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I think my cat shat his bed (most likely) But the single bit of poo looks too much like a slug for me to rule out that there is a slug on his bed.
#are there any functional adults around??#it's 1am what do i do#i logically know it's probably not a slug#how would that even come in here?!?#i understand it's probably just poop#but it doesn't smell at all#and it's incredibly slug shaped#i would be so capable of removing normal poo from his bed#he never does this and is a very clean cat#i can trust that this was just an accident#But How Am I supposed to remove this when there is a non-zero chance it could be a slug#i like to pretend i'm not that bad w insects or small animals like that#but it's pretend and we all know it#if i pick that up with a tissue and it moves i will cry and scream and drop it and run and probably fall down#it would be so much easier if i was a normal adult#but it's 1am i have no life skills and am grossed out by even thinking of touching a slug#no matter if with a tissue or toilet paper or like fucking trash collector thingies#somebody send help#or emotional support pls#cat#i shouldn't have to deal with this at 1am#the cat can go outside btw#and is currently outside#so there's no way for me to know if he'd be embarrassed or anything if i ask him if he shat his bed#he's very expressive#idk how to deal with this#pls help#i don't think anyone is gonna see this#especially not before i do something about it#but ughhhhh what do i even do
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you 🥰 📚 ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewis😭🥹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!💖💖 )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEM🙏😩💘#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision later🤷 LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFER🤺🤺🤺#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celeste🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAW😭😭#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clora😭😭#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!😃👍#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: “Sebastian hesitated; if this was Clora’s last gift to him he wasn’t sure he wanted it.”#😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD UGHHHHH😭 TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE💖IM SO TOUCHEDDD💖💖
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that awkward moment when your muse and center of your universe gives you the stigmata for expressing doubt in his portal plans!!! 🙄🙄
#gravity falls#book of bill#book of bill spoilers#billford#…??#blood cw#gore cw#so the brainworms from age 12 have come back and i think it’s terminal#no one gets this old man and his situationship with an extradimensional triangle like i do#don’t even bother arguing with me i’ve been decoding shit for days on end#gravity falls fanart#stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#UGHHHHH i hate them (their dynamic is so interesting and also terribly abusive(from bills end))#yes this is about that section of the book of bill#you don’t know what that did to me#can’t resist some religious imagery#fuckkkkkkk
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So
, What went wrong ?
#nightmaretheater#caligosto loboto#psychonauts#sorry for making the most upsetting painful fanart known to man. Its my job#Some of this is.Personal.#some personal feelinfs… ya get me?#you even ‘this is just a doodle :)’ then spend several days on it#yeah………….. I need my adhd meds#Ughhhhh..^Ughhh collapses#Thank youuu……wheoevr is reading.send me tour willpower i need it ive got actual work to do in a few hours#Bbbbwbhehehagghh… ignore some of the weird anatomy thz#also shoutouts to all those teeth studies i did only for them to be so distorted you can barely tell what it is
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Inspired by this post: give Bruce a star sapphire ring
I've never met anyone who cared as deeply for his fellow man as Bruce Wayne
#imagine with me an 18 year old Bruce standing at the mouth of The Alley on the night of The Anniversary#he holds two roses in his hand. he isn't sure if he wants to run away or lie down right there more.#and then a shooting star drops out of the sky#and it hovers in front of him#and says 'for hearts long lost and full of fright'#and 'for those alone on blackest night'#and Bruce accepts the ring and the oath#it's one he already swore to his parents anyway#i mean he's still gonna do his world tour training#he's not gonna be caught unable to fight if he loses the ring or it runs out of power!#also i think he's uh. not exactly like. connected with any of the other star sapphires much#so like he really has no idea what's going on#he's heard of green lantern#he figures he's a purple/violet/starsapphire lantern#but like he also isn't exactly. introducing himself much#gotham kids call him the star man#gotham goons call him the violent lantern#yes he would be much stronger in a group of star sapphires#no he isn't gonna do that though#and i mean fair i guess#he's a mid or even low powered compared to other purple lanterns#but there aren't any other lanterns in Gotham. and he doesn't need his ring for most of his fights anyway.#'oh pocket there's already a starman in-' shh. that's why it's star dash man. random Gotham kids also don't know don't care#ok I'm gonna go back to work now ughhhhh#my art#Alt text
