#but you make him so happy and calm
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An HMF x OC commission from @radpunch that made me swoon â€ïž any chance to write this big lug, I'll take!!
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It was love at first sight.Â
Looking out his car window was, oddly, one of the few joys he still had. It was such a strange thing to look forward to. Papyrus wouldnât allow him to drive anymore, given the state of him, and although it frustrated him to lose his agency having a driver meant he could sit in the backseat and stare out of the tinted window.Â
... He was sick and tired of the way everything would stop when he entered a room. He was sick of the world that refused to forget the parts of him he wanted to forget, but at the same time, forgot the things he desperately wished to hold onto.
His eyelight rolled over the street, taking in it all. The colours, the sounds, the sights. He could almost forget what had happened to him. He got the sense of normalcy he had been missing, craving, for so long; nobody could gawk at him like they usually did, nobody even knew he was there. From the safety of that bulletproof box he could see how the normal world went on. People bustling up and down the streets, moving in and out of stores, chatting with friends or arguing with each other, laughing and yelling and living their lives.
How things used to be.
His eyelight landed on something that shouldâve been another normal sight. An entirely unremarkable flower shop, sat between a cafe and small family market. It was the kind of area he and his brother wouldâve collected protection from in the early days of their âbusinessâ. There were flowers arranged outside of the store, grey metal buckets full of bouquets set spaced across a low wooden table.
... There was a human woman tending to the flowers. Your apron was the same colour as the storeâs green banner.
...
His Soul stilled inside his chest.
â... stop the car,â he said, before he even knew he was speaking.
You werenât doing anything particularly incredible, nor noteworthy. You blended in with the rest of the people on that busy street - standing outside your shop. Watering the plants? Pruning them? He couldnât tell from this distance.
Impressively, the driver had heard his mumbled command, shifting down a gear despite the look from the bodyguard in the passenger seat.Â
âWhere would you like to get out, sir?â
... It was strange. But Sans missed the days when his drivers would question him. It just wasnât the same now that nobody ever even thought of challenging his word. Sir, this isnât where weâre stopping. Sir, Papyrus said we must be there at eight, we cannot pull over. Sir, Iâm under express orders not to let you go to the bar.Â
Now, even the slightest sign of questioning would probably be considered stupid.Â
â... florist.â
Sans didnât miss the second strange look the bodyguard gave to the driver. He wouldâve felt anger at that, usually, but instead he watched intently as you headed into the shop.
The driver pulled up to the side of the road, a few carsâ distance from the entrance to the store. Sans opened the car door.Â
âHow long will you be, sir?â the guard asked.Â
Sans didnât reply; he often didnât, these days. He merely stepped out of the car. He knew the driver would wait.
The second he exited the vehicle, Sans saw the world around him realise he was there, and react with its usual amount of terror and disgust. His presence was always a blight. People in the street immediately began to stare, freezing in their path, refusing to cross in front of the giant that had just appeared. A mother with a child who had been walking their way suddenly spotted him, and jerked her child by the arm, turning the two of them around and rushing in the other direction.
Usually, he only had to pretend that he didnât care. But this time, he genuinely didnât.Â
... He was excited.
Sans made his way over to the flower shop, ignoring all the tiny people that flitted away from him. His Soul was... beating. It was beating, thudding against his ribcage.Â
He opened the door, ducking slightly under the frame. A tiny bell chimed.
... It was such a quaint little store. Clearly strapped for space, every corner was occupied with pretty things; while one wall was dedicated to shelves full of decorative pots and bottles of flower feed, the rest of the store was bursting with different kinds of blossoms, arranged in all kinds of creative ways. Every taste was catered to - elegant bouquets of dark paddle-leaves and pale lilies, stringy minimalist green stalks dotted with clusters of tiny blossoms, extravagant bunches of pink that more resembled floral fireworks than anything natural. A blackboard displayed bouquet prices, with sweet little illustrations of the various bridal styles available. *Please note that out-of-season flowers might be more expensive!
And at the far end, behind the counter... by far the prettiest thing in the whole room.
You.
Whatever had happened to him in the car, it happened again. His chest was tight, his head was swimming. His Soul felt heavy, and hot, he was certain it had manifested itself inside his ribcage - it felt as if it was twice its usual size. Everything was brighter, more saturated.
You did look at his head crack when he entered. Everyone did. You glanced up from the bouquet you were organising, a classic bunch of perfectly red roses; but your eyes quickly skirted away from the injury, aware that you were staring, and probably not wanting to be rude. It was more politeness than most bothered to afford him.
... Then you smiled at him.
He literally felt his Soul pulse. All his breath escaped him at the same time. You were smiling? At him? People didnât smile at him anymore, not genuinely. Their smiles were sly and patronising when they assumed he was stupid, or desperate and weak when they were a cornered animal doing their best to appear nonchalant in the face of a predator.Â
This smile... your smile...
âHi sir,â you said, in a voice like a lullaby. âwhat can I get for you?â
What could you get for him? He hadnât even started thinking about that. He had just seen you across the road, and followed you like a lost dog. His eyelight scanned the shelves; he couldnât say heâd ever been into a florist before, nor that he knew how to order a bouquet.
â... whatâs...â For the first time in a long time, he was really really trying to get his words right. He was willing to put in the effort. â... your name?â
âDove. You?â
It took him a moment to remember his own name.Â
âsans.âÂ
Everything about you was soft. You had little lines around your smile that he wanted to trace with his claws. âItâs nice to meet you. Is there anything youâre looking for?â
you. â... just flowers.â
To his surprise, you giggled. It was a small sound, but it shot through him like lightning.
âOf course. My bad.â
â... was lookinâ for... somethinâ pretty.â He stared across the room at you, emboldened by your laugh. â... think i already found it, though.â
You went pink, and looked down at the counter.
