#but yeah. posts that make me realize im disabled.

[laaailuh]

hiii, i love your stuff! I was wondering if you can do a fic about miles getting upset because reader is getting too much attention from other guys on a post 😺

"Delete it."🕸️🕷️

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pairing: e!42 miles x black!reader

warnings: light swearing, argument, possessiveness

Summary:  Miles gets upset because you're receiving too much attention from other guys on a bikini post.

a/n: im trying to get these requests done

I saw it, you can delete it now

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???

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your new post

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hell nah 💀

Seen

Incoming facetime call from Miles💕

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“So you gon' delete it or not?"

“Why would I do that?”

“Cause niggas are commenting some crazy shit and ion like dat.”

“I can't tell if you’re actually being serious right now.”

“Dead ass.”

“Well, I’m not deleting it.”

He rubbed his face in frustration. “I'm not tryna argue with you baby.”

“Then don't?”

“Look, the way these guys are talking under there is making it seem like they don't know you wit' someone."

“I'm sure they do, I tagged your account on my boobs.”

He scrunched his face and then opened up your post again.

“Oh shit, you did.”

You rolled your eyes, "Yeah dumbass."

“Ight, what if you disable the comments?”

“Bye Miles.” You said and hung up the call.

This nigga really don't give up.

As you were wiping off your makeup, you heard your bedroom door open.

"Yo."

Turning your head towards the voice, you saw your boyfriend standing next to the doorway.

"Who let you in?"

"Your mamma did."

You turned your head back around, facing your vanity.

He sat on the edge of your bed. "I'm sorry about earlier, I realized I was being possessive and controlling."

"Damn right."

He turned your chair sideways, "It’s hard to apologize if you're not looking at me Ma."

You sighed and put your wipes down.

"I bought your shein and sephora cart, should be coming in two weeks or so."

A genuine smile spread across your lips, "You did?"

"Wow, look who's smilin'? Hopefully you can drop this little attitude f'me then."

"You know I was gonna forgive you either way? Kinda just played your self right there."

Miles grinned and pulled you onto his lap.

"Mhm...did I mention how sexy you looked in those photos?"

You shook your head.

He took your hand and kissed your knuckles. "Bueno, te lo digo ahora, princesa." (Well i'm telling you now, princess.")

[starryjoy]

Saw your posts yesterday about that one post and was confused. So, since I didn't understand what was going on, I decided to stay out of it until i had the full picture. Yknow, like a decent respectful person.

Just stumbled on what I'm pretty sure is the post you were talking about, so now I feel like I know enough about the situation to comment. And all I can say is what the hell is everyone on about? You're right!

I'm very against generative AI. But we can oppose the use of AI without throwing disabled people under the bus and shaming people for struggling with things. Even if you don't specifically say "I'm talking about disabled people", shaming people for not being able to do certain things is ableist at its core. Claiming its embarrassing to not be able to do something is ableist. It just is.

Not to mention, it's completely ineffective at actually solving the problem. It's not going to stop people from using generative ai when they feel like they need it. It just makes them feel attacked, and rightfully so. Because it IS a personal attack. It's much more effective to just educate on better resources to use.

Im personally a big fan of using templates for sending emails. They help me communicate exactly what I need to when my brain fog is too bad for me to be coherent. I'm sure they're helpful for people with many other symptoms that affect their ability to write emails too. Having another person read stuff over for me if I'm not sure what I wrote makes sense has also been helpful.

If you want people to stop using chatGPT, you have to give them actual alternatives. Not just shame them for struggling with something you consider easy. (Not at you, at the OP)

Sorry you've been getting weird anons about it. You're right, that post IS ableist!

hell yeah anon you got it completely right! every couple months someone makes a post on here that is quite literally just "we should be able to bully someone" and it somehow gets a billion notes every single time. and idk man maybe i just was always someone who got bullied even before i realized i was queer but. not cool

[thatdeadaquarius]

Heyo, Idk if you still do sagau but I hope you do 🙏🙏 anyway, this is lowkey wholesome but imagine one of acolytes were trying to communicate with a child but then they realize the child is deaf but reader so happened to be nearby. So then, whatever the character is saying the reader translates into sign language and its just a wholesome sight to see. Btw srry if this isn't what you usually write 😓 add anything to this if you want

OH NO THIS IS EXACTLY ALL THAT I WRITE RN ANON DW MY LOVE 😍

(*update: im so stupid i thought ur sunglasses pfp was a anon and didnt look any closer💀i aint livin this one down)

(Spoiler: i do plan to do imagines for other fandoms bc i have such niche AUs or ideas for them, a lot like this whole language stuff for Genshin Sagau :D )

IVE WANTED TO LEARN ASL FOR SO LONG BUT I HAVENT GOTTEN THE CHANCEEE theres no classes for it where i live ;/

THAT IS TO SAY I LIVEEE FOR COMMUNICATION STUFFFFF

Also srry its kinda short i just could only think of this cute little scenario- 😗

Rest in peace bc i have a whole fat post i wanna make about neurodivergence + general accessibility issues in Teyvat and their countries

Like where r the ramps babe

Where r the non-narrow ass doors

Why r we just constantly made to hike up mountains when we dont have to

And dont come at me with that,

"Theyre in their medieval age! They cant make stuff like that!"

Yeah, u right, they cant.

If they dont be ✨️creative ✨️and they dont use their fucking ✨️magic ✨️

Liyue got floating rocks and they cant make a goddamn disability elevator?? Bitch tf?

THAT IS TO SAY IN A VERY RANTING COUGHPASSIVE AGGRESSIVE AT GENSHIN COMMUNITY FOR NOT REPPING DISABILITIES MORECOUGH

WAY OF SAYINGGGG

Literally almost no one gets sign language in Teyvat

(despite the fact that in my perfect teyvat, sign lang. is superior bc everyone could make it the universal lang. ESP if we go by the cool AU of diff countries have diff languages, like Germanish lang for Mondstadt, Frenchish for Fontaine, etc.)

Off topic again srry-

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But you took a class once!! Or even checked out the alphabet and casual convo on ur own time :D

So u just chillin with Kazuha, Thoma, Sara, Gorou, and Kokomi (they vistin the main island to see u!! :] )

Meanwhile a little girl is walking around nearby, and is kinda going in circles

Almost like shes scared to go too far one way or the other,

So being the caring soul he is, (rlly all these boys here rn would notice and help lol)

Thoma comes up to her and squats down trying to talk to her :)

...

Yeah, she didn't say anything, just kinda,,

Motioned with her hands??

She looks like shes doing some kind of code to them..

Oh!

Thoma finally recognized this, its that hand language!! lmao hes got the spirit

so he asks Kazuha to try and see if he knows it or can even figure it out-

Nope. Nada de nada.