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sometimes the feelings of dread and longing are so intertwined you cant tell which youre experiencing but they both leave a pit in your stomach and a lump in your throat
#pwincess#in desperate need of companionship tonight#🦐#:(#where is my bestie when i need her#ughh with her stupid boyfriend that i dont like#i wish my loser friend was free to hang out on call with me for a few hours#we dont even have to play anything together i just want to listen to him do whatever it is he would be doing rn while i just rot in bed#i should ask if he is off this weekend to hang#stupid doctor dummy being so good morally and whatever#hate that in reality he is a good person for all that he is a troll to me online#ughhhhh#i wonder what new music he has to recommend me i feel like i need new music to fill this empty void in my soul rn
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housemate situation so upsetting it’s making me genuinely physically nauseous and on the verge of tears
#literally all i do is pick up after her and furnish the entire house and i just get disrespected in return#it’s like everyone else’s issues Must pale in comparison to hers and therefore hers are more important#i literally dk what to do about it because there’s no way to approach her without her getting defensive about it#and there’s so many little things that it seems idiotic to even mention them but i’m at the end of my wits#would you treat a friend like this?????? why do i literally not matter to you at all#vent#ughhhhh
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Silly teen wanting to look cool
#eee#tired..even if im not doing that much...ughhhhh#wanted to try drawin something for him :)#my oc#nerine the hedgehog#wee my art i gues#thinking about changing his name i just gave this name to him cos i didnt want to keep him unnamed#but i don have ideas so this going to be his name for now :)#maybe like...strawberry in another language.. was thinking about fragola but its not very good as name#also fun fact! he does have 2 ears lol but they are mismatched#one of them is the ear of a hedgehog (visible) and the other is a funky little tenrec ear#cos u know.. sur/gamy#not tagging the ship cos it really isnt happening here so idk#he feels a bit insecure about it so he covers it (he cares a lot about what people think of him).#ALSO I MADE HIS QUILLS A BIT TOO BIG HERE LMAO they arent usually this big...
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What do you think the types of drunk would the murder trio be? Im pretty sure ask dusttale already answered this question about dust but i have to ask the mtt expert
see now askdusttale DID answer the question. but they didn't ANSWER the question when asked what dust is like drunk. they just said that dust is the type to drink himself blackout drunk. so that mean i have total freedom on deciding what the mtt are like drunk hehehe (rubs hands together in a villanous way that you would imagine nightmare doing or something idk)
i already have an absolutely hilarious idea for horror and it might just because i'm on the guilt section of his character analysis but i could TOTALLY imagine him being an emotional drunk. like he CRIES. horror sans man known for being incredibly guarded and private with what he feels bawling his eye out. he gets mad he gets sad he does not get happy because horror doesn't have the right to be happy. he is too upset over the fact that he fucking DOOMED all of horrortale because of his selfishness and nothing can stop him from being incredibly vocal about that fact so much so that killer had to tape his mouth shut because he wouldn't stop crying so loud. and then he just silently cries until he passes out from exhaustion. the alcohol has an incredibly strong effect on him because i dont think he would drink regularly plus he definitely hasnt drinken anything in those 7 years of starvation. it hits like a fucking plane crashing into him. or like getting his eye taken out again. either one!
another funny idea i had for killer would be like the alcohol affecting him but he SWEARS that he's still sober. he is very confused when he starts stumbling because wtf he doesnt FEEL drunk??? why is he bumping into walls and tables HELP WHY DOES HE SOUND FUCKING STUPID???? the alcohol is definitely effecting him but he swears he swears he doesn't feel drunk. hes not drunk its just the damn body doing this stupid bullshit!!!! he's still very aware of what's going on and is basically the same as sober but just like. he's wiggly he's wobbly and oh shit he just fell head face first into a tv whoops. he'd also have a high tolerance because just because. he can drink without feeling like shit until he just blacks out mid conversation with someone because his body couldn't take the toll of all the beer or whatever. hilarious idea triglycercule thank you triglycercule i know
dust in the context that we already know that he drinks AND he can fight against the human while like partially drunk.... i feel it would be kinda like a giggly drunk situation. except dust doesn't laugh at anything that's funny he only laughs when someone gets hurt or something. SADISTIC giggly drunk. because i can already imagine a half drunk dust laughing his ass off after killing the human and its a beautiful sight to me.
