#cant believe i never played it b4

[she-anemone]

managed to beat castlevania 1 in one sitting! thank you save states!!!

[burningfaith]

NOT THE CON VOLUNTEERS ASKING ME FOR PARENTS' PERMISSION 😭😭

[chainsawworld]

It's not the same archie but I still care about him very much

[uriel-is-best-girl]

Kingdom two crowns orv AU

Maybe spoilers??? Idk

Featuring yjh with a golden crown, black horse, black clothes and a white fur cape or coat bc f the color schemes I think that looks cool. And kdj wearing the opposite color scheme, with a white shirt and long black cloak with white fur around the edges that hangs down to cover his eyes.

!!!OPTIONAL INFODUMP ON HOW KINGDOM TWO CROWNS WORKS!!!!

Ok so first things first for anyone who doesnt know what kingdom two crowns is its a side scrolling videogame where you play as a monarch rebuilding your kingdom from scratch and every night these monsters called the greed cone out of portals to attack you, and they slowly get stronger. They take your money, and can turn your workers into homeless peasants by stealing their money. You 'die' if the greed steal your crown. You move through different islands by repairing your ship and each island will have stronger mounts or hermits which can help you (and these are unlocked with gems). Every island will have a final portal that defeating will stop the greed from returning on that island. You cant beat the first island without going to different islands first (as far as ik anyway).

!!!AU STARTING HERE!!

Yjh as the monarch rebuilding/building a kingdom ti fight against the greed. Kdj as one of the hermits/ the dude who will hold onto your gems for you. The vibes im feeling are yjh struggling in what feels like a hopeless battle, exploring ruins to find anything that could help his kingdom survive. Hes just repaired his boat to move on to another island in search of a stronger mount when kdj appears wearing a cloak and looking sketchy af. Yjh still has some gems on him and kdj, with his untrustworthy smile, offers to hold onto them for him. Yjh is suprised bc in all his regressions (yea, regression is happening :/) hes never seen kdj. Yjh doesnt trust kdj or believe him about holding onto his gems, but he wants to know why kdj has nvr appeared b4 so he asks kdj to join him. Kdj is like nah, and blah blah eventually yjh ends up giving kdj 1 gem to see what happens. He thinks worst case scenario hell just start over. Then next island yjh cant find kdj again for weeks and hes pissed. But then kdj appears again by that half rebuilt boat with that grin of his and with yjhs gem.

And kdj stays there, offer always open to hold onto the gems. Sometimes kdj will even offer yjh advice. Advice that turns out to be life-saving. Anyways so yjh gets attached to the mysterious man, and everytime he travels to a new island he is worried about kdj not reappearing. But he always does.

Hmm ok so why dont the greed chase kdj? Bc hes a wizard, magical boy, whatever, and can cast a spell that makes him hidden from the world, so he can watch as an observer. Before the regressions began, kdj lived in the woods with his mom. Non of the cannon trauma, kdj's dad was killed when he was young bc kdj's mom was a witch and modern laws and law enforcement werent there so he dead b4 kdj can rlly remmeber him. However we do have some trauma with how isolated kdj was and also his mom was shunned from the current kingdom (of which yjh was the prince) for being a witch and idk ppl also probably tried to kill them for that and all. So that means that the hidding magic is one of the first things kdj is taught. Bc he had to use it so often he can cast this spell w/out a book or other ritual aids, but all other spells he needs extra materials for andd his spellbook. So that means he totally gets yjh to essentially go on fetch quests for him with the reward of stuff like "strengthened city walls", or "a boutiful harvest".

Anyways, back to the backstory, when kdj becomes an adult, he goes off on his own, wandering through the woods and being a hermit, collecting books/exploring ruins and avoiding ppl bc he has trust issues ofc. Hmm, need an origin story for the greed, do they appear out of nowhere? Ummm, so one day the earth trumbles and the air crunches and outside of the kingdom black rocks fly together to form arcs, and with a firey woosh purple illusory flames appear inside the arcs, and out of these portals run these black and oily child sized figures which begin to wreak havoc and the apocalypse starts.

Yjh cannot even begin to save his kingdom this first time because its so sudden, hes caught up in the havoc of just trying to survive like everyone else. Then, just as hes about to pass out from blood loss or smthing, a cloaked figure appears before him and asks him "do you want to save your kingdom?" When yjh blearily answers yes, kdj smiles and says cryptically "many have failed, but perhaps, you will be different".

So then yjh blacks out and bc he was dying he forgets this. Kdj takes him away and heals him, then leaves him somewhere safe with only his crown and a horse to try and rebuild and survive. He fails, and when he dies he wakes up again with only his crown and a horse. He doesnt remmeber kdj.

Okay okay more backstory time, not only was kdjs mom a witch, but also their family are some of the only ones who had records of and knew about the coming apocalypse, some generations try and stop it, others mearly standby. So when it comes around again kdj decides he wants to try and help, that maybe this time will be different, and will end the apocalypse for good.

So yjh continues on, this mysterious yet helpful man coming and going, working to defeat a the portals on every island. Finally he makes it back to very first island, where it all began. This time when he goes to attack the last portal, kdj appears and tags along. Used to kdjs sporadic and confusing behavior, yjh thinks nothing of it.

But at the end of this final portal, on the very first island, is the king who was supposed to be dead. Yjh looks at the father he barely knows or recognizes with horror, and, the truth beggining to dawn on him, anger. The truth of the apocalypse was that it was always caused by a previous king who had defeated the previous apocalypse and, in the height of their kingdom and success, become corrupt with greed, until when they die their spirits cant accept it and they bring about the apocalypse once again. This is the secret that kdjs family knew, and he helped yjh not knowing him but hoping he would be different. And he was right, yjh would be different.

Anyways after that yjh forces kdj to come back with him, and having helped in the fight kdj is too exhausted to actually fight or run away like he ussually does and then they live happily ever after in their kingdom (yjh gives kdj a crown and makes him a ruler as well, claiming that kdj helped just as much but we all know the real reason he does that is bc he wants kdj to stay and also ppl will think theyre married which yjh does not mind).

I forgot to add but the reason kdj only appeared after a couple regressions is bc of that underlying fear from his youth about ppl hating him. And the only reason he appears at all is bc he wants to help and finally decides to risk trying it.

Once again im sorry to anyone reading this bc i am not editing...

[s4ijoh]

CHARACTER ANALYSIS. OIKAWA TOORU

DISCLAIMER: this is based on my personal opinion. you have every right to disagree.

WARNINGS: suggestive themes

early on his teenage years, i think oikawa would be one to often mistake having a crush with being in love. therefore, he falls out of love just as fast he fell in - but dont get him wrong, he is still treating his partners with the utmost respect during their time together but once realization hits him, he recognizes he is wasting his time and he is not sugarcoating it, he is leaving - he learns to not get attached to any of his partners because he has seen many of them come and go + will start to grow frustrated with all these hopeless relationships. so he learns to not take them too seriously. his relationships were mainly boring and, to him, always felt temporary, like they were always missing something, some meaning (ill mention this further on!!) 

so, it is true he gets out of a relationship as fast as he got into it: and i think this is where he might get his womanizer reputation from, although that couldn’t be further from the truth - he is not on a selfish quest to satisfy his needs, he doesnt see every girl as someone to conquer. i dont think he is one to actively look for a relationship - if the girl likes him and he thinks she’s pretty, once again, he might mistaken his crush for love and get into a relationship w her, only to realize, later on, that he was not actually in love with her - nor is he one to actively seek for sex, like he won’t seduce girls to get laid. it might eventually lead to that point but it usually happens because it just seems people cant resist his charms and he usually ends up going with the flow. he wont persuade people on purpose tho, hes just being his usual genuine charming and flirtatious self. but dont think im delusional, i know hes not an angel, he will sometimes flirt with people just for the sake of it, no second intentions tho he’s just finds it fun to tease them a little.

that being said i also believe he started messing around very early. (+ im not sexualizing a minor, we all know people are having sex b4 theyre 18 so dont even get me started, ffs). i see him as someone who is curious about sex and so when he got into his first relationship, both parties agreed they were ready so they were like,, well, why not? honestly, it was not too bad but it was not great either, he was disappointed for it was not as extraordinary as he had expected it to be. was this what people yearned for oh so desperately, he doesn't get it.

eventually, when his first girlfriend breaks up with him he doesnt seem all too phased and gets over it in a couple days. - we have seen that on the anime, when his nephew mentions that his girlfriend broke up with him, hes not that bothered although im aware it might as well been him trying to hide his pain but, for the sake of this story, i dont think this is the case.

he learns that despite all his curiosity, sex is not something that is essential to him. on future relationships, he keeps chasing after that ecstatic feeling everyone keeps talking about - he wants to know what the fuss is all about - but to no use bc still, he can’t quite put the finger on it but, he is never quite satisfied, it lacks something.

and this, ladies and gentlemen, is where it gets interesting. i very much believe that, that something, is a strong emotional bond with his partner! he is a gemini mars!! and, bear with me here, it takes a lot to keep him interested but when he has sex with someone that he truly loves... hes whipped. like, the experience is mindblowing, hes immediately wrapped around your finger!! he will put all his effort into making sure your relationship lasts and!! as i mentioned before, hes not one to give everything up for a one night stand or whatever womanizer/fuckboy behaviour people always portray him to have. hes not playing games, he would never break someone’s heart on purpose. and now, that he thinks he finally found the one, much less. he feels it in his gut, that this one is meant to last and he’s definitely not letting go of you!

