#can not control urself

[chan--143]

[celestie0]

kickoff ch10 this saturday (5/4) @ 1pm PST!!

HELLOOO i fucking finally finished ch10, just in the process of editing it rn

SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT oml but i hope it’s worth it :””) this next chapter is around 15k words holy jeebsus. it’s very rough draft rn haha the word count might change a bit during editing process, but we’ll see. it’s giving crack fic vibes too lmfaooo very diff from ch9

also just a warning gojo is extremely horny n sleazy in this next chapter🧍🏻‍♀️idk what tf happened lmfaooo i think he’s sick of all the edging i’ve been putting him through. i swear he will have lover boy status soon enough but for now hes just a hound dog lol my bad

this is literally kickoff gojo

[lightbulb-warning]

so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently

[iraprince]

Hiii, i love your stuff and kinda from a distance really look up at you for, in my perception, being able to express yourself without giving a fuck. Thats sick dude, Im so so afraid, of absolutely everything, its nice to think like i might grow into someone less apologetic of my existence. Nice to see people just being yknow

hey, thank you, this is really really nice. the secret that is probably not a secret is that i am also deeply afraid a lot of the time lmao -- but less than i used to be, and in ways that feel less stifling and self-suffocating, if that makes sense.

like, it used to be "i'm scared that if i express myself the way i want to, everyone will find me obnoxious, so let's just sand those edges down to be safe" -- now my fears are more like "now that i'm expressing myself in a way that feels natural and real, i'm afraid that it's all stupid/vapid/not worthwhile or meaningful" (<- specifically abt my art) or "i'm happy that i talk and act the way i want to now, but what if it makes me impossible to befriend," etc etc etc. which still feels bad and puts me in a funk a lot of the time but at least it's a fear that comes After/in reaction to doing stuff, rather than a fear that STOPS me from doing stuff, you know? like, it's evolved into a kind of fear that's less in my way.

anyway. i believe you'll experience something like this, because wanting to grow is the first step of growing. the fact that u hope or wish for something different means you're already on your way. to fewer fucks!! or at least distributing the fucks u give in a way that serves u better

[stardial]

so fucking funny that my dad (literally works with something that, supposedly, requires a good understanding of how ppl work) can’t help me move without having a mental break and yelling at me. whereas my mom who’s generally less social is able to get it done w me in a single day because she understands the basic concept of “if you are mad and mean at someone they will work less efficiently”

[bellamygate]

the thing that gets me abt religious ppl is they'll demand u respect their religion & that religion hating your existence but they won't respect ur right to be like yea my belief says god isn't real so thats a dumb reason for hating other people or ye ok then ur god is homophobic thats kinda shitty they go APESHIT like. it goes both ways? like they can say i hate gay ppl bc of my religion but when a gay person says well i dont respect that religion bc it doesnt respect me its ww3. I'm not walking on eggshells for people who are too quick to condemn me to hell

[dukeofthomas]

I will forever maintain that Jason would've been fine and Not a vigilante without Bruce making him Robin

[whumpshaped]

i love. all powerful whumpers. i know i talk about this a lot but i just really absolutely love when a whumper controls every aspect of whumpee's life. not even as a human, but more as a god. a being so far above whumpee that they genuinely have no chance of fighting back.

maybe whumper literally created whumpee, and is now playing with them like a puppet. and whumpee is forced to bump into the invisible walls of their confined world over and over again, realising again and again that they can only ever go as far as whumper allows.

and maybe... sometimes... whumpee thinks they have outwitted whumper. they find a little loophole, a glitch in the matrix, a tear in the fabric of their artificial reality. they take the opportunity immediately, thinking they're about to be free... only to end up as a pawn in whumper's game yet again. the opening was put there on purpose, specifically for whumpee to find. and where it led was entirely controlled. and whumper enjoyed every second of this delightful little show of whumpee feeling some hope, only for it to be violently ripped away.

again.

[diodellet]

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[gifti3]

so yea running servers isnt like a cheap thing is what ive been learning these past couple weeks

[ahaura]

not to jinx it but :-) it's july so that means this is the longest i've had a blog since i first remade (8ish months) <3

[dyk3pup]

[whatthefuckugou]

my tranny ass loves my gender juice

[mithliya]

also legit u do not have to believe every woman’s story of sexual assault or rape. ur allowed to believe that they actually simply regretted sth they had full autonomy and choice in like the MRA you are. but maybe keep that shit to urself. bc you may very well be telling someone who actually faced what they say they faced that they’re lying and making them relive traumas that they’re trying to overcome. it’s basic decency and it won’t hurt you to not accuse rape victims of lying about it.

[butchladymaria]

cannot believe im getting hatemail on tumblr dot com for saying this woman is masc lmao. ty for your service butch king o7

[user1286]

Yeah

she attention deficit on my hyperactivity til i disorder