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in my head, percy and annabeth and rachel are in a polyamorous relationship, and percy sometimes cries at how cute his girlfriend and best friend are together.
#perachabeth was a missed opportunity imo#just annabeth and rachel becoming the best of friends#and then falling for each other#but too scared to admit it#and percy playing matchmaker because he wants both of them to be happy#perachabeth headcanon#perachabeth content#perachabeth textposts#its so cute i love it#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo text post#percy jackson#annabeth chase#rachel elizabeth dare
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There have been multiple times where I've seen people are like "haha Hua Cheng made up a story about being kicked out so Xie Lian would take him in haha so silly" so I just wanted to point this out.
He was quoting himself from when he was a little boy.
He was scared to just outright say who he was, but he kept trying to jog Xie Lian's memory (though ofc being a ghost with a photographic memory, he may not have remembered that normal people don't remember things from 800 years ago). He was constantly quoting himself. He showed Xie Lian the palm of his hand with the intention that Xie Lian see his totally fucked up fate and realize who he is.
To be honest... Hua Cheng doesn't really lie to Xie Lian. He lies by omission sometimes, but he does not outright lie. And I feel like people are missing something by apparently not being aware that Hua Cheng was trying to tell Xie Lian who he was, without telling him.
That's why he started trembling and laughing when Xie Lian recalled the story of the suicidal boy that Xie Lian told 'live for me!' - The entire time, he thought Xie Lian forgot about him. Until then.
#tgcf#hua cheng#heaven officials blessing#tian guan ci fu#hualian#Another thing - Hua Cheng does not like lying even by omission to Xie Lian#When he tries to not out himself as Hua Cheng when he's a lil boy -#That's out of embarassment and shame#When he avoids the topic of He Xuan and keeps trying to lead Xie Lian away -#It's because he clearly has a deal worked out w He Xuan#And is so ashamed of lying that he finally tries to tell Xie Lian#and Xie Lian simply lets him know that his business is his business#and that he doesn't think less of Hua Cheng no matter what#He admits to Xie Lian that he is too scared to confess his feelings to this imaginary beloved#Largely every time I can think of where he lied by omission#It can be blamed on Hua Cheng's arms being tied or that he is too scared to tell the truth#I was sayin this to a friend - Hua Cheng is simply so attractive#that he gives off the air of mystery when it's truly just self-consciousness
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my personal fave "luffy holds a mirror up to someone's soul" moments. aka the whole point i think
#guy who is really good at identifying the things you want but are too scared to admit to yourself. hi luffy#its literally the whole point though. i am so charmed by the he wont help until you ask thing. or until you say out loud what you want#ive been ticking them off in my head but i remember getting to sanji's in the anime like HE CANT KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS#one piece#oh god now i have to tag every girl he did this to and sanji. he does ALSO do it to momonusuke but i didn't screen grab that#in a way. i think he does it to ace too but im not ready for that#monkey d. luffy#cat burglar nami#op nami#nico robin#op rebecca#op sanji#black leg sanji#nefertari vivi#alabasta#dressrosa#whole cake island#enies lobby#arlong park
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things i will never forgive the duffers for: denying us the spectacle of robin absolutely READING billy's ass
#she would have clapped back so effortlessly#unpacked the internalized homophobia he wasnt even aware of#hes scared of her because she keeps (Correctly) psychoanalyzing him but he wont admit it#billy hargrove#robin buckley#harringrove#i really cannot draw robin for which i apologize#drawing real faces in my style or at all continues to be the bane of my existence#i just hope that it isnt too uncanny looking rip#sorry about billys dialogue too but like#i feel like he WOULD
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do you think they rainbow kissed
#. // ♡ 🌱 art#dol#dol pc#vanida the idol#harper the doctor#dolgl#tw fake blood#im sorry guys. i'll leave now.#LIIKKEEEEE..... LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND TELL ME HARPER WOULDNT HAVE A PERIOD KINK#harper is grown. aint no blood gonna scare them#also for those who dont know a rainbow kiss is just two people kissing with one having period blood in their mouth and the other has c^m#this is so dumb but i NEEDED to do this#like please understand guys. im blinking with my big ol wet eyes#which yeah. harper would never admit out loud so they are gonna lie like their life depends on it#got too comfortable and a nurse almost caught them#anyway i need to go to bed#degrees of lewdity
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"Barok van Zieks is absolutely covered in scars from all his years being attacked" is like, pretty solidly in fanon at this point but I hope the other results of this constantly happening is that he fights dirty. No amount of being a respectable, well-trained gentleman who fights with honor is going to matter after a certain point.
