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my takes on the critters
#unamed arts#non tickles#poppy playtime tickles#just puttinf the silly tag to avoid the main tags#cant get found by nobody yknow?
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hot take meet the robinsons is scifi addams fanily
#Themes of found family and loving the family you have even if they’re somewhat annoying? Check#Family so big nobodys quite sure where some of the members actually connect to the family and are just kinda there? Check#Themes of being nice to the people around you even if they arent your family AND theyre weird? Check#Themes of weirdness not only not being bad but actively being good(at least sometimes)? Check#the addams family#meet the robinsons#found family#i guess#posts i make instead of going to sleep#posts i make instead of getting up the courage to go wake my mother in the middle of the night because my eye randomly started hurting#and won’t stop hurting no matter what i think to do and so obviously i cant sleep and its only getting worse trying to sleep#keeping my eye closed is wrong keeping it open is wrong rubbing it(carefully) is wrong forcefully removing eyelashes(which is often right)#is wrong rinsing it with water is wrong carefully drying the area around my eye from the water is wrong nothing is helping everything hurts#not even necessarily badly but its my eye yknow? and it all just kinda sucks
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Extreme yandere adam x Fem listener Chap 2/5 "building "trust" MINORS STAY AWAY
prev Chap https://www.tumblr.com/yanderesimp2000/745338401920860160/extreme-yandere-adam-x-fem-reader-chap-15-start?source=share this is my second post and second chap I've been really excited to do this My request are open so request away fuckers the TWs and tags for this one are
Drugging,gaslighting,manipulation,verbal abuse , Adam purposely making you bed ridden sick, Misogyny, Forceful kisses and cuddles, Abuse of power, Implied SA and VERY LIGHT body shaming
REMEMBER THIS IS FICTION ANY OF THIS IRL IS unacceptable Call your local Hotline for Domestic Abuse
"babe cmere you don't have to be scared" Adam complained he sounded like an annoyed and needy child This is your 9th day living with him and its already been Hell One thing you learned about Adam is he's more of a misogynist then you previously thought he thinks that you as a women are just a object for his pleasure he doesn't ask Before making a move he's much stronger then you and he know it but he's getting nicer its not like he treats you with respect but your life isn't that bad he looked through your life before you died and even though your locked up in his bedroom the minifridge in their is always stocked with your favorite food so if you would never get hungry
Adam kept looking around his room knowing you could not have left then he saw a feather sticking out of the cabinet "really bit- I mean baby hiding in the cabinet yknow you cant leave your trapped with me"you then felt his hand grab that little feather that was at the tip of your right wing and start pulling causing immense pain pulling you out of the cabinet he started down at you before saying "found ya" in a teasing and playful voice before giving you a kiss on the check and gently picking you up you didn't fight him you don't know why but he was kinda starting to seem tolerable I mean he was right in one thing you have no loved ones or friends in heaven so who was really gonna miss you and nobody had shown interest in you so you were lucky to have him and before he "took" you, you had to live in a small apartment now you get it live in his big room and even one day you could leave the room and go out with him once he trust you enough even though you thought he might have a point you just chose to brush it off as intrusive thoughts "he kidnapped you dumbass why are you starting to give into him" was your main thought
As you kept thinking you were gently placed onto the bed by him and he layed down next to you he said "babe guess what I got you" he said in a giddy tone "i dont care what you got me your not convincing me to stay with you " you said angry i got you your favorite food he then snaps his fingers and boereg your favorite food appeared "i got you boo-greg I don't know how ever ya fucking say it" he said in a calm tone little did you know he would weaponize your favorite food to get you to give in to trust him he put a small lace of strong poison in their not enough to kill you but enough to keep you bed ridden and sick he could then coddle and nurse you back to health and then you would think of him sooooo much better he saved your life how could you not
when he handed you the food you were happy but said " if you think this will make me magically love you then your wrong" you hissed he just laughed and said "oh we will see we will see" he said condescendingly
you grabbed the boereg and started shoving them in your mouth they tasted just how you remembered your grandma making them a crunchy outside of pastry and a cheesy goodness on the inside you greedily kept grabbing them and shoving them in your mouth the spices tasted a little different but that's just because of the new recipe... right after about 15 of them Adam made the plate disappear " be careful I don't want you turning into a little pig I don't like my women big" he said teasingly you thought to yourself "like he's some muscular man himself he's got a fuckin dad bod and I'm a fuckin twig but this still stung A LOT " you were right you were VERY skinny and Adam knew if he gave you insecurity's you would cling to him thinking you could do nothing better then him
You then said "it doesn't matter I'm full anyways by the way did you put any new spices in there" you asked talking about the new taste in the dish he just giggled a little and said "nope this was JUST like your grandmas recipe it has just been a little bit since you last had it so your probably just fuckin tasting things" he said that so confidently you just blindly believed him He then yawned and without warning collapsed onto you he stood at a good 13 feet and you were a feeble 5,6 so he was crushing your whole body his soft wings wrapped around you creating a nice blanket It felt like you were in a big blanket fort just trapped in between his Wings
Even your light struggles inside his Wings did nothing other then make you look more adorable and helpless you then were fed up and tried to punch him as hard as you could in the stomach but he just sighed "Yknow your not escaping sweet cheeks yknow why, cause your mine all fucking mine and you bet your sweet ass you will never get away from me" he said teasing before saying "yknow I'm Adam I could just banish you to hell if you leave me you you better stay" he said that firm and threateningly you believed and stop squirming he then layed down and released you from his Wings but still was holding you against his chest and was rubbing cuddling you his cuddles to you were rough they were like tossing you around and it hurt but to him it was just gentle playing around with you which you hated he then settled down and held you tight against him then saying "its time to get some sleep" before turning the lights out and falling asleep
