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the boys are back 🖤 (the shitposts never left, though)
#i feel like iii has been the main character of the aus tour thus far but our darling ivy has been on his... Behavior#iv AND ii are very pretty. pretty boys who could absolutely kick my fucking ass. positively rock my shit#all photos are from st's official pages except for the two of vessel they are from james gough and high voltage ph. respectively#lots of black and white in this one oooooo boy. iii looks so ominous in black and white i love him#i've been waiting to make this until i had a few more photos to work with bc i take my Time in selecting the photos i use for each post#i'm way too picky for these silly shitposts but i make them with my heart and soul so i hope you enjoy them gang#sleep token#sleep token memes#worshitposting#sleep token vessel#sleep token ii#sleep token iii#sleep token iv#em's worshitposting
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Weird question maybe but genuinely how do you manage to read so much and actually Retain Information?
honestly it depends, some stuff slides right off my brain like water on a smooth rock, but history has been an intense area of interest for me since I was about six (american revolution babyyyyy, back when I lived in new england I used to spend my weekends going to reenactments and museums) and if something piques my interest, then everything related to that thing will forcibly take up space in my brain against my will. I did not care about the roman economy until crassus took over my life, and now there's about a century of roman history where I'm fascinated by the economy.
it's also extremely difficult for me to to keep focused on a singular train of thought (read about Caesar's march on Rome, immediately jumped to a book about the Siege of Florence, then jumped back to Trebonius and siege warfare), so when I read a book or start researching something, I have an open notebook near by and I'll jot notes/thoughts/whatever else down in it because I remember information with more clarity if I write it down by hand, especially because I struggle to retain information I read on a screen (I also don't remember notes I take on a laptop or on my phone, it's gotta be on paper) and when I'm done reading, I'll summarize the interesting parts down for my future self
#currently I'm reading two different biographies on hannibal and my notes are a combination of marking down interesting information#moments I think would make interesting comics + some quick comic outlines and also in a totally different pen color#a third train of thought about crassus and the roman propaganda/memory voice for something i might make a comic about next year#anyway all of this is also very selective. if i move too far away from a point of interest my brain turns off until i find a new point#of interest to anchor my attention onto#ask tag
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I can't believe trump is winning the elections...
#like... for real?#I was reading about a woman pregnant with twins in texas#who needed a selective reduction i.e. to abort one twin#because he wasn't going to survive#and the doctors went 'no we can't do that'#which meant they would ALL die. both twins and their mom#she managed to get the abortion done out of texas but like#how insane is this??#it drives me mad#I'm worried about the anti-abortion stance spreading#I mean it's not like it's not already there in europe#see Ireland until recently. see Italy#where abortion is legal on paper but doctors can still refuse to perform it#on religious grounds#which is INSANE. insane#omg I was discussing it with my aunt ages ago and I was like#they shouldn't have that option#and she went 'oh so you think doctors should be forced to perform abortions'#NO I think if you don't want to perform abortions don't become a fucking gyno?? maybe??#did they point a gun to their head?? aren't there lots of other specialties they could've gone for??#like what am I missing here. help#it's not even about religion though for most which makes it even more infuriating#oh I went off on a tangent here. sorry#reproductive rights#us politics#donald trump
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ok Lt. Kitsuragi I was unfamiliar with your game*
*idle pose that perfectly accentuates your absolutely snatched waist
#his lil outfit AND the pose?? like ok slick leave the force and become a model pronto#I love him so much; when he went back to his precinct w/ the body I was just counting down the minutes until he came back#i bought disco elysium like 3 years ago and have tried and failed to play it so many times since#until this week I'd never gotten further than meeting Cuno#can i just say; great story but the controls are DOG SHIT on console ngl#like i think the perpetual struggle of getting stuck on invisible barriers#and/or suddenly walking like youre stuck in jello would be a PC prob too#but I just know selecting things has to be easier on PC#game devs don't port your games for console if you cant make the controls satisfying challenge 2kforever#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi
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Imagine Egg A1 still has one life left, and it somehow manages to escape the facility... It is being followed by mobs, by Federation employees, being hurt by the poison ivy and other environmental threats, but it keeps running, because what other choice is there? That parkour course was a trick after all, the last block was a fake, it was never meant to pass that test in the first place.