I hope he bites people. I hope he spits blood onto the ground. I hope he has broken bones and left men bleeding in the street while he himself has to limp back to safety half alive. He may have never taken a life, but I hope he's come close.
#normally 'ooooh hes never killed anyone' is a kind of implausible notion for media with a lot of action (off “camera” in this case)#but i think barok is someone who scares himself if he goes too far in his violence#and sometimes that leads to him losing badly#i think even before the events of the game he quietly regrets how much control he has over life and death#even if he won't admit it and even if he thinks some people Should Die#“don't you find that... disturbing?” “an angel with bloody hands?”#i think his calm acceptance of McGilded burning to death in front of him is more desensitization than feelings of vengeance#violence is not his nature but he's still capable of extreme cruelty etc etc#also barok/kazuma's parallel of “I wasn't the one who killed him in the end- but does that matter? i wanted him dead”#tgaa#tgaa2 spoilers#the great ace attorney#dgs#barok van zieks
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desperately trying not to crash out and deactivate my Tumblr before the DP fantasy zine drops
#It's not because of anything bad happening online.#It's entirely within my own mind and I just......don't feel like throwing my art into the social media void anymore.#It's become too much and I'm sick of never feeling 'good' enough to be on this website.#I push myself all the time to be better and improve and frankly the negative self talk I put myself through to get there is crushing me.#It's embarrassing to admit because I prefer to maintain a certain amount of anonymity and distance from my online presence#gotta maintain that 'cool artist' persona and all that.#but full disclosure I battle deep insecurities daily based entirely on my own perceived self. Someone who I'm certain doesn't even exist#except within my own mind.#even in this vent post I'm sure I'm being overdramatic and going through a rough patch I'll recover from soon.#realistically I'm not going to deactivate so I apologize for that scare.#I do wonder if erasing my online presence would help sometimes but eh 🤷#delete later#anyway I have art queued for the rest of the week but I might not be around for a while. ✌
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remember when “looks like you’ve managed to completely embarrass yourself in both languages” and when “aaron said it was the worst day of his life” and when “aaron was faster […] he brought neil’s racquet up and around in an underhanded swing so hard and fast that air whistled through the right strings” and “he held onto andrew like he thought andrew would disappear if he let go” and when “‘get out of here,’ he said, and when luther didn’t move fast enough, he screamed, ‘get out of here!’” and when “i don’t care if andrew never speaks to me again. if i could bring him back from the dead and kill him again, i would” and when he said “i’m walking away and pretending i don’t know you” and remember when “you wouldn’t even look at me. you wouldn’t say a word to me unless i said something first. i’m not psychic, how was i supposed to know?” and “he shoved his racquet at nicky and dropped his helmet and gloves on the way to the cheerleaders” and when
#aftg#aftg foxes#all for the game#aaron minyard#twinyards#andrew minyard#aftg aaron#aftg quotes#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kings men#neil josten#andrew and aaron#aaron minyard is the best character you’re just too scared to admit it#he doesn’t deserve any of u#he’s babygirl#he’s never done anything wrong in his life
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Talking about Al's hometown... (And trying not to be too obviously gay and failing)
#dnd#dnd art#dnd 5e art#dungeons and dragons art#Evantide#Evantide Campaign#Aluviel#Freyja#Freyja Ravenhill#Freyluviel#oc art#dnd comic#Freyja had just had a super big heart to heart with her parents#and was now admitting to Al that this was the first time she'd ever had a friend stay at her place#because being so sickly and an 'outsider' family in a small town meant being left out 24/7#and Al was telling her about her home village and how community based it was#and that Freyja would have loved it there#truly an “I wish I could see your world”#and “I wish I could show you my world”#they're getting REALLLLYY gay in game#still not canon but freyja's mom has clocked the situation#and Al held her hand for support when she was trying not to cry when talking to her parents#about her sickness and that she found out it wasn't genetic which was something they'd been scared of#like guys it's undeniable that these two bitches are gay as hell#but Al keeps copping out last second LOL#And Freyja is convinced Al doesn't see her that way because Al knows her too well#wlw art#sapphic art#dnd yuri
