#butttt i really like what tf is going on

[slamdunkhcs]

Considering the fact they’re basketball players who have to condition (even on the off-season), I thought this would be fun to think about :). And also i go to the gym and i see boys like them all the time there

slam dunk boys at the gym

rukawa

• One thing about Rukawa, he is going to the gym ALONE. Like it’ll literally be him, his airpods, a towel, and a fat waterbottle against the world. I don’t think he’d hate working out with someone, but he’d prefer to workout alone since he can stay focused and go at his own pace.

• He’d have both his AirPods in at full volume and go CRAZY on the machines/weightlifting bars. I think for his stamina, he would use the Stairmaster at full speed and go on it for as long as he could.

• I’d say that he does workouts for all of his body, but his favorite workouts would be arm ones, just because he’ll be able to put more power into his basketball shots.

• I don’t think he’d be approached by anyone at the gym since he’s always super focused on his workout and looks VERY intimidating, but if you went up to him and asked him for help, he’d do it.

• BUTTTT If he was in a bad mood that day, he might just put his AirPod right back in and ignore you 😂. However, after he cools off, he’d feel kinda bad. And then sigh and go up to you like “What did you need help with?”

• HE’D DEF BE ADMIRED BY ALL THE GYM BADDIES!!!!!

ryota

• Ok I feel like his level of productivity would depend on who he’s at the gym with. If he’s with Mitsui, those two are gonna try and compete with who could lift heavier weights 😂. But if he’s with Sakuragi, aint NOTHING getting done.

• He will take a ton of gym photos and mirror selfies and post them like “Hitting the gym today ✅” on Insta/Snap. AND HE’LL SEND THEM ALL TO AYAKO 😂😂😂. His gym fits will be coordinated asf too!!! He will go over there dripped out!!!

• I think if he goes alone he’d be really focused. He wouldn’t look intimidating or anything but he’d keep to himself and put on some music (def rnb like bryson tiller or brent faiyaz) and do his workouts. If the gym had a track area, he’d walk around and jus think about life and whatever happened throughout his day.

• Now if Ayako tagged along with him to the gym one day… HES GONNA ACT A FOOL. Like he will literally just stand by her the entire time as if he’s her mf bodyguard. And if a man even TRIED to talk to her, he would instantly shoo him away 💀

sakuragi

• His productivity would also depend on who hes with 😂

• If he’s with his lil gang… they getting into BIG trouble. Those idiots would fool around and try and swing around the weightlifting bar and hit eachother with it. They’d cause a big commotion and then get escorted out the gym by mf security.

• I think he’d go alone alot lowkey… especially after rehabilitation, he’d go there to do light workouts to prepare himself for basketball practice.

• I f he doesn’t know how to properly use a machine, this mf is NOT ASKING NOBODYYY for help 💀. Like he will stand there and stubbornly try messing with it until either he figures it out, or one of the gym’s staff sees him and offers him help

• I feel like he’d be very popular with the elderly people at the gym. Like in the mens’ locker room, the old men would look at him and be like “Back in my day, I was a lot like you, son,” and be hyping him up on his muscles and big build. AND HE’D ACT ALL OVERCONFIDENT but he’d lowkey be smiling about it for the rest of the day. He’d smile and make a peace sign whenever he sees one of the elderly regulars there. And if they asked him for help, he’d help!!!!! He’d have a whole community of uncles and aunties at the gym

• In terms of people around his age tho.. it’s a different story. If someone is using a machine or area he’s trying to use, he’s gonna be SOOO inpatient. Especially if whoever is on it isn’t using it. If it’s a girl, he’d ask politely, but if it’s a guy, he’ll mean mug tf outta them, until they get intimidated and walk away 😭

• If he and Ryota are at the gym together, those two will take SO many pictures. Half of the time they’d jus be talking and talking, and wouldn’t get ANYTHING accomplished

mitsui

• Ok, one thing about Mitsui, he is NOT going to the gym alone. Like he will hit the whole mf team up and ask them to go with him. Even Akagi.

• I think he’d go frequently though, especially in order to build up his stamina. Rukawa would show him the Stairmaster machine and he’d go CRAZY on there. Like by the end, it’ll say he walked up 200 flights of stairs 😂

• He’d lowkey have so many gym crushes. But he wouldn’t approach ANY of them 😂😂😂. He will just admire, sigh, and then go on with his workout. I think some of the gym baddies would think he’s cute but they wouldn’t approach him

• The reason why he’d be scared of being alone at the gym is because it’d be jus him and his thoughts. AND FOR MITSUI, THATS SCARY ASL. However… I think going to the gym alone from time to time would end up being a way for him to destress and reflect.

PS: IMMA DO A PART TWO WITH AKAGI, SENDOH, SAWAKITA, and whoever else yall want

[princessbrunette]

why do we never ever talk about soccer!jj omg https://pin.it/7cFxcem7v

wellllll idk how old he is in that pic so im disregarding it but in terms of the soccer!jj idea i do really like it !!!!

thinking abt jj who’s always been good at soccer, his whole life always playing for his school or the local club bc it got him out the house away from his dad, so he’s spent a lot of time playing over the years and ends up gaining a scholarship for soccer at a superrrr kooky college ???

at first he’s like hell nah ! i don’t wanna be surrounded by kooks !! and i don’t wanna go to college in my early 20s !!!! but his friends convince him that it’s giving him a second chance at life so he’s like fineeee !!

he ends up going, and ofc gets ostracised for being a pogue but it’s too late now, he’s there n he’s gotta just push through so he can get scouted or something :(

butttt then there’s you, pretty cheerleader who doesn’t give a shit abt the whole kook vs pogue thing n is allll over jj !! super sunshiney n hyper and he doesn’t know what to do with you !! he tries to push u away, only focused on soccer and getting through the semester but you’re following him around like a lost puppy n everyone’s wondering how tf he managed to bag the cutest cheerleader ???????

[beautifulmindset111]

Heyyy guys this is my first post today im going to try to enter the void state with the lullaby method! I’ve been procrastinating for way too long and me,sister and my nephew are about get kicked out our home in 9 days !!! So I will be updating u guys on my progress !!! Please comment any tips for focusing!!!!!!!

Day 1- I listened to some brown noise for 13 mins and laid down in a my regular position (on my side) started affirming not for the void state but that my sister had 10k dollars to pay for the late rent bcuz I felt like I needed to that so we can have stable housing then the void state comes along. i turned the brown noise off and tried to just fall asleep naturally and affirm I feel asleep and I affirmed but not I fall asleep anyways , I kept waking up and I just affirmed and affirmed then at 4 something am I got into sats I think and I said I am in the void state and I am I started feeling symptoms like tingling I can’t really explain it but instead I should’ve kept affirming the thing I was affirming before ( aka my sister has 10k dollars) but thats basically it I’ll keep update of any other resultss ❤️! one more thing I think I’m gonna stay awake until I get very drowsy like half asleep half awake or sats something like that .

Final update: I didn’t get into the void state butttt WE ARE NOTT GETTING EVICTED!!!

