#call it stupid . but itz genuinely how i feel ..

[spookythesillyfella]

THIS IS GOING TO BE A DIFFERENT ASK MAYBE (QUESTION MARK) but what are your general interests? hobbies? things that you look at and associate yourself with! (fashion, aesthetics, tv shows, characters, etc) i love learning about my friends. <3 it makes me super happy so sometimes i do ask these kind of things! YOU DON'T HAVE TO REPLY RIGHT AWAY OR AT ALL.. take your time!!!!!

hii doll !!

thiz ask iz so very sweet honestly . i can totally get why you sent thiz it but . the more ive been ruminating . the more difficult it iz to answer

truthfully . i don't really have any "hobbies" to speak of – yes . i like to draw and write and such but i wouldn't necessarily say i associate theze thingz with myself ; i enjoy them . but i don't think im good enough at them to call them real hobbiez

uhh . i don't exactly have any specific style or fashion i would associate with my name – i don't have a set muzic taste that would get me to be part of a specific culture [gothic . scene . emo . stuff of the sortz] . and i don't have cool thingz that i can wear to fit into fashion stylez that require only like clothez n aestheticz [cutecore n such] ; to be honest . whatever comez into your mind when you think of "really cringe trans person that you see on tik tok" . thatz the closest thing you'll get to a "style"

uhh . cringey i know but i typically just watch anime – i obviously like dhmis . but the rest of my watchlist iz kind of not very good ["Bocchi the Rock!" . "Akiba Maid War" . "Ouran Highschool Host Club" . "The Disastrous Life of Saiki K" . "Puella Magi Madoka Magica" ofc . stuff of the sortz]

my favorite fictional characterz are onez that ive spoken of quite a lot [tony from dhmis . monika from ddlc . kanade from prjsk . daisuke from mouthwashing . neuvillette from genshin impact . rana vocaloid . sayaka from pmmm . silly guyz of the such]

i uhh . don't know what else to say

shrug

[cronaz-diary]

hot take but we do not need to traumatize ppl who fake stuff !!

yez faking disorderz iz bad and very, very wrong BUT itz mainly kidz who do thiz, or sometimez they genuinely believe they have the disorder (it could be a delusion or they rlly do believe it for whatever reason)

or they could just be faking for attention and to use it to harm otherz

what ever the reason is all you have to do iz, IF U KNOW THEY R FAKING 100%. call them out for it, and let ppl know they arent telling the truth

without doxxing, threatz or anything like that!!!

no we dont need to tell a 12 yr old that ur gonna rape them, beat their ass until they bleed and harm their dog and they r lying abt everything bc they claimed to have DID

i can prooommisseeee you ppl who self diagnose or lie abt disorderz arent "getting the resourcez u cant get" bc u can only get said resourcez if ur diagnosed so if ur someone whoz actually claiming thiz happenz either ur a liar or heard it from someone else and never fact checked and never been apart of these so dont say "w-we need to hurt them bc they r stteaalllinggg from meeeee"

faking disorderz iz wrong, fake claiming ppl with no proof or anything to back it up other than "m-my disorder doesnt show like that, my cousin disorder doesnt show like that, i dont like it, i dont understand it" or anything like that iz wrong, and harrassment iz wrong

also remember disorderz dont show up the same for everyone and arent predictable u wont know how it iz for everyone bc ur experience, heavy for delusionz i see sm ppl fake claim ppl bc "that delusion iz stupid, i dont get it and itz not medically recognize"

sorry but delusionz r so unpredictable and arent researched enough az a delusional person, delusionz arent cute and isnt alwayz "i feel watched and bugz r in me" sorry that tiktok melted ur brain to make u think that !!! delusionz can be anything not just thingz everyone know

basically stop harassing ppl over being mentally ill or if they r faking something bc

1 u dont know if itz not glaringly obviouz

2 itz mainly children weirdoz

3 ur not achieving anything with thiz other than ruining anotherz life who most likely iz mentally ill bc most ppl who fake thiz stuff haz some other kind of thing wrong with them

and 4 ur the worse person for it. leave people alone or be nice

[adorethedistance]

READING MY BOYFRIEND’S FANFICTION?? - Owen Joyner x Influencer!Reader

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Requested: OMGGG!! Could you do a an Owen fic based around his girlfriend being an armature youtuber/social media influencer (shes also an actress and they met on set and have been dating for a while) and it’s “reading/reacting to my boyfriend’s fanfiction” ? You can do whatever you want with the fanfic part it’s just a concept that has been running around in my head for a while. LOVE ALL YOUR WORK!!