Sans was...Â
... Well, he was shocked.Â
When was the last time his attention had incited anything except absolute terror? Regardless of gender, even just a glance from would make people shudder and cower, retreating into themselves. But here you were, blushing at his first attempt at flirting in what mustâve been years. He almost didnât know what to do with himself.
... He couldnât remember a single instance, after his injury, where he genuinely wanted someone. He had a vague aesthetic interest in a member of a rival gang, once, but sheâd been so frightened by him staring at her that he quickly gave that up. He hadnât felt these kinds of feelings in a long time.Â
... In fact... now that he was looking at you and your lovely nose and lips, he couldnât remember a single instance before his injury when he felt this strongly about someone. His younger self had been a playboy who chased anything pretty and distracting.Â
Heâd never felt these warm, intense, fluttery sensations before.
It felt like love.
âWhatâs the occasion?â you asked him. âFor the flowers, I mean.â
He approached the counter. â... a gift.â
âAre there any particular flowers or colours you have in mind?â
â... which... flowers do you like?â
Your blush hadnât gone away. Was he just seeing things because he was desperate, or were you leaning on the counter like that to be flirtatious? âOh... I know itâs stereotypical to say as a florist, but I canât pick a favourite. I like so many of them.â
His eyelight lingered on your neck. He didnât want to make assumptions and scare you off. But at the same time, he wanted so much. âhow come?â
âWell... thereâs a lot of folklore behind flowers. Pretty much all flowers have certain meanings.â You kept fiddling with the roses, changing the position of blooms. âThe Victorians were really into it, they got super specific, even down to which hand you gave flowers with. Nobody really cares about that kind of thing nowadays, they just want the bouquets to look good. Which is fair enough. But every time I find out the hidden meaning of a flower, I think about how someone long ago mustâve loved that flower enough to give it so much meaning. And I get all emotional.â
You looked up at him, your eyes glistening in the light. He dug his thumb into the side of his index finger to stop himself from reaching out and caressing your face.
â... Yâknow, it does make me laugh, sometimes, when people pick rude flowers without knowing their meaning.â You looked up at him from under your eyelashes. âThey have no idea theyâre sending a bouquet that wouldâve meant âI donât trust you, and Iâm extremely disappointed with youâ.â
He couldnât help but smile when you smiled. That... was kinda funny. Papyrus would like this sort of thing.
âwhat kinda messages... can you send?â
âAlmost anything.â You moved the roses to the side. âI canât say I know many off the top of my head. Romantic love, platonic love, wisdom, bravery. Thereâs a lot for love. My favourites are the mean ones, though, because itâs so funny to me - orange lilies used to mean hatred. Could you imagine getting orange lilies delivered to your door?â
... He chuckled. He could listen to you talk forever.Â
â... could i...â he hummed. â... get somethinâ... with a meaning?â
Your whole face lit up. You beautiful thing.
âOf course! I donât think Iâve ever actually gotten to make a bouquet that uses flower language." You were beaming. "What message were you thinking of?â
He looked right into your lovely, shiny eyes. âlove at first sight.â
... He could see exactly how your mind worked, in that moment. There was an instant of surprise, then a glimmer of flattery and embarrassment, it came with another flash of warmth across your face that only deepened the colour in your cheeks. He could tell you were immediately trying to pull yourself back, convincing yourself he couldnât mean you, reigning in the sudden feelings.
âWhoever itâs for must be very lucky.â You tucked some hair behind your ear. If only you knew. âHold on, just let me grab my flower language book.â
You rushed over to a shelf. As you did, he looked down to double check that his Soul wasnât shining through his clothes.
âHere.â You came back quickly, holding the book in question, already leafing through it. It was a faded beige, with beautifully illustrated blossoms on the front, encased in an embossed golden border. âThis should help.â
He wanted to purr. You were so cute. Moving around with so much excitement, he liked when you were excited.
âThereâs a few, I think. Youâre in luck, we have these in stock.â He wasnât paying attention to the book, he was just looking at you. âThornless roses - gloxinia too. This one says that lilac roses are good to represent first love. We could make some really nice arrangements with these shapes and colours.â
just keep talking, was all he could think. talk to me forever...
Eventually, you looked up at him, still smiling. He had to physically fight the urge to just pick you up and walk out the door. âWhat size were you thinking?â
â... whatever... you think... looks best.â He wanted you to have fun with it. â... moneyâs... no object.â
âI think something medium would be good for these flowers. Anything bigger and it'll just look silly. Any particular styles?â
â... somethinâ romantic.â
You gently giggled. He guessed that that wasnât a proper bouquet style. Usually, when people laughed at him, he felt the urge to cave in their skull... but when you laughed at him, he laughed too, a soft chuckle escaping his massive chest. His mind was racing to figure out why you laughed, so he could make you do it again.Â
âi like your laugh,â he said, before he could stop himself.
â... I like yours, too.â Your voice was sweet. Almost... coy?
He was daring to hope that, despite his gruesome injury, you liked him too.Â
... The store bell let out a little chime.
Sans turned around. And, much to his immediate aggravation, he saw his guard standing at the entrance.
âHello.â Your voice was very different to the one you were just using with him. Far more customer service, far more ânormalâ. âIâll be with you in a moment.â
The guard ignored you, looking to Sans. âSir, you...â
Sansâ glare mustâve said shut the fuck up fluently enough to make the man close his mouth again.Â
donât you dare. donât you fucking dare ruin this for me.
â... Do you two need to speak in private?â You had probably lived in this city long enough to know when it was time to make yourself scarce. âItâs fine, I can go make the bouquet while you talk.â
... He nodded.Â
â... sorry. sâcuse me.â
You disappeared away, into the back of the store.
...