Btw I will trying a new method to get into the void state! Im using yoga Nidra! And since I don’t know how to link the posts involved with it. you can look in my liking section it will be there!! I tried the meditation rn and it worked like a charm but I opened my eyes bcuz I forgot I had to affirm so I will be making a journey/progress post rn !!! I have so much faith in this method I know this method is going to work for me like NOTHING I MEAN NOTHING NO ONE CAN TELL ME THIS WONT WORK FOR ME LITERALLY THATS HOW I FEEL STRONGLY AND FIRMLY I AM GOING TO GAVE THAT DREAM LIFE NOBODY CAN TELL ME NOTHINGHGG. 😭a lil moment but yea this works so fast so im def going into the void with method and u can too it’s fast and it’s easy I wasted soo much freaking time on doing nothing and now im fed tf uppp so my plan is to try at 5:00 am before school I get to go to school at 10:00 so I have ALOT of time!!! I been seeing 444 1111 and numbers like that for so long and this is my final push. This is my moment to SHINE BRIGHT LIKE A DIAMOND ( in rihannas angelic voice😌💅🏾) I AMM SOOO FREAKING READYYY FOR THIS IM READY FOR A CHANGE NOW I GAVE BEEN SETTLING FOR LESS FOR TOO DAMN LONG I NEEEDDDDD TO ACHIEVE BAD BTCH NOT TAKING SHII FROM ANYONE TYPE GIRL TO COMR OUT OF MEEE! I NEED TO SHIFTT TO MY WR AND MY FAME DR TO GO TO POUNDTOWN WUTH MY VERY WEALTHY SWEET CARING HUSBAND AND I WANT TO SEE MY BABIEESSS IM GOING TO SMUGGLE THEM WHEN I SEE THEM FRFR IM SHIFTING TO THE TIME I WAS 5 MONTHS WITH MYLO (my son the youngest 🥺💙) BROOO IM SOO FLIPPING HAPPY RN ALL HIGH VIBRATIONS ❤️❤️❤️I CAN WAIT TIL I GO INTO THE VOID IM GOING TO TELL U GUYS EVERYTHING RIGHT I SAY WHAT I WANNA MANIFEST IM STRAIGHT SHIFTING TO MY WR INTO FAME DR I HAVE TWO MY MESSY FDR AND MY NORMAL FDR IM GOING THE NORM ONE FIRST. I HAVE SO MANY DRS IM JUST GONNA GO TO MY FDR AND TELL U GUYS SO MANY STORIES BRO IM GOING TO HAVE A FCKING BLAST. LIKE I RLLY NEED THIS BREAK RN (srry for the captions 😭) bcuz i js rlly need to yk get from all the bs happening with my family in general I feel so unappreciated I try my best but it never seems good enough for them. My sister makes me feels like im a burden to her so im js gonna manifest me a dad and leave I’ll still communicate with her I js don’t feel like i want to LIVE with her yk she got my nephew and that’s all she could handle our mother rlly js messed us up. Im js tremendously grateful i stumbled upon manifesting & shifting now i can change my life for the better i can heal finally and truly be myself i can literally travel to any reality to ANYWHERE AND BE ANYTHING I want to. I CAN DO ANYTHING I know I have the power to do it ik it’s within me im going to shoot for freaking stars now.

[talxe]

Reading the Iliad, Book 7 thoughts

This is my first time ever reading it and I know next to nothing abt greek mythology so if I interpret anything wrong by all means pls correct me

Im reading the Robert Fagles translation

The Trojan start wining a lil bit so Athena goes to find Apollo. Apollo tells her that they should start another one on one fight between the Argives and the Trojans bc that went sooo well the last time

Apollo picks Hector for the battle

Helenus tells Hector to go challenge one of the Greeks to a fight and he says ok.

Agamemnon and Hector tell both their sides to settle tf down and they do

Hector is like "Fight me, any one of you rn."

The rules are that whoever kills the other, their side wins. They are allowed to take their opponents armor upon their death. BUTTTT leave the bodies alone so that their respective side may give them a proper burial.

Hector you got a big storm coming.

The greek are kinda scared to fight Hector😭

So Menelaus is like "What the hell guys. You know what I'll do it." BRO UR INJURED

So then Agamemnon tells his brother "Even Achilles is scared to fight Hector....sit this round out."

Nestor starts giving a speech abt how the Greeks are kinds bitches and how if he was young again that he would fight Hector or whatever.

This makes a bunch of ppl stand up

But Diomedes is one of them. I immediately shouted "JUST SEND DIOMEDES."

They draw lots and Ajax the greater ends up wining the draw.

WHYYYYYYYYYY

Homer likens Ajax to that of Ares so I have to assume he's a bad ass.

I just feel like Dio could have ate this battle

Hector is like "Holy fucking shit this guy is HUUUUGGGE." But he cant back down now.

And Ajax tells Hector that he just here bc Achilles is still crying abt something that happened 6 BOOKS AGO

So Ajax and Hector start fighting.

By the way how strong are these spears that they pierce through solid bronze shields on the regular???

Ajax gets really close to spearing Hector one time.

Hector does end up getting nicked on the neck however.

Then they start throwing rocks

Apollo saves Hector at one point

Just as the fight starts getting good two ppl, one from the Greek side and one from the Trojan side stand in between them.

And they say "Hey we're not getting anywhere, plus its late so lets just stop."

WE JUST GOT STARTED THO????? This one fight could end the whole war whhhhyyy are you stopping it

So Hector and Ajax stop fighting and call a truce by exchanging gifts

All the Trojans think that Paris should give Helen back but Paris says no but he will back back the stuff that he stole plus some.

Troy sends a messenger to tell the Greeks this.

Diomedes is like "Yeah no♥️."

Both sides bury their dead before they start fighting again.

Poseidon and Zeus are watching this and Poseidon decides that he hates the Greeks bc they didnt offer the gods bulls or something.

The Greeks make the offering they forgot and then the book ends

[ttcalzz]

Doing this all at once!!

Warning ‼️ novel below

1. Stats

Cw: 143.5lbs 🥲

hw/sw: 165lbs 😧

ugw: 127lbs

2. Height: 5’ 8”. And I would say I do like my height!

3.

I loveeee how small her waist is and how all around slim and toned she is!! She’s also my height so it makes pics of her even more motivating!

4. I really don’t wanna lose my ass 😭😭 I barely have one to begin with! Also I’m scared I’ll slow my metabolism down so I can’t maintain my ugw

5. I am losing weight for me. I want to lose weight because I’m tired of feeling a double chin when I look down, or having to wear “control top” (barf) leggings under skirts so they look right. I want to be totally confident and comfortable in the body I carve out for myself.

6. I do binge sometimes, mostly out of a sense of loss of control. When I’m really in a tailspin, and I can’t focus, food fills the void. I always feel worse.

7. My parents do not know! They know I’ve had an 3d “in the past” so I am keeping this very much under wraps

8. I don’t really have a routine per say, I just do whatever I feel like doing, but I usually do something like

- Clamshells (60 seconds each side)

- 80 squats

- 30 lunges (each side)

- bridges until failure for 2 sets and then pulse and hold until failure for one set

- 3 supersets of 10 reg crunches, 10 crunches w legs in an L shape, 10 crunches with legs straight up, and 15 leg raises.

