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michaelswaist · 2 months ago

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I think Michael’s loneliness (which dates as far back into childhood) stemmed from (1) being protected and shunned too much by his parents, management, Motown, fame itself and because I think Michael was confronted in his early years as an adult, to recognize that he’s “different“ and will always be “othered“ because of it.

#2 AM thoughts #as someone who struggles with loneliness and isolation too (because of difference reasons tho) I can relate to him #you feel like something is inherently wrong with you #and you try to live a normal life and to connect with people #but you can never really open up to them #cause people judge #especially him #:(

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bacchuschucklefuck · 3 months ago

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january month of yuugi

#yugioh #ygo dm #yugi mutou #idk what was in the water on 2025 opening but it really got me thinking hm. I will finally draw yuugi #ygo has been in my dna for like close to a decade at this point and yet. I have never attempted to draw anything for it #until now. my audacity has finally reached quota #wishshipping saved my ass this lunar new year and its not even an exaggeration. thank you kazuki takahashi for the boys. rest in peace #mutou yuugi I love u.... u r my son #not mentioned in this stack but dsod's decision to thin yuugi's choker is the funniest shittiest character design decision on earth #like as a detail its so nothing. when u zoom out it just looks like a shadow dropped wrong somewhere. I have come to terms with #the other fashion choice for him in that movie but the tiny ass choker I don't accept. that's stupid. big it #I rly like the vision of older yuugi being like. obnoxiously polite and cheerful #specifically in a way that's not like ceding space for everyone else. like it's clear at all time that he's Like That #and nobody will be able to stop him from being Like That #and also tbh I can never imagine him leaving domino for long (<- definitely not projecting my city slicker ass on him)#I think the game shop's been where he's safe to be himself for so long that he'd want to keep it running and extend #that shade to other kids in the city too. his loyal customers are so scared of disappointing him for no reason #.... typed huge wall of text abt jou leaving domino for tournaments etc frequently but always coming back to hang out with yuugi #I am actually ill abt them huh.... maybe ygo was the progenitor honestly maybe it started me on the two blokes who do fuckall ships #yuugi is so cute but I do know in my heart tho he does Not cook. that kid has never learned and will never manage #I know he doesnt even have water in his office whenever he works. scared of spilling #its a good thing hes got friends galore now people are blowing his phone up wasting their sms toll telling him to drink water #(slowly tipping into mania) I just think he's so neat. love that boy he's so cute

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starbuck · 4 months ago

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Flint and Billy’s dynamic is really so much because you get the impression that Flint thinks about Billy 0.05% of the time at most, whereas Billy thinks about Flint 80% of the time at least.

And Billy also KNOWS that Flint doesn’t think about him and that’s what at least 20% of his thoughts about Flint are about.

#this is why i think about them every time i hear TMBG’s You Don’t Like Me #‘you can hear me talking right up til i stop / when i do i’m gone to you but you are always there’#that’s THEM!!!!!!!!#it’s almost funny to call it a dynamic at all because it’s so aggressively one-sided #but Flint’s lack of presence in the relationship is ALSO a presence - you know?#like. it’s VERY intentional #especially later on because he doesn’t know how to address the Gates situation #but i think just in general he’s not good at dealing with emotions #his own or anyone else’s #he gets better at it throughout the show but never for Billy #because he honestly does not realize the depth of that issue until it’s too late #and i don’t think he ever really Gets It #it’s a forever-unresolved open wound and it is WONDERFUL #i wish more people were obsessed with them - but alas #black sails

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mageknife · 2 months ago

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Cole: His face in the stands, watching as I pass the test. So proud there's tears in his eyes.

Cole: Anything to make him happy, anything.

Cole: Why isn't that true anymore?

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Dorian: He says we’re alike. Too much pride. Once I would have been overjoyed to hear him say that. Now I’m not certain.

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Halward: This is not what I wanted.

Dorian: I'm never what you wanted, Father, or had you forgotten?

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Nightmare: Greetings, Dorian… It is Dorian, isn’t it? For a moment, I mistook you for your father.

