#but this idea irks me so much
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And so it shall be done <3 @luluyamofficial
#my art#traditional art#REAL TALK DRAWING THIS SORT OF THING IS MY FAVORITE#I knew I Simply Had To#dont mind the lines its my little pocket sketchbook i use at work#there are so many ways to interpret the prompt of holding hands and leaning on each other#which means theres so much more potential... so many compositions and ideas floating around in my brain..#i might clean this up digitally at a point- my pink construction lines are irking me JUST a tad
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i know i shouldnt dwell on stupid opinions like this but a while ago i saw someone complain that Applin was a boring concept bc its just a worm in an apple and i was FLOORED. this iirc was in response to smth about gen 1 designs being boring as well
its not just a worm its a Wyrm its a pun. that is a concept. maybe you don't like it personally but to say its objectively bad is certainly Something. not every pokemon has to be based on a myth or something else fantastical to be a good concept. you Need "boring" pokemon for the dex to feel complete, if Everything is Cool then nothing is actually cool
"gamefreak is running out of ideas" yeah there's a billion fish pokemon but they're all actually very different to each other, lanturn is an anglerfish and lumineon is a butterfly fish. say what you will abt gamefreak rn its probably warranted but imo the one thing they still do right 100% of the time is unique concepts for each pokemon. the execution can be debated but the fundamentals are always there
#clai speaks#does this make sense#i get so annoyed every time i see the ''they're running out of ideas!!!!'' thing parroted all the time i had to say SOMETHING#like yeah you're gonna find some pokemon boring. theres a thousand of them now with all different designs#theres no way all 1000 are going to cater to you specifically. impossible#but to then fault the ENTIRE THING. get mad at people when they like the mon you think is lazily designed or boring or whatever#sorry not every pokemon can have the lore relevance of cosmog or reshiram or ogerpon? i guess????#you Need some toned down concepts for a good creature collector. or any game with a vast array of enemies to fight#are you expecting to go to route 1 and find reality-bending dragons there?#honestlyyyyy i don't actually even think gen 1 designs are Boring. yeah they aren't at the same standard as modern mons#but for the time they were perfectly acceptable. its been almost 30 years yeah things will change#maybe i;m just mad bc i'm a huge fan of several ''boring'' mons. fearow is so bland but i love it a lot#all the regional birds actually. no 1 unfezant defender#idk i should stop here i'm rambling too much. point is. i just wish people would stop treating opinions as objective fact#you dont like applin. thats cool. others do tho stop being pushy about it ok#i realize now maybe its hypocritical to complain abt others having these opinions its just. the way they always present it irks me yknow???#ahhh whatever. i think i;m making myself mad now JHDBJHBHJF#guy cares too much about pokemon opinions pt 126736
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I feel like danny phantom would be just as popular as avatar if they actually try to be a little dark
I wouldn't say it would be completely pg-13 ultra gritty it would be just like generator rex, it has some body horror and deep topics while still maintaining to be kids show
i think of this because it still has a fanbase to this day, and when you look at the fandom, it seems like they like the show's concept a lot more than the show itself, and they all brainstorm some story ideas based on the show's concept
#what I've saying is that the show has so many untapped potential#I mean it's show about a boy that turned into a ghost and other ghost#yeah that has some so much story potential there#and the fact that nick irks the idea ghost are actually dead people#and I finds it boring??? if you replace ghost with anything else the show would stay the same#idk this is just a generic superhero cartoon to me#I like the fans concept alot more than the show lol#dp#danny phantom#phandom#danny phandom#tbh dp fandom is the most unique fandom I've been#txt post#text post#random ass post#random post
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Shinjiham is cute when it’s romantic but tbh I think i vastly prefer the idea of them being best friends instead. Like, neither of them really saw it coming and weren’t really looking to get another best friend (Shinji has Akihiko, Kotone has Junpei and Yukari respectively) but it happens anyway. Kotone takes a liking to Shinji much faster than she does anyone else and I’d say a big reason is just the fact that he’s so reserved that it allows Kotone to do most of the talking while he just listens and they love this arrangement cuz Kotone doesn’t get to talk about her own interests very much. Though I think some of her needs to talk to Shinji stems from this insecurity that he isn’t happy in the group and she has this people pleasing problem and wants everyone to be happy so she makes a much bigger effort to talk to Shinji. And it’s very unfortunate because Shinji intentionally acts cold and distant because he doesn’t want to form any attachments because he wants to die soon, but aaaaaaaagh dammit this girl just keeps talking to him and being sweet and encouraging him to engage in his interests and share them with the others and he just can’t seem to say no when she’s got those damn puppy eyes. And Kotone is just able to get him out of his shell by being persistent but not in an overwhelming way, she’s very cheerful and supportive of him. And Shinji is able to offer her support by encouraging her to talk about herself and by making sure she’s taking care of herself. They just click really well and make such a positive dent in each other’s lives and it’s all about basic acts of kindness going a long way you know?
