#but yeah idk something else I’m thinking about
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Also I have to wonder, what’s the extent of what choices the Terrans have in their alt modes? Specifically when it comes to their sizes, because their bodies themselves don’t have much inclination to any particular alt mode
Like I know they aren’t all accurate to their alt mode’s counterpart, specifically with the animal alts, particularly Nightshade’s. But like, if Twitch were to have scanned a car, would she have just become a mini sized car? Or would she not be able to scan it at all? If any of them (outside of maybe Jawbreaker and Hashtag) were to scan a semi-truck, would they be able to become one? Would they change sizes to become one?
I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m just curious if there are limits due to their sizes
#I think this thought stemmed from me thinking it was convenient that their alts were of a similar size to them#since they already had predetermined sizes but not alts#but yeah idk something else I’m thinking about#transformers#transformers earthspark#earthspark terrans#questions#random stuff
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
I survived getting into storytelling podcasts and all I got was a fucking gender crisis
#I know I will be so cooked when I get into tmagp (? I think that’s what it’s called) and malevolent….#I’ve been fine being basically cis while being okay with gender neutral pronouns#… but now??? it’s like how I explain that I feel MOSTLY girl?? is that something???#like oh yeah I’m probably a girl and maybe a little something else but I don’t have time to think about that#this is about#the magnus archives#the penumbra podcast#tma and tpp what the hell man#him/him lady Juno steel was the realisation and also#I started dressing like my tma designs and idk how to feel about that
58 notes
·
View notes
Text
Thinking about the Don Suave scene and what it means in terms of LGBTQ+ representation because my brain does nothing if not torment me with random topics to ramble about on the regular.
Anyway, I just wanted to ramble about why I like the scene but to get it out of the way - the scene can very easily be interpreted in so many different ways, and all of them are valid. I personally see it as Leo having at least some attraction to a man. And the following is an explanation of my own interpretation and thoughts on it and what it means especially for Leo’s portrayal in the grand scheme of things.
Long-winded interpretation under the cut!
Now, to start with, it’s important to me that in the scene Leo looks at Don Suave in the very beginning and then for the entirety of the rest of the time the man is on screen, Leo’s eyes are closed. Yet, in the end, he is still visibly enamored with Don Suave, happily cuddling up to him as he’s being carried away.
You can very easily interpret this as Leo being spellbound and that’s honestly super valid and I believe he likely was at least somewhat in the beginning, but considering how fast he looked away and how he never looked again, I personally think it makes more sense to read it as Leo just finding the man attractive, at least somewhat. (For the record, I personally headcanon Rise Leo as bisexual with a heavy preference for men, but I want to be blunt when I say that any interpretation is valid. Literally any. Ace, pan, gay, bi, none of the above or a mixture of something new literally all of it is more than okay and fair. Hell you could even interpret this entire scene as more romantic attraction than physical and it would still work. Anything goes!! Don’t bother people, guys, really.)
The main reason I take this scene to be at the very least LGBTQ+ adjacent isn’t just because of how it’s portrayed, but because of who Leonardo is. Not in terms of Rise of the TMNT, but in terms of the entire Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles™️ franchise.
Leo’s a character who, while changing with each iteration, has still at his core been around for decades upon decades as “the blue one”. One fourth of the team. He’s the one most are going to look at as the Leader, and oftentimes he is the one closest to having the title of Main Character. Not to say the others aren’t just as important, but Leo’s presence in the A plots of basically all TMNT media is often something very main character-esque.
And that’s very, very important to note. Here we have a Main Character of a prolific and decades long-running franchise distributed by a children’s television network. You can play around with his and his brothers’ characters all you like, but there is always going to be challenges to dodge around, especially since this was still in 2018-2019.
For example, you can play around with their designs so long as they’re color coded turtles, but their sexualities? Now that’s tricky.
