#but they gotta be so i can finish this year! i really want to! but thats not entirely up to me š
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Logan and his... "Quirks"
Everyone is a lil weird. Logan is no exception
Some nsfw headcanons below the cut, it gets weird yall. some are tame. the rest are questionable. You're gonna ask me why i was thinking about it. you don't want to know
he CANNOT sit farthest away from the door. he has to be between the door and you. yknow in case of threats
feel like he would hate microwaves. idk why, i think he would extremely distrust the idea of food being heat up by radiation (Even if it wouldn't affect him?). he cooks everything by hand.
Don't let him catch you heating your food by microwave. He'll get pissy. then he'll make your food by scratch
uses phrases that were popular like 100+ years ago that no one knows. you've had to google some of them to figure out what the hell he was talking about
he taps his fingers alot. against a table, his leg, on you. it's an anxious thing
he doesn't laugh much but when he does it's loud, hes the epitomy of the word "guffaws" bc he's so loud. most of the time when you hear him "laugh" its a quiet chuckle. it's quite joyous to hear Logan across the mansion laughing
logan, as much as he acts like a wild man, is fairly neat. like, weirdly neat about his stuff. well- stuff he cares about. his jacket, his cigars, beer, maybe a few things you gave him. he doesn't need much.
this one isn't so weird, more cute- but he loves when you pet his head. only when it's just you two though
his nails grow faster than an avg person. He constantly has to clip them. BUT he does at least make sure to clean them up
i should add that logans is obv known for calling everyone bub, and gives nicknames to everyone
(he'll call you every petname in the book)
has to have his bed made in the mornings. he gets weirdly cranky if he or you don't make the bed and it's messy when going to bed that night (the man leaves his dirty laundry all over the room but doesn't like his bed not being made???)(nesting...)
hates the smell of incense (too strong) but he doesn't mind a few of the vanilla smelling candles. or the outdoorsy type ones
def will pick up new hobbies at random and then drop them (ahem i do that to)
doesn't finish his beer. he'll have a little left and go open a new one anyway
he acts like he's so gruff but he's actually like so polite about things when in someones house/the mansion. it takes you aback how nice he'll be. (x2 logan was just a bit stress don't worry about him raiding bobbys parents fridge)
ill add his fear of flying in here too
honestly he probably just doesn't like heights in general. he'll do it, go in tall buildings, planes, all of that (as well as we all seen) but don't catch him sightseeing out of the 70th floor of the skyscraper yall are in
he probably likes to wear all those layers because he doesnt let his hair grow out like he could. have you seen how much hair he can get? he keeps himself trimmed for you (if you want to call it that). the layers protects from the cold he gets from not being a hairy beast (let him be hairy)
oral fixation... i'll put this in nsfw
this isn't really weird...but he's able to sit in silence for a long time. just watching the view (you)
hes not an early bird. he'll get pissy if you are, because he wants you in bed with him. (people gotta work logan...)
leaves a clean plate of food. he doesnt like waste.
likes to grab you. hes gotta be holding onto you. even if he's single he's gotta be doing something (smoking, tapping his foot, leaning on someone), when he's with you though, you're his grounding.
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will drool during sex. he tries to control it. sometimes you feel too good though-
gets incredibly horny after missions. good luck.
also when after he goes into a burst of rage. good luck with that too
honestly he just has a high sex drive. he's a bit of a freak. it's not every time but rarely does he not get hard around you- at the scent of you
The moment you wake up in the morning, logan tells you "your period started" before you even have a chance to even fully wake up, only to realize that indeed you did start your period
he could smell it
dude is really intense about smelling
when it comes to you though he's REALLY intense about it. you know how dogs are when they smell you after you come home. logan is no different
can and WILL smell your armpits and feet if he gets the chance. it may gross you out but shits heavenly to him because thats where you smell the strongest. if you don't let him smell you he'll go for the laundry
your neck too
the man leaks so much pre-cum just at the thought of you. you'd think he came right there in his pants
does not care about you walking into him in the bathroom. he has no shame
honestly id think he'd like footjobs. not because he's got a feet thing- but like feet is where your strongest smells come from and if you...do that. his thang will smell like you
will eat you out and do you on your period btw. no shame
i don't think logan will say no to much in bed, except for the really disgusting ones, or the ones inviting other people in. he's not going to share you, or himself.
definitely has a thing about mounting you. he doesn't do it all the time but sometimes he'll lose himself and next thing you know is biting your neck and thrusting you doggy style, grunting and whining, and he won't stop till he's satisfied. the others have expressed worry over the deep teeth marks in your neck (Is he trying to maul you? - Scott)
doesn't like washing the bed sheets after you two do your thing. will complain but you have to bc you both are fairly active together in that department and you do not need your bedsheets become solid like rock. he just likes the scent :(
loves it when you lick his hands/knuckles
i think we all agree, the claws COME OUT when he cums. hes extremely careful about his hand placement bc of this.
back to oral fixation. if he doesn't have a cigar, toothpick, gum, his next best thing is you.
will SUCK on your skin. hard.