#persona#persona 3#kotone shiomi#shinjiro aragaki#i uh. probably didnt do much here to prove that their relationship is best when its platonic akjsks i mean idk how to convey it#that these two are just so good for each other but that im just not feeling it romantically#and why should i honestly like cant a guy and a girl just be platonic soulmates like me and jackie aljsks#plus i just have other ships with these characters i like better ahem akishinji and mitsuham yall already know#and i just feel really comforted by their relationship being best friends cuz it makes the pocket watch a lot more power of friendship#and it just. irks me the idea that its romantic love that saves shinji and its romantic love that gave him a will to live#cuz first off you can save him without romancing him and also like if you think kotone is the only person he wants to live for#youre just wrong like in fact its very clear in his social link that he feels this strong love for everyone#its literally like why other characters are so ingrained into his link he loves everyone and they love him back#its just kotone who organizes the time for them all to get together plus like idk when ppl say shinji only wants to live after romancing#kotone its like. well hes not gonna have a good time post coma then huh#and i suppose the point being made is he has to learn to live even if his gf isnt there but again like. shes not the only thing he has#idk i just hate this like pedestal romantic relationships are put on and i hate the implications that like#akihiko has been trying for years to protect shinji and his love doesnt matter cuz it isnt some heterosexual romance#grrrrr it just irks me is all and yeah i just think theyre besties who do everything together#kotone is like shinjis emotional support animal that guides him through the scary crowds and shinji is off putting enough to scare away the#meanies that come their way and they have a dress up montage and make cookies
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OKAY the Curlfeather chapter in the leaks definitely could have been improved but y'all had me So Terrified it was going to be way worse
#berryheart vs curlfeather portrayal in particular irks me#and them sort of seeming to give her shallow reasons to do things when there is so much more to pull from. her lived experieence and#the state of starclan and the living clans. the way splashtail's reign paralleled darktail's#of which she was personally a victim#which i think could help sober her to her actions#there are some other bits of the book [summary] i thought were poor choices though and I feel like it does only build on the idea of#starclan sucking#.txt#rudyposting#asc star spoilers#curlfeather#also nightsun kits last chapter like Ok. I knew we were doing this but it feels so exhausting and rushed for the sake of it#y'all couldn't wait until Next arc??#sunbeam Just switched clans and her mom Just died idc if its been like a month#asc spoilers
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If Ulysses has a million haters, then I'm one of them. If Ulysses has one hater, then I'm THAT ONE. If Ulysses has no haters, that means I'm dead. If the world is with Ulysses than I’m against the world.
