#can I have closure????? please??????
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I think a lot of the meta about Orym forgets that Orym isn't just an adventurer, he is a former bodyguard. His self worth is tied up in how well he can protect people and especially his loved ones. Thats why he sold his future to a hag, because its all he had left to give in order to be able to help.
Thats also why he seems so angry after FCG's death.
Otohan has killed his husband and father. Then him. Then he is brought back and told she also killed Fearne and Laudna. She killed Eshteross. She almost kills Keyleth. Now FCG has to sacrifice himself to save them all and kill Otohan and Orym was knocked out for it.
His job is to protect people and even with the added power from Nana Morri, it's still not enough. 6 years later and his loved ones are still dying and he can do nothing but watch.
#cr spoilers#critical role#orym#they have all lost people and are all grieving#but i have seen a lot of people saying he isnt acknowledging other people grief#give him a week to cool down#i see this like laudna when the groups rejoined and she was mad at the other team for having a nice trip#bor'dor was traumatic for all three of them for different reason#but her killing him and leaning into delilah specifically set her off in a way it didnt with the others and they got that#thats also whats happening here#otohan dying from a friend sacrificing themselves to save them all sets orym off#its not just grief this is tied into his everything#like i said#i will argue that a good 95% of his self worth is how well he can serve others#he has chosen to be their protector and everyone is dying#there is no closure to be found in otohans death because he failed even with the power from nana morri#and before anyone jumps on the 'orym fans cant take criticisms'#please just block me#i am being reactionary because people annoyed me#let me do that in peace#i wanna be sad about my little guy
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I hate being obsessed with diejoni because it’s like the ultimate what-if of a relationship. what even happened here. ten bazillion hints of something we never got to see. why is johnny apparently the only person diego trusts or is even unprofessional with. why can johnny read him like an open book. yeah johnny treats him like a cheating ex don’t question it. for some reason diego is kind of obsessed with him. they know exactly what the other is going to do all the time in any circumstance despite allegedly not spending all that much time with each other. it’s natural okay! it’s like all the puzzle pieces are there but there’s never actual closure. unless there is. but not with each other. i feel insane
#diejoni#diejo#dinotusk#Diego brando#Johnny joestar#the only ‘resolution’ I can think of for this relationship is D4C arc where Johnny pulls up to save Diego and then disappears because#Diego’s allies have a bad track record of ending up dead#but why did Diego look… like that when he saw Johnny was gone. what was he going to say#and then. he died. and I don’t know if AU Diego is supposed to be closure but he’s not#because he’s literally a totally different person. that kind of the idea of high voltage. au gyro would never be base gyro#and that hypothesis is confirmed by au diego#sbr#steel ball run#sbr spoilers#??#I want to squeeze them like sponges and wring out everything they’re hiding#manifesting wave of Diego/Johnny art and writing when sbr anime comes out#need it to be fugio level rarepair at least. please please please please#^inner monologue of someone who needs to be tranquilized#not to mention the Jonathan & Dio parallels. but even the parallels aren’t one-to-one so it’s like#how much can I actually extrapolate from that to better understand them#not that you need to#it’s just another layer of the diego & Johnny ‘what if’ relationship#that may or may not even exist#diejoni inception. basically
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Guys you have to start going to brick and mortar stores again instead of buying every little damn thing online. I am so serious
#saying this bc look I don’t like joann’s fabrics as much as the next person#but looking at the chap 11 closures is truly hellish. we only have 3 of these stores in our state and they’re closing two of them#and I can’t help but think about how few options those communities will have to get anything afordable once they’re gone#and I’ve looked it up multiple times for my own purposes: there are so few fabric stores elsewhere in the state. like these go down#and online shopping will be the only option. and especially with something like fabric that can be a huge problem!#sometimes the websites can be reliable enough to tell you thread count and weave and weight but there are soooo many websites that do not#so you could easily get stuck with some fucked fabric and then what!#not to mention on top of shipping shit can get super fucking expensive real quick#and sure joanns is faaaaar from perfect but jesus at least I can go there and scope out the fabric properly#I’m lucky my own local joanns is staying open but holy fuck it’s so bad!!!#like does nobody else see that buying everything online is draining places of local resources and furthering our enslavement to capitalism?#or is it just fucking me????#god DAMN#also this should go without saying that you absolutely should shop local places first too#but like also I get it bc even one of my local places sells their linen for like 40 bucks a yard which is nuts so just. please as long as#you’re not feeding the devil called amazon for god’s sake
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Since atla is again having an extra surge of popularity, I'm shooting my shot:
[ID: (Rest of image description in alt). At the bottom of the image sits the text: "Zuko: Okay. Well, I can't remember how it starts, but the punchline is "leaf me alone, I'm bushed."" ID end].