anyways imagine how it goes when you pair this sadistic giggly drunk with another that wont stop going through the 5 stages of grief and another that keeps on fucking falling over for no reason in his eyes. dream blunt rotation but the blunt is a bottle of vodka. i can already imagine it in my head and its fucking HILARIOUS. horror going on about how he caused the deaths of others and manipulated and tricked papyrus while killer is just trying his best to keep his eyes open because for some reason they won't stop trying to close. he is surprisingly getting frustated. dust has long since lost his voice laughing at this and he's just silent wheezing at everything. also phantom papyrus is only making the laughter worse because he keeps on making rude comments towards horror and killer and only he can hear him and its guffaw inducing. mtt amazing friend group you dont get shit like this anywhere else
#killer's breakdancing and he swears this isnt on purpose guys#GUYS GUYS ITS NOT ME THE BODY IS DRUNK OKAY WHY CANT I STOP WHEN DID I LEARN HOW TO DO THIS#horror has SO much to be guilty over its not even funny. ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY#nobody talks about this but this man is GUILTSTRIFEN. he is literally filled with so much guilt its not even funny#dust and killer have the genocides they did. ok. sure. that's it????#ugh god i dont wanna ramble in tags again..... im just gonna end up saying it in the analysis anyways but ughhhhhhhhhhh#yk what fine i'll rapid fire. trying to keep people from killing themselves. watching his friends die.#knowing that other monsters are getting eaten. worrying papyrus. coming up with a plan he knows wont work and tries make it happen#because that idea of them deconstrucing the core would NOT have worked so he did that out of selfishness#forcing his community to eat humans. tricking papyrus into eating humans. going against all his morals#dare i need say more i swear AND ALL OF THESE ARE SEPERATE THINGS TOO!!!!!!#he single handedly DOOMED horrortale into disarray by destroying the core#the eye idea wouldve worked. it wouldve been the only way monsterkind thrived#and yet he destroyed the core but kept his eye safe. as if one last big fuck you#you can have my eye but you cant have the machine that needs it. good luck bitches#THERE ALREADY WAS FOOD IN SNOWDIN BEFORE HE TOLD THEM TO EAT HUMANS#THERE COULD'VE BEEN ANOTHER WAY TO RATION THE FOOD OR FIND S FOOD SOURCE#BUT HE JUST TOLD TJEM TO EST HUMANS OUT OF SPITE SO UNDYNE WOULDN'T GET THE SOULS#granted it was a solution that worked for the hunger problem BUT HORROR FUCKING HATES IT#HE HATES THE IDEA OF EATING HUMANS HE HATES THE IDEA OF KILLING KIDS#BUT HE STILL DOES IT HE GOES AGAINST ALL HIS MORALS UGHHHHH#horror sans. horror sans my king horror sans my glorious lord and savior#i cannot WAIT to drop that character analysis. it will change lives. and by lives i mean me#i will be a changed man once the horror analysis comes out#anyways WHO IS THIS ANON AGAIN. its a question i always wonder because wtf#you have a daily question for me. this is like a log in event. if i answer all the questions in a row for a week i get a SPECIAL question#but fr thank you so much for your questions i love answering them its so fun to wrack my mind and figure out a way to answer it. brain teas#every time i see the words mtt expert i laugh lowly like an evil villain but i try not let it get to my head#humility is a standard i aim to uphold. one of my character traits. triglycercule character analysis when#tricule asks
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i love low contrast color palettes but they do not love me back
#my favorite thing to do w sheets is to have like. headers be a darker version of a color and then the subsets be a lighter version of that c#olor. and the text is the same color as the opposite of what the text is in. yk. and sometimes this works well but w this i made the light#and dark versions so close to eachother that theyre hard to readddddd ughhhhh. but i dont wanna rework the fuckass color palette THERE#SHOULDNT EVEN BE A COLOR PALETTE I JUST GOT SIDETRACKED AND STARTED DOING ONE SO WHY AM I STRESSING ABT IT !!#i shouldve just done only the headers have color like i planned to itd solve all issues. but now i have to see it through
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Maybe I should permanently close requests and only write what comes to my mind and idk. Only open requests when I do writing events. Because I'm getting so sick of the constant circle I'm stuck in if people not reading my request rules and requesting shit that's so obviously against them
#i received two romance request over night like. ok#gonna write one of them queerplatonic (if i get enough ideas)#but seriously. what do you even want from me at this point#im so frustrated ughhhhh#💟 mao meows#cw rant
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BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️
#hibike! euphonium#sound! euphonium#ughhhhh these four give me so much life#loved how their friendship was explored in liz and the blue bird#like even though we get to see less of them than kumiko-reina i feel like their friendship looks and feels so real ❤️#like they actually do seem like besties instead of#kumiko-reina-that-one-dude-who's-vice-prez#also season 1 put midori and the tuba girl as kumiko's friends but like#i feel like they barely even interact with her lol#ALSO mizore is so powerful that her just saying 'actually i cant picture you going to my college' was enough for kumiko to be like#you know what you're right i'm NOT gonna go to music college thank you mizore-senpai#junk
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Doc put me on a new med that is making me super dizzy and now I’m like freakin out lol. Hate this feeling 🤢
#I looked it up and it doesn’t mix well with marijuana too so that’s going to be a problem#plus it’s not even an ssri which is what I asked to be put on#both of the other meds I’m on work with sari’s I don’t understand why she won’t put me on one when I’ve been on one my whole life!!!#I need a new doctor I think#how do I dump this one lmao just cancel our appointment and tell her I’m going with my IOP doc#ughhhhh I’m like gonna barf
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one of the worst adhd moods is when my brain has decided I Need To Do This Thing Right The Fuck Now but something is preventing me from actually being able to.
