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prompt: Ozai has Azula watch Zuko (his progress or rather lack thereof) from way earlier on, possibly even before Aang gets away from the iceberg in the first place
There it is, written at the bottom of his banishment notice, wobbling in and out of his vision and heâs not sure if it's his eyesâ
(Father wouldnât have meant to blind him. Being blind won't help him catch the Avatar, so heâll just not go blind.)
Itâs either his eyes, or. Or the rage. It has to be the rage.
So Zuko reads the line again, and lets the fire brim up and overflow, until sparks chase the shout from his lips.
âBanishment to be overseen by Crown Princess Azula?â
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âPrince Zuko,â Azula says, standing as tall as an eleven year old can. Sheâs using his title, so that heâll use hers. And if he doesnât then heâs ill-mannered and not fit for his own.Â
âCrown Princess Azula,â Zuko grits out.
âIâll just be inspecting your ship, then. Fatherâs orders.â
Two men are in shackles by the time sheâs done.Â
ââFostering mutiny against your prince,â she is yelling, and somehow her voice is just as high-pitched as his without sounding childish at all. âWhen our father hears about thisââ
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âSo you had them executed,â Fire Lord Ozai inquires. Lightly. And from behind his flames.
âOf course, father,â says the kneeling child. âIt was an attack on our family.â
Her father doesnât say anything.
Azula is eleven. Eleven, she had presumed, was old enough to count.Â
One, two, three. Four, with Uncle. The royal family.
Her father is silent still.
One. Two.
âForgive my impertinence, Fire Lord,â she says. âI will bring them to you for judgment next time.â
âDo so,â Fire Lord Ozai says. He does not contest the ânext time.â
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âCrown Princess Azula,â Zuko says.
âYour bandage is off, brother,â Azula says. âAre you blind?â
âNo.â
(The blur of her red robes, the eye-searing glint of sunlight off her headpieceâheâs not blind in that eye. Heâs just⊠still recovering.)
âLovely,â she says. âThen whatâs your excuse for the condition of this ship?â
âŠHe has an increased budget for repairs, by the time sheâs done.Â
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âBrother,â Azula says, âtraditionally knives are to be delivered to the back.â
âI⊠what?â her brother says, still holding out the inexplicable thing. âNo, I bought it at port. For you. See, it matches the one Uncle got me.â
âHow original,â she says.
Her brother turns a shade of red that puts his bending to shame. Not that itâs a particularly high bar. âFine, Iâll justâthrow it out.â
âOh, donât be so dramatic. At the least, Mai will want it.â
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âNice knife,â says Mai, looking at the hilt peeking out of Azulaâs boot.
âBe silent,â Azula says, thus ending that conversation.
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âDid great-grandfather⊠did weâŠâ starts her brother, fresh from scurrying about the Eastern Air Temple like some particularly dim-witted pheasant-monkey, the dust not even brushed from his clothes even though he knew her ship was waiting down here. âAzula, there were childrenââ
âBe silent,â she says.
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âYouâre leaving frequently,â comments father, as his knife cuts through the pheasant-monkey, clicking against the plate below. The persimmon-cherry sauce is thick and red and smearing. Â
âI find it advantageous to cultivate a working knowledge of our nationâs tactics,â Azula answers. She does not push around her meat like a child, but she does eat only lightly; the dish is more sour than she remembers.
âAnd your brother?â
âOh, him,â she says, to which her father smiles.
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â...What?â Zuko asks, blinking down at the scrolls.Â
âItâs your birthday,â Azula says. âApparently, I should have gotten you a calendar.â
âThank you?â
She sighs.
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âDo we⊠tell him we can hear him?â asks the assistant cook, as the prince continues monologuing. Dramatically, and loudly. Through the pipe connecting the drain of the kitchen sink to the ones in the shower.Â
âSsh, I think this is one of his new plays.â
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She gets him a calendar for his next birthday. Itâs not funny.
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He gets her a doll, for hers. The look on Uncleâs face as she torches it in front of them both is hilarious.
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âBrother,â she says, looking up at the damage to his ship. âThis is not the way to requisition additional repair funds.â
âCaptain Zhao,â her uncle says in the background, with heights of pleasant antagonism she can only aspire to. As if a general could mistake Zhaoâs new insignia. Particularly with all the polishing he does.Â
âItâs commander now.â
âHow did you manage this?â she asks.
