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#trying to get back on my grind#heyy#sharing a smoke and sharing a bed#but what if it was melancholic#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trimax#vashwood#trigun maximum
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ma’s old singer
#severus snape does not like mothers day#but hope yall had a good one!#(so i absolutely love vintage sewing machines i own 3 and here is fanart of em#theyre such beautiful machines and yet always look somewhat melancholic?? do u kno what i mean do u see the vision#severus snape#eileen snape#eileen prince#snape#hp fanart#mine#PS I WISH I HAD ALL THE TIME TO DRAW#employment is evil actly
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I miss the old days...
#i was rewatching the first season and the first episode made me so melancholic#The moment that Atsushi met Dazai and Kunikida.. the first opening... the first ending ...#What's left for me? Drawing these feelings inside me#bsd#kunikida doppo#dazai osamu#kunikidazai#bungou stray dogs#artists on tumblr#riolone_moon
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Happy Birthday to Fallen London; My favourite British people beefing it with bats simulator.
#fallen london#ambition: nemesis#mr.cups#the grey mourner#Happy belated birthday to me: I finished my Nemesis ambition. I get to make a fun comic about it. THAT WAS THE DEAL!!!#...Is what I would have said had I not spent *four* days trying to draw a cool dramatic comic. This is all I have to show for it.#I also missed posting this on the Flondon anniversary so I'm double Smad and frustippointed at myself.#This is niche content but I know there are flondoners following me who will understand.#I had to make a second account because all my friends who I played with *also* picked Nemesis and dropped the game at various gates.#I failed every possible check at Knifegate. I was on the verge of madness. And yet I still love this game.#Little known secret about me: over 70% of the blogs I follow on tumblr are flondon rp blogs.#The cool art and character lore brings me a lot of joy!#With that said; what the hell is the coincidence that right as I finish Nemesis -#The flondon community starts a Nemesis Race.#Guys. it’s not worth it. It is a revenge quest about losing everything you have to see your task through.#All to culminate in the discovering that you are beefing it with a fanfiction writing bat.#That said; I do feel like this story was very satisfying for my melancholic doctor.#I knew I would get the choice between sparing or killing my nemesis (the bat) and I had a long time to think it through.#Someone who wants to save lives and (does as much as possible to do make things better for others) choosing against mercy?#Someone who never permitted themselves to let the city truly become a home because they were not a person - they were a tool for grief.#Alright..Yeah the ending was really good.#I will be back with a part two. Clearly I'm tenacious enough to commit to what I started.#If I am not excommunicated on sight by the flondon community I will be back with comics for the other ambitions.
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“Surely not…. It’s been 15 years… and anyone would have stopped before getting disowned, noone would lack *that* amount of care for themself”
And then basen doesn’t stop thinking about it for a week
#this is a no war no white star au i guess xD#basen henituse#og cale henituse#tcf#i like to think violan is somewhat sad abt cale#deruth is downright melancholic and feels guilty af when hes mentioned#lily is curious abt her elusive and strange oppa#but basen is like ‘I NEED ANSWERS???’#like every once in a while he just notices some detail abt his childhood and *something* falls into place for the full picute#but hes just not entirely sure what the fuck the picture is about#and he loses sleep over it HAHNDJSMS#just drawing dmm
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i feel like i know her, but sometimes my arms bend back.
#dollette#girl interupted syndrome#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#this is what makes us girls#coquette#female hysteria#lizzy grant#femcel#laura palmer#twin peaks#alison dilaurentis#sofia coppola#female manipulator#femcore#girlblog interrupted#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#this is a girlblog#girlblog aesthetic#feminine hysteria#melancholic#i believe in unicorns#palo alto#the virgin suicides#lux lisbon#mary lisbon#cecilia lisbon#nicole dollanganger#ethel cain
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"Come, Nerevar. Friend or traitor, come."
