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#💗 the cgs#💘 just a side character#🛑 cw eyestrain#this is of my boyfriend's oc btw#i drew it bcs of a request one of my other friends made#they expected fanservice and i delivered#the horrors.#im p proud of it too i may make a companion piece#of my oc in the duo#but who knows when that'll happen#oc art#ms paint#mspaint#disabled artist#trans artist
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//okay I have to go to an appointment I’ll write more when I get back, prommy, but for now that kiss and nsfw meme are still open, just saying 👀
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Me, several years ago: "I'll never try digital 3D art... just have no interest to learn it. Already have learned other art forms that I barely use anyway... so why add to that ?..."
Me, currently: [Is attempting to model a donut in Blender] "... uh... I can explain..."
#7rambles#idk what compelled me to attempt Blender finally but gosh...#no... actually I know why...#so I was thinking on how hard it would be to animate PJ... (yep it all comes back to that sass blob) in 2D...#and then I visualized him in a 3D art style and just went ....“welp - gotta at least attempt that...”#but man this program - even with my knowledge of ADOBE products and LIVE2D - feels overwhelming...#so... gotta go through a tutorial and the donut one seemed like the most comprehensive one!#soooooooooooooo will I ever get to the point of modeling PJ?#uh... after I give him an updated reference sheet XD#and who knows when that'll happen#gosh... this plus wanting to do that Miku Miku Beam meme thing... and a separate drawing thing I want to do for a KPop group...#now I'm running into the “all inspiration - zero time” rut of creating things XD
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dandadan episode 7 ruined me.
#'ghosts as metaphors for grief' oh you know you're my favorite theme#i will be thinking about this for the next week#dandadan#that's right. look who actually moved on.#speaking of which i still need to finish jjk's last chapter and get my thoughts out there. that'll happen! now as for when well.
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*sigh* I need the tf1 sequel so bad 😩
SAME
I want to see the new rhythm that was set in the tfone ending in full action
I want to see what things are like when the fighting really gets started, and with the Quintessons still in play??
I want to see the more long term changes that happen now energon is flowing freely on Cybertron again
I want to see more of Megatron as a leader in this timeline
I want to see more of Optimus as a leader in this timeline
I want to see the dynamic of decepticon high command after it's had time to settle
Ohhhohoh boy I want to see how Optimus and Megatron interact now that things have changed— I want to see their more familiar autobot vs decepticon dynamic play out on screen
I want to see what I know is going to happen next, and I want to see what I don't know will happen yet
#transformers#maccadam#tfone spoilers#transformers one#I WANT TO SEE IF THEY CALL IT TRANSFORMERS TWO AND IF THERE'S TAG CONFLICT WITH TEAM FORTRESS TWO ON TUMBLR#which is a kind of mean want but i need to see how we'll end up tagging the sequel#...i want to see tfone cybertron transform into the wartorn husk we see in some continuities#an evil part of me wants to see what happens when Iacon burns— not because i think it's better off gone_ but because i know it's coming#i want to see things get worse for the cybertronians before they can get better#a lot of ''i want'' statements here i know#tf1 megatron#tf1 optimus prime#Quintessons#I WANT TO SEE HOW ELITA AND BEE INTEGRATE INTO THE NEW AUTOBOT HIERARCHY#i want to see who waffles between the autobots and decepticons because gee golly they're not sure if they want to join either#if they DO end up calling it transformers two i apologize in advance for the amount of robots that'll flood the preexisting tf2 tags😔#or!! maybe they'll do what bayverse did with it's sequels and give it a cool name#idk
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obviously they won't say anything about it because they only comment on things that are nonsensical, but even kcarats are mad about this collab so i do wonder if they'll end up saying anything or will just act stupid lmfao
#like at a certain point you gotta address it#you can't simply brush off every valid criticism as just ''haters''#like don't post a video of you fanboying over the fuckass in prob hopes of fans going omggg his dream came true#i often think artists don't owe their fans anything in terms of music their time and privacy#but they do owe fans some respect and being linked with this dude for sure is not it lmao#like were they truly expecting for their fanbase who is mainly female to be liek yaaay a song with a dude that hates women!! so fun!!#ah so sorry i'm just still so annoyed will be annoyed for a while#thought about getting back into giffing them this month but yeah i don't think that'll happen#not that anyone cares i could deactivate and people wouldn't notice LMFAO#yeah idk it's just shitty i get liking an artist and not knowing anything about them truly me with so many#but when you're gonna collab when you're gonna basically invite them to be a part of your brand your project....#you need to be a little more careful about it and think is this going to alienate my already existing fanbase#is this someone that i want to be associated with basically#b.txt
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It's extremely epic to live by a stadium, I love it so much
(sarcasm - it's not epic, it's 4AM SHUT UUPPPP)
#oc: bean#sona tag#vent tag#I need to get new earplugs bc this has been happening every night this week#but that is for a later Bean - I am exhausted and going to try to go back to sleep#not that I got any in the first place but y'know#although it is still going so I still might not get any until they stop#which who knows when that'll be!!!
