#caffeine fix now | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

b4kuch1n · 1 year

Text

toy doctor redux

plushy based on this guy

#pokemon #swsh #champion leon #ask to tag #a wizard leon!! I think this is still the only one that's not directly called a wizard #gods. I put so much into this one. and for what #yeah design wise this is mostly tightening up the palette compared to the prev version and dividing the theming more evenly #between the toy half and the doctor half #this kicked my ass so hard lmao. and Im not even super happy with it as it is #I feel like I couldve organized the 'pushing daisy' idea more elegantly. following the og design's cue on this mightve been a mistake #but well. the lance has been thrown it lands how it lands #having a wizard leon design that's specifically restorative so to say is really nice... the ability to fix....#okay. holy shit I need to lay down #just figured out the coffee candy Ive been snackin on may contain caffeine #so uh. I need to let off That pedal. mm #in time. I will find another candy. so long my love...#have a good night lad! sew a little heart inside it and send it on its way now

311 notes · View notes

moregraceful · 26 days

Text

I name all of my snake plants after Baltimore Orioles players because...I don't know why I do that.....anyway Adley (she/her pronouns according to my parents) and Adam Jones are making the trip with me but Chris Davis is TOO BIG FOR THE CAR and I'm so sad now. That was my emotional support snake plant through my FMLA leave. He has seen the worst of me (mental illness, forgot to water him for a month) and survived. Now he's like four feet tall and I have to leave him behind because he is so big that he takes up more than a third of my luggage space in the car 🥲 I took such good care of him that now he has to live independent of me. Goodbye Chris Davis I will think of you fondly as I encourage Adley to grow big and strong.

#all the trailing plants have to stay behind bc they got too long and crushable and elias the monstera has to stay bc my parents put him next #to katrina the monstera and now they are entangled and basically have to live together forever. also elias is halfway to ceiling #my parents name all their plants after the friends they rescued the plants from. my plants are all named after athletes #he got so big and strong with katrina who is AT the ceiling. katrina named after a trans woman btw. monstera rights #elias was a reclamation project for my parents bc i was struggling so much in life that he took a backseat. but he lived #i'm not good at anything but unkillable plants. so actually not very good at plants?#the 2019 draft class succulent garden is staying behind too as is nico and his babies (jade plant). they love california too much #but now...now i get to see what east coast plants i can acquire...and try not to kill #if i get another snake plant i will name him gunnar. or colton. i don't know who else is on the orioles. that guy with the hallmark channel #name. jackson holliday??? blorbos from my prompt meme's fanfics #maddy postoperation and m pindergarten can you guys advise please #fresno oilers.txt #GUYS i leave tomorrow and i'm so excited i can't sit still (<- caffeinated)(excited)(giant bowl of ice cream)(excited)#not to be corny. because things are going to be difficult. and i am scared my dog will die. and a lot of things are up in the air #and some of my career plans got 🌪️🌪️ due to circumstances out of my control in a way that is very anxiety-inducing #and what if the moving company loses one of the legs of my table or my dad's journals or my emotional support 3000 pieces of paper #but i keep thinking like even if it all ends up INCREDIBLY awful - it won't but even if - i will have space to do art and i will be within #walking distance of a farmer's market. so even if my life completely sucks i will be probably able to procure farmer's market bread #and eat it while drawing or collaging or making giant paper flowers. which i can't do right now #my friend j said something really nice to me. a lot of people have been like you are running from your problems this won't solve anything #but j said if you hadn't had every single part of your life in california blow up in a single calendar year i would be telling you to #man up and stay and fix it. but i think you need to reset completely bc it's been hard for so long and just keeps getting harder #i think if you get a chance to get your head straight and get away from everything compressing you here you'll do amazing #things for yourself and others. and if/when you come back you'll be better equipped to handle everything this state throws at you #i was like man don't make me emotional at this ballpark while i have an ice cream sundae melting on me #but yeah. yeah.#and i hope she's right!!!