My first attempt at lip sync ever! I absolutely love russian Dagoth Ur dubbing. Had to make him more Voryn than Dagoth Ur for the sake of movable lips
#my art#fasta draws#the elder scrolls#morrowind#tes morrowind#dagoth ur#voryn dagoth#the russian voice of dagoth ur is actually what got me to like him in the first place#i love the english version a lot too but in russian his voice sounds a lot more sad and melancholic#and although it's not great for a dub to make a character sound so different from the original i love the melancholic dagoth ur so much
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technically this is for the requester but it's also for anyone who's having a hard time-- you've worked hard, good job today 💜 "alhaitham and kaveh hugging but kaveh is comforting alhaitham" for @/zarzaryyy. thank you for your donation to @hkvthm-action!!
open for better quality | no reposts
#kaveh#alhaitham#kavetham#genshin impact#fanart#myart#doodle#first drawing was So self-indulgent don't perceive me#i just think that bc alhaitham seems on top of everything all the time ppl don't think he struggles#except he's human so of course he does#most wouldn't think to give him words of encouragement but kaveh sees all sides of him so he knows when he's having a hard time#and while he may not know exactly what's going on (yet) i think kaveh would know what to say to make him feel better#why yes lee hi's song 'breathe' changed my life#but anyway the first drawing seemed too melancholic so i drew the second#i just couldn't bear to leave alhaitham sad like that :(#he's ok see!! nothing a little rest at home can't fix <3#hkvthmgotcha
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Thinking about my TMA OC... A motorcycle butch that just so happens to be an avatar of the lonely :-)

Little doodles.... Rambling + thoughts under the cut (yeah I can't draw helmets lol eave me alooone I had no referencesssss)
I want her to be very much like. Kind motorcyclist. Just looking to give some guy a ride. they never remember her face or her name and she never stops driving, but eventually the road theyre driving on just goes on, and on. And everything is so loud and cold and they want to scream and they want to go but their limbs feel like lead and. And at some point she dropped them off, but they're begging her to take them for another ride. somewhere back home. their original destination. and when she's not there for them when they turn around they'll have become so lost that theres nothing there.
Which of course sounds nice and all but I really want there to be more to her than Depressing Motorcycle Ride yk
Alongside that, however, she's a lady who goes out to bars to find people predisposed to loneliness and romance them and flirt with them until theyre alone with her, and just ghosting them into the lonely in the middle of a makeout session. Hello? hi? Getting quite literally lost in someones eyes because they're too desperate for connection to realise theyre slipping away, and once no one in the world exists but her then they stsrt to dissapear too. Okay? Okay. in anycase, I was struck by the sort of Time Dilation-like trance you get from driving motorcycles for long periods of time. Everything just passes by in a blur yk. you know you can see people you know you can feel the rain on your back, but the wind and the mist just kind of glide over you and it's peaceful....
I have suuuch a visceral vision of a statement giver describing her cigarette smoke. It would have filled them with warmth, It should have put fire in their blood, sparks in their brain— but it just seeped cold until their bones ached for something to anchor onto. The chilling mist brushing their nape like a lover. And its suffocating and its so, so frigid and they feel so alone in her touch, but what else is there? Next thing they know even SHES not there and theyre wandering through the lonely just looking for something to hold but their haaaands keep passinggg through everythingggg and im just. WOUGH
One of the more important and reoccurring details of her are her smiley face keychain and her leather biker jacket with "YOU HAVE NO ONE BUT YOURSELF" etched on the back. Mostly unimportant but I just wanted you all to know. Hehe
#shes the epitome of a life-changing conversation you had while drunk and you couldnt even remember the persons name or what you said back#its embarrassing its suffocating its so so melancholic. and youll never see them again#really want to encapsulate the lonliness of strangers in the night yk#at some point ill write a transcript-style statement both from her and one of her victims. soon#its alienating its a cold ending and its utterly unsatisfying. ah shit its another metaphor for heartbreak#i like her a loooot i havent come up with a name for her though which is funny#tma oc#the magnus archives#tma#tma oc art#original character#art cabinet
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oh my fucking god
my friend just texted me after finishing watching Monte Cristo adaptations and asked me why man went so hard on revenge shit because it’s not like his time in prison was that bad and he had treasure on him why not just move on or do it other way
head in hands
see that’s what I mean by adaptations missing the key point of his imprisonment time
without knowing what happened in château d’if, without understanding how much of his life was destroyed here along with his psyche and morals, without understanding that he was so destroyed that by the time he met abbe faria, even faria himself high key was regretting teaching/telling dantes who screwed him over because at this point he helped to finalize monster in dantes, because if faria didn’t tell him that, dantes would’ve never even decided to have revenge because he didn’t had need/target for it
i just keep noticing that people who watch adaptations without reading source material always get confused on ‘why’ of his revenge because the start and result don’t weight the same for them and such people more than right to ask the question what stopped him from starting new life with treasures faria left him
dantes with his wealth honestly could’ve simply hired assassins or mercenaries to kill people he deems responsible for his demise and call it a day. but no, he wastes even more of his years for a revenge and even went overboard with it because it’s extremely personal for him in his broken unhinged mind. his broken psyche concluded that death would be too easy for them, they need to go through equal amounts of hell he went through. because his revenge is more psychological torture focused than physical one, he is a broken man who doesn’t understand he overstepped boundaries of equal revenge and only snaps out of it when his plans backfire on people uninvolved.
