#can you tell I have adhd?
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fuck it, i'm an impusive little shit so slytherin boys x their favorite sex positions will be out at 5:00 p.m. today! in the meantime, here's a little teaser:
love, jess ୨୧ ✧・゚:⋆*・゚*
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Ugh, I really gotta stop getting into stuff because somebody describes it has having homoerotic relationships. My roommate who knows my tumblr was telling me about how prosekai had all these women who cared so so deeply about each other, and I used to love beat saber back when I had access to a VR rig, so I downloaded it, despite having no previous exposure to Miku except through said roommate. And now I am sitting here trying to think about Immanuel Kant and the ethics of end of life care but noooooo my brain wants to sing Ghost Rule at top volume. Thanks, brain. Thanks, women.
#project sekai#prosekai#colorful stage#which one do I tag this stuff as?#I'm not sure; I just got here#immanuel kant#I know zero Japanese so the song lyrics are just mush with a few vaguely identifiable syllables in there somewhere#that's not quite true: I know the Japanese word for fallout#it's 死の灰#but I only know it because 死 and 灰 are both kanji that have the exact same meaning as their counterparts in Mando#plus their pronounciations are similar#and の has the same exact meaning as the Mando 的 (and also 之 because Mando needed a written form ig)#anyways 死の灰 is shinohai and translated literally it's ash of death#or ig death-related ash to preserve the ordering#死 means death and 灰 is ash (or grey in Mando; idk if the other meaning also carries over)#の is a grammar word indicating that the word/phrase before it modifies the word after#so 死の灰 is death ash / ash of death / death-related ash#Mando does this all the time too lol#how did I get here?#oh right I was supposed to be reading about Kant#IIIIIIIIIImmanual Kant was a real pissant who was very rarely stable--#can you tell I have adhd?#adhd#japanese#this got out of hand lmao#tonight on late night thoughts with jay
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This is not silence – a short poem.
My brain it fizzes and whirs,
My face hot and heavy,
My brain aching but alive,
The almost silent fizzing and popping of the carbonated drink poking at my mind as it struggles to decipher the needlessly complex wording of the English language,
The clicking and clacking of my computer keyboard as my fingers dance across the letters,
The cars outside roar and hiss in my ear despite my distance,
The clock, in its endless need to distract me, thawks at my eardrums with an obsessive, repetitive passion I cannot ignore,
The fabric of my sleeves scrapes across my skin with an unyielding fury, catching on the corner of my laptop and dragging my fingers backwards with it,
My hair trails sits behind my neck, its thin fibers agitating my skin,
The cat slumbering on the bed shifts, the rustling adding its part,
The boiler, insistent on joining the chorus, breaks out in a great hiccuping song, stealing my attention completely from my work,
This is not silence.
Do not whistle!
Do not speak!
I am deafened enough as it is!
And I have work to do.
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So, I responded to a post over on my personal blog about people behaving "weird" in public and mentioned that being a bit smelly is not, in fact, a moral failure. And I just looked at the comments and feel deeply moved to reiterate:
Smelling bad in public is not a moral failure.
In fact, I'll go one step further:
There is no moral dimension to cleanliness.
There are all sorts of reasons a person might be dirty in public. They might not have access to the facilities or products they need to stay clean, they might be coming home from a dirty activity, they might have mental or physical conditions that make it hard for them to maintain their personal hygiene, they might be dependent on other people for their hygiene needs and those needs aren't being met.
Also, with smells in particular, "bad" is subjective. I'm personally extremely sensitive to perfumes and aftershaves, and while I can sit quite peacefully in a crowded bus that smells of BO, I often have to leave shops or get off buses because someone's perfume, which they no doubt think makes them smell lovely, is actually making me gag.
You don't have to go and huff great, gusting lungfuls of air around the next smelly person you bump into in the corner shop. By all means, breathe through your mouth, change your seat, open the window, wish the situation were different.
But you do need to let go of this idea that a smelly or dirty person is also a bad person. They're literally just a person - just another human animal living in their animal body, trying to get from one day to the next. Sometimes, people are dirty. Sometimes, they smell bad. If that's not something you can encounter without taking personal offence, you need to seriously reassess your own expectations of being in public.