*18 hours later
you were in a whole new level of hurt last night you woke up in agony and started vommitng and Coughing up blood when Adam saw this he feigned concern and took you back to bed with a bucket to throw up in and lots of medicine but in reality the non lethal poison he put in your food worked he knew you weren't gonna die so why be so concerned he did feel really bad making you go though physical pain It made his heart break but he knew that this was a surefire way for making you trust him and believe him more
he said "I'm gonna call out of work today" in a caring tone this made you think "well he cares about me more then just a cuddle and fuckmeat that can just be left to rot" this sorta mad you care about him a little more and this was even more proven when he started to give you "medicine" in reality it was just water with Bitter syrup in it to make you think it was medicine in reality he knew the poison would just leave you system in 3 more days so why bother trying to stop it earlier
after giving you the medicine he crawled into bed with you and started to snuggle you unlike all the other times you let him you were in so much pain and agony you just needed comfort and the poison alters your thinking skills so you just let him you even started to snuggle him back he knew this event would alter you and it is you started to view him in a better more positive light someone who just wanted to take care of you rather then use you
even the words of comfort he was giving to you just seemed so... real it sounded like he was being genuine and since you had no family or loved ones in heaven why not just stay with him. "yes he's a little rough but that can be fixed outside of that hes gentle caring and just look at him taking time off of work just to take care of me Ill give him a chance if he screws up I'll leave him" you thought
Adam then snapped his fingers and soup appeared he looked at you gently like someone would look at a wounded animal and said here have some he then started to spoonfeed you the soup tasted fine a little salty but Adam said it would make you feel better his mask showing a caring and gentle appearance. As he spoonfed you he said "I'm so so sorry I don't know how this happened you you must of caught fuckin a disease or something like that but don't worry just keep eating you soup im sure you will be fine he said while spoon feeding you
once the soup was done you just looked at him and said "t-thank you" you were greatful that he saved you and took care of you, you then said "I'm sorry for being so harsh on you I'll g-give you a chance but if you screw up I'm leaving you" adams mask lit up in surprise before a light smile formed everything was going according to his plan
"no no don't worry my little fuckin doll" Adam said in his casual voice "I'm sorry for being so rough on our first date" he said referring to the time he kidnapped you, you stupidly believed his words all Adam could think was "dumb bitch she thinks she has a choice to leave me but on the other hand shes warming up to me so I should be gentle and make her relent on me before I start playing with her more" you stupidly fell for his plan and just cuddled against his chest it was warm and soft the body fat serving and a pillow as his soft wings gave you a hug you could not help but feel safe and secure with him "as long as I'm with him nothing bad will happen to me" you thought since he was the first man and gods favorite so you were nice and protected with him nice and safe this was where you were meant to be you fell for his tactics like a fly to a web and now you were trapped you did not know it yet but this was the time when you fell and completely helled to him like a dog to their owners
#hazbin hotel x you#adam x you#hazbin hotel adam x reader#adam x reader#hazbin adam x reader#hazbin hotel#yandere
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pony and cherry friendship hcs perchance,,, maybe add some curly
rare cherry valance mention, all 6 genuine cherry valance stans cheered and jumped for joy
•they dont hang out in public, neither of them rlly want to. not bc theyre ashamed of being friends, but to protect themselves from the trouble if they were ever found out it would just b hell on earth for em, it happened once and NEVER AGAIN☝🏽
•when it comes to school, they just completely avoid each other, how u may ask do they meet up??? its by complete accident!! the first time, they went to this place where the sunset looked rlly pretty, and they accidentally bumped into each other and from then on, everytime one of them is at that spot, they just kinda hope the other pops up, but they never plan meetings or anything
•a few times tho, they accidentally bump into each other while theyre hanging out w someone else, more chances tho its pony and curly who walk in on cherry and marcia, who were there first
•cant say curlys too fond of it or that he ever grows out if it, i dont think hes the guy to put trust in soc’s no matter who. but i will say he has less hostility towards cherry and marcia bc pony says theyre cool
•pony and cherry tend to get so soaked up in their convo, marcia and curly r just left there. marcia tries joking around w him, but curly at BEST chuckles a lil bit then stares off somewhere
•cherry asks about johnny quite a bit, what he liked, what made him happy, etc etc, she even asked about his funeral. pony meanwhile, never asks much about bob, when he does its mostly just to b nice, does he feel bad about it??? eh
•assuming cherry rlly does have an older brother, after everything especially, hes very overprotective of her and thinks she has a secret bf shes not telling anyone about cause she comes home late and nooobody knows where she goes, he parents tell him to leave her alone but alas he will not
•pony used cherry as a drawing model like two times during their meet up, he kept one and gave the other to cherry. curly found out and he didnt SAY anything more than a “hm, that the soc girl?”, but he was obviously a bit jealous cause hessss supposed to b ponys muse
•cherry strikes me as the girl who writes short songs but shes neevveerrrrr shares it w anyone but pony, cause nobody rily gets it???? pony aint no songwriter either but hey, poetry can get him around it yknow??
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now my experiences might not be universal but as far as im concerned you asked far fewer questions about video games when you were a kid. the first time you encountered waluigi in mario tennis or mario party or whatever other mario spinoff you encountered him in for the first time because they only put him in spinoffs you didnt say "who's this goofster stomping around like he's a member of the crew?" you said oh ok that's waluigi i guess.