you introduce him to a whole new world! hes getting butterflies every time you come around, hes never experienced this before? the feeling is so strong and this baby feels so overwhelmed. is this what falling in love feels like? he now gets what people meant about the beauty of being in love.

he is definitely seeing the world through rose tinted glasses, now that he is in love, the world around him is so much more beautiful. he has so much love inside of him that he projects it onto every little thing. he finds beauty in the colourful leaves falling to the ground when autumn is just around the corner and days are getting shorter and suddenly, his walks back home are not as dull for he finds comfort in the dimly lit street, watching as fireflies cling onto the warmth radiating from the streetlamps - yes he is a romantic!

you will find this man talking about you to all of his friends which, despite popular belief, didnt happen regarding his past girlfriends because he had more important things on his mind, had other priorities, but suddenly he is all you can think about, his mind is inundated with thoughts of you! he has an ! urge ! to talk about you, about every little detail he can remember about you; how you snore ever so lightly or how your hands are always warm. he wants to show you off to all his friends and wants them to see how lucky he is to have you. he won’t shut up about you but honestly his friends are so happy for him they wont mind his never ending babbling.

in the end, even though life might eventually send the both of you on your separate ways, he will always hold onto the way you made him feel - he will never forget you were his first true love - and he is so thankful that he got to experience it in this lifetime with you. he is forever in debt to you for showing him what it feels like to be in love. you changed his life, as dramatic as it might sound for once he has experienced this kind of bond he is never going back to his old ways, he now knows what devotion is all about.

[brushes-of-sage]

If all 8 parts dont come thru blame tumblr and their ask limit frozen au idea: ok so yeah varian was born with ice powers(btw i have no idea if hugos adopted in this au or not, it might come back later, my brain is just spitting things at me atm)Varian hugo quirin and ulla were a happy family until one day and accident involving alchemy, ice magic, and a startled alchemist involves in both parents getting trapped in a giant amber trap(Hugo comes in just as the amber finishes consuming them)(1/8)

After this, varian is scared of himself and his abilities both in magic and alchemy. He now wears his gloves 24/7 as opposed to just during experimenting(varian is 9, hugo is 8 kinda like elsa and anna but flipped(i think)) Any confidence he had in his abilities is immediately shattered and try as he might he cant seem to free his parents with magic alchemy or both. Hugo tries to help as much he can but varian is too scared and doesnt want to hurt him. After doing some research,(2/8)

he tries to ask for the trolls help but they cant so he requests they erase his memories of varians power, for fear of hurting his brother (he cant seem to keep hugo out of his lab. He feels horrible about it but cant risk hurting his only family left) Btw i dont c varian hurting hugo accidentally as well i dont think he could emotionally handle it, but all u angst writers, knock urselves out. Fast forward a few years and varian is 21 and about to be crowned king bc he still hasnt found(3/8)

a way to free his parents. While at the coronation party hugo meets donella, quickly filling the mother role he wished he had. Little does he know, she is only posing as a foreign dignitary bc she heard rumors about a magical prince hiding in arendelle and wants to exploit/study it. By the end of the evening she determines its not hugo, but hopes getting in hugos good graces could help getting to varian. Fast forward to the ballroom, the brothers argue (about what i dunno), ice spikes, (4/8)

varian runs, hugo leaves to follow him, and leaves donella in charge. I also headcannon he gets his memories back as the movie goes on bc reasons. Along the way, he runs into belle, a hardened ice harvester whos seriously annoyed about this snow storm in july.(dont worry guys hugo and belle dont fall in love, theyre just friends)They trek their way up the mountain while varian builds himself an ice lab cuz hes a dork. Along the way they meet ice ruddiger("Im sorry u 2 made a snow raccoon but(5/8

not a snowman?" "shut up Belle")So they make it to the lab, Hugos impressed, he wants to reconcile, but varian still has Confidence Issues, insert first time in 4evr reprise and whoopsies Hugos heart is frozen and his hair is turning blue(its already blond) and Belle takes him to the trolls. They tell him “an act of true love” like b4 but they interpret it as familial/platonic love bc that love doesnt get enough love. He thinks its donella bc just like how anna was desperate for love,(6/8)

hugo was desperate for some sort of parental figure, and rushes back, insert evil monologue by donella here. The rest of the movie pretty much plays out as b4: varian is captured, donella continues playing good guy, hugo gets out of the locked library, slowly freezing as he makes his way across the fjord insert art by mom, love heals, parents are finally free, gates are open roll credits. This is honestly something ive been thinking about all day and this au now lives in my mind rent free.(7/8)

I know there are plot holes and missing elements, but this is what i have so far, i lowkey love it, and if u have any questions pls ask, i wanna elaborate this au as much as possible and questions will help and pls tag mom i want her to c this. Sorry if this is too long i just have a lot of thoughts. And oh my goodness that means so much that you've gotten invested tysm(8/8) -💙

Response under cut

Okay, first off oh my heart, I need this movie now akfjakfja (and tagging @cinn-a-mom too ‘cause bless)

So lil Varian is the partial cause of the encasement, right? ‘Cause oh gosh, this poor kid being so enthused by alchemy and now has powers and all of that building up to encasing his parents?? Someone give him a hug 🥺🥺 (and omigosh if this does end up being where Hugo is somehow adopted into the family, just ohhhhh, him coming in at that moment is just *tears*)

And ohhhhh, I love how you slightly changed it to, if I understood right, Varian requesting that the trolls take away Hugo’s memories of his powers - ‘cause this kid is just wanting to help and Varian is scared and worried of hurting him, so he sees this as an option to protect him. (And ohhh, while the angst of him accidentally hurting Hugo with his powers is definitely wonderful, now I’m just imagining smol Varian going to the trolls and pleading for them to help and then coming to the decision to take away Hugo’s memories. Like OH MY HEART-)

And ohhh, I don’t think it’d play such a big part in the story, but as they’re both growing up, who’s acting regent at the moment? Or at least I’m just musing how things would be as they’re growing up since they were kids when Quirin and Ulla were encased (and if you don’t have any thoughts for it yet, that’s totally cool 🤗)

Ajfkakfjka Donella posing as a foreign dignitary to find the ‘magical prince’ to study is ahhhhhhhh- And then Hugo being drawn to her as the mother figure he’d always wanted and lacked for so long????? Lemme just

*sobs*

(Ajfkakdj Varian is SUCH A DORK OMIGOSH I LOVE HIM)

And omigosh, the whole dynamics between Belle and Hugo would be hilarious (“Shut up Belle” while she’s laughing yessss) Also snow/ice Ruddiger is absolutely adorable ahhhhh!

Hnnnnnngggg First Time I’m Forever Reprise and Hugo believing that Donella could break the spell (and ahhhhhh, I can just barely imagine how that monologue would go down - how she was never there for him, why would anyone want him - oh gosh, insert “More Than Just the Spare” ‘cause that’s literally how he’s feeling ahhhh - aldjgjlad even more so especially if he was adopted/taken in because he’ll feel even more isolated after all of this had happened, which is another reason why he was drawn to Donella in the first place)

And then cue Cinn’s art where Hugo sacrifices himself for Varian and we’re here to see all of the tears and sobbing and feels akfjakfjaj

BUT OMIGOSH I FREAKING LOVE THIS - Varian and all of his issues in confidence and his struggle to overcome it, Hugo and his issues in wanting to feel loved from having been pushed away for so long, you mentioned Belle was hardened so I’m excited to see her soften up ajfkakdj, and then DONELLA HECK YEAH - I was not expecting the route you took but I love it so much that it gave me chills ahhhhhh.

Wonder how Quirin and Ulla react to all of this once they get out ‘cause they’ve all grown so much and their kingdom as well

I freaking love this AU and the angst lord in me, while quite enjoying the soft and the fluff, is grinning quite malevolently at the angsty scenes hehehehehe, but seriously, this is AWESOME 😱

[cozycornerwritings]

grey-eyed anon from earlier. I love Deku, and prohero!Deku AU make go 😳 just turned 18 and I've never been on a date b4 so idk what kind of activities I'd like so I googled ideas, I feel like I'd be into movie dates and coffee dates maybe arcade dates, as for food 👀👀👀 I like any food except fish, I like steak, I like fruits and milk (lactose intolerant but that ain't stopping me)

Although y’all kinda had a thing in highschool, Deku wanted to ask you out formally after school ended. He knew that pro-hero life was dangerous, and wanted to make the most of the time he has with you. One day while hanging out at home your phone dings with a message.

🐰🍀:Hey, what are you doing.

You: hey midoriya :D I’m just snacking, why

🐰🍀: Can you do me a favor and dress up? I have a mission and cant do it alone.

Deku had planned this out carefully, even practicing in the mirror a bit. Once you got the text, you did just that. You got ready in an outfit that made you feel amazing, determined to help deku with his hero work. Once you finish getting ready you hear the doorbell ring. After a few quick breaths to pump yourself up, you go and open the door. Standing in front of you is Midoriya in a nice button down shirt with a bouquet of fresh daisies.