#nightmare comparing him to his father is crazy. because like #i don’t think dorian is even aware that he compares himself to halward #he always tries to insist that halward is better than he probably actually is. ‘he’s a good man deep down’ etc #and it’s entangled with his own worries about whether he’s a good person. always trying to do the right thing. to be the good tevinter #to help others wherever he can and apologize for his missteps and learn from experiences he doesn’t understand #all things that halward never does. he doesn’t apologize to dorian. he doesn’t try to change anything in tevinter. and i think dorian knows #that halward is not as good of a person as he’s tried to convince himself that he is. and that scares him #because he works so hard to be good. but what if it’s not enough? what if he’s just lying to himself like he does about his father?#he so desperately wants to be different than halward. wants to be better. and accepting that halward is just like all the other magisters #really opens up the fear of him being just like them too. which is so mortifying that he can’t face it #nightmare yanks it out from the depths of his soul. you could turn out just like him. how are you different? what makes you better?#his greatest fear is temptation. he fears giving in to the easier option. he fears that he won’t be strong enough to stick to his principle #because taking the path of least resistance just leaves things as they are. is halward really a good man if he never takes the hard road?#‘he taught me principle is important.’ but he was a hypocrite. he betrayed his principles because it was easier #than doing the right thing. and dorian is terrified more than anything else that he’ll follow in halward’s footsteps #argh.#doyou know wgat i’m saying. there’s so much here #dorian pavus #eliasposts

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mr-payjay · 5 days ago

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there are a Million ways to be a system. don't limit yourself or Restrict your idea of them too harshly. speak to multiple systems if you want better references for depicting them (or just to know how they work) because every system is different and unique

#juice.txt #also a lot of things about systems may seem goofy or exaggerated #like an alter named Evil Paper isn't unlikely at all #its very common for systems to be unexpectedly strange like that and to not follow a lot of social norms you thought were implicit #like naming conventions as i said #its just important to understand with a nuanced and open-minded perspective #ableist tv and movies will never be true but that doesnt mean you cant explore an 'evil alter' such as ep #systems are weird and that sort of phenomenon is not rare #it is just deeper than how an ableist caricature of plurality will ever represent it #im rambling and exhausted sorry if this is worded weird #my point is dont get too anxious about the perfect portrayal of systems just talk to a few of them and do a bit of research then fuck around #play #have fun #give paper an oj factive #give yinyang a really fucked up nonsensical innerworld #give mephone did (he has it trust me) with like 5 alter clones of himself for literally no reason that he can fathom #<—clones are a weird thjng that happens sometimes. you just get the same alter multiple times but theyre different people #idk dont be Scared systems are more limitless than you think #even the process of splitting and meeting new alters and switching is different for every system #this is an old special interest of mine sorry i could literally go on forever LMAO #systems can have entire planets as innerworlds or no innerworld at all #the variations never endddd

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drdemonprince · 3 months ago

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after all this and I'm still getting my back blown out. The human spirit is indefatigable

#you don't need a hand when they just want you to be a passed out hole lying beneath them #when you get so entranced and physically inert that they can take hold of your ass cheeks and position your hips exactly the way they want #and you're completely slack and move only with their thrusts #and they're opening you up to new passages of yourself that you've never even felt before #I need to get on some muscle relaxers or something dog It would really help my stretched out hole game

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shannonsketches · 1 year ago

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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,

Anime:

GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)

VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!

Manga:

GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.

#dbtag #I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd #Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao #they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of #Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT #Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants #to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies #They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted #He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok #He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be #because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that #Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt #+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow #realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat #you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here #And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship #and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there #you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad #anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay #And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe

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lilpuffyart · 3 months ago

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Gonna throw this wip as well

Can you guys watch over them while I sleep

Thanks

#2001 aso #3001 tfo #2001 a space odyssey #halman #frank poole #halmanpoole #puffy art #hmmm yeah #also fun fact about creature halman if you got this far!!! they have a month #their weird mask thing opens i need to draw it #kinda #weird ass looking sheep bear hybrid /j #and they really only talk telepathically on this form #tho frank never tried other eays to talk with them in this form bc its really only on europa or if they feel extremely threatened so #potentially not tho #that form already uses too much energy #when my space bfs turn into a giant creature that can pick me up and drag me to somewhere like a cat mom does