Then Kokomi, Sara and Gorou (whos a sweatin nervous mess he doesnt know how to act around kids esp kids in distress he seems like the type lol)

They all fail, Kokomi looks concerned bc she thinks the kids lost, but there no frantic parents nearby, Sara is trying to slowly understand what motions mean what i.e. points to a rock = learn sign from child etc,

Kazuha is trying to get the wind to help locate upset guardians nearby, and Gorou...

... is just 🧍‍♂️

LMAOOO

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So after a minute of this (bc u had originally been away at a street food vender, hey those dango were rlly good dont judge urself)

U come back, and see this mild flavor of chaos-

And are just like

"Oh ffs- just shoo, i got it guys"

And just, slowly, go thru some signs with the little girl to get the keywords at least

She lights up and is like bouncing, she goes hella fast at first but slows down when she gets ur hearing

Either way, she looks a lot happier now

U explain for her to the others to confirm her parents got seperated from her

She got lost and where she last saw them

u finally help escort her to the street she last saw her parents on :] !!

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Meanwhile the whole allogene group, shopkeepers, and Inazumans around you:

😦😯🥰🥺💓💞💘💖

Kokomi is holding back a squeal, shes gotta keep up her image, ahem-

Sara is like,, minutely vibrating?? Lmao

Kazuha is watching u like a fireworks show, intensely and yet fascinated

GOROU'S TAIL IS KINDA WAGGINGGG AW LOL

And Thoma just looks like a puddle of affection, just absolutely melted (he loves kids + he secretly loves you = dead Thoma)

Other people look weirdly, proud? Like theyre like "yeah thats our god, fuck yeah, knowing diff languages, go off, Your Grace 💅 " LMAO SORRY COULDNT RESIST and also some fascination

♡

Anyway, 2 very stressed looking dads see yall and the girl and one of them run up to hold each other

She starts rapidly signing, explaining to her dads the adventure she had and the cool people she met <3

The dads look at u and r like 🤔😶😱 "YOUR MAJESTY??!!" (VIGOROUS HAND MOTIONS)

They sign like,

"We're terribly sorry about you seeing us like this, we usually are much more together than this, a crowd just swept her off, its very busy today. Thank you so much for helping our girl, my Lord!! 😭😭"

Theyre like almost crying, oh geez, u reassure them and sign back that it happens to any parent at some point and that is matters more that they tried to get her back :]

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Meanwhile the rest of the group and the citizens are just watching yall like its the most amazing Olympic level tennis match in the world LMAO

Heads all in sync, watchin yall like 👋👍🙏LMAO IM SORRY

AW IT SUCKS ABOUT WRITING BC I CANT RLLY DEPICT SIGN LANGUAGE AS COOL AS I CAN IN COMICS OR THRU ART

THE EMOJI HANDS NEED SIGN LANGUAGE DAMMIT-

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🎵 Hi, it's me. I'm the problem, it's me. 🎵

That is to say none of yalls asks r eaten up, at least im pretty sure? Dw abt it im chugging along having the time of my life hehe >:)

Yall are fEEDIN ME TONIGHT!!

Hope yall r having a good weekend and have no hw if ur in school, or i hope ur shift goes good tomorrow! :]

Love yall!!

Cheers,

🌒🌧🌊Aquarius♒️🌌🌘

♡the beloveds���

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist

[pikasetism]

hi, if this doesn't bother you, what are your pikase headcanons?

do you have au with them?

also i love the blog idea, it's so cute have a place were the pikase fans can talk about them 💖

hiiiii anon i did not realize how much i would have to say about this ive been writing this reply for hours sorry long post inkoming lmfao

my funny little general headcanons can fluctuate for whatever i wanna do but the solid ones are that fukase is disabled and does tech support and piko is a robot and does a lot of programming stuff, they join forces to build silly little robots together and theyre always looking out for each other

more random ones are stuff like the height i draw fukase with fluctuates but hes never taller than piko, both of them are some flavor of transgender (i personally like unlabeled piko and intersex fukase), piko is mikis sibling and shes dating miku append, both of them are robots and id love to draw a double date at some point, i dont really have any mikippend headcanons but i love them sm too omg and i like to draw piko with funny little hologram windows he can acess the internet from and i think thats just kind of a robot thing robots can do :]

the only thing i can consider an au that i have with them is what i call "memesquad from the mirror dimension" or "seriousquad" which is this note on my phone where i wrote every single personality trait i could think of from talkloids i saw around 2018-2020 and reversed them heres what i wrote for fukase and piko

also AWWW TYYY thats so sweet yeaaaaaaah shipping vocaloids is all fun and games until you realize that unless your otp is from crypton you cant find SHIT about them, id love to have my blog seen as a little hub where all of us can sit around a campfire and chat about our silly ship omg 🥺

pikase being a rarepair baffles me specifically because of the memesquad, idk why but at least on my time on that side of the fandom some years ago it was always super hard to find any pikase stuff which always confused me since they're both In The Deam Memesquad. PERFECTLY good gay couple in there guys. why does no one see the vision. i vividly remember this one time i was like 13 reading a crack ask fic on wattpad and the only time pikase was even hinted at it was played off as a complete Joke and it made me so upset lmao

i only have around 40 followers here but it makes me so happy to see so many people that share my love for this ship, the rarepairness of it always made me feel so alone, back when i only used twitter there was 1 artist that Sometimes posted pikase stuff and that was all i had, genuenly i am willing to bet that im currently one of the only active pikase artist out there lmao, i say this in my bio but i made this blog to just get me to draw them more and be more shameless about MY FUCKING OTP and i genuenly never expected to see more than like 5 people on my notes, even if someone just silently likes and reblogs a drawing with no comment attached it still always makes me so warm inside even, ive gotten at least 2 people saying "OH MY GOD AN ACTIVE PIKASE BLOG" on my notes and i share the sentiment deeply. hell yeah. theres more of us out there >:D

[aropride]

i have been deeply appreciating ur TGI posting and was wondering what ur fave songs off of it are !! - mare

HI MARE im free from academia for the day (FINALLY) so i can answer this yayayaayy

as of right now. and this is in album order And im about to list off like a good third of the album sorry in advance but: only girl living in la, dog years, letter to god 1974, letter to god 1983, darwinism, lonely is the muse, and life of the spider

first of all. only girl living in la is an INSANE way to start an album. Like i knew i was absolutely in for it seeing the track list and that we were Starting with a 6 minute long song i was like Oh she loves me specifically she knew id been tormented by songs that are 2 minutes long for too long. i dont think ive ever finished the first song on an album and been, like, scared to listen to the rest of it before (good thing)

dog years. i canteven say anything yet Like theres no words. probably one of my favorites out of my favorites

letter to god 1974 and letter to god 1983 are twins to me. (well triplets shoutout letter to god 1998 no disrespect to my girl its just the first two are my faves personally) Thank u halsey for addressing the "wanting to get really sick so people would pay attention to you" to "getting really sick and it turns out people kinda dont gaf if ur in ur 20s about it" pipeline

