#callmecrazy

[callmecallmecrazy]

Not a story; just a thanks

I chose the name callmecrazy because when I first wrote The Jocking I had never read anything like it and I wasn't sure if anyone else had the same fantasies or if they'd just think I was nuts. Given how I've developed a wealth of mental health problems in adulthood, the name has stayed delightfully accurate.

I am so grateful to everyone who follows, likes, shares or even silently enjoys my stories. I write them because I want to, it's what goes on in my head. And I share them so people with similar interests can have something they relate to. And if that's inspired others along the way, even better! I've never wanted to make a career of this, and so I've never really been sure what kind of self promotion I should do, if any.

But some days when I feel really bad, I remind myself that I'm very lucky to be able to share something I enjoy so much with others who like the same things. It's not that long ago that I wouldn't have been able to have that kind of connection.

So, thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for being a fan.

[raque-m]

Libertad de un loco

Todo en esta vida parece estar limitado y condicionado, por los familiares, amigos, el gobierno y de ahí toda la jerarquía que le sigue y sus normas.

Pero, ¿alcanzaremos algún día eso tan ilusorio y utópico llamado libertad?

Lo que sigue después de la vida no lo puedo ni imaginar, pero anhelo poder experimentar la verdadera libertad, sin restricciones impuestas por el hombre, especie complicada y llena de ideales, pero, ¿dónde se originan esos ideales?

El humano, con tantas capacidades y potencial, pero tan corto en compasión y paciencia, a veces podando las alas de otros para conseguir sus propios sueños.

A veces callando a los más “débiles” para escuchar su propia voz egoísta y así satisfacer esa sed de poder y reconocimiento encubierta por una sonrisa dulce y amorosa, justificando la inmoralidad con un signo zodiacal o un patrón de ideas predeterminadas, engañosas y disfrazadas de una verdad absoluta.

Si esos silenciados pudieran abrir sus bocas, si esos hombres que suspiran por desafiar a los que han destruido al mundo con su visión egocéntrica tuvieran una sola oportunidad, si los que fueron llamados locos pudieran quitarle la venda de los ojos a esos ciegos que creen tener la razón, si tan solo se le diera oportunidad a aquellos que buscan la justicia y liberar a quienes han vivido reprimidos.

Pero si fueran liberados de su condena, ¿reprimirían a quienes alguna vez los menospreciaron? ¿o voltearían la página aprovechando esa oportunidad para tornar el odio en paz, y el sufrimiento en gozo?

Pero eso será en otra vida, si ella existiera.

De niño despreciaron mis gestos peculiares, de grande me los hicieron recordar con desdén.

De niño golpearon mi boca con puñetazos invisibles, con palabras de odio y de grande me exigen hablar, dicen que no puedo defenderme.

Pero, ¿será el silencio mi mejor arma?

¿Será el olvido mi escape a toda esa tormenta de apatía?

Y si decido “hacerme el loco” y hacerles creer que tienen la razón, ¿me dará eso un bocado de libertad?

El mal sabor de la realidad es inevitable, pero prefiero eso a hacerme falsas ilusiones como aquellos que buscan la validación escondiéndose tras una máscara de mentiras.

Prefiero ir soñando mientras camino a fingir ser un adulto perfecto que encaja con el resto del rompecabezas.

Prefiero que me llamen loco a ser un lobo disfrazado de oveja, con intenciones ocultas e intereses ambiciosos.

Prefiero seguir idealizando la libertad, esperando algún día poder vivirla.

Mientras tanto, que me sigan llamando loco todas las veces que quieran, como un disco roto que repite lo mismo una y otra vez

#journal #callmecrazy

[teamcolorsbycarrie]

You might call it crazy, but I call it fun … going around and around this one mile track for 48 hours over July 4th weekend! I love challenging my body to see how far I can go, despite the Georgia heat and humidity, and the occasional thunderstorms we always experience during this race! What can I say … I do it to spend time with my running family, and it’s actually quite therapeutic for me. What’s something fun you do that other people call crazy?! #callmecrazy #ultrarunnerlife #runningfamily #merrillsmile #july4thweekend — view on Instagram https://ift.tt/CfP01QF

[gautam-dev]

(Gautam Dev)

#devsays - #FeelTheBeat, love life’s flow, In unity we dance, hearts aglow. #NoCompetition, just happiness we find, ’#CallMeCrazy,’ for joy we bind. #OneWorld #Dance #EDM #Trance #House #MusicByDev #GautamDev #LifeHacks @ #130BPM :)

https://on.soundcloud.com/DC7qk

[shopdevsters]

(Gautam Dev)

#devsays - #FeelTheBeat, love life’s flow, In unity we dance, hearts aglow. #NoCompetition, just happiness we find, ’#CallMeCrazy,’ for joy we bind. #OneWorld #Dance #EDM #Trance #House #MusicByDev #GautamDev #LifeHacks @ #130BPM :)

https://on.soundcloud.com/DC7qk

[devsters]

(via Call Me Crazy)

#devsays - #FeelTheBeat, love life's flow, In unity we dance, hearts aglow. #NoCompetition, just happiness we find, '#CallMeCrazy,' for joy we bind. #OneWorld #Dance #EDM #Trance #House #MusicByDev #GautamDev #LifeHacks @ #130BPM :)

https://on.soundcloud.com/DC7qk

[lilacskies--lachrymoseeyes]

That look though...DED. What gives him the right?!?😈🖤🤪💀

[curlyinks]

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A post shared by Laura Bolter | Licensed Lettering Artist & Illustrator (@laurabolter)