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astrobei · 5 months ago

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DID I JUST READ THAT YOU'RE GOING TO WRITE A CAITVI FIC omg one of my favorite byler writers (i've been out of ST fandom for like over a year now but i still reread some of my favorite fics occasionally) finally getting into Arcane and writing caitvi is the best news for me. I love my girls so much and the world always needs more beautiful caitvi stories from talented writers. Sorry i just got excited lmao

tentative yes! i’m wary of talking about my wips or ideas too much as of late since i’ve Just dug myself out of a creative rut and telling people my ideas is generally the best way to ensure i never actually write them lol. but i’m really enjoying the challenge of new characters and dynamics and i love the little concept i’ve come up with so i’m really hoping to see this through! here’s a little teaser, i give you all permission to clobber me over the head if this one ends up in the wip graveyard 🫡

#that is so sweet of you anon thank you for your support <3 #fun fact the minute i finished the s1 finale i opened google docs and wrote 1k of caitlyn angst #then woke up the next morning realized it was terrible and scrapped it #but. they just make me insane both as individual characters and also together #my main struggle rn is prioritizing acswy 10.2 bc i am so close to the home stretch and finally feeling really inspired about it again #but simultaneously i’ve been pushing away other ideas for months and saying i’d circle back to them so i can focus on acswy and #all that happens is i can’t write acswy bc im thinking of the other ideas #and i never circle around to them which just makes me frustrated about not writing even though i have so many ideas and actual motivation #so i am just trying to knock this out asap while working on acswy in parallel and hoping it works lol #/ask #caitvi

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catgirlkirigiri · 10 months ago

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Encountered the sketch for this again after three years and dropped everything to finally do it the justice it deserved

@circle-of-fire

#feeling very 'artists who can draw hands' about this one lmao. what can i say i like drawing hands #also behold. the first time ive drawn cof fireheart and not flipped which of his paws is white. how did i mess that up every other time qwq #zoracontent #zora arts #circle of fire #fireheart #im really happy w how it turned out tbh. i think a lot of the reason it never got finished back in the day was cause i needed it to come ou #good so badly cause the vision was there. glad i could execute it now lol #it was very funny opening the old file and seeing my attempts at hands before i found my love for them. also the canvas was HUGE #this is 1022x832. the original? 2048x1667. WHAT. i draw tiny what was up with that !? so yeah i halved it and restarted it lmao #additional context to that statement: my default canvas size these days is 800x600. what was 2021 me on #anyway you can probably tell by all the talking in the tags that its 3am as im typing this. i am as always scheduling it for 10am tho

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months ago

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Would most people realistically use 'carry' and 'convey' as synonyms in typical speech?? Seems a slightly reaching comparison to me lol

#Usually thesaurus.com's Synonym Of The Day is fine but every once in a while there areones like this #where looking at the initial email I'm like...?? i don't know?? none of them really????#Like out of the three options given without any additional context #I guess reading further I can kind of see where it comes from if you're using it in a less literal sense #like ''the poem carries sad tones through it's words'' > ''the poem conveys tones of sadness through its wording''#but thinking of the more everyday usage of the word carry and how most often you hear it. it seems initially like an odd comparison #to say Convey would be an actual known/commonly used synonym of it.#Which I do get it. theyve probably had to come up with thousands of these now. so sometimes you're probably stretching things a little #to make more absract connections lol. But it's just kind of funny sometimes when you open the #email and its like "which of these are a synonym of the word Dog? -- Mug. Amulet. or Orange Peel.'' and you're like ?????? none???#and then you click on it and it's like ''the third useage of the word 'dog' means to drink from a fountain. which is kind of like drinking #from a mug. um.. so yeah. :)'' and then I go okay :3 thesaurus dot com you could never make me hate you. sure. a dog is a mug. :3 #Anyway... coming out of a full week of no posting on the internet just to reflect on an odd synonym of the day email lol.. I am like an #80 year old man who sits in his study all day ignoring everyone then will randomly come out sometimes to go 'ahhrmm.. take #a gander at this interesting crossword I've just found in the paper. strange right? .... ok. hmhpph. back to my library..'