- 10 pushups (as many standard as possible, then assisted/on knees)

- 60 second plank

- Stretching

9. Kinda. The earliest I can remember is being veryyy little in the pool with my little sister and her asking why my belly was bigger than hers. I didn’t even know what fat meant at that point but it hurt like hell. When I was a little older, I remember my grandma giving me advice on losing belly fat ☹️ like girl pls. My family has commented negatively on my weight loss before though, my dad is convinced I’m “super skinny” and “need to put some weight on”. I’m literally completely healthy?? Girl bffr.

10. The hardest thing? Probably how weak I feel. I know that’s just the way losing weight goes, and it does validate me, but I’ve always been rly strong so losing some of that muscle mass as I lose weight has been hard bc I can’t do as much as I was able to before. Planning to pack muscle on as much as possible anyways bc it makes you look skinnier

11. My fav th!nsp0 blog is probably @c0ke-zer0 , the stuff they post is so motivating 🥰

12. Lately, I’ve been drinking a lot of Fairlife protein shakes (chocolate flav my beloved) and eating saltines w hot sauce (I know it’s weird but it works). I also really enjoy salads, fruit, dumplings, rice, and 0 cal energy drinks. I will eat pretty much anything, I don’t really have fear foods, I just eat a very small portion and try to eat the most of whatever is lowest calorie/highest protein

13. I’m definitely not losing weight in a super healthy way, but it isn’t the worst? I’m hoping to actually maintain my UGW afterwards so I don’t wanna totally fuck my body up rn.

14. My ugw is around 125-130, I know weight fluctuates and my actual ugw is like 128 but it’s never gonna be exactly that every day. I’m hoping to reach it before the end of November! I only have like 13.5 lbs to go!!

15. Nope! I am not vegan or vegetarian, and I don’t think I could do either. Chicken and tuna are such good low cal/high protein foods, I could never give them up.

16. The first time I ever remembered really wanting to lose weight was when I was around 15? My best friend had an 3d and I remember googling it to see what it was and finding tumblr and…. It was all downhill from there 😭 can’t believe I’ve been dealing w this shit for so long bro I need to lose the weight and get tf out.

17. I am not diagnosed with any eating disorders butttt I definitely have disordered eating? If I were to get diagnosed it would probably be something along the lines of 4n@ or 0rthø

18. Anything salty and crunchy 🥹🥹 I will go through a whole bag of takis so fast it’s not even funny. Been avoiding chips as much as possible for this. Also candy if it’s just around? I used to have a really bad habit of just eating mindlessly. I don’t even have a sweet tooth idk why I wouldn’t just control myself. That’s not really any issue anymore tho

19. I work at a fast food-ish place, but I didn’t really eat my last shift so I guess it would have been about 2 weeks ago? Usually when I get something from there I steer clear of the “fast food” offerings and take a banana or a yogurt.

20. My favorite diet is high protein, under 1000 cals. After that idc, I try to eat more healthy than junk foods, but like I said I’ll pretty much take one bite of anything.

21. Clothing sizes

Pants: 4 💔

Shirt: small

Dress: small/medium

I always buy sweatshirts and stuff in xxxl sizes though.

22. My lowest weight was 138 lbs. it was right before a family vacation, so I couldn’t get away with not eating. I ended up gaining back some of the weight and then “recovering” aka gaining all the weight back only to be unhappy and come back to this.

23. Definitely!! I totally remember seeing magazines talking about how fat celebs were and at 10 years old thinking “but I look like that” and generally growing up, skinnier was prettier and better always.

24. i think it’s disgusting. Pr04n4 content is what made me develop this 3d in the first place. It’s one thing to post abt your struggles and seek community, it’s a whole other thing to glorify it and try to make OTHERS sicker???

25. Yes, I have purged before. I don’t do it often. But the first time i was 16 and my family had gotten Taco Bell, I ate like 2.5 burritos and felt sick with myself so I threw up in my trashcan bag and threw it away outside. Horrible memory.

26. I’m so excited to be confident in my skin!! And look great in all the outfit ideas I have planned 🥹 I also can’t wait to have a partner but I don’t see that happening until I lose this weight. When that does happen, I love being picked up and carried or tossed around, so being light enough that it isn’t a burden for my partner. I also can’t wait to have someone pick me up and go “omg you’re so light” or hug me and say “you feel so skinny, did you lose weight??

27. Honestly it doesn’t bother me too much, I work around food all the time so I just sorta go into a work mindset: look, touch, don’t eat. Food is for preparing, food is for serving to others, food is not for eating.

28. Not necessarily! I think it looks nice on a body type with wide enough hips, but on me I think i would have to be skinnier than I want to be in order to have one. Besides that (VERY CONTROVERSIAL) I don’t mind bigger thighs BECAUSEEE they support ass 🫡

29. For me, beauty is when someone or something is fully expressing itself to all it can be. A performance, a flower bloom, a genuine laugh. It doesn’t really matter what those things look like, as long as they form that direct bridge to the soul and show a glimpse of yourself to the world.

30. 10 facts about myself

- I can’t stand cucumber or celery

- I’m in school for psychology

- my birthday is soon!!

- I do art

- I have one younger sister and she’s my world

- I have 2 pets! A cat and a dog

- I love blue and green

- my eyes are brown

- im in multiple f4nd0ms (c3ns0r3d so this doesnt come across n0rm4l túmbIř

- I had a hardcore middleschool emo/kpop phase (yes at the same time)

[glorified-red]

red, how does one characterize a character for an x reader fics

Ah yes, sit down on my comfy couch and have a fresh cup of tea, Red will now offer sacred advice.

✨however tf you want✨

Theres a lot of stress nowadays about making a character too OOC but i find that you have to write them OOC in order to be able to write them in character. I read some of my old stuff and oh my god that is not Tim at all. But it took all that to know why the things I wrote were OOC.

Plus, fics are for you, at least they should be. So you get to write out your ideas and if people like it, people like it. Simple as that.

But since people seem to think I write characters really well, heres what I tend to do:

Find a single moment in canon, analyze tf out of it, and go ham.

No literally, thats all I do with Damian and somehow he's my most popular character. I read the Robin run, found a single panel about him having internal struggles, and just ran with it. I'm writing an entire series simply because i read too far into the Robin Run and convinced myself that Damian hates his eyes.

Im diving into Jon and when I tell you ive only read one comic of his 😂 But that one comic is about sensory overload and OH BOY is that all I needed to know. Know theres a million different scenarios I could insert Jon into without ever actually knowing what he's like.

I also indulge in a loottttt of fanon content too because most fanfic writers deep dive into characters and their fics are basically an analysis on them. That, and a quick google search always helps with that too, especially when it comes to what drives a character and how they've changed.

I have like, maybe three fics per characters that I base my entire perception of Damian and Tim off of, I wish I was joking. I liked the writer's interpretation of them so I stole it :))

When it comes to actually writing, I usually come up with an idea and figure out which character would be the coolest in that scenario and why.

