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8beats-per-minute · 2 years ago

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Human!Rise Turtles AU… with a twist

Okay so I’ve had this idea for a while but like

Human!rottmnt but they’re not… completely human. Like they can pass with clothes but if you pay attention you can tell they aren’t human

Also plz don’t steal my idea… if you want to draw this or add to it plz give credit… it’s like my baby now

They all still have shell-like things on their backs, it’s just more stuck to their bodies like a second really hard skin. There’s like a bit of it that goes a bit higher than where their shoulders stop and the way the hard skin grows makes the skin almost grow like scutes, so they fall out and are replaced by bigger ones as they grow

Maybe raph has spikes on his shoulders/back, where his spikes are already

Donnie’s is soft (cause he’s a soft shell obv) and he still needs a battle shell

Mikey and Leo have the same pattern on their backs that they do already, just their shells are just a slightly different shade than their skin, so the blue and yellow stand out

This shell or hard skin can easily be covered up with clothing, even on their shoulders it’s not much of a problem. Raph has a small problem with his spikes on his back but Donnie make covers for his so he could wear cool clothes still

Their skin looks dry at first glance but if you examine it it’s much closer to scales than skin. Maybe it’s very slightly green but I’m not totally set on that

Obviously they’re half black and half Japanese

They’re a bit taller than what I think they are in canon (I don’t remember their exact heights) at 16, Leo and Donnie are around 5’9, at 17 Raph is 6’3 and Mikey at 15 is like 5’5

Leo has vitiligo (again obviously) over his eyes and on his arms and legs and I’m thinking he has red birthmarks over his eyes too, not perfectly in like with the vitiligo but around the same areas in the same shape, idk I’m not really set on that either, it’s kind of a passing thought

Mikey also has vitiligo, just more on his arms and hands, still a few spots on his face just not as noticeable as Leo

Donnie still has his lil Tetris on his arms and legs. I also want to add some to his face, which is a common thing I see people drawing and I love it. Instead I think I’d put it closer to his jaw rather than his eyes or on the side of his face, like between his cheek and ears

Speaking of ears, they have them. Buuuutt… they’re also slightly off. Like the very top of their ears are still a bit connected, but again, not super noticeable. You’d probably notice the scaly skin before the ears if covered well enough

Their noses are normal I think, but the bottom of their faces are a bit pushed out like their snouts are still barely there (also not set on this…)

Raph still has his sharp tooth (I forgot what it’s called). They also still have very similar appetites to their turtle species

They have 5 fingers, but their pointer/middle fingers and their pinky/ring fingers separate like half an inch/a centimeter higher than normal. The connection between their middle finger and ring finger are normal tho

They have hair and eyelashes but their eyebrows are a bit thin (this is just mostly so I can justify Donnie still having his drawn on eyebrows)

I think that’s done for the descriptions but yea

April thought they were kids who got caught up in some sort of radioactive material or they were an experiment gone wrong at first but thinks they’re cool (you’re almost on point April, they’re just an experiment gone right)

They kind of become urban legends (they probably already are but still)

I think that’s it for now, I might add more later or if I forgot something. It’s 3:30 am and I want to sleep.

I was thinking something like “Human’t AU” or something for the name, not sure yet tho. Idk seemed funny.

Maybe the Vaguely Human AU

Yea I like that

This is the official first post for the Rottmnt #Vaguely Human AU

(Wow I really said yes vaguely human AU is an amazing name and it has nothing to do with the fact that it’s 3am)

EDIT: Okay so credit to @scribblesugar for the name name cause I just love it so much

Uncanny Valley AU. That’s such an amazing idea I can’t even describe how much I love it

Part 2

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dreamii-yume · 4 years ago

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Would you like some love triangle ideas? If yes hear this, Diluc and Eula fighting for the same person

Idk why but i've always thought that those two is so similiar yet so different at the same time. So seeing them fighting for the same person Will be a ride :D

Maybe darling is a one of the knight who's working under Eula, and she is also one of her best friend whom Eula trust and love so much, who sees past her stern demeanor and ancestry.

But lately Eula realize that someone is crushing on her best friend (and secret crush, we all knew it) and that is none other than Diluc, and he seems like he's having a soft spot for darling despite her connection to the knight. But what darling didn't know is that Diluc is secretly protecting her , like helping her mission in the dark and boy, Eula is not happy that someone is (in her eyes) stalking her best friend and trying to convince darling that Diluc is a dangerous man and not fit for her.

A battle between a disgraced knight and the uncrowned king of Mondstadt, both fighting for darling love and heart. Will their love ended up in tragedy? Or Will they have their own "happily ever after"??

Omigod yes, I know right—!?

I love their lines about each other just going “They’re pretty good…BUUUUTT—“ Mutual resentment I love it lol

Aight, how do i say this without making it obvious on how much i want to jump onto eula’s chest like— This can go one or two ways lol

So, Eula being your respectable senior as a knight in training AND being your best friend at that matter would probably earn her more of that Darling Points™ Like, everything this girl has done for you has been nothing but good, so you probably won’t think too much of it if she tells you to avoid that weird red-headed man. He is a little strange just watching you in the shadows like that, creepy even so if Eula says to stay away from him, you probably really should. She is still your senior and it’s your duty to follow her orders in the best of your abilities as a formidable knight yourself…Besides, you trust her with your life, so there’s really no room for any doubt when it comes to her.