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cementcornfield · 10 months ago

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A Retrospective on Ja'Marr's Rough Rookie Preseason (and How Joe Was There for Him Throughout)

Ja'Marr on The Pivot: I just wanted to get in where I fit in, just slowly make my mark and show the guys around me I could still play... Joe even knew that I was getting too hard on myself but Joe was just telling me like, 'I know what you can do, just get back in the rhythm, play your game, and you know we're gonna take off from there.'

Ja'Marr on Pat McAfee: It had a toll on me, it was a little mentally draining, knowing I was getting attacked just getting into the league... it just took a little minute for me to get back into the rhythm of things, get used to the offense again and once all that was coming on, I wasn't really worried about it. Joe helped me pick myself back up and get back on the road.

#preseason officially starting this week!#remember when everyone though ja'marr was a bust?? wild.#god poor guy - he was really going through it #but it was so understandable to be rusty after sitting out a year!#and joe never giving up on him. never wavering in any answers to the press about how much he trusted and believed in ja'marr #staying after practices multiple times so they could get their timing/connection back #(and he was recovering from the acl and supposed to be taking it easy!!!)#(classic joe 🙃)#and you can tell how much that meant to ja'marr #to still be referencing it a year later after all his success #and make sure you watch the very brief part at the end of the video #where you can see joe and ja'marr do the pinky promise shake they love so much!#just natural! thoughtless!#but anyway yeah the way joe immediately opens with that after the first game #(where ja'marr was AMAZING and scored a huge TD)#and the press all laughs #but joe just stares them down because he knows exactly who was writing those reports #WOOF #tldr: ja'marr struggled. people judged. joe was NOT having it.#ja'marr chase #joe burrow #joe'marr

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cozy-the-overlord · 2 years ago

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Seeing people complain about the Speak Now vault tracks being too teenagery …. gee, you’d almost think a teenager wrote them /s

#i feel like it’s a lose lose situation #because if they’re ‘too mature’ like on the red vault people accuse her of writing them recently #but if they’re ‘too immature’ people complain about them being not as good #i for one really like the speak now vault #it may not be as deep as red but i think it’s still really eye-opening #like the kinds of things she was thinking about but felt she couldn’t share #idk maybe it’s because i was a Small Child when speak now came out #and it was really the first album i ever became obsessed with #and as a result i idolized taylor as this beacon of perfection and grown-up-ness #like obviously I’ve long since recognized that she was still a child in a lot of ways in that era #but hearing the vault tracks really made her feel like a Real Teenager to me in a way i never had before?#like the anxiety on electric touch #the insecurity on when emma falls in love #the hopefulness tinged with self-loathing/self-criticalness on foolish one #the wattpad-tinged fantasy of i can see you #idk i feel like teenage me would have related to all that a lot in a way that i never did with her other music #idk i��m rambling #i need to go to bed #taylor swift #speak now taylor’s version

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rmbunnie · 1 year ago

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Red Hood Characterization

This is really long so I'm putting a cut here, I've been thinking about Jason Todd's character motivations and the question of whether or not his actions are based in a Moral Code (I don't think so, not to say he's without any morality) and I talk about that in more depth here.

I saw someone say on here that Titans: Beast World: Gotham City was some of the best Jason Todd internal writing they'd seen in a while, and I've been a Red Hood fan for 8 years or so now? pretty much since I read comics for the first time, so I went and checked out and I thought it was good! The way the person I saw talking about it as if it was rare and unusual made me wonder though, because as well-written as i thought his stances on crime were, there wasn't really anything in it that went against the way I conceptualize Jason?