“But what about Hypno and Warren?” Not main characters and also they’re Rise originals. They have a lot more room to play around with than a character like Leo does. But even talking about main characters in the franchise, you could arguably have an easier time playing around with Donnie or Mikey’s sexualities than Leo or even Raph, as (unfortunately) the former two tend to get more B plots, so they’d likely have had a little more leeway (still not a lot though.)
So, where does this leave us?
It leaves us in a place where outright stating and/or showing undeniable proof of Leo’s attraction to men is very, very difficult. So, workarounds!
Workarounds like the entire Don Suave situation.
To be honest, as left up to interpretation and lowkey and deniable as it is, this whole scene means a lot to me because of who Leo is as a character. It’s just nice when we get so see even the bare bones of representation with characters that have been such a large part of pop culture for decades, y’know? Even if more would be so much nicer, this is better than I thought we’d ever get for these boys.
And, again, literally nothing I’ve said is the only way to interpret it, I’m more than happy when people interpret media on their own honestly, it’s just something I’ve been thinking of lately and I was wondering if others felt the same way.
Whatever you think when you interpret this scene or Rise Leo as a whole, I just thought this would be interesting to think about, even if it was ramble-y, haha.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise don suave#rottmnt don suave#I lied I’m back to ramble because I’m just#so bad at keeping my mouth shut#or uh#not typing word vomit#anyway- yeah this is my personal interpretation#I believe Leo was legitimately mesmerized by Don Suave’s powers…in the beginning#but even the series’ creator says it was ‘at least PART of what was going on with Leo’ so#idk it’s something that’s been on my mind and I was wondering if anyone else felt the same??#may delete this later who knowssss#pleaaaase feel free to disagree I just like to talk lol#but yeah sometimes I look around at how much media has LGBTQ+ rep in it now and it honestly makes me emotional??#(we always always ALWAYS could use more but)#we did not have even a crumb of this as kids#but also like most of that rep is new properties#and I just was thinking about what that could mean#idk man idk#once again please don’t take this as facts it is VERY MUCH NOT#man I was looking around for good images to use and found jack all#anyway tho did you know Donnie often has bi colors around him and Leo is often dressed in the colors of the trans flag-#okay anyway back to the caves I go this comic won’t draw itself#I gotta spray myself with water any time I go to type long winded essays because they’re not great for the mental health fr
147 notes
·
View notes
Text
i must say. mr simm obviously makes every scene he’s in very fun and delightful. but. idk. this does not feel quite like my cat from end of time. there’s a weird sorta disconnect here. i guess to emphasize how different missy is from him?
#there are moments where im like oh yeah thats him and then other moments where im like. :/ would he fucking say that.#im Not talking about him being a bitch. that is him. he would absolutely be mean to bill for being cybermanned.#but. idk. how to explain it.#does anyone else get this vibe or am i completely alone here maybe im just. eh.#you know maybe it is that they ditched the drums? because that was Such a thing for his character it was an underlying motivator the entire#time. and i mean you really had a chance i think to do something post-end of time with them because what do you do when the thing tormenting#you served its purpose. failed. and you still have to live with it.#but yeah i guess we don’t have to do that. or think about why he went off to gallifrey in end of time the last time the doctor saw him.#i guess we don’t have to. make him really react to the doctor the way he did before. that’s fine. i’m. it’s fine. he’s too busy having gay#sex with himself its fine.#dw lb#dw 10x12
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
