#can’t ever be without her
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#me & him made the best baby in the worlddd#🦋💕🪐✨#mi morenita muñequitaaaa💖✨#my nena is absolutely everything to me#mi niña hermosa is the sweetest peleonera to ever exist lmao 🥰👊🏻#obsessed#never knew I’d be a mother#can’t ever be without her#my baby#<3#us + our baby 🙏🏻#me & him#a very rare selfie as a first time mommmm 😁#I feel like we’re always grocery shopping now 😂#west coast love#<3333333
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Do you guys ever think about how crazy it must feel to be the girl who started 123 let’s go bitch??? Like she just said something funny at a concert once and posted it online, and now she’s started a fandom tradition that millions of people participate in across the world, and even 5 years later we all still scream it at every show and Taylor quotes it on social media??? THAT’S a real fucking legacy to leave
#Its also crazy to reflect on now because I remember seeing her original video and I remember watching as the tradition slowly caught on#and I remember everyone freaked out the first time Taylor ever counted with us on her fingers#and the fact that we’ve been through a whole pandemic and went without a tour for 5 years#but somehow 123 lgb survived#incredible#also I follow her on tumblr but can’t remember her URL so if anyone knows her URL let me know and I’ll tag her or something!#jemma rambles#Taylor Swift#1 2 3 let’s go bitch#eras tour#swifties
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AU where Loki doesn’t interfere with Thor’s banishment at all and it takes Thor years to prove himself worthy and when he returns to Asgard everything is just. The same. Nothing seems to have changed at all and everyone greets him like his absence was a minor obstacle that didn’t fundamentally change Thor and the worst part is Loki stepped down from the place as regent without any delay and Thor can’t help but feel there’s something underlaying the way his brother looks at him now and won’t let him touch him and Thor doesn’t know what he could have missed because he doesn’t think he would have found anything wrong with the things around him and how everyone behaves if he hadn’t spent time on Earth reflecting.
#the warriors 4 not being interested in anything Thor ‘learnt’ at all#and making it clear that Thor was punished unfairly and the AllFather’s decision had been harsh#Loki saying he’s happy for Thor and Thor sees the way the smiles are forced and he sees the way Loki avoids any touch#Thor hating the way Frigga talks about Loki’s short regency and Thor’s absence like it wasn’t two whole decades or something#like she’s so grateful to have her other son back without ever addressing why he was gone#Thor just. growing during his time on earth and being much more aware of the behaviour around him#he learns to be critical and assess why people around him may act a certain way#once he realises that it’s possible for him or anyone else to be fallible and make mistakes it’s over for Asgard for him I think#Thor returns and Loki gives him the throne and everyone expects him to obviously have the throne#and Odin is sleeping and Thor isn’t comfortable with the way everyone accepts him as king regent after the banishment#Loki who either never lashed out against Jotunheim or did and it was brushed away and no one thinks about it as anything#but Loki is still deeply affected and acts the way he always would have but Thor can feel it’s not the same#he knows something is wrong and Loki won’t say anything about it and Thor doesn’t know how to bring it up#Thor sees Loki metaphorically receding into the shadows to become a nonpresence so loud Thor hears it even after returning from decades away#Thor goes to Earth and gets his priorities in order gets a new worldview learns not to take what he has for granted#and finds out he actually despised Asgard#he’s been back a week and he can’t stand it
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as if it was never there at all.
#undertale#deltarune#utdr#gaster#ok little bit of rambling bc ive been catching up on a LOT of deltarune stuff#something something guy(s) who cant be perceived without also ceasing to exist#i had the thought yesterday that. gaster is sort of the anti-chara in a way. if you say his name he ‘disappears’#the game crashes or resets etc. literally the opposite of invoking chara lol#plus how chara is so associated with deletion of worlds. and here gaster is wanting to create new ones#creating new worlds. creating a vessel for the player. creating connections#and its so much more sad when you think about how deltarune is like. fundamentally his attempt to connect with the player#he can maintain a connection with us. but we can’t see him. or show him his own name. or acknowledge his identity in any way#or else that connection will be severed. or he’ll disappear. or he’ll cease to have ever existed#mystery man goes away the moment you interact. egg man was never there but he gave you an Egg#etc etc#the white egg noelle was given in her game makes me think about this too because#that egg remained there the whole time she was afraid of it. it couldnt be thrown away. it wouldnt hatch. it was just There#and then when she comes back later and decides to take care of it like any of her other pets. THEN it disappears#’_____ left home due to happiness.’#how do you form real lasting connections when the connection itself makes you disappear
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@taylorswift please come back. we miss you terribly.