#this is slightly joking but like also not but also like am mixed on Ulysses on many factors#infuriating because i sympathize with his pain but it’s like#he is a well written and fundamentally flawed character whose hypocrisy I found doubly in#black characters I can tell were designed by white people with a semblance of an understanding of activism and bipoc oppression#but not enough for the character to not feel like hand holding for the majority white audience#plus personal grips with the whole twisted hairs thing and reference to slave braiding patterns#Ulysses irks me as a black person on a weird personal level and I can go into debt on why him being black is a big detractor for him to me#like he continues this cycle of distancing himself from his roots before remembering over and over again through his actions#he leave so much in his wake that the courier ends up correcting or helping like in honest hearts and old world blues because he’s self#righteous in a subtle way even to himself that he believes he stand out of his one man rule when he does not play an active hand#saw a post talk about how you choose to continue moving through his story and can leave at any moment and this it is partially your fault#but what of the oath that is set before you and is forced to take that he set up#I do not have to walk it but when I do the steps are not my own but those taken for me#you have to go out of your way to change it which is not something he expects because he’s playing by a story he’s been perpetuating in his#head about you two and the effect one man has when he’s continually been that one man more so than you as many of his actions directly lead#to the one you go through also the irony in the flag he continues to bear being the real reason he has no home#like he reps it when the package is likely enclave and thus use the same symbol#also still can’t get over how anyone could have delivered the package and he tries so hard to act like it was the couriers destiny or fate#when this was the one case of chance and that once man was likely a enclave engineer and how it’s really is never one man#it the process and he’s so annoying about it like he’s a cool character but if you don’t believe in his philosophy or already went through#these ideas cause they are very common talking points in poc especially BIPOC spaces he’s just old hashings and stunted#fallout#fallout new vegas#Ulysses you upset me but I’m like I feel you could be better if you weren’t so incessant#I don’t think I ever want to make a serious post stating this about him just because I’d start yapping and it’d never get finished#ulysses fnv#fnv ulysses#lonesome road
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Rookie's had enough
#oh my god the last frame irks me SO MUCH AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO FIX IT IM GONNA CRY JUST TAKE IT#i cant even#audio source: tmnt 2012#i dont know what ep or even season though :(#gary the gadget guy#club penguin gary#club penguin#rookie#club penguin rookie#jpg#jetpack guy#club penguin jetpack guy#jetkie#i guess not really#animatic#my art jumpscare
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#not to be too college educated but the way people blame everything wrong with today’s youth and modern society on social media and the#internet feels like the epitome of a cop out#there are countless scientific studies on the topic that say that blaming everything on social media is reductive because there are social /#societal contextual factors that are the actual root of the problem#it irks me especially when politicians say it like banning social media to kids is gonna solve everything#man if u don’t fix the actual problem ?????#i literally have a degree in this u have no idea how much it bugs me#kids are getting brainwashed by instagram but the article u found on facebook saying social media is the root of all evil is totally#right okay ma’am ❤️#there are so so so so issues in our society that could and should be fixed but instead of doing something u have these grownass people#saying ‘social media bad waaaaaah’#and im speaking as somebody who does not like social media and doesn’t use it much actually#there are so many overarching issues that need to be fixed first#sorry im annoyed#and again i have a degree in this so i am right
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God, this is fucking crazy
So i only have 3 more classes to take, but it'll cost the same to take 3 classes as 4 classes. So I've been thinking about taking a 4th class just for the hell of it. Something fun and/or easy.
Out of curiosity, I looked up orchestras. I was in it in my first year, but I haven't consistently played since 2016. But I still dream about being in an orchestra again. I *miss it*. So I was like. Well, what if *that* was my 4th class next semester? What If?
I looked it up. This week is the last week they're doing auditions for it. There was only one more spot free after today. And that's *tomorrow evening*.
I haven't really played my violin much in YEARS. I'm so out of practice. But apparently they don't reject anyone outright. Auditions are just for placement. So worst case scenario, I get placed in an orchestra at a lower skill level than I was at my prime. It'd still be an orchestra.
It's crazy short notice, but I don't think I'd forgive myself if I passed it up. Bc I have just one more semester before I graduate. One last opportunity to be in a school orchestra. And if I didn't do this, I'd be left with that What If forever.
