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figmentforms-the-human · 9 months

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I DID MY FIRST SELF INJECTION AND I DIDN’T FAINT OR CRY!!!!!!😎😎😎😎😎

#IVF #ooooh boy do I ever hate this #lol much fear #can’t be scared forever #gotta try

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pangur-and-grim · 4 months

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it’s hard for me to feed myself right now (just in terms of physical ability), so my mom drove me and the animals to her place. she carried the cats in first, because I had to butt-scoot up the front stairs, and once inside, Pangur got scared and ran. she’s tucked herself away somewhere, and nobody can find her. I probably could, and I could lure her out and make her feel safe again, except that I’m largely immobile. I keep falling on the crutches and fucking my leg up further, and the likeliest hiding spots are up or down a fleet of stairs. it’s been 4 hours, and it’s killing me not to look for her. I’m so tempted to crawl down the basement stairs, broken leg be damned.

#I have bad object permanence and anxiety #so my brain is saying ‘she’s gone forever’#she’s definitely in the house but I’m getting scared bc worst case scenario is that stress has brought on a medical condition #and that she’s stuck somewhere and needs help but I can’t get to her #I know she’ll probably just come out later in the night once she feels safe. but it’s hard to lie here like a lump waiting

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crismakesstuff · 7 months

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i love that cecil once again tried to do the “your father felt the same way” on mark but this time mark just said “I need to listen to myself before I listen to you” and threw his earpiece out

THATS MY BOY LETS GO!!

#that is also 100% Debbie’s influence on mark and I love it #cecil is trying to hard to manipulate mark and doesn’t realize it’s not gonna fucking work forever #u can’t just keep going ‘ur dad did the same’#to try and scare him bc that boy is stubborn as hell #i love this show sm #invincible #mark grayson #nolan grayson #cecil stedman #invincible show #invincible spoilers

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notherpuppet · 5 months

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I’m so overwhelmed with what we saw,,,, I’m trying to grasp onto one train of thought

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sirbird · 15 days

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Some good sleep and morning dew :)

#my art #atsv miguel #miguel o'hara #miguel o hara fanart #drider miguel #I feel like I haven’t drawn in forever #life has been keeping me busy and I got scared when I didn’t draw for a bit #but I can’t let it take the thing I love #I hope you all are doing well too #sorry I haven’t chatted in a minute I’ve just been a little overwhelmed #but I love you all #thank you for liking my art as always it always warms my heart

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coredrill · 3 months

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so like. how many times do you think smith has heard isami say he doesn’t trust bravern and then tried really hard to change that when he becomes bravern only to wind up with the same outcome every single time

#it’s just. like. i love you. i love you. i became this because i love you and you shut me out now that i’m like this #and i’m not brave enough to admit that it’s ME you’re turning away from because it will hurt even more if you know it’s me #and you still turn away but i love you and our hearts match now because i want to keep you safe in mine forever #and i know i can’t be you so i’ll be your armor; your partner; your knight because i love you #and i couldn’t stand the thought of leaving you so our souls brought me back and now i’m this and i’m HERE #i’m right here but you don’t know i’m here and i’m so scared to tell you because what if you don’t want me here?#not like this; not after everything?#jesus fucking christ with enough concentrated essence of super robot anything really IS possible #even getting me to give a shit abt romance. LMFAO #EMBARRASSING!!!!!!!!!#a: bravern #ch: lewis smith #bravern spoilers #t.bbbb #i knew this show was gay but i didn’t expect it to be so queer too #ill-advised post to make probably but ehhhhhh

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scholarhect · 3 months

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one of those tweets i’m just going to be thinking about forever

#post tag #the fens geese are chill i’m not scared of them anymore. i’ve never had problems #the riverside geese though…#a couple years ago i was down by the riverside & was intimidated by the geese but then fully ran away from a swan #actually i can’t believe we have swans in this city but i haven’t seen them in forever. i should go down one of these days #but it’s so far… i used to work in back bay & i’d skip down there on my lunch break #too far to want to walk but it doesn’t really make sense to not walk. you know what i mean

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oddtripps · 3 months

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“All nightmares start as dreams,

All love starts as a scheme,

. . .

So wake me up

I’m tired of sleeping ”

He’s so sad face emoji dreary face emoji wtf

I’ll update the punishland!au once I get another stupid baby puter because my old one was hanging on by a thread lmao.

Poor doods been through hell with this stupid little clump!!!!