2 hour rough drawing of Ehuang, my precious Green Opal child who I don’t draw nearly enough <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#original character#ehuang beifong#<— finally. a new OC with a proper tag#tbh it is much easier to tag characters who have last names#and we’ve never discussed it but I do think Ehuang carries the Beifong last name. whether or not she uses it is a different matter#I feel like she’s a Beifong officially she never puts much emphasis on it. she prefers the other side of her family anyway#okay moving on from that#next gens for next gens. quite a deep niche in reaching here#but I don’t care. I love Ehuang as a representation of everything good and pure in the world too much to object to her existence#baby girl. sweet girl#and yeah I’ve drawn her with Midori Opal and Suiren before so I thought I’d try something else#and while Kuvira isn’t actually shown here. just know that she’s absolutely tearing up off screen#you can pull the idea of Kuvira absolutely adoring her little niece out of my cold dead hands#wait omg I never posted my earlier art of Ehuang on here have I#okay once I’m done with my current projects I’ll refine and post those#the world deserves to see more of Ehuang#I feel like this particular scenario also hits some spot in Kuvira bc she knows who Ehuang’s bio dad is#and Ehuang looks just enough like him. despite being very similar to Midori. that imagining her with a beauty mark under her eye…#it brings Certain Ideas to mind. very fleeting and eliciting a ‘imagine that. I love this girl to bits but I’m sure glad I’m not her mom’#kind of response. but overall no one really lingers on that fact. I feel. her parents are Midori and Opal#Bataar’s just the donor. no one calls him her bio dad. he doesn’t see her as his daughter. probs Suyin is the only one who puts up a fuss#like not letting up about Ehuang being his kid even though he’s told her countless times that his involvement is irrelevant#he doesn’t wish to be ehuang’s dad. that wasn’t why he helped create her.#he did so because he loves his sister and SIL. because he knew they wanted a baby. not because he wanted a child himself#he’s quite content being her uncle thank you very much. and idk why I just went on this ramble lmao#maybe I should try to write something Ehuang related. explore all these relationships and whatever. we’ll see
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
i will go to sleep NOW 🫵 (pointing at myself)
#just can’t sleep lately. but#i’m sort of. my mental health hasn’t been getting better but also not worse.#just perpetually stuck in a hole in the ground recently#can’t find footing and climb up but the earth isn’t crumbling away even more for now#like i am alone always nobody likes my creations or me i am a monster yeah yeah yeah it’s getting boring brain#the hypochondria panic about throat cancer is new but i thought we were getting better at handling our health anxiety you wretched creature#and even then it’s recycled. we’ve done cancer so many times#no creativity 🙄🙄#me going over my throat every 5 minutes: i will die in 8 months#i guess with all this loneliness it’s like. it really amplifies my fear of death. my thoughts are all i have ultimately. just the thought of#absolutely nothing… i can’t think about it for too long or else i will start crying#and losing it even more. idk.#you know those characters who hate being immortal n shit. fun trope and i get it but that would also never be me#i would legit do anything for something like that. even just like. 100 more years. ideally a lot more but#yeah. and then my anxiety brain crashes in with ‘you won’t even turn 30 lol’#anyways. bullshit yap time over here i guess. sending good vibes to whoever read this brain fart
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
Oh yeah so I had this idea earlier when I was thinking about Beast Wars, only reason I didn’t post it earlier was because I got dragged out to dinner
Anyways, so basically I had this thought of a Transformers series where basically the Autobots and Decepticons crash land on Earth, and due to them having no clue where they are and no current way of getting back home, they decide to work together, at least for the time being
So like, the main group of protagonists would consist of both Autobots and Decepticons
But also it wouldn’t be the entirety of both groups working together, as members on both sides refuse to work with the other for one reason or another and instead decide to do their own thing, being their own separate parties that probably cause trouble from time to time. But every member here has their own reasons why they are or aren’t fine with teaming up, and why they’re on one side or the other