“What are the daisies for?” You ask, still believing that you are doing this to help.

Deku laughs a little while a blush colors his face, “Just trust me, are you ready to go?”

You nod and set the daisies inside. Deku waits in the doorway, happily watching your short little figure as you get your things to leave. He looks you up and down instinctively, then turns his head away, trying to keep his thoughts clean. You quickly walk out, pumped for your mission.

“The theatre we are going to is only a short walk away through town.” Deku smiles down at you, slipping his hand into yours. The warmth of his palm makes you blush. You feel his fingers intertwine with yours, the roughness of his hand against your soft skin. If this wasn’t a mission, you might let your mind wander into lewder places.

You enter the movie theatre and you two go up to the very back row seats, over looking the rest of the theatre room. Surely this is part of the mission, you two need the view of everyone else in the room, right? He watches as you sit beside him, his eyes glued onto you. You turn to look at him, seeing his piercing green gaze staring at you. Embarrassed, you lower your eyes, earning a chuckle from him.

The lights in the room lower as the movie starts, yet the theatre is nearly empty. You lean toward deku, trying not to let your feelings distract you, “So, which person in this room are you checking out for the mission.”

Deku, with a red face and pounding heart confesses, “the only person I’m checking out in this room is you.”

Your heart catches in your throat and you whip your head to look at him, “what??”

You watch in the dim lighting as deku scratches the back of his neck with an embarrassed laugh, “I wasn’t sure how to ask you out, we’ve been best friends for so long.” He looks back over at you with a sweet smile. “My mission was to ask you out.”

Your heart flutters and you sit with your mouth open. “DEKU WHAT” you shove his shoulder. “I can’t believe you!!”

He giggles a little bit, over joyed at the smile coming onto your face, “It seemed like an amazing idea when I wrote it down.” Deku leans in close to you, gesturing with his hands, “And by the look on your face I would say mission complete.”

You squint at him playfully, “I haven’t said yes.” You watch as he fake pouts, fighting a smile. “Fine yes mission completed. But don’t pull something like that again! I thought I was gonna see a villain today!”

He opens up his arms to you, asking for a hug of forgiveness. You happily accept, nearly climbing over the arm of the chair to get to him. As he holds you in his warm embrace, you feel him place a kiss on the top of your hair.

To be totally honest you don’t even remember the movie playing in the background.

I hope you enjoyed it ❤️ feel free to hit up my inbox whenever! Loved making it!

[schaefferisqueen]

AVPSY Song Ranking

Ok so this is avpsy... so .... confession time. erm, I have never watched avpsy the whole way thru..... oops. Ive watched parts of it and I know the plot. but. too long for me to sit thru oops. ANYWAYS sry this took a while erm I had to go and find each song and listen to them to make sure I knew wtf they were. so. took a while once again.... pretty controversial but not as much as my other ones lmao so HERE U GO

13. This is the End (ok so I love evanna Lynch and Richard ,,,,, but this was not a good opener song oops I rlly dont like. it just,,,, not good I dont like the lyrics and um,, harmonies not so good oops and yes I know they had like 2 days of rehearsal in shitty conditions but um,,,, oh well)

12. Senior Year (ok so I kinda like this when it performed at cons see leaky con 2018 but um,,, I rlly dont. the harmonies feel Kinda off to me and ya it doesn't sit right,,,, also u cant rlly see Meredith or jaime the way the set up the staging oops)

11. Tonight This School is Mine (ok so,,, this is ok song I just never rlly vibed with it. like Darren and Lauren do great and I get the whole situation but I just,,,,, dont like it???? idk dont ask me my mind does not make sense)

10. Days of Summer (ok so this is good I love this song normally I just,,,, ya it was sad cuz then harry say bye to everyone and I cry so ya no oops. but it also fun to see everyone together for it so ya that was cool)

9. Everything Ends (I know I know this is ridiculously low like its everyones favorite but I just dont vibe that hard. like it a good song and and hilarious scene especially when Tyler and Joe m show up but its not my fave but HEY top 10)

8. Get in My Mouth (ya I know a lot of ppl hate this song but I think its hilarious Jeff is so chaotic and kills it and the innuendos are amazing also backup dancers slay like go alle-faye sango elona and arielle!!!!!! they kill it I love them also the harmonies are on point also side note Jeffs costume started breaking half way thru the song and its rlly funny lmao)

7. Going Back to Hogwarts Finale (THE FEEEEELLLLLSSSS also fun fact Darren added the ‘I hope you find that swimming pool’ line like 5 min or less b4 going on stage its amazing lmaoooo Albus scarfie potterrrrrrr and Darren and alle-faye r so sweeeeetttt I love themmmmmm and Darren slays)

6. Going Back to Hogwarts (ok so this one was rlly cool cuz they changed the lyrics to match wtf was happening and that is so iconic also joey and Darren legit messing up the lines in the song while looking at the fucking script kills me they so funny I love)

5. Always Dance (aaaahhh this is so good we live for Dylan/Joe duets its great we Stan them also Dylan wearing scarfie is great tooooooo Dylan and Joe sound so good and it such uplifting songgggggggg I love hearing it and it makes me happy and dannceeeee also Joe little boy voice is so funny and the leaping around the stage dance of w/ Joe and Tyler is iconic tooooo also the fact that this whole song was a flashback for ginny and jaime is fucking hilarious as possessed ginny I die)

4. I Was (omfg this song I canttttt its iconic and omg I love Darren and Joe and clark and pierce writing this masterpiece I love themmmmmmmm also if u haven't already find the leaky con 2013 in London of Joe and clark singing this its amazing and they slay and this song is so good and harmonies are so on point and the FEELSSSSS)

3. Wizard of the Year (omfg this songgggggg aj is hilarious and amazing and I can't believe he was only in MAMD b4 this like he wrote songs and shit but this was only the second starkid show he had a role in also aj singing and playing piano and his voice and ugh I love ajjjjjjjjjj he kills it and the song is hilarious cuz its basically a way to diss harry and its great)

2. Sidekick (WOOOOOOO GO JOEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY king kills this song and I love it and I wish it was in apocalyptour but oops oh well also the homecoming version of this is great tooo and the song is hilarious to listen to/watch for the first time cuz joey is so funny and ur not rlly expecting it at first and omfg joey go OFF its a great song and I am also very impressed that Meredith is able to stay still and petrified that whole time like goddam give her a Tony just for that lmao)

1. When You Have to Go Home (WHOOOOO GO OFFFF BRITTANYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I fucking love this song just cuz of Brittany riffs and its so good and she kills it also fun fact she never knew the words and had to ask Tyler every time right b4 she sang also the two of them have the cutest friendship ever also yes this is my fave song purely cuz Brittany but also Joe on his fake bike is so funny its great I loveeeee)

again, sry this took so long BUT HMB is already done w/comments and every thing and starship is ranked, I just need to write in my comments/reasoning lmao. so the next 2 should come fairly fast! ill update y'all on my starship post, but I need to figure out all the avps songs, listen to them, and rank them still and I haven't started BUT it will happen I SWEAR

anyways love u all!

<3, alimay

[thewomanwithmissingfingers]

i cant believe people think back to childhood and go “ooh comfort” parents? a confusing term since my lame dad was too young to be a parent so he left b4 i was born LMAO and um then i had to spend every day (including summers) at a childminder’s home which happened 2 also be a very scary abusive home so i never ever felt safe. the only comforting childhood memories were playing animal crossing on evenings i was actually at my home and my stepdad with over the top anger issues left me/my sister/my alcoholic mum alone or a few times during summer when i was actually with family and we’d go to my mother’s friends houses and i ate strawberries and saw the sun set while sitting on the grass. i had a debilitating physical illness that came close to killing me so of course a lot of those years dont even fucking exist in my head lol i had no conscious brain after not very long.