Warnings: swearing, allusions to sex, very mild

Words: 1460

A/N: A fic?? From Ace?? Hi. I’m off spring break officially and so my stress has dissipated immensely. School was becoming so much these last two weeks and I thought I’d be stressed or worried, but I’m actually fine? It’s weird lol so I decided I could be productive with my stress-free moment and post a little fic for y’all. I love this prompt, and before any of you writers panic, I’m using my own fics for the fanfictions because I wouldn’t want to put y’all on the spot like that. Also this is my 3000 post! thought that was cool lol

“Do you wanna do the intro?”

“I think I have to do the intro.”

“Okay, go for it.”

“Alright,” Owen sighs out a heavy breath in exaggerated preparation for my (some would say lengthy) intro. “Hello, hi. Yes, okay, this is Y/n Y/l/n vlogs, welcome or welcome back to my channel!” Once Owen finishes his statement I’m so stunned I can’t generate any sort of response other than a slacked jaw semi smile.

“That was not even close. Do you know my intro?”

“I got the first part right!”

“You’ve lost intro privileges,” I turn back to the mess of lights and tripods in front of me and ignore the disaster of an intro Owen offered. “Oh, hello, hi! I am Y/n and this is: Reading My Boyfriend’s Fanfiction!”

“That’s basically what I did.”

“No, it is not! It’s ‘oh, hello, hi. I am ‘name’ and this is: ‘title of video’.”

“You don’t ‘welcome to my channel’?” Owen’s voice has dropped to a hushed volume as he genuinely inquires about the segments of my usual introduction.

“I do not.”

“Don’t use any of this,” he pleads when making direct eye contact with the camera. “Mister Sid. Editing Sid, please don’t embarrass me.” His pleas fall on deaf ears, knowing that I’ll be using the footage in full.

“Anyways. Butchered intro aside, I am Y/n and today I am here with my lovely “So Many Stars” costar and scene partner, Owen Joyner!”

“I’m also your boyfriend.”

“That too,” I give Owen’s pointed comment a soft place to land, “So, yesterday--it was actually like, two weeks ago, I don’t know why I said yesterday--a little while back, I came across a tweet telling me someone had written a fanfic about us-”

“Did you read it?”

“On Wattpad. Of course, I read it. There are only three chapters up right now and they’re all in the 2-3k range so it was a quick read.”

“2-3k?”

“Words,” I reply nonchalantly as I unlock my phone. I bookmarked a few one-shots beforehand for us to read, and I’m slightly cocky about my selections. Owen then responds with an outburst of shock.

“2-3 thousand words is a short read?” I merely give him a blank stare.

“Judging by that reaction, Owen hasn’t read any fanfics in his life.”

“Is that not long to you- That’s what she said.” Owen cuts me off with his own stupid joke and I briefly sigh before answering.

“No, that isn’t long. Baby, I’m here for that 130k slow burn enemies to lovers on AO3 with the ‘only one bed’ and ‘locked in a closet’ tropes.”

“The what?”

“Oh, we have so much to catch you up on.”

__________________________

“So I saved three fics, an angst, a fluff, and a smut. Which do you want to read?”

“Wait, what does that mean?”

“Oh my- okay. Angst is the sad shit, it’s what you read when you need your heartbroken and a good cry. Smut is pretty much in the name, it’s explicit content that will undoubtedly get this video demonetized, but that’s okay because we do have a sponsor. And fluff is the cute moments, domestic and sometimes mundane romance that makes you smile like an idiot and put the device down to screech into a pillow.” Throughout my whole explanation, I can tell Owen was becoming more and more lost, so I opt to give him a few moments to collect his thoughts.

“Let’s start with the fluff just to ease into things.”

“Smart choice. This fic I have saved is called ‘Baby Fever’ and the summary says ‘you and Owen spend a day at the zoo babysitting Baby Shada, and her presence sparks conversation about adding a new presence of your very own’.”