This is all i got for now, some probably really aren't a quirk but my brain was just typing what I could think of...might make more. Feel free to reblog and add your own!!
pain kink. a bad one. we all agreed on this i believe.
You know how animals have displays to attract mates? Logan is no different. When hes in the mood, hell puff himself out to you, do things he thinks youll like. I mean, i suppose avg males do this too but logan gets repetitive over it until you notice.
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you. Oh my god, you. (Positive)
listen. Before I had internet access, all I had was 1 hour of allotted browser time, bing image search, and a single dantdm play through of a hat in time that never got finished. I googled fanart and got pretty much nothing, I googled fancomics and got pretty much nothing, but you know what I did end up finding?
your art.
from ages 11-14, my goal in life, in art, was your art. I canāt tell you how much I loved finding random screenshots of your posts, because I was always just so impressed by how clean and consistent your sketches are, how the characters always stay on model, the shape language, how you could somehow sketch a character in like 20 lines when it took me 50 to draw sans in my little spiral notebookā like! Holy shit! For years I have looked up to your art! Thereās still a photos folder on my dads old huge-ass 12 inch work iPad labeled āholy crapā and filled with your art. Because it inspired me so much. Itās become an undeniable part of my artstyle, now ā I still have fanart I drew way back in the day of Hattie and the rest, I didnāt even know anyoneās names because I couldnāt play the game, but youāre the reason I eventually did play the game. Your coffee shop au and different versions of the princeā one of those ieterations inspired the main character of my novel! Well, novel that I tried to write, I was 13 so it was eh, but I tried!!
Iām submitting this on-anon because I donāt want to out my age on the wide internet (I like my privacy) but. Your art has really meant a lot to me. Itās the reason I played hollow knight, and itās the reason I kept trying to develop an art style I was happy with. Youāre the reason I started scribbling comics in my notebooks. Being 13-14 was pretty much the worst two years of my life, but I had Bing image search and the occasional glimpse of your signature, and Iād be so happy every time I found a new (if crusty) three-times screenshotted jpg. You literally introduced me to the concept of polyamory and nonbinary-ness with the coffee shop au. I had no other access to that in my household, and. Yeah. It meant a lot to me.
Anyway. Iām so glad Iāve finally tracked you down (in the most non-ominous way possible) and Iām so glad youāre still activeā Please never stop making art. Your art is incredible, and amazing, and also you never know whoās out there on Bing image search. Thank you for creating for as long as you have. Youāre pretty much the reason Iām shooting for an art degree (Wish me luck!) so justā¦Thank you.
(Also I had no idea you were a professional storyboarder, which is insane because thatās what I want to be when Iām through college. Hey, maybe Iāll end up storyboarding a remake of something youāve storyboarded! hehehe)
Hi anon!
So right off the bat, I gotta tell you that this message made me start bawling when I woke up and saw it. Like I had a full-on cry session while reading your message and lying in bed for almost an hour. I am crying as I am typing this response, on my phone, still in bed. Itās 11am and i woke up at 9. So I hope it turns out coherent.
The last two years have been. weird. I say that a lot because I wanna say āroughā but that still doesnāt feel quite right. Iām almost hyper-aware that there are so many people that have it worse than me rn, so it feels hard to even acknowledge when Iām going through anything, myself, sometimes- REGARDLESS, itās been kind of an all-time low for my mental health. There was a point within in the last year where I just HATED drawing. I struggled to bring myself to work, I struggled to bring myself to even draw for fun. It felt like I was posting just to post, trying to keep people aware of my existence and it almost felt physically painful to force myself to sit down and do it, sometimes.
Iām getting better now, I think, but. Yknow.
Itās so easy to get caught up in the āoh I can make money off this,ā āoh I can get attention off this,ā āoh I can prove myself a functional person in society with this,ā of it all. I forget why I actually do this, sometimes, or if I even enjoy it. And then I get messages like yours, about the kid with limited internet access looking for A Hat in Time fan art on Bing image search, and I get taken back to when I was a kid scrolling Google images and deviantart for the same thing.
I donāt mean to like. Foster some kind of parasocial thing with you or any one of my followers. Thereās a reason Iām saying all this, I hope it ties up in the end.
We donāt know each other. Iām not some mysterious legendary artist, or whatever. Iām a person who gets burnt out, and jealous, and insecure. I need inspiration to function, just like you, and when I donāt have it, I get art block. But I also really like to draw fictional characters kissing and hanging out. I like coming up with comics and stories and playing out dramatic and funny scenarios in my head like Iām mashing Barbies together. And when other people tell me they enjoy the stuff I put out when I do this, it makes me really, really, really happy.