I came up with an idea that needed a character that came from a different city as the reader, so Jon was the first to come to mind. Have I written for him?? Absolutely not. Do I have friends who have? Hell yea, so I went to them and read wayyyy too many of their fics wayyy too many times. I have annotations on their stuff.

So if you have an idea and it feels OOC, try to pinpoint the exact moment that feels OOC and ask why. I find that my dialogue is OOC so I usually rephrase it over and over again until I'm happy with it.

And if you dont want to do that, you can always rely on narration. Especially when writing for introverted characters like Tim and Damian, narration is the best way to make your OOC content feel less OOC because the narration backs up why they said the things they said or why they did the things they did.

Damian could compliment a stranger in a fic. It's super random and super OOC, but if you narrate it the right way, it would make sense for him. Aka, manipulation, using it as a distraction, etc etc.

Butttt if you're asking about readers oh boy i have so much to say about writing readers. Let me know if thats what you were actually asking about because thats a wholllle other rant.

[thyhonesteheorte]

god this is me fully knowing what i'm going to do if i get the chance to do it. as in, i've fucked up my grades till now but i actually KNOW that the next test is only gonna be me improving because i've finally gotten my shit together and am working for my future. BUT my mid term marks are shit, as in the exams i only recently got finished writing. and i KNOW my marks are shit but i also KNOW my next test marks are not gonna be shit. like i can genuinely tell. butttt my parents think it's gonna be just the same as ever and i'm freaking out already over their reaction over my marks. plus we've been getting into so many arguments recently and they're just gonna use this as more ammunition i mean not like my academic downfall has been the exact trigger to our horrible relationship rn. like if i get the chance to move past these marks and improve in the next texts i'm gonna fucking THRIVE like i KNOW that. and i know i can survive whatever shit they cook up. i know i'll survive their humiliating & degrading reactions. but also the thought of it is still sending me spiraling rn. i keep having to take heaving breaths. i keep thinking about logistical ways to fucking kms. but idkkkk dude. like i'll survive but i really don't wanna fucking deal with their shit. the worst part is i don't have the option to properly kms. well actually if i really look for it i'd probably find a way out but i'm not that far gone my apartment buildiing is only 4 fucking floors, and idk if jumping from the terrace is enough to kill me. closest i've actually gone is heading to the main door of the house in the middle of the night a few years ago in 8th or 9th grade i think night before a parent-teacher meet u see the pattern. and then cutting oh boy i'm actually a coward can't deal with that pain. closest i got was this phase last year for a few months where i would rub the sharp edge of this blunt asf scissors to my wrist while in school. never even drew any blood lmao. i'll mess up with rope, that'll take too long yano. think if i do it, the only option is meds. BUT HOW TF AM I GONNA GET ACCESS TO FUCKING MEDS ENOUGH TO KILL ME HUH?? if i ever kms it'll have to be when i'm more grown & independent with access & knowledge about meds necessary. but the thing is, the whole point of studying & getting into college is the hope that growth & independence & GETTING THE FUCK OUT OF LIVING WITH MY PARENTS will actually make me less of a fucked up freak yano. *sigh* really need to pick up my fucking journal

[letterstojori]

4.7

Dear Jori,

It’s funny how my emotions go up and down in a day. I tend to overthink. When it was with you I felt like I didn’t have to overthink that much cause we always talked everyday. That was kind of like a constant reassurance. But then you said it’s okay cause you overthink sometimes too and that made me feel a lot better.

Idk the amount of times today I went back and forth from okay we need space and I should stop talking to you to expecting/hoping we could hangout more. Sad because of last night to happy you responded and just fell asleep to sad that you thought maybe I was wrong and might need space to happy that you validated how I feel to sad that we’re playing valuo separately but I know you’re climbing to happy you asked what I was up to to sad that you forgot to happy that you asked if I was still there in chat and then it ended with happy because you had to stay up cause you just ate and we talked for a little bit about TFT and your strim. Like what you have going on is so cool actually, building this community and conversing with all your friends and viewers. And then you wanted to watch me play some TFT and it kinda felt like we were playing together because you’d help me. We played 4 games? Degening till 5:30 in the morning platonically. And I’m okay with that. Because I can’t and don’t expect anything with Japan on the horizon. I was beginning to worry that you wouldn’t want to do this anymore cause this is the first time we games together since SoCal.

You were impressed with the play I made with infinity at the end swapping the TF with the Riven and then [missed opportunity] said how you were satisfied now and I could’ve made a joke there butttt oh well.

I think there was part of me that you just weren’t as attracted to me as I thought but what I think it is is that you just really don’t want a relationship right now, you want to do all these things. For now. But Anthony and Justine said that someday you want that Prince Charming to knock you off your feet. I hope that can be me one day :3

Thanks for messing with my head all day but also thanks for staying up with me all night.

This isn’t toxic, right?

Goodnight Jori :3

-bearbear

[incorrectjujutsukaisen]

Me in any given circumstance

[lizandbo]

Periods w/mha bois

Ok i know the titlie sounds weird as hell, liek it sounds like they are having periods..but okXD obvi a fem reader:P

Bakugo

- this boy would be absolutely clueless

- he’s not the greatest when it comes to...womanly stuff?

- like, he’s a mf male

- he doesnt need to worry bout that shit

- butttt when he started dating you, you didnt tell him (if you did then...just PRETEND)

- you were having old swings left and right, its like how Rango from the movie... the mole part(ya know what I’m talking bout right?XD)

- but anyway, bakugo is goin be like “who tf cares about that shit? I’m not in charge of it nor the one dealing with it so its not my fucking problem

- meanie:(

- we been knew tho so;-;

- if you want to soothe yo cramps then this is the right place to go here, but he got to complain beCAUSE THATS WHO HE FUCKING IS

- rubbing in low heat and yes there is modes, low heat, medium ouchies, boom of death

- rubbing on your lower part of the stomach, heaven will be served tonight ig

- when you snap at him he’s gonna bark back like a mf dog *cough cough pomeranian*

- he’s secretly scared shitless that when you cuddle, your gonna have blood all over his clothes

- he’s clean ok

- when you have a weird ass craving, hell cook it for you, then when he sees that your stealing something from the fridge..some thing weird

- like he doesn’t even know the weirdest person likes that

- but hes pissed yes, but he cant help but stare at the fact that you like the fucked up snack?

- fucking cold pizza with vaniliia frosting

- bet he wanna puke rn but guess what your having th time of your life so fuck EVERYBODY ELSE

- hell say/yell that your a gross mf and hes cooking you something thats not that

- but ya set the thing down, watching him and pcik another seat next to you

- and then when he says go to his room and hell meet ya there, you picked up the plate that has cold pizza with vanillia frosting and sonic speed running down the hall way

- cue him running after you while your almost to his room<3 lovely time am i right?

Tenya

- hell literally read a book about it for you

- like…baby…. There is no books about periods

- maybe there is about the science about it, but it doesn’t help helping your damn s/o with the pain/mess or whatever your situation is

- he wants to learn about it! That’s a good start, right?

