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I deleted the tumblr app on my phone, I can’t be here much anymore

everytime I get on this site, without fail, my anxiety spikes and I feel inadequate or depressed and just not good

And as much as I love parts of this community and these people the fact that I have so much fear and stress about this place and trying to be here, I can’t justify making myself feel bad under the illusion that I’m doing this for myself

ugh that sounded overdramatic and lame but it’s the best I have

I love you guys tho and hope the best for y’all and who knows maybe I’ll be back some day like I used to be

Peace my dudes

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the other night in my dream I realized I was dreaming and i was so pumped because my brain is really good at coming up with good designs and cool things when I’m not paying attention

i was so excited to ask myself questions and explore the answers and see them

how did I use this incredible power, you may ask?

‘what does robot connor look like?’ I wondered

and lo and behold, my brain delivered something like this:

never mind the fact that DEH hasn’t been on my mind much, never mind that I don’t even think there is a robot!Connor

i got this purple streaked, stupid, noodle armed, flamboyant weirdo hugging Evan and shouting “I LOVE THIS CAN WE KEEP IT”

And then i woke up

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I’M SO GLAD EVERYONE LIKES MY TADPOLES

Before I left for Alaska last week, I had to release my tadpoles back into the world. As sad(pole) as I was, I decided to make a drawing in memory of them, and I hope they are growing up to be the biggest and bestest frogs in the pond. If you see a bullfrog at Summerlake park, please give it my love 🐸

Ps. Badpoles don’t exist because all tadpoles are good and do not deserve to be called a badpole

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Top Ten Photos Taken Before and After Disaster Strikes

OOF I JUST WATCHED NINOY’S ASSASSINATION IN “GATE 37″ AND I AM LEGITIMATELY SHOOK IT’S JUST

HE’S SO

AND THEY

I

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OOF I JUST WATCHED NINOY’S ASSASSINATION IN “GATE 37″ AND I AM LEGITIMATELY SHOOK IT’S JUST

HE’S SO

AND THEY

I

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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What your favorite Preludes song says about you

Credit to @rated-r-for-grantaire

Your Day: You struggle with executive dysfunction.

Lilacs: You’re a bit of a soft uwu child but still very great, also you just want to be loved (which is probably why you’re a soft uwu child).

Vocalise: You’re a simple yet beautiful person.

Ho-Ho: You’re here for a good time, not a long time.

Subway: You stan things very easily and just want to meet your faves. Also, the song itself probably describes the way you feel about Dave and you’re projecting.

Prelude in G# Minor, Op. 32, No. 12: You genuinely listen to and enjoy classical music.

Tchaikovsky’s Child’s Song: You’re trans.

Natalya: You’re severely depressed and have been for awhile. If you like Ghost Quartet too, your favorite song is probably Hero.

Loop: You either A) dissociate B) want Joseph Keckler’s vocal range or C) both of the above.

Not Alone: You know how to appreciate duets but also you’re a little bit weird.

The Prelude: You were a Gifted Child™.

The First Symphony: You put too much pressure on yourself to be great, resulting in disaster.

Vespers: You’re a chaotic neutral force of nature not to be reckoned with.

Hypnosis: You’re not very in touch with reality, and you’re torn between being ok with that and trying to fix it.

Mountains / The Second Piano Concerto: You just want to be hopeful about life. Additionally, if you like Great Comet, you’re a Pierre stan and relate to him.

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Here’s a handful of my WIPs, there’s probably fifteen more that I either didn’t remember, am too lazy to write out, or they make me anxious when I think about them

1. How do you get a human and a witch who are about to die for different reasons the help they need without compromising their character arc?

2. How far can someone be pushed before they realize they’re worth something (Also product testing and tuna)?

3. And you thought your nightmares were bad.

4. Being a protagonist sucks so can you please do all the hero stuff

5. Former computer program tries to survive in a city that is essentially collapsing in on itself and without getting assaulted in all senses of the word.