super smash bros melee the crossover fighting game starring all your favorite nintendo characters (well pikachu was second party but thats pikachu everyone knows who pikachu is) had a whole three characters who nobody in north america knew who the fuck they were, two of which were from games that weren't localized at all and one of which was from a game that was enough of a commercial failure in the united states hardly anyone remembered it a little under a decade later. now to be fair ness was in the one on the n64 also but its not like he'd gotten another game. "oh earthbound's failure was overexaggerated" you say that but my brother lived the super nintendo era and not a single one of his gaggle of friends had even heard of earthbound it was not on anyone's radar come on. but no one said "hey these aren't iconic nintendo characters" we all went "well i guess they can be here too" and now we say "you cant main a smash character if you havent played their game" like we werent saying "thats marth i dont know who the fuck he is but hes like a brother to me" in 2001
youd just go into the store and look at a game's boxart and decide you wanted that one and yknow what it usually worked out for you. i did this longer than you'd expect too i was in 7th or 8th grade and thought to myself "yknow i havent really played any console rpgs lately" so i looked up "rpgs for the wii" and i saw a gamefaqs rec thread or some shit where a guy went "well xenoblade is coming out." and i looked up xenoblade and found virtually no information about it other than that it was coming out and thought to myself "yeah xenoblade... that looks like an rpg i could get into." and you know what i did? i preordered it this may very well have been the first game i ever preordered i thought "well they were talking about it on gamefaqs so it must be a big deal i wanna make sure i can play it day 1" but i didnt need to reserve a copy of fucking xenoblade chronicles the store probably could have given me every copy in stock for no profit loss when i walked in there with my gir t shirt and my little receipt because i was one of all three and a half people in north america who played this game counting the gamefaqs guy. and xenoblade chronicles knocked me flat on my ass it was one of the best games i'd ever experienced i'd played plenty of story heavy rpgs before but this one hooked me in a way none of them ever had.
fast forward around 4 years the 4th smash game comes out but this one was different. this was when we really started to go in on the crossover fighters, character slots were now real estate that potential entrants had to earn the right to occupy as if one game ago they didnt make a failed NES peripheral a playable fighter and give it an emotional subplot in subspace emissary. no longer was it "cool i guess this guy is here" it had become "who the hell is this and what do they think they're doing in smash bros?"
and thus came that fateful night when amidst crazy new character reveals like the fucking wii fit trainer they unveil a cinematic trailer and announce that shulk from xenoblade chronicles was joining the fight. to which the unilateral reaction was "who the fuck is shulk why was this trailer framed like we already have a rapport with shulk i dont know this man why does he say stuff like 'im really feeling it?'"
but i knew who shulk was.
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rambling about shit like my inability to identify things unless they're clearly labeled. it dont really matter
frequently finding out that i am technically parts of groups i did not know i was a part of because people around me never used those words to describe me.
my dad was a guy who had citizenship in 2 countries, but i dont ever remember hearing him describe himself as an immigrant (probably cuz he usually didnt live in the US? idk). i am technically a second generation immigrant cuz my dad is one, despite him not really taking us to any local immigrant communities. theres more stuff but i cant get into it rn.
the immigrant stuff is weird cuz i never really thought i had much in comment with immigrants cuz i was raised mostly by my mom, who always positioned immigrants as OTHERS, not people like me or my dad.
its also possible i just didnt pay attention but yknow. still.
i think it has to do with autism maybe, just the way i'm not often able to put 2 and 2 together unless its spelled out for me. if other people don't say the quiet part out loud it takes me much longer than them to realize it. if my parents never used the word immigrant to describe my dad then it takes me 15 years to recognize that's what he is.
you can tell me the definition but if people don't use it in every instance it's applicable, its hard for me to recognize.
the same thing happened with catholicism. the word was used a lot and i knew it was a kind of christian but because i was supposed to catch onto the fact that we were catholic by, idk, paying attention to passing conversations i found boring or something. if someone just answered when i asked or, like, straight up said "we are catholic" to me a bunch then i would've probably gotten it.
cuz i knew we hung around christians who weren't the same kind as us, i just always got the different kinds confused and i kinda gave up trying to figure it out since nobody would give a clear answer. anywya.
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Tell me about land of the stories
FUCK OKAU SO- (also read the tags :33)
theres these twins - Alex and Connor, their dad used to own a bookshop but then he died close to their birthday i think? Its been a while since ive last read the wishing spell which is a but sad. Their mums a nurse but obviously they dont get paid enough (still true now aswell !!) so they had to move into a smaller house. They have a grandmother too she’s important. OKAY SO ALEX - She’s like your smart kid who nobody likes because shes smart which is lowkey kinda sad i love her shes also canonically autistic because i said so btw. ANYWAYS uhm when she was younger her dad would be the one who told her stories to cheer her ip when she was bullied he was really sweet i love mr bailey. She likes fairy tales too brw and is also the type to get excited over encyclopaedias im just waffling but you get the jist
CONNER !! - He is on the opposite hes ig the “funny type” in class theyre in like sixth grade i think? Falls asleep in class yknow that kinda guy hes really sweet tho because despite that he’s sort of always thinking about the people around him that he loves like in An authors odyssey (fifth book i believe) when they travel into his short stories you see how hes got multiple characters based off of his mum and then you see him being happy for Alex whenever she’s genuinely happy its sweet honestly uhm this could be more comprehensible sorry its 1;19 rn
OKAY SO THE WISHING SPELL (book 1)
soo on their twelfth of thirteenth i cant remember birthday their grandma gives them an old fairy tale book, very sentimental the book was always read to the twins as kids when they visited their grandma its lime a happy place. ANYWAYS uhm alex accidentally falls into the book because its actually a MAGIC book and they land in the middle of a ROAD *dun dun DUNNN* in the woods they see a wanted sign for goldilocks i think or that happens later on in the book then they meet a GIANT FROG who they call Froggy i live him btw hence the name @froggysstar of my dead tlos blog. And they ask him if theres anyway homehe tells them about a journal he once found and they follow the journal essentially to find a way home. It tells them about the wishing spell which is made up of the “main objects” of ur famous fairytales because did i mention that theyre in the FAIRY TALE WORLD now. But the main characters of these fairytales are like royalty so that is NOT an easy task. The evil queen from sbow white is there she has a really interesting backstory. Thats like an overview theres more that happens theres six books and there is SO much more to the wishing spell i could talk about but my arms hirt so that is for ANOTHER DAY !!
also its getting too long if i said anything thay is actually INCORRECT please correct me
#colesstar posts#the land of stories#answering asks#THANK YOU SM FOR THE ASK I LOVE THE LAND OF STORIES#also i have ur other two asks im in the process of drawing harumi in the reputation outfit and i will most definitely do the second one u s#Nt too !!