He turned to the guard. He could feel his eyelight starting to burn, sharpening and filling with aggressive magic.Â
âwhat.â
The guard visibly shrank into himself. Sans didnât even want guards, he didnât fucking need them, he could more than handle himself. But Papyrus was still shaken from the incident to this day, and wouldnât let him anywhere without at least one armed guard.
âS-sir, weâre... weâll be late,â he said.Â
Sans didnât care. The clowns he was meeting with would wait for him like nervous children, no matter how long he took to arrive. As the moments ticked by, the guard just withered more and more under Sansâ stare.Â
...
He eventually sighed, through his nasal cavity. Being around you had softened his mood significantly. He didn't even feel like breaking anything.
âiâll tell... pap... you tried to rush me.â
... A wave of relief passed over the guardâs face. Though Sans was the one most feared, Papyrusâ wrath was still nothing to sneeze at.Â
âHere!â Your voice snapped him back to attention. He turned around, just in time to see you set an arrangement down on the counter. âWhat do you think? Iâm happy to make adjustments.â
... It was lovely. Really lovely. He leaned in to get a closer look. He knew what lilacs and roses looked like, but he couldnât say heâd ever seen a gloxinia before; they resembled open roses, lipstick red petals with ruffled white edges. Gloxinia and bunches of lilacs were interspersed by small lavender-hued closed rosebuds... minuscule babyâs breath flowers had been added too, on their thin stalks, floating over it all like stars.
â... sâperfect,â he murmured. You immediately smiled wider. Who wouldâve known heâd grow a fondness for flowers?
He took out his wallet, rummaging until he had enough bills. It didnât take long. He pushed them across the counter to you, and you graciously picked them up.Â
âDo you mind me asking who the lucky someone is?â you asked, starting to count what heâd given.
... Sans pushed the flowers across the counter a little, over to you.
âgotta go.â he murmured. â... late.â
...
You looked up at him, blankly. It was such a cute expression on your pretty face. Again, he was restraining the urge to purr, it would just be too inappropriate to do in public. Especially with someone else right behind him. Maybe if the two of you were alone...
âHuh?â
He turned, nodding to the guard, who made his way over to the door and opened it for him. As much as he wished he could just skip the meeting and stay there in that shop with you forever, he did have business to attend to.Â
You sounded flustered, behind him. âW-wait. You gave me too much,â
Sans waved over his shoulder at you.Â
The walk back to the car was a blur. His soul was still thundering. He genuinely wasnât looking at the people around him, he didnât care what they thought. All he cared about was what you thought.
All he was thinking about was the different ways he could make you his.
#commissions#god i love the big man#everyone else makes him HELLISH#but you make him so happy and calm
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What if we were both magic prodigies and it otherized us in different ways and we devoted ourselves to protecting a family member who has general other goals & priorities. What if we both did self-sacrifical devotion in opposite ways.
What if we were dark mirrors of each other and where I've grown overcontrolling you've grown complacent. What if, bought as a servant into a pretty loving home, ownership and control is what love looks like to me, and to you neglected and lonely growing up, love is gratefully taking any scraps of it youâre lent.
By belonging to someone, even if she comes back injured or fails at finding Delgal, she feels like she belongs and is cherished, by owning someone he feels safe in them not leaving him.
Sheâs whatâs tethering him do you see⊠And heâs the only thing giving her direction and purpose in her state. She needs a compass and he needs a support.
Theyâre both so out of it đ Itâs the weirdly intense and unearned mutual trust and reliance on each other?? Theyâre each otherâs weird little comfort codependent teddy bear. Or at least they were headed towards that before SHE DIED THEN HE DIED THEN THEY BOTH FORGOT ABOUT EACH OTHER AND NEVER MET EVER AGAIN. Though sheâs also the guard attack hound keeping him safe⊠And vice versa he heals her and can rewrite her very being with just one wave of his hand. Theyâre both so so mentally and physically vulnerable both but they cling onto each other. They canât perceive things accurately but despite it all someway somehow they stumble into something closer to resembling companionship just before they both die. Falin is just that kind and Thistle is just that lonely. Overworked. We both havenât lived for ourselves in a very long time, havenât we.
They both have a similar devotion to the people they love but again the difference is that Thistle starts overtsepping while Falin is self-effacing. The other difference between them is that people care about Falin <3 People have given up on Thistle long ago, and he has given people reasons to, while people refuse to give up on Falin. Yaad has a mini arc about it dw about it itâs ok heâs not all alone in the end đđ He reached out for Marcilleâs hand but they already all wanted to help him, they just had to be given the chance to, Yaad just had to be given the chance to, itâs okay Iâm okay
Hey what if we learned to get in touch with our own identity and the world around us and living in the present again through being in the worst codependent situationship ever.
Falin and Thistle sitting in a tree, sucking on flowers together because theyâre h-u-n-g-r-y đđđ
I bet heâs only ever thought of flowers as useless ornaments. Weak weeds. But she shows him theyâre tasty and useful and good and pretty in their own right too and deserve existing without proving their worth and waaa <33 ThistlesâŠ... Did you know thistles taste sweet if you remove the thorns and eat them?
"Even as a chimera, her kind nature remains" you canât suppress her in the way that matters. You canât soothe him in the way that matters. Itâs doomed. Youâre doomed. Itâs all doomed. Save me.