âUh,â Zuko says. âCan we⊠speak alone?â
She eyes her brotherâs shifting stance. Eyes, too, the way Zhaoâs men are already moving to intercept and interrogate his crew. One of the new commanderâs more noxious habits is stalking her brotherâs every move.Â
Well. Sheâd been meaning to deal with that, anyway.
Azula snaps her fingers at the commanderâs guards.
âDetain him,â she says. And for a moment, just a moment, her dear uncle freezes, as if she were talking about someone he actually cared for.
The guards donât. Sheâs trained them better than that.
âPrincess,â Commander Zhao says, his snarl well hidden behind a smile. âWhat is the meaning of this?â
âCrown Princess Azula,â she corrects. âNow hush; the adults are talking.â
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They have an Avatar to catch, apparently. Her brother is coming home.
#her brother is coming home#it may be time for some other changes as well#how does the pheasant-monkey taste father?#oh of course I havenât had any#you know I havenât liked that since I was a little girl#are you feeling well father?#why donât you have a little lie down father#oh is your crown uncomfortable?#let me just remove that for you#hush now#sleep#goodnight father#say hello to grandfather for me#avatar the last airbender#atla#Zuko#Azula#ficlets#yep that prompt hit the spot thanks Anon <3
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I fully understand the pain you feel with TLOZ now. I mean, I understood it before, but after Arcane becoming League's canon, after watching the second season, I feel so broken and conflicted and like I spent time loving something just for it to amount to nothing.
reliving my totk nightmares just a few months after finally being able to cope with that
#ganondoodles answers#ganondoodles talks#.... it might actually get even worse with arcane#similar how totks stupid book fucked it over EVEN MORE than the game itself#i made a post about it but the tweets in which the info was written were deleted and i dont have reddit so i saved it as a draft#if it does end up being true and more confirmed than a reddit post#if you want to know#someone (was it necrit?) did an interview with linke (one of the main guys of making arcane) and summarized some info#though some wasnt quite correct so thats probably why the op of the tweets deleted them#anyway- in those screenshots they said alot of shit#my favorites- heimer is alive and characters that died can come back to life (????)#'the arcane' is just another version of magic and the whole weird hexcore bs was just bc it was corrupted- hextech is still real#viktor will come back but he is âsomething specialâ (my cursed thought .. varrus retcon- its jayce and viktor now lol)#they indeed planned the last episode to change runeterra and also lead into MULTIPLE SHOWS ALREADY BEING WORKED ON#yep that raven was swain/his raven/raum#they are aiming higher thaN GAME OF THRONES UH OH#they are not done with piltover and zaun characters either- urgot will show up#and my favorite .... VANDERWICK IS ALIVE and STILL split between vander and beast (???literally how????) and he will end up with one#again i dont know if anythign of that will hold up but uuuuh even if half of all they wrote there is halftrue .... pls no#i swear if they fuck up aatrox and mordekaiser im might just stop believing in anything ever again and lock myself in a box
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greta hayes deserves a solo where she's a cringefail college student who also leads souls to their afterlives on the side, and maybe she solves murders every now and then. i'm calling it dead girl detective- hey wait where are you going
#ramblings#raine does dc#dc comics#young justice#greta hayes#dc secret#they should just. give me greta hayes#like the character. she should be mine. if dc isn't gonna write anything for her then I should be allowed to#local cringefail sad pathetic college girl who cannot act like a normal human to save her life also sees ghosts. yep#jokes aside I do mean this. she should have this#greta figuring out how to be human while also helping spirits pass on#maybe she tries to make a big dramatic change by moving to a big city and then immediately regretting it#but she's already there and she slowly uncovers some kinda evil plot#while doing the worlds most random course. I'm thinking either literature or botany#her friends show up every now and then (especially Anita and cissie)#but it's mostly her trying to live again
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First meetings bonus part
Part 5
So this is a lot. Introducing Sun and Moons ex, a spunky advisor at court and also the decendant of a long line of witches. Also staring one of the many rulers they served, having to follow their every command even if it broke them. Prior to this event Sun and Moon had seperate bodies but Suns shattered after this, not being able to cope with being his lovers executioner.