[zepdeans]

there’s not a lot I can say about s3 that hasn’t already been said (and articulated 200x better) but! here are some of my (albeit dumb) thoughts :~)

ep1 -isak leaning against the bathroom wall gets me EVERY time its such a powerful scene esp introducing you to s3 and tarjei..... spare some talent for the rest of us please -LiTeN gUtTeN fRa StRaNgEr tHiNgS -isak rly ties his pants w a shoelace...... -isak noticing even for the first time bc of his laugh.. whew.... also. i love this intro SOOO much bc its so non-monumental? theres no dramatic music or whatever but its not subtle.... like you know right away o shit love interest!! hello sir!! bc isak’s expression watching him :’) i could go on -isak is a bad liar HOWEVER this only applies to stupid nontrivial things e.g. the black sweatshirt. but when you look at him lying about like, his sexuality, he hides that shit well -”c00l” isak. i hate u so much -honestly all u have to do is look at even for .2 seconds and u can tell this boy has had a crush for a solid month bc he just looks awestruck (HOWEVER henrik’s acting is *chef’s kiss* bc its subtle enough to go undetected b4 you actually know eVEN SAW HIM ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL) -even isak and emma all sitting on the bench together is funny enough on its on but then a song called threeway comes on and like. julie sdshjsfdjfkjskd ep2 -there’s something so endearing about even’s handwriting idek what -i LOVE even’s video w mikael it reveals so much about him to us- how weird (ok we saw how weird he was w the paper towel thing but) and dorky he is? and his love of film! his view on love stories and how he sees the world :( but it also shows a lot abt isak because he saw even making stupid jokes about vladimir putin and was like yeah we about to fall in LOVE love -isak not using headphones to watch even’s video or r+j?? bde or general incompetence what’s the verdict guys -the isak watching r+j scene hits so hard like yall ever think about isak lying in bed at 3am staring at the ceiling probably thinking about how he’s never gonna get a beautiful world-shattering romance like that like ..... also him changing positions skam get out of my life go away ur too realistic -not to make this even more self-projection-y but isak simultaneously being the least emotionally vulnerable person ever but crying during r+j > -i made a post abt this already but even’s INTENSE staring vs isak’s “i have never looked anyone in the eye in my life” gets me it says so much about their characters -even said i see your bde move (asking me to buy you beer) and i raise u with my own (inviting you to my house after faking not having my id) -”if you listen to music” even is such a dick fsdjhsdff -when the message comes on...... i rlly do owe julie my life huh -”have you heard about my rapping?” “I have actually” have we talked about this enough????? 1. isak finally feels comfortable enough w even to flirt and his first move is to RAP for him jesus christ. keep in mind this is the same man who pulled that smooth af ibuprofen line w emma like...... 2. even has heard about isak’s rapping. either this means im-not-on-social-media even went out of his way to go thru homeboy’s instagram OR isak’s rapping is actually talked about. i- -the group chat messages. cant believe i forgot about the 2016 clown epidemic

ep3  -mahdi is a good friend and i love him. thank u -even wearing isak’s cap until he chucks it at him sjksfjsdjsd -how much yall wanna bet isak’s been listening to illmatic on repeat since last friday thinking abt even (even tho meeting sonja shattered his heart a lil) [also kinda an aside but i think a lot about how isak n even bonded over rap and how some homophobic lyrics in 90s etc rap might have impacted them? or how that little detail ties into julie’s story? e.g. halftime by nas, which is on illmatic] -whats worse. even staring into isaks soul wearing a size xs see-through white t shirt or isak staring at even for five (5) seconds before chugging his beer and immediately making out w emma. OR even crashing that party before it can start “i think you guys are bonding too much” cheesy ass shjhfsdhskdf -yall act like evak didnt invent hands. did even shaking isak’s shoulder telling him his apartment is nice mean nothing to u -im convinced robyn wrote call your girlfriend for this scene specifically bc how could anything fit so perfectly by coincidence -is anything better than egging isak on- even bech naesheim (2016) -idk if yall have read the scripts but i love the sock thing so much bc its soo true to how isak thinks and it makes everything so much more interesting and !!!

ep4  -i will never get over even sending isak bad seinfeld memes -even smacking open isak’s locker. first of all whew second of all u think as soon as he got into the stairwell he lowkey cried bc ow -parallel of isak saying “it’s 2016, why are you religious?” to sana vs. emma’s “it’s 2016, get out of the closet” to isak anyone :( -”takk sanasol!!!!” thank u isak for my life -I wanted to be with you aloneeeee -even’s face when he sees the pool like we get it youre a director -how many times do i need to say even is such a dick sjkfsd “does it look like i care about my hair?” “usually but not right now” like this would only work on isak i love soulmates!! -even just.. fully choking isak out ssdhgfd got em -when the first notes of im kissing you start ooh boy -even going in for the kill kiss and isak going from huh to oooo shit and pushing his lips out at the last minute. phenomenal 

ep5 -ngl as soon as im not in love comes on my heart goes uwu bc like!!!! that song the meaNING.... them......... i jus love this scene sm like theyre in their own little bubble and they both feel so comfortable and at peace :((  -even leaving isak comics about an inside joke of theirs like yall mind if i scream -isak feeling left out from the conversation and his friends whew i felt that... and having them talk about how gross it is to makeout with a girl w facial hair?? blease :( -taking stock of isak’s nicknames: issy k, isabell, izzy, baby jesus, -im not even gonna bother trying to articulate thoughts on Pause bc it’s a literal masterpiece. thank u tarjei henrik and julie for inventing television with this one  -MAGNUS SDFKJSDFJKDSHK "oooh my name is Jonas and I love idealism and reading klassekampen and I don’t like plastic and I skate on a skateboard made of sustainable wood and wear old clothes because new clothes are bad for the environment and I only drink recycled water” screAMMM -what i said abt pause also applies to pride ugh its such a powerful scene and!! the beginning of kicks to isaks stomach. honestly what i fucking love about this episode is how it goes from hell yea best day w even ever to crying in the street within one week (s3 had the best balance of angst and payoff thanks) -even’s Soft Party Flannel... forever tainted by this scene rip -not knowing why even kissed sonja keeps me up at night -speaking of. how used and stupid isak must’ve felt when he saw even completely unbothered, hooking up w his ex at this party?? whew :( -bros is one of my all time favourite clips solely bc of the music?? lift me up gives me chills and when hold my liquor starts i LOSE it -ep5 and 6 remind me of that quote “to see what your characters are really made of you have to break them” because julie rlly goes all in and god it hurts so good

ep6 -never have i ever seen insomnia portrayed as accurately as tarjei did here and i remember when i first watched the cantina scene i was like. winded bc its SO true to sleep deprivation whew -i really like that isak wasnt together with even when he reached out for help and came out to jonas. bc it was him, on his own, being strong enough to talk to his friends and then eventually he was confident and secure enough in himself to be in a good place when even started reaching back out!! -i have no idea what its like to come out to someone, to be afraid of your friends rejecting you, everything isak went through. but tarjei’s acting of when, like, you have something you KNOW you have to tell someone, and youve put yourself in the position where youre going to have to tell them, but youre terrified and eventually just force yourself SAY the words??  -and isak’s smile when he realizes jonas is gonna be his bro no matter what :’)))

ep7 -weirdly one of my favourite isak looks (black t-shirt grey snapback c-c-c-combo) -”what’s your name again?” have i mentioned i love sana and isak bc i love sana and isak -jonas truly is the best friend oh man. perceptive, thoughtful, loving, laidback, a friggen BRO. tbh i was wary of him in s1 and thought he didn’t treat eva well (tho I recognized he loved her a lot, he was just bad at being a boyfriend) but jonas in s3?? just goes to show how powerful your perspective of someone can change viewing them in a different role!! because while jonas was a crappy bf, he literally is SUCH an incredible friend and his actions and words and just! him! in s3 completely redeemed any illwill I had towards him :’) -maybe im a little gay (up there with other s3 comedy classics such as “thats a boys name”) -mahdi season WHEN ugh a legend -’when someone asks isak if hes going to a family party’ literally what other reason for living do i have if not to read the boy squad text convos -isaks locker finally opening and his smile at evens drawing whewwwwwww!! also even rlly is that guy who wont text you back but will leave hand written love letters in ur locker -also. another stellar look from valtersen -slutt a meld meg is a whole masterpiece like what other piece of media has the RANGE -eskild: play hard to get. jonas: no smiley!!! isak: nah fam im good B)

ep8 -this episode is BEAUTIFUL bc you feel practically euphoric?? like hell yeah theyre finally together!! isak is out and accepted and even is done with sonja! but theres also this unsettling undercurrent of worry bc you know deep down something isnt right? why is sonja calling isak? why is even acting kinda strange? whats going on? yknow?? -literally never going to get over 5 fine frokner :~) even is such a goddamn nerd and he’s the man of isak’s dreams can u believe!!  -sana’s little speech is SO important in so many ways ooo i love her so much -also have we discussed eskild making evak do a photoshoot for him. highkey those are my favourite pictures of ALL time u can tell even was like hm strange but im down while isak was more omg guys stop🙄 omg haha eskild i cant believe youre making me cuddle with even for a photo🙄 i cant believe ur making me snuggle this dude for a pic!!!! definitely would not have done this otherwise!!! -magnus only realizing it’s THAT even after seeing how isak looks at him. whew -isak is so brave i rlly love that kid! his text to his mamma <3 -no r*make will EVER nail text conversations like mari/julie did w evak’s this week thanks for coming to my ted talk. i'd quote the best ones but it would literally double the length of this post (ok ill cave. “hahaha shut up❤️” GETS me) -you dont know whats in store but you know what youre here for. hallo -isak running around oslo with even’s clothes looking for him :( his heart is so big he cares about even so so much -when Part II (on the run) comes on in the credits its like a kick in the teeth honestly