This kinda plays into a larger question I've been thinking about for a while with Jason though, which is that, do people think that the killing is part of a fundamental worldview that motivates him a la batman, and that worldview is the reason he does the things he does?? Because 8 years ago i was a middle schooler engaging with fiction on the level that a middle schooler does, so I simply did not put much thought into it beyond "poor guy :(" but ever since I actually started trying to understand consistent characterization, I don't really see Jason as someone who's motivated by a moral code in his actions the way batman or superman is!

tbh my personal read is that he's a very socially-motivated guy, his actions from resurrection to his Joker-Batman ultimatum in utrh always seemed to me like every choice made leading up to his identity reveal was either a. to give him the leverage and skill necessary to pull off his identity reveal successfully, or b. to twist the knife that little bit more when he does let Bruce find out who he is. Like iirc there's a Judd Winick tweet like "yeah tldr he chose Red Hood as his identity because it's the lowest blow he could think of." And I think that's awesome, I think character motivations rooted so deeply in character's relationships and emotions are really fun to read! I also think it's where the stagnation/flatness of his character comes from in certain comics, because if his main motivation is one event in one relationship that passes, and he is not particularly attached to anything in his life or the world by the time that comes to pass, it's a little harder to come up with a direction to go with the character after that, because there isn't much of a direction that aligns with something the character would reasonably want? But I do think solving this by saying "all of the morally-off emotionally driven cruelty he did on his way to spite Batman was actually reflective of his own version of Batman's stance that's exactly the same except he thinks it's GOOD to kill people" isn't ideal. To be fully honest, it seems to me like he never particularly cared one way or the other about killing people to "clean Gotham of crime," he just did everything he could to get the power necessary to pull off his personal plans, and took out any particularly heinous people he encountered along the way (like in Lost Days.) Not to say I think the fact he killed people keeps him up at night anymore than everything else in his life events, I just never really thought he was out there wholeheartedly kneecapping some dude selling weed or random guy robbing a tv store for justice.

Looping wayyy back to my question, Is this (^) contradictory to the way he's written/the overall average perception of the character? Because like I enjoyed his writing in Beast World i have zero significant issue with anything there, I just didn't believe it would be a hot take, like yeah, that is Jason. It's been a while since I've read utrh and lost days, but I don't think my takeaway directly contradicts either of those too bad iirc. Idk all this to say I think Jason killing and being alright with killing is an obvious and objective fact, but i guess i've always seen it as more of a practical tactic than a moral belief, and I think taking the actions made during the lowest points of a character's life where he is obsessively focused on this ONEEEE thing and trying to apply it as a Motivating Stance to everything he's done after that, doesn't really follow logically for me.

#edit: i am so so open to discussion and disagreement on this but please try to have something substantial to say. god bless!#like ofc jason kills but to me it was less “everyone I've ever killed deserves death objectively”#and more “when people are dead they stop doing things like heinous atrocities and trying to kill me"#i don't even think he wanted the joker dead (only) because he thinks he objectively morally deserves death #although the joker is one of the most extreme cases possible and he if does think that he's VERY justified #i really do think it was just about bruce #and wanting bruce to avenge him to show he loved him and he mattered and wanting his dad to give him security #all the killing was about the clown and everything with the clown was about bruce #i've NEVER forgotten the bit in lost days where he has the joker tied up at gunpoint and doesn't kill him #i think if it was only about a moral greater good situation he would have taken him out then and there #if you disagree i'd love to hear why provided you can be civil and not an jerk #also if you disagree PLEASE PLEASE put screenshots and comic issues if possible #i'd love to check them out and form my own stance on them #just know that if you say like. battle for the cowl. or the Tom King batman annual or something i probably won't care too much #comic characterization is ever-changing and inconsistent i truly believe that the best thing to do is just read the important stuff #and try to form your own stances from there #because there's never gonna be 100% of comics involving a character that align with each other perfectly and that's just a given #jason todd #red hood #dc comics