Wants 2 go back home. :((

#dhmis #punishland!yellow my beloved #don’t hug me I’m scared #his tagged ear is because he was sold by Roy to Red + Bird #imagine your dad flat out selling you to a stranger cause you said I love you to his face #I’ll complain about tags all I want I h8 them homie!!#finally fixed my SD card but my DS is still poopy waaa #vomits lore about punishland in bit because I’m a fool and a clown and a jester #I’ll do it later MUM I’m BUSY being GAMER (( playing Pokemon go cause I love collecting doods. wtf. ))#anywy punishland!yellow can’t talk because his voice box was ripped out by Roy just before he was given to Redd #so he’s forever in a sad state of longing and silence teehee #he draw a bunch and it’s always pictures of his dad and clowns cause it’s the only thing that makes him happy #he keeps hope that one day Roy will by him back but 4 now he sits on his stupid little chair and draws and draws and draws #I LOVE PUTTING MY PUPPET SON THROUGH ANGST WAAAAA #Spotify

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m-e-w-666 · 9 days

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i think it’s neat that as long as humans exist, queer people will keep existing. it doesn’t matter how much gets erased queer people will always exist again and again and again and again

#like honestly it’s sad to think about how much queerphobia there is and how much of it has lead people to be miserable or lose their life #but personally it gives me a little relief to think that even if in one single moment all of queerness was erased we’ll exist again #you can’t seperate queerness from humans #well keep existing forever #it’s comforting to think about when i get scared about things #lgbt #lgbtq #queer

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luyo-mi · 9 months

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WHAT LEONA DONT SAY THAT OMG THIS IS MAKING ME SO SAD

#ALL the effort u did just to quit like bro leona #sweetheart please #don’t drag the others dreams in the dirt omg frfr #I feel like he’s just a tad bit scared bc like it seems rn no matter what he does he can’t be good enough for himself #or for others maybe ish #and this hatred for this malleus guy #It’s like he finally found this place where he can be someone people looked up to and be a leader to them only to be knocked right back dow #by malleus the next year and that basically reminded him he will forever be a walking second place #bros #fat huge tears #AND THEN RUGGIE #UR A HYENIA THAT GREW UP IN A DUMP AHUG #AUAG #YES I SPELLED HYENA WRONG LEAVE ME ALONE IM CRYING

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butch-himbo-king · 10 months

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#saw a picture of myself from when i was really struggling with my body image when i was younger and started sobbing #bc i was literally a tiny fucking baby it was like middle school and i look so small #but we were at the pool and i was swimming in shorts and a tank top bc i was so scared of my body existing #and looking at it now is like overwhelming bc what the fuck that’s a picture of a baby #and the fact that i know what’s going on in that kids head and how fucking wild and Wrong the feelings they’re having are #i can’t recall ever seeing a picture of myself from that time bc it was so bad i would never let anyone take them of me #bc i was terrified of having to see myself or ppl being able to look at me like that forever #and actually seeing one and seeing what i truly looked like vs the image i had in my head of how i thought i looked #is fucking wild #and so fucking sad #sorry i’m having a lot of emotions abt this actually didn’t expect that to happen but #here we are ig #personal

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smilesrobotlover · 10 months

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Rewatching Clone Wars and Rebels and I just gotta say it. Star Wars peaked with those shows. I love them so much

#the clone wars was so unique cuz it was focused on main characters #but it also had 4 episode arcs with different characters #like you weren’t always with the same characters #and the character arcs were SO good man #and it wasn’t scared to touch on the horrors of war and the complications of politics #and it individualized the clones in such a wonderful ways #and traumatized me so much with the amount of on screen deaths #10/10 show I love it so much #and then Rebels only really focuses on the small group of characters #but my gosh the dynamics are just so fun #idk what happened but the soul got sucked out of Star Wars #I will forever be a Disney Star Wars hater #idk if rebels is Disney Star Wars #but I suppose it was at a time when Disney was making actual good stuff #regardless the modern Star Wars is awful #I watched the first two episodes of Ahsoka and I’m not impressed #I’m going in with high standards cuz the low standards are giving people too much credit #but yeah #that show def should’ve been animated man #these live action actors can’t show an ounce of emotion #like ever #what is wrong with these people #sorry I need to calm down I’m so salty about what happened to Star Wars lol #anyways clone wars and rebels are amazing #they have their flaws but they’re so good in their own ways with delightful characters #smiles rambles

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inkats · 3 months

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wait ok i was sketchin out an expression sheet and then i started thinking. isnt this insane. 2018 -> 2020 -> 2022 -> just now.

like. wild to meee. he looks how i want him to look now... from when i drew him first to now,,,,,,, insane insane insane. i used to be so proud of that first drawing n look at me now....