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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.
#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day#how they're already memories since moments pass so fast#everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever#and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed#it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily#so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day#ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been#the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief#and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately#id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again#like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night#one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys#i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i#hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day
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I hope this event gives red viewers a better understanding of q!Bad's morals and character. I feel that I understand him a lot more as someone who mains other povs. (I think he goes too far sometimes but he cares about the eggs). He didn't defend his egg properly because he didn't think others would attack it.
Not just red viewers but everyone. q!Bad during purgatory is seen to others that he's not a good guy. No one is. But mainly Bad. That Bad is a villain. But take a look at the event and oh? Who didn't attack the eggs? Bad. Bad may not have the best of morals but when it comes to the eggs, even if it's a representation of them? He'll never hurt them. Call him a bad guy, call him evil, call him whatever but know that at least he'll never kill the eggs. Not even if it's said to them that they're not them, he won't take that risk unless seeing it for his own eyes. (Unless it's code Dapper, he'll protect it no matter what)
#and of course I'm not saying everyone else doesn't care that'll be ridiculous#I'm only saying it because while yeah the risk most likely wouldn't happen (especially meta wise) there's still the risk in the story#to q!Bad everyone that killed and everyone who cheered and everyone who didn't keep the promise no longer cares about the eggs to him#(at least that's what can be expected we don't truly know)#(also I wrote a whole thing about how like murders and what humans would deem as bad when talking about when red (?) killed Rivers -#and then talking about how a murder is still a murder no matter what. but then I remembered the ask.#I'll get into that and murders some other day#qsmp#badboyhalo#qsmp badboyhalo#(I don't even think this makes sense but um. :D)#ask
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Just some colored concepts for the turtle babies! ( some a little older but nonetheless!) You finally get to see them all, with some changes of course. Mucha got a slight recolor to make him look like a real turtle and Otto (Donnie's little white turtle) now has his markings decided as well. I tried so hard to make sure he didn't look too similar to Uno from the last Ronin. I think I succeeded. Heh, also I finally have Mikey's little girl, Madonna! She is based off of a bog turtle so she got to have those cool orange markings. Sort of a diva to be honest, she has her dad's flare. Oh Raph's little gal has her name now! Toni as a nickname, and Takeko as her given name. Both names felt right, but I cant hear Raph yelling "Takeko" across the lair. It was probably "Taki" and then it devolved into Toni. "A tough name for my tough girl, yeah?"
(Thank you for everyone who suggested names for her!)
But yep, here they are! I mean I'll probably work on Toni a little more, her eyes don't feel right. But faces mostly done, just gotta learn how the devil to draw the rest of them. Just a quick @redsrooftopprincess so you'll see :)
Oh and thank you @wallflowerchild for the name Madonna!
#small artist#oc art#digital art#art#concepts#doodle#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt bayverse#tmnt oc#tmnt fanart#rough#yes Mucha has fangs#Im sorry#But it felt right#this whole project is running off of vibes and nice comments#If I'm lucky I'll have a real character sheet for each of these dummies one day#who knows when that'll happen though
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oh man no wonder i'm missing my little guys recently. we haven't seen kaeya in almost a year
#personal stuff#delete later#a month from now marks one year since his hangout....#head in hands.... kaeya come back i miss you#yes i Know he has a hangout i can replay at any time that also has his brother in it. not the same#diluc showed up back in march with his normalguysona and kaeya sent a letter but it's just not the same...#i miss the ragbros insanity that 2.8 and 3.1 inflicted upon me. i miss bouncing off the walls thinking about them and their new lore#can they come back and do something that makes me relive that sometime soon. please. for me#not sure who's going to be in the summer event this year. probably not going to be either of them but can it be Someone i care abt#for the most part they have been? like 1.6 was THE found family slash siblings vacation#2.8 was my girlie fischl and also hidden strife#then 3.8 was kaeya and klee and collei and kokomi#come on let's keep up this energy. this will be THE mondstadt update TRUST#like come onn venti and lisa both told us to come back to mondstadt before setting off for somewhere new......#like at this point i have very little hope for mondstadt character story quest 2. i used to hope for it w every update but now it's like#who fucking knows. we'll wait until snezhnaya i guess. that's when venti and diluc will probably be relevant again#jean miiight get a second one after natlan depending on what happens to varka's expedition? since her mom is there i think#manifesting a second razor quest then too. we know what the rifthounds are now + varka coming back would be a good setup#and klee might get one whenever we meet alice. i have my thoughts but idk when Exactly that'll be#but lisa's thing probably won't be relevant for a while either considering its connection to the abyss order#and kaeya and albedo... yeah.#but like. i'd love to see amber go to liyue and find her grandpa or something :(#and like. fuck it i would love to see a second xiangling quest too.