#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thistle#falin touden#thistlin#OOOOH UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP THAT SOMEHOW WORKS OUT SAVE ME#I need them to be traumabonded kittens to not separate post-canon#Iâm seeing a raise in post-canon thistle content/interest which makes me v happy#Fumi rambles#Falin learning to disobey orders with Thistle is one of my fave things. EAT THAT CURRY GIRL!!!! Nvm that itâs gonna get you killed#Itâs good for the character arc#Falin and thistle sitting on a web o-b-s-e-s-s-i-n-g <3#This is somewhat of a tldr of my huge thistlin post. Plus some thoughts i had in discord or twitter#Keeping it for another day but tbh if you see their dynamic in canon as her thinking/having picked him as her mate it changes nothing#about her behavior which I find funny. Thistle accidentally claimed himself a parrot mate bc heâs bad with monsters confirmed#Ik my thing of them learning to relax and live in the present moment again is pretty fanon BUT ITâS WHAT KUI POINTED TOWARDS#With her calming him down from a panic attack and eating berries. With the baths for dandruffs. Etc. Thistle hasnât socialized in a long#time and he wouldnât if it wasnât a tool he needed to interact with BUT itâs still socialization and itâs getting him in touch with his#surroundings again even if just a bit slowly but surely!! The Toudens have a superpower in reaching Thistle. Bless#Howâs that one post go again. he refuses to develop he's part of the problem he maintains the cycle he's trapped in the cycle.#she's growing she's finding her place she escaped her original role she wants to help people she will never save him she will never save hi#Something something they have to abstract each other bc relationships with humans have always been too charged and unsafe#Only by seeing each other as more concept than person more object than peer can they truly be vulnerable#Like the fuckedupness lf their dynamic and state is WHY theyâre so attached. Why their dynamic could be so raw and needy#The stars aligned in the worst way. Mission successfully faile#Tfw we both need to feel needed
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oops all rock (springtime edition)
iâll be able to draw digitally again soon! ;w; in the meantime iâve been scribbling a lot on paperâŠ
could not wait for Soon, so i resorted to coloring it using the markup tool in default iphone photos app (donât do that ever again)
#my art#sos awl#debating whether to just dump my sketches from my soujourn to hell or save them to be transferred and finished as digital stuff#or like both idk. i donât know how ppl feel about WIPs#iâm happy to post art again ;w; thank you everyone who welcomed me back iâm slowly getting through everything i missed while i was yâknow#and thank you for the sweet messages while i was gone i am bbghkjh i need to calm myself and respond !!!! love#rock tumbling (sos)#story of seasons a wonderful life#bokumono#story of seasons#harvest moon#hm awl#harvest moon a wonderful life#bunny sighting đł i still have THOSE wips too#thereâs certain things i wanna prioritize once i can use my tablet again and those are one of them#but i will also probably post new stuff alongside finishing old unfinished stuffâŠ.. i hope that is OKâŠâŠ#idk iâll have to talk more later! right now i am nervous!!! i love you all!!!!#fanart#awl rock#bokujou monogatari#hm anwl#unfortunately this scum neet still has my entire heart so. most of the notebook is just him pulling goofy faces⊠sorryâŠâŠ..#also a lot of lumina and namiâŠ. and mollyâŠ. they r really coolâŠ#ceci is also cool and iâve drawn a collage of her that i just. never posted#mostly drawing HMDS related stuff about the descendant characters#OK IâLL STOP TAGBLOGGING#i am once again back in DS for girl hell. i want to make a series of posts about differences in the English vs the Japanese version#and also fun secret things related to DS#this is all in the future i gotta finish all my unfinished stuffâŠ. uuuuâŠ.#i love you all mmmmmwah (i cast sleepy time blanket and sleep forever)
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aww you know, i actually really do like the idea of double boy dad bakugou đ„ș
your first son being a little angel and you and katsuki are both perfectly satisfied, and then maybe another bug comes as a surprise a few years later and he turns out to be a heinous little menace â and katsuki didn't think he'd love having a brat of a child so much đ„ș
#bc he's so nervous to be a dad the first time right#and his first boy comes out and he's a little doll doesnât cry so much teaches katsuki some patience and how to be soft and gentle#for a lil babey#and it's the perfect scenario for him to grow being into a father#and he's happy !! doesn't think it could get better !! feels like yall really lucked out !!#and then you find out you're having another and then he gets worried bc he's not sure how it could get better than it is#and he has a goddamn BRAT of a son#screams his head off and cries and fights and doesn't listen to a THING#and he had the first few years to grasp fatherhood#to get a handle on it#and he thought it would be harder with a feisty second son â and it *is*#but he also loves it LOL#it adds like. just the right amount of chaos and drama he grew up with ?? if that makes sense ???#bc he had to calm down a lot for his first boy#and maybe even you#but he and his little hellion are too much alike and it's almost like a breath of fresh air#cw children#âż thoughts: bakugou#âż theme: dad bakugou
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"and when thou sawest him thy fancy straight became thy Cypris; for every sensual act that men commit, they lay upon this goddess, and rightly does her name of Aphrodite begin the word for "senselessness"; so when thou didst catch sight of him in gorgeous foreign garb, ablaze with gold, thy senses utterly forsook thee."