In other news Y/N woke up from their migraine nap and started to get along with Moon
Under the cut is a panel i didnt use but dont wanna throw away
He has this dream way too often
#automaton au#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#sundrop#moondrop#fnaf dca#daycare attendant x y/n#i know this is edgy but im sick cut me some slack#yes the color change means something but im not sure if it got across right#ughim getting a headache again#so if yall want background info on anything you just say just ask#oh yea i guess there should be tw s and cw s#tw blood#tw death#tw burning#cw death#cw blood#cw burning#yep there is a panel of someone getting burned alife#i guess the automaton au is not that wholesome anymore now?#sorry#does this count as eye strain?#ill just tag it just to be sure#cw eyestrain#the part of the dream that has the same color as the usual comic is the part he remembers most clearly#yea that one panel with the ash did really happen and he remembers it way too well#my art
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evil space dad and his evil space daughter
theyre on an evil space family road trip to Jotunheim
I don't have a little ficlet to go along with this art, but I do have some story/plot outline ramble stuff!
so. without further ado,
IDEAS!
Skoll and Hati are actual characters from Norse mythology, so Baylan Skoll and Shin Hati are both very fun and somewhat difficult to fit into the Rebelvengers AU! Here's what I've got worked out: Baylan is an Asgardian who was once well-known for both his wisdom and his swordsmanship, but over time, he was slowly consumed by fear over the foretold fall of Asgard in Ragnarok, and set out to prevent it. Shin is a Light Elf who he finds and begins trainingâmore on that in a bit.
I'm going back and forth on if I want them to have killed the mythological wolves Skoll and Hati (who were said to devour the sun and moon during Ragnarok) as part of Baylan's plan for preventing Ragnarok, and have Skoll and Hati be the wolf skins they're wearing, OR if I want Baylan and Shin to BE the Skoll and Hati figures in the Rebelvengers AU, with the wolf-skins as just references to the OG mythology. Either way, there'll be a kind of becoming-the-future-you-tried-to-prevent thing, and Baylan and Shin unintentionally start the ball rolling on Rebelvengers Ragnarok in the end. (Despite my Evil Space Family jokes, they are more sympathetic characters here than in canonâmisled heroes, rather than outright antagonists. Might give them redemption arcs, idk.)
but, BACK TO PLOT STUFF!
When a pair of Jotun warriors shatter the Bifrost in a last-ditch attempt to keep the lieutenant of an extragalactic warlord from invading Asgard and obtaining the Tesseract as part of his evil plan to destroy half of all life in the universe (it's a long story), the resulting shockwave throws many Asgardian warriors, including Baylanâwho had returned to Asgard to assist in the battle against said extragalactic warlordâinto the abyss. But instead of plummeting into nothingness, the energy from the explosion ends up sending him hurling along one of the branches of the World Tree, and eventually leaves him stranded on the dead planet Svartalfheim.
Soon after, he finds Shin, an orphaned Light Elf girl who was also cast onto Svartalfheim by the Big Bifrost Kaboom, and trains her, becoming someone she looks up to as a father. They manage to scrape out their survival for five long years, before they eventually stumble upon the five-thousand-year-old wreck of an Asgardian prisoner transport. They explore it, and piece together its story. The crew was killed in the crashâas evidenced by the empty heaps of armor, the warriors' bones long turned to dustâand the stasis pods containing Dark Elf prisoners taken in the Battle of Svartalfheim had all been smashed.
All, that is, save one.
They open the last pod and find that the prisoner within is alive. Awakened from her hibernation, this Dark Elf briefly attempts to murderize them both until they talk her down and convince her they have a common goalâgetting off this planet. She agrees to an alliance, and they begin planning a way to escape Svartalfheim, combining his knowledge of seiĂ°rcraft and her ability to walk between worlds to escape.
But her goals are much deeperâand much more sinisterâthan Baylan and Shin could imagine...
to be continued
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also here's a version without the blue tint. just because.