6. A well-loved video game, but instead of progressing at one section, the main character stays for ten years to live peacefully, unaware of the changes happening beyond them.

7. If a diabetic vampire bit you would it suck your blood sugar, or suck your blood and give you diabetes (but it’s not about diabetes)

8. A gravedigger and a ghost try to revive a person who is half alive half dead and they use plants and visiting the afterlife to do it

The worse the explanation, the better.

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I could literally watch this forever

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Hey lovelies~ You need a new musical to listen to? Here are a bunch! Love you guys

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best boi dun got spook

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My guy

this is so

oof

so good

I love it

thank you sm

literally screaming but its 1 am so im screaming in my heart

so good thank you i love it

he spook

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poor “ziplock” murphy

never catches a break

in other news im decently proud of how this turned out

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The Locke continues:

 http://s7.zetaboards.com/Nuzlocke_Forum/topic/11082187/1

Also if you need more motivation to read this look at my amazing photoshop + trackpad skills

Peggy is my queen and i will hear nothing less

Also I was proud of this one

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HEY!

Do you find me even the slightest bit entertaining? Are you sad that I’ve had to vacate Tumblr and a fair portion of my Internet presence so I can combat my anxiety and live without constant stress? Well, to the three of you that said yes to that, I have something you might like (and it includes musicals)!

I got active again on the Nuzlocke Forums, which is a place where people post comics, stories, and screenshot logs of their journey through pokemon games on hard mode. 

Anyway, if you have any interest in reading my extremely witty commentary, musical references and recommendations, poorly planned rom hacks, pokemon, broken english, me attempting to translate Spanish, goofs, watching me suck at video games, and more, follow my Pokemon Extreme Red screenshot Nuzlocke!

http://s7.zetaboards.com/Nuzlocke_Forum/topic/11082187/1

I hope you check it out! I update about every day/ every other day.

(here’s my team so far, if any of that catches your interest)

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123 Ideas for Character Flaws

Absent-minded - Preoccupied to the extent of being unaware of one’s immediate surroundings. Abstracted, daydreaming, inattentive, oblivious, forgetful.

Abusive - Characterized by improper infliction of physical or psychological maltreatment towards another.

Addict - One who is addicted to a compulsive activity. Examples: gambling, drugs, sex.

Aimless - Devoid of direction or purpose.

Alcoholic - A person who drinks alcoholic substances habitually and to excess.

Anxious - Full of mental distress or uneasiness because of fear of danger or misfortune; greatly worried; solicitous.

Arrogant - Having or displaying a sense of overbearing self-worth or self-importance. Inclined to social exclusiveness and who rebuff the advances of people considered inferior. Snobbish.

Audacious - Recklessly bold in defiance of convention, propriety, law, or the like; insolent; braze, disobedient.

Bad Habit - A revolting personal habit. Examples: picks nose, spits tobacco, drools, bad body odour.

Bigmouth - A loud-mouthed or gossipy person.

Bigot - One who is strongly partial to one’s own group, religion, race, or politics and is intolerant of those who differ.

Blunt - Characterized by directness in manner or speech; without subtlety or evasion. Frank, callous, insensitive, brusque.

Bold - In a bad sense, too forward; taking undue liberties; over assuming or confident; lacking proper modesty or restraint; rude; impudent. Abrupt, brazen, cheeky, brassy, audacious.

Callous - They are hardened to emotions, rarely showing any form of it in expression. Unfeeling. Cold.

Childish - Marked by or indicating a lack of maturity; puerile.

Complex - An exaggerated or obsessive concern or fear. (List specific complex.)

Cruel - Mean to anyone or anything, without care or regard to consequences and feelings.

Cursed - A person who has befallen a prayer for evil or misfortune, placed under a spell, or borne into an evil circumstance, and suffers for it. Damned.

Dependent - Unable to exist, sustain oneself, or act appropriately or normally without the assistance or direction of another.

Deranged - Mentally decayed. Insane. Crazy. Mad. Psychotic.