â Euripides, The Trojan Women (translation by E. P. Coleridge)
#helen of sparta#paris of troy#paris and helen#greek myth art#don't mind me just gonna let âwhen you saw him your mind straightaway became your Aphroditeâ marinate in my mind forever#I know the quote is coming from hecuba's mouth lambasting helen but doesn't that just make the contrast between the two more fun? >:)#look they're just being playful okay! they're just having fun! some senseless fun that will absolutely not turn into anything catastrophic!#let them be happy and full of mirth for a little bit. the calm before the storm and all :')#(I managed to finish this before I borked my hand so... other WIPs will have to wait a bit oops. but anyways have this here you go đ€Č)#my art#capri_art
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also i really shouldn't have written stp because now i have a million ideas for spirit's adventures in new hyrule that I will never have time to actually write :((
#i freely admit that the whole 'spirit met jean at work' thing was an on the fly idea i didn't put much thought into#and then when i was writing stp i impulsively added that bit about jean and linebeck being family friends and you know what? that changes#things. like jean and spirit totally had to have known each other really well before they dated#and that thought has led me down a rabbit hole of thinking about who spirit dated before jean. and i know spirit was a serial dater before#jean (and would try to change his personality to make his partner like him more) but now i have a specific idea about Spirit's horrible#situationship before jean that is making me crazy (hint: spirit pulled a warriors and found someone who reminded him of warriors in the#worst way possible)#and i knew before stp that jean was a very calm person if only to highlight how over it he had to be to dump spirit after 6 months of his#bullshit BUT now that jean feels like a real character i kinda understand how much spirit would have been attracted to jean's stability#and how jean is this caring family guy and how much spirit would both want that stability for himself while feeling so insecure about#not needing to fight jean all the time or not needing to change himself to be someone jean liked that he would pick fights because#spirit is self destructive like hell and if his life and happiness is going to be destroyed no matter what he might as well do it himself#like god. goddamn.#you know the way everyone was obsessed about ickywars after i first brought it up? that's about i feel about jean and spirit#and i'm the only one who cares :)#me rambling#lu ctb
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weâve all said it before but ill say it again, sam should have gotten lucifer pregnant and that should have been the jack origin. if she was jessifer at the time, even better <3
#lucifer mommy truthing again hi hii he needs this#it wonât fix him it will make him worse but itâll be hot to see sam tormented by the pregnant devil#âșïž sam going to attack jessifer and she goes âdonât you care about our baby Sam? donât you want to meet him?â#gets sam to touch her belly and talk to the baby and thatâs when Jack does the whole âIâm The Perfect Paradise Baby Love Me đ„șđ„șâ thing on sam#and now sam canât kill her or their baby. he canât. he loves jack too much. perhaps has also been hit with so many nephil happiness rays#that he looks up at lucifer and is like Oh. overwhelmed with sudden love for her. and his heads all mixed up. itâs like the vision where she#made him feel calm x1000 and. and. he loves her? he loves her doesnât he? he gave her a baby and he loves her?#theyâre going to raise their son together? and lucifer is so very pleased as sam presses his ear to her belly to hear jackâs heartbeat.#sam has quite literally been baby trapped. as in that baby set the trap and caught him in it before it was even sentient. mind control baby.#cue the rest of the pregnancy with lovestruck sam doing everything in his power to protect lucifer & jack#heâs like. fully aware he was scared of lucifer. that Lucifer is Bad this baby is Dangerous. but also. he loves them so much.#nothing else seems to matter when he loves them so much.#<3 I think Sam deserves to be mindfucked into being Luciferâs little househusband for a bit.#oh. there are places this could go after Jack is born uhm uh. i uhm. thatâs not the point I wonât say that.#the point is sam getting brainwashed to be happier and protective of pregnant!lucifer. and he IS happier. heâs just also high on good vibes.#đł lucifer riding sam with his hand on her belly đłđłđłđł#tw pregnancy#anyway. thoughts.#samifer#lucifer spn#Jess!lucifer#Jack kline#sam winchester
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this whole epilogue is just a little treat for me oh my god. "familiar faces arrive in simulanka" does not even begin to cover it
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#literally gasped aloud seeing kaeya and jean#the besties........ hi.... i missed you guys so much. i'll cry#why'd the eng add that line in for kaeya. sounds like he just says ''thank you [?] miss''. why do they make him flirty he's just being nice#alice inviting the knights to simulanka once everything has calmed down... kaeya making jean take a break... what if i cry#kaeya i'm sorry . if it were up to me i never would have let you drink literal magic ink#COLLEI'S HERE TOO YIPPEE#we need to stop sneaking up on her. i feel bad whenever she gets scared :(#AWWW. she sounds happy to hear from him and wants to go say hello................... growth from her voicelines omg#AND MONA'S HERE TOO. WOOO#so glad we get to see her with the barbeloth stuff#i love when they use her idle animation in the middle of conversations it's neat :] also it using klee's constellation...#FISCHL TOO???? HII.#wanderer seeing fischl who absolutely does not remember him: oh god#ALBEDO AND KLEEEE. OH MY GOD.#klee saying mini durin is her big brother wAUUUGH.#alice just inviting her whole extended family [mondstadt + collei] is so so so so sweet. oh my god#HARD LEFT TURN?? HELLO??#albedo popping up to be like yeah that prophecy that durin will come back to life is true i've been studying it.#HELLO?????#REALLY interesting stuff. cannot believe they stuck this in a limited time event. Again#not sure if durin really will be the one coming back to life?they'd have to remodel all of dragonspine if so. or get him a new body#but yeah it just says ''rhinedottir's child'' will come back to life that could be any one of her creations right?#anyway we didn't get a fontaine event with albedo visiting elynas but this is a suitable substitute. i liked it a lot
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Ahhhh second first date! Second first date! Of course i need to know how it goes!!
"And the server was definitely super jealous of me."
Thena laughed again. That was all she'd been doing since they left the house, she was quite sure. Since Gil 'picked her up', that was to say.
It was very sweet. He had showed up at her guest room door, dressed up and with a charming smile, even making an attempt to look nervous. He asked if she was ready, offered his arm; he was the perfect gentleman for their first date.
Her second chance.
Of course she had to know more about their first-first date. And Gil was happy to elucidate her once she insisted enough that telling her that much would not cause her brain to catch fire (as the doctor seemed to have implied in some way).
"But it was a nice dinner, then I walked you back to where you were staying at the end of the beach," he recounted, his eyes completely starry. "I had never gotten to actually have a romantic walk on the beach, before. Total bucket list stuff."
"It sounds lovely," she remarked mildly, without much choice with no memory of it for herself.
"The moon was out and everything, and it looked really pretty with your hair and your white dress, and the shawl thing-y you had on over it." Gil gestured vaguely to simulate the flowing garment she had worn over her bare shoulders. It certainly painted a picture, and she was quite sure she knew what he was referring to, having glimpsed a long white shawl in their closet.