Did we ever find out what the setup for this joke was? I feel kinda haunted by it. If not- anyone wanna make their best or worst guesses?
edit: I now know what "I'm bushed" mean, but go ahead anyway 👍
haunted thoughts in tags ↓
#atla#the way I was early out for this next surge in popularity 🤗 I was in a different phase by 2020#it's not like it haunts me day and night but it does bother me thinking back on it. please tell me I'm not the only one 🧍♂️#I'll have to reblog the 'closure is a myth' post jk#what kind... of joke is it? leaf pun on leave i get. I'm bushed however I dont get. it implies the punchline sayer is a bush at least I#think. but what prompts the 'i am bushed' I dont get. is it not contextual? is it a phrase ive not connected like 'leaf me alone'?#is there anotger layer between leaf and bush? again what kind of joke (social:joke purpose. what is funny? only pun?) + (in-joke set up)?#is it about the kind of bush it is? is it between two plants? the plant & someone picking on the plant like a teamaker collecting?#is it about a plant that has grown into bush and thus (somethingsomething)?? is it not a plant at all? other elements? iroh *what*.#if the creators actually had a setup in mind- I fear it will be lame. but yet I am haunted#it must have cracked someone up for him to try relay it. (set in term of endearment here) 🧍♂️👈 *poking him*#either way. me 🤝 zuko @ being bad at remembering & relaying jokes 😁👍#at least in that instance anyway#I mainly stick to irony & sarcasm. running along with an mistaken assumption or replying w something silly & blowing it out of proportions.#puns if I'm lucky. ect. fun when I can reference it later tho I try not to overdo it. not like I'll likely remember it for too long anyway#now to lay in wajt see if anything happens....#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla zuko#a:tla#my rambles#its lie and not lay is it not.....
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Thinking about the portrayal of ancestry in Horizons.
#something about depicting adult characters as full people with their own motivations and lives as opposed to just making them flat#or not going deeper than a dichotomy between bad and good. it's refreshing to see stuff that feels real and poignant#i've been rotating rystal gibeon crave quite a lot in my mind lately. love the implications here and there about rystal and leyla#not telling you everything but leaving enough implications to imagine stuff.. i can think of a whole life for rystal and it's neat.#also i like that.. every family member feels like their own person. that thing about everyone having their own life and feelings.#liko is different from lucca and diana. but there are still moments which feel affectionate where you can think she takes after them#refreshing take on ancestry tbh. it strikes delicate balance between knowing your roots and past and finding yourself#learning about past tragedies to give them proper closure because you can't do that if you don't know what happened#even with gibeon.. very pleased and impressed that they are putting care in his character's depiction#specifically showing him as a young man and giving depth and perspective to him. allowing him to be a full character.#instead of just saying he is terrible and ending it at that. he gets to be someone with dreams and motivations and relationships#we've seen little of crave but the implications are there to pick apart and they are interesting#it genuinely enriches amethio's character and his side of the story. to make his relatives distinct people with their own perspectives#like.. instead of just saying his relatives are the worst evil!! they are putting care in the depiction and make them nuanced#characters who feel real.. strained and messy relationships with room for growth and development#definitely gives me more appreciation for the narrative in general. it's a kind of story that i find appealing#actually pleased that ame's side of the story is like that.. it could have been flat but thankfully it isn't.#stories with multiple layers and perspectives to them. my beloved.#anyway the portrayal of ancestry and adult characters in horizons is neat. and interesting.#the way they are tackling that kind of narrative to add to characters like liko and amethio. it's cool#hopefully. we get more on gibeon soon. he specifically has me intrigued.. him and crave too.#the writers definitely have specific themes they like and it shows through the story.. it's neat.#character notes
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I am filled with so much unbridled joy for the remaster today but animationepic can you please address the stuff with justin before you do anything big I get these things need to be sorted out and it doesn’t have to all be done in front of the public but it’s been a HOT minute and im startintg to get scared
#im not necessarily worried that they’re trying to divert attention I wanna make that clear#but the silence is just kind of unnerving can we please get some closure on this soon :(#I think in the back of my mind I have adopted the fear that half the cast is just gonna have new voices now#and that’ll be how they address it and we’ll all just go “oh well” and move on#idk man I feel like even with the taylor stuff there was more#and to be fair that was a bigger situation but this is Weird and uncomfortable#and ngl its hard to enjoy the show sometimes with this just up in the air cuz it’s always in the back of your mind yknow
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she’s the only person he’s ever met who’s even remotely like him……………. sorry i can’t even focus on thoschei BILL JUST GOT SHOT
#CAN WE. CAN I HAVE SOME CLOSURE ON THAT. PLEASE. BILL???????#she’s gonna be alright yeah? yeah?#like. he can fix that. he can. right.#dw lb#dw 10x11