Dishonest – Given to or using fraud, cheating; deceitful, deceptive, crooked, underhanded.

Disloyal - Lacking loyalty. Unfaithful, perfidious, traitorous, treasonable

Disorder - An ailment that affects the function of mind or body. (List the disorders name if they have one.) See the Mental Disorder List.

Disturbed - Showing some or a few signs or symptoms of mental or emotional illness. Confused, disordered, neurotic, troubled.

Dubious - Fraught with uncertainty or doubt. Undecided, doubtful, unsure.

Dyslexic - Affected by dyslexia, a learning disorder marked by impairment of the ability to recognize and comprehend written words.

Egotistical - Characteristic of those having an inflated idea of their own importance. Boastful, pompous.

Envious - Showing extreme cupidity; painfully desirous of another’s advantages; covetous, jealous.

Erratic - Deviating from the customary course in conduct or opinion; eccentric: erratic behaviour. Eccentric, bizarre, outlandish, strange.

Fanatical - Fanatic outlook or behaviour especially as exhibited by excessive enthusiasm, unreasoning zeal, or wild and extravagant notions on some subject.

Fickle – Erratic, changeable, unstable - especially with regard to affections or attachments; capricious.

Fierce - Marked by extreme intensity of emotions or convictions; inclined to react violently; fervid.

Finicky - Excessively particular or fastidious; difficult to please; fussy. Too much concerned with detail. Meticulous, fastidious, choosy, critical, picky, prissy, pernickety.

Fixated - In psychoanalytic theory, a strong attachment to a person or thing, especially such an attachment formed in childhood or infancy and manifested in immature or neurotic behaviour that persists throughout life. Fetish, quirk, obsession, infatuation.

Flirt -To make playfully romantic or sexual overtures; behaviour intended to arouse sexual interest. Minx. Tease.

Gluttonous - Given to excess in consumption of especially food or drink. Voracious, ravenous, wolfish, piggish, insatiable.

Gruff - Brusque or stern in manner or appearance. Crusty, rough, surly.

Gullible - Will believe any information given, regardless of how valid or truthful it is, easily deceived or duped.

Hard - A person who is difficult to deal with, manage, control, overcome, or understand. Hard emotions, hard hearted.

Hedonistic - Pursuit of or devotion to pleasure, especially to the pleasures of the senses.

Hoity-toity- Given to flights of fancy; capricious; frivolous. Prone to giddy behaviour, flighty.

Humourless - The inability to find humour in things, and most certainly in themselves.

Hypocritical - One who is always contradicting their own beliefs, actions or sayings. A person who professes beliefs and opinions for others that he does not hold. Being a hypocrite.

Idealist - One whose conduct is influenced by ideals that often conflict with practical considerations. One who is unrealistic and impractical, guided more by ideals than by practical considerations.

Idiotic - Marked by a lack of intelligence or care; foolish or careless.

Ignorant - Lacking knowledge or information as to a particular subject or fact. Showing or arising from a lack of education or knowledge.

Illiterate - Unable to read and write.

Immature - Emotionally undeveloped; juvenile; childish.

Impatient - Unable to wait patiently or tolerate delay; restless. Unable to endure irritation or opposition; intolerant.

Impious - Lacking piety and reverence for a god/gods and their followers.

Impish - Naughtily or annoyingly playful.

Incompetent - Unable to execute tasks, no matter how the size or difficulty.

Indecisive - Characterized by lack of decision and firmness, especially under pressure.

Indifferent - The trait of lacking enthusiasm for or interest in things generally, remaining calm and seeming not to care; a casual lack of concern. Having or showing little or no interest in anything; languid; spiritless.

Infamy - Having an extremely bad reputation, public reproach, or strong condemnation as the result of a shameful, criminal, or outrageous act that affects how others view them.

Intolerant - Unwilling to tolerate difference of opinion and narrow-minded about cherished opinions.

Judgemental - Inclined to make and form judgements, especially moral or personal ones, based on one’s own opinions or impressions towards others/practices/groups/religions based on appearance, reputation, occupation, etc.