#taylor swift#i can’t foresee her ever being active on here again for so many reasons (all of which are completely understandable)#but oh how i wish she could come back without mass chaos ensuing#*
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au where tadius is the grizzwald sisters’ bastard brother and recognizes their mangled skin suits for the people they used to be
#cc spoilers#cinderella's castle spoilers#cinderellas castle spoilers#cinderella’s castle#cinderellas castle#tadius#justine grizzwald#lucy grizzwald#benny beeps#saw a tumblr post a while back about tad being their bastard brother and man its a very intruiging concept#i do think if they ever do snow white then their actual brother will be the huntsman#but its a fun concept to toy around with#tho i do wanna try to figure out a way to write smth for it without taking away ella’s agency or smth by accident#maybe he freaks out and can’t do anything about it and ella realizes He Knows#and goes after him and they work together to do something about it???? idk man im just some dude#i do want her to ultimately be the one who kills them tho— if we’re going that route
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hey wouldn’t it be funny if Susie made a robot to hold onto her memories for her. cause. cause yeah. okay bye
#happy cringe day Wednesday#today we are being silly#I have a few ideas but this is the concept#this is what happens when susie can’t sleep /j#kirby oc#I think her name should be viva because 1. vivid 2. *other long explanation* 3. she is a new life and 4. a nod to Vivy the anime#she sings and stuff#there’s some Pinocchio stuff happening here#my art or something#susie haltmann#susie kirby#yes the objective was to store her memories so she could get rid of them without feeling guilty because there was a Backup#since viva shares some of her memories they’re less like creator and creation and more like sisters#will i ever draw that?#*sips drink and stares off into th distance*#time will tell
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Reading the webtoon and…
Does this imply that Kim Dokja also tried to write a questionnaire for her to fill in since she wouldn’t speak to him, that either he 1) never gave her in the end (especially if he couldn’t find her after she was released) or 2) gave it to her and she STILL refused to answer?
Because that is so so so so awful. It was already bad but if he tried so many ways to get her to speak and she still gave him no response, regardless of her reasoning… isn’t that still directly choosing to cut herself fully out of his life? Why in the hell did she lie for his sake and allow him to visit her if she wanted to never speak to him again?
I know everyone claims Kim Dokja is just like her in sacrificing himself for loved ones, but at least he tries his best to stay with them and to keep them in his life. He still chooses sacrifice, but it’s not because he intends to never return. He always returns (even if much later than planned).
The only time this differs is with 51%, when he STILL tried his best to stay with them - at least as much as he could.
I sometimes like Lee Sookyung, but I am mostly still SO mad at her for completely ignoring her child since he was 8 years old. Especially when he must have looked like shit any number of times from being mistreated and bullied by family, friends, army, employers.
But maybe that’s just the fragment in me being eternally pissed with her. She DOES love him, but like he says in the webtoon in this chapter - maybe such truths are painful enough to be false anyways, because they’re just SUCH bullshit. That’s not how affection should work, if you actually care about someone and want them to be happy.