#yep. still procrastinating on drawing ezra's character poster.#idk why but I kind of hate the poster for him đ#but I will get around to it sooner or later!#I didn't change their costumes up much because honestly they look norse-fantasy-ish enough! I did add some decals with the armor tho#(and of course the wolf skins)#rebelvengers au#jessica's art#baylan skoll#shin hati#star wars#ahsoka series#oh yeah by the way#in case you guys were wondering why I said I had ''the most evilest idea ever'' for this au but my ideas have been slightly angsty at worst#that's because I haven't got to the evil bit yet. you gotta be patient. true emotional devastation takes *time*#but i'll give you a hint... it may or may not involve hera and kanan *evil laughter*
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if you see this, and you're about to sleep (like me), i hope we both get a good rest and our f/os visits us in our dreams á°á©
if you're just starting your day, good luck and i hope your day will be good and filled with positive things coming straight to your way á°á©
and if you're in the middle of your day, i hope you're given strength to tackle the remaining hours before you can kick back and relax á°á©
#rin rambles#praying hoping wishing my eczema won't flare up again and woke me up in the middle of the night like the past few days#i'm absolutely tired but twas a productive day....#planning to visit a cafe and buying some coffee beans tomorrow. and working outside. i think a change of pace will be good for me!!!#and then. and then. i'm gonna totally laze off like a sloth this weekend.#yep. just waiting for period to start so imma just roll around on my bed doing nothing!!!#(well i still have to clean and do laundry and do some cooking BUT NEVERTHELESS)#i deserve the relaxation!!! an introvert's gotta recharge!!! raaaaaaaah (why am i screaming. i do not know /silly)
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dont forget your supply pack when u go out adventuring
(lately I've been thinking about what happens to them after, once the whole brain worms thing has been taken care of. I think they'd stay in Baldur's Gate for a while, fix up that one lil house that you see in the camp in low town. Jaheira probably tries to recruit Khael in the Harpers, which he always declines, but he does help out. he's mostly interested in information and connections, as he's looking for a way to let Astarion walk in the sun. Astarion remains hopeful, but much more interested in making a new life for himself than trying to get rid of his sunlight sensitivity.)
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#bg3 astarion#khael tav#disegna e bevi#a handful of details in this image for anyone's curiosity:#khael's outfit is made of his old barbarian clothes and hes done it mostly out of necessity bc I imagine fighting wont keep them intact#during the whole game I never changed his outfit but I was always changing his companions and I'm just making it a character trait#he will dote on others and just reuse old shit for himself#the stained glass on the door is a dracula orchid yep I just did it because I thought it was funny and also because the flower is pretty#I'm never drawing them without the warding bond rings ever again I'm afraid so that's whats astarion has hanging around his neck#oh right Khael's hair is short here bc my fantasy rpg videogame characters always cut their hair at some point :')#it's a family tradition at this point#otp: Warding Bond
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OH NO RAIN'S EYES ARE GREEN???? FUCKKKKK
#warrior cats#wc#rain wc#rain warrior cats#I ALREADY MADE THE WHOLE AMV DUDE IM NOT GOIN BACK TO CHANGE HIS EYE COLOUR#BUT GODDAMMIT LMAOOO#comeon hes waaayyy better with blue eyes he doesnt deserve green eyes right right#orz#how did i not check the wiki even once when designing him or throughout the wholeee video making process...#i just imagined him so strongly with blue eyes i didnt even think it was wrong lmaooo#i worked for so long on this video i hope the comments wont all be abt his eye colour orz blease..#anyway hows this post for a weird teaser. afdsjklgh#workin on some final edits and thumbnail C:#yep im in like the v final stages and Now is when i find out abt his eye cllr. Big sad#needletail amv#ppmpost#bts#rain
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Allura thinks of himâthe boy she met so long ago and yet not so much, time a deceptive thingâand remembers the arms she fell into, unfamiliar at the time, as were those earsâstrange, utterly soâand she thinks of pickup lines, how there must have been an entire part of his brain dedicated to them with often they fell from his lips.
She thinks of agitation, nights spent wondering if these paladins really could achieve what her father set out to, bringing peace to the universe, when most were immature, the blue one especially, so close in age, and worlds apart with everything else.
She thinks of Lance, of everything that he was back then, the face he woreâobnoxious, carefreeâand wonders just when this feeling entered her heart, when mild distaste gave way to admiration and affection, something childish and spirited creeping there as if she had time to find someone to fancy, a teenager in a school, and not the soldier princess she is, caught in a war that is more than her own wants.
Wonders when his presence became one she sought out, dear to her this teammate, this friend, this confidant, this Lance who has become everything that fondness can provide.