ep9 -ive already screamed enough about cherry wine but god it fucks me up -cannot put into words how much I love eskild and how good of a person he is, he just has so much love in his heart  -”wait they have waffles here? see ya” -this convo is why i love skam so much!!!! magnus giving insight and good thoughtful advice to isak was such a brilliant move by julie (also truLy heartwarming) bc like. magnus is a flawed layered character! he’s dumb and ignorant and not very careful with his words BUT hes also such a sweet guy. i genuinely dont think he would hurt a fly and him talking about vilde (in ep10) is ;-; bc he really likes her and respects her and wants to be a gentleman! hes so loving and just. yeah. also i wonder if isak and magnus (and vilde) ever talked about having mentally ill parents and lent on each other for support bc like....<3 [sidenote- this is why i HATE b***** like they absolutely massacred magnus’s character and magnus did not deserve that!] -det er bare slutt........ very cool of tarjei to invent acting here. also the character development makes me WEEP like at first isak lied and told his pappa it was over bc its easier to brush stuff off and say you were joking than be vulnerable especially about 1. having a boyfriend and 2. saying youve already broken up?? but then isak was like hey im done with lying about who i am bc i want my life to be REAL and he told his dad the truth even if it was hard and even if he was trying rlly hard not to cry  -isak reaching out to even<3 standing up for even<3 -o helga natt. another scene i genuinely cannot comment on bc u cant really put into any written language how magical and breathtaking and heartbreaking and powerful and brilliant this scene is. so. -jk. obvs i cant say anything intelligent enough to give this scene justice but probably the most stunning piece of television i have ever had the privilege of watching. even’s text breaks my heart every gd time (esp since we never really see this side of him before finding out he’s bipolar? his guilt, insecurity, feeling like a burden, being scared of losing everyone in his life because he thinks he’ll hurt them). the music is SO beautiful i cry real tears as soon as the strings start. also the brilliance of JUST o helga natt playing and no dialogue except for isaks one line? isak’s realization when he sees the cross. him RUNNING across oslo to go to even. the FLASHBACKS all going backwards in chronological order until them smoking on the bench. isak looking at the bench and not seeing even and u can feel his heart breaking and urs breaks too! but then he remembers the bathroom and he turns and theres even and whewwww. du er ikke alene<3

ep10 -minutt for minutt is THE most healing clip im telling u. and like.. seeing even depressed really is hard and as someone who was very very depressed for 4-ish yrs of their life it rlly hits me? like when youre in an especially bad funk and you cant get out of bed and youre just numb and exhausted and feel so shitty and u want to be alone but you really dont???? could go on but literally i owe henrik holm my life for his portrayal of even  -not to be a soft bitch on main but when isak tucks the blanket over even and it keeps getting pulled off his back so isak just. covers that spot with himself? -i do love that call between sonja and isak bc once again! a flawed (realistic) human being -and isak thinking its his fault even is depressed? it means a lot that sonja told him its no ones fault, even is just bipolar. and i wonder if isak felt that way about his mamma as well, guilty for her being ill, and if what sonja said made him feel better about that situation too :( -lowkey random but when isak is rambling really fast and he goes “maybe we’ll get bombed tomorrow and talking about all this is a waste of time” it continually punches me in the throat bc that is /exactly/ how i ramble and think like tarjei........ pls -like eskild said. there really is so much love in isak’s little grumpy teenage body<3 -isak no longer just passively accepting life as its given to him, now he fights for him and even!!!!!  -isak is such a forgiving person and seeing him able to just accept things and move on? incredible -i remember when i first watched ep1 i was like oooo even and isak are gonna be kosegruppa partners and thats when theyll first get together, cooking food or smth!! but lmfao after episode 3? kosegruppa whomst???? also hilarious vilde thought isak of all people would willingly sign up for kosegruppa just to go to revue parties -even and linn friendship!!!! -cannot articulate how mf heartwarming it is to see even smiling and being more himself after being depressed (also thank u julie for having ups and downs coming out of his depression- its so true to life having one day when youre feeling awesome and then the next you feel awful again for no reason and its SO frustrating) -I had to stop watching passe pa meg cause it made me toooooo crazy! it would just be like: “I like seeing you laugh” and I was like: *SCREAMS* -im the fucking master of lying 😤 -literally don’t know why isak and even ragging on kosegruppa is so funny but “did you think I joined to have fun” gets me every time -I SAW YOU THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL -also even literally radiating love @ isak watching get snarky w vilde on the phone bc it reminded him of the first time he saw him! even rly is that boyfriend who thinks isak being pissy is the Best Thing he has Ever seen -halla boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz -literally the glo up of isak telling his friends the order in which he’d bang them -No filter! wow I love symbolism -so nice to see the girls together for a lil bit :) -the boys hyping up mags while also telling him to be respectful awwwwww -take desperate to a whole new level- Confucius  -who’s going to show isak how to properly hold a beer can -literally evak banter gets me thru the day. thank u tarjei and henrik for having phenomenal chemistry + improvisation skills + making isak and even the dumbest nerdiest boys i have ever seen -biology partner. and friend. ;-; -even literally is the biggest stoner blease -isak’s talk with eva is just sooooo<3 and not to be emo on main but every single word of the last few sentences he says hit me so gd hard because i feel the exact same way in my BONES -livet er nå 💛

final thoughts :( <3 -this season is so special. it feels like one really long oscar-worthy movie or smth?? i cant even exblain, its just magical. ALSO very dear to my heart. -julie really said you guys have seen isak sad and alone and repressed for the past two seasons so heres him falling in love with the best person in the world and coming to terms with who he is and being brave and opening up and finally being happy and living a real life -this season definitely feels different from s1/2/4 to me editing or production or music smth wise? as in, its got a lot fewer aesthetic shots and the cinematography seems a bit different if that makes any sense???? I also think this is the season most focused just on the main (i.e. not many- if any? sideplots going on) -literally will never get over the thought, love, and detail put into this season. when i say there is literally nothing i would change about it, i mean it and coming from my nitpicky ass??? means a lot lmfao. the acting, directing, music choices, symbolism...... sublime -s3′s cold rainy autumn aesthetic makes me ACHE for fall and also nostalgic for a highschool experience I never had lmao?? also. all the nighttime clips >>> -don’t know what else to say except thank u skam for my life

[t-underneaththeradardancing]

in the end - we - all 3 of us - tired - stressed - had to make an effort to make it to kava and perform - liam wuz 2 tired to play his own “set” max 10 min - we ran the table so to speak - got there early so we could sign 1st - danny who only guest hosts and is a sweetheart was the host tonight - yay - no crap about the 3 of us being 1 act - he has heard liam and i a bunch of times in various arrangements and knows we are truly separate - we negotiate time - 3 songs about 15 minutes maybe 20 - he never heard vita b4  - so she is still having voice probs - being careful not to blow it out she trooped 

we hung and played on the porch - liam had never heard one song - we amplified each others energy and lessened pain (for me ) and stress - no deliberate trance - yah we fucking tranced - sorta light euphoria - i think we attracted a small crowd - tawked about what songs we would actually do - in what order - i of course changed my mind about “my” song idk how many times - liam is used to it vita duznt seem to mind - so setting up my strap came off and i dropped my guitar - no damage but omg so outta tune - we getz it together - liam and vita set up my pedal i had trouble with i tunez 

i wuz all over the place quirky but solid - my fingerz seemed to have minds of their own  - liam follows - vita sings a bit of harmony and then improvises counterpoint - idk if she has actually ever heard the original - dead new speedway - yah i change it up a bit but still recognizable - bear in mind that never have we played this song together beginning to end - liam and i sorta played around it on the porch while the 3 of us talked 

cut to the chase t ffs 

in that weird trance state performing - hyper aware of sound each other moving its not really a stage and small - i try and remember lyrics - let guitar finish the phrase if i forget - the fucking trust - our guitars our fingers voices each other - idk how long we play - im having trouble hearing my guitar but am told it sounds gr8 in the audience - cool - and trance calm smooth - 2nd song is vita’s an original - now she remembers the words and almost never fucks up the chords - slightly tentative start  - liam has never played song b4 - duz this sound familiar - and my mind keeps wanting to play half note up cuz  - my fingers however slide right into the chord and into a bass pattern - and nobody but liam and i know vita is singing at about 60% but what is 60% of magic equal - i can actually feel the crowd response then concentrate on wat liam doing insted of victory lap - i think we end up with 3 solos inna song that sometimes has only a quick 12 bars usual - the last one extended liam and i playing off each other in real time finish each others phrases - sometimes i dont know which of us is doin what - vita listens - dances  -urges on tho i cant tell u how - its something u feel and we end the song as if we had practiced an ending - the volume and enthusiasm of applause cheers etc for the setting overwhelming almost - 3rd song jazz blues fairly in places close to original - mr siegal tom waits - vita duz most of the singing - starts a bit ragged  - i thot for a sec i wuz lost on frets or horrors outtatune - vita trying to find substitute notes so as not to strain - i flurry and tap harmonics and she sings into the flow - we playing not quite as down dirty fierce as previous but we setting up steam - heat will come - i keep forgetting the vocal part i do it dont matter - usually sing this off vita voice phrase and she phrasin a bit different - liam is creating loops and efx on his playing - and introducing a new element - there is soloing guitar swirling and im totally comfy shredding - t some point danny approaches stage mouthing im sorry - i nod and let him know we will create an ending - the crowd at least stage side is into it - we kept the musicians in the audience and not on the porch tho sometimes the outside speakers work - a bit dramatic we do yes - winding down slow and ferocious and 

as i expected the audience at kava loved vita  - she wuz tired frazzled worn out - she wuz a bit unhappy about her performance - i think she believed me when i told her despite she was great  - singing w soul and love - and the 3 of us compensate for each others weakness flusters like nothing any of us has experienced playing w anyone else 