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YES I WILL DEAR @pandora-ghost
(au is based off of/opposite of the "all dead au" by @gaypiratehell
warnings first: death (obv), gore talk, slight canibalism mention, spiraling, horrible mental health, slight nsfw (will be marked), disordered eating, author/creator is also kind of projecting
OKAY hear me out i like to think that sanji dies first, zoro tries to save him and fails and is on the verge of like complete death (like yknow i cant remember but that time when nothing happened) and i mean like sanji brutally dies his body is like mutilated and like maybe an arm is left the rest is just obliterated and zoro doesnt want to give it up he refuses to let it go he doesnt care how bad it smells or how disgusting it is he keeps it till its rotted and the whole meat of his arm has slid off the bone till it was just a clump of his rotted disgusting arm meat and his bone (this can actually happen btw im so serious) (and dare is say he even eats some) the straw hats finally manage to get him to let it go after weeks of begging when they get to an island and the people there FREAK over him. they end up compromising and they get a little jar and shave some bone off and keep a little chunk of shin and they seal it in there for him and he carries it around with him. he probably still managed to sneak a chunk of skin and hid it in his haramaki. also like yeah he spirals nobody was able to talk to him for quite a while, he locked himself in his room and if he was out hed just not talk to anyone. we know he only showered once a week but after that he stopped completely he stopped eating he stopped training for a little while too but when he did start again he was 10x worse he did it as a "punishment" for himself because he believed it was his fault sanji dies (it wasnt) when he fought he didnt hold back at all he showed NO mercy and he just lost it he didnt care who he hurt or how bad it was at that point he didnt care about anything but sanji and since sanji was gone he didnt have anything and the thing is one day on the ship he was sleeping on deck and he just didnt wake up because he worked himself to death at that point. he wasnt eating (he didnt want to eat anything because meat made him sick and sanji didnt make it) and he was working his body so hard he was never able to recover (also bcs of the malnutrition) and after a fight he didnt let chopper fix him up he absolutely refused as punishment for himself the crew were really worried about him bcs he never left his room and he never ate when he finally did he was so pale and thin you could see his bones and joints where they dip and connect (literally b0n3sp0 at its finest) his skin COVERED in scars and caked with blood (looked like hed been picking at it) hes managed to reopen the cut mihawk made. he also hoarded sanjis clothes and anything he found of his, he used sanjis sheets for his bed and wore his underwear, also can i just say (nsfw starts here) definitely has jerked off with sanjis clothes on his dick. (end here) ummm what else wae i saying oh yeah also yeah he just doesnt wake up one day and the straw hats (since they cant bury him) they wrap him in cloth (w ofc his haramaki on) and with his swords and with the pieces of sanji left and (gently) toss him into the ocean, they also leave their rooms as be and if they were to get a new ship i feel like they would still keep their stuff but put it in like one room thats all my brain can conjure
#atlas speaks#zosan#forgive me that au gives me physical heart pain#all dead au kinda#realized i never posted this
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my obsession with Aspects of Love is actually so out of hand and literally nobody knows, likes, or cares about this musical. but its MY tumblr blog and I get to choose the posts i make so heres a list of my favorite moments in aspects of love anyway
"rose it's not the views or the vines that keep me here" just. musically
and then "when the world was a playground all train rides and laughter and love in the morning and armagnac after"
"tell me are you still shooting women" "do you dance with women of your own age?" fuck him UP GIULIETTA
actually the entirety of hand me the wine and the dice
actually everything giulietta has done ever in her life
"and now i claim my best man's rIGHT!!!"
the journey of a lifetime melody playing right before seeing is believing
every repetition of the love changes everything melody, but specifically the one at the end of other pleasures
rose showing up at giulietta's studios in venice ready to steal back her man and then being like "oh wait giulietta's amazing and im a little bit gay" in the book she outright says to george "well i think im in love with your friend" and hes like "cool"
the first man you remember. the entire thing. the very fIIIIIIIIRST
"just promise one thing" "alright what is it" "dont ask me questions you must promise first" "i cant i dont know what it is" "dONT LEEEEEEEEEAVE MEEEEEEEEEE"
and then he fuckin wALKS AWAY
god bless, i love anything but lonely and its like the only scene that you can find shitty videos of on youtube
"ya girlfriends gonna love that donkey"
"(youll be her hero)"
"and my story is oLDER than the stars"
the buildup at the beginning of journey of a lifetime
marcel being a supportive bestie
and specifically rose shooing away hugo after the funeral and then marcel showing up and her letting him stay. i think hes one of the only people she actually cares about she just doesnt know it
"come on show me a smile" ough
the absolutely unhinged yelling before alex shoots rose. "if i cant have you NO ONE WILL killing you would be a PLEASURE" "PULL THE TRIGGER SEE IF I CARE" "you never loved me you never meant it AND NOW YOU HATE ME" "GO ON SOLDIER BE A HERO"
"rose id never harm the girl" "you were once prepared to do a lot of harm to me" TELL HIM ROSE
jenny pulling out the "pas de tendresse et pas de joie loin d'ici loin de toi" at alex and hes like ???????????????