- but he really wants to know bout that, cuz he has just a brother so he doesnt really know what a period is

- so when you explain what all the possible things that could happen and the side effects, he’ll be kinda worried

- he’ll help you with the food, he cooks like a formal bitch he is

- does everything to the recipe no shit

- tries to make it more healthy

- “I’ve heard that water and exercise helps with period cramps?” - ”and is someone looking up stuff becuase they perhaps…loves me?”

- having a smirk on your face untill he says “of course I love you<3”

- not the reaction you want but ok

- makes you drink water if you already don’t

- buys a heating pad for sure, like anything for my baby

- cuddles all the way through the little heating pad session

- of course words of affirmatio, especially when your emotional than normal

- when you yelped in pain in one of the random moments while cuddling, but also he was trying to fix himself to be more comfortable

- so he thought That he hurt you, but it was really your jabbing cramps

- “it feels like a sea urchin spawned into my uterus and starting dancing plus mutliplyingggg”

- “was it me? I completely apologize about the inconvenience baby” - “no?” “Cramps”

- “ohh… well Im still sorry about the uncomfortableness“

- “but it wasn’t you-ok”

- you just snuggled closer reassuring him about the things that never even happened

Kirishima

- best boi right here

- ok, i know like he isnt the period professional or something

- but he will be when he gets to know what your periods are really like

- but he does like to cuddle with you and tell you its alright

- he will try to make that period simulator shit and see what you are going through

- makes you try drinking water too, but wont completely force yo

- if you have sensetive boobs at this time of month, he always will offer to massage them

- even tho they hurt it will ease out in the long run

- or try to avoid them all through the week + extra days they also hurt (if that makes sense idk)

- gives all the comfort food you want

- sometimes hand feed you some things, look he’s a sweetheart so he has to<3 in his checkbook

- its like having a cheerfull therapy dog/puppy all around while your having your period week

- if you take meds for the pain, I don’t know if hes your alarm to take the meds or your pain, but it’s pretty much your pain boyfriend

- gives you his comfy sweatshirts to warm ya up , + a hot drink that you like

- wraps you into a burrito, then kisses the tips of your nose and says your so cute being wrapped up by him

- hell soon will wraps himself in a blanket like a burrito too, and roll right next to you

- it really just looks like two cocoons laying next to each other:)

-ya both sleep together in that position(if ya can) or scramble your way out of the trap

- either one, your still having a fun time with kiribby<3

[itsstrawberrymochi]

Hi there! I was wondering if I could request some headcannons of what it would be like to be in a relationship with sanemi, rengoku, and gyomei, separately of course ❤️ thank you I’m advance

Kny characters dating headcanons

YES YES I’ve always wanted to make one of these ^^ to make things better you added some of my favorite boys ~Kyō and Nemi ~ uhhh no offense Gyomei

Also thx for the request @ethereal-tooreal

Rengoku

🔥-He’s a sweet, loving and passionate lover

🔥- He is also a very supportive boyfriend

🔥- If you start something new he’s right behind you every step of the way and he’ll always try to find ways to help you become even better

🔥- Rengoku loves to buy you nice smelling perfumes/colognes,oils or lotions and whenever he hugs you he likes to try and guess what scent you’re wearing

🔥- “ mmmm are you wearing lavender today my love?”

🔥- “Wow Kyō, you’re getting better at guessing”

🔥- Rengoku loves to bring you cute little stuff animals when he comes back from a mission, he especially gets them if they remind him of you

🔥-“Darling look at this stuffed chicken I got you, it reminded me so much of you!”

🔥- “Umm Kyō you think I look like a chicken?”

🔥-“A very cute chicken!”

🔥- Oh so your name is y/n? Yea not anymore when dating Rengoku

🔥- He calls you every single cute name an s/o would call their lover expect your actual name

🔥- So expect him to call you darling, my love or his person favorite my little flame

🔥- If he calls you by your real name be a little bit worried

🔥- Speaking on names, before you two even started dating he always called you y/n-chan because he always admired you and found you cute 🥺

🔥- You’re going to hear me say this more than once but Rengoku is a slut for forehead kisses, because you’re shorter than him and he thinks it’s very convenient

🔥-Rengoku is almost 6’0/ 177 cm so there’s a slim chance you’re taller than him BUT if you are taller than him or the same height he’ll tip-toe to give you the forehead kiss and he never gets embarrassed to do so

🔥-He loves it when you play with his hair, and he doesn’t mind how many colorful or childish clips you put in it

🔥- He loves to take you to festivals for dates and when you two go he buys you literally anything you look at

🔥- He also loves to go restaurant hoping with you, you both decided to try every ramen shop in Japan and to determine which sells the best one

🔥- If you’re a Hasira like him, he’ll always save you a seat near him for pillar meetings

🔥- He loves going on missions with you that way he can spend more time with you and he can protect, but he doesn’t always go and he never makes a fuss about it. Kyō strongly believes in your strength and he knows you can protect yourself

🔥- If you’re not a slayer, and he’s off on missions you and would usually spend your time playing, cooking or baking with Senjurō and sometimes Mitsuri. When he comes back home he just leans on the door way looking and you two and fawning over how adorable the sight is

BONUS

🔥- Since you spend a lot of time at the Rengoku estate his father always has something negative to say about your presence but Rengoku being the amazing lover he is, always defends you and is not afraid to say something back to his father

Sanemi

☁️- He is the definition of a tsundere

☁️- Ok I know we’re all tired of hearing it but it’s TRUE

☁️- He’s so sweet and gentle with you and a literal demon to other people

☁️- He never yells or gets mad at you unlike with others

☁️- And if he does he regrets it after words and immediately apologizes

☁️- Behind close doors Sanemi is extremely clingy and he always wants to be wrapped up around you

☁️- but in public he isn’t like that because he hates PDA, so that means no kissing, hugging or anything of that sorts

☁️- Even though he doesn’t want physical affection in public he’ll still treat you way better than anyone else and is still calm and gentle with you when others are around

☁️- and because it’s Sanemi no one dares call him out on his major shift of behavior towards you

☁️- Sanemi is definitely the listener in the relationship, he much rather you talk about your day than his

☁️- but maybe he’ll rant about how stupid he thinks his Tsugukos and the other pillars are from time to time

☁️- If you’re a demon hunter he’s going on every mission with you, it doesn’t matter if you’re an extremely strong hunter or the weakest he’s still going with you because he wants to protect you

☁️- If you’re not a slayer he’d ask you to move into his estate with him, he doesn’t really care if it’s still the early parts of your relationship he’ll still ask, he asks because you’ll be close to him most of the time and with that he can easily protect you if a demon attacks plus he likes your company but he didn’t tell you that last part

☁️- He also got you a cute little puppy to keep your company while he’s away on mission because he doesn’t want you to be lonely but instead of telling you that he used the excuse it’s to “ protect” the estate from intruders

☁️- Like any normal couple you both have fights and it’s usually about him being overprotective with you, him getting jealous or when he doesn’t listen to you when you tell him to be more careful because he can be very reckless

☁️- To summarize your fights, it’s usually person A is trying to help person B, but person B is too stubborn to realize that

☁️- Sanemi loves to give you hugs from the back, that way you can’t see the smile on his face