im very tired its late 

im happy 

love

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Rio & Indie

Rio: Hey, where you at? Indie: the boys hit me up but i slipped gonna be long afore im back in right ends Indie: y what u need? Rio: need to put a chip in you, honestly Rio: just wondering if you'd be back 'fore I go work but don't think so by sounds of 😂 Rio: it's cool, just gotta hit you w some info Indie: ✌✌ manz drumz all be looking the same type of way when u out the 24 innit not my bad Indie: come thru w it then ma im 👂👂👂👂 Rio: long as you keep 👀 too Rio: don't be getting stuck in the suburbs, like 😬 Indie: gon wrap myself up & put me on a step like 👶 wen i need feeding its chill 😂😂 Rio: n'awh, you cute enough, babe Rio: but I got you food here, don't do me like that 💔 Rio: social back on our case Rio: 'specially 'cos I'm bouncing for a bit Indie: is it? now you got me like that 💔💔💔 Indie: how u tryna leave me bitch & who for?? Rio: I know having me off your back got you more like 🙌🙌🙌 Rio: I'm gonna go get some sun, looking like one of the fam too hard init Indie: dont be doin urself that dirty i kno u cant hang but u aint need it outted hardcore we can keep it 🤐🤐 like Indie: be a rudegirl in the 👀 of the rest i got u Indie: drop that 411 on the who tho i kno u aint tryna be alone 😏😏 Rio: 🙄 GURL please Rio: I invented hanging b4 you were out of pampers, don't cheek me Rio: nah fr, I am so sick of boys Indie: u a 👶 hitting the club like ayyyyyyy i vibe w that Indie: 🍀 gdad is that much of a real one 🍻 Indie: u gotta watch when there still an ex in the yard i feel u Rio: mhmm, spent way too much of my life in that pub Rio: clearly can't get enough though 🤷 Rio: and what boys do I know that can afford to come with? Rio: not into anyone enough to be paying their way tah Indie: i aint kno cos u aint laid no destination on me bitch could be boujee or budget innit sun still shines Indie: imma just say check yo case for dat boyy hes WELL on top its a dred thing Rio: Oh my bad Rio: packing got me like Rio: 🍔🎆🦅🔫 Rio: there's your clue Indie: o damn k didnt think ud be on me to do no homework but 🏈 man Indie: i follow dat & it follows thru u gotta bring me back an american boy ✌✌ they like another species its a madness & it be like 🔬🏫😂😂 Rio: 😂👏 Rio: I'll try and fit one in my bag, like Rio: Gonna be gone 10 days, that's alright, yeah? I'll sort everything, make sure dickhead knows so he won't show up whilst I'm gone Indie: not too small innit tho 😏😏😍😍🤤 Indie: fr? oo the real talk b how you affording that if no mans b picking up the check got me suspicious on you now 👀 Indie: did u rinse his 💸💸 afore u bounced like? 💪✌ Indie: call it tourist tax for how he livin Rio: 😂 you the most, bitch Rio: get me done for trafficking, even your da would never Rio: and what 💸 Rio: any bag he got going up his nose Rio: maybe I had help but that don't mean the man gotta be there when I am, like Rio: rule no.1 Indie: o shit 👏👏 girl u 💖💣💣🔥🔥🔥 if that aint prove u wilder than drew ever tryna be so imma expect my boy ty 💋 Rio: 💕👑 Rio: failing that, shit ton of junk food, yeah? Indie: lbr thatd do me better 😍😍🤤🤤🤤 Indie: how rule 2 b then?? hit me w that schoolin mama Indie: i got my pen & paper out rn Indie: 🤓🤓🤓 Rio: damn Rio: take 📸 so your teachers believe Rio: just need to bribe you, duh, ain't hard Indie: if they wanna gimme dem lessons on how to get ✈ to the sun i be 👂👂👂 too trust Indie: what drew chat bout u bouncin? he chill on me doing how i want now if nobody 💀💀 orrrr Rio: they reckon they is but that can be rule no.2 Rio: most people dun' know shit or they lying Rio: you'll have to check yourself but he seemed chill Rio: gonna miss me so much, obvs Indie: true facts i done kno since i 👶 & came up Indie: nahhh cos theres a boy imma need to check me while u aint there to 👀 u kno Indie: drew better keep out my way man Rio: easy Rio: you been living with him longer, you know how you gotta but don't be stupid, alright Indie: ✌☮ Indie: i got it Rio: You better Rio: don't make me look bad now Indie: girl u aint gonna be owned by me ur the baddest 💖��💖 imma b so 👼👼👼 for u believe Rio: 💋 Rio: good Indie: 10 days gonna be a madness tho fr Indie: got used to u around me Rio: I know Rio: I just need this Rio: running on empty, like Indie: he tryna rinse u all out its no wonder like Indie: when u ✈ out tho? Rio: you know Rio: cut him off, gonna have him fiending Rio: not my concern, though Rio: not 'til friday night Indie: ✂ boy soz but nahhh 💋✌ he a next man now & he kno how he did it no 💔😢 cept his Indie: u best be making time to farewell on me then innit 👑💖💖 Rio: Never as deep as he playing Rio: Curtis too 🙄 Rio: 'course I am! 🧡🧡🧡 Indie: they all want the biggest piece cos u 🎂 baby so hyped cos u worth that 💎💎👑💎 Rio: They can hit me back up when they can afford a better jetset, init Indie: u kno 😂😂😂 Rio: 🍀 lads Rio: don't see either you working that hard Rio: i got this Indie: they need more than 🍀🍀 better 🙏🙏🙏 mandem Indie: maybe jc got ur back cos we too busy handlin our own Indie: ✌☮ Rio: 🙌 amen sis Indie: he better 🙏🙏🙏 fr if he roll up to our door again Indie: not the feds imma 📱 to come thru Rio: he won't, if he got even the sense he was born with Indie: do he tho?? thats a nah if he gonna b how is w you like he aint kno who u is Rio: 🤞 he learning now I'm gone Indie: or we gon b 🙏🙏🙏 for his next Rio: 😬 Lawd don't Rio: have to give a PSA Indie: innit tho Indie: like u aint already got a fulltime Rio: and then some Rio: boy I'm busy Indie: & if he was busy doin he wouldnt b in this Rio: fr Rio: needs to get himself a job 'fore he get another woman Indie: & afore he gets himself landed in the pen Rio: nah, he would NOT do well in prison 💀💀💀 Indie: he only think he a rudeboy i can hang harder than how he do & im halfgrown only Indie: 💪 tho Rio: 🤷 no lie Rio: ffs, what must people think Rio: 🤡 Indie: that u a 😇😇😇 doin dem good deeds like 🙌🙌 Rio: 😏 hmm Indie: he's a white boy so its bare charity already Rio: 😂 Indie Rio: don't be self-hating Indie: just sayin Rio: you funny girl Rio: also you not lost no more, yeah? Rio: i'm off to work Indie: i kno where i am & where i need to get its all good Indie: safe Rio: ✌ Rio: laters then baby 💋 Indie: ✌✌💖💖 big love 💋👑

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lee yongbok felix!!!!!!!!!! idk a yongbok

ok so felix totally watches buzzfeed unsolved

im sorry i was watching that b4 writing this

and he unironically quotes the guys on there

refers to the rest of the sk guys as demons bc he’s always saying “hey demons, it’s me… ya boi” #GottaLoveShane’sSkepticAss

does a lot of research into the haunted/ paranormal stuff and has dragged hyunjin on his hunt for haunted places

kinda hard to find some places bc they’re barricaded and he doesn’t wanna break the law by breaking in :’))

plus his parents would probably not let him stay overnight at a haunted place

but he tries his best to go during the day to, like, a haunted house or something

along with being a supernatural fanatic

he makes videos on conspiracy theories

all. the. time.

deffo the type to cover his laptop/ desktop camera bc the government are watching lmfao i do this too

also deffo believes in shit like the illuminati and men in black i doooo

in some of his videos you can see his room

he’s sooo got pictures, newspaper articles and shiz like that on his wall

and the typical red string tying different pictures and articles together

he’s,,,, really,,,,,, into this kinda stuff

alongside that

he’s obviously into memes

so in his videos he’ll have trashy Comic Sans comments

y’know how WillNE used to have in his videos? like that.

is also really into those theories relating the disney princesses together bc damn those are actually cool

[cyanide voice] DID YOU KNOW… elsa & anna’s parents are also tarzan’s parents????? [just a theory bUT IT MAKES SENSE OKAY]

y’know those parkour videos i keep mentioning

bringing it back real quick

one time felix was skateboarding by some lil’ lake

and he tried doing a trick but he almost fell in

and he let out the most girly scream ever and changbin was dYING

thankfully he didn’t fall in,,,,

but then he tried it again and he fell half in and changbin lost it. he. could. not. stop. laughing.

felix was just like “bro <\3″

even jisung was laughing,,, he almost dropped the camera,,, but luckily he didn’t and he managed to get felix’s scream recorded

felix actually wasn’t too mad about that

he made a meme out of it?? like why???