So it keeps running, but the Federation workers are getting closer. It won't be able to avoid them forever...
But then it bursts through some bushes and comes face to face with someone new - and it's Bad, out building or exploring or just wandering alone. A1 is immediately afraid, of course. It is a stranger, a very visually striking stranger, the complete opposite of the pure white and featureless employees of the Federation. But there are people close behind, and it knows what will happen to it if it is caught, so... It has no choice but to try. It has no way to communicate, no signs or books, so it simply rushes to hide behind him and hopes he understands, and that he is willing to help...
And Bad, for his part, well.. he's an extremely cautious and paranoid person, and this is just an incredibly confusing and unexpected situation to be in. An unknown egg appeared out of nowhere and is hiding behind him, he can see Federation employees in the distance that are clearly looking for something... He knows that the code has been disguising itself as eggs, and that the strange egg in front of him with no marks, no distinguishing features, an egg that he has never seen before, could easily be the code monster preparing to attack at any moment...
But there is absolutely no way Bad could ever look at an egg in distress and not try to help it, even knowing it could be a trap.
So he quickly digs a shallow hole and pushes the mysterious egg into it, covering it up just in time, and when the employees throw him a book asking if he had seen anything, he lies effortlessly, he complains about nonsense, he asks them where the Ekea is and is as annoying as he can be, until they leave.
And now they're alone... just Bad an this mystery egg in the middle of the woods, A1 too afraid to leave the hole even when Bad tries to coax it out. He gives it food and tries his best to comfort it, to tell it everything is okay and that the pursuers are gone. He gives it some signs and a book, trying to see if it will write anything to him or answer any of his questions, but he gets no reply. A1 is just too afraid to even attempt to answer, and Bad doesn't even know if it understands him. He tries what few words he does know of the other languages, and still no response.
What should he do? As much as the image of a tiny, terrified egg makes him want to do all he can for it he also needs to be safe. He can't bring it home, because if it is a code there is no way he is bringing it anywhere near Dapper. Should he call someone else for help, or would that draw too much attention? Would it even be safe for him or the egg to let anyone know right now? And was this egg dangerous, or harmless and in need of protection? He wouldn't abandon it regardless but...
What now?
#Egg A1#badboyhalo#I am a Bad watcher it will always be qBad in my what ifs even if anyone could do it#Plus he is perfect for the job#I can't write fic but yes this is basically an A1 fic oops#ElQuackity you thought killing a featureless egg was a safe option but you're wrong we are all attached#I want A1 to be alive and to escape to be adored and protected#Also I bet if Bad got caught with a mystery egg I think he'd just go 'Huh? No this is my other child you just never saw them before :)'#Also for some reason my brain was calling A1 'Alice' but then I saw people using 'Ai' and that's adorable too~#Though it also makes me think 'artificial intelligence' but hey maybe that is fitting for the fabricated eggs theory XD#'What now' I ask as if I am not already imagining Bad trying to protect A1 and also be safe in case it is a threat#not wanting to think it is but unable to know otherwise#but also being so BBH about it and just being in complete dad mode when they interact#he keeps it in it's own safe little secure home and does what he can to help it with minimal communication for several days#until A1 starts to open up little by little - incredibly slowly#Bad very gradually telling very select people about it#until eventually when the Federation finds out - everyone who knows is immediately hmm what no this is our child what do you mean?#and go ultra protective#because A1 deserves the world#fic within the tags yes#Bad ruined my sleep schedule and I can't sleep mindless rambles time