his hyperfixation on such hard to execute and too complex revenge is pretty much what is keeping what remains of his broken mind and morals intact, since he in his head (as well as narrative) justifies his actions and goals based on what he went trough in prison. because if abbe faria didn’t unintentionally given him a goal, a target of revenge, even if he proceeded to escape and find a treasure, he simply would’ve started his life anew.
so yea adaptations missing on fatalism and mindfuckery of his time in château d’if is what ruins them all. book really gives you time to savor the shit he went through here, starting from time passage, changing of his cells and how ‘life’ around goes up to his mood and behavior changes through years, from hopeful hysterical boy to depressed apathetic half corpse who ironically considered his jailers as some sort of friends he can talk to even if they don’t talk back to him anymore
#count of monte cristo#le comte de monte cristo#edmond dantes#when people ask me what adaptation to check I just tell them to read the book#honestly story would’ve worked better as a series I think#more time/episodes to savor his time in prison tbh#like 3-4 episodes dedicated simply to years of his existence here#even if adaptations show time in prison everything is so romanticized it’s baffling#he was kept in one of the most guarded and hardcore prisons the fuck even#he shouldn’t sit and sigh melancholically dressed somewhat appropriate#he should be a mess of grit and dirt and overgrown hair and nails dressed in rugs and chains#and just behaving like half corpse with occasional mood swings
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Since we're talking names, I went to the fandom wiki to dig into Mirio's real name and hero name a bit more, and I'm even more convinced of my interpretation of his character and the depths to which he is meant to be a foil for Izuku.
Both of their hero names are calls to action created from puns of their given names. The first character of Izuku's name can be read as "de" which Bakugou used to call him Deku, worthless/a wooden doll, which Ochako reinterpreted as dekiru as in "you can do it!". Izuku writes his hero name in accordance with Ochako's interpretation, but it's still a homophone with how he was called by Bakugou. And that "you can do it!" is simultaneously Izuku's aspirations for himself, a callback to his origin, and a call to action for others.
Mirio's name is close to a homophone with the Japanese pronunciation of million, and his hero name is Lemillion. His goal is to save a million people. He lacks the ambition to save everyone or create a new framework for their society. Assuming Japan's population was around 126.8 million people during this chapter, Mirio's highest ambition was to save approximately one percent of the population. It's a grand goal for an average pro hero, but for a supposed fledging symbol that goal is nothing special.
There are conflicting indications in Mirio's name concerning One for All. Mirio's name does fit within the number pattern for One for All successors. His surname contains a kanji that can also be read as ten just like the "ku" in Izuku's name is a homophone for nine. But, his surname, Togata, can also be read as "conformity", which is the opposite of the role of a One for All successor.