But then, let’s say you get backed into a situation where you have no choice but to actually come closer and talk to the guy. You’re not very familiar with him but a few Knights seem to respect him a lot, saying he was once a powerful knight as highly regarded as the acting grandmaster, the cavalry captain, and Eula. You wondered why he quit the knights though and settled into becoming a vigilante for the city, his story had got you really curious to know more about him. You know Eula wouldn’t like you disobeying her orders but— if Diluc had been the one protecting you from the shadows and Mondstandt altogether, it really doesn’t make him a bad guy in your eyes. He even gives you advices on how to handle your weapon better, maybe Eula might just have been wrong about him all this time?

And so, I can see the tension going off the charts at this point on, where their real yandere tendencies comes knocking at the door. Maybe Eula’s personality getting more unhinged the more you try to reason out with her, saying how Diluc doesn’t seem so bad and lowkey disagreeing with her in rare occassions. This just triggers her into snapping little by little, you know? Her normally cool facade breaking at the thought of you doubting her might just end up forcing her to resort into using a more…physical and direct approach.

While that’s happening though, Diluc will happily take advantage of your trust and slowly gaslight you into thinking that MAYBE Eula is really the one who’s a real danger to you all this time. She’s saying all these stuff that doesn’t even make sense to you anymore, are you absolutely sure you can still trust her in that state? If you want out, you can just call for him to take care of this problem for you…Despite the fact that something about his actions doesn’t seem right to you as well, the way his eyes darken and his touch lingers against you. It felt uncomfortable and ominous, but you tend to keep quiet about it.

All in all, it’s just a race on who can kidnap you the earliest lol They both sound protective, Diluc being more of a worry wart and Eula being manipulative with her words. They don’t seem like the “duke it out” type of people though, coughkaeyachildecough I can only imagine what kind of chaos this will unfold if ever they do decide to settle this out in a confrontational kind of way…It sounds like it’ll be a really intense yandere vs yandere heated debate in my head though but what do you think _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):

Oh, and by the way…It doesn’t seem unlikely in a normal occurrence, but there’s still quite the chance that they might just end up sharing ( ��° ͜ʖ ͡°)Who knows~ ♥︎

#genshin impact #yandere genshin impact #yandere diluc ragnvindr #genshin eula #diluc ragnvindr #yandere eula #Talk with Yume

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slonekaru · 3 years ago

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Dying to go and hang out in the Kinnporsche tag Buuuutt I've not watched the new episode yet so not going to spoiler myself!

but god do I want to see how unhinged the fandom is this week :)

#kinnporsche #saturgay

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whatevermajorloser09 · 4 years ago

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I'm choosing violence today because why the hell did I watch a interview of type o negative and peter just said N-word twice. LIIKKEEE EXCUSE ME SIR and the worst part about it was how no one try to stop him from saying it. And he only said it because he wanted to know why white people couldn't say the n-word but black people can and also tried to pull the reverse racism card. I know I know this would be considered "old" and how it doesn't matter but it does because some white people today still wanna know why they can't say it. BUUUUTT the real question is why do you want to say it?? Because even if y'all do say it and if a black person done pissed y'all off watch that n-word with -ga become a -ger real quick.

When you think about it why did some bands involve the n-word in the lyrics or the frontmen would also ask the same question about the n-word?? You gain nothing from saying it

And to the people who say "oh it's old why bring it up??" Or "move on" fuck y'all because I have yet to see an apology (not from peter cause he passed) or some acknowledgement for other people to know instead of it being swept under the rug.

I'm not saying cancel "____" or cancel this band but please don't act blind and keep shit under wraps when it comes to y'all faves. As some reasons to why peter probably got away with that bullshit is because some people felt the same way and cause he was attractive.

The interview:

youtube

#type o negative #kenny hickey #johnny kelly #peter steele #josh silver

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failedaned · 3 years ago

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I want to starve-

Yet i eat...my mind comes up with things like "your metabolism is doing good, if you keep with exercising you'll be okay" "your body will never heal if you don't give it the nutrients to" "your just gonna starve and then eat and then get fat (said in simple terms)" "later, we don't want them to hear your stomach growl" "metabolism metabolism metabolism" buuuutt then also "just don't eat and you'll be skinny" "they will buy clothes that end up being to big instead of too small" " you won't need to workout as much (simple words)" "you want to be skinny not thick" "you'll be identified with a "nice" body but it won't be skinny" "starve, it'll be better, eating only causes more stress, stArve, it'll end the battle in your mind, you'll get to your Gw in no time, it only takes about a month+, it'll take years if you eat, you lost the most when you starved, now we're just maintaining, that's not good enough, you never look at the slim thick girls, it's always the slim skinny ones, the ones with slim fingers and slim arm/legs the pretty ones, yeah, some like your thickness, but, it's not about them, it's all for you, starve and you can love yourself, you'll deserve something nice, you can just be you, be confident, not have to take so long with choosing an outfit out because they all look nice, you'll be skinny, just starve- " and I'm sitting here acting like idk wtf i want ?? Wtf is wrong with me 😂

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booklovingturtle · 5 years ago

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Jude Tells Cardan About Locke

Hiya! This is a kinda like a part two to this fic and once again, dedicated to @duarteegreenbriar for the idea! I also reference this one at the end.