So. Crazy short notice, but I have a violin audition tomorrow!!! Hahahaha
#speculation nation#im literally shaking with nerves rn but i want this so so so badly#i remember. how to play. my arms are just so much stiffer than they used to be. and my nails. man im gonna have to trim my fucking nails#at least my left hand. kinda sucks bc i like the polish i have on rn but u cant have any long nail at all for violin.#i need to play two scales of my choosing. ascending and descending in three octaves.#recommended for violin is A C or E-flat major. of course i know A and C but i'd have to look up E-flat. never did much with flats in school#then again i have that One Two Three and a Half rhythm Down. thats how id often warm myself up.#start with the base G string and just do a scale up and down (one octave). go up to the next note. do it again.#again and again until i started running out of room on the E string. & if i was Real motivated maybe id start shifting to continue.#so all id need to do is find the E flat and id be good. it all follows the same pattern.#the harder challenge will be the solo or etude. 2-3 minutes in length. only *one day* to prepare.#i have NO IDEA what id even play. i'll look in my old sheet music to see if theres anything that might work#simple enough for me to relearn on such short notice. and interesting enough to be played solo#(since i was always in orchestras it's not always the best for solo playing. tho i was also first violin section a lot#which is Basically the same as playing solo lmaooo)#if i cant find anything i do have a few sheet music books i could look in. id hate to play smth too simple#but better simple and Right than trying to do something above my current skill level.#which IRKS ME bc once upon a time i was the 4th best violinist in my high school. out of nearly 2k students.#but thats what happens when u go years without consistent practice :p ur arm gets Stiff.#im. still nervous but also thinking about the music is making me EXCITED.#it's going to be a wild time prepping for this thing but itll be over in like 5 mins and i dont even have to worry about Passing#so long as i *do it* i should get into something. i just need to push myself. do it. get out there. *play your violin*#i already cried in a public bathroom for 10 mins today and im feeling emotional Again.#not quite crying emotional tho thankfully. just. i feel like i need to climb onto a rooftop and SCREAM!!!! but like in a good way.#so so so nervous but itll be so so so worth it. i could be in an orchestra again. finally. finally finally finally.#and i STILL NEED TO FINISH THIS ASSIGNMENT.....!!!! hfkahfks today has been. a DAY.#just. keeps going through my head. i could be in an orchestra again. i could be in an orchestra again. at least one more time.
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Hearing dream talk about basically scraping the main idea for the USMP due to the heavy backlash just makes me sad. He sounded sad just talking because like he said, all he wanted was a server where he can play with his friends on. Just like the early days of the dream smp but with a twist on adding other streamers from different diverse communities.
I hope he continues to push to have the USMP happen. Judging by what he said, there are still people he have talk with being interested so that's a plus.
But still, it's sad overall.
Just keep thinking all this could have been avoided if communication happen. I Just hope Dream do what makes him happy and I look forward to the USMP when it comes out.
#i just....#it irks me so much#this man got call names#himself family and friends life threatened#over a minecraft server#over the idea of it being potentially copy#i just want him to be happy#and i hope despite the delay#the usmp can start off and he feel joy again#truly mess up#ppl are so mean#dreamwastaken#if you dont like dream#dont interact with this post please
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[witcherposting ahead—nb that this is all totally lighthearted and it's fine if you feel differently!]
anyway what i'd started to say before tumblr ate my post was that like. disclaimer that my approach to netflix witcher canon is that i fully reserve the right to cherrypick, because some of the changes they made were good but others were character assassination, and that obviously i get that if one isn't cherrypicking one does have to actually Grapple With Certain Things 🏔
but like. that said—the more 'Geralt Must Grovel for Weeks and Probably Scourge Himself, Look at What He Did to Poor Sad-Eyed Woobie Jaskier' fics i read the more i'm fucking grateful for the tiny handful where jaskier's just been like, yeah, i never bought that bullshit tbh, he was lashing out and he owes me an apology for sure but a single angry outburst does not in fact scupper an extremely well-established relationship of literally twenty years' standing in one fell swoop???