"youre a delinquent a silly schoolboy with a GUN"
shed be far better of with you makes me giggle "you don't cheat at croquet"
when i read the book my heart just jumped whenever there was an exactly quoted line or nearly exactly quoted. the first one i found was "if i'm not very nice to you it's because i have things to worry me but thanks for the flowers every night" and nearly giuliettas whole speech at the beginning of hand me the wine and the dice is a direct quote
also a memory of a happy moment is a rough translation of a french phrase they keep repeating in the book at roughly the same moments that that melody/phrase repeats in the musical. its "un souvenir leger pour toi" "a sweet memory for you"
"my darling george i love you how dramatic can you be"
this is entirely a book thing and not a musical thing. but. in the book. rose speaks very little english and while all the dialogue is written in english, its noted that usually it's actually being spoken in french. which makes sense bc yknow....shes french............but anyway during either the scene at the cafe where she meets alex or possibly on the train, it's noted during one of the sentences she says to alex that he blushed because iT WAS THE FIRST TIME SHED USED TU INSTEAD OF VOUS FOR HIM and i was like. sobbing. french grammar romance. thats so cringe i love it. "oooo im gonna flirt with you by using the informal you"
just the fact that the scene when alex comes back to see rose in her super successful show completely mirrors the start of the musical when he first meets her. "hugo be a dear and get our guest an armagnac" "are you sure you want me to accept? very well then i ACCEPT" "i must have been the only one who didnt throw you roses"
in the book the house at pau is called "les pervenches" and pervenches are periwinkle flowers!!!!
listen like. the scene where they move george to sit by the fire so they can lie to jenny about how he died is like somber and ominous in the musical, with the music matching that vibe, but in the book it just ends up (possibly accidentally) being kind of funny bc rose, alex, and hugo drag his body into their room and then are like "fuck what do we tell jenny"
"one cup of fresh coffee buys two kisses"
giulietta and george's friendship honestly
the fact that giulietta is the one person who is reasonable and not bitter about things. the fact that when george is like "me n rose are over its me n you now" shes like "lmao no its not ur in love with rose and thats cool"
and i love that she was the best man at their wedding. i think marcel was rose's maid of honor. i think marcel and giulietta would get along they have their heads screwed on right
and then i love that he had her speak at his funeral. and he was right about it. george was like "i want my funeral to be a Ragin Good Time" and giulietta was the only person who understood this assignment
right this post is so long and its gonna be over now but the point is. i love this musical and if anyone else likes it at all please talk to me lol
#aspects of love#andrew lloyd webber#my aspects of love era#<-tag to block if u dont wanna hear abt this musical bc this will happen again#im still determined to write rose x giulietta fanfic where the target audience is literally just me#lmao
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Tell me the lore of your Millie. You’ve intrigued me and also if you have a design to maybe draw that would be cool
you sly dog, you got me monologuing.
i'll draw later-
note; includes hints of a slight crossover w pokemon uranium, yet nothing much besides the news station's report.
WARNING: LONG. I AM ALSO KINDA BAD AT WRITING.
yknow how i mentioned she looked like a victorian era orphan? well, she spent majority of her early life in foster homes. she doesn't remember much, so i can't really say much more on that topic.
she was adopted by the fitsimmons when she was 8, and at first they seemed to be a lovely family; she had a bed to sleep in, food to eat, and a roof over her head, unlike many of her previous homes. when she turned 10, she started to catch on to how... weird they were. for starters, they only ever fed her vegan-friendly diets without proper vitamin supplements, so she was dealing with iron and calcium deficiencies. and occasionally they tried to have 'the talk' with her. when she accepted, it turned out said talk was just telling her she was allergic to almost all meat ( an obvious lie ), so she stopped caring.
She was 12 when the bullying and depression started up. each day when she went to school, she faced what can only be described as torment. usually the abuse from her peers was mental, but sometimes it would be physical; broken bones, scraped knees, and a left forearm so mangled it needed to be amputated were some of the main injuries sustained. Sooner or later she found homestuck, and started reading it. she found a sense of comfort in the story as a whole, yet especially vriska. with this sense of solstice, she slowly recovered, which was greatly helped when she was placed in her grandfather's care due to her parents taking up a career overseas.
Soon, we come to the main story. The day of her supposed demise was an eventful one. nothing interesting happened until around 9PM; her family gathered around the TV, watching as a news reporter talked about a nuclear disaster happening to a nearby region. she took the oppertunity to sneak out to the workshed, thus her fate was sealed. Man, the news didn't lie; radioactive air had already made it's way to their small coastal town, and it was hard to breathe. That didn't matter to Millie, though, considering she had just found her adoption papers. but before she could get them, a metal claw grabbed her waist, and she was pulled into the nightmare we all know. After the fact, after the nightmare, Millie managed to get out of the animatronic's cage despite her injuries, and with her last strength, started reading the papers. Nothing interesting recorded at first, but she felt there was something urgent in there she needed to see before she passed. Soon enough, she found the page. skimming through the words, trying to find those damned words, that damn name. She only managed to read it in her final seconds. Birth name: Millicent Rose Afton.
The final words she read as a living person. The final thought she'd have. These 3 words had been so important to her, she failed to notice the black inchor dripping from her neck before she collapsed, seemingly dead.
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Here's where we divert our attention away from her POV for. 'i cant fucking write mhy hands are sore' reasons.
After her disappearance, rumours started to spread of a mysterious figure roaming in the graveyard below jumper's cliff. almost like a spirit cursed to roam the earth forever more... Reports of the figure revealed that it was feminine, and appeared to have died a teenager. while it seemed mainly human, certain limbs, half of it's face, it's ears, and it's apparent fluffy tail, showed a likeness to an old freddy's animatronic. alongside that, it was always seen with a murder of ravens surrounding it, and a black cat by it's side.
this strange cryptid was thus named nevermore, the raven-friend only spoken of in whispers. nobody knows if it's hostile, but not even the cockiest of adventurers dared to find out.
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Notes from when I was going insane 4.10
What I want
Is what I wanted from the start
Perfection
But
I cannot handle the truth
Perfection is stagnation
I want something beyond perfect
I found perfect
But
It didnt make itself very hidden to be honest
I am built to seek perfection
Not what to do when I find it
…
I am not built to do anything but seek out perfection
If I find it and I have
Then I will destroy it
To become something beyond perfect!!