In this fic, Cardan notices Jude has a nasty new scar and Jude tells him about what Locke did to her the night before Taryn’s wedding. Buuuutt...some Jude mildly-nsfw (fluff) before he sees it because I had time so why not make it long-ish.

Cardan flopped into his bed, feeling drawn out after an intense day full of arguing with the lower courts. It’s only been two weeks since the High King split his throne in two; he was already wishing that he could go back to the carefree life he lived as a serpent.

“You should get out of your court clothes before you call asleep.” Jude was already in her closet so her words came out muffled.

As much as he loved sharing his room with her, Cardan didn’t love her completely valid ideas that required him to get back up from bed.

“I was hoping you could help me out of them, Your Majesty,” he called out to her.

She laughed from the other side of the room. “I could hear you snore during Lord Roiban’s proposal. I don’t think you have the energy for that tonight.”

Cardan didn’t bothering hiding the coy smile on his face. He felt a blush on his cheeks but his eyes were still sealed shut. The warm caress of sleep was already pulling him under. He heard her door open and close. She stepped towards him, still laughing at the High King of Elfhame falling asleep on their bed.

“Come,” she whispered, tugging at his arms.

Cardan felt her fingers curl around his. She gently pulled his upper body up. He sat up while still kept his eyes closed. He faked a loud snore and she kicked him but giggled at the sound. God, Cardan loved the sound of her laugh. For so long he thought he would never get to hear it and now he couldn't go an hour without trying to get her to smile at him.

“Hurry up. If you don’t change then you’ll ruin your ugly coat and be upset with yourself tomorrow.”

That did make him open his eyes. “You think my coat is ugly?” His question was already forgotten as he took one look at Jude.

The High Queen of Elfhame looked sinfully beautiful in her sleeping clothes. Mortal day clothes, or “pjs” as Jude had called them, were very different from Faerie ones. Jude wore different clothes to bed, some times Faerie day gowns, sometimes these black pants that she called “leggings”, and other times nothing at all. The latter was his favorite outfit of hers.

Tonight she wore a simple, over-sized white shirt that was clearly mortal in fit. It went down to her the middle of her thighs, allowing Cardan to admire her beautiful legs. Her hair was twisted into a messy knot at the base of her neck.

“No.” Jude swatted his hands away. “Go change.”

He groaned, extending his arms again to pull her waist closer to him. To his luck she let him draw her in this time. “Jude dear...”

“Yes?” Her hands were on top of his and she made eye contact with him without any hint of malice. Months as husband and wife and weeks of a true relationship yet Cardan still couldn’t believe that she was really his. And he was hers.

“I love you,” he whispered.

She smiled gently. Jude and gentle almost never belonged in a sentence together but he was her exception.

“I know,” she played with his fingers.

He chuckled. He knew that the smile on his face was probably too wide to be kingly but he didn’t care. “You love me, too. You said so yourself.”

“Really? I don’t remember saying that?”

He rolled his eyes. “Come here,” he begged, loving the way her mouth teased him with every word.

She obliged his request. Cardan tasted mint and the sweetness of happiness on her lips. His whole body started to wake up as her hands moved up his arms and buried themselves in his hair. Cardan’s own fingers danced under the hem of her shirt. She tugged on his curls and his fingers curled agains the material of shirt. He gasped when she surprised him by bitting his lower lip.

“Jude.”

“Somebody seems awake all of a sudden.” She played with his tail that twisted around her leg.

That drove him to the edge. He closed the little space between them by twisting their bodies so she was pressed against the plush mattress. He was in between her legs, feeling the slope of her stomach and the curves of her body under the shirt. She gasped under hime, her body arching at his touch.

“And somebody seems to be wearing far too many clothes,” he smirked and continued to push up her shirt to reveal all of her body to him.

“Not so fast, High King,” Jude shook her head. “You first.”

Cardan didn't even hesitant to yank off his coat and shirt, then his bottoms. She laughed at his rushed actions. He cut her laughter short with another heat-filled kiss. His lips ran down the length of her body until he reached her naval. She moaned once his mouth moved lower down. Then huffed as he skipped to the soft skin of her thighs. His hands brace the back of her knees, lifting them to position her better until his fingers feel the ragged skin of a scar.

Cardan froze at the feeling of an old puncture wound, one he didn’t remember from the first time he touched her. Cardan tried to remember if it was there the last few times they were together. It was possible that in the heat of the moment he’d never noticed it before but now that he had, he couldn’t ignore it.

“Jude?” his breathing was ragged and his voice deep but his head had cleared just enough for him to talk.

“What’s wrong?” she looked down at him, clearly confused.

“What is this?” He traced the edges of the scar again.

She paled, curling her legs into herself. “It’s nothing. An old scar.”

His eyes narrowed. He didn’t break eye contact with her as he sat on his knees. “No, it’s not. I don’t remember it being there before. Where did that come from?”