y’know that one meme that uses Bag Raiders - Shooting Stars as background music [the song fyi - if you dont know what im talking about; use earplugs & low volume!!! there is swearing after the 1st so watch out]

and he managed to cut a picture (of himself) from jisung’s video as he was falling

and he moves it so he’s falling through loads of different things and ends up falling through space that escalated quickly

that was a crappy explanation but watch that video and you should understand

so yeah

he’s a bit crazy :)

it’s ok tho bc he’s funny

he also does vlogs

you can imagine how active and crazy he is in those

& he’s literally always screaming in those

someone get him to chill pls

he and chan will speak english and use australian slang in the vlogs

and 1) comments overflow with how cool they sound

but 2) the other guys just go ughhhhh and start speaking korean really fast so they cant understand - or, well, felix mainly, can’t understand

or c) they’ll chat shit about chan and felix slowly so they understand and are like hey ://

it’s all banter dw

he watched jisung’s make-up w/ my minho thing right

and tried doing that too

but with changbin

obviously he didn’t tell changbin what he was gonna do

but when changbin got there

and felix got him to sit at the table rather than where his game console was he was suspicious

when felix came out of his room with make-up

you bet your butt changbin got outta that chair and ran

felix was just like “wow… i got jisung’s make-up and everything and he up and left :(((”

that didn’t stop him tho lmao

he had already set up a camera to record in that room

so he just got that camera, put it on the table

and recorded himself doing his own make-up

it was going decently until he got the eyeliner

and started doing it around his eyes

and then he found inspiration in Big Daddy’s (from Kick Ass) eye make-up [fyi]

yeah after that he kinda just fcked up his own face

but he was so proud of it

bless

he took a pic of himself and sent it to the sk group chat like “this is what you missed out on, binnie”

changbin: so not much then, yh?

felix: im breaking up w/ u

changbin: finally

as revenge for that bad changlix break-up

he gathered the ‘00 line [SQUAD ROLL OUTTTTTTT]

and they planned to get revenge on changbin

so on a saturday when they knew changbin was gonna be sleeping till like midday

(because he was up all night gaming the idiot)

they came to his house early

and got the make-up kit ready lmfao

seungmin held the camera

whilst hyunjin blended like 5 different shades of lipstick

jisung put concealer, blush and bronzer on him (God knows how some ended up in his hair but whatever)

and felix did the eyeshadow and eyeliner

just to feel a little rebellious

jisung let seungmin do the highlight

omg bad boy!seugming im deadddd

but then jisung accidentally sneezed and everyone was like SHIT and froze

they waited like 5 seconds until they heard changbin mumble “what the fuck…”

and then his eyes opened

and he was like “what the hell are you guys doing here?”

and hyunjin just smilled, discreetly hiding the lipstick he was currently holding behind his back

“ah,, we just came over to wake you up!!”

changbin was having none of that shit and he was like

changbin: “why is seungmin holding a camera then?? and jisung’s literally got something in his hand”

changbin: “jisung,,,,, is that… make-up?? you fcking did not”

felix: “RUN!!!!!!!!”

seungmin managed to get a clear shot of changbin’s pissed off face before they goT THE HELL OUTTA THEREEEEEEE

changbin flew straight up and chased them 

but unfortunately they got outta the house just in time

and he wasn’t about to dash out of his house in his pj’s

imagine if seungmin had forgotten to actually start the video holy shittt lmfao

he remembered dw

anyways they got back to felix’s house and he immediately started editing the video

he managed to get a picture of changbin’s final pissed off face before they ran

he sent that to the group chat

and all the guys made that their youtube profile pictures it was HILARIOUS

whilst i’m on the topic of ‘00 line

they have killer gaming matches

and felix lives to troll people

he doesn’t limit himself to just annoying the other ‘00 guys

nah that’s too basic

he’ll troll anyone on his team

he’s blocked so many people from getting through doors

or blocked them in one corner

and he can sometimes hear them swearing and shouting to move the fck away dude!!!

and he deadass just laughs over the mic

he’s gotten a lot of people killed that way 

(including himself lmao)

he still somehow managed to not be last on the scoreboard??

he plays really well actually

but he never misses an opportunity to troll

he gets a lot of hate messages from people online like “dude wtf why’d you do that”

and he’s just like “y not bro <3″

so yeah

although he loves trolling and annoying as many people as he can

he loves the sk guys

and he’d do anything for them

he can get real cheesy at times

making edits of them all dramatically falling in love with him

like he cut a clip of woojin saying “i love merigues!” and “felix keeps messaging me, should i just block him” from his cooking videos

and merged them to get “i love felix!”

and then he played that behind a clip of woojin just talking into the camera so it looked realistic enough

and he sent that to the group chat like “changbin wHO? i only know a kim woojin <3 love you bby <3″

everyone knows he edited that but they still mock woojin anyway

and changbin literally just said “good luck with him woojin, he’s insane”

back to the sentimental ending:

he loves the guys & they love his annoying ass too

knows that even tho he annoys them to the extreme a lot

he can trust them and they’ll help him with whatever

they’re like his home away from home and he loves it so much

his desktop picture is a rlly cute pic of them all together, completely unedited and unfelixified

he loves it

whoa that was long. 2?? updates in a day?? damn im on a roll :)) 

i got a coupla requests for boyfriend texts w/ some stray kids members

like damn after this,,, a,,, bf stray kids thing??? idkkkkkk ?????????? so many series, so little timeeee

anyways thanks 4 reading :) <3

[dxbzpp]

Im sorry for doing this again but i think that this is pretty fun and i cant sleep right now, so im about to post my shot on this

I love Tenzin as a character and i love How his character becomes so dynamic to Korra's journey. It was something pretty enjoyable to me and i believe that, for Korra situation, It was better to show us a realistic mentor with peaks and character growth than a static character, like Iroh. I still love both equaly (sometimes i tend to favor Tenzin over Iroh) but their chatacters are pretty important for Korra and Zuko about the same.

Amon was the big bad guy for book 1 Korra and book 1 Korra only. Korra's character growth was build in stages, book 2 Korra, book 3 Korra or book 4 Korra wouldnt have the same behavior towards Amon as book 1 Korra had, and this was important. Amon, Unalaq, Zaheer and Kuvira, all of them play, somehow, a paralel to Korra not only as a character, but as sides of her identity. And by the end of this journey, she is a fully realised avatar, because she finally found her true self and what is the true face of what It means to be the avatar. I didnt liked Amon this much, If i could place the seasons It would always be b3>b4>=b1>b2.

Aside from Azula and Zuko, ATLA villains were pretty one dimensional, but, somehow, It worked pretty well in showing how lost the fire nation was and how destructive they could be. Ozai was pretty boring to me and his final fight with Aang was pretty predictable. I had more hype for the last agni kai.

I dont exacly can comment on that, because 1. I hate power ranking 2. I dont think that the gender of the avatar can define their relantionship with Raava. Aang was pretty in touch with his feminine side, and he never knew about Raava. Until now, Korra is the only one after Wan that is awere about the existance of the Spirit of light and had a pretty good connection with it. And Korra isnt exacly in touch with her feminine side. Now i do believe that Korra, Kyoshi and Yangsheng (Kuruk my baby im sorry) were better avatars in some ways.

Thats why i hated Tarlok since the day that he showed up. He and Amon played roles of intimidation on a minor that barely got any connection with the outside world.

If you are talking about ATLA comics, yes i do believe that some of them did a poor job with some characters. The routes for some of them could have being better, but i dont hate it. Pre imbalance was just a little rought step. Imbalance is the better one. Now TLOK comics i dont think so. Korra was pretty in character, they gave Asami the character development that she deserves (could do a little more but im okay with It), Mako and Bolin were okay. Tokuga was a pretty bad villain, not bad, just bland, but i dont mind, i enjoyed Turf Wars a lot. ROTE i believe that could have being better If It was animated and more expanded, some topics and some arcs were pretty rushed, but not bad.

I kinda trust on them... I dont want the live action because i hate adaptations and i dont think that Netflix is going to do a good job with it. I trust on Bryke more than those random people that dont have the full knowledge of the avatar verse.

Korrasami was the one and only ship i bothered myself to love. I tried with shoujos, i tried to read romances, but i just cant, my only exception always was Brazilian classics like Ursula and Senhora. There is no couple on that show that embodies the message of TLOK more than Korrasami. Modernity, change and adaptation. Asami and Korra are a mirror to that. No fuss, no desperate declarations of affection, no cringe, no unnecessary angst. Just a easy and slow development between friends that realised that their friendship wasnt enought, that they loved each other a little beyond that.

I dont know if i worded my thoughts the way i wanted.

I said this before, im pretty open minded so i dont really have any resistences to the choices that might happen in the future. Im only sensitive to art choices - one of the reasons why i cant bring myself to watch Arcane or Jojo bizarre adventures. Dialogues are also one of my turn offs, but i dont think that it could have any dialogue as bad as star wars the phantom menace, god that was a fucking torture.

My controversial opinions on Avatar part 2

- Tenzin is not only a more realistic portrait of the archetype of the wise master, but also a better one because of that. When we met Iroh, he already was this almost mystical figure of moral, wisdom and patience. Meanwhile we watch Tenzin growth and we see he learn with the other just as much as the other learn with him

-Amon is the true nemesis of Korra. Who read my shit knows about my thoughts about it. But to make it short, he is the villain who most and better parallels Korra not only as a individual but also her in her role as Avatar. He is exactly what Kuvira was supposed to be.