#not podcast related#oooooh some of those comments got me so mad!!!!!#literally just sometimes people smell bad idk what to tell you#as a former rugby player and someone whose adhd makes it hard for me to remember to wash#i have absolutely been a Smelly Person on public transport#and do you know what? everyone survived#even me#and yes even the person wearing so much perfume that i can taste it#is not actually a bad person#just a smelly one
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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:
does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies
#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked#has been just so. mean about it#not even intentionally#not always at least#but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things#that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person#ever had#this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame#idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it#see it as a personal choice to be late#and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t#you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general#and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices#it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for#bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing#and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves#and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else#there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month
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ruffles!!! :D
i regret to inform you all that the bubblfruit pants did not make it into this rendition of rivulet. i sincerely apologize (they can still wear them as pajamas or something,,, just too much detail to draw)
as always story under cut :D
Rivulet was born in a tropical area, but their family moved up north when they were a pup, so they don't remember much of it. She's been best friends with Saint her whole life and begged her parents to take them in after their mother passed (it worked! They're adoptive siblings :)). She also has ADHD, and has very intense RSD.
Rivulet was always very interested in marine life & anything to do with water, and they've been told since they were young that they'd make a great athlete someday. She was on every track and swim team throughout school, and was a highly valued member of her teams. In her late teens, she was offered something she couldn't turn down -- a scholarship at a sports-focused college down south. Even if it meant leaving her childhood home, she was more than happy to accept.
They have now graduated college and are now working as a mechanic to pay off their loans and start a life for themselves. They still live with Saint, but have moved out of their parent's home. She's worried her parents will want to move back up north (her younger siblings are not fans of the new scenery...) but she figures even if they do, they'll always come back to visit.
Since coming to town she's made a few friends, her closest friends being Monk and Moon. She's also developed a massive crush on the mailscug, Spearmaster. They're horrified to confess, though, since they've never been in a relationship before. But no matter what happens, she'll always have Saint to help her through it :))
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#rain world#sleepys anthro au#rw rivulet#rw fishstick#< but add a little anxiety#tumblr is lagging so bad oml i want to add more but i don't think my phone can take it#curse you tumblr mobile app!!#anyway inv is up next. yippee!!#also btw i dont have (diagnosed) adhd so please tell me if i wrote anything incorrectly/offensively!!!
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Ooh ok so hot tip I learned while working at the library. If you have problems buying things online because of the retail therapy or the excitement of the delivery, order things into the library. You can order as much as you want without spending a dime and then you get books! Or movies! Or board games!
It's like drugs but library
as a librarian, i can't encourage you enough to check out stuff you don't think you'll get around to reading
like other institutions, at the end of the day we have to use numbers to justify our existence and inform our financial decisions
check out that novel by that author you like even if you know there's no time to finish it. check out a movie you like even if you can't watch it. check out a sewing machine even if you don't have time for a project. we don't check if you finish anything, and it all adds up.
support your local library by checking out things you don't need
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anyone with adhd and/or autism have part of their brain that constantly tries gaslighting itself into thinking that you aren’t actually autistic, that you don’t have adhd? i’m so tired
#not using gaslighting as a buzzword believe me#every day of my life i ponder if i really have adhd and my girlfriend is just like#literally everyone can tell you are#it’s very consoling#personal#actually adhd#actually autism#do ppl still use those tags
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Oh dear, young, idiotic King Nikomachos II, son of Demosthenes of Mycenae. Or, rather some smaller provincial kingdom of north-western Lakonia, to rather generalise, from which his great Eurypontid house needed to expel him; with a reign that proves as just as trivial and hedonistic as he. Powdered in rouge as an effeminate leukochrōs, Nikomachos, deformed and ill-bred, possibly a bastard of helot whisper and beheld among five elder sisters, the boy’s kingship was a jest among all the Peloponnese behind closed doors. Yet, in his Kastro Koiláda Chalkou, the scrutiny of the Ekkelisa could not reach him and his whore-bride to be, Eurynome, for the luxury and the splendour of Dionysos and Demeter’s sweet ecstasy were irresistibly intoxicating. For who has time for leading trade routes and waring territory when the pig has only just been carved?
so, what is this? i actually am not sure yet, will it be gameplay, will it be story? we will find out at some point, but i just desperately wanted to play with the late bronze age because as an ancient history and linguistics major, it is my duty. i have always been deeply in love with my hellenistic greco-roman history and thought it would be quite fun to delve into a period i am not as familiar with with the Mycenaeans, to see what i can learn. also considering the beautifully accurate amount of cc clothing for this era, particularly by @clepysdra which i feel the classical age is lacking in among historical cc compared to the bronze age. BUT in speaking of accuracy, those that noticed i referenced the Eurypontid house of the diarchic Spartans, the Ekkelisa and the names of my sims themselves, for the sake of my own enjoyment, i WILL be snatching names for funsies with no relation to their historical origin, but i do want to try my best to make this accurate to Mycenaean culture/dress/relgion, etc. but i am still learning about this fascinating time. i also want to give the BIGGEST praise and thank you to @kyriat-sims for her absolutely beautiful early civilisation save that she’s created, as well as the build featured in this post (which you can find HERE and HERE) as although i tweaked the interior to my manic over-cluttered taste, the castle shell itself is done by her and it’s so brilliant <3
#cardamon#the delusions have got to me again#now you may have noticed my ultimate decades challenge has disappeared#and i don’t know what to tell ya#sometimes i just get struck with new inspiration and the adhd tells me to make it happen now#so now we’re here#hopefully i can make something out of it#:D#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 historical#ts4 legacy#ts4 early civilisation#ts4 greece#eurynome#nikomachos#ts4 ancient greek#leukochrōs#the ancient greek feminisation of the male face by painting it white
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Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays, everyone! :D
Have some Starlight Shitposts, because I don't know if I'll be able to put out the next chapter of TPSC specifically today on Christmas itself - Mainly because this one comes with a third edit. Expect it very soon though!