hometown- is anyone else trying so hard to escape their hometown or is it just me and halsey and gerard "i know im never getting out of belleville" way. also i love her voice on this one

darwinism- i was reading it as being about physical disability but apparently she said it was about neurodivergence either way is anybody else feeling ostracized from the rest of society or is it just me and halsey out here

lonely is the muse- INSANE FUCKING SONG vocally lyrically musically everything. when i found out there was gonna be a Whole Album and lonely is the muse was on it i realized i was going to die.and then i did. <3

life of the spider- i knew there was a tori amos song on the album and the one tori amos song im really familiar with is me and a gun so of course i was terrified .and i was right to be. love a song i cant listen to without having a panic attack one of my favorite genres. insanely haunting song i cant really listen to this one casually yet or possibly ever i have to like sit down and prepare. this morning i saw a spider in my bathroom and started crying. tomorrow more of the same. "favorite" not in the way where i listen to it a lot favorite in the way where i can barely listen to it at all

also one more thing i feel like in general the album is organized very well does that make sense. like the songs are in a specific order that is good and makes sense. only girl living in la -> ego -> dog years -> letter to god 1974 is an insane run of songs generally let alone first on the album but also it like. makes sense why theyre in that order. also darwinism -> lonely is the muse -> arsonist -> life of the spider i can say the same of. like yeah thats the exact order those songs should go in. this is really not a Shuffling Album to me at ALL theres a specific order they all go in and i really like that Bc half the time These Days it feels like everythings so focused on having 2 minute long songs with 15 second clips that blow up on tiktok that its always nice to have an album thats like. Ok thankgod they actually give a fuck about this and its not optimized for social media analytics

thank u for reading My essay ^___^<3 u sent this 5 hours ago when i was working on my school stuff and i waslike oh thank god i get to talk about music later. A little treat for meeee to rewind and such.And then immediately i wrote A lot of sentences but, like, for fun this time so it counts as Rewinding

[rin-and-jade]

3 questions:

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How do you Function. As A newly realized system?

I feel like we have a lot of different alters who are comfortable with loads of different things, we struggle a lot with boundaries and respecting each others needs.

And our communication is not yet so good....

We are very... blurry, perhaps we're stressed about this new development...?

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2

We have loads & loads of questions, can we ask a lot of those here? Or are there other places we could also ask? We don't want to overwhelm.

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3

How would you even start getting diagnosed? Are there any pros & cons for, or against? Certain things we should look for in a therapist?

We know there's a lot of stigma, and we're worried about being gaslit/invalidated in the medical system, but we (mostly all of us, but not all) really really want help with this. And therapy. We just need someone trustworthy and safe....

We're/I'm very eager to work on this and better our lives.

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Thank you for your time. Take care. <3

-🫧❄️

I have a some of posts that might help your situation, if you need a more detailed answer feel free to ask again, give them a read first! - Identifying parts - Welcoming systems: a guide - Blur, blend, fuse - All about being blurry - Cooperating as a system - System communication - How to know you're being productive (on the right path) with your progress, as a bonus (also make sure the links are right.. i ever hyperlinked the wrong ones. Notify me if they're wrong again)

Yeah go on and spam me. Im dedicating myself to educate people ya know? (Inbox or DMs are your choices)

To get diagnosed, it should start with searching places that offer such services. Im not sure what the 'certain things' that you're vaguely describing, but maybe, being respectful and not educated on the stereotypes of mental health disorders. Pros: being medically recognize might give you some disability support, or discounts with medications. Sometimes being diagnosed brings personal benefits to assuage denial and other things. It's up to how you use it. Cons: long waiting list, chances of meeting dismissal psychiatrists, possibly expensive fee which isn't possible for those experiencing financial issues. If it's not possible: i am here to help people when therapy or professional help isn't a choice or easily accessible! Feel free to take it with a grain of salt, i have been helping a lot of people over the course of 3 years and also have pursued final fusion on top of it too (yes, i was a system too) so i hope my experience and knowledge still can help you in some ways.

I hope that answers all your questions, good luck on your journey buddy.

- chrono

[synonymroll648]

hehe so you ar my number one fic supporter and i GUESS im asking if you have any keefitz prompts for me :)

i cannot something right away but :))

ASRFGDEGTFGJHGJUKHYJHFDF WHEN I READ THIS MY JAW FUCKING DROPPED AND STARTED STIMMING BECAUSE OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

okokok. so. i'll give you multiple so you can pick and choose as you like!

that au you had where fitz was a model and keefe was his favorite makeup artist and they were besties w/ seemingly unrequited love? please feel free to expand on this au AT ALL. how they met and became friends or the aftermath of the og fic or keefe's pov on the og fic or something else or both - i would devour any and all of it, that au is gold. in my heart

keefitz + pancake art. interpret as you like <3

human au or canon divergent fic where elwin's an aquatic therapist and adopted keefe and keefe's going into the same field as him, and fitz is going into aquatic therapy for his knee, and keefe's the guy he sees and they realize they (still? up to you) have chemistry and resolve to hang out outside of the water

pre-canon sleepover in which keefe finds out firsthand that fitz is the lord of the snuggles

being fruity at the level 3 midterm party (since shannon posted an excerpt from neverseen once that had keefe saying what happens at the level 3 midterm party stays at the level 3 midterm party and i have taken that run w/ it since and i think you would have fun w/ it too)

backstory behind how keefe ended up wearing fitz's bramble jersey(s) (can't remember if it was multiple times or once, but it's confirmed to be pre-canon)

keefe teaching fitz how to draw and getting increasingly distracted

fitz teaching keefe how to bake and getting increasingly distracted

take literally anything and everything from hits different by taylor swift (since i know you're also a swiftie) and fucking run (personally, off the top of my head, i feel like the part of the chorus that says catastrophic blues / moving on was always easy for me to do / but it hits different / it hits different 'cause it's you is the most Them but. you do you!!)

fitz and keefe navigating their canon and implied (implied, to me, meaning keefe's neurodivergency because that boy is one of us in my heart) disabilities together, mayhaps

ok so y'know the destiel i love you meme? yeah so. make keefitz news reporters that went viral as a meme because one of them went 'i love you' on air and the other just responded w/ the headlines for the day (avery would know who is who, i can't remember - i think it's keefe saying i love you and fitz responding w/ the news, but i could be wrong)

fitz telling keefe a bajillion stories about the search since it's over and keefe wanted to know

so y'know how fitz gave sophie fancy presents as a method of flirting? yeah so do that but fitz giving keefe the WEIRDEST shit when they were kids that he loves and by extension thinks keefe will love too. like some fucking umbrella off the street of louisiana, for example. dumb things like that that he REFUSES to explain where he got them from. bonus if he gives inaccurate explanations for their uses

keefe trying to teach fitz how to flirt but fitz can't flirt for SHIT but alsooooooo it's kinda working for keefe

"dammit, i'm not immune to fitz vacker" (or, alternatively: "i guess the wonderboy charm works on guys too")

au where keefe got to go on the search w/ fitz (can be as angsty or fluffy as you'd like)

ok so i could brainstorm more but also i want to finish my qpr keefex fic before i leave for a weeklong trip (leave time is supposedly in 2hrs and i haven't gotten ready for the day) so i'm gonna stop there. hopefully some of these prompts click w/ you!