I kind of don’t want Optimus and Megatron there, probably because I was thinking of Beast Wars which doesn’t have them, and also because I want to see this alliance come from characters other than them. But at the same time I feel like they kind of have to be there. My current solution is that the two were on a different part of the ship that came off during the crash landing, and in current day (assuming they all were unconscious for a bit like g1 or Animated) the two are missing, which might be a reason for the two groups to team up. Their goals are to: find fuel, find everyone that might have gone missing, find a way to contact/get back to Cybertron, and find their leaders
I’m not entirely sure what’s going on with Optimus and Megatron here yet, just that they’d probably be absent until like, maybe the end of the season or something
But one concept that did come to mind is that whoever found them basically decided to stitch the two of them together using each’s body parts into one powerful robot (probably not knowing what they really are), and so the two are pretty much fused together into one, with them having to deal with this, assuming they still have a mind anymore. And also with this concept, this Frankenstein of them is specifically not one or the other with the other’s body parts, it’s both of them in there, through whatever magic means. Or neither if we just want the body horror and the new team having to put them down. Or I suppose you could have instead their minds/sparks being fused into an entirely new being. Didn’t really think about that concept until right now. But yeah, might not be the concept I stick with, but it is the one in my head right now
Edit: all I know is that I don’t think I want it to just be “they decide to work together”, because while I’m down for a solo Optimus and Megatron team-up side plot, the rest of the group is already doing the team-up, so it’d be treading the same ground. I want to do something different with them, and fusing them together into one being certainly is that. Throws a wrench into the whole war thing too
And yeah, I just wanted to share this concept because I thought it was neat. I would try to develop it more, but I have literally no clue who would be on either side, because the only characters I think about are Optimus and Megatron, and I also don’t really want Starscream and probably Bumblebee here either
#my brain’s been liking the idea of a series where the Autobots and Decepticons have to team up from the start#but I think here I’ve got something#which admittedly isn’t much different from the base idea other than OP and Megs being absent#I’m thinking the main plot of the initial season would be just trying to figure out where everyone is#and what happened to Optimus and Megatron being the overarching mystery#but yeah I just wanted to share#again have no clue who the cast here would be you could pick anyone tbh#my brain’s saying maybe Hot Rod and/or Jazz#and also Soundwave but specifically for his hacking/intel skills#so maybe he can be replaced with a more obscure character idk#but also I have this vision of an episode where they need Soundwave’s help to get more info#but Soundwave struck out on his own to find Megatron#so they need to convince him to help them#anyways I think I’m about done#transformers#story idea#what else do I tag this?#Optimus and Megatron are mentioned but they aren’t the full focus#eh whatever#optimus prime#megatron
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#i will delete this later but i’m having a bit of a crisis over how much i dislike romantic physical affection and idk where else#to throw it out there#i deeply dislike it in platonic contexts too i just thought it would be different in a romantic context and it isn’t :[#and yeah i know talk to a therapist etc.#i just feel so isolated bc only one person i know feels the same way and i can’t tell if there’s something wrong with me#the way i think and feel about romance is just not the same as the majority of people and i can’t figure out why
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
I was in the middle of making an actual f/o list when I decided actually I don’t want to do that
#on one hand. like. yeah having an actual list would be good#but as someone who bounces around between not only media but characters. I just don’t want to#like. yeah there are certain characters that I will always hold a bit closer than others liek rayman and Mario#but also I forget about characters all the time when I’m hyperfixated on something else Y’know#and what about characters that I don’t really ship with but think are super cute/hot/wtvr who I totally thirst after like#idk#but I also think a big part of this community is making connections and like#i know a lot of people are super touchy about sharing and like I am too about my mains#but I feel like it could stop people from being mutuals with me since like. if I don’t have a f/o list how will they know my blog is safe#but also what if I make mutuals and then later start to enjoy that character and want to ship with them???#idk it’s so complicated#whatever I don’t care I’m gonna do what I want forever#self ship blog#selfshipping community#♡.txt