17 notes · View notes

soars22 · 5 months

Text

I would like to thank not only god but also my brain for allowing me to finish my final grad school paper in time to watch Phil’s qsmp stream

#qsmp #qsmp philza #no idea what’s happening #I hope to fuck this means they’re fixing the situation with the admins #my heart is beating so fast right now #but that also might just be the immense amount of caffeine in my system

14 notes · View notes

gummy-axolotl · 1 month

Text

Anxiety lack of sleep monster energy 6 Oreos and joint pain

#gummy says stuff #i feel so bad i want to be unconscious RIGHT FUCKING NOW #anxiety is telling me everyone hates me but the only way to fix that is to sleep and i CANT #i need to do things but i cant get up #i should clean #or shower #or cook #or do literally any of the junk i have to do #but my head hurts #not in a headache way #it feels like im sleepy but i cant close my eyes #BRAIN IMPLOSION ENERGY TEN THOUSAND GRAMS OF PURE CAFFEINE CUZ YOU CANT OVERTHINK IF YOUR HEART STOOOOOPS #help help help help help #someone hit me ith a frying pan #i also need the following friends to confirm they don't hate me:#actually i can't list them thats stupid #fuck #guys idk what to do

5 notes · View notes

unusualshrimp · 8 months

Text

sorry for not shutting up about caffeine but it's genuinely changing my life

#I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT?!?!?!?!#today i finished a pizza and PICKED UP THE BOX. WALKED TO MY DUSTBIN. AND I PUT THE BOX IN MY DUSTBIN #hello??????? sorcery #genuinely though i feel awesome and i can DO MY JOB NOW #the absolute relief i get from finishing my shift knowing that i did all the work i shouldve done and didn't slack off...#i've been in an awful state the past year. i had and lost 3 jobs because of this Can't Do Shit nonsense #and all it took was CAFFEINE to fix my entire life. genuinely im not exaggerating #idc what it does to my body at this point because i finally feel like a real person #caffeineposting

8 notes · View notes

roombagreyjoy · 8 months

Text

I am now Healed (finally uninstalled TikTok)

#i dowloaded it during the pandemic and have been going in and out of it since #the longest my ape brain has gone without the need for it to fulfill some depraved sense of immediate content related gratification #was a couple weeks #so we'll see how this goes #(i had to install a time block. i had to parental control myself. ape brain is a curse i'd go i want heeheehoohoo videos NOW)#going through withdrawal (24 hours without instagram and tiktok)#i wouldn't even POST on instagram and tiktok. i'd just watch videos like a braindead rat #no one can fix me so i have to fix myself #also i had caffeine before an important meeting and i'm shaking. while laying in bed scrolling through tumblr because. you know *gestures*#stressed but not enough to actually get moving until the last possible minute #avoidant behaviour realness 💅#personal

6 notes · View notes

nomairuins · 1 month

Text

anyways sry its not srs eventually ill get it together . and be a person again. one day