Wonders when it became something she might call love, so strong in Alluraâs heart she cannot deny it, not when it is so obvious now, every beat so clamorous sheâs sure everyone can hear it, her feelings stuck on a loudspeaker. Loveâshe has that in abundance with him, glad to have Lance in her life, to have people like the paladins, to be family where she had lost it. But thereâs something different with him, an intensity to it, one that invites risk, in jumping into open space for a life that isnât your own. Allura has sacrificed, has done so, but the loss of him brought her a terror not even she can quite express, his life something else, cherished in a way that plants buds in her heart.
She wonders, but there is nothing to pinpoint, nothing at all. Just a gradual descent. Allura did not trip and fall as when Lotor had ensnared her with his charms, but walked, walked and ohâhow blissful that walk had been, to look around and realise that she wanted him as her destination, hands entwined in a union as one. Because this is Lance, and there is something so genuine to him, his loyalty and kindness such strengths in a universe battered and bruised, and what a gift it is to see that, to experience that, his support a pillar she can lean upon. Allura sees greatness there, and wishes, not for the first time, there could be a way for her father to see him, to realise that that spark is continued in him, a pilot of the same lion who tries and tries and tries to do whatâs right.
Allura loves him, values him, adores him, but there is no place for that daydream, not here in the thick of bloodshed. Not now when Earth is hanging in the balance, when Lance could lose the very home that she had lost. Not now when they have a mission.
It comes first.
But maybe theirs is a future that could be fought for, maybe one quintant if what the mice said still holds true there will be time for them, and that dream in her heart can come true. Peace, with him. It sounds delightful.
Soâ
âI wanted to say, stay safe out there,â she says up to him, face aflame, and hopes with everything in her heart he does.
#allurance#Legitallurance#vld lance#vld allura#vld#lance vld#allura#princess allura#voltron legendary defender#s7#ether fic#super spontaneous fic alert#fluff#character study#yep. pure fluff today. writing some angsty things so letâs have some nice things for a change#like Allura pining. oh to have seen more of her pov#will post an ao3 link when we get to that
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I did so many important things today I think I should get an award
#booked a driving test got my vaccines put in my passport checklist just ordered some chinese take away#AHHHH also I'm pissed off at the driving thing coz they said I can't do it in the town I wanted to?? Like something must of changed recentl#Or something because both my siblings did it there why can't I bitch it took so much restraint to hold myself back from bringing that up I#Was just like yep sure that's fine#Anyway sometimes I'm like am I really that austistic and I do something like that and am like hm yes I think I am starts crumbling to dust
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scars
empires superpowers au masterlist (not up to date)
i have no clue where this idea came from but here *hands you a tattooed jimmy*
this takes place about 8 months after then end of âpoisoned ratsâ.
cw: past abuse, mentions of needles, scars
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âLook at that one,â Jimmy points at the screen; Scott pauses in his scrolling. âItâs a poppy. You love poppies.â
â. . . I do,â Scott says, glancing at Jimmy quickly before resuming the scroll.
âThat oneâs a flag, but it could be a pride flag. Thatâs why I saved it. The birds are a bit cheesy, but I thought Iâd include them anyway.â
Scott doesnât say anything, just keeps scrolling through the document. He knew Jimmy had been researching something, but . . . he hadnât been expecting this.
Before him, on Jimmyâs laptop, is a three-page document that is a collage of tattoos.
Some are better than othersâthereâs a celtic knot that looks pretty bad, and Jimmyâs right about the birds being cheesy, but the poppy is understated and delicate, and a cute cartoon cat makes him smile.
Thatâs all well and good, but the problem is: Scott has no clue why Jimmy is showing him tattoos.
Jimmy points at a bundle of stars, saying something about how it reminded him of Scott, then at a feather, then a ladder, which he explains could be combined with the stars. He quickly passes over an abstract canary, hands twitching and tripping over his words, to point out an intricate subway car, then a tiny soccer ball.
Scott interrupts right as Jimmy starts to explain an iceberg tattoo.
âJimmy, Iâthis is great, but I donât think I understand. Are you wanting me to get a tattoo?â
Jimmy blinks, laughs nervously. âIâScott, these areâthese are cover-ups. For scars.â
Oh.
Suddenly, thereâs a lump in Scottâs throat.