[creature-wizard]

I am honestly so thankful for you and your blog bc this helped me realize i was really close to falling into new age via reality shifting.

And also? Learning more about how reality shifting is actually lucid dreaming, and learning about lucid dreaming, i dont feel like this huge failure for not trying hard enough. (And as a disabled person the “make your self perfect!” Was really really messing with my head.)

But yeah i just wanted to say thank you for all the work you put into your posts and the information you help spread bc i have always been like “im not falling for new age bs” … I am not immune to propaganda (i dont think thats the right word but the phrase fits)

I'm glad it's helped you!

[intertexts-moving]

HHHHHHHHHHH

so funny story i saw that post you made some time ago when you were liveblogging the cloak scene, the "did it hurt" scene and it significantly changed my view

also ive never looked at their second meeting that way before. i have many thoughts re: first conversation, first interaction (? is it an interaction when you try to flirt with a stranger up the banister and they ignore you?,,, asking for a friend), but never paid much attention to the ehem conVENIENT "you fall i catch" thing beyond how weirdly interesting it is. since wkx has no romantic/platonic/personal-anything intention at all at that point, but subconsciously is very much drawn to the guy still. but yeah actually, this is kind of spot on. HH oh god fuck im not going to be normal about this. i thought i was insane when i clocked that their first conversation, when wkx starts talking about that butcher and about how it must be impossible for someone to have that level of skill as zzs being in disguise without any traces of it at all suggests, has so many layers already. hes speaking there as if he has perceived zzs without realizing it. perceived him as this guy who has basically made himself into a myth (like wkx himself!) and as this thing completely unattinable for him, a man mirroring him down to his soul and living a life he can only dream of. the yearning!!! ughghguhgg. the complete lack of self-awareness of it!!!! the hilarity of the situation because wkx is right, and he is literally only following a gut instinct, and he has no idea!!! i thought i was overthinking it a little. im glad im not alone there, seeing things in their first interactions that, without ever really being talked about, ripple deep into the story??

and oh a mutual tag! thats a great idea im going to do that too. siren is very much fine, what would you like me to tag you as?

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeahyeah ive been thinking abt this all day actually.. like. the subconscious recognition. the like. the inherent understanding the two of them have even b4 they know each other!!! first thing zzs ever thinks abt wkx is the "somehow, in this vast sea of strangers, he still found someone who understood." the first reaction he pulls out of wkx is that hey. huh. i was right? moment when he hears him echo that he was sunbathing. & its so indicative of how they continue on out from there- iirc, wkx never tells zzs he's the ghost valley master. zzs never actively tells wkx about the nails. or any of the other shit they have going on. its the. silent hunch & feeling things out & recognition... like fumbling around in a dark room except they find the light switch every time first try.

& YEAH i havent thought abt it that way b4 but u are SO right... the inherent hilarity of wkx just. really just making fifty educated guesses in a row about zzs and each one of them hitting spot on. the way that yeah the only reason that it. Works. is bcos they genuinely are mirrors of each other& all the things they see abt the other map back onto themselves too..

also GOD. i think abt the cloak scene & wkx's way of interacting w/ zzs so much.. this is. probably bcos i'm disabled (re: chronic fatigue & illness etc.) & i've had variously disabled friends & like... idk. i recognize it!!! the way he is like. "okay. i'm treating you like normal i'm not gonna be weird about it i'm gonna try not to make you uncomfortable about it. but nevertheless if you're in pain i'm going to help you in the most straightforward way possible. idiot. just because i dont treat you like you're glass doesn't mean i'm gonna let you hurt. just because your body is slowly running down like a broken machine doesn't mean i'm gonna treat you like you're made of glass. i want to do whatever i can for you though ok?".....makes me froth at the mouth NFNSDFKSDFD.

[galaxae]

look at this bs. like i just realized tonight (and it was tonight specifically for some reason, maybe it's because i'm taking a gap semester this spring and trying to comprehend how different my schedule will be) how absolutely fucked my schedule has been this fall. and that's not even including like. commute time (which saps my energy quite a bit considering my disability, in addition to just taking time out of my day), time to do homework especially since im in 15 credit hours of classes, time to eat (i hardly ever prepare meals because i don't have time or energy, instead i depend on microwave meals, leftovers, really quick stuff like sandwiches, or just a bunch of snacks), time to sleep or relax or do whatever else. literally feeling so violent and so exhausted. i couldn't even rest over thanksgiving break, i had assignments to stress over and job applications to submit.

at times like this i think about how my parents were like "yeah you dont really have. as much of a work ethic." or whatever their phrasing was. and yeah they apologized for that when i explained shit to them later but. i'm still Pissed about it! lol! idk i need a pretty fucking significant work ethic to keep up with my life currently. even in the past, which they were like "oh we were talking about you when you were younger, you didn't really have a work ethic then" bitch are you kidding me. the severe and untreated anxiety, all the impacts of being autistic, the way worse gender dysphoria, being bullied in school, living overseas, blah blah, i had to have a strong as fuck work ethic just to SURVIVE. and i still do. and the fact that i'm managing all this work in my jobs and classes is fucking IMPRESSIVE. and it's a necessity, especially the jobs part because i need to fucking pay rent lol. but god.

it's a goddamn miracle i've managed all of this for the fall. i'm hopefully gonna be working a full-time schedule sort of deal this spring, but like, honestly, 40 hours of job stuff a week would be LESS than what i'm doing right now. i hate college so much lol lmao. so fucking glad the fall semester is almost over. i'm amazed at myself and my fatigue is also crashing down on me and i. idk if it's attainable but i need and deserve some major fucking rest. i realy do. maybe my dream job is being a trophy husband after all i just want and need to crash for a while. i hope the spring is more tolerable

for those curious, yes i do have multiple overdue assignments, no i am not ok but i'm trying to stay positive and that's what matters haha! hahahahahahaha ._. and yes im safe. just frustrated. frustrated enough to make a vent post on tumblr LMAO. we live in a fucking society

[heartfelttry]

i am replying to JacFrostIsReal's video here (about the Joker, how fictional mysteries being unsolved are just as valuably and narratively important as fictionally solved ones, "Mediocre White Man Syndrome"™, how she loved Red Hood Joker, and a bit about Two-Face. intrigued? yes, good, go watch her tiktok, go give her engagement please) bc this got way too long for a comment, or even a comment thread wHICH IS SAYING SOMETHING FROM ME (I LEAVE COMMENT THREAD MONOLOGS LIKE NOBODY'S BUISNESS) but ill put it under a read more out of politeness

my reply's bullshit of a summary: but yeah, the below is a Joker headcanon about "the true Joker's identity" and how i personally reconcile with the three main Jokers types (not identities. but types. we got what i call "Adam West Joker", "Agent of Chaos Joker", and "Grim-Dark Joker". this trio. here. that's what i mean) with all this hullabaloo of canon trying so bad to go "but what's his name, what's his story??" and me smacking DC's hand away from this Schrodinger's Cat of a cookie jar labeled "Joker" with this hc, happily, every time. enjoy?