She tried not to laugh too hard, mindful of the gentle atmosphere of the bakery. The tables were really just for people waiting for orders. They didn't have a fancy coffee machine, or an official barista. But Gil did bring out cups of real, boiled hot cocoa from the back--a secret only for their own, of course. They were waiting on their fresh baked pastries to come out and cool.
"I was so distracted by you that I didn't even realise when we were back at your doorstep," he sighed, but his comedic tone faded. He looked at her more softly, leaning his cheek against his hand. "I told you flat out that I was having such a good time I wished you were staying further away."
Thena attempted to laugh into her mug, this time.
"You laughed at it then, too." He sounded more wistful now. "But I told you I was serious and asked if I could see you again. I don't know why you were so surprised."
Probably because she had never been one to be asked out by someone like him. Men, sure, but not very sweet, very funny, very honest gentlemen like Gil. Just...men. She wasn't approachable enough for someone as sweet and charming as Gil.
She still thought that, to a degree.
"But you agreed, and I asked if I could kiss you too," he at least smiled at this part of the story, although his longing for the past remained. "You said I didn't have to ask, which wasn't a yes, but I guessed I was supposed to read between the lines."
Again, the Thena in the story and Thena herself in the present were different people. But she felt her stomach clench faintly at the idea.
"I did kiss you," Gil sighed, returning to his lighter, more jovial tone. "And it totally blew my mind. I mean if I wasn't in love with you already, that would'a done it."
"Gil," she admonished lightly, partly laughing and partly sheepish at the description of this passionate kiss she couldn't remember at all.
"What?" he chuckled before taking a sip of his own hot chocolate. "You wanted to know. And that date changed the rest of my life, sweetheart."
She liked it when he called her that. She nodded, looking down at her mug. "I suppose I did. It's a nice story."
"Yeah," Gil concluded, although his sigh felt a little heavier.
She still didn't have any memories of her own to contribute. But she attempted to jump over that wave of guilt, trying to put a smile back on his handsome face. "What was our second date like?"
He clearly knew what she was trying to do, but he kept quiet about it at least. He pulled himself up in his seat and started his next story. "Well, we were still on vacation. I asked a little more about you, and you at least told me you were an artist, and you were there on leave because you found teaching wasn't really your thing."
Thena winced faintly. She was sure that was an understatement. She did have memories of teaching before moving to their current residence, and none of them made her glad to have them instead of memories of Gil.
"I told you that I had been a boxer in college, and that I was just working some boring office job and also wanted," he paused to shrug and make a face, "a change of scenery."
They were both in the midst of becoming different people when they met. How fascinating, Thena mused. Although she was quite sure Gil had always been sweet and charming and funny. Just a feeling.
"It was actually you, on that date, who asked what I liked to do for fun," he admitted much more quietly. He looked down at the table, picking at a chip in the lacquer. "I told you I liked baking and you said I could try working part time in it, just to see if I liked it enough to make it my job."
"It sounds like something I would suggest," she agreed. It was hard to imagine the man she knew now doing anything else, really. Although it was almost funny to imagine him stuffing those muscles of his into a regular office suit.
"I said I'd give it a try," he chuckled, reaching for her hand. She gave it reflexively, sense memory knowing Gil much better than her own mind. He kissed her knuckle. "And now I have the best job in the world."
She smiled down at their adjoined hands as well, feeling as if the weight of the world were on top of them. "The date, Gil?"
"Right, right," he chuckled, allowing her to move the story away from the more emotional of the topics. "Well, you suggested that, and I asked about your art some more. And since the restaurant looked kind of full, and I didn't think that was your scene, I asked if you wanted to walk along the boardwalk a little first."
"We walked by a bakery there, and you asked me what everything was, since I was 'the expert' and all."
That also sounded like something she would say; Thena attempted not to roll her eyes at herself.
"I pointed out the regular stuff," he shrugged and even looked at the pastry cases in front of them in the moment. "Croissants, cupcakes, they had some tarts. You asked about one in particular."
Thena tilted her head as he paused, but she leaned back as he did, having been so sucked into the story that she didn't even notice Ajak coming over with two small plates.
"Thanks," Gil smiled at the petite woman, obviously familiar with her.
"Thank you," Thena added, keeping her eyes on the woman who only smiled and waved in response. Ajak knew her, Thena was aware, but Gil had been determined that they could meet formally when Thena felt more ready to reintroduce those parts of their life to herself.
"This is called a petit four, just a small cake," he chuckled, turning his own plate so she could admire the little dessert from all sides. "It's pretty old school, but you asked me about it when I pointed it out to you. I bought one so you could sample it, even though you told me not to."
Thena eyed the little dessert. It seemed to be vanilla, small and glazed completely white. There was something on the top of it.
"I add just a little sea salt to mine. Call it a secret ingredient."
It was just a hint of salt, but it sank into the sweetness immediately. Just like on that day five years ago, she had tasted the saltiness of the ocean air around them as she took a bite. She could remember the wind on her skin, and how warm Gil's hand was in contrast. The smell of the little shop and the breeze around them, and Gil's cologne wafting gently over to her.
Thena whipped her head up at him. He blinked at her sudden movement but didn't say anything. He was trying to read the expression on her face.
She didn't have any other memories of it. Just that one moment had jumped out at her as she had tasted that same taste--perhaps an improvement upon it. She could remember Gil's smile as she had told him that she liked it.
"You promised."
"Hm?"
She blinked, trying not to cry over a silly little cake. "You promised you would make me one sometime. I told you I expected it to be better, since you were indeed, 'the expert'."