She gave him a frustrated sigh. “I have lots of scars, Cardan. Some old, some new. It’s really nothing.”

“I don’t believe you. If it was really nothing then you would have answered me the first time.”

Jude rolled her eyes. “Cardan-”

He took her hands from where they’d been resting at her lap. He brought her left hand up and kissed her ring finger. “You can tell me. Part of being husband and wife is sharing each other’s burdens.”

She watched him, not resisting his action. Finally she spoke, “It happened the night before Taryn’s wedding.”

The night before she was taken. Before Balekin and Orlagh got their hands on her. Before Balekin-

Cardan blocked the thoughts from his mind, trying to focus on Jude’s words instead of the ones he’d read in his brother’s handwriting. He still hadn’t worked up the courage to ask her about what he’d read.

“I was on my way to see Taryn when seven riders attacked me in the woods. It was dark and they caught me by surprise. Don’t worry, I left most of them with worse than a little scar,” she tried to brush off the attack.

“Seven riders? Faerie riders?”

“No, seven teletubby riders.”

“What?” Cardan had never heard of any faerie creatures by the name. After a beat he realized the deadpan nature of her words meant she was being sarcastic. “Oh, never mind.”

A small smile played at the edges of her cheeks. “Yes, faerie riders. I don’t know for sure if they were trying to kill me but they definitely wanted to make sure that I was scared.”

“Did Orlagh send them after you?” Cardan had never forgiven the Undersea Queen but if he knew that she’d somehow managed to hurt Jude in his own territory, he’d find a way to repay her for that crime as well.

“No...it was Locke.”

Cardan shook his head in disappointment. He wished he could say that it was a surprise. That he’d never suspected Locke to be capable of leaving such a nasty scar on his fierce wife. But he knew better than that. He knew that Locke was a cruel Master of Revel who relished in sadistic games. Of course he'd gone after Jude that night. She would have been too preoccupied with trying to keep Oak safe and Taryn happy for the wedding to truly protect herself. If Locke was still alive, he’d have had him strung to a tree by the points of his ears.

“Locke did this to you?”

“I’m not sure if it was his arrow but it was him and his rider friends. They chased me through the woods until I scared them away. Not before I could chop a few down with an axe.”

His jaw ticked in anger. “Who were the other riders?”

“I don’t know. It was dark so I couldn’t really see anything. The only reason I know for sure that it was Locke is because he took my wedding present for Taryn and gave it to her himself.”

“I don't understand,” the High King shook his head. “Why would he do that?”

Jude gave him a sad look. “There’s nothing to understand, Cardan. Locke was a bad man who enjoyed causing others pain. He hated me and probably you for loving me. I should have seen it coming.”

Cardan looked at her in disbelief. “No, this is my fault. I entertained his games far too long. I made him Master of Revel for God’s sake. I should have paid better attention. I should have drawn a line for him to stay behind. Instead I was too afraid of my own feelings to ever protect you.”

That sounded ridiculous even to himself. Jude was an unstoppable force. She was the rock that sharpened the sword, and the hand that wielded it, and the tip that pierced skin. She had protected him time and time again even after he'd failed her. But never again. There would never be another Locke or Valerian or Orlagh or Balekin. Not as long as he was alive.

“That was in the past. It’s over now. Besides, Taryn handled him well enough for the both of us.” Jude caressed his face.

“I know I can’t protect you the way that you’ve been there for me. But Jude I swear to you as long as I live no will ever leave another scar on your body and last through the night.”

Her smile was a bright as the morning sunrise. “How about you wait to make those kinds of threats until we’re able to pick up our training sessions again.”

Cardan groaned, throwing himself back on his back. “Please no more training. You’re High Queen now. I can’t handle your wrath anymore.”

He knew she was changing the subject on purpose but he didn’t mind. She’d opened up to him and that was enough. Tonight was just another reminder of how far they’d come together and how much Cardan and Jude still had to look forward to.

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goldenskinlouiee · 4 years ago

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okay i got tagged by @zouisx @joliepetitelou to do this tag challenge

(you guys prolly forgot u tagged me cus i’ve been so awol :( sorry) but also thank you so much for tagging me :’)

when did you become a louie?

probably around 2015 but always a discreet one, that’s when I started to see the disparity between how louis treated harry and how harry treated louis and as a larry I noticed no one cared as long as harry was babied. after the release of hs1 I was a proud louie who didn’t hide my harry hate any longer.

why did you become a louie?

he is the kindest of all the boys yet so underrated. his feet has always been on the ground and he always thinks of everyone around him, which :/ might be his strength as well as a weakness. His lyrics also hit me right in the gut. also I am a sucker for his baby blue eyes.

is there one thing that drew you in specifically?

yes his strength. he turns even the most heart wrenching thing into something optimistic and something to learn from. but intitally his style and laugh

what’s your favorite song on walls?