All the One for All users went against the grain of their time. The first three went against the man who first brought society back together again after the Dawn of Quirks (because he was trying to rule over everything). Shinomori rejected the existing society entirely and lived in the woods. Banjo through Nana were swimming against the tide trying to keep society together and fight the ultimate villain during times of turmoil. All Might was an orphan who came from nothing who aspired to be a pillar for society to progress. Izuku had ambitions to include those excluded/disempowered by All Might's era of peace (not that Izuku thinks poorly of All Might but they have disagreements concerning questions like can everyone be saved or are their inherently evil quirks).
Mirio's rationality and achievable, grounded goals just don't mesh well with the ethos of One for All despite the surface level compatibility.
Tl;dr: Mirio isn't crazy enough to be a One for All successor
#bnha reread#bnha 129#bnha#togata mirio#midoriya izuku#all might#one for all#shigaraki yoichi#kudou#second one for all user#bruce#third one for all user#shinomori hikage#banjo daigoro#tayutai en#shimura nana#also listened to some Remioromen to see if i could gleam anything from mirio's character from it#other than the band is slower and more melancholic than what i'd expect from mirio's taste (sounds like what amajiki would listen to)#it just sounds like kind of generic slow japanese rock to me
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Heartbreak hotel
#ts4#my sims#sims 4#sims#the sims 4#the sims#simblr#s4#ts4 edit#ts4 pictures#ts4 screenshots#ts4 screenshot#sims 4 edit#my edits#my pictures#aaron#c#what does he deserve with his melancholic little face?#a melancholic little edit!#also the way that I've named this after an elvis song#but repeatedly listened to hozier's arsonist's lullaby while editing the pics
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A new challenger approaches (slowly)
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen chao#jin zixuan#jiang cheng#lan wangji#tulu xuanwu#Wen Chao's turtlephobia starts now. I wonder if that's ever going to come back into play?#Slight re-ordering of events for the funny punchlines but we're close to getting back on track.#The mianmian stuff happening right after we also have a Torment Tortoise looking for blood makes this scene so chaotic.#A good kind of chaos as it is supposed to be overwhelming and anxiety inducing!#I have been sitting on the idea of the Beast being just a normal turtle with a knife for ages. Years in fact.#It's stupid as hell but that's sometimes what art is. Indulging the past you who would have loved to see the dumb thing be drawn.#Making it canon now that A-Qing's turtle (the one pd-Lan Sizhui found) is a descendant of this turtle.#Maybe she was so defensive because she has eggs she was watching over! How insensitive of these cultivators!#You can insert your own choice of boss music here - I did not grow up playing video games so I have nothing off the top of my head.#I am making a BOTW reference here so you could substitute one of those themes but I find them more melancholic than menacing.
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littlest guy...
#kimi was playing in the rain... shouldve sent him over to play with his teddy friend#ollie being melancholic in the haas garages was the only part i caught from quali. or what it was supposed to be lol#hes growing on me ngl. silly goober#hazel.txt#f1#ollie bearman
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there's so much balance stuff and lore going on rn and i'm kind of sick and tired of it- *gets shot*
i miss the silly little lighthearted shaw pack, vincent, and damn squad audios on rotation, sue me. but actually don't bc i don't have money 💀
ik ppl were complaining abt not having lore and shit and i'm so happy for u guys and i hope you're enjoying it. but i js want vince and lovely to go on a cute little date again
or gavin and freelancer talking about their feelings
or asher and baaabe taking a nap together
or sam and darlin js doing what they do
or damien and huxley bickering
or david playing minecraft again
or milo and sweetheart playing with aggro
or lasko and dear having a pillow fight
or fucking anything that doesn't have to do with even a smidge angst pls
i'm just so tired of hearing blake or vega or brachium (or avior) talk about fucking nothing for 30 minutes or seeing [character death] [excessive violence] in the description. ik the lore is what makes erik stand out and that's why ppl love him (or not, u ppl be complaining about everything recently) but if it's not darlin beating someone's ass i don't careeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i want more lighthearted bullshit that means nothing to no one. i miss the comfort. but the last time he did that, look what happened 😐
#fuck you youtube#this is why we can't have anything#UGHHHHHH#make no mistake though#i'm not upset w erik himself for posting what he wants#i'm just being melancholic lol#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted fandom#redacted boys
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