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Depression really is so stupid because you can be fine, doing better than you have been even, and then WHAM the dreaded drop. Feels a bit unfair actually
#Posting here because Tumblr is where I feel the most invisible lol (which in this case is a good thing)#I don't want anyone to worry about me but I don't really have any place where I can say 'I'm struggling' so I just need to say it here#sometimes I think just acknowledging a thing out loud is a way to take your power back from it#I am so tired and with everything going on in the world...woof#My grief is heavy today too. Grief for who I was grief for who I never will be grief for things I can't change#grief for the things I couldn't fix and for all the people I failed#grief for a loved one I lost recently and never got that 'Beautiful moment of closure' everyone else did because I failed them too#grief because when I look at myself I just see a monster#anyway I'm not feeling good tonight and I'm sorry for that and I'm sorry if you read all of that#ALSO feeling too embarrassed to talk about this anywhere else because I just posted on Twitter how much better I was doing#great job me#flawless fuck up wonderful execution I'm an embarrassing human being my whole existence is a nightmare#anyway I'm sorry please ignore me#*personal#delete later
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it was a small passing comment in the story but when its mentioned Sheila saw her dog get beaten to death when she was a kid and it made her feel like humankind was just like that (+ her sister's murder afterwards cementing that worldview)... augh.
#fugo.txt#like. idk i feel like im repeating myself but i cant stress this shit enough man. she was just a little girl#she was like 10#damn.#and like by that point she had already very much gone thru a lot of death. her parents were gone and the only family she had was her sister#and the only friend she had was her dog.#and then they both died. and she saw them die. right after the other. and then she was completely alone#idk looking at it thru that lense its not surprising at all that she decided to do all that. she was grieving and she didn't have anyone-#-to guide her in that. and the only logical progression she could fathom is that whoever killed her sister should suffer the same.#and deep down she knows she's doing this for herself because she doesn't KNOW what else to do. and she feels guilty. what would clara even-#think of her? and even if she's all oh illuso is dead and he suffered. so she can rest easy. you can SEE she never got any closure at all.#thats why she froze up when fighting against kocaqi. his sister also died right in front of him. but he did what she couldnt do#he gave her peace of mind. he gave her a dignified death. she died happy. clara didnt. and sheila can NEVER give that to her#all she can do is posthumously give her peace by murdering her murderer. but would Clara want that?#ugh man. its 2:30 am i should be sleeping i have a class to retake at 11:50#but. man..#please take the time to think of her tjis december
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I would rather a solar storm knock out all of Earth's satellites and technology and be the reason why we lose Ao3 than lose it to the U.S. government.
***Edit: this isn't talking specifically about Ao3 being down on 7/10. I'm referencing all of the proposed bills in the U.S. government which threaten what little privacy we still have on the internet, threaten to censor sites predominantly populated by minority groups(POC, LGBTQIA+, disabled, non-Christian, etc), and threaten to take away the way kids/teens/young adults express themselves on the internet. For more information, research the Kids Online Safety Act(KOSA), the Restrict Act, and the Earn It Act. There are petitions you can sign, letters/email templates you can send to your Representatives and Senators, and scripts you can use to call your Representatives and Senators :)
#at least then it's a natural disaster#*disaster meaning the loss of technology will be crippling to humanity#at least then I'd have the closure that we really had no chance#if the government takes it then it's the conscious decision to censor and control us#i will not lose my only consistent sources of happiness#see what taking away freedom of expression will do#i guarantee the fallout will be ugly#sam's thoughts#sam says stuff#sam's ranting#sam says shit#sam's club#sam's life#sam's gas can#ao3#KOSA#kids online safety act#restrict act#earn it act#PLEASE SIGN PETITIONS AND CALL YOUR REPRESENTATIVES & SENATORS
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@antebellumite shhhh he’s firing his single neuron
#tcgf au#BECAUSE THATS HIS FUCKIMG EX BOYFRIEND THATS WHY#AND GODS DAMN IT HES NOT GOING TO LET SOMETHING AS STUPID AS FATE OR DANIEL WEBSTER KEEP HIM FROM GETTING CLOSURE#except for the fact that he has not pursued actual closure for like. hundreds of years#much easier to live as schrodingers ex#anyways. poor NB thinking that houn is the same White Iron that repeatedly tortured him as a recruitment scheme#CLAY-GEGE MAY I PLEASE ASK WHAT THE FUCK. WH-WHY. WHY#clay like AW YEAH WHO ELSE IS HERE RESURRECTING GODS? NOBODY THATS WHO. I AM THE BEST AND MOST POWERFUL GHOST KING#jackson is completely unimpressed. a god is just a guy in fancy clothing of course he can become a ghost after death. Duh#i just looooooove drawing tcgf HC. I get to redesign him like an OC to look more Lisztean as I would have liked. lean into the sleek bob#he spent so much time proving that he could he never truly pondered whether he Should… the HC story
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Love that me and my father agree on so many things when it comes to cycling but that we both keep up with different parts of cycling that we both know wildly different things.