Gil teared up immediately. Of course he did, the gentle hearted giant. "Y-You-"
She looked down at her cake again, the pressure immediately mounting. "It's just that one moment. I can't remember past that. But-"
Thena startled as he launched from his seat across the tiny cafe table from her. He caught her lips at a funny angle, but they both tasted like chocolate and vanilla and sea salt. Her eyes fluttered.
"Sorry," he chuckled, offering a sheepish grin as he seated himself, ignoring the worried glances of other bakery patrons. "Couldn't help myself."
"Hm," she pursed her lips faintly, and he returned to his cake, unable to keep himself from staring at her. She dabbed at her lips, resisting the urge to fan herself. She still had her coat on, but it felt far too hot now in their little corner by the window. "Whatever happened to asking?"
"You told me I didn't have to ask."
#Thenamesh Vow AU#thank you so much sweetheart!#I love this au so I'm very happy to write more believe me#so in the movie she actually never regains any memories at all#which I did find interesting#but I think Thena and Gil have been through enough#taste really can unlock a deluge of memories and sensations#and now that they've made this progress#Gil is gonna be obsessed with making her stuff they've had together#Thena tells him not to get too ahead of himself#she's worried about disappointing him if she doesn't remember more#but he's just so overcome with happiness#people in the bakery look at him like dude calm down#and he's like#sorry can't a man kiss his WIFE in a moment of passion?#Thena drags him back into his seat because he's embarrassing her#Ajak is just behind the counter like ah young love#Now Gil wants to repeat all their dates#in a sense of the word#They literally get home and have brunch right after this but still#Thena texts Kari like wow had a wonderful first date#Makkari: WITH WHO#Thena: my husband obviously
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Update on Town Square:
I got in and it is fun :3 you can just like. Choose a cookie to mess around as. I decided to be Alchemist.
Except apparently there's ALCHEMIST CONTENT IN THIS UPDATE??????? and I don't know how to get to it đđ I saw someone else ask that in the middle of running around the square and I just. Started circling them dndjdjdjdnmd
Btw just wanted to highlight these parts of the title screen since I didn't really show my appreciation for them earlier.
(also also I love Granola Cookie already just-)
#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#alchemist cookie#Btw I haven't posted much about witch's castle but I am incredibly cracked at that game and am having fun#Even if it is uh. A bit buggy sometimes dndnndndndnd#Look when I was like 9 I ascended to godhood at gardenscapes reached my full potential there and the skills carried over#(Ok I'm exaggerating obviously but-)#I probably should post more. Gingerbright says Yippee like an autism creature-#I'm still waiting to get alchemist in that game I wanna see her room decor stuff đ and I don't wanna look it up online-#It would be so easy to but I wanna get it in my own...#Same with vampire's but I actually have him you just get him for free#Also the little favorite items just. I need my lore okay I need my lore-#I might actually give in and look it up eventually i'm dying to see dndnndndndndndd#Yeah I just. Idk I'm very happy right now.#Ok well school's been making Gaming a bit difficult but that's just because we had a lot of projects and stuff but things should calm down
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//I feel like I could make Lambda get weird about being killed. He gets excited over it sometimes because he knows he's going to get a boost out of it. Like yes, PLEASE MAKE HIM STRONGER. HE WOULD BE FINE WITH THAT.
#//someone says something to him like 'i promise it's going to hurt' and he gets all starry eyed and smiles wide like 'REEALLY? YOU PROMISE?'#//and then he makes it weird#//'okay dude calm down you are way too happy about this'#//like yeah you can kick the shit out of him and he'll recover but he gets excited about dying because the boost he gets from it is so much#//-bigger#//idk it's weird guy hours#backup log {ooc}
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Old design
Vs new design!
Not a lot of difference in concept but I do feel like the new design has more of that personality now that I let the lore sit for awhile!
#I do feel like I made him look like he's just a Broker copypaste though#Which I'm not too happy with#The orignal makes him appear softer/more fatherly which makes his job pack more of a punch#The second design makes it so it's like#Well of course you chose that job#Which isnt the effect I wanted#BUT I JUST NEED A LITTLE MISCHIEVOUS GUY#hes not even that exaggerated either#He only becomes a sly bastard when someone asks him for a job that needs to be done#Otherwise he's pretty calm#But yeah#He feels like a copy of The Broker and I need someone to tell me otherwise#CRIES#phighting#phighting!#art#kayvi#small artist#artists on tumblr#phighting roblox#phighting art#phighting oc#redesign#character redesign#The ANIMALS! Phighting au
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Happy birthday Haengbok đ To our eternal sunshine, our favourite human, our social butterfly with his eclectic array of hobbies, we hope you have the best day ever Lix because you mean so so much to us and you deserve good things 𫶠From you, I have learnt how to be patient and a good listener and I aspire to be more social and outgoing when talking to new people because of how easy yet emotionally rewarding you make it look. Felix is someone you can look at or hear for literally only a few seconds and you will find yourself smiling fondly or laughing along at his jokes because he is our happy pill đ€ I pray your year ahead is full of happiness and fulfilment, love you so so so much Yongbok đ„°
#happy birthday yongbok đ#stray kids#lee felix#what a cutie man he's live right now and just hearing him makes you smile immediately#i remember one moment which has stuck with me but it was during exam season and i like distanced myself from socials etc to focus#and id only look at night just through my notifs and i saw a post someone made with a voice note lix had left on bubble and i was so#stressed that day cause of exams etc and just hearing that calmed me down so so much i dont know how he does it#it wasnt even anything he said he was just being his goofy lil self and it was enough to make me calm down and be happy again#yeah he's very special to me love you lix#loml