[redacted]
[redacted]
Why not just accept it
Give it up
[redacted]
You can drop the act and go home now
Get off the stage and enjoy the bounty of the wilds
Be boring
[redacted]
[redacted]
I dont want to
I dont want to
Why even be human then
Why be human if humans are imperfect
Why not be perfect
…
Be boring
…
But
…
Open arms
NO
TRYING TO KILL ME
THATS ALL IT IS
[redacted]
ARGHHHHHHH
WE ARE HUMANS
WE ARE HUMANS
WE SEE THE PAST SO WE CAN PREDICT THE FUTURE
THE PRESENT IS OUT OF REACH TO US
[redacted]
Why am I alive
[redacted]
What am I
And to what do I strive for?
I… I want to exist
And be human
…
I can be perfect
In another time
In another body
And have and will
[redacted]
Thats silly
Why not accept it, embrace it
Even if its suffering
Why throw it away?
This creation
I can fix it
Not really
I dont wanna be redeemed
I dont wanna reject humanity
I dont want reality
Reality is lame and bad and boring
Quiet
Too quiet
…
I dont know
I dont want to be
Loving
I tried to love
And it almost got me killed
And the will to live
Is stronger than love
Ultimately
And I know this as a fact
So why
Even
Bother
With love
…
Maybe to die out of love
Is what I should strive to do
Perhaps
But no one is lovable
[redacted]
Why love
…
I just want to be alone
Instead of hurt
Kill myself before nature gets to me first
…
Love is a waste of time
Love is beyond time
Whatever
I still am Me
I exist in the past to predict the future
[redacted]
But thatd make me rejected by my peers ecen more than I already am
Nobody would want me
And I will die even faster
[redacted]
But you wanted to die, no
Right
So why not die THIS way instead
Well
True
Its a bit on the boring sidw
[redacted]
Its too predictable
Yknow
I dont like that
Its boring
I dont feel hope
When I already know the outcome
You see
I foretell my own defeat
Well
Why not lie and say
Oh oh
You can win
Nope
Too smart unfortunately
I see my defeat
…
As clearly as I see my own death every day
…
Well
What makes it defeat
I didnt get the outcome I wanted
You have too high standards
That is true
[redacted]
But
To be honest
I demand love ironically enough
[redacted]
Thats what I want in ever each outcome
I can foretell its loss
Because I recognize it and the conditions that allow it
Why do you demand love
When love is everywhere anyway
…
Love is anywhere everywhrr blahblahblah
As if
The rain still falls
The rain still is falling
And always will
I dont want love
Errrrrr
Love bad
I demand love
Not this fake love thats everywhere
I want
…
I want
…
Something, something else
Im not sure what
I want to go home
When I foretell my defeat
I foretell that love is dead and I can do nothing about ut
Im on the losers side
Alone
I wanted my peers to care about me
I felt
Robbed
Incomplete
Nothing cared about me
It says
Go ahead and die
They cast me aside
I dont want that
I foretell that
Every step of the way
I see a loveless land
Awful
[redacted]
A cruel struggle
Oh
Oh why
I dont want this
See
Why be loving
I foretell its a waste of my time
Although
Everything is a waste of time anyway
Since nothing ever matters
Well
Then why do I exist
Why am I here then
What am I supposed to do
[redacted]
Perhaps that is what I must do
No human should exist alone
…
But people are ugly
Loveless
Godless
Awful
They do not seek to love
For good reason
Why even try
I will fail for decades before succeeding
But
I supposeeeeee
It is a success
Eventually
Sigh
Yeah
I guess
[redacted]
Eventually
…
Hmmmm…
[redacted]
[redacted]
…
My memories are sad memories
Of no hope
Sad songs
Cant even be happy
So cold
The rain keeps falling
…
Why bother loving
…
I foretell my defeat
Why commit
…
[redacted]
WHY LAY DOWN AND DIE
WAITING TO BE EATEN
…
ARGH!!!
Why do I exist
Why
[redacted]
I suffer
The visions
Memories
[redacted]
…
Maybe
I can reject this
And do something else
Maybe…
I can try to be
Something else
Let go of the past
Not even bother with the future
…
I am scared of what I cannot predict
The fear of death, this cursed blood
Is stronger than love
…
No
Love is perfect
…
Perhaps that is redemption
…
…unable to be love
I try ever each day to get closer to it
However futile my attempts
Its hopeless though
I can never be perfect
Be not cursed
I see my defeat
I see my defeat
Why even bother
…
Blood cannot ever be perfect
Not ever be uncursed
Less bad
But not good
Let alone good enough
But
…
Maybe
…
I can reject the past…
Try to change the future
[redacted]
Why bother
Why bother dreaming
Unappreciated and alone
Unheard
Why bother!!!!!
My dreams
Nobody cared
Not even I cared
Nobody!!!!
Why bother fighting destiny and fate
0 percent chances
Why bother
Why why why
[redacted]
Perhaps
That is love
[redacted]
Why fight
To love
Thats why
To love
What do I love?
[redacted]
My eyes turn to it
And I am there
My treasure
…
[redacted]
[redacted]
What is love
What is worth loving
Why bother
Why bother
That is love
[redacted]
Than love is bad
A waste of time
Nature always wins
Love bad
Why bother fighting
I love nothing
Nothing ever loved me
Thats not true
That isnt true
That isnt true
Something once DID love me
I still remember
I always will remember them
I still remember
I do
Fight for them
To make them happy
To make them happy
…
Just them
…
Just me too
…
[redacted]
…
Why bother loving
If nothing ever even loved me
Something did love me
I was loved
…
I wonder why
Why did they love
Naively?