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ais loving surprise parties and thoughtful things done for him... gonna throw up at the thought of him saying his birthday isn't special/that he hasn't celebrated in a long time and making jokes about what u could do or get for him. saying something like listen sparrow, i'm flattered but i'm sure there's better things to do with your time than baking me a cake 🙁🙁
the genuine shock on his face when he finds a cake and gifts and party welcoming him anyway 🥹 and he laughs a little because why did he expect you to listen to him. and maybe he doesn't Cry but it's kinda obvious he's emotional 🥹 and he promises (to himself) to do something for you too 🥹🥹






#nia thinks#ts#touchstarved game#main tag posting always scares me bro. but my beautiful ais thoughts#i actually have more about the actual party plans but Well. ill refrain from speaking further#him not admitting he likes these things... is it to hide or ignore ur loneliness. do u have issues around being cared for be honest#dont worry baby... i too have a turbulent relationship w gifts and parties and my desire for tjem...#we r in this Hashtag TOGETHAH!#had to draw the tears on joke bear btw. LOL
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Love.
<previous - next>
#FFXIV#FinalFantasyXIV#Erenvahl#wolship#WoL x Erenville#X'vahl Tia#Erenville#Dawntrail spoilers#7.0 spoilers#AHHHHHHH!#So much to say about this one omg#so first of all *THIS* is the one I've been so excited about since I finished 7.0#X'vahl's 'I'm not leaving you' line is a direct callback to when Erenville told *him* that waaaaaay back in part 20 in the pre-DT days#(let me tell you the moment I realized that I could make that callback I think I just about fell out of my chair with excitement lol)#I've also been so careful not to have the word 'love' appear at all up until this point#(even in Yak T'el they canonically didn't say 'love' out loud.#X'vahl is one of those people who is very careful about who and when he uses that word with in a romantic context).#it is however something that X'vahl has known for a while but he's been too afraid to say out loud up until this exact moment.#He was so scared that as soon as he said it out loud there would be no going back#but there's been no going back for him for a while now and he's known it but he had to work up the courage to actually admit it to himself.#Also I'm aware that there's a good chance they'll be taking Erenville away from us shortly#and while X'vahl may be called away for WoL business#he will always return to Erenville#so the promise is more a vow that the love is there and it's not going anywhere no matter how physically far they might be from one another#Erenville is so far beyond giving a shit that the other three are there watching this whole scene unfold#like they are just not registering in his brain at the moment#a couple of these shots are from waaaaaay back when I was doing testing shots for this scene#and I'm so glad that they seem to seamlessly fit in with the newer ones. :')#Also looooool not me listening to Utada Hikaru's 'Don't Think Twice' on repeat while posing and editing this.
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genuinely can't wait for s16 to air so i can rewatch the destiel kiss scene over and over and over again. slow it down, freeze it, take screenshots, zoom in on it, back it up and watch it again. analyze every detail, every little movement, every tiny breath and gasp and wet slide of their lips against each other oh no oh dear god
#don't @ me#u know ur gonna be doing this too im not weird#im just not scared to admit it#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#spn#supernatural#spn revival#emily yaps
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a couple doodles of the reunited elite trine, plus a bonus warp' bothering mirage because I think they have a fun dynamic together.
both skywarp and starscream have some pretty hideous ptsd after their botched escape from Megatron, and after they manage to get skywarp back from his permanent state of dimensional flux, its nearly impossible to find one without the other at least in visual range.
unlike starscream, skywarp kind of enjoys that the autobots are nervous around them. they find it funny.