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suddencolds · 9 months ago

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#not a vent just a journal entry (feel free to scroll past; there is no snz here and this is also not that interesting)#realizing now that i never thought of myself as #someone whose absence would register to others in any other way than just neutral/detached recognition?#phrasing this really badly and i am truly going to delete this later bc it is embarrassing LOL #i think when i was young and posting all this fic into questionable places (the f*rum) i was like #(@ an unfinished work of mine) no way anyone could be bothered by these cliffhangers 👍 they can just imagine the ending #even though i would frequently be bothered by other people's cliffhangers. that exact same principle just wouldn't apply to me in my head #and when i did not respond to people i was like.. i'm sure i wasn't really an important part of their lives so they won't mind it #if i stepped away?#i never really entertained the concept of people missing me or looking forward to my responses 😭 i never thought of myself as someone worth #missing... so when i disappeared it was always with little to no sense of guilt. i think even now i struggle with #seeing myself as someone that inhabits like a tangible enough space in other people's lives that my absence would be felt #(and i don't mean that in a morbid way. and i do recognize that it's quite hypocritical)#on the flipside of things i frequently miss people and look forward to their responses. and sometimes i wonder like #do they all know? do they all know that i miss them because they somehow understand this aspect of human nature better than i do?#or are they in the dark like i am? are these things assumed or are they only known when they are said... 😭#i am a little bit of a coward so i am not saying anything (also because can you even say this kind of thing to someone??#i would probably die of embarrassment) but #how strange it is to have someone suddenly inhabit a space in your life that is substantial enough that #when they're gone you feel that space open up and you miss them #the few times in my life people have conveyed that sentiment to me i remember feeling puzzled that my presence could have that kind of #weight to them. i think my problem is that i purposefully do not read between the lines if the conclusion is something favorable towards me #because i don't want to bank on something good that might or might not be true 😭 anyways this is way too long already. if you read this #then good morning or goodnight

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skrunksthatwunk · 2 months ago

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how do i tell my roommate that her cat repeatedly pissing on and destroying my things is something that people usually offer to clean or replace or apologize for instead of shrugging off

#there's always garbage scattered along the floor she has a million shoes that somehow end up under my bed #she fucking leaves her cat alone for days and days bc 'if he gets hungry he'll rip open the cat food bag' ?????#her cat killed one of her turtles bc of their shitty housing and the other one's visibly terrified to bask in the fucking #led light that gives off no heat that i TOLD her was wrong and unhealthy months ago #she never cleans said turtle's tank even though the algae bloom is currently insane #her shit takes up like 80% of the room for exactly zero reason #and i cant use my closet because rascal pissed in it over the month long break and she did nothing about it #meaning the whole closet smells so much like piss that any clothes that stay there will smell like piss #it's fucking filthy in here and she never cleans obviously but it also makes it harder for me to clean bc her shit's everywhere #can you please maybe just take some of the trash out before you go cheat on your boyfriend please #(<- at least im pretty sure that's what's going on? might be more of an open relationship)#your cat is fucking violent and filthy because you never hang out with him or clean anything #and next year i'll be gone (im Not living like this for another year) and someone else is going to put you into debt #charging you for the things your cat ruined or they're going to abuse him again and you don't even seem to care #bc you're too busy buying sorority merch and thinking about new tattoos and shit #i want broke ppl to have fun and to buy/do things that make them happy but her negligence literally has a body count now #bc she refuses to keep a turtle she's had for over a year in anything but shallow unprotected tupperware #a small glass tank isn't that expensive especially not compared to tattoos!! you Can save for this #and more importantly you Should have saved for this before getting a fucking living thing in your house #she kept her dead turtle rotting in our room for about three weeks. just. in a cup by the sink #and there's nowhere the cat can't reach so im terrified every time i leave that he's gonna piss on my mattress or something #that i'd be financially responsible for (or else that'd leave the poor inheriter of this room in filth) and couldn't really clean properly #and unfortunately i like talking to her so much and im so dogshit with confrontation that i never say anything #world's biggest sucker award!! fucking. christ on a cracker #like he's pissed on my SHOES. he's scratching up everything in here #and i don't want to pay outta my ass or spend a bunch of time trying to fix her cat for her #because contrary to popular belief i have shit to do!! i do not have the energy to have a cat That's Why I Don't Have One!!!!!#and i can't go to the RA bc she's not supposed to have any of these animals #if rascal gets taken from her chances are he's gonna get euthanized at our local shelter and i can't take him in bc of my dogs #but why doesn't she ever stop to think about how this might be affecting me?? my standards are not that high!!!!

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