reminder that i am dyslexic and i havent REALLY edited this stream of consciousness, so, like, be nice when i inevitably mispell/make typos lol also this was originally going to be a tiktok comment-thread so some odd things like "dead" are censored here and there before i realized mid-way "this is too long. i cant do a thread this long" lmao rip im just too exhausted today to edit atm. disability, chronic illness symptoms, c'est la vie lol

omg i have had the most wild TOTALLY HEADCANON answer to this, all bc im like "i wanna make a Gotham OC fanfic (.......yes the one with Kaycie that's kinda the only other post in this blog, stfu, lemme finish), but im too sickly to do it rn. ill just plot it for now on and off" and part of my plotting was "how do i want to approach Joker and his 'true identity' bs??" bc taking what canon from where for this fic was important to me as it was part of the plot i want to do. but like?? there's some comics i love where i just.. ignore their idea for Joker's backstory. cognitive dissonance that. but i implement other canon from those comics. v much cherry-picking; idgaf, thats THE way to go about comics. so i was like "what canons am i cherry-picking for this fanfic version of Joker?" and my eventual idea became my hc foR ALMOST ALL CONTEMPORARY JOKERS EVER and ill share it, sure, i love to info-dump

bc i came up with an answer that (admittingly idk ALL OF THE INTERNET EVER so maybe i independently came up with the same idea as someone else, but, this is my pitch, totally original to me specifically as far as i am aware:) makes both all the "real" Jokers "canon" and also NONE of them canon, and instead re-inforces the mystery of nobody knowing who the fuck this guy is

and that's that he "heals quickly" by seeing Professor Pyg (at 🔫point probably) and just.. getting a new fucking whatever's-broken

leg-broke? amputate and replace. wrist arthritis? amputate and replace. so on and so forth

but we dont see scars or anything bc, in my hc, he brings some of that acid with him when he sees Pyg (from when he first fell. we know he likely knows its ingredients since, tons of comics, he re-creates it for Harley) (also i like how this idea brings Pyg more to the forefront by proxy. bc Joker's laughing gas and Pyg's "perfect" people are such traumatizingly similar victims who are done in by two totally different people. my squeamish heart is so glad Pyg isnt Well Known outside of comic fans, but the nerd inside me doesnt get WHY he hasnt been part of pop culture osmosis alongside Joker yet wtf). so the acid is like an Even More Fucked Up Version Of The Lazarus Pit but that doesnt grant you immortality and has more cons than it could ever be worth, but Joker loves his "daddy/mommy vat" (you cannot tell me he doesnt call that vat some cringe parental nickname lol, i just wont buy it). the acid does bizarro healing-fast, no-scars nonsense. and the Joker's upped usage of it explains why his skin tends to chemically paper-white and Harley Quinn's (who also fell in the vat in some stories) tends to be her in white make-up. so: his skin-tone then isn't make-up, it's his skin, all bc he keeps re-applying that acid shit, whereas Harley only did it ONCE. and it didnt fuck her up as bad since she doesnt come back for more when she could just let her bones heal. (plus, him doing this stuff?? to me, it connects him a bit further to "The Joker's Daughter", like him replacing bit of himself foreshadows how she wears his face as a mask...)

...anyway, BUT AS A RESULT, he is leaving DNA of all these other people that are "the true identity of Joker". but like. they both are not Joker (theyre victims of Joker and Pyg) and ARE the Joker (theyre part of him). so all those idenities?? none of them are probably the true og Joker who first went to Pyg with a body that was 100% his own (and was using white make-up at the time) with a small vat of the acid going 🔫 "i have a commissioned offer for you that i wont let you refuse, Pyggy". theyre probably just a List Of Victims. you could even then argue all these versions of "the Joker's backstory reveal" are then just forensics and profilers trying to piece together "how did [Name] become the Joker?" and sensationalizing their interpretation, and the comics are "people trying to canonize those theories as fact via their fictional adaptation of this theory" (im aware this is loopy in a multi-verse way buT SHHH SHHH SHH); all having no idea yet that every [Name] there was actually a victim of Pyg and Joker's. how could they know? how could they guess the "reality" within this hc is that the Joker is a personified Ship Of Theseus?? he's like a mosaic from the Byzantine era, of how many pieces of other people he has; or like a stain-glass sculpture; or like the Creature from "Frankenstein" if Viktor Frankenstein became the Creature himself bit by bit. maybe the Joker has even had parts of his brain replaced with other people's (to the point that it becomes "who knows whose brain this originally was" to which all "hey science doesnt work like—"/"iTS COMICS THO. WE HAVE THE LAZARUS PITS ALREADY, THE ACID CAN BE A FUCKED UP PROVERBIAL MEWTWO MAN-MADE VERSION OF RA'S AL GUHL'S MEW. LET THE PSEUDO-SCIENCE HAPPEN. IT'S COMICS. HE CAN SURVIVE THAT MUCH BRAIN TRANSPLANT ON REPEAT NOW" arguments are kinda nullified with) with this glaze of The Acid ontop to allow the blend to Work— bc he keeps using this acid, causing himself to potentially develop ťúmóŕś and needing them removed (and maybe Pyg does secret lobotomies or some shit and sees "what if i replace this part while im at it..??" to see if this makes the Joker "more bareable" to be around, idk). as a result of this absurd desire to never have an injury delay him: even upon his hypothetical autopsy, they'll never know his true identity. forensics and profilers who had been having debates analyzing evidence to "uncover" who the Joker is will be revealed to have had a vast misunderstanding of the dark truth