THE WHOLE ALBUMS A BANGER!!! buuuutt... always you, only the brave and walls ... and defenceless

back to you just hold on or miss you? back to you because it was his first solo song and I was just so happy to hear his voice without the other boys. but i think miss you is superior

who would you want louis to collab with?

agree with angels. zayn. i meaan plsssssss what must i do to make this happen. i want a ballad from them with the way these two convey emotions in songs and their lyrics i would never stop crying. but i’ll take anything

favorite hairstyle?

cinnamon swirl, my baby looked like a prince

louis in suits or sweaters?

suits! louis in a suit is otherworldly. he has power radiating under his sKin add that on top of a suit...you have THE SUN!!! PURE PERFECTION *chefs kiss*

favorite tattoo?

“it is what it is” i have it on my wall in my insta bio EVERYWHERE

favorite louis picture (currently)

i meeean the eyes, the profile. his gaze. you know this man harbours wisdom and knowledge

I tag everyone :) :)

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zumpietoo · 2 years ago

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Now Racist Gets Weird(er)....

Well, what “promo post”, but okay.....and yes, obviously, there’s a massive conspiracy surrounding a goofy CW show in its last season, as the network is dying....And yeah, “unconfirmed”----is that Racist for, “pulled it completely out of my batshit ass“? Let’s find out....

I actually fully do agree about all the “reviewers” who receive screeners (they aren’t screeners, they watch them, buuuutt....), however, we’ve all seen over the past few days Racist, you absolutely, totally and completely believe them (or twist the info to believe them) if it’s “positive’ about your ship. So you’re “kicking this off” by lying.....because OFC you are.

OMG......AGAIN with the fucking photo shoot? Jesus Christ. Plus, no dullard, no show gets lots of promo for their last season. I love how she compares Ted Lasso (and, honestly, I don’t watch it especially and didn’t follow, so really don’t know.....but I do know NONE of the CW’s other many ending shows are getting/got promo, either).

The posters are always “ripped from promo images”, you stupid twat....

Wooooww....you sure R smarty-smart, Racist! I mean, they certainly don’t want NEGATIVE “buzz”, now do they? However, again....show is ending, “network” is pretty much dying....

Ummm.....it’s literally the exact same shit the “screeners” always say, dumbass. And no, it most assuredly does not sound like “producer talk”.....Ummm....they also always say that, too.

Ummm....dude.....this, again, is not even remotely new. And it’s been long established. WTF rock DOES your ignorant ass live under?

Also, apparently, you fully ignored Jay endlessly bitching about how they’re doing teh ghey stuff....

Oh also none of the “screeners” are anything approximating “up and coming”----they’re infotainement “journalists” writing for online publications that barely pay them (Kat once confided she made most of her $$ on it when peeps clicked on links and bought shit), largely in hopes of getting to write for shows....or, LBR, glorifed fanbois/gurls.....

However.....they get the screeners early so they can write their reviews early and publish just after the show airs. You can’t possibly truly be this fucking stupid

Annnndd.....again, seems like your “confidence” is gone. Yet again....

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pynkhues · 5 years ago

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I love your fanfics so much ! How many chapter do you think I could be your welcome will have?

Thank you so much! I Could Be Your Welcome will only have the two chapters, but the broader domestic Brio series, The Center and the Circumference, will have at least three parts! This first part is about them moving in together, the second about getting the kids in / the housewarming, and the third part is a secret / I don’t want to spoil it yet.

I’ll probably take prompts for this universe at some point after that too, because I like the world of it too much, haha.

Buuuutt I have a few more things to finish first!

#my fic #the center and circumference #domesticity #welcome to my ama

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vessalis · 5 years ago

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* anon says : (previous anon here) well his ending really sucked and was lonely af so at least you're acknowledging it, imho the manga made it 100 times sadder by having almost no one care. Also I don't really agree when you say he was a murderer. Sure he did bad stuff, but at literally no point in the manga do we see him needlessly engage in violence (except with Oscar bc he was triggered). He spares Gil, he spares Oswald more than once, and each time he kills personally it's in self-defense [1/2] I mean the Baskervilles he forced Oz to kill were armed with chains and would've killed him, Oswald would've killed him, and whoever the man we saw he killed in his past was, he told Oswald he did all the disgusting things in order to survive. And he was a lot more scrupulous as a teen than as an adult, so if as an adult violence is a last resort, I'm sure he killed in self-defense and he looked so dead inside when he did anyway. [i lied it's 2/3] Plus Jack got accused of many murders he didn't commit (Zai and Oscar's wives and kids, Oscar himself believes none of it). it's a far cry from Oswald slaughtering Pandora people he could easily have made prisoners just because he was enraged and they were defending Jack, or Vincent torturing his enemies at the Yura manor to ease his nerves, or killing innocents to piss Break off. Like just because Jack is the big bad and he did stuff wrong doesn't mean they should define him more than others.. “

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when it comes to the murder aspect, i still remember just i believe it was half a panel? that had jack bloody and holding a knife, whilst i do agree that he has most certainly killed out of self-defense before, he was never in a safe mind state to brush off that he COULDN’T kill without self defense, and still, sadly he had been one to commit mass genocide by trying to drag the world into the abyss, and sadly people either a. died, or b. turned into chains. along with that, he had been the one to kill oswald ( despite sparing him he did think oswald would have died by the wounds & he did threaten to kill gil if oswald didn’t comply ). using oz? of course, but it was by his command and his will that it happened. so i suppose that was my many reason for calling him a murder? like, he still killed people, justified or not. the thing is, back in those days, if people on the street killed other people on the street, it was looked over, because well it certainly wasn’t very important, clearly. whilst what he did was for survival, it doesn’t mean it was all in self defense. along with that with the baskerville slaughter, it wasn’t justified either. you can say it was self defense, but it was self defense on their side as well, jack was trying to do something very wrong and killing him was clearly the only way out.