like i just. idk. imagine remembering that jaskier's a cheery irrepressible little shit and not actually as crushably low on self-esteem as all of us are. of course that would probably require *netflix* to have remembered that, so, you know, no actual shade to anyone who's been projecting that onto him! but just like. idk. they're obviously not siblings but they honestly do have that vibe in certain ways and it's just like. did you never say something overdramatic and shitty in the heat of a fight with yr sibling growing up and then after taking a bit of a breather just like. make a rueful face and apologize for yr respective roles in winding each other up and move tf on, without having, like, a whole extended OTT reparations process where you tell them repeatedly how perfect and sinless they are and how you know you're a miserable worm who doesn't remotely deserve their sunshiny presence in your life but would be so grateful if they could, possibly, somehow, see their way to forgiving you despite yr essential unworthiness—
#anyway. i think there are like. MAYBE like three of you reading this blog who give a shit abt this fandom‚ lol#so i'm mostly just talking out loud to myself here‚ which is fine‚ what's a perblog for if not that#but it's just like. yeah on the one hand you don't just get to yell at people without apologizing at all#on the other hand like. some relationships are strong and elastic enough that one (1) snip is not going to cut them#even a vicious one!#also like. jaskier DID handle that convo clumsily lbr. like. obviously geralt was not Justified but.#if i'd just had a vicious breakup and somebody came bumbling in making loud awkward small talk about it? jesus.#anyway. really ultimately this is just a 'have consumed much too much witcher fic and the Patterns are starting 2 irk me' thing#but it's just like. sometimes things are conflict between two imperfect people#and not a Good Woobie and a Sinful Meanie#anyway. time 2 go reread Sekrit Mutual's fic in which they actually keep in mind the fact that jaskier is a selfish gremlin#who despite himself really does love geralt and as a result is like. constantly torn between his nature and his urge to do right by geralt#but like. fundamentally he's a buffoon and a popinjay who yaps aggressively and then runs back behind geralt's legs#and joey batey leaning into his Soulful and Romantic side (that he does also have) doesn't actually erase that about him‚ nor should it!#anyway. this post is careening all over the place but i think it's just like. exactly the same weird terfish moral binary#that ppl have been talking abt with like. gender and kink and a whole range of things#where like. you always have Victims and Perpetrators#and so jaskier has to be like. the femme bottom victim which makes geralt the macho perpetrator totally undeserving of sympathy#and it's like. actually they're both imperfect people and neither one fits very well into their society's idea of what a man is#and what if we actually examined them as individuals rather than tropes and also remembered yennefer was fierce and interesting#and what if ciri weren't‚ like‚ a manhattan private school girl with her brows done while we were at it#getting a little overambitious with my wishlist there though i know
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#this is the most emotional rambling im gonna get for the time being I think#the idea of long term partners 'falling out of love' or 'growing apart' has always. idk. irked me#and ive never been in a romantic relationship so take this with a grain of salt ig but#i feel like. love isn't enough. has never been enough. to make a relationship last long LONG term#and you cant expect it to be? like. relationships take work#and not in a 'my relationship is a burden to me' kind of way#but just in a 'we are 2 different and imperfect people trying to make our lives fit together. that doesn't always happen automatically'#yk??#and ive always felt like. if you truly love that person and want to make it work with them then you fight for it#and you make it work. and you make changes. you dont let the relationship be a consequence of your life ig?#im not saying that Taylor or joe did anything wrong#actually i think they'd agree with me at least partially from what we've heard??#which makes me like. feel sick#bc they have had arguments but they always made it work#they fought to keep the relationship stable for so long#so......???? what was it. what could it have been#that made it not worth fighting for anymore?????#that is scary and horrifying to me. that you can be so in love and make it through so much but there's still smth that could break that#my personal view has always been that i have too many trust issues that i could never move past a partner cheating on me#personally i just dont think i could ever rebuild even a long term marriage if i got cheated on#but that's the only thing ive ever imagined ending a relationship like that for me#what happens. for a love like that to not be worth the fight anymore#its scary. honestly scary
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writertok annoys me i dont know why
porbably bc its full of writers wrting like novels and such
which isnt a bad thing
but it feels like productivity is a big thing there and all in all feels
off
#maybe its bc i dont write much?#mayeb its my ahtred of tiktok and of book tok#i have no idea#my imposter sydorme?#its just all heres writing tips here s fantasy stuff heres how to self publish heres me writing a shiton i dont know why im so irked#book tok#writer tok#booktok#writertok#AAAAAAA#ahoys thoughts
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Actually it feels kinda sad how the expectation for every media is to be an immortal vegetable machine that continuously produces content to keep a fanbase entertained and is artificially kept alive in order to do so.