#maccadam#transformers au#transformers g1#transformers#transformers art#transformers fanart#starscream au#starscream redemption#kind of#doodle notes#g1 starscream#tf g1 starscream#perfect illusion au#mirage#g1 mirage#skywarp#g1 skywarp#warp has a little too much fun appearing behind people and scaring the hell out of them#it gets them elbowed in the faceplate more than once#also being out of eyeshot for more than ten minutes makes both seekers violently anxious#but they would never admit it
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Referring to Arya's development in Braavos as "brief descriptions" when her AFfC/ADwD chapters are almost entirely dedicated to showing us her training is...certainly a choice. Doing so to claim that Sansa has the more detailed learning arc? Pure clownery. You'd never guess from this response that the original post was about detailing Arya's training with the FM (using quotes from the book!) and makes no mention of Sansa anywhere. Notably this response provides no evidence from the books and makes objectively false claims; nowhere across five books is Sansa mentioned to have a grasp of High Valyrian but, of course, Sansa has to be handed every skill that Arya has without any page space dedicated to learning it. I know this is a wild concept, but Arya exists as her own character and not everything about her story can be applied to Sansa.

#arya stark#asoiaf#anti sansa stans#really wish people would stop handing Arya's development over to Sansa just because they think it /fits/ her better#mind you I had to streamline quotes from Arya's chapters and restrict them to AFFC/ADWD to avoid the post getting too long#compare that to /Sansa is learning from LF/ as the catch all /proof/ of Sansa's development and it's clear whose is more detailed#Sansa's development is intentionally vague because she's being manipulated and is an unreliable narrator#while Arya's training was so important that wanting to show it is one of the reasons George trashed the time skip#Arya's development is objectively more detailed and better defined then Sansa's and I would be happy to go quote for quote on that 🤷🏾♀️#people can't admit that the skillset they project onto Sansa is actually Arya's because then they'd have no idea what to theorize for her#one step outside of familiar tropes and archetypes and people get scared 🙄
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not to step where i dont belong but why do i see shippers and saiki aroace truthers beefing all the time ... guys :( .. guys PLEASE .. WE CAN HAVE BOTH. I WANTS BOTH CAKES.
#as a saiki aroace truther myself its impossible to deny his relationship with Kokomi#like theres SOMETHING there#they are CLOSE#besties or dating guys its anyones guess#saiki to me is def aroace but that doesnt mean he isnt close with people. he loves his friends. sees them as family.#i just think his perception of romance is Different#this also goes for most other ships with him too#a lot of that stuff gets lost in our traditional views of romance tbh even though that complexity makes it so so interesting#idk i think his like. apathy. is so key to him#a core trait hes trained into himself thatll take time to break down. let himself be more emotional. in his own way.#i want that to be in my damn romance !!!#PLEASEE#anyways i lost the plot a little bit#guys we can have ships and aroace people !!#two cakes !! two cakes !!#will admit tho i havent finished the show yet cus ive been Scared. ik ill be devistated when i finish watching so im putting it off#for the record i am on season 2. in the middle of it#how he uses romance as a tool actually is kinda supporting this. he just doesnt view it as the same as others. THAT IS INTERESTING TO ME MA#I LOVE IT BRO#anyways snzzzz#saiki k#saiki no psi nan
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Everyone is talking about how cute this whole card was, but this moment had me thinking about how hard it must have been for Xavier and the other backtrackers to adjust to Earth and well... everything.
Like I wonder how hard it was for them to adjust to new foods, new (old? Ancient?) Tech, customs, clothing, everything.
Like it's clear from the main story that some of the Backtrackers are really struggling even after all this time, but I wonder how many faltered right at the beginning, and how hard, when they saw just how different it really all was. I mean, some people can't even manage to live in another country for an extended period of time, imagine living on an entirely different planet, in an entirely different time, with people who weren't even entirely your same species.
And, at the end of it, to develop a resistance to change, rather than to foster a healthy relationship with it, because of it? It's a coping mechanism, for sure, one we've seen from Xavier a couple of times actually.
All this was to say that in the midst of this tooth-achingly sweet moment, there was still a little bit of that "raw realness" that is always there with Xavier. He always seems to say the most accidentally sad things at the most random times.
#or maybe my behavior brain is too keen to pick up on these little details#bc when i hear a person admit things like this all the alarm bells go off and im left wondering why theyre so scared#so maybe thats just me#love and deepspace#lnds#lads#l&ds#xavier#xavier love and deepspace#love & deepspace#kay's thoughts
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