☁️- He is the type of s/o who does everything for you but will never admit it

☁️- For example he’ll be the one to buy all the groceries or clean different rooms in the house and when you ask about it he always says you did it and you probably forgot you did

☁️- You and Genya are definitely close, he treats you like an older sibling, Sanemi acts like he hates it but deep down he’s just so happy that the two most important people in his life can get along

☁️- Speaking on Genya he actually had a small crush on you the first time he met you, but it wasn’t serious, he respects his brother and would never make a move on you , the crush was more of an innocent childhood crush

☁️- mmmm how to put this in simpler words........Sanemi is well a bit motherly towards you

☁️- but it doesn’t come off so because he’s so aggressive with it, he always makes you eat all your vegetables or something a strict mother would want their child to do for their well-being

☁️- His motherly nature always comes off as a threat

☁️-“Ok dumbass if you don’t eat all of your greens that’ll be the only thing you can eat for the week”

Or

☁️- “Y/n if you’ve been up for too long go to bed now or I’ll beat you tf up”

☁️-but don’t worry they’re all empty threats..... I think

☁️- Sanemi does anything you ask him to do, so if you want to go to the festival he’ll go but he will mutter out a few complaints on the way

Gyomei

🪨- He’s such a gentle giant

🪨- Because of his large size, at the start of your relationship he was always too scared to hug or kiss you in fear that he may hurt you

🪨- So before any hug or kiss from him he would ask if he can do it, you told him he didn’t have to but it took him while fall out of his habit

🪨- He is very gentle with you but unlike Sanemi he doesn’t mind showing his gentleness with you around others

🪨- He loves hand holding, he really enjoys feeling you warmth against his own

🪨- Plus he has big and soft hands, so hand holding is always a delight

🪨- He strongly believes that a relationship is built on communication and trust

🪨- He is not the type to shy away from his feelings and always tells you how he really feels

🪨- During your relationship you’ll never have to worry about him being dishonest or feel like you two are pulling away from each-other

🪨- Even though he’s been blind for a while and can take care of hisself just fine, he doesn’t get mad if you help him out here or there

🪨- because he is blind he has bit of trouble recognizing who’s walking up to him but he always knows when you wak to him because he memorized the sound of you footsteps

🪨- If you are a slayer he loves helping you train and he’s constantly telling you ways you can improve your breathing style

🪨-Also he’ll rarely go on mission with you, it’s only because he doesn’t want you to depend on him too much and he wants you to become strong on your own, if he ever dies he’ll be glad to know you’re going to be just fine without him

🪨- While you are on your mission he’ll pray for you and your safe return

🪨- If you aren’t a hunter he would train you and teach you his breathing style in his dojo, and it’s not to make you be apart of the demon corps but rather to mane you have a good chance of survival if a demon ever attacks, but if you do want to become a demon hunter he would be against it at first but eventually let you join

🪨- I know this is a dating headcanon butttt once your relationship with him is more mature he’ll definitely ask you to marry him. He’s more of the traditional type so he definitely thought of marriage more than once in your relationship and was very excited to pop the question

[iknowyuu]

Me again, I'm in love with your writting. I dont know if you write pro hero of any one of the characters on your list so if you don't please ignore me. Pro hero!deku × cat quirk! Reader reader get stuck in a tree, but fear not! Hero 1# is here to save the day... and to adopt you... or at least try to

Clueless

Izuku Midoriya x Neko Quirk! Gender Neutral! Reader

In which reader with a cat quirk fools the #1 pro hero into thinking they're a real cat.

WARNINGS!!: slight nsfw at one point!! its marked >:)

author's note: BRO 🥺🥺🥺 thank you sm!!!!!! i gotchu 😎 hope you enjoy! i plan to make a part 2 soon bc i really loved dis request 🥺❤️

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- you liked to hang in trees sometimes.

- take lil naps, too.

- that's all it is! i promise,,,

- but it ain't ever that easy, huh?

- deku was just coming back from his shift, on his way to his apartment

- he was beat bruh, it had been a really long day and all he wanted to do was go home, eat, take a shower and schleep

- but of course shit never went his way

- "help! please! somebody help!" his ears picked up the noise and the direction it was coming from, and quickly made his way there

- "hey! what's the problem ma'am?"

- "th-that cat! it's in a tree and it can't get back down! i-i think it's dead!"

- deku nodded and comforted the lady before advancing up the tree

- he held you in his arms as you purred and snuggled into the heat source

- the #1 hero got down and turned towards the lady, who was already in her way

- "hey! wait! what about your cat?"

- "huh? oh, it's not mine. it was stuck in a tree and in danger! i just wanted to be a good samaritan." she walked away.

- deku stared at her disappearing figure and deadpanned

- he couldn't just leave you here! he wouldn't be able to forgive himself if something happened to such a cute cat

- so he did what any logical person would do

- took you to the pound

- LMAO YOU THOUGHT

- he took ya ass home

- entering his apartment, he took you to his bed and placed you down, before going to the bathroom to take a shower

- a few minutes in, you began to stir in your sleep, before waking up and stretching

- yaaaawn

- pause

- where tf are you??

- what happened to the tree you were napping on??

- the door to the left of you suddenly opens up and you snap your head towards the firgure that walked out

- wh

- WHAT

- IS THAT THE PRO HERO DEKU???

- AMEREEKKA EXPLAIN

slight nsfw below!!

- there was towel wrapped around his hips but that did no good hiding the rest of his body

- his abs glistened from the water drops dripping down his chest, his hair damp and floppy from having just washed it

- his v line was very clear, and his muscles flexed as he fixed the towel hanging on his hips

nsfw done!!

- "oh, you're awake!" he says innocently, totally unaware of your wandering eyes

- surprisingly, you've managed to keep your cat form

- you mewled at him and he chuckled, realizing a cat wouldn't understand him *blink*

- he finishes drying himself off (with your back turned ofc) and put on his nightwear before turning his attention back to you

- he fed you some broccoli and strawberries before eating something he had cooked for himself

- by the time it was 9pm he was basically out cold, his bed big enough for the two of you

- overtime, you both get more comfortable with each other

- while he's at work, you do your human business and when he comes back, surprise! you're a cat again :D

- there's always a lot of you sitting in his lap, and him petting you

- you often lay in bed with him and he'll rant about his day to you

- like he'll be on his side facing you and you'll be curled in a ball facing him

- "there's something strange about you. it's like you understand what im saying!"

- you always make sure to meow in response

- usually you don't like people picking you up but when he does it he always boops noses with you and it's so cute 🥺

- but as weeks go by you begin to realize you've got yourself stuck in a pickle

- he's been talking a lot about adopting you when you're not A REAL CAT BRUH

- and he might be beginning to catch on, you've been slipping when it comes to covering your tracks as a human

- at one point you're gonna have to tell him butttt

- it can wait

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01/06/2020

[username-echo-is-taken]

Roadtrip~CNCO Headcanon

OMG GUYS THERES 300 OF YOU FOLLOWING ME LIKE WTF IM SHOOK!!!! In celebration of that I decided to finally finish a request I received MONTHSSS ago! But I hope you guys enjoy! I LOVE YOU ALL 🥰❤️

Requested: ��headcanon about the guys going on a long drive with them being the driver” by @cedanana 3 MONTHS AGO ASLKGSHFL I’M SOOOO SORRY!!! I started working on this forever ago and welp here we are now, and it’s not even good 🙃and it’s not even what you really asked for sorry bby 😔

Warnings: horrible writing skills LMAO

Author’s Note: this is wayyyyy too long to post as one so I’m posting one half today and the other half tomorrow when I finish it! So sorry for the inconvenience!