Anyway what do you mean the relevant governing body is asking our government to allow them to put in a request for a Tour grand depart to happen over here in the next few years what—
#idk what to say beyond god please let us have a grand depart at some point#like does not have to even be this decade. I just want to see it and laugh (affectionate)#it would most likely be in prague and this city will shit itself because of road closures this would be so funny actually#we can handle a sports event. we cannot handle road closures. I need to see this happen in real time actually#also obviously it would be cool asf to have a grand depart happen here from a fan perspective. like a subjective fan perspective i#absolutely want this to happen just cause i would want to see cycling love at some point even tho it is less fun than watching it on tv#*would want to see cycling live#anyway we cycling yapped while watching tdfu2 episode 3 so now I totally shit any chronological watching in the foot#*shot chronological watching#also pretty sure he shut off tdfu after i left to sleep so lmao maybe we will finish it together and I’ll need to watch the#first two episodes at some point absolutely out of order lol#erika.txt#cycling tag
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My wish has always been for Dorian to come back asking for help in the Silken Squall, and the solstice provides a perfect opportunity for that
#cr3#dorian storm#PLEASE#i want to see the silken squall so bad#Dorian realizes communication is down and magic is weird#he and Cyrus get worried about home#they realize they either need help getting there or something bad has already happened they want backup for#the crown keepers have something going on with Opal rn and can't help. and their home hovers around Marquet#so of course they go to jrusar to settle cyrus's debt and find word of bh#possibly they find someone who can scry and show them where the group is#otherwise they may wait in jrusar until the group comes back or they find a way to contact them#then we get an entire silken squall arc#dorian gets to come back for a while and have closure on his arc in the main campaign
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i have so many opinions about that eddie confronting “shannon” scene so many thoughts…
#i’m obsessed with shannon and eddie’s relationship tbh because it’s a mess and i don’t think they would stay together if she was alive#shannon KNEW eddie was just trying to do what he thought he should#and that christopher needed his mother#and so he had to fix their relationship but i don’t think it could be fixed#and i don’t think eddie is capable of grappling with that because it was his first relationship the mother of christopher and he didn’t get#closure#at least right now he’s not in the future with a lot of therapy yeah and i think that’s what he really needs to do#i study and think about their relationship as a hobby#i hope one day eddie can stop romanticizing it and take it for what it is the good and the bad#idk i just have a lot of thoughts about them#i still think about that poll that people would rather eddie die and be with shannon if he can’t be with buck and that makes me really upset#i spend most of my time thinking about the diazs#so please talk or ask about them to me#rey watches 911#911 spoilers#911 liveblog
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closed some ao3 tabs and started crying. again
#i don’t think i’ve ever cried this much in years#i just hope i don’t break down at work tomorrow#i need some closure i can’t move on from this#it’s so hard i can’t distract myself i can’t do anything i can’t stop checking my phone for updates it’s really fucking bad#i can’t even shower cause i’m scared i’ll miss something and come back to something horrible#i know it will be there either way but i just have so much anxiety i can’t function#i need to get my shit together because i don’t know how i’ll be able to go to work tomorrow if i keep acting this way#can he please just stream?#*
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Honestly, why is my gut instinct telling me KingOhger actually has the most perfect setup for a Rita Corruption Arc...?
I don't want ittttttt 😭😭😭😭😭
I love corruption arcs, but I don't want it for my little purple baby who just wants to chill and watch "Me and Moffun"!
#episode 16 is proof that Karras and the man behind God's Wrath will return either late-20s or mid-30s#I don't think Rita ever fully got closure on why they were chosen to be King either#and there's still a chance their trauma will come flooding back and override their stance on Impartiality#which can create an opening for a corruption arc if the show wants to go that route#probably overthinking it but FCK Rita's going to have an existential crisis and I really hope it doesnt lead to that!#Throw Himeno and Morfonia at them so they won't fall into that dark place!#PLEASE#the darker eye makeup and them in a cave is scaring me! (`;ω;´)
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