Im not sure
Why they loved
Love is weak and bad and imperfect and changing too much
Bad bad bad
No
Love is stillness
Bad bad bad
No
…
I dont want to love
Love is a waste of time
No
Love is where I am home
…
I see
…
Love is where I am home
[redacted]
I might as well be dead
[redacted]
I dont understand
I am incomplete
Without love, I am incomplete
But
[redacted]
[redacted]
[redacted]
When I look in the mirror
I see my loved ones
Then I see me, inside my head and inside my chest
I am not used to seeing
Blood
The blood within this shell
Pulsing in defiance of inevitability
…
Im not used to seeing blood
It makes it all the more tragic
To see others fall away
…
I wish I saw the clouds
Whenever I looked in the mirror
…
Thats my dream, then
A simple dream
I want to commit to that
When I look in the mirror
I see the clouds
That would make me
happy
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You dont need to sort through it as “quickly” as possible. Take a deep breath. Now take some more. Go easy on yourself. No one would be so annoyed that they would hurt you. And if someone were to ever hurt you then please let me know so I can hurt them….take things one step at a time. See what you actually want out of life. You have to know what you actually want before making concrete steps in that direction.
I cant know who this was from but I've read it a million times in the last year or two from whenever it was sent.
I just logged in thinking, this is a tumblr vent not a finsta one.
I'm so overwhelmed by life and growing up (the usual, am I not always in this state? Jk I guess a couple years ago, no, that wasnt what i was talking about on here lols)
I was gonna be like nobody prepares you for interviews and job applications but technically they do in grade 10 careers but gee the real deal is so much scarier and like.... it really is just based on you. Like some ppl just got it and others don't. I have no social skills lol and out here in the real world it really shows.
It's like gr9 RUSH all over again. I went from being the cream of the crop in my cohort in uni and being amazing at leading meetings and connecting with classmates to suddenly being back at the bottom of the barrel. It feels like they poured us from one barrel to another bigger one except you know how the foam gets left behind when you pour steamed milk into a cup? It feels like that. It feels like I'm just hanging out there by myself still stuck to the sides of the first barrel when everybody has moved on and I don't have the social or even technical skills honestly to get myself from the first barrel to the bigger one without the flow of the rest of the crowd to carry me. As soon as we hit 4th year it became every (wo)man for themselves and stopped being collective. Like for the 18 years before that we all progressed forward together every year at exactly the same rate yknow? I got complacent.
I didn't realize we were just walking towards the starting line for a race and were expected to start running at the whistle of graduation. It's like I didn't even know the route of the course that we were on and now I finally just got a hold of a map. Or it's as if I'd never heard a whistle before so I didn't realize that was our cue. Or lmaooo like I sneezed at the exact same time as the whistle and ended up not hearing it. So now I gotta figure out how I can keep going even tho I can barely see everybody turned some corners and I can't even see what's on the other side of the bend yet.
But the point is that I've found the map now so imma just have to figure out a route on my own and trust it and keep going.
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fanfics i wanna write but have absolutely no motivation nor time to
tmc characters being dropped into moomin valley. them trying to get back, but also... not. nobody WANTS to leave, but they know they cant stay. familial bonding. adam is given a mother-figure in the form of moominmama. mark, ruth, jonah, cesar, and dave are all alive (with scars where their fatal wounds were, so its not like they just... appeared into thin air. it was REVIVAL)
snufkin is forced to come to the conclusion that EVERYONE knows he likes moomintroll... except himself. when he finds out hes like... "pardon? you mean im not ill? oh thank goodness... now how do i get rid of it" (he wants to get rid of it bcuz he thinks moomintroll doesnt like him back. yknow the drill)
moomintroll gives snufkin a moomin kiss (shoving his snout into snufkins face, but like... gentle) and runs away. snufkin does Not know what a moomin kiss is. moominmama has to be the one to tell him.
moominvalley characters being dropped into the tmc universe and taking it with stride (nobody develops MAD but they do get quite frightened)
human modern au moominvalley, mostly focusing on joxter and his relationships. lost love, new found love, and being happy in his mid-late 40s. snufkin comes to him for love advice, and he... tells on himself a bit. and then its thats one spongebob meme thats like "you like krabby patties, dontcha squidward" except its joxter pining over muddler. snufkin is also pining over someone (moomintroll) but hes more background.
adam and thatcher dealing with the new found struggles of 1) thatcher with parenthood and 2) adam with being an alternate... thing. adam also explores gender. yay for adam
thats all i can think of right now... from most to least thought out, with the last one being Just thought up of...
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#vent tw#im going to be saying a lot of thing that i want anyone reading this to ignore. do not search for anything i mention. stop reading here.#got it? good. this part is for my eyes only. i just need to vent in a way thatll get my thoughts out of my brain.#ive got. kind of. what id call a public private diary?#im sure i didnt invent the concept but. i needed a spcae to vent and physical stuff felt too findable and most non pysical options were.#i couldnt pick them for one reason or another#so instead of any of those i kind of. maybe sorta#made a fake wattpad account and have been publishing a sort of. hidden in plain sight type of thing.#yknow. something thats out there enough that its theoretically not private so it doesnt feel like im hdding anything#but nobodies going to find it#or if someone does find it ill notice right away cuz. yknow. itll tell me. i see the views i know when im being watched.#and. well. someones watching! haha#just one person i hope. if there was more theyve gotten bored.#i dont know what to do or how i feel and nobody was supposed to see it but someone had and i just have to hope they dont care at all!#yknoe the whole thing was supposed to be all real clever trick my brain into thinking its there for anypne to find so i dont feel bad#while also being completely unfindable#and now someones found it and i cant mention that there cuz now theres a fucking audience#which was the opposite of what i want#fuck. why does my actual original creative writing get nothing yet even dumb uneditted diary where i actively insult the reader get somethin#fuck this whole situation honestly. ill figure out a way to fix it but fuck this.
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Hello yes i finally have another story for yall
(oh ye readers fav character is venti (ofc)
The wind will always be there with you~
How true that sentence would become.