— but moving on from that, i do acknowledge that jack, whilst not being involved with the deaths of the vessalius wives or children, he had pushed zai into him believing it. as jack said, your son is to be stillborn and you will replace him with this body. — and jack KNEW the child was to be stillborn, that is what had caused zai to doubt him till his son was born. so i believe the real son of zai and rachel could have been jack’s doing or simply jack just knew it would happen and did nothing for it. but i still completely agree with you in the fact that many of characters have done similar things, and yet jack is treated as if he is the “biggest bad”, some could claim it was due to his want for the entire world to be plunged into the abyss, which only Yura had the similar idea due to his idolizing Jack and wanting to recreate it. but, i have to say in the aspect of oswald killing those as baskerville or the pandora part, at that point, it didn’t really matter anymore. they were to die anyway, plus it’s clear jack’s name being used as for a ‘hero’ just sets everyone off. buuuutt that is just my perspective.

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Earth Customs

Chapter 3: Date

"Blue, uh.. It.. it's me. H-how are.. your Peridots from 7GT? Have they emerged yet? Let me know if you need any help." Beep.

"Blue, I'm heading to the ringed giant, Pygmalion-XH9, for inspection. Would you like to join me?" Beep.

"Blue, I remember. You wanted to talk about the plans for your colony?" Beep.

"B-blue, I.." Beep.

"PEARL, WHY ISN'T SHE RESPONDING?!?! AAAAAAAHHH!!!"

BZZZZZZTTTT! BOOOMM!!

Yellow's Pearl was inches away from getting poofed. Yellow was in a frenzy, furious that Blue hadn't responded to any of her voice messages or calls. Her computer took the full blast of her thunderous rage. A full shock of her lightning bolt.

"M-m-my D-d-diam-m-mond," Yellow's Pearl was trembling, fearful to be poofed or shattered. She chose her words very carefully, "P-perhaps-s i-it'd b-be w-wise i-if w-we-"

"Pearl," Yellow released a heavy exhale. Her fury slowly diffusing. Stubborn as she is, she disregarded what ever her frightened assistant was about to suggest. "Drop me off to Earth. And have this fixed," she pointed at the smashed master computer.

"A-absolutely, m-my Diamond!" Yellow Pearl immediately left the main control room and went to a different room. Somewhere in Yellow's ship was an emergency control room. Yellow had one built in case scenarios like these were to ever occur. Which, knowing herself, was highly likely.

Yellow knew the reason why Blue had been ignoring her. She had rejected Blue's advances. But Yellow only did what she knew as the appropriate response. Engaging in such Earthly acts was irrational. They were Diamonds after all, so there was no purpose for them to act humanly.

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Yellow's spaceship landed on the usual place by the beach. It had been four years since her last visit to Earth. Luckily, Steven stayed on the same beach house. Two gems were having a conversation outside. Steven and Pearl. Yellow's arrival interrupted their discussion.

"Yellow Diamond! I-it's nice for you to come visit me today!" Steven was always happy when either matriarch came to talk to him.

"Pink, h-how have you been?" Yellow did not know how to unpack what she wanted to say.

"Weeeeell, I've been doing great!" He was always full of energy and today was a particularly good mood for him, more so since Yellow came to visit. Teasingly, he asked, "Soooo, how are you and your 'g-girlfriend'?" He remembers Blue's last visit. He assumed they were all lovey-dovey now. He particularly remembered how Blue blushed when she revealed the kiss with Yellow. It had been years anyway. In that timespan, they should've already bonded enough. He thought everything was going great between the two.

"Girlfrie- what?! What did Blue tell you, Pink?!" Yellow's temper was slowly resurfacing. Girlfriend. The kiss. Blue.

"Well, Blue Diamond said I can't tell anyone, so.."

"What?! TELL ME!" Yellow demanded with a raised voice. Anger was evident in her tone. Mixed with a heavy dose of frustration, her temper was waiting to explode.

"Oh, Steven," Pearl got worried. She didn't want to fight but she was prepared to if the need arises. "If it's about Yellow too, well, it's probably best if you tell her what she needs to know." Pearl calmly convinced Steven, hoping an impending chaos from Yellow's fury would be avoided.

"Well okay. Wo-would you leave us alone for a minute, Pearl? Please? Thi-this is top secret Diamond information, so.. Sorry."

"It's fine," Pearl understood this well. She had served Diamonds before. White, then Pink. She knew Diamonds had their secrets. Pearl moved far from them, enough so she couldn't hear their voices but enough to keep Steven in sight. With her protective nature towards Steven, she just wanted to make sure Yellow wouldn't hurt him.