âIâa tattoo is a big decision,â Scott manages to say around the lump, his eyes catching on a long scar down Jimmyâs left bicep. âItâs something you canât change. Are you sure?â
Jimmy levels an exasperated look at him. âFor one thing, Iâm an adult. I know itâs a big decision, you donât have to remind me. And I promise Iâve thought about this. I shouldnât have to tell you that I have.â
âYouâre right, Iâm sorry,â Scott starts to amend, but Jimmy forges on.
âItâs my body,â he says. âItâs mine, and I can have the freedom to do what I want with it, because Iâm an adult and it belongs to me. And when youâwhen you asked if I was sure, it felt like you were treating me like a kid, or like I donât own my body. And it felt bad.â
Shame curls in his stomach. Jimmyâs right, he shouldnât have responded like that. Itâs perfectly normal for people to get tattoos, and for their partners to support them in it. âIâm sorry,â he apologizes again. âI didnât think before speaking. I said something my parents wouldâve said, and I should have considered what you just told me.â
Jimmy smiles, leans his head against Scottâs shoulder. âItâs fine. I was showing you because I wanted your opinion, and itâs all right if you donât like the idea of a tattoo. But I wouldâve liked for you to say that outright if thatâs true, instead of telling me things I already knew.â
âNo, I think itâs a great idea,â Scott hurries to amend. He pauses, taking a moment to get his thoughts in order. Theyâre working on having more open conversations, so that they donât have repeat events of Scottâs Nightmare Situation of Last Month, as theyâve dubbed it. âI think a lot of tattoos are good,â he says eventually, âbut some suck. So Iâm happy youâre asking my opinion, because I donât know if Iâd be able to look my boyfriend in the eyes if he got a skull surrounded in roses on his bicep.â
That gets a laugh out of Jimmy. âDonât think yours is the only opinion Iâm getting,â he teases. âI know better than to trust a man who dyed his hair red all through college.â
âIt looked good!â
They look at tattoos for a little while, Scott immediately vetoing the trio of birds and a guitar. Together, they separate the pages into ânoâ âmaybeâ and âyesâ images, dragging the little Darth Vader holding a lightsaber (a scar being the lightsaber) into âmaybeâ and the celtic knot into ânoâ and so on, until about half of the tattoos have been sorted.
And if they get distracted halfway through and end up making out right there on the couch? Well, they can always finish it later.
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Three weeks later, Jimmy exits the tattoo parlor with the long, thin scar on his left bicep covered by a poppy, red and irritated from the procedure. Scott had been with him the whole time, holding his hand. Theyâd had to call for a break halfway through, but it had overall gone very well, and Jimmy had gotten into the passenger seat with a huge grin on his face.
âI thought I would be scared of the needle, but it wasnât even that bad!â Jimmy says excitedly, twisting his arm around to check out the plastic-wrapped tattoo. âDid you hear when she said I was really good at staying still, especially for my first time? Iâm going to get a good grade in tattoos, which is both normal to want and possible to achieve.â
Scott laughs out loud at the meme reference, resolving not to think about why it is that Jimmyâs so good at not moving while needles are stuck into him.
âDo you like it?â Scott asks instead, adjusting the rearview mirror before shifting the car into gear.
Jimmy doesnât answer for a long moment. When Scott glances over at him, heâs let his arm fall, staring straight ahead, chewing thoughtfully on his lip.
âYeah,â he decides eventually. âI really do. Now when I look at it in the mirror, I can be reminded of you instead of them. And . . . I can make choices with my body. That feels really good.â
âI can imagine.â
Jimmy twists his arm around again, peering at what little of the tattoo can be seen through the plastic. âI like it,â he says, quieter. âDo you like it?â
âIt was my top choice, Jimmy,â Scott reminds him. âAnd it looks cute on you. Much better than that fish would.â
Jimmy snorts. âYou know what, since it was Lizzieâs idea, Iâll tell her Iâll only get it if she gets it too.â
âPleaseâif you get fish, get a different one,â begs Scott. âIt was huge, it had that horrible âgone fishingâ signâget something cute, not something that screams fifty-year-old midlife crisis.â
That gets a laugh out of his boyfriend, and a little tension that had been in Scottâs body since before the appointment finally dissipates, allowing his shoulders to ease and his fingers to loosen their grip on the wheel.
âIâve been watching videos on word cover-ups, so I think I might get one of those,â Jimmy says when theyâre almost home. âIâm . . . I think it would help, even though I can still trace the letters. But Iâd like to try scar treatment first, so I donât think Iâm gonna get another tattoo any time soon.â
âAnd here I was thinking my boyfriend was about to get all inked up and awesome,â Scott teases.