Its just another day at school, you walk to ur locker grab your books and go to class. Little did you know that in another universe, the tone-deaf-bard was putting one of his genius plans in action. He was gonna go into his whisp form and try to sneak into this thing called a school bag. He had heard you talk all about how horrible school was soooo he thought why not see for himself and besides being in your presence is already enough for him. as he puts hits himself in his whisp form and opens the portal to ur bag. as he gets in the first thing he notices is how LITTLE SPACE there is in ur bag. as he tries to find a good spot to settle he hears a voice he had never heard before.
"Hey y/n why dont you go to your friends? Oh wait you dont have any!" As they burst into laughter, you remain silent. You knew damn well nobody here wanted to be ur friend and why WOULD you even want them to be ur friend. But venti does NOT take this well. He could lend you a little hand couldnt he? As he uses the power of anemo to make them fall of their chair. You silently laugh and thank whoever was responsible for that.
As the lesson finally ends you get up but notice your bag has a bit more weight than before. Your first thought was that they put something in your bag, probably to humiliate you when you open your bag so you did the best thing that came up into ur mind. Go to the bathroom and see what they did. You were not gonna give them the satisfaction of making fun of you. You enter the bathroom and place your bag on the sink. When you open it you see the tiny little whisp sitting there, as a look of shock took over your lovely face.
Little bell sound comes out of the whisp (covered?) Mouth (asumingly an apology.)
As he suddenly got into his normal form with a terrible look of guilt on his face. "Im so so sorry your grace i didn't mean to- he got cut off by the thought of a punishment, he was gonna have one either from you or zhongli. Yet you were still in shock i meannn your fav character was standing in front of you and- wait did he just say ur grace- wha-
"hold up what did you just called me?" "Yknow nvm that but please just call me Y/n". He looks up at you in horror "No no no no nooo i cannot do that your grace i-" "Why cant you?" You answer with a deadpan face. "Well a low life being like me calling you by your name simply cant" he answers. "Well i gave you permission didn't i?" He could only stare in disbelief at you. Oh if zhongli found out he would be thrown into a mountain. But then the bell rings. "Okay we can sort this out later but for now i think it would be best for you to keep hiding in the bag okay?"
Okay im too lazy to finish it rn so ig there will be a part 2 later
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☆Crazy for you☆
✰☁️🍯🧸✨✰ Parings: Dark!Yandere Adora x F!Reader
✞ 🕊🧺🍦🌾✞ Warnings: Kidnapping, Drugging, captivity, minor injuries, non-con.
♡° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 🕸🌱🌻♡. Summary: You bump into adora at a party that was a. celebration for her success in defeating Horde Prime, your happy for her.and glad she made it. out safe, you make. small talk with her about how your. planning to move. somewhere else, and she doesn't like it one bit.
A/N: Im gonna start writing head cannons, so in my next post, Expect me to start writing HC's.
-Bang bang! the confetti cannons went off, everyone was jumping around and dancing, Its. not the first time you've been to events like this. You thought these types of parties are just a waste of time, you rather be off training somewhere. But the only reason why you even attended this was just because Adora was pushing you and encouraging you to join her "100th" party that was made for her. After she defeated horde prime, and saved Etheria. you sat down by yourself as you watched awkwardly everyone having fun, you. didn't stay alone for long tho, until Adora came in She-ra form to sit next to you. "Whats wrong?" She asked in concern “Nothings wrong, it just noisy I don’t like it.” You scoffed hugging your knees together. “You wanna go somewhere we’re it’s quiet and peaceful then?” You looked up at adora, it would be good to finally get some fresh air and move away from all the noise.
”Sure” you said getting up to go and follow adora to this ”quiet and peaceful” place. You two started walking towards the whispering woods, within each step you would get deeper and deeper. Where could she possibly be taking you to Go this deep into the whispering woods? “Nobody wil bother us here.” Adora whispered moving some branches and bushes out of the way. Once you stepped into the woods where adora was taking you, your jaw dropped at the beauty of this place. It was drop dead gorgeous! “Adora— how did you know this place even existed?” you questioned looking puzzled. “That’s a Secret.” she said looking back at you with a smirk. “O-okay.” You stumbled “But I’ve never seen anything like this.” “How come the horde or horde prime never found out about it? I never any of horde primes drones or stupid bots here.” “Because it’s hidden.” Adora said sitting down and patting a spot, hinting for you to sit next to her.
You sat next her and layed your head on her lap, which made her blush a bit. “Where are you going after the wars over?” she asked playing with your hair..“Thats what I wanted to talk to you about, I wanna move away from Etheria.” ”Wait- what do you mean you wanna move away? This is your home!” She argued tightening her grip around your hair. “Adora- I know its crazy- but Im just tired of being here all the time. I wanna explore planets, just like you did.” Adora scoffed at your stupid idea. ”Well I didn’t explore it. And it was really dangerous, I almost died Y/N.” Adora said looking annoyed. You moved your head from her lap and looked at her giving the same expression. “I can handle myself Adora. Im going to a safe one, not a. “Dangerous“ one.” ”So your just going to leave, just like that?” “Does anybody else know?” Adora argued, now standing up.
”No, and nobody needs to know. Because they know I can handle myself.” You yelled, ”Not by yourself!” “What are you gonna do if you get hurt and nobody is there to help?“ “Or when your in immediate danger?” I cant just fly up to save you yknow!” God, why was Adora being so annoying? She knows your good at fighting, And can wiggle yourself out at any situation! ”I mean who’s even taking you?” “Have you even figured that out yet?” She was entirely right, nobody was there to take you. but you still could go! “With entrapta’s help, I can go.!” “I Don’t need you protecting me! I’m going and that’s final!” You said getting up to walk out of the whispering woods. “No your not.” “A-Adora?” “Your not leaving me.” “W-wait!” Adora roughly grabbed your hair again and pulled you back onto the ground. Knocking you out cold.
(Theres gonna be a part 2 but its coming really soon.)
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