Steven climbed the tall Yellow. He aimed for her shoulders and whispered to her everything that had transpired last time Blue visited. The movie-thon, how awesome it had been for him. Blue's interest in human interactions, specifically in romantic gestures. The conversation they had about love. And the revelation of the kiss.

"I asked if you were her girlfriend. She said you kissed but only once."

"Oh, Blue." Yellow was surprisingly not angered. Instead, she felt a deep sense of longing. With Blue coldly ignoring her and learning about Blue's attempts at delving into human behavior, Yellow felt like she should've opened herself a bit more. "Pink, you see.. Blue and I.. have not spoken for a while."

"Really?! But why? She seemed so happy and excited when she left."

"It's.. I made a miscalculation!" Yellow hated admitting to her failings and shortcomings. But she was growing desperate. The more she spoke with Steven, the more she wanted to talk with Blue.

"Well.." Steven was devising ways for them to patch their conflict. "You can just give her a gift, then she'll forgive you."

"A gift? But she already has her Pearl! Hmm.." A gift, in homeworld's standards, was something of use to the expansion of the colony. "Perhaps I can give her an entire fleet of Peridots. Or Agates? Maybe even Sapphires. But.. I could never compete with her Sapphires!" Blue's Sapphires were impressively better made than Yellow's.

"Uh, well," Steven did not particularly like the idea of gifting gems. He viewed them as living sentient beings. "Why not give her.. a moon? Or a.. star?" Steven could barely understand interstellar conquest since he, and even his late mother, had little desire in engaging in intergalactic domination.

"It'd be impossible to endow anything if she doesn't even wish to speak with me!"

"Yeah, you're probably right. Buuuutt.. What if, I were to talk to her?"

"Well, that just might work out! Do you have a communicator? You can't call her in my ship, I've already sent it for repair. And even so, she will think it is I who's calling her."

"We can call her.. at the moonbase!"

"Oh, yes. Of course! Good thinking, Pink. Let's go!"

"Wait. Lemme just think of what to say.." Steven pondered a bit. A few ideas later, he was thrilled to tell Yellow, "I'm going to set you up on a date! It'd be on the moon, it'll be so wonderful. And romantic!"

"Set a what?"

"A date! It's like a meeting but only for two, specifically lovers. And since you're girlfriends, then it'd be a date!"

"Hmm.. I might need to learn about Earth myself.."

"Okay. But right now we should focus on your date!"

"By the way, how are we going to the moon, Pink?!"

"Don't worry, Steven the Great has a mighty steed!" He pertained to his magical Lion.

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With the help of Peridot and Pearl, a giant table was set up in the moonbase and the Diamond communicator was fixed. After the set-up, Peridot, Pearl, and Lion waited by the main entrance with the Diamond murals. Steven decided to call Blue while Yellow hid by the observation orb just below. She was able to hear their conversation.

"Blue Diamond! Hi!" Blue answered the call. Yellow was tempted to peek but knew it'd be best to restrain herself. Her arms crossed, she was pacing impatiently by the observation orb as Blue and Steven had their conversation.

"Pink! It's so nice of you to call!" A hint of melancholy in her greeting.

"Are you o.. H-how are you?" Steven almost lost his guard. "Would you happen to have time to come visit me? I'm at Earth's moon, though."

"That explains why you can call me," Blue was pertaining to the direct Diamond communicator. "Sure. I'll be right there." She hung up.

Yellow emerged from the room below, "She's coming! Where is she?!" She went ahead to the computer to check on Blue's current coordinates. "It'd take a few days before she arrives."

"Will you be okay here alone, Yellow?"

"Of course. You should build a communication device on your abode, Pink, so we can contact you directly."

Steven agreed and went back to Earth with Pearl, Peridot, and Lion. Yellow was left at the moon. A couple of days was nothing to a timeless being. Yellow decided to call her ship using the direct channel. Her Pearl answered the call and immediately she asked, "Where are you, how is the ship?"

"My Diamond, I have just landed at the nearest repair center and I am about to speak with the manager."

"Hmm. I reckon that's going to take a while. Well, send the PXH9 files here at the Earth moonbase. I'll be staying here for the time being. And update me regarding the progress of the repair. Oh, also, send me a copy of the Action folder."

"Yes, my Diamond." The obedient Pearl did whatever her Diamond had asked of her. The PXH9 files would keep her company while waiting for Blue. Yellow figured she could also indulge in a few movies while waiting.

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Outside the moonbase, Blue's arm ship was visibly landing. In the screen, Blue's coordinates were beeping red signifying her arrival at the moonbase. Yellow's chest was throbbing. She stood up and paced. It kept her from having a panic attack. The door of the moonbase opened with a loud swish. Soft footsteps became louder as it approached. A veiled lady emerged from the massive staircase below. She uncloaked her veil and was stunned at the golden sight before her.

"Ye-Yellow?! What is the meaning of this?! Where is Pink?"

"I-it's so nice for you to be here, Blue."

"Such a waste of resources! Pearl, let's go!"

"No, wait!" Yellow bolted to Blue and softly held her wrist to halt her. "Wait, Blue, please."