Klutz - Clumsy. Blunderer.

Lazy - Resistant to work or exertion; disposed to idleness.

Lewd - Inclined to, characterized by, or inciting to lust or lechery; lascivious. Obscene or indecent, as language or songs; salacious.

Liar - Compulsively and purposefully tells false truths more often than not. A person who has lied or who lies repeatedly.

Lustful - Driven by lust; preoccupied with or exhibiting lustful desires.

Masochist - The deriving of sexual gratification, or the tendency to derive sexual gratification, from being physically or emotionally abused. A willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiences.

Meddlesome - Intrusive in a meddling or offensive manner, given to meddling; interfering.

Meek - Evidencing little spirit or courage; overly submissive or compliant; humble in spirit or manner; suggesting retiring mildness or even cowed submissiveness.

Megalomaniac - A psycho pathological condition characterized by delusional fantasies of wealth, power, or omnipotence.

Naïve - Lacking worldly experience and understanding, simple and guileless; showing or characterized by a lack of sophistication and critical judgement.

Nervous - Easily agitated or distressed; high-strung or jumpy.

Non-violent - Abstaining from the use of violence.

Nosey - Given to prying into the affairs of others; snoopy. Offensively curious or inquisitive.

Obsessive - An unhealthy and compulsive preoccupation with something or someone.

Oppressor - A person of authority who subjects others to undue pressures, to keep down by severe and unjust use of force or authority.

Overambitious - Having a strong excessive desire for success or achievement.

Overconfident - Excessively confident; presumptuous.

Overemotional - Excessively or abnormally emotional. Sensitive about themselves and others, more so than the average person.

Overprotective - To protect too much; coddle.

Overzealous - Marked by excessive enthusiasm for and intense devotion to a cause or idea.

Pacifist - Opposition to war or violence as a means of resolving disputes. (Can double as a merit in certain cases)

Paranoid - Exhibiting or characterized by extreme and irrational fear or distrust of others.

Peevish - Expressing fretfulness and discontent, or unjustifiable dissatisfaction. Cantankerous, cross, ill-tempered, testy, captious, discontented, crotchety, cranky, ornery.

Perfectionist - A propensity for being displeased with anything that is not perfect or does not meet extremely high standards.

Pessimist - A tendency to stress the negative or unfavourable or to take the gloomiest possible view.

Pest - One that pesters or annoys, with or without realizing it. Nuisance. Annoying. Nag.

Phobic – They have a severe form of fear when it comes to this one thing. Examples: Dark, Spiders, Cats

Practical - Level-headed, efficient, and unspeculative. No-nonsense.

Predictable - Easily seen through and assessable, where almost anyone can predict reactions and actions of said person by having met or known them even for a short time.

Proud - Filled with or showing excessive self-esteem and will often shirk help from others for the sake of pride.

Rebellious - Defying or resisting some established authority, government, or tradition; insubordinate; inclined to rebel.

Reckless - Heedless. Headstrong. Foolhardy. Unthinking boldness, wild carelessness and disregard for consequences.

Remorseless - Without remorse; merciless; pitiless; relentless.

Rigorous - Rigidly accurate; allowing no deviation from a standard; demanding strict attention to rules and procedures.

Sadist - The deriving of sexual gratification or the tendency to derive sexual gratification from inflicting pain or emotional abuse on others. Deriving of pleasure, or the tendency to derive pleasure, from cruelty.

Sadomasochist - Both sadist and masochist combined.

Sarcastic - A subtle form of mockery in which an intended meaning is conveyed obliquely.

Sceptic - One who instinctively or habitually doubts, questions, or disagrees with assertions or generally accepted conclusions.

Seducer - To lead others astray, as from duty, rectitude, or the like; corrupt. To attempt to lead or draw someone away, as from principles, faith, or allegiance.

Selfish - Concerned chiefly or only with oneself.