-Ozai is a terrible villain when you think of character development, but a great villain when you think of him more as the personification of all the 100years war. The evil, the destruction, the manipulation, the colonization.

- The Avatar who born as a women are the strongest and the best ones because Raava herself kind of identity as a woman, acting and being seem as feminine, sometimes even passing this vibe of a mother figure. And since we are talking about the yin and yang. It's better for Raava to work with an avatar that matches energies with her, than with one that is the opposite. (Don't know if I could explain my thoughts tho)

-Tarrlok was a creepy and acted hella sus around Korra. Sure he wanted to use her status to climb the political lader of Republic City but Amon also wanted to use her status for a similar purpose, but apart from episode 4, Amon didn't offer any danger to Korra as a woman. In other hand, Tarrlok was acting predatory towards her since the first time he laid his eyes on her. Apart from other stuff but I don't wanna dig into it now, this post is already big

-The comics put the characters too much outta of character for me to truly enjoying them. And the writing ain't as near as good as the show

-Im scared for wherever it can come out from Avatar Studios. I think there's a huge chance of them screw all the avatar series if they don't be careful and thoughtful to what they will do. That's why I more hyped for the live action. The live action can't screw the lore and canon of the shows, Avatar Studios can.

- In the show, Korrasami had the screentime and development they should have. A slowly and realistic friends to lovers. No over sexualization, no unnecessary outta nowhere angst. Just carefully and sensitive writing, along with pure gold content from the animations.

Let's not forget that their relationship wasn't the focus of the last two seasons. It was a really well executed secundary arc

[loverboyyyvinn]

all of the nsfw asks

all of them? jesus. lol okay

1:When did you lose your virginity?

this year circa april.

2: Rough sex or soft sex?

i like both. depending on my mood ig LOL

3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes?

i dunno! tbh i’m more of a i’ll-try-anything-once kind of guy

4: Weirdest place you’ve had sex?

a dorm stairwell.

5: Favourite sex position?

i dunno LOL 

6: Do you like to be dominant or submissive?

hmmmmm this also depends on my mood? lol

7: Have you ever had any one night stands?

yeah

8: Sex on the bed, couch or the floor?

tbh i dunno? bed maybe bc they’re kinda somft.

9: Have you ever had sex in a public place?

yeah

10: Have you ever been caught masturbating?

no LOL

11: What does your favourite sexy underwear look like?

i dont have one LMAO all my underwears are like? whatev? idk

12: How often do you have sex?

ive only had it twice

13: Is there anybody right now you’d like to have sex with?

yeah. my partner, for sure. there’s some people that ive thought about having sex with LOL

14: Do you prefer giving or receiving oral sex?

giving

15: Most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you during sex?

i cant think of anything?

16: A song you’d listen to during hard/rough/kinky sex?

:/ idk if i would listen to music during sex tbh?

17: A song you’d listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex?

same as above

18: Are you into dressing up for sex?

i mean if we’re roleplaying, then yeah i GUESS

19: Would you prefer sex in the bath or sex in the shower?

in the shower ig

20: If you could have sex with anyone right now, who would it be?

my partner

21: Have you ever had a threesome? If not, would you?

no i havent but i WOULD

22: Do you/would you use sex toys?

i have a vibe.

23: Have you ever sent someone a dirty text/picture?

yeah 

24: Would you have sex with your best friend?

my best friend is my partner, so, uh, yeah

25: Is there anything you do after sex? (for example, smoke, eat, drink)

not really LOL

26: Something that will never fail to get you horny?

honestly? no idea. random things get me horny and i just go with the flow i guess 

27: Early morning sex or late night sex?

late night? ig? idk

28: Favourite body part on the opposite sex?

not sure i have one

29: Favourite body part on the same sex?

same as above

30: Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find:

my vibrator? i guess? LOL.

31: Weirdest sexual act some has performed [or tried to perform] on/with you:

i mean, nothing stands out as weird for me LMAO

32: Have you ever tasted yourself? [If no, would you?] [If yes, what did you think?]

i guess? also uh. idk. tasted alright i guess

33: Is it ever okay to not use a condom:

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i mean if all partners consent then you can just. not use it. but i guess to play it safe you SHOULD use a condom yeah? lol

34: A food that you would like to use during a sexual experience:

???????????????????????????? no

35: Worst possible time to get horny:

LOL uh. in class i guess? or like during an important meeting/event

36: Do you like it when your sexual partner moans?

YEAH

37: How much fapping is too much fapping:

uhhhh when it starts hurting instead of feeling good. like a BAD hurt. u get me? yeah

38: Best sexual complement you ever got:

i got complemented on my moans once which was nice i guess

39: Favorite foreplay activities:

idk? just like, making out i guess. and like? wandering hands LOL

40: What do you wear to bed?

depends. sometimes nothing. sometimes just a t-shirt. sometimes a soft dress. LOL whatever tbh

41: When was the first time you masturbated:

i think i was like. 10?

42: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself?

i mean i’ve certainly made them. do i have them on me now? no lol i deleted that stuff on my computer n i got a new phone recently so LOL not at the moment

43: Have you ever/when was the last time you had sex outside?

if outside counts the stairwell in a dorm building, then back in april

44: Have/would you ever have sex in public?

yeah LOL im into some exhibitionist shit tbh

45: Have/would you ever had a threesome?

i would.

46: What is one random object you’ve used to masturbate?

you know those toothbrush holders? yeah. that.

47: Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? why/why not?

i watch all types of porn.

48: Do you like oral sex? (why/why not)

yeah its nice. :)

49: How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in?

i dont care lmAO

50: How would you feel about taking someones virginity?

i think id be nervous LOL but i wouldnt mind? ig

51: Is there any food you would NOT recommend using during a sexual encounter?

tbh i ??? dont see the appeal in this so ??? idk

52: Would you rather be a pornstar or a prostitute?

:/ unsure uhHHHHH the former i guess

53: Do you watch porn?

yeah. not that much anymore but yeah i guess 

54: Have you ever been called a freak? Why?

uh LOL not in a sexual way. but yeah.

55: Do you feel comfortable going “commando”?

yeah i do it a lot

56: Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn’t shaved their pubic hair?

yeah lol idk

57: If you could give yourself head, would you?

i mean???? i guess?????????????

58: Booty or Boobs?

….. uh……………….. booty? ig?

59: Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?)

no lol

60: If you were the other sex for a day, what are five things you would do?

i’m not comfortable answering this question LOL

61: have you ever watched someone masturbate?

yeah 

62: has anyone ever watched you masturbate?

yeah lol

63. Have you ever had an erection and someone noticed?

n/a

64. What is your method of masturbation? (ie. toys, clitorial, prostate)

i usually just finger myself LOL but ive been using a vibe lately n thats been fun

65. What is your bra/penis size?

i’m not comfortable answering this LOL

66. What is the strangest thing you have ever put up your vagina/anus?

u kno that toothbrush holder thing i mentioned? yeah

67. When was the last time you masturbated?

last night

68. When was the last time you had sex?

april

69. When was the last time you watched porn?

LOL its been a while. i dont even remember

70. Have you ever bought a sex toy? If so, which one did you buy last? First sex toy? If not, which one do you plan on buying when you do?

i bought my first vibrator like. last weekend.

71. Guys:Circumsized?

n/a

72. Which not-genital part of your body do you like being touched?

????? honestly i dont know

73. Which genital part of your body do you like being touched?

tbh i like… anything

74. Girls:Are you able to achieve orgasm just through breast stimulation?

n/a

75. Have you anonymously sent a sexual ask to someone on tumblr?

yeah LOL

76. When was the last time you have had a wet dream?

i dont? remember. 

77. Which wet dream was your favorite?

i was being manhandled in the middle of class. that was fun i guess

78. Is there a friend you would willingly have sex with?

hmmmmmm yeah

79. Is there a celebrity/character you would willingly have sex with?

honestly? i have too many character/celebrity crushes you cant just ask me that LOL. probably all of them

80. Favorite sexual position?

idk

81. Do you like being called a slut or whore in bed?

yes

82. Are you into any BDSM?

ye

83. Have you ever wanted to have sex with someone but knew you couldnt for any reason? Why?

yeah. uhhh like distance. and age. n the fact that they only see me as a friend and nothing more. those are some examples.

84. Do you like dirty talk?

yeah!

85. Are you loud or quiet during sex? Masturbation?

i try not to be but i can get kinda loud LMAO. i can typically control myself in masturbation tho

86. Have you ever been inturrepted during sex or masturbation? Who/what?

once my roommate walked in when i was masturbating and i had to quickly hide everything and pretend i was studying

87. What kind of porn do you like to watch?

honestly? ive watched some twisted shit b4

88. Have you ever confessed to someone that you got an erection over them? What about masturbated to them?

i believe i’ve told someone i’ve masturbated to them b4

89. Have you ever masturbated because your sexual partner wasn’t there when you needed them?

YEA

90. Have you ever had a one night stand? Do you still keep in contact with them?

yeah and no.

91. Have you ever had a friends with benefits? Are they still beneficial?

nope.

92. Ask whatever you want

this requires a question LOL