#its just like atm everything that i need is like . not possible. which is oartially my brain being like We have to do this before we this #which sometimes isnt true but sometimes is #like i cant get medicated again or back seeing a psych or back on t until i get a job again #but i cant get a job again utnil i get my ged <- partially untrue but ged would make it a lot easier #but i cant get my ged until i have a job bc it costs money <- if i asked my parents they would probably help me If they had money 2 spare #since like. yk. they want ne to be able to work again so i have money again and ill be another source of income and they care abt me also .#affirmations . ppl donot just see me as a piggy bank they do see me as a person im not judt someone to squeeze money out of thats not how #ppl view me and its fine its fine its fine its fine . it feels so stupid being scared abt that i feel like a rich person whos like She only #likes me for my money 😭 like stfuuu annoying ass. i just ummmm. have a massive fear of debt and like. ppl demanding money from me #unexpectedly or expecting i am going to give them money. not in like a Ohhh fucking ppl want me to donate not it at all im happy to donate #but in like. god this is dumb. eveeytime i got birthday or christmas money as a kid i had to give it to my parents so they could buy food or #gas or whatever. and it never got paid bsck and it felt like shit. but i couldnt ever say no bc then itd be My fault we didnt have food that #week . yk. my first paycheck i had to give it all to my mom for groceries and we got in a fight in the store bc she was like Ok im gonna go #buy pop and my dumbass got upset abt it bc like. my mom told me itd be Necessities nd like. yk. wtvr. it was fucking stupid my entire family #r caffeine addicts so pop is a necessity i was just. rly upset and it felt like my parents saw my money as just. theirs but they had to ask #abt it so i wouldnt get pissy. yk. and they ask me for money a lot usually for food and i dont mind but it like. idk im rly paranoid abt #being a provider and ive got a Lot of guilt abt like. anytime we dont have enough food it feels like my fault bc it was my fault when i wasa #kid if i didnt give up my christmas money for pizza. or whatever. idk its so dramatic like i didnt need the money i was 8 it was selfish of #me to wanna buy fucking. toys or whatever that wasnt more important than My parents being able to get to work or my siblings being able to #fucking. literally eat. or paying bills. like its selfish that im like wahhh wahhh but i wanted to buy vibeo game wif my bday money i #shouldve judt been fucking grateful i was able to help my family. wtvr. I hate connor. wtvr #n then the shit with ugh last year like. yk. and stuff. and then the them stealing 1000 from me not getting into it b4 i get mad. idk.#and im just lazy now i need to get a job again but all the shit like. as i was saying earlier b4 i started whining. idk. i should be happy #that i get to help w bills and stuff that was my dream as a kid #like ever since i was 5 when i was fantasizing abt my future i was like Im gonna marry a prince and then ill be able to afford to pay all of #my families bills and my parents and siblings will be able to go to college and be happy and maybe never have to work bc ill be able to #handle it and ive always like. yk. when i was a dumbass kid i was like Ill go to college so i can get a good job and be useful. of course i #cant ever go to college bc im fucking. useless. and itd just be another burden on my family if i was in debt bc i couldnt help them as much #if i had debt and itd be selfish. and it doesnt matter bc im too stupid to go to college anyway. idk. i wish i could just fix everything #it just feels awful rn im literally just a drain and my family doesnt say it to me yk like. ik theyre happy imback i think they are

2 notes · View notes

stormbreaker-290 · 2 months

Text

Oghhhhhhh I need to sleep,,,,, but my brain is so full of things,,,,,,,,,,, ouhhhhh I wanna draw,,,,,,,,,,, but I am wayyyy too damn eepy to draw,,,,,,,,,hudhshusjshdsj

#i rlly thought i could sleep w/o a melatonin gummy smh😔#ouhhssjdjdndn this is the worstdhskcnjs #storm rambles #midnight ramblings #<even thiugh its already 1 am-#man should i pull an all nighter?#i feel like i should to fix my sleep shedule #buttttttt its not *that* bad #but also i feel like shit when it *does* get that bad #so maybe i should pull an all nighter before it gets bad......#but also im sooo fucin eepy-#but also i cant sleeeeppppppo #and if i take a melatonin *now* id still wake up late regardless #but if i stay up and accidentally fall asleep in the middle of the day my sleep would get even *more* fucked up #but if i *didnt* and it actually worked id get to go to sleep early and wake up!! early!!!!#oghhh but i dont want to #ghhhhhh but no i kinda do #oughhh the choice between melatonin or caffeine #man im too tired for this sjit goodnight

4 notes · View notes

doubletaileddoubletrouble · 4 months

Text

Does anyone have any cool project ideas? I finally finished cleaning up around here, and now I have nothing to do but stare at the ceiling.

No, dealing with any of my current social problems does not count. One- No 🧡 Two, everyone is prolly asleep anyway.

5 notes · View notes

keithbutgay · 5 months

Note

boop

boop! :)

#boop boop boop boop #bapping you rn #sorry i'm so hyper #im drinking caffeine right now which will either fix me or make me worse /hj

3 notes · View notes

vrgssmncht · 6 months

Text

14 years old me would not believe how I am doing right now. Am I stressed and all? Sure. But I've never had this many relations and responsibilities in stuff I actually care about, I've never been this social, and I've never been this active before WOAGH.