what do you MEAN i have to have items prepared/obtained for this, why cant i just do everything ever spur-of-the-moment style. fuck my stupid baka life
#i just wanted to hack my 3ds :(( but apparently my sd card is absolute shit and holds like 3.5 gb (most of which is filled already)#LE SIGH. now i must wait. until whenever the hell i can get a better micro sd. UGHHHHH#i was so ready. i was like . fuck man im Motivated. im gonna get this shit done.#i can relatively focus so lets start shifting through what i needa do for modding this bitch#then it turns out! i cant even do the first fucking step bc i dont even. have space for the modding data. OTL
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uuughhhhh why does my brain keep lingering on serious scenes that im worried i won't be able to handle tactfully
not thinking about it and making stupid dumb shit is so much easier 😔
#irritant irritant#im planning out a convo between mz and cress in my head and gggggggggggg struggling#like broooo. mz is so justified being so pissed off this guy told her and her best friend to ''disappear''#i. eeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#and how would cress react to that would she still defend him after learning //that//??#and like how many people mustve died when he basically started the apocalypse..#she can see that there's more to him and he's incredibly sad inside but can she really forgive //all that//????#she knows exactly where all these behaviours come from she's seen how people treat anne#she can draw conclusions pretty easily even when he stubbornly refuses to admit anything#and it makes her heart ache thinking of him dealing with it all on his own with no support#but he's done such awful unforgivable things.. is it fair to those he wronged for her to defend him like this?#ughhhhh i do really need to address this like the dumb shit is fun but when it's w a character that's done shit like this..... idk#this is what i get for running with the first stupid idea that came to mind and not really thinking deeper
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There was a primary healthcare center I only worked at for a few days and then, they didn't want me anymore, because I didn't get along with the other staff members. One woman was OBSESSED with my weight, tried to force me to march around outside on concrete, refused to learn about my health conditions or knee injury, was absolutely convinced I was overweight due to my eating habits, was baffled by why my parents didn't force me to get married young like she was, tried to force button my labcoat until she realized the last two buttons would not close at the time... a male coworker brought lunch that'd make me sick (too greasy) and gave me two sandwiches, like one wouldn't be enough?! What do they think I am?!
I'd never eat two shawarma sandwiches, even those big ones they serve cut in half, I always ate only half and reheated the rest another day, and I usually wouldn't eat them for dinner when the parents bought them because they'd give me reflux. Another doctor thought I was wrong about my diagnosis when I was in horrible pain from the reflux and the cramps... it was just. A nightmare.
I actually went back through my me, dical file to find the diagnoses so he can know that no, I'm not wrong, yes, my suffering is caused by GERD and a sliding hiatal hernia...
So, naturally, I guess they got mad when I requested that no one except patients come see me in the clinic, staff members can only come in if they want to discuss work.
I came to work another day and the doctor in charge was shocked I came in place of some other doctor (who HATES clinic duty and just. Closed the door when she was there, so patients didn't even realize she was in???), so, he realized she was trying to shirk work and lied, as if our hospital and this clinic had no connection, she tried to claim the main hospital needed her for something not knowing her employer and the the head doctor in the PHC kept in contact. He sent me home, told me to ask my employer to be sure before attending in someone else's stead, said I shouldn't be working post-call (what a nostalgic word! I haven't heard it in years... I'm made to work the day after I'm on-call, in this hospital...) and told me not to come again.
I'm glad to see I'm not alone in this "oh, you're making the work environment unfriendly by not wanting to engage in chitchat with the other coworkers."
They're bullies and presumptious and rude. I don't want to talk to them! They're projecting all their stupid issues on me and nitpicking everything from the colour of my headscarf to my weight to how they imagine I eat or move. I exercise regularly, more than most of these women, I just have always had weight fluctuations and I have a hormonal issue that makes it worse because I have PCOS. I'm also mixed, I am never going to be flat all the way up and down like most Saudis!!! The North African genes gave us curves and we're naturally on the heavier side. Even my literal bone mass is greater than most women. Sorry?
#they turned me into this stereotypical fat person who eats everything and never moves that exists in their minds#I was pacing around comfortably as I normally do and people tend to assume I'm working out now#get lost.#I always do this this is just what I do when I'm thinking#I hate all of you#they were so nosy and horrible#negative *#this is old and I've lost weight since then and my lab coat is now... oversized pffft it just still angers me so it's nice to get this out#stupid jealous piece of crap it's not my fault your parents in your self-professed *village* forced you to get married#why do you want to force that on me?#and she just kept showing me all her kids' pictures and of course spoke nothing of her husband she never even picked anyway#just because you're miserable doesn't mean you gotta force it on me#ughhhhh#the worst part is it's always overweight doctors often heavier than me trying to call me obese#(I think it's the curves most people here are flat whether thin or fat so with my curves I always look heavy to these women)#PCOS#weight shaming#body shaming#medical *#food * mention
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