âAnd something for words would have to be really big, and thereâs not much I want thatâs good for that,â Jimmy continues. He glances at Scott quickly, then turns his gaze out the window. âThatâs life, I guess.â
Scott thinks thatâs the end of the conversation. Heâs happy leaving it there, with vague plans and ideas in mind to experiment with.
But later that evening, at home, as Jimmy washes dishes and Scott dries them, Jimmy blurts out, âWould I be wrong for wanting a canary tattoo?â
Scott pauses. âUm. No?â
Jimmy sighs. âSee, itâs the only one that I think I would want thatâs big enough and colorful enough to cover any words. But I donât know that I could be okay with having it cover up one of those words, because of . . . connotations. But also. . . .â he sighs again, sets down his dishcloth.
âScott, being the Canary was the only freedom I had, as awful as it was,â Jimmy explains, and itâs a credit to how far heâs come that Jimmyâs voice doesnât even shake. âI didnât love it, but I could go outside. I could literally fly. And I looked pretty cool, honestly. So if I got another tattoo, I think it would be a canary, but . . . Iâm afraid thatâll cause more harm than good, with my mental health and all.â
âI . . . donât know,â Scott says honestly, sliding a plate into place in the cupboard. âIâm not in your head. And itâs not my body. But you donât have to decide today. You donât have to decide any time soon. You can talk about it with other people, and with Nora. And we can start looking into scar treatment, if you think youâre ready for that.â
Jimmy picks up the cloth again, runs it under the water. âI donât know,â he says eventually, voice unreadable. His face has set back into that guarded look, the one that Scott is now so familiar with. âMaybe.â
Whatever Jimmyâs unspoken other concerns are (and Scott knows that they exist, he can tell in the tenseness of his stance), Jimmy abandons that topic of conversation. He doesnât bring up tattoos again for weeks.
But every so often, Scott catches him admiring the poppy, and he canât help but feel a bubble of happiness.
Jimmy finally has a good reason to look in a mirror.
#empires smp#empires smp fanfic#flower husbands#jimmy solidarity#scott smajor#021324#yep you guessed it! im still away#if im back i'll announce it/delete these tags etc#knowing my life schedule and all that i think i'll finally feel up to coming back soon-ish#but like. as of writing these tags it is december of 22#so take everything i say with a grain of salt#how do we feel about tattooed jimmy?#i legitimately have no idea where this came from. just all of the sudden i was researching cover-ups#and here we are#i found such pretty canary tattoos#and i think it's accurate of jimmy to be conflicted about a tattoo of a canary#bc again: canary meant freedom for him limited as it was#and that was a big part of his life that he kind of wants to commemorate#it changed everything some good some bad. jimmy's going through a part of his healing where he kind of wishes it was still happening#just bc like. a. it was easier to understand and b. now that it's this far away he feels sometimes like he's faking#like it wasn't that bad. and he wants to know that it was bad. he's trying to heal but doesnt want to let go of the hurt#bc if he covers up all the scars or they all heal then where's the proof that he went through anything at all?#somebody tell me to stop projecting#lmk what you think!#love you guys
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The Bayverse Devastator having wrecking ball testicles was kinda funny but cringe at first. But thinking about it later? Imagine them slapping against another frame's aft as they get fucked, or Devastator dropping them on someone's faceplate for them to worship- dear primus I just really love balls.