Seeing Yellow in the flesh softened her up. Blue had heard the dozens of voice messages. She was also very well aware of Yellow's multiple missed calls. Fortunately for the both of them, Blue listens to her emotions. "Pearl, wait in the ship." Blue's Pearl bowed in submission and proceeded to Blue's ship. Blue faced Yellow. Yellow's hand still on Blue's wrist.

Succumbing to her feelings was something she rarely did. Yellow had always followed the rationale of the order. But order and eternity made no sense if Blue weren't around. She wanted to talk. She wanted to be close. She wanted to enact the silly romantic gestures Blue had been initiating with her, the things she had seen in the movies.

"Blue, I.. I had been mistaken the last time."

"What last time?"

"Last time when we.. At your moonbase.."

"No, Yellow. You were right. Such foolishness it was of me, of us, to engage in those acts. I'm.. I'm sorry. It was unbecoming of a Diamond. Fret not, it shall never happen again."

No.. No.. NO!

"Blue, I want to be.. Let me be your girlfriend." She may have rejected Blue's previous advances out of fear of disrupting order, but being unable to interact with Blue for a while gave her time to contemplate. It made her realize, aside from Blue, how much she missed acting her feelings out. How much she wanted to. It also occured to her the possibility that love may not be limited to human beings alone but rather, it might have been omnipresent in the galaxy. She is a Diamond and, though she tried to contain it most of the time, she is capable of feeling. She concluded that, perhaps, love is universal.

"Yellow, what's gotten into you? You're being silly!" Blue was blushing furiously.

"Blue, listen.. I admit, I made an error in my previous judgement. It seems plausible for.. for us to engage in such.. In such nonsense!" It was difficult for Yellow to surrender to her feelings. "I feel things.. Things I feel for only you. And what ever we had done, human foolishness or not, it feels right! I.. I want to do them with you, Blue. And if we're going to be around for all time, then I want to be-"

She couldn't finish her sentence. From Blue's wrist, Yellow's hand slipped to interlock hers and Blue's hands. She pulled her fellow Diamond close. One hand interlocked with Blue's. Her free hand, she wrapped around Blue's back, and rested at the side of Blue's rib.

"Yellow, what are you trying to-"

Yellow pulled her close and locked their lips. Her kiss revealed how much she missed Blue, how much she longed for Blue, and how much she wanted Blue.

Blue tried to be a proper Diamond and attempted to reject Yellow's display of affection. But her feelings were getting the best of her. And with Yellow's lips locking over hers, she was powerless. She wanted this, she wanted it bad. She kissed back.

"Yellow, I believe you told me this does not make any sense.."

"How many times do I have to repeat myself, I have made a miscalculation. This perfectly makes sense, Blue. Our.. our feelings, they.. They require to be expressed."

"But this, aren't these.. silly things only humans do?"

"I.. I wouldn't mind to act ridiculous with you."

"Ye-Yellow.. Come, kiss me ple-"

Yellow wrapped Blue in a tight embrace. But with all the excitement in expressing her repressed feelings, Yellow unintentionally pushed them both to the floor of the moonbase enough to produce a loud thud, but not to wreck the structure. The fall was painless, they were Diamonds. Yellow was now taking initiative in showering Blue with affection, and Blue couldn't be any happier with that.

On the floor, their eyes met. And both ladies almost radiating a diffirent hue with all the blushing. Pleasurable tension was overwhelming the room. Yellow, with a strong sense of aggression, lunged her face towards Blue's. Her eyes closed, she aimed for Blue's luscious lips. One kiss followed by another, and another. They found themselves heavily making out on the floor. Their hands moved with every impatient kiss. It was the first time they touched certain corners of each other, and it was electrifying for both of them. They were already too close but they wanted to get closer. Yellow incidentally stroked the gem at Blue's chest. The passing touch gave Blue a pleasurable shock, she moaned abruptly. The sound made Yellow's heart race. Her Diamond-shaped irises dilated. She gently held Blue's wrist and slowly Yellow pulled it closer to the gem in her chest, attempting for Blue's fingertips to make contact with her diamond. Blue's Diamond-shaped irises also dilating, excitement was building with the gestu-

Ring! Ringg!

"OH MY STAARSS!!" Both Diamonds gasped and sprung out of their awkward, perhaps forbidden, form and stood up. The ring relinquished the intensity of their activity. Startled, they quickly tidied themselves before Yellow answered the call.

"My Diamond, I am glad to repo-"

"Don't call me until I call you." Call ended. Yellow released a heavy exasperated breath. Apparently, her Pearl was actually excited to report that the ship had been fixed masterfully and quickly. But she was cut off too soon.

"That was a bit harsh, darling."

"She shouldn't be calling me when I am busy!" Anger easily clouding Yellow's thinking process. "Wait, what is darling?"

Blue couldn't help but giggle at the irate Yellow. She found it oddly adorable. "I have seen a few movies myself. Anyway, let's go home, Yellow."

"Hmm.. Would you rather inspect PXH9? The planet seems promising, I've read the reports before you arrived."

"Really? Let's go then." Blue let out a soft smile, content with what they've done. She became confident they'd be expressing their feelings towards each other from now on. Blue held Yellow's hand as they walked to the blue arm.

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** Ch 4 = AO3 exclusive WIP

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