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Ponee (It is half 3 in the morning)
#hey she didn't actually come out too bad!#I didn't show the last time I tried to draw Sunny but it didn't look great ehe ^^;#I think Ponies are gonna have to be a digital art only thing for now cause I had the select and drag so many elements of this#to make this look right sahsdhdshsdh#Yeah despite liking ponies since I've became a conscious thing I never drew them a bunch#and well. that's because I didn't start drawing properly until I was like. 11 years old. and I was super into something else then ehe ^^;#Sorry to get personal in the tags of an mlp art thing but I do think about how I always wanted to draw but like.#I was such a chronic perfectionist as a little little kid??? I HATED everything I tried to make XD#It makes me a little sad yknow? cause like. most kids don't give a shit they just draw whatever and it's beautiful and amazing#it makes me sad that I didn't allow myself to have that! I worked backwards IG lmao#little 6 year old hating everything she tried to make for not being perfect to me now where I love when my art is full of imperfections#that's the point of art!!! Have fun!!! It doesn't need to be perfect or even “good”!#because art is about expression yknow? and drawing stuff you like!#sorry this only took like an hour this should be on a more high-effort drawing sdhdhdshsd#Also um hi to the person who followed me for MLP G5 art?? I mostly post about puters and Ultrakill and Rain World here#But I do really love ponies I need to draw them more often XD#this is my whatever blog. I post whatever interests me here hehe#MLP#MLP G5#Android Arts#Android.txt
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I...I've somehow manged to create this miracle
#poll over everyone this is the new divider#It was hell#Absolute hell#I don't even know how#but no fr if you want to make this#Get the png you want the gift to be in the shape of (I chose my old divider)#Make a white mask layer out of it#(instead of the bg being transparent make the png transparent and the background a solid white colour)#(So now you have a hallow transparent are in the shape of your og png)#That's your mask layer!#Now go and download any gradient video on youtube with the colour white in it alongside the colour you like#It Must Have White#Now use any video editing app (I used canva) to edit your gradient video and put the mask layer on top of it#So the colour shows underneath in the hallow part we made#convert your video to gif and crop it#now there are three dots under the gif outcome. Click on them then choose “remove gif background”#Now select the colour white so it completely ereases it from the gif#and boom you have a kinda animated gradient gif of your original png#Do make sure to crop it somewhere alongside those steps btw#Also mess around with the “fuzz” slider until you get an outcome you like when in the background remover menu#You can also edit the gif colours and brightness in the same website#☆technical issues#ah my bad i forgot to mention the website name is ezgif#the one you use to convert a video to gif and all the steps that follow after
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at least i get to say that my hypochondriac delusions about dying soon weren't delusions at all lmao. small w
#not close to that stage yet but knowing that i wouldn't be eligible for a liver transplant should i need one terrifies me even more#maybe i'll make it to 30. maybe even 40 if i'm really lucky. but right now everything seems pointless#fucking autistic loser who has no friends or a general circle of people that like them or brings anything of value to society maybe this is#natural selection and my body's speeding up the process#idk man. looking back at all my struggles with classes this last year it all seems so pointless#i got so worked up and spent the last few months i had without this miserable because i was stressing over something that would never lead#anywhere. at least i have an excuse to drop it all now. an excuse to bedrot until i literally rot#sorry for doom posting blame my fucking immune system#romeo's wretched rambles
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I really like your space sweeper au? Do you have any ideas about stuff that you want the characters to do?