BUT SAYING THAT?? i still miss past Jokers. before people tried attaching a name to him (that's part of the motivation for me with this hc, just going "actually?? yOURE ALL WRONG, TO ME, SPECIFICALLY" lmao rip). like. for one, i miss shitty-at-villainy chaos "im literally the luckiest fucker alive" gremlin Joker (legit? Jason Todd's situation?? proverbially Joker being a "i am eating the chess pieces whenever Batsy isnt looking, and he is confused how i could be winning"). like he isnt a master-mind. he's lucky as hell, he is legitimately Murphy's Law as a bratty villain, the most legitimate "agent of chaos" a person could be, he has no plans, he's flying by the seat of his pants and keeps going "oh sick, im in THE most optimal place somehow so Batman cant kill me for what i just did". liKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE STUMBLED INTO BECOMING A DIPLOMAT AFTER JASON TODD'S ḌẸÄṬĤ?? HE GOT SO LUCKY, GOT IN THE PERFECT SITUATION SO SUPERMAN HAD TO RELUCTANTLY GO "dont do it, Batman, itll cause an international incident, ẃáŕ, Jason wouldnt want that, he wouldnt want civillians to ḍịẹ in his name" TO THIS GRIEVING FATHER—??? absurd. dont even talk to me about the Adam West TV show version of Joker (i miSS HIM AND EARTHA KITT CATWOMAN THE MOST), i miss when he was just a silly goofy guy even more than his agent of chaos phase, ugghhhh.. "Adam West Joker", this man was my Megamind before "Megamind" (minus the whole "happy hero ending with the girl" part). just a dude who never won, always was foiled, up to dasterdly Doofenshmirtz hijinks, no grim-dark wild shit yet. i loved him, i miss him

so my hc doesnt work as well on those variations of the Joker, predominantly "Adam West's Joker" as i sloppily label him (i know its oversimplification shhhhh). buT IT DOES WORK ON GRIM-GRITTY EVIL-MASTERMIND-4D-CHESSMASTER JOKER and thats probably all that matters to these Mediocre White Man Syndrome™ variants. idk

[[ quick, here's an edited bit from a DM where i realize i forgot a point i LOVE about the mystery of who the fuck "Adam West Joker" was: ]]

(which. i forgot to go into that i think there's at least one comic who mentions this brand of Joker in an existential "maybe he isnt a person, maybe he just appeared from the universe. maybe Gotham made bad luck personified" or some shit, im not a big fan of "he is not human"-Joker but i am a fan of "yes, people even thought of the Doofenshmirtz variety of the Joker as more myth than Once Possibly Mundane (even tho he's just a guy that no one knows and that that forensics tech just is incapable of recognizing. meaning this man was so normal before he became This that he was THAT off-grid and unrecognizable, like THAT harmless of a person, like what?? and now people in-comic-world are having such a hard time grappling with these unknowns that they're going "what if he is just not a fucking person. he's murphy from murphy's law. alive. how does anyone beat that" whEN HE IS JUST A GUY?? A GUY THEY JUST KNOW ***NOTHING*** ABOUT?)". i love that version of him. he was my Megamind before "Megamind" lmao (...anyway i might copy & paste this "he's just a guy. it drives them insane that they cant prove that he JUST A GUY that theyre mythologizing him— even before Red Hood lore and grim-dark shit got added" belatedly into that post now. but yeah i just forget from what comic exactly bc ✨️chronic memory loss✨️ + 🌈library🌟 lol rip)

but yeah. i do want to mention the Red Hood thing is kinda new, relatively, to Joker's lore; he was originally a true fucking mystery where we didnt get even THAT vague bit of Red Hood. he just.. showed up. what was his trauma? who knows. why is he like this, why does he look like this?? who knows. like, okay, that's badass and funny as fuck, good for "Adam West Joker", love that. i miss "nobody can find out SHIT about this man" version of Joker so badly; all we know is his "ɗīę laughing" thesis

but yeah. Red Hood (Jason) and Red Hood (Joker) is stiLL SO SO SOOOO important to me that, though im still like "Joker is a total mystery. forensics finds NOTHING on this lil Adam West co-star/pre-Megamind-before-Megamind-but-no-hero-ending of a guy" is a canon multi-verse version of Joker to me, i happily accept that Red Hood is a part of "agent of chaos" Joker's lore and "grim-dark mastermind" Joker's lore. 2 out of 3 aint bad. but my hc about Joker going all 🔫 "fix. me." to Prof Pyg works A+ in grim-dark Joker lore. and my hesitation about "agent of chaos Joker lore" is that, to MEEEE, my Pyg hc only works if its "agent of chaos Joker lore after Jason Todd đīēđ (or at least, like, if he started just before Jason ḍịẹḍ and was building up to Jason's said ɗęąţĥ); bc before JT ðıəð/before Joker started building up to brutalize Jason like that, Joker wasnt AS vîôłêňť as he became to be known as... (still massively violent. but not AS much, like he was a bit of clutching-his-punched-gut "they'll all see" type for a bit beforehand if i recall accurately.) but post-JT? yeah, my Pyg hc could quickly apply". so again: 2 out of 3 multi-verse variants? aint bad, ill take that happily

but yeah, feel free to adopt my hc for any time someone goes "he's Jack Oswald White/Jack Napier/Arthur Fleck/whoever-the-fuck", thats what i do. bc then, yeah, "they're all Joker" but also none of them are with this Ship Of Theseus hc. whos the victim, whos real? nobody knows. my preference is obviously "all the people science has found have only been victims; nobody has found the og Joker's true identity" bc i liKED THAT MYSTERY AND THIS IS ME RET-CONNING IT. but i gUESS if you had a favorite version of "who is the real Joker" then the og COULD be that one. but like. why would you?? the mystery is so much better (...tO ME, but whatever), like imagine a Spencer Reid type of guy coming out and "actually, considering the commonalities in how all these people disappeared? implies they were ALL likely victims of Pyg and Joker. for years, we were arguing and accusing the victims of being the murder; it's probably the Joker's biggest, cruellest joke. because, really, we're back where we started. nobody truly knows the real name of the man who 'collaborated' with Pyg for the first time. and we may very well never know". like? how does that not excite the fuck out of you so much more?? headcanons are headcanon, but yours baffles me if you prefer Knowing The Joker's True Name to any of the variant versions or my hc version of Nobody Knows Who The Joker Is Or Where He Came From. jac is so super right, i love her

anyway. uh. pray the universe gives me a medical treatment That Fucking Works at nullifying my chronic illness symptoms if you want this fanfic to ever be a thing so i can write this plot-twist of a hc about "who is the Joker" into a story. feel free to adopt the hc tho. i ask vaguely for credit if you want to copy my hc one-for-one, but MOSTLY what i want is to be @'ed so i can squeal and giggle and see what you made lmao

but i dont anticipate this hc will go viral or something. very unlikely, in my mind. im just saying that as a safety-net in this proverbial trapeze act of a post lol

buT ALSO THANK YOU JAC FOR EVERYTHING YOU SAID ON TWO-FACE, I COULD NOT AGREE MORE. i went from a Joker fan to ".....ew too many people like the Joker in ways i dont, i feel gross now, i need a shower" and came out the other side of that as a Bruce Wayne/Batman × Harvey Dent/Two-Face truther bc they are doomed yaoi in the silliest and most tragic of senses, theyre foils, your honor, i love them (also if we are gonna keep Catwoman × Batman going, imma need sO MANY MORE PEOPLE from both DC and fans being inspired by Eartha Kitt's Catwoman design bc Eartha Kitt is a badass, go look her up, find out why she got replaced as Catwoman on the Adam West "Batman" show, ive been obsessed with this woman since i was like 8 years old and the world neeDS TO JUMP ON MY BANDWAGON ALREADY. i need more Black, Eartha-Kitt-looking Catwoman in my life stat aND, BATCAT, MY LIFE WILL BE YOURS) ....anyway, go watch Jac's video, go give her views, comments, engagement, she's so great and i want to (a) see her do more Gotham FYP skits (tho the Mob Waitress one is so close to a Gotham absurdism that i am happy with that, Jac, dont think i dont get excited when that series appears on my fyp) and (b) do more Batman breakdowns, bc i love hearing women of all backgrounds talk comics, comic-movies, comic-shows— but esp girly-girls. it itches my brain. i need more of it. go give her love, immediately, please