Honest to god that might've been one of the funniest jokes in bayverse (to me)
But
We are totally down to talk about robot balls here on this blog if you'd like
Imagining the Combiners fucking is interesting considering how they're literally a combination of a bunch of little bots, and we know there's a mixing of the minds going on thereâ and now I'm thinking about how the other combiners must look in bayverseđ
But yes! May I suggest bayverse Devastator fucking Bruticus or Menasor? (Or if you want to get spicy one of the autobot combiners :) )
#love his design#valveplug#bayverse Devastator#devastator#Constructicons#bruticus#menasor#this made me remember that one fic where it's the idw optimus combiner x megatron_ yep. as a big combiner and just. megatron.#i got to the point where megatron went ''okay I'm down but I'm going to need to make some changes here to make this work''#then i got distracted#do you think the combiners and the (larger) triplechangers can safely fuck? there would still be size difference of course#i got off topic#we can enjoy robot balls on this blog if you'd like
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Part 1: Mad King's War
Prologue: Diverged History(pages 11-16)
#myart#fanart#fire emblem#naesala#fe lissa#chrom#fe frederick#<- he is itty bitty for like a page but he's there#tellius#fire emblem awakening#Fire Emblem Wrong Bird au#FE WB au MKW#FE WB au MKW prologue#yep amnesia trope#i've had a rocky history with amnesia as a trope#for awhile i just hated it on principle like younger me just thought it was stupid and had no real purpose#these days i tend to think any trope or idea(or most of them anyways) can work with the right execution#amnesia included#will this have the right execution? i frankly have no idea because i've never tried executing it before#goes for most anything and everything involved in this fancomic frankly but i've repeated that ad nauseam at this point#the way i see it is that my problems tend to arise from it being mentioned once or twice to excuse exposition questions from a character#sometimes there is plot reason but doesn't change how it gets so easily glossed over#everything or near everything has been forgotten that is a pretty damn big deal#sure you don't want to go overboard with it either (going too overboard leads to that being their only personality trait after all) but-#-at least acknowledge it more then just âoh this guy has amnesia lets move onâ#sure i'm only on part 1 and the prologue at that but i'm trying to follow my own advice somewhat for this au#hence this batch being about the slow yet horrifying realization that he does not remember jack shit#not where he is going not where he is from not a single person in his life#he'll eventually get back to his usual personality at least somewhat-#-something something some traits are ingrained in him amnesia or not-
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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I have this stupid idea that Bucky knew that âold Steveâ wasnt his Steve because of the color of his eyes. And he just⊠got tired of it all and just went with the motion.
Because he cant have anything good, right?
âHe wasnât Steve, Samâ
âWhat do you mean? Oh⊠Do you mean your Steve, because ofâŠ.?â
âNo, I mean that THAT PERSON wasnât Steve, his eyes were too blue, too perfectâ
âWell yeah, Steve had blue eyes Bucky. I donât understandâ
âHe had some green in them too, the eyes of that person were just blue, nothing moreâ
#idk why but yep#i know someone already had this idea but yepyep#silly headcanon#i havent watched the series bc I dont have the attention span and tbh I dont see most things after endgame as canon#but yep#captain america headcanon#skrull replaced Cap#and maybe Steve is somewhere in the eather or some shit like that bc he tried to change the timeline anyway#i mean Steve Rogers wouldnât sacrifice everything for Bucky and then fuck off to Peggy again#he just wouldnât#I would have loved they had another idea to give the shield to Sam#but eh#idk man#Tbh this isnât even about ships#its about Steveâs morals and values and character arc#and they destroyed my boy#im really pissed off still#after all this time#YES I TOOK THAT STUPID QUOTE AND WENT WITH IT#Im tired man#i love Steve so much and they destroyed him#captain america#Steve rogers headcanon#I also think Steve would work with Loki and they would become something like friends#idk man im just being delusional at this point#prompt stucky#???#tbh the worst thing is that even in fics people treat Steve like shit and-#i cry
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I have finally finished O Segredo Na Floresta.
I have cried more than I thought possible.
And I fear I shall never be the same.
#i have discovered that however bad quarentena was - cellbit has tons more angst material ready to unleash when least expected#it was so so so good but my god - i have never felt more empty#you ever see a piece of media and think yeh this is gonna change the way i view certain things forever - yep.#but now i enter the ordem episodes that arent captioned and only have the youtube autotranslate - the final boss for my portuguese knowledge#cellbit#ordem paranormal#this post is sort of my proof to myself when i actually finished the bastard - this season was three billion years long i swear#and still so long to go#cellbit will continue to stab my emotions for many more hours to come!!!#it is very late at night and i am very sad. TIME TO START THE NEXT ONE :D#o segredo na floresta#enigma do medo#bro i need to yell at someone about the last like hour of the damn thing because i have many things to say. or maybe just cry some more#at least my portuguese is much better now lmao. I'll get to a point where i can just listen to an episode with no subtitles if it kills me!!#hopefully cellbit will be back on the qsmp soon to rip my heart out with a cute lil cubito delivering heart wrenching angst for some variety#qsmp#ok sleep time lmao
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