“That sounds so ominous.”

“Here, I’ll read the narration and reader’s POV, and then you’ll read your own dialogue.” Owen nods and leans over my right shoulder to read off of my computer screen.

“You actually start the fic.”

“‘You ready, little one?’” The instantaneous actor mode Owen slips into has me howling with laughter at which he looks at me confused. My gasping for air makes Owen laugh empathetically despite still being unsure as to what’s killing me at the moment.

“Why are you laughing?!” He yells, dramatically shaking my shoulder.

“Just the way you jumped into that, I wasn’t prepared for you to turn on the acting charm. Okay, uhhhh, ‘I bite back a laugh when I hear Owen’s voice coo from the back seat’.”

The two of us go back and forth between reading the narrative, bouts of laughter, commentary on the accuracy of Owen’s character, and we finally manage to finish the 2.5k fic in about forty minutes.

“‘When he looks up from CJ’s tiny body and recognizes the familiar ‘baby fever’ look in my eyes, he smiles and utters a simple-’.”

“‘I told you so.’”

“That was cute! I like the tie-in of having us watching over Baby Shada- or, sorry, you and ‘y/n’ watching over Baby Shada.”

“They wrote me kinda funny, I don’t think I’d ever fabricate a life to make conversation with a stranger due to baby fever.” My jaw drops slightly and before Owen can respond to my reaction, I cry,

“That is such a lie!”

“What?”

“You absolutely would do something like that, are you kidding me?!”

“No, I would not!” Owen punctuates every word with the utmost offense. He has the same look in his eye as when he was proving himself to be the cleanest phantom of the three on the Sunset Drive podcast.

“You literally told the guy at Home Depot yesterday that we were buying plants for our child’s nursery!”

“Okay, that’s different-”

“How is that different? That’s the exact same thing as fanfic you!” Owen’s furrowed brow and dropped jaw are a sight to be seen as he leans away from me, bending at the waist to stare at me with defiance. I raise my eyebrows pointedly as I await a response. Instead of actually producing a response, Owen lunges forward, grabbing my waist in his hands and squeezing gently. The feeling makes me screech and gasp of laughter from surprise and also being ticklish.

“Owen! Owe-STOP, I’m gonna drop my laptop!” I manage to say through my laughter and with one final grab, he releases me from his hold. It takes a minute for my laughter to settle but once I do, the two of us are simply breathing heavy and staring at one another with giddy smiles on our faces. In a moment’s clarity, I turn to look into the camera lens to talk directly to my editor,

“Sid, don’t use any of this. And please don’t cut to this after we finish reading to make it look like- things were happening.”

“Actually, I think you should, Sid. Just cut to right there and make the world think we-”

“OKAY, thanks for watching, bye!” I quickly stop the recording before Owen says something we’re unable to recover from. I hear him laugh gently behind me as I set my laptop down on the coffee table behind the tripod. Coming back to the couch, I move to plop down but before landing successfully on the cushion next to my phone, Owen grabs my body and moves me to sit on top of him.

“You are crazy, you know that?”

“Hmm. Crazy for you, maybe.” His cheesy line makes me scoff but smile nonetheless. I reach my right hand up to caress the side of his face as we sit cheek to cheek.

“Remind me to never film with you again.” The gesture is sweet and the sentiment is not which makes Owen laugh and he presses a soft kiss to my cheek. I lean back into him so my back is pressed flush with his chest as he lazily wraps both arms around me.

“You say that now but you’ll regret it when you wanna do a ‘boyfriend does my makeup’ challenge video.”

“Nah. I’ll just call Charlie to-” Without allowing me to finish my sentence, Owen is digging his fingertips back into the tissue of my sides and I squeal with laughter once more. This time the torment is short-lived and Owen releases me after a sweet, reconciling kiss. “Do you have baby fever now?”

“It was cute and all, but not really, no.”

“That’s too bad,” I stand up from my spot on his lap to grab my computer and hold it to my chest, “I was gonna say we could practice some baby-making.”

And with that, I turned on the balls of my feet, heading for my bedroom when I heard Owen stand up eagerly, quick to follow.

***

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