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
ugh it’s just. i really do love arcane so so much. which is why s2 is stinging so bad. i’m disappointed in a lot of it and i think i’m always gonna mourn the potential it had. but all i’ve been doing since act 3 dropped is stewing over it and talking with my friends about it and airing out our grievances and i’m tired. i’m tired of being grumpy over it. i just want to love it for everything it did right and accept it for everything it fell short in. but it’s gonna hurt for a while
#i’m never gonna get over how sidelined vi is specifically#and i saw a tweet by christian linke where he addressed how she got less screen time s2#and he literally said ‘yeah as writers we were interested in other characters idk what else to say’#LIKE HELLO???? YOU WROTE THE SHOW ABOUT TWO SISTERS AND THEN YOU STOPPED CARING ABOUT ONE OF THEM?????? HOW DOES THAT MAKE SENSE#i’m just. UGH. as soon as i feel like im getting over it i remember something that makes me grumpy again#but then it’s also like. god i loved when me and my friends were watching together and we’d all react to how gorgeous a shot is or how cool#a fight scene was or smth. and even after when we were talking about what we liked and didn’t liked it still was just like.#wow i love how much this show has brought all of us together and made us think and feel in ways we never have before#after all of this i’m still like i love you i love you i love you#anyways i just needed to get this out#other people have made posts that say shit better than i have so im not gonna bother trying to write my own in depth rants#i’m just gonna leave it here#my posts#personal
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
we are united in a common cause on this ✨#blessed✨ day
#hi bots why do you keep liking my lxl posts lmaooooo they aren’t even good mans#n o t that any of my posts are even good to begin with but… my lxl posts are the worst of the worst o k#i mean. they’re p much bot bait at this point.. well! at least the bots like ‘em fruity too~~~~~#though. speaking of this hellsite.. does anyone else get annoyed when the dumb app makes you follow people you’ve never heard of?#like i can never tell if someone i’m following has changed their url or if they’re someone the ‘site possessed my account to follow#like… well… backstory time: i originally made this account to browse the ship tags for a c e r t a i n ship from a c e r t a i n fandom#back when the year was still somewhere in the 2010s i think.. then i lost interest in the ship and the fandom (rip 狛 x 日 y’all the ogs)#and then i deleted the app without having ever followed any accounts. but when i next logged in a few years later. m a n.#i was following some account that i’d never even heard of lmao. like whoaaaaa who you#the account seemed to have been abandoned though.. but they made some really pretty non-fandom art i think…#idk i just thought about it bc i keep seeing accounts i don’t recognise on my dash and i m just like w h o y o u 👁️🫦👁️#i feel kinda bad when i see posts from the accounts that use this site like an actual blog y’know..#like there you are; using the site like it was probably meant to be used.#while im just here making shitposts and the occasional tl for a small-ish fandom#hm. i think i could make t h e most boring blog ever if i ever tried to be a blogger lmao#like i once made a w o r d p r e s s jokeblog that had nothing but a post about kale chips on it… i think#i wonder if that site is still up though… can’t rem if i deleted it or something… o h w e l l#o h c o w. what point was i trying to make again? i forgor—#though. speaking of cows. ‘cow’ (in a c e r t a i n c h i n e s e d i a l e c t) was allegedly my brother’s first word as a kid#and yeah. it was directed at yours truly. (sadge) to think that my bro learned how to talk just to insult me..#brothers amirite? (truly sadge……..)#it is suiyoubi my dudes
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
tumblr is the ideal social media for me because i’m truly just yelling into a void, which means i don’t have to be as worried about what people think. i’m not a part of actual conversations, i’m not (most of the time) creating content to be shared. it’s just me living in my own little world, which is exactly what i need.