#starlight express#stex#stex coaches#stex components#stex engines#stex freight#Starlight Shitposts#can you tell I'm hyperfixating even during the holidays? lmao#I headcanon Slick to have ADHD and Belle to have Autism so they're in the Neurodivergent Club together
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L to R, Top to Bottom:
Spider-Man (Marvel Comics), Mikey (tmnt 2012, but really all of them), Luz Noceda (the owl house), Entrapta (She-Ra), Leo Valdez (Heroes of Olympus), Star Butterfly (Star vs the forces of evil), Jake Peralta (Brooklyn 99), Mabel Pines (Gravity Falls), Beast Boy (Teen Titans)
@boeisawesome @goopyskele @nosleep83 @mostlyvoid-partiallyturtles @donnietheterrapin @reesespiecesofart @donnies-bo-staff
L to R, top to bottom:
Rohan Kishibe (JJBA), Joe (Sk8 the Infinity), Galo Thymos (Promare), Loid Forger (Spy x Family), Kento Nanami (JJK), Daisuke Kambe (Fugo Keiji: Balance Unlimited), Tsuchigomori (TBHK), Aki Hayakawa (CSM), Hatori Sohma (Fruits Basket)
Tagging: @lostinthe-jojos @giogio-gucci-gangstar @pensivespecter @angry-geese
(if anyone else wants to do this feel free)
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Holy crap I completely forgot I attempted to download the entire Unus Annus channel right before it got deleted. I just found an old hard drive in my desk I forgot I even had, and like - dude. I have no idea how many videos are on here but it HAS to be in the triple digits, including thumbnails. This is friggin' insane.
#unus annus#markiplier#crankgameplays#also I realize that goes against the entire purpose of the channel#I know that#I don't really remember trying to download these in the first place so I can't tell you where the motivation came from#I only saw like two videos back then because a lot of them dealt with some existential topics and I can't handle that kind of thing usually#so maybe I had fomo regret at the time - who can say?#I don't intend to share them on YouTube or anything like that because I know Mark and Ethan didn't want that#I just think it's bonkers that I have a partial archive of something that no longer exists on the internet#this is the coolest thing I ever forgot I did#ADHD is a trip man
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why do you have to stop doing things and go to bed. you should be able to keep doing things forever.
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Then uh just this drawing, more closely following the initial sketch I did here because I just loved the look of it, but it didn't completely fit the vibe of the comic lmao-
What is he yapping about !!
#think this is now the third time I have done a drawing of 'person A passionately yaps about whatever while person B just listens-'#'and is only falling deeper in love with person A'#Can you tell that I have ADHD and it's a concept that brings me so much joy. lmao#digital#saw#sawposting#saw franchise#sawtism#saw 2004#saw fanart#chainshipping#lawrence gordon#adam faulkner stanheight#adam stanheight
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Wedding quilt progress is going slow but sure. I’m a little concerned about math given how the shapes shift only half to the side each row. I suppose I’ll just keep some of the material extra and reserved so if I need to last minute add half a jewel it’ll be fine.
#quilting#this time I’m English paper piecing it#I have until Halloween to finish this thing so I made these hearts HUGE.#and I haven’t made any big progress on my other quilts in a while#the backing material I bought for one keeps getting lost in the mail#and I don’t want to rearrange my living room to baste these things more than once so I may as well wait#and until I get a decent head start on this quilt which has a hard deadline I’m avoiding my other projects#can you tell I’ve got adhd#i need a new personal tag#my quilt
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First • Prev • Next • Usernames • Masterlist
#fake tweets#birdy tweets#fake twt#danny phantom#sam manson#tucker foley#danny fenton#dash baxter#mr lancer#mr. lancer#tucker is straight up having a mental breakdown over fries#im fairly certain this is the longest twt thread ive ever posted#i decided to break it down into three chunks#can you tell the ADHD is strong today? cause i can#yes it’s QPR. why? I said so#QPR#Timeline? who is she
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