#RAWWRGHHH I WANT TO SHAKE HER SO MUCH#LOOK AFTER YOUR KID#and if you can’t do that because of circumstances at least ACKNOWLEDGE HIM#yes I do know she cared and it’s just that she mistakenly believes he’s better off this way without her but like#then WHY does she still insert herself back into his life when he’s finally stopped trying to get her to speak?#yes yes others have great analyses on her and their relationship and I usually agree with their logic but it’s still. So. Hard. to like her#but then I remember that this story was the little Dream’s wishful thinking to cope back then on his own#and so maybe in his world Lee Sookyung never ever would speak to him again#he just wished she would so he wrote it down as happening for This older version of him#and that’s somehow worse because like#even in the story where he got her to speak to him again she still won’t speak so he has to force the words out some way (via outer god)#and if that’s true then it’s still just his interpretation of her actions and choices#and not her own since she never told him#so like ARGGHHH#but I like to believe that characters have autonomy despite their respective author’s efforts in documenting them#so she still chose to speak all of this too and he would have accurately interpreted her this way because she controls what she says#even if he (little Dream Kim Dokja) is the one writing it down as wish fulfilment fix-it fic#a fix-it for himself and not just for the other people he loves#😭😭😭#orv#orv spoilers#omniscient reader’s viewpoint#lee sookyung#kim dokja
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LET ME EXPLAIN! I started the playlist because I noticed a lot of songs used cannibalism in regards to love and relationships, and I wanted to collect the songs so I could analyze why!!! Its not weird guys I SWEAR ITS FOR RESEARCH
#personal post#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#did I ever make an essay analysing the playlist and what it means on a greater sociatal standpoint… no-#every time I tell people I have a playlist about cannibalism they get weirded out BUT ITS NOT LIKE THAT#Anyway.#I do have a playlist I use to torture people however#it’s literally named ‘I’m Evil’#and it’s 28 videos (2 hours long) of every iteration of Mariah Carey’s All I Want For Christmas I could find#from the MCR mashup to the Toad singing version to the off key version to she fell of her skates and the ambulance had to be called#the funniest part is my friends can’t make it through 5 songs but I made it through all of them without problems because I find it so funny#I will literally be laughing my ass off every song#people don’t appreciate THE ARTS anymore 😤😤😤#anyway… that playlist is probably a bill thing to do…
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Aerois did not have enough Spellclash and Sky jousting, so I need Altheya to make up for that with lots of knights and tournaments. Therefore I present to you Altheya knight AU!
#high rollers#rollonsunday#altheya#altheyatde#daisy thistleheart#ophelia d'larosa#In the knight AU everyone is a knight and is doing knight stuff#like tournaments and all that#Little Daisy might not seem like a formidable opponent because she’s young and doesn’t look very strong#but her fighting style is that of a much more experienced fighter#Almost like she isn’t herself when she’s fighting#Ophelia is sort of the dark mystery knight from a far away land#and there are so many stories about her that couldn’t possibly be true#or could they?? surely not right#She is rarely ever seen without her helmet in public so her identity is a mystery to most as well#which doesn’t help with the rumours either#So so so obsessed with this new AU you can’t even believe how bad it is😭#I’m sorry Gruff I know being a knight is your thing but you’re the last one on my list to draw for this I’m so so sorry
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(Leo speaking to Hephaestus:)
Leo: I used to think I was creative. I used to think I was smart. I used to take pride in the things I invented. But it’s just you, isn’t it? Everything I’m good at, everything I like about myself, it’s just your powers I inherited. If I wasn’t your son, I wouldn’t be able to do any of this. I wouldn’t be good at anything.
Leo: I thought that I had earned this. That I had learned when my mom taught me about machines, that I had built my abilities myself. But it’s all just shortcuts and fakery. It’s just god magic. It’s not real. It’s not mine.
#like it’s one thing if your power is water attack or turn into bees or something inhuman#but I imagine a lot of demigods have crises like this one#with powers that enhance qualities they already had so they’ll never know who they would have been without a god making them ‘better’#like if Annabeth’s power is her intellegence? she can’t even take credit for her own mind (by this logic)#for a non-charmspeaking Aphrodite kid with a less unnatural level of making people like them?#when you can’t tell what is and isn’t magical affects then how do you know anyone would ever like you for your normal non-goddy self?#what about Hypnos kids who wish they didn’t constantly feel tired and could manage to Do more with their lives?#like imagine your special magic godly enhancement is Cannot Stay Awake and it’s a struggle to complete even simple tasks. thanks I guess.#there’s probably examples I’m not thinking of#but powers that enhance rather than add??? it’s like there’s parts of your identity that don’t belong to you#at least that’s how I would feel about it probably#percy jackson#heroes of olympus#leo valdez#hoo leo#pjo hephaestus
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i dont knowww there’s just something about how both nanami and touga’s warnings to utena about entering the duel called revolution are essentially ‘you can’t trust end of the world or anthy’. and theyre both genuinely well intentioned about that because they do both care about utena’s wellbeing, even if someone (touga) is too misogynistic to go about that in a Normal way. but then you have juri, and all juri does when talking to utena about whether or not she’ll enter the final duel is ask ‘what are you going to do with anthy?’ and ‘you love her, don’t you?’ like. none of the stuco ever really recognise anthy’s personhood, none of them care about her, they dislike her. but juri sees how much utena feels for anthy and she says actually, maybe the way that you feel about her is important. and she tells her to do something about that (also!! anthy and shiori parallels, huge significance for juri’s character post-ruka etc etc). what im saying here is that juri is the only character other than utena to understand, or attempt to understand, what anthy means to utena, and why that relationship is important. there is no someday together without juri and that just makes me absolutely bonkers