#bc like i was thinking about how i’m very different on tumblr compared to discord#and i think it’s because on discord if i message something#it’s kind of… a contribution to a conversation#which is stressful to me#and i don’t really use insta much because when you post stuff#it has much more of a ‘content you’re trying to share’ vibe#which makes me self-conscious of posting#on tumblr? it’s primarily me just typing out my thoughts and sending them into nothingness#occasionally i have some select people reblog or like them#but overall it’s just me chilling#so there’s not that pressure like on others that i actually have to be a part of something or make anything important#and like. i do contribute to conversations on here!#but it’s usually just reblogging someone else’s stuff and rambling in the tags#which in itself is also just. rambling into the void.#idk how to articulate it better but yeah#so anyway if people who know me on both tumblr and discord were wondering why i almost never speak on discord#while i’m rambling on here#it’s because i don’t know how to take part in conversations
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
every few months i seriously look into the process of converting to judaism before remembering that i do not, in fact, believe in god
#has anyone else experienced this#or is it just me#it’s like. every time i learn something new about jewish philosophy i’m like yeah i can get behind that where do i sign up#i really appreciate the outlook on how you should treat yourself and the people around you#that’s how i want to live my life i think#but once again i’m vaguely agnostic at most#and idk how much of my interest stems from being raised atheist in a culturally christian society#and the resulting void of meaningful culture to connect with#so i’m also grappling with that and i don’t have the time to pursue conversion rn anyway#may delete later#mercutios.txt
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
feeling decently hopeful & positive about life rn, feeling optimistic about my current time management processes and doing more fulfilling things i want to
#i feel like my relationships are improving#the weather is def way more tolerable so i dont feel horrific all the time#im currently experimenting with setting aside specific time to like. socialize#which i think is a good idea instead of leaving everything in this nebulous soup where i dont keep up with anything#and my social life is def something ive been. having a LOT of complicated feelings about#but yeah if i can get working back on this modular schedule thing#and actually find more times to set aside that i’m gonna do creatively fulfilling things#instead of leaving that to the soup like everything else#that’d be tremendous#like thats why i wanna do this modular concept#its not about saying ‘im gonna do XYZ at 2:30 precisely’ its more like…#ok can i do xyz for the next 2 hours? idk
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
OH i forgot to add this re this reblog. My Thoughts so i won’t clog op’s tags or needlessly add onto it since this is just. Again. Me. but yeah. as a brief aside. fun thing is at one point u stop being afraid of asking stuff off anon. and if it’s for the sake of comics i don’t mind at all. but it is interesting that it isn’t a thing. the whole ‘no metas in gotham’ thing. i suppose a better way to look at bruce’s stance on outside superheroes/vigilantes is that gotham is very much his city. or that’s what it seems like to me. because you have jason. and helena. and i mean it’s also fine to be like. Hey maybe don’t kill people. But like. i think the issue between helena and bruce has always kind of been. she won’t do what he says. we saw that A Lot in no man’s land and then she did do things his way as batgirl before he was, of course, ultimately deeply unreasonable and held her to absolutely insane and impossible standards that she failed to achieve and used that as an excuse for why she won’t cut it and then she went back to being huntress.. BUT i digress
the impression that it’s his city really does come through anyway. so what he says goes. which isn’t hard to extrapolate to allowing/not allowing metas in the city. it’s not TRUE as we saw but nonetheless. he gets a say. and i do feel like with how he is portrayed more and more these days (or at least i think in the late 2000s/early 2010s? they’re trying to push the happy nuclear batfam thing/bruce is a good dad/they see him as a dad (they don’t and shouldn’t) these days i think) as this deeply authoritarian figure with an uber amount of resources and access to very private info. but it does come back to. this is my city. i say who can be here and who can’t. which is an… interesting and not at all weird thought process
i do think. NOT to excuse myself. as far as fanon goes. this isn’t the worst of it. if anything it’s maybe the Least worst thing because you could actually believe it and i think he does have the capacity for it. but what we do have is a firm stance on what he says goes so. yeah
#but also u guys know how i feel about him#i won’t skewer canon TOO much to fit that but#i’m allowed a few things. just a few. just as a treat#especially because this isn’t out of left field. i really don’t think it is#at least. his thing with wanting to police (for lack of a better word bc sometimes That Is What It Is) gotham and who can come and go#whether it WORKS is something else but i do think he tries to do it at times anyway#so. yeah. idk. just my thoughts#dc meta: bruce#dc meta: batfam#sort offffff
2 notes
·
View notes