Self-Martyr - One who purposely makes a great show of suffering in order to arouse sympathy from others, as a form of manipulation, and always for a selfish cause or reason.

Self-righteous - Piously sure of one’s own righteousness; moralistic. Exhibiting pious self-assurance. Holier-than-thou, sanctimonious.

Senile - Showing a decline or deterioration of physical strength or mental functioning, esp. short-term memory and alertness, as a result of old age or disease.

Shallow - Lacking depth of intellect or knowledge; concerned only with what is obvious.

Smart Ass - Thinks they know it all, and in some ways they may, but they can be greatly annoying and difficult to deal with at times, especially in arguments.

Soft-hearted - Having softness or tenderness of heart that can lead them into trouble; susceptible of pity or other kindly affection. They cannot resist helping someone they see in trouble, suffering or in need, and often don’t think of the repercussions or situation before doing so.

Solemn - Deeply earnest, serious, and sober.

Spineless - Lacking courage. Cowardly, wimp, lily-livered, gutless.

Spiteful - Showing malicious ill will and a desire to hurt; motivated by spite; vindictive person who will look for occasions for resentment. Vengeful.

Spoiled - Treated with excessive indulgence and pampering from earliest childhood, and has no notion of hard work, self-care or money management; coddled, pampered. Having the character or disposition harmed by pampering or over-solicitous attention.

Squeamish - Excessively fastidious and easily disgusted.

Stubborn - Unreasonably, often perversely unyielding; bull-headed. Firmly resolved or determined; resolute.

Superstitious - An irrational belief arising from ignorance or fear from an irrational belief that an object, action, or circumstance not logically related to a course of events influences its outcome.

Tactless - Lacking or showing a lack of what is fitting and considerate in dealing with others.

Temperamental - Moody, irritable, or sensitive. Excitable, volatile, emotional.

Theatrical - Having a flair for over dramatizing situations, doing things in a ‘big way’ and love to be ‘centre stage’.

Timid -Tends to be shy and/or quiet, shrinking away from offering opinions or from strangers and newcomers, fearing confrontations and violence.

Tongue-tied - Speechless or confused in expression, as from shyness, embarrassment, or astonishment.

Troublemaker - Someone who deliberately stirs up trouble, intentionally or unintentionally.

Unlucky - Marked by or causing misfortune; ill-fated. Destined for misfortune; doomed.

Unpredictable - Difficult to foretell or foresee, their actions are so chaotic it’s impossible to know what they are going to do next.

Untrustworthy - Not worthy of trust or belief. Backstabber.

Vain - Holding or characterized by an unduly high opinion of their physical appearance. Lovers of themselves. Conceited, egotistic, narcissistic.

Weak-willed - Lacking willpower, strength of will to carry out one’s decisions, wishes, or plans. Easily swayed.

Withdrawn - Not friendly or Sociable. Aloof.

Zealous - A fanatic.

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Oh college appartment WiFi A wonderful gem

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As a thank you gift to my director, I compiled and drew all the characters he’s cast me as over my high school years :) From left to right: Grandmama Addams, Charlotte Haye, Louise, Mr McGarrigle, Pem Farnsworth, Stephano, Madame President of Bananaland, and the Bearded Lady. Theatre has been one of the best parts of my life, and I wouldn’t trade my time on the stage for anything. It’s been real, you guys.

“Act well your part; there all the honor lies.”

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Hey look at this art!!!

The Unbeatable Deck of Ronan Shin, by Kiyash Monsef is an awesome short story about a nerdy, unimportant kid (Ronan), who, alongside his best friend, struggles to make his way through the dark and depressing world of high school. The Aftermath, a card game like Magic The Gathering is all that he and his friend look forward to. I don’t know why I loved this story so much, but the way it weaves together Ronan’s life with card descriptions and unanswered questions really tickles my fancy.

Anyway, I loved it enough that I wanted to draw something for it….Ronan reminded me a lot of a character that some of you might recognize, which might’ve been rather influential in his design. If it sounds intriguing to you, check it out! It’s worth a read :)

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