#and you know (guy who only ever thinks about the kiryuu siblings) it’s hugely significant that nanami and touga can’t recognise#that anthy is a victim too. but whatever that’s another topic entirely#juri is just. sososososso incredibly important bc she makes utena question what her feelings are what they mean why they matter#and without that idk if someday together we’ll shine would happen. is all. and it makes me weepy :’)#lesbians i love you lesbians. GOD!!!!!!!#rgu#shut up daisy
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Saw this art on X/twitter by @/DoodlesHeidi
What if varadha deva🥲
Let’s imagine
Imagine, Bilal and adhya were still driving and talking about varadeva’s past in that jeep but they get captured by radharama’s men and deva is asked to fulfill the promise and save them by her father. So, Deva goes back to khansaar and hides at first(he would hide in mahara for sure, shurbhi would be helping him)but soon varadha finds out. Of course he holds “whatever happened” anger against him and sends people to get deva. Deva first fights those men but let’s vara capture him cus he can’t harm him at the end. Deva tells him about adhya being captured by Radharama and he needs varadha’s help to save her(so kind of like the reason they are teaming up is cus they have same enemy and want adhya, deva cus of the promise and varadha cus of stamp on her) So, varadha decides to help deva save her and joins hand with him. As they continue with eachother, past memories flashes and moments when they talk about past and about their young selves cus that’s the only time when they were happy and together. They laugh and they cry and get drunk in each other’s scent and mouth🔥
Imagine. Imagine😭😭😭😭😭😭
Meanwhile Bilal is still telling varadeva’s story to adhya cus kidnapped or not she needs to know it all and pressured Bilal to continue it😌
#salaar#varadeva#varadha rajamannar#devaratha raisaar#varadha#deva#adhya#Bilal#radharama#baba is happy about deva’s return and seeing them work together#varadha thinks deva likes adhya and that’s why he is here to save her#deva for shit didnot tell him why he came to save her😭and varadha didnot ask much to know#therefore the start of confusion and misunderstanding#but of course adhya solves the confusion after being saved by them#and they live happily ever after#and also bring Amma back to khansaar🫡she is strict#and wait yes it was deva’s plan all along cus he breaths varadha he can’t be without him#so that 7years breakup made him make this plan#🤣
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me sitting down to write a diabolical and soul-crushing story vs nagi going “i no no wanna :’(” about every plot idea i have
#meanwhile rin itoshi is crying begging SCREAMING to be the male lead#his prayers will go unanswered though i fear…if i ever feel tempted to write for rin i’ll just go ahead and update my megumi fic LMAOAOAO#a pattern in all of my long fics that i’ve noticed is that all of the love interests are very intense people#eren and the rumbling + kashimo and…wtvr tf he has going on + yuta and the theme of resurrection + megumi and the role of duty vs love#nagi is just chill though like how am i supposed to torture someone so unbothered without it seeming ooc#imagine him in a song for the drowned JDDJSJSJ#y/n dies in chapter four because he can’t be bothered to save her from an assassination attempt#i do love him in peregrine though so he gets points for cooperating w that storyline#but there’s only so much angst you can create in a modern setting#m’s thoughts
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Me when "Samuel, as always stands beside her"
#Matt dahan when I get you#everyone always talks about how listening to samuel and the sun makes the sad#but no one ever talks about this specific part from Polaris reprise#can’t always stand beside her if your dead#i mean maybe your ghost can#but…..#also#i’m really frightened for rose in pulp 5 because the one constant in her life is gone#her brother who’s always been there for her is just suddenly gone#and she just has to keep going forward and figure out her whole being the key business#without him#:(#pulp musicals#tsits spoilers#the searcher in the shadows spoilers#pulp 4 spoilers#pulp musicals 4 spoilers#tsits
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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.
#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her#and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura#he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life#deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was#he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least#he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship#but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way#Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless#he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it#she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone#he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home#he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes#Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon#but promises feel costly these days#he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura#someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here#his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them#but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here#he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention#he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods#he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.
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