#it specifically irks me how everything has to compete with live services to stay relevant#and therefore everything has to BECOME a live service#which inherently leads to drip-fed content and half-finished ideas and gate keeping and reused materials#it sucks that so many decent-good games come out but get overlooked because oh oops sorry youre only supposed to enjoy it for one month#and if it isnt a live service then the expectation befalls the community to just make up bullshit tiktoks to keep it alive#so much media feels like corpse puppets dangling around
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society if i didnt have to get an education and instead could just kingdom hearts
#motivating myself by saying that if i finish kh1 it just means that i get to play com sooner#and that means ill get to meet naminé and repliku and axel and zexion (who hfanworks have endeared me to)#but also im not sure whether ill jump straight into com or ill try 2 achievement hunt kh1...#probs both at the same time even bcosi ll be playing com on my 3ds which i can take anywhere#so ill play com on the go n shit and then in the evenings ill sit down n achievement hunt#tho like two of the achievements would require me replaying kh1 entirely w different conditions so like. probs not those guys yet#but like i can get all the trinity shite i can find the fucking ansemr eports#u guys have no idea how much it irks me to see them in jiminys journal lined up like#'ansem report 1' 'ansem report 3' 'ansem report 7' its like NOOOOO IM MISSING SOME#the others had better be available elsewhere or else ansem is gonna have to watch his back against me#i mean from what ive heard as soon as i learn more abt ansem hes gonna have to watch him back from me anyway#but like. collectables criming yknow
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i saw this video of a person who identified as queer and they were saying literally everything ive ever thought about my own sexuality like 'yeah you know i hate the idea of calling myself a lesbian like i dont think id ever date guys and i prefer girls but im still open to the idea of men and the idea of dating them but i dont really want to date them or have sex with them' and im sitting here like ohhhh my god she so gets me and then the interviewer goes 'so youre a lesbian' and everyone laughs and i was like oh my god haha so funny! go fuck yourself
#UGHHHH#to be fair the video ended there so i dont know what else the interviewer said#and maybe they said it in a way as if mocking the way people view people who are not lesbian/gay but still it irked me sooo bad#like ohhh my god#cuz this person was soooo correct about everything like this is literally it i hate the thought of calling myself a lesbian cuz it doesnt#feel right but at the same time i like dont particularly want to be twh men but at the same time i still might be open to the idea of them#and i do like their attention and i can find them cute but i just dont want to daet them at this point in my life#although i think recently ive had this epiphany where its literally that i just like when i get their attention#like i get more hyped at the attention of a guy than i actually want the guy#does that make sense#and honestly i think it definitely goes back into this whole patriarchy stuff#but like i don tmean it in a 'i only like myself when guys like me' its more like 'it just feels nie when it seems like they are attracted#to me'#but again i fully acknowledge that even that itself might be more due to society and patriarchy and all that#cuz i never really got attention of guys when i was younger and i guess now that i do its kinda like wow im kinda living that life i always#wished for#i think thats what it is like i just like knowing i can grab their attention at all#sorry ive been donig so much reflecting these past few days#sunny rambles
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