yeas I do
#not art#not that it's required to make an AU. sometimes its just bc u wanna draw funky things. but yes personally even when#I just draw things for fun there is also Spontaneously Spawned Lore. I love stories and trying to make sense of things#perhaps futilely. perhaps not the most noble of pursuits. but ultimately the most vital one#and the space sweepers universe is interesting! lots of choices made in that space!#a universe that excludes the idea of a ''universal language'' and puts the onus of communication on solid physical personal devices#and thus making it a luxury. and a selective one. extremely solid choice. like I debated a lot on who on the crew would have a translator#and I still do! its not settled yet#as is the case with anything I do for fun it's extremely modular until the story is told. and even then
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really my only motivation to keep grinding rn either by selection or by pull his ass WILL be mine
#i have 18 pulls left until manual selection please come home before that its embarrassing i have to sink#SO MANY resources into just getting his ass#like please stop making me look like a fool baby#thank god i have no interest in pulling for zhu yuan otherwise id be ripping my hair out trying to balance the pulls#without spending any money#kita chats ☆ˎˊ˗
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i shouldn’t be allowed to make purchases when i’m tired and sick and stressed
i just accidentally purchased elden ring when i meant to buy bg3. dont even ask me how because i couldnt begin to explain myself
#el rambles#and if you’re saying oh just return it#it’s too late i downloaded it#and didn’t notice throughout the whole process until i was making a character#and then i was like huh….why can’t i select a race#yes i am such a dumbass#i KNOW that they are different games and i know the differences#idk how i got so mixed up in my head#anyway i guess i own elden ring now!??#so hopefully i like it#it was on sale but still :’)#i can’t justify getting bg3 as well now
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If I had a nickel for every time the lead singer of my 2 favorite bands addressed the usage of AI "art" this weekend, I'd have 2 nickels, and one of them is a very sad sad nickel that I want to give back (the starset one)
#twenty one pilots#starset#tyler saying something honestly cemented my feelings about the degenerate thing which is that my convictions are correct#ive seen so many people be like boo everyone's overreacting the band knows what they're doing shut up calm down#but when an artist has their own convictions you can tell. and i can tell on this one#i was willing to move on until he said this honestly but he's just about lost a decade long fan in me#i will not be listening to the new album unless they seriously change their tune#bc it's not selective outrage it's being a fellow creative person who has a fucking spine enough to#dislike something that's personally harmed artists i know. sowwy#like hey dustin hey is it cool for people to make ai starset songs now and pass them off as the real thing. ironically
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going on a trip and its a long fucken drive do you have any fic recs
OHHHHH DO I
^ really good angelstone fic. THE angelstone fic to me
^ friend of mine you like scu 100 days. this is a good 100 days qsmp crossover that is beautiful and i love it and it's unfinished but the 9 chapters that are out are amazing
^ my favorite armoredpheasant fic ^_^ if you would like it
^ STARCICLE FIC. ITS ME BOY IM THE PS5 SPEAKING TO YOU INSIDE YOUR BRAIN YOU WANT TO READ THE QSTARCICLE FIC OF THE CENTURY
^ this is mainly a bit but you know the slmccl backrooms series? 15k words about it that are really funny
^ qslime and qbaghera fic. They hanging out preening feathers and talking about being hybrids and it's amazing
^ my favorite scu fic of all time. read this or i blow you up with my mind
also if you haven't read smprompa already you should
these are all long-ish and i read most of them on my 15 hour road trip so I'm shaking your hand and preparing some snacks for the car-ride. Good Luck o/
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#we have mail :]#thank you for taking my fic recommendations i am so stupid selective with what i read i hope they are good#<- with the exception of the backrooms one. that one is just very Very funny#feels like slmccl mangoball#im listening to an old condi video (The Slimecicle and Condifiction Power Hour) and this was in 2020 so theyre talking about jrwi#this is so silly. charlie is talking about moving in with grizzly in that old apartment thing they had together and im just Pointing#like hey ! i remember that place !! whaddahell#and also he's talking about buying a mattress. im just waitin until the suckening drops today ^_^
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Let it be known I did NOT make Valin with love when I was creating a Warlock for myself. I'd made it to the Farm twice with two other attempted Warlocks but the vibes were off, so I decided to try a new beast entirely and made a Valin. He was originally going to have black hair and patternations but I found it too boring...
The red was garish and I wasn't too sure I liked what I had made but I decided to commit to that horrible beast and he has since grown on me like a fungus.