[janeaustenprotagonist]

dear john,

it's the new year, jan 18th 2024. last time I wrote you a letter it was september, SO MUCH as happened:

oct: I think we both fell in love, but we're still too scared to say it. something changed for both of us that night. you told me the other day that something... shifted, yeah that was the word you used. and something definitely shifted for me. I think we fell in love that night.

nov: gearing up for our final finals of these degrees, it was hard. but I'm glad I had you by my side.

dec: I almost died of liver failure. you were the first person I texted before I went to the hospital. it was the scariest thing to happen to me since being diagnosed with brain cancer. I thought I was going to die. I called you the night before my biopsy, you didn't answer. then texted me in the morning, five minutes before my biopsy saying to call at any time and apologizing for missing the call. I survived. I'm doing so much better. and we both graduated!!!!!

jan, now: we've been working on our communication, we're getting better. something really changed for us, I'm not sure when or why but we are becoming more and more serious. I like it. I mean, I'm scared beyond belief, but I'm with you and that's not as scary as facing it alone. I accidentally asked you to move in with me last week and we're actually considering going through with it. you called my cat your step son, which means your dog and two cats are now my step children!!!!! IM A MILF!!!! I'm terrified about moving in with you. I keep making pros and cons lists but the pros keeps outweighing the cons. I want and need to tell you exactly how I feel but it's not time yet, we've been dating almost nine months and we've yet to say I love you, I know that's partly my fault and you don't want to assume how I feel so you're scared to say it too but maybe we need to just say it. I see the way you look at me, like I'm the greatest thing since sliced bread, like I'm the sun and you'd gladly melt your wax wings to meet me, like I'm the air you breathe. you seemed to be somewhat intrigued by the idea of moving in together, which relieves me. I'm still incredibly stressed about you knowing I was thinking about it but that could partly be bc I'm off my anxiety meds bc of my liver. jesus christ you make me believe in god again, you make me believe maybe things do happen for a reason. like what if I had married and moved in with my ex fiancé, my abuser? what if I hadn't come to a sudden realization and left him? what if I never realized? what if I never moved here, just stayed where I was? it's really the butterfly effect. I moved into the rv, traveled, almost bought a house in that one state, if we hadn't gone there I wouldn't have met my ex fiancé who taught me how not to love, then we suddenly moved, to this state, I met one of my best friends while engaged to my ex, years later she does a show with you while our mutual friend has a crush on you, i look you up and im like damn he's attractive but I'm dating someone (someone completely obsolete now), almost a year passes, you respond to my Instagram story, i tell our mutual friend and my best friend, she tells you im single, and then that was that.

if I hadn't left my ex fiancé, if I hadn't disgruntlely moved here, if I had done that play, if I hadn't become disabled and then become a topic of discussion, if I hadn't posted that Instagram story, if I hadn't responded to that 1am text

I wouldn't be here today, with you, falling in love. I wouldn't be here today, with you, talking about work drama and job listings and apartments. I wouldn't be here today, with you, the happiest I think I've ever been. I wouldn't be here today, with you, the person who makes me a better person, the person who makes me feel like daylight, the person who makes me feel complete, the person who I'd spend the rest of my life with if they asked.

when I met you, I didn't think I'd ever be strong enough to be considered "semi ambulatory." I didn't think I'd be able to stand. then I met you and you made me want to be able to stand, you made me want to be able to do thing, you made me get better. you made me help my paralysis. you make me better, john.

so anywho, john.

we've come a long, long way since my last letter.

I love you, sleep well. see you next week <3

if you ever find these, no you didn't.

love,

yours

[pushovermediacritic]

You're assuming a lot of subtext that isn't there on my end and somehow ignoring a lot of obvious subtext that IS there in the quotes you were referencing.

It's pissing me off how much bad faith you're using and assuming.

yeah, i realize you genuinely thought that? you genuinely thought that if i knew how unvirtuous gamergaters were i'd be okay with people equating a man's virtue with his number of sexual conquests about it. this is what i was objecting to

I thought it was possible for someone nowadays to post about ant gamergates and be completely unfamiliar with GamerGate, since GamerGate was almost 10 years ago.

I genuinely thought that you didn't know about it because I thought you wouldn't be offended if you did. The only context where it makes logical sense for you to be offended is out of ignorance, otherwise you're just being an obstinate jackass.

im a genetic freak and im not normal

Not what I meant and you fucking know that. I don't even know what you're referring to here, you're being so frustratingly vague. Are you asexual, autistic, physically disabled, colorblind? "Genetic freak" could mean anything. I don't know what kind of bigot you're trying to imply I am, so I can't argue against it. It's just a bad-faith attack on my character for no reason.

And I'm autistic, you don't get to play that card like I'm being insensitive by saying your argument is weird (not even you, I wasn't calling you weird, just your argument).

leaving aside the vast gulf between "a lot of gamergaters were incels" and "gamergater and incel are basically the same thing", what part of seeing a guy say "i'm worthless because i can't have sex, also i hate women" and saying "haha that guy's worthless because he doesn't have sex" is ironic?

Not what they were saying at all, and you should know that with even basic reading comprehension. They were literally just saying "GamerGaters were proud male incels who hate women, so it's funny that ant gamergates are female worker ants who are punished for mating, almost the exact opposite". It's a funny play on words by comparing gamergates to GamerGate, and incel behavior (by way of woman-hating) is one of the first things the common person thinks of when they think of GamerGate.

Not all GamerGaters were incels, duh, but most of them were. They weren't saying "people who don't have sex are bad", they were saying "GamerGaters were bad, and a stereotypical thing known about them is that they proudly did not have sex". That's literally it. They're just making fun of GamerGaters using their own rhetoric, which is ironic, just like "Let's go Brandon" becoming "Dark Brandon", or trans people thinking hell is badass.

Political rhetoric getting appropriated is a form of irony.

In case you didn't know that (here I am, assuming ignorance again, sorry about that, but it was actually kind of interesting to research), here's a paper discussing it (specifically how the phrase "Britain is the heart of the EU" was used in regards to Brexit): https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0378216616303137

Finally, I'm a virgin. I've never had sex, and I think you're completely misreading and overreacting. I do not at all get the impression that they're saying I'm a bad person.

broke: many worker ants are reproductively viable; the neat division of ants into reproducing queens and nonreproducing workers is a human social construct.

woke: many worker ants are reproductively viable, but the eggs and young of these gamergates are frequently eaten by other workers, and sometimes they are punished for reproducing; the neat division of ants into reproducing queens and nonreproducing workers is socially constructed by ants

[hstylesloverr]

COACHELLA.

i did this for harrychella night 2 🫶🫶 part 1 is here.