Zabdiel: Sightseeing as much of Puerto Rico!-several hours and stops

It’s your first time visiting Puerto Rico and Zabdi is sooo excited for his amor to explore his island with him

Neither of you slept much because y’all stayed up late going over your route plan for the 10th time

He wakes up earlier than you to make breakfast

Brings it to you in bed like the gentleman he is...but you’re two bites in when he starts rushing you out of pure excitement lol

You ask him to pick out your outfit bc 1.) he knows the weather and activities so he can dress you appropriately and 2.) you want him to enjoy EVERY little thing about your trip...he thinks this trip is about you but to you it’s all about him, seeing him so happy and excited makes your heart melt UWU BITCH 😭

Your first stop is to get snacks obvio

He takes you to all the cool spots close to his house to get them out of the way *insert small photo shoot*

The next destination is about an hour away so cue the carpool karaoke!!

Of course he’s singing like an angel on Earth and well let’s just say you were not that impressive YIKES

You got videos of both but only the ones of him are posted so you can keep some of your dignity lol

Zabdi being Zabdi, he randomly pulls over to the side of the road, jumps out of the car, picks a pretty flower, and gives it to you, “una belleza pa’ mi bellisima novia”

YOU LOVE THIS MAN™️

Little do you know that he has been taking secret pictures and videos of you to add to the album on his phone so whenever he has to go away on tour he can always have a piece of his amor

By the end of the trip you are completely IN LOVE with the island, appreciating all of its beauty with the love of your life

When you get back, after you’ve had a shower and are in bed you get a notification that Zabdiel De Jesus has uploaded a picture….you look over at him and he has a tiny smirk on his face and he lets out a giggle bc he uploaded the LEAST flattering picture of you from when you caught him taking a picture so you made an ugly face at him

Butttt don’t worry he also posted nice ones bc he’s nice like that

Joel: Disneyland!-Hesperia to Disneyland-under 2 hours depending on traffic

It’s Christmas time and it’s your first year spending it with Joel and his family (ok but who wouldn’t want to spend it with them?! It looks so fun!)

They all find out you’ve never been to Disney and it’s like a bullet to the chest to them LMAO

Soooo Joey has taken it upon himself to take your Disney virginity lol

He likes to be very organized so of course he made a list of which rides y’all are gonna go on and in what order

He makes sure you’re all asleep at a good time bc he knows how you get if you don’t get enough sleep lol

You two wake up a little earlier to help his mom make sandwiches and snacks for the journey

Since there are so many of y’all going you have to take two cars, his mom driving one and him driving the other

He asks everyone for songs to add to the playlist he created and y’all jam tf out

The music is so loud his mom has his little brother call you and tell y’all to TURN THAT SHIT DOWN cause they can hear it from their car OOPS

When you make it there, barely alive bc Joelito decided to get distracted by some freakin birds...yea...birds... you’re a little worried if his plan will work because it’s PACKED, I mean c’mon what did he expect around Christmas

He knows it too and he has a sad little pout on his cute face making you sad too because who wants to see this baby sad???

He just wants this to be the best first experience

What he doesn’t realize is that you could literally just sit in silence with him and you would be over the moon

You spend the day, holding hands, walking around, riding the rides, just having an amazing time

You’re having sooo much fun you don’t even think about getting some pictures together but don’t worry his brothers and cousins have it handled lmao

Your favorite is a video of you and Joel dancing when he twirls you around and pulls you back into his chest for a hug, and you definitely feel like a princess

During the drive back home, everyone in the back seats are asleep and you whisper to Joel how much fun you had and how much you love and appreciate him for everything

Homeboy wants to cry deadass lol

He holds your hand while he drives and every so often he brings it up to his mouth so he can give it a kiss

When you get home he makes you a hot chocolate and you stay up for a while just talking and enjoying each other’s company before snuggling up to go to sleep

Richard: Universal Resort!-Miami to Orlando-3 ½ hours

This papi wants to take his 2 girls out for a fun weekend, and where can you have fun all day without getting tired..? UNIVERSAL!! (not that I would actually know bc i’ve never actually been LMAO)

The 3 of you are beyond excited, although you might be a bit more excited than Aaliyah, but shhh no one has to know

The night before, you sit in Aaliyah’s room, asking her about certain outfits before putting them in her little ‘going-away-bag’, before tucking her into bed, not noticing that Richard has been watching with a smile on his face, until you hear him walking towards his baby girl to kiss her goodnight OOF

Soft Papi Richard makes you swoon™️

You guys then move to your room to pack your stuff

We all know he would take longer to pack his stuff because “this shirt matches these pants, but so does this one...i’ll take both...but what shoes tho?”

Since you’ve been so excited you already mentally planned your outfits lol and maybeee,just maybe, you bought 2 new swimsuits that you know he would drool over

You’re already in bed by the time Rich is finally done, you’re halfway asleep when he gets into bed so he just kisses your forehead and plays with your hair

In the morning, you get up a few minutes earlier than planned so you can make a few sandwiches and a few other snacks, but you already know they’re gonna be gone within the first hour so a pitstop for food is a must lol

CNCO is playing the entire ride because Aaliyah wants to hear Papa sing, but who are you kidding, you want to hear your angel sing too

When you finally get to Universal you quickly get to your room and leave just as fast as you got there lol

Y’all spend the entire first day going on rides and just walking around admiring all the beautiful things

You and Richard are both half asleep on the way back to the room, and Aaliyah is asleep in his arms

The next morning (almost lunch because y’all wore yourselves out lmao) you have brunch in bed and watch a movie for a while before getting ready to go to the pool!

Let’s just say that your man’s jaw drops real quick, and he most def can’t keep his hands off of you

You spend a few hours at the pool, enjoying the water and the sun before heading back to the room to take a nap before dinner

Y’all were going to a somewhat fancier restaurant so you spent a bit more time doing your hair and makeup before putting on a beautiful dress

You then get Aaliyah into her dress and you do her hair all cute and shit while Richard is finishing getting ready

After dinner comes desert obviously so back to the park you go to find some ice cream!