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sits here. my mood has been swinging back and forth like a pendulum lately
#i still can't bring myself to make anything art-wise. and it is ripping me to shreds internally#i have no motovation whatsoever and i'm feeling disgusted by my creations. like that's the best you could do huh mixer?#i dunno. trying to keep calm. i'm going to my uncle's tomorrow to puppysit for 3 days#i'm happy that i'll see puppy but being out of my house will be stressful.#plus i've still got work to go to...#and i need to do the laundry and take out the trash and stop buying uber eats and forward my snap benefits email and.#and later today after high school lets out i'm going to talk with an old teacher i had#i need to change my bedding too..#i at least took a shower yesterday#i think my ptsd has been acting up in the background or something#my other uncle tries to tell me to let go of the past. but i don't want to. my past has forever impacted the way i'll be for the rest of-#-my life yk? and my 'past' wasn't even that long ago. it was 2/3 years ago. and my brother's still with that awful man#i can't pull him away from him.#i just wanna sleep. might take a sleep med early just to take a nap#i've been hating everything i make so like. why even try yk.#i drew one thing while i was hospitalized- a tiny sane jack head#i dunno. i dunno. i feel so empty. my depression's been super bad. i don't enjoy things that once made me happy#i feel so aimless. i'm thinking about going to college but i have to see what scholarships would be available because i can't work this job#WHILE in school. it'd wear me to the bone#i don't want to quit my job though. i like my job. i like my boss and my coworkers..#i dunno. idfk what's wrong with me anymore. i just want the pain to stop man.#i dunno what i want to do with myself but i feel like a. fuck it ik it's from firework but i feel like a plastic bag in the wind#i'm so tired. i miss my mom. i miss my sister. i miss my brother.#vent#delete later
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the line where he asks r.yoma to spar with him is so cute
#ash rambles đ#and before this he was like 'uh we've never crossed swords before đ you wanna?'#yes!! gladly!!!#also seeing such a serious and usually professional guy say 'hehe' made me giggle ajdjajdjsb he makes me so happy#even with the atrocities and the murders#yes but have you considered that he's super cute?#i really love his voice ajdksjhajsj#i like hearing h.ijikata speak because he can often be more calm than m.ine and that makes me happy because m.ine deserves a fucking break#and therapy#m.ine needs fucking therapy.#but this isnt about m.ine! this is about his super hot samurai counterpart from the random y.akuza samurai spinoff game because i fell for#him in both universes!#you were beautiful đž#anyways it's super early ajkdhqjs just don't have it in me to sleep ig. a lot going on!#my bf sent me a text that said 'I'm praying for all you americans and ALSO YOU LOOK SUPER CUTE IN THAT SELFIE YOU JUST SENT ME' and yeah#that just about sums it up huh đ#maybe I'll get out of bed soon... not like I'm falling back asleep anytime soon.#anyhow back to pretty boy kissing#it's always pretty fun for ash to cross blades with him#a sword fight was their first meeting after all#they've come a long way!
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Idk if you saw or not but a new chapter of the fury of a shattered mirror dropped last night! I havenât read it yet but I thought I should let you know đđ
awughgh HELL YEAH!! ive been away from my laptop for a while so i didnt see, thank you birdy!! :] this is the best news ive had all day hkjgh <33 excited very excited going to read it now <33
#volta transmissions#SKILLS ARE BACK BABEYYYYYYY!! ehehehehe :] oh i LOVE seeing them come back from just ''??????'' SMILES REALLY HAPPILY#welcome back to the world little ones... oh im so happy to see them... :'] ''You do you softie'' EHEHE... skills interactions :D! yay!!!!!#okay i'll add more liveblogging in the tags as i go probably hkjhg <33 i appreciate you very much birdy <33#''the avant-garde prick is just making shit up again'' HAKJDHKJ... ''You did us proud holding out til the end'' WAH... ENDURANCE... ;O;#WELCOME BACK ENCY SMILES!!! no motorics skills yet though thats to be expected hkjh <3 ency ''you have the facts'' and#empathy ''and the emotions'' HKJGH IS THAT A FACTSFEELINGS SKILLSPOSTING REFERENCE /J lots of voli talking!!! very happy about this <3#VOLITION - ''if we had the logician here...'' ''...'' ''damnit i thought that would work'' HAHAJKSHDSKJH SMILES. HA.#''Punch something. maybe Coach will show up'' HHFKJH... oh my god this makes me so happy... cmon we gotta get the gang back together...#half light!! hello!! my darling!! LETS GO!! ough buT NOT ENOUGH TO GET ARMS BACK NOOUIGHJ MOTORICS WHERE ARE YOU LITTLE BUDDIES???#''try to get eyes back online'' ''come on come on--'' OUGH I LOVE... i love how theyre all supporting each other as they come back online..#TEAMWORK!! CMON LETS GET EVERYONE BACK!! YEAH BOI WE GOT A MOTORICS BACK UP!! HELLO PERCEP! calm down! you need composure in here!!#THE JOYWIRE... OUGH STOP STOP IM SO FOND... VOLI CMON. nooo ourgh takes damage... ''You were really gonna cut me out?'' AWAH... WAHHH!!!!!#ow my heart my HEART. chemi baby my little darling... hugging him kissing his forehead... THERES OUR LOGICIAN HELLO DARLING!!#hkjh trying to cue in interfacing DAMN :'] good metaphor anyway concept it was very well laid. voli keeping track of each of them too hehe#HI DRAMA YAYY! platonic love story! friends!!! ''Neuroplasticity's off the charts.'' ''I'm surprised you know a word that long that isn't-#'''amphetamines''' ''Dextromethorphan asshole'' HAJKSH YOU FUCKING TELL 'EM! YOU'RE NOT E-CHEMISTRY FOR NOTHING!!!#again with trying to get Phys back in hkjhg INLANDDD SMILES HI THERE DREAMER!! Logic just like ''yeah. i hate it here.'' ''have you tried?'#okay this is the 20th tag. hopefully a reblog will be enough to finish out my thoughts but god knows i have so much to say hjhg#esprit: Birdy
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