#I'm fuckin invited to learn spider identification by a spider scientist this saturday (IM HYPED AND NERVOUS)#I'm working on multimedia division for UKF's global expedition #AND I'M RESPONSIBLE FOR THE INSECTS DIVISION FOR UKF TOO #WHAT THE FUCK #I'm so fucking nervous for everything but man I'm doing stuff! AND I LEARN STUFF #I'M LEARNING #CREATING #TEACHING #this is great #OH AND NOW I REGULARLY DO CAMPUS INSECTS MONITORING WITH THE HEAD OF INSECTS CONSERVATION DIVISION #life is niiiiiiiiiice #personal #life update I am not dead #ashamed that I smoke and am caffeine dependant now tho I need to fix my coping mechanism #just wanna.. talk about it idk

5 notes · View notes

dredshirtroberts · 7 months

Text

i know i do this every time i go without caffeine and then get back on it, but like. it is ASTOUNDING to me how much better my brain functions when i have it. like. i wrote 1000 words on my Re-do AU for L&E when i haven't been able to touch it in like a week, simply because i made myself tea today. i had 2 paragraphs this morning. now i have 3 pages.

#thank fuck i can fix my brain with tea and other caffeine drinks #i was barely able to make myself put together sentences for communication yesterday and today i have Story Telling Mode on #including hyperfocus into research briefly to make sure i'm Realistically Mortally Wounding a character #anyway i now know what temperature makes glass out of sand and what a 4th degree burn is #don't worry about it

2 notes · View notes

cactuseri · 8 months

Text

???? ok i guess i have a ghost ask

#seri.txt #if u sent smthng and i havent answered lmk or send again idk 😭#am figuring out how to use desktop but god i need to fix my phone #okok sorry for posting incessantly i had too much caffeine and am avoiding writing my essay. going back to work now

4 notes · View notes

scarefox · 10 months

Text

rabbit enclosure renovation for senior disabled bun is complete

rearranged some stuff, for more floor space + took away one of the house "stair trio" so he isn't attempted to climb up the houses (he would if he wants to follow Maya). Maya still can get up there tho.

#my bunnies #rabbits #bunnies #that + cleaning my flat took half the day 😴#but now i still have to fix my pc #caffeine pill helped to make this possible lol #rabbit with spondylosis

5 notes · View notes

critterofthenight · 11 months

Text

why am i always left behind ( ; ω ; )

#been on the verge of sh for a few days now #and i dont think theres enough caffeine or snacks or cute outfits in the world to fix me #but im trying #:c #✩‧₊˚

5 notes · View notes

saintedbythestorm · 1 year

Text

Not dad trying to tell me about some big fallout news he heard about from some work colleague 😂 oh what the poor man just subjected himself too.

#it was about that leak from weeks ago. dad got quite the details about it. he walked right into that one.#and that dear sir is why we do not try to bring news about the hyperfixation. i will know about it and you will hear about it.#dude even got the history of fallout 3 as a bonus. since that was the one he mentioned 😂#he also got a very veeeery long version about why i would necessarily get so excited about the leaks.#you know age of the document. the whole company sale thing. how much the time line clearly has already gone to shit. etc etc etc.#yeah... yeah i think he really came to regret that one 😅#listen i have only slept 5 hours. am high on caffeine and painkillers- almost had a migraine ok.#which means i have like 0 filter rn and am quite brain tired. i will not realise how long i am going on for once i get started rn.#the info dump has started and it will end when i brain says so. i sure af won't notice I am doing it cause I'm just excited to share #not until i manage to like finish my long ass story do i realise i went on for like a good 20-30 minutes... oops.#and that may just be a generous estimate cause i got really going on the infodump ok. it was a blast. ngl.#i am very passionate about fallout ok. this is what happens when you fall asleep to fallout lore most days of the week.#yes i lost the plot ages ago about this hyperfixation. it makes me very happy. so i don't even care. i will keep doing it.#til the hyperfixation dies and bring great sadness to the lands... til we find something else. god knows when that is though.#i am very ok if fallout hyperfixation just... doesn't go away actually. i like hyperfixation. brings many a solution when upsetty.#.... i really need to stfu up now. hi. 👋 why are you still reading this??? these ramblings of a madman. 😂#ryder speaking #i got this far before i realised i did not in fact write wouldn't get excited... well i aint fixing it now 🙃

2 notes · View notes