From discussions with friends I know that I’m not the only creative night owl. It seems to be a very common trait among us. I stayed up late last night—well, uh, this morning, until around 5 am—and then slept for a couple of hours. But, sometimes you just need to go where the creative energy takes you. Big deadline today required lots of uninterrupted work. I think I’ll be paying for it—maybe not today, but certainly this week. I’m hoping some big mugs of coffee, a little vitamin C, and a pop of pink on my desk will help ease the pain. Are you a night owl? • Made with a sumi brush and carbon black #hydruswatercolor on #canson #watercolor paper. • #nightowl #allnighter #allnightlong #creativeenergy #watercolorlettering #brushlettering #illpayforitlater #deadlineday #callmecrazy #showyourwork #designerlife #doitfortheprocess https://www.instagram.com/p/B1osWzMjegx/?igshid=1e3xr7whqia6t

[kindafitcass]

Tonight I ran 5 miles straight! 3.5 outside then it started getting dark so did the last 1.5 on the treadmill at home! I kept under a 10:40 pace the whole time which is the best I've done all around! . Most people would say I should have done a longer run by now.. More than one probably.. Maybe I should have a faster pace.. Since my half is, y'know, 18 days away. 🙈 And they're not wrong! . Life has thrown some curve balls at me through this training.. But even though I'm running short on time and my running isn't great.. I'm not nervous about doing this race! I'm excited to fight through it and push my body to its limit. 😊 . #callmecrazy #halftraining #halfmarathontraining #MDI #newrunner #5miles #doingwhatican #keeppushing #pushyourbodytothelimit https://www.instagram.com/p/BoNV-CsH9R-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xeprm9abok23

[miartsblog]

Hello and Hi my art friends!! ✌🏻✌🏻 Today I tought, I colorize a picture which i drew in ny sketchbook last week. You probably know that too, when you meet people in public transport or in a shoo that stares at you as if you had stuck the broccoli 🥦 from last night in the incisors. In such situations, I wish I was a kid again and could just stick my tongue out to these people and nobody would call you crazy. An idea came to me. How about the mask worn on a daily basis so people leave me alone? How about you just let it get torn away from your Medusa mini-hands? I think the picture shows it. I wish you a nice day. Bye. Call me crazy - i don‘t mind 🤣 #storyteller #sketchbook #watercolor #medusa #winsornewton #winsorandnewton #winsorandnewtonwatercolors #hahnemühle #hahnemühlesketchbook #notmadeforwatercolor #dontjudgeme #callmecrazy #idontmind #leavemealone #art #artwork #artist #arte #loveit #colors #whyareyounotdifferent #hahahaha https://www.instagram.com/p/BuEvZDMFlbF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=dapsoonacb7q

[judyip]

We stopped by Bangkok because of these 😋😍 #truffletoast #miloholickkakigori #callmecrazy #foodie #travelholic #workhardeathardertravelhardest#judyipstylelife (at After You Dessert Cafe Thonglor 13) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrZIMIZhST1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gx6n7k4vni4s

[francescainhell]

Who cares!

#loveislove... even if its infidelity 

[lenorble]

🦩REVIEW🦩 Call Me Crazy (Bellamy Creek, #3) by Melanie Harlow Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ 5+ stars 🦩“The only thing I want back from you is something you don’t even know you took.”🦩 This book is a must!!! If you’re familiar with Melanie Harlow’s writing let me tell you that this is one of my favorites from her; if you’re not familiar with her work, this is a great start for small town romances with strong heroine and j/p hero, hot scenes and one of the best plots out there. Enemies to lovers, who manage to create a pact and a marriage of convenience. A 5 plus stars for me! They both knew what they were getting into from the start, the rules were clear the lines were drawn. They thought they were so sure about the lack of feelings, and nothing could change that; they been hating each other for years so what could make things change? The author manages to introduce one of the most heartbreaking situations a woman can endure into one beautiful story, I can’t even tell you how my heart broke while reading this story, but Enzo and Bianca are one couple I’d love to see more of; they are perfection, they are completely opposites and so, they make perfect sense, the chemistry, the bickering, the steam…OHHH LORD give me strength because I really need more of them!! 📚QOTD: What was your last 5 star read?? #CallMeCrazy #BellamyCreek #MelanieHarlow #books #bookstagrammer #booklover #bookishlovegroup #romancebooks #socialbutterflypr https://www.instagram.com/p/CLmlUh3gMk0/?igshid=1os79awpop9k7

[bestbeforebycl]

My coffee has never tasted so good or been so fashionable. I’m also taking the pin set off the lapel! Did you hear me? #drawbertson#themetstore#metstore#fashion#mugs#pins#anewapproach#earrings#coffeecups#callmecrazy https://www.instagram.com/p/CHricdiAHaM/?igshid=1g2qz4781g93r

[paglet0-blog]

#crazy #crazyshit #goingcrazy #gocrazy #imcrazy #crazyfaces #letsgocrazy #thatcrazywrapthing #crazyworld #crazydays #crazyparty #crazyguy #crazystuff #callmecrazy #crazythings #mykindofcrazy #amicrazy #imissyoulikecrazy #areyoucrazy #yourecrazy #crazydreams #crazytimes #crazylove #crazyinlove #crazyfriends #laughing #silly #witty #wacky #memes😂 (at I aM sTyLiSH iN mY øWn wAy AnD aTiTuDe iS mY sTyTe $$$ rIsK iS mY wØrK & dAnGeR iS mY gAmE >>>>>dOn'T pLaY gAmE wItH mE bEcAuSe mY name *******>>>>>> mY liFe ,mY RulEs fOLLoW mY sTyLe ………) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAOp7NMhUlm/?igshid=1t7bqzeg3oos8

[jackarbizu]

This was going to be the next post #callmecrazy #dareyou #lovinglife #livingthelife #beinspired (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_l9Dy0D6rS/?igshid=1bfajnxmbvwvy