#yes im on my period but like. uwah. uwahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.#Also so so so forever pissed that I got so scared of people thinking I was a weeb that I just straight up stopped drawing anime #you can’t see anything that I was loving and enjoying so much at that time through my older art #You don’t see the spikey haired boys I was in love w or the fancy shoujo ladies or anythinggg #>:( but I have now and forever to refind that love. Like when I purposefully try to draw like 2000s bl manga.#Which technically isn’t amazing but that sort of art style hits me in the guts it’s perfect to me. That’s home.

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pepprs · 11 months

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i literally need there to stop being situations circumstances events developments complications and happenstances. for the fucking love of god

#purrs #but there will never stop being any of those things so actually what i literally need is to learn HARD AND FAST how to stop getting so #fucking triggered over a situation i know is NOTHING so bad that im anxious for the entire rest of the day and can’t even get any work done.#like (jade from tesco voice) girls… im not gonna lie to you. i think therapy is not working. i think i am not mentally or emotionally strong #enough to work in this job and i think i am never going to get mentally or emotionally stronger. ive been stuck in the quicksand too long #and now im atrophying. i cannot develop the situational awareness and motor skills or awakeness (and i mean AWAKEness.) to safely and #consistently drive a car. i cannot develop the intellect and drive and courage to get an advanced degree or be in a leadership position that #everyone actually sees as a leadership position lmfao. and i cannot develop the emotional intelligence and inner peace to not get triggered #out of my fucking mind at work to the point where im having anxiety heart palpitations and fighting back tears. i am just stuck as i am #forever. and you know how i know that? BECAUSE IVE WORKED AT THE NATIONALLY RENOWNED CENTER FOR YOU-ARE-NOT-STUCK-AS-YOU-ARE-FOREVER FOR #FIVE FUCKING YEARS SINCE ITS LITERAL FOUNDING AND HELPED TO FOUND IT AND IM STILL LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!! i go back to square one EVERY #FUCKING DAY!!!!!!!! how am i supposed to tell other people who they are is what they bring and the world can change and whatever when i am #the fucking antithesis of that. when i don’t even believe my own words. like the way i want to punch out every window in this building rn i #HATE BEING LIKe this i hate being in the psychic prison of scared little girl mode all the time forever no matter what and being beyond help #and disappointing and burdening the people around me because i can’t be fucking normal about like. hierarchy and institutional politics LOL #delete later

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conspiring-limabean · 6 months

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I had spent years wanting nothing more than to get out of the place I used to live and move back up north and just rotting in a pool of depression because of how much that place fucking sucks, and when I finally got the chance to move back up north I like. Told myself not to hype it up too much because it isn’t going to fix everything, there’s other problems in my life that I’m going to have to work on still and I was really worried I would move to the new place and still be depressed but this time have no more scapegoat “this will fix me if I can get there” solution to hang onto because now I’ve achieved the thing I had always told myself would fix my depression. but like. no i was right. I’ve been here a few months, more than enough time for depressive phases to come and go and my mental state is so much infinitely better here. Like I actually want to go outside. I actually enjoy looking out the window. the bad thoughts still appear as I know they always will but fighting them off is so much fucking easier. The depression doesn’t stay when it comes knocking. There are still the few other life problems I know I need to solve but now I actually have the self confidence to try to do so instead of wallowing in untamable anxiety afraid of heading anywhere else because I might do it wrong

#it’s genuinely strange how much fixing life problems has also just fixed like… my self confidence?#I can’t tell how much of it is tied to the fact that I finally broke away from the friend group that always made me feel subordinate #maybe also because I’m away from my mom who I love but coddles me way too much #but I feel so much less Scared to Do Shit #like I got new ram for my pc. and it rocks. and I’ve needed to do it for a Long Long time #but I was never confident enough to do so before because I was afraid I would mess it up or something?#i was too afraid to touch my pc what if I break it. what if I break it forever and fuck everything up #but like. there was no fear about that now. I do think getting away from my old friends is a huge part of that actually #Im my own person now and I want to do things #ok goodnight

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urplepurplegurgleturgle · 6 days

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How would you feel if i... perhaps... shot you and someone else with an arrow... hehehehe....

- ❤️ anon (cupid)

NO GOD PLEASE NO HAVE MERCY

#I can’t handle love bro #I’m so scared of a relationship like what if I mess up what if I get my heart broken what if I do something bad and she hates me forever-#purple.txt [👾]

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