you"

"well if it was I must have done a pretty terrible job, I mean look at you?!"

"....you told me I was just right the way I am...."

"Well I must have been faulty, because you are not.

AND THE SQUIP PICKS UP ON THIS PRETTY QUICK. SO HE WILL, EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE SAY SOMETHING NICE OR MAKE JEREMY FEEL GOOD

“....well done, Jer-Bear.”

“!!! Th-thank you so much!”

“Stop smiling, your teeth are not fixed and it makes you look very unappealing.”

“R...right. Sorry.”

“Let’s go.”

JUST SO JEREMY KEEPS LISTENIN’  BECAUSE JEREMY JUST HOPES OLD SQUIP WILL COME BACK