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ynfan1 she’s so in love with him i’m crying

harryfan4 bestie how does it feel to know that late night talking is for you

yourinstagram i cried a lot of times when i heard it

harrystyles I love you ❤️

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ynfan3 we love a supportive girlfriend

harryfan5 yn posting the photo of harry with his idol... we know she must be so proud of him

harryynfan8 I was in coachella and I saw her from afar and it seemed like if she had a engaged ring?

ynfan4 WH- WHAAAAT

harryfan2 I don't want to get excited but 😭😭😭😭

ynfan9 she has always worn a lot of rings and there have been rumors before i dont think harry has knelt yet

harryfan2 In any case, if they are engaged, I don't think they are very excited about it being known by the fans.

devonleecarlson my parents 💓

shaniatwain 💙

harryyn love how they support each other

yourmom Love you both so much!

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ynfan5 yn would be the bassist i'm sure

harrystyles Lily would be the one that would stand out the most

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yourinstagram harry you sleep on the couch tonight

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taylorswift13 Spice girls 2.0? 🤔

yourinstagram if you join us yes

mitchrowland Harry tells me to unlock him and reply to his messages

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ynfan1 they all look so hot ugh im a lesbian

pillowpersonpp I will be your manager

harryfan3 yn leave harry and come with me

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ynfan2 yeah, all the songs are about yn.

harryfan7 THERE IS LITERALLY A SONG WITH HER NAME???!?!?!?

harryfan4 after listening to boyfriends i think the song talks about harry's point of view of yn's previous relationship

ynfan9 MUSIC FOR A SUSHI RESTAURANT IS DEFINITELY ABOUT YN EVERYONE KNOWS SHE ADORES SUSHI

ynfan1 yn 😢 the song is going to destroy me i’m sure

harryfan4 i just read a tracklist theory on twitter and oh my god... from what i understood the order of the songs are the different phases of harry and yn's relationship. being from late night talking where harry realizes how in love he is with yn and with as it was i think it's the only song that isn't about yn, but if it is, could it be at that point in 2019 where we thought they broke up? we never knew if it was true but maybe it was? the name of the album would also be related to the tracklist, since being ‘harry's house’ and the last song being yn's name, harry would be clarifying once again that his house is all the moments he had in his relationship with yn and, in fact, his house would be the own yn

ynfan3 OMG WHY THIS HAVE SO MUCH SENSE

harryhousee IM CRYING ON THE FLOOR

ynfan4 he’s so in love with her 😭😭😭 fuck romeo an juliet i want what this bitches have

harryy2015 if this is true i can't wait for harry to put a ring on yn's finger

harryfan01 i'm so happy for harry 😭 i feel that after so many breakups and love disappointments he finally found the love of his life and he looks so happy and in love with yn and it's so obvious that she loves him so much and treats him so well

ynharry2 harry is in his lover era

harryfan7 literally a song is called daylight

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[butch-bakugo]

At this point, after seeing the nasty classist and racist shit being sprouted from the white vegans reblogging my post and the entire " holier than thou" attitude these middle class white cis vegans spout at any non vegans and the sheer ENTITLEMENT they have, im blocking vegans, especially white vegans, on sight. Im gettin REAL close to dni territory.

They genuinely believe their white asses who live in gentrified neighborhoods and live next to hipster cafe's with drinks that cost $15 a pop are oppressed. The white savior complex is insane in these poofy whites.

Anyway the veganism movement in general has fueled ecofascism, racism, ableism and classism to an insane degree and no amount of " not all vegans" and " its the message that counts" will erase the harm they cause to Indiginous, black, disabled and poor communities. You can fight animal cruelty without harming those communities the way your passive aggressive asses do. What do you think happens to the black families in black neighborhoods when you kick out the walmart and shove in a whole foods? They starve cause they cant fuckin afford your insane prices on shit that dosent matter. Ive seen shit that was $4 per apple. Yeah no, these families are gonna buy the $5 pack of 5 Tostitos party pizzas that will feed all their kids instead of pitful snack with a wax layer on it.

Like, yall realize how white and gentrified your movement is? Do you have any idea how many poor poc have to live off the McDonald's $1 menu? I can even pull up my experiences as a mixed native person who had to bring large plastic cups of nickels and pennies to kroger and walmart just to afford a can of fuckn soup with some protein in it. White people destroyed our native environment and now yall wanna play white savior by trying to " save it"?

Oh and yall are fucking liars saying that " no vegans geniuinely want everyone to go vegan." When it took me 5 minutes of scrolling through your followers to find 3 vegans who shit on people who dont care about veganism and who say your " making excuses" by saying you cant afford or cant do a vegan diet cause " peanut butter and jelly is vegan!" What are poor people to you? Middle school children at lunch??

At least yall could not be so irritatingly obnoxious about it. God middle class white chick, stfu and stop comparing the meat industry and inuit fishing to the fuckin holocaust, stop saying that dairy milk and vaccines cause autism and stop acting like everyone who dosent want to follow your diet for litterally any reason is a fuckin " murderer".

Honestly yall make me wanna go eat a double bacon cheese burger out of spite cause yall are fucking irritating and performitive.

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you guys know how much i love king of the hill and how it’s one of my all time favs but i genuinely do NOT want them to revive it at all

i really feel like (and i hope they prove me wrong) that it’d lose its sense of balance and just lean all the way in to being reactionary. part of the fun of original koth is that hank is not the arbiter of right and wrong. he’s a moral compass to an extent yeah but he’s also often framed as a stick in the mud and a prude who needs to be more open to novel ideas. that’s part of what makes bobby so excellent, he’s a perfect foil to his father.

but i can just see new koth coming at us with “nonbinary art student moves into the alley and tries to censure hank for not using xe/xim pronouns” or something. the original run has a couple episodes like this (see the disability/substance use disorder episode that aged like MILK) and theyre just not as fun. i generally dont like “centrist” takes but part of koth’s magic is that it never just says “oh hank is right” “oh bobby is right.” no one in the cast is really infallible or perfect.

and koth at its core really isnt reactionary. its portrayal of oft-maligned groups like sex workers, drag queens, etc aren’t PERFECT but they tend to be very sympathetic and kindhearted at the core (obviously not a catch all ofc the show definitely has weak points). whereas cotton, a racist misogynist, is often portrayed as a pig (the episode where hank realizes his mom's miniatures were her way of coping with abuse is divine, God)

anyway this post is getting too long i’m just very afraid that in a cringe culture society that koth will lose the heart and empathy that made it wonderful (and made so much of it age so well) in favor of going the easy route

then again maybe im wrong and it’ll be just as good and they’ll improve on the stuff that wasnt great abt the original. here’s hoping.