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Hey, CC. Am I valid in my decision to go through OG Obey Me’s story while doing Nightbringer’s daily quests and jobs but ignoring the story? Or should I melt my brain by going through both stories at the same time?
Hey there!
You are definitely valid.
The thing is, it's entirely up to you how you decide to read the story. I think it makes more sense to read OG in its entirety first. And that's what I would normally recommend to people.
The problem is that it takes forever to get through the OG story and a lot of people want to read Nightbringer now, since it's actively updating the main story. (Or will be soon.)
But I say if trying to read them simultaneously would mess with your head (which I totally get because wow NB drives me bonkers even when I'm just reading it by itself, let alone reading it in tandem with OG for the first time), then you should just read OG on its own.
I don't think there's a right or wrong way to play the story. I think you have to decide what makes the most sense for you. And whatever decision you come to in regards to that is valid!
#it's tricky with the double apps and everything too#and there's the chance that they're going to move OG's story into NB#but who knows if or when that'll happen#so it's hard to count on such things#I say just go with what feels right at the moment#you can always change your mind later#obey me#obey me nightbringer#viczen33#misc answers
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no hot shower for me tonight. but i will be channelling my inner medieval peasant and heating various pans of water on the hob for a bath.
#also no heating for me tonight or tomorrow or the day after or maybe even the day after that#in fact who knows when i'll get heating back :)#which is great because the temps just dropped from 15°c to 7°c#anyways. the water heater is Broken and Leaking and there's a Damp Patch on the ceiling#and i saw this 5 minutes before we had someone come to view the house#and ive called Multiple plumbers and im waiting for one to call me back because he may be able to come out and check tomorrow morning#but i think he forgot about me#so earliest is monday afternoon w/ someone else#we think we'll have to replace the whole thing but god knows how much that'll cost. alternatively we could get a combi boiler#which would be more efficient and space saving#but that's minimum like £5k#in the meantime we had to turn off the heater and drain out all the hot water#but i just :) i think the thing is. id spend anything if we werent hoping to buy a new place/move#but with the economy as it is we really dont want to take thousands of pounds out of our house deposit fund#and speaking of someone put an offer on our house today but they offered like £30k below the valued price and we were like#haha absolutely not. sorry but we cannot afford to do that#and the price is only like £8k more than what we paid in 2020#and i have no idea if my pharmacy managed to order in my meds and im almost Out again#and im not on them today so i have mad fatigue#and keep almost falling asleep#and im just done w it all. especially after all the horrible shit that's happened this week. politically. in the usa and germany etc#and all the other shit that's happening across the globe :)#im so sorry this is such a stupid overshare but i am so sick of things happening#tbd
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I feel like I'm slowly healing from all the pain I suffer from the Splatbands fandom. Like. I still get anxious when I see official Splatoon content, and I still strongly hate the fandom. But It's better than desperately trying to hold on to a group of people who see nothing in me. I don't know why I ever even wanted that. I feel kinda stupid for it lol
#I know I still have issues#like#anyone who tells me Splatoon is their special interest#I just immediately assume they're a bad person#which I know is horrible#but it's better than getting hurt again so#get bent ig#by the end of all of this#I wanna make all the Splatbands characters I love into human designs#(and Margarita)#and dissapear from the Splatoon community all together#that'd be nice#That'll happen eventually#when I'm ready for it.
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Talking to my brainwashed family members is going to be. So painful, no matter which way this election goes. Hoping your stepdad keeps his mouth shut
i hope the same to you friend :') it's really hard to ignore any part of the election when it's in your house with you, and god it sucks trying to deal with family members who don't seem to care if the person in charge of the country wants you dead
#This sucks ass!!!#So far he hasn't said anything other than his usual base level of total bullshit but who knows if that'll change tomorrow#Was trying to talk to my mom about a coworker or something today and he started going on about how his dad got his leg cut off or something#I don't think that happened but it's impossible to have a conversation without him having to say how something worse happened to him#It don't matter what the conversations about or whether or not what he's saying is relevant or even coherent#When I was last sick he got mad bc he was jealous of me getting attention and said about himself: 'i throw up every day'#No you??? Don't??????? What??????????? What??????#It's like living with a piece of roadkill that someone hooked up to chatgpt and is puppeting around to make it say random nonsense
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also so tragic that they found this sweeping edge bug right before charlie goes away for at least a week to film Sorry
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