You quickly but thoroughly enjoy it before heading back to the room to change into comfy clothes for the drive back home

[inthestars011]

Can you do a post on how Mercury signs text

sure!:) to make things specific, how the mercury signs would txt back when their friend tells them some hot tea.

aries mercury- HOLY FUCK BITCH GIMME MORE (all caps firey impulsive messages)

taurus mercury-  Tf, that’s insane. I wonder what her reasoning behind that was. (sometimes long messages, good grammar spelling, thought out messages)

gemini mercury- ooooo gurllll! spill more. (goofy kinda gossipy energy back)

cancer mercury- awhh tbh that’s really upsetting to everyone involved that she’d do that, all i can think abt is how sad i would be if that was me :((( like owch (emotions go directly into thoughts and expressions, emojis are likely)

Leo Mercury; hahahahahh whot the fuccccck i cannot even, thas juicey as  allll heeeell, i have hella good tea as well tho. ( spelling isn’t gr8, long stretches of letters to make dramatic impact, also has to share their drama always)

virgo mercury- well then, that is a tad attention seeking, don’t you agree? (perf grammar spelling, not super fun response just a serious pure one lol, no emotions showed)

libra mercury- omg well like i mean i get what she’s saying, butttt like i also like get what he’s saying. you know. everyone’s right in this i feel like. (so.many.likes. and can’t choose sides)

scorpio merc- tfff i will bury a bitch if i have to (intense responses emotionally invested0)

sagittarius mercu- ha whut the hell i aint got no time for slimey snakes sorri not sorry ( REALLY honest, ain’t holding  back, spelling errors)

cap mercury- why are u talking shit to me? this is absolutely none of my business bud.(doesn’t gossip for shit, nicely phrased sentences)

aqua mercury- big oof  (not much of a response, not sure how they feel based on text, kinda seems like their head is somewhere else)

pisces merc- aw whut? i mean yeah i guess he’s “ technically toxic* but i’ll shoot him a text im sure he’s just going thru a ruff time and i could fix him (gives no fucks abt spelling grammars, therapisting everyone that’s a terrible person to them)

[idcbitchhh-blog]

I’m trying to get better butttt

Ok so I went to the doctors to talk about my “ digestion” honestly I was just ready to talk about my “eating problems” well I thought I’m 106lbs (I didn’t know this in till my appointment)and which I didn’t know I bought a scale that was fucking broken and it said I was 115lbs I was eating out of control and shit so I believed NO I seen it I saw my stomach was bigger I saw that my legs were BIGGER everything just looked bigger but in all reality I was smaller (number wise) my normal weight is 110 I vividly remember seeing the “extra 5lbs” but it wasn’t any fucking 5lbs so that’s when I knew I had to tell the doctor I didn’t tell him the full truth but just enough I think idk I told him that I can go 3 days with out eating and then I eat a lot of food the following day he repeated what I said but said the word binge eat and that’s when I lost it yes I know the terminology but hearing a doctor say it made my heart fall to my ass he checked my breathing and then my stomach this BITCHH asked me if I ate yet I said no and he LITERALLY did one of these faces to me (🙂😏) I was done he was taking me for a joke and to TOP it off my mother was in the room because she thinks I’m pregnant and shit and the doctor told her everything I told him and my mother gave no fucks I couldn’t hold my tears In anymore I felt like a dumb ass and mom thinks I’m crying because I’m pregnant NO DUMB ASS I JUST TOLD YALL MY TOXIC EATING HABITS AND YOUR ONLY CONCERNED IF IM A PREGNANT SLUT OR NOT and at the end of the appointment the doctor walks out the door and says “ (my name) make sure you eat hahaha” HE LAUGHS HE FUCKING LAUGHS and ooooh I’m not done yet my mom literally stoped cooking food for me which is whatever but all I know is if my child said she forces her self not to eat I would try my hardest to make sure she’s eating at least ONCE like wtfffff maybe no ones cares because I’m still a “healthy” weight maybe because I can still eat “normally” I’m faking it all I really don’t know but I have a appointment on the 23rd to get birth control and I’m trying to lose weight so I don’t look like a FUCKING JOKE for even saying anything I been eating one thing a day because I can’t be a joke I can’t I was trying to get help I was but I guess I’m at that point for help yet welp at this point I can’t even eat a fucking salad I been looking at for a fucking hour I’m done ranting

Ps- this is just my train of thought so if I put 0 periods and my punctuation is nonexistent and spelling and wording is off please don’t drag me 😂😂 who tf is gonna read this anyway wtff 😂🤦🏽‍♀️

[ocean-butch]

all of the mountain asks?

moon: What is your astrological sign?im a leo

gingerbread: your moral alignmenti just took a test and i got neutral good lmao

birdseed: family or friends? friends who are lowkey family

sheets: your sexual orientation the gayest lesbian ever thanks

warm milk: when do you usually fall asleep? on school days midnight

pot of honey: your gender identity girl probably

snow: what is your favorite time of the year and why? december/january bc theres no school, lots of holidays and i usually travel!

yarn: what are your most enjoyable hobbies? idk singing/playing instruments, writing, etc.

bicycle: what are you talented at? nothing lmaooo

folk tale: what stories remind you of your childhood? am i supposed to name a famous story or tell a personal one??? im confused!

woods: where do you feel at peace? nowhere??? only like when im sleeping

chicken feet: what is your emotional “flaw”?juST ONE?????????

red cheeks: what makes you nervous?e v e r y t h i n g (also: pretty girls (specifically a certain one rn))

sunflower: what do you love and cherish?my cat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bells: what sounds are your favorite or calm you the most? ocean waves or the sound of rain

turnip: what is a food you could eat everyday? sushi!!!!!

spit: do you get jealous easily? DUDE yES im the most jealous person everrrrr but i dont always show and i definitely wont complain, i’ll just get insecure maybe but not always! sometimes i just mentally go like “no!!! theyre mine!!!! m i n e!!!!!”

mushroom: list unique things you like about yourself honestly i dont know?? im not unique????? in like any way??????

cupboard: a good childhood memory my mom, my brother, and I having a picnic in a forest near our old house and it was just really nice idk

eyebags: what do you think makes a person attractive? okay so like all girls are gorgeous ok i love girls butttt SoMe PeOpLe (aka one (1) girl) who catch my eye are blonde with mesmerizing blue eyes and a cute ass smile and are 5’6 and has fRECKLES

fallen log: something you’ve gotten over that you never thought you wouldmy 2nd gf

dagger: your worst fearregretting my major decisions when its too late and im stuck with a life that i hate

whisper: do you have any secrets?i dont really think so

wild boar: which person do you feel closest to? abby!!!! and i miss her tf!!!!!!

sweet: what candies or cakes are you fond of?cheesecake omg

footprints: do you remember your past lives? no i dont believe in that

fur: name an animal you feel connected to like a kind of animal or one specific? if the first, lions; if the second, my cat

vodka: do you drink? no and i hate it

sour cherry: an obscure tradition from your family? wtf,?????? we dont have one???????????

pine needles: what is your favorite scent?this is cliche but the smell of the grass after the rain (and also the smell of the ocean!!)

heart-shaped: do you believe in love? are you in love? ofc i believe in love! im the biggest hopeless romantic ever!!! im not in love but i do have a huge crush on the cutest girl

home: where do you dream of living? somewhere in the US with the loml and near my best friend!

spice: list your favorite herbsi have no idea??????

mud: something you’re insecure about but trying to lovemy whole self tf

tobacco: do you have any addictions?thankfully no!

sock: how would you describe your clothing taste?i would describe it as lesbianism

cuckoo clock: are you a morning, a noon, or an evening person?evening/am but i wish i was a morning person

wooden fence: a favorite memoryi have too many memories to choose just 1 i cant do it skdjskakaj