#When I went back to Destiny 1 I discovered I'd actually had a proto-Valin in the Warlock slot the entire time.#He had the more delicate male face and slightly different hair and patterns (and mint-green eyes) but it was very much Valinesque.#I wonder if I was compelled to make Valin in such a way because I subconsciously remembered this proto-Valin.#I have no memory of making that one and evidently I didn't get very far with him.#When I went back to replay Destiny 1 properly I decided I wanted to learn how to play as a Warlock.#Thus deleting the D1 proto-Valin and replacing him with Valin.#Season of the Worthy being as... as it was. Was essential to my consideration of Valin as a character.#And I'd learned to play as a Warlock...#It is funny. I have actually mained all three classes over time...#The first time I played Destiny on my old account (which became my mother's instead) was as a Titan.#Then when I got my own account I made a Hunter and played that way for years and years.#Up until 2020 when I had enough time to play Season of the Worthy across all three classes and discovered I was very fond of my beast...#But I was not familiar with a Warlock properly...#It was nice to replay Destiny 1. I really really enjoyed that experience.#Anyway. Now I am a Warlock main...#Whenever I open the menu I have to select the third character because I made Valin last...#But I don't think I would rearrange that order if I had a choice.#My skills as a Hunter have completely degraded by the way... Shameful...#OC: Valin
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I have to admit that it has been WILD to see what comes out of the contingent of people who have decided to put all their eggs in the electoral basket as they seek to explain their logic to others. I keep seeing statements in these posts that I am absolutely sure people are just saying without recognizing the implications because they're scared but my god
#the amount of cruelty in how these posts are phrased#'if I can do [thing that is frankly fucking obscene to have felt compelled to do to exercise a basic right] to vote than so can you!!'#but like#we do remember that we've agreed not to victim blame people unable to overcome systemic oppression and disenfranchisement#i thought that if 'your legislators are restricting your vote' we felt empathy and responsibility not disdain and shame#my district has voter id laws that had me and wifey scrambling until literally TODAY to make sure at least one of us could legally vote#while on a technical level i am an 'eligible voter' legally even if i try to show up to vote I WILL BE SENT AWAY WITHOUT PROVISIONAL BALLOT#and i really think people's only concept of 'can't vote' is literally 'explicutly legally prohibited from voting' as opposed to#the understanding of voter suppression we have had literally since women and poc started seeking suffrage#you know the one where selectively applied laws and restrictions with asymetrical gatekeeping explicitly create plausible deniability
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*draws something for the first time in a while. “Man I suck at drawing! Maybe go back to being good at it if I draw more!”
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“Oh I got a neat idea for a drawing! Surely I have gotten better by now!” Loop post
#this revelation brought to you by the one and only#midnight brainrot#probably could not of put these things together without the malaise of a mind awake at 3 am again despite saying that they’re ”trying to fix#their sleep schedule ~”#bah. I say things yet never do them. my brain always blocks any sort of progress with ”just one more video”#even fun and enjoyment bends the knee to this declaration#even other YouTube videos!#when I do break it I end up back where I was because like asking for literally anything my brain does so much pushback that it feels#inherently wrong on a fundamental level#I don’t think I’m depressed I like life too much and enjoy existence#is this my brain punishing me for not dying before reaching adulthood like I always thought I would? or is it punishment for not constantly#going from the end of high school to another school like I planned because my purpose in life was to learn and go to school until I die#now I am left without purpose. literally wandering my house like a ghost when no one’s home#I say the two same things to my brother when he gets home so much that he once made a joke about me being an npc#and the worse part is. it wasn’t about that dumb TikTok brainrot meme thing. no it was because I say the exact same things the exact same wa#y every time he gets home. worse more is I can think of several other ways that that statement could be more accurate that he doesn’t know a#bout#I wish to game but never do#I want to make art and such but I never do#I went to an art class for years when I was a kid for Pete’s sake!#my parents complain about my hair being too long and I agree but I still want it long I just always kept it short because of simple ma#maintenance. the only reason I ever grew it out was to keep warm I. the winter!#I spent my childhood with self imposed utilitarianism for no reason#no reason to expand my horizons and explore myself because I thought of myself as a lesser being that was fated to die randomly before#I could reproduce.#oh my goodness the reproduction thing! I thought I was straight for the longest time because I had to be#because the purpose of a person is to reproduce. yet I was all like”I can’t reproduce as I am autistic and would taint my offspring. I am a#genetic dead end and deserve to have the effect of natural selection take place”#through tv show mimicry and being a utilitarian little git I forced myself to be straight for years#and the worse part is I KNEW GAY PEOPLE EXISTED AND I ENVYED THEM FOR NOT HAVING TO REPRODUCE OH MY GOD IS THIS WHAT KARKAT FELT LIKE? NO I
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