I think I needed to read your message, probably. With the state ofā¦ Everythingā¦ Right now, especially recently, I feel like a lot of artists are also struggling with a sense of purpose, pride, and reason as the world makes it harder and harder to even BE an artist, these days. And when I read this message it was like Anton Ego at the end of Ratatouille, I got taken back to when I was a kid looking at my favorite artists and studying their style and striving to be better and better at it over years of my life. Not just because I wanted a job for it or cuz I wanted to be a famous Disney animator or whatever, but because it was fun and I just liked doing it.
Thank you, SO much. I say this in the most genuine and earnest way I possibly can possibly express. I wish you luck on your own path in art and art school. And if you decide that animation industry is your thing, then I wish you the best in that endeavor, as well. I think I will keep making art for a long time.
Peace and love on the planet earth āļøāļøāļø
#alright I gotta get up and start my day Iām still in bed itās almost noon lmao#you really never know whoās out there on Bing image search#rainy days tag#starting a new tag I wanna keep this
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Princess Lily
#kat and lily#fantasy au#this is for the woman lovers ngl#shout out to lilllllyyyyy sheās super pretty and deserves the princess moment#artists on tumblr#art#my art#illustration#digital art#finished piece#2024 art#my oc art#I donāt really feel like tagging this#starting to actually do backgrounds?? but honestly if itās not for my portfolio it wont get a background bc I am evil#unless I think itās cool but otherwise I actually dislike backgrounds#thatās right i actually am in a chatty mood but alas thereās not much for me to say#ok nevermind I have until the 19th to finish my sketchbook#I have like three more pagesā¦so hopefully I can do it#I try giving myself one year to finish them because anything last a year old art makes me not want to open that sketchbook#also I feel itās something that can be accomplished in a year#gosh I really need to gather some ideas and vague plots for Lily and Kat for the fantasy au#I gotta become more evil and just start writing shit I dunno though#i do and donāt like this piece but I dunno I spent time on it and can appreciate it
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In this weird headspace where I realize objectively I have been very creative and productive already this year because I've cranked out 14 unique crochets over 23 days so far, but also I know it could've been more than that because each one takes less than 24hours, but also each one takes several hours, which is is somehow more/less/not what I expected before I started timing these, and so I've spent a lot of time and yet not that much time on this and January isn't even over yet.
#text#blogger lore#it pains me a little to frog a few rows to adjust something#but it usually pains me more to leave it unchanged when i know it should be different to be better#because that still counts as time spent on the crochet#so actually making the thing entirely would be less than what i clocked. but im not gonna make another of the same thing anytime soon#i think perhaps my standards are just high#but they gotta be so i can finish this year! i really want to! but thats not entirely up to me š
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The King will come again to Spyre
[ID: A digital painting of Cassandra from Fantasy High, her face lit to appear more skeletal, as the Nightmare King. She is backlit by fiery orange light, and red crystal shards float around her head like a crown. Her hair billows upwards where it begins to look like clouds, and in the shadows of her body there are small stars]
#this took me wayyy too long to finish#but i really wanted to do a full effort piece for junior year#d20#fantasy high#fhjy#cassandra fantasy high#the nightmare king#gotta get the d20 art out when i can cus my brain is full of so much shit these days#but i enjoyed this piece a lot so yey#paintings
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only thing im good at is academics and i fucking hate school. i cant do nothing else
#i have the best gpa that anyone has ever had in my immediate family which doesn't really say much since everyone has adhd or autism or both#and like 3.15 isnt that good i dont think? idk how the american grading scale works#but i fucking hate school so much#i want to finish this shit already#i just gotta maintain a 2.5 or higher next year and then i can do uni classes in highschool#probably have to leave the country anyways so all my plans are fucked and i just wann die haha#i got nothing going for me really#cause my grades don't matter if i have to wait years and years for it to matter#cant do long term goals#i just want to die#fuck#i hope this shit kills me sooner rather then later but i doubt it will#its hard to die and it pisses me off
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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I never post about it here but since the one year anniversary of its conception was on July 5th i figured I'd post some drawings that i haven't shared here of my persona 4 older nanako AU
The last two drawings are unfinished but i figured I'd post them anyway cuz i like them :3
The story is in a very vague state right now but if you have questions about any of this please ask......i would love to talk about this with people.
The fact that it's been a year since i started working on it is crazy to me and I've improved a lot in various ways. I wish i posted about it here more but because the story is in such an early stage (and also cuz my art isnt that great) i feel afraid to put it on my blog :,) hopefully I'll post about it more now though cuz i really wanna start on developing a much more comprehensive plot to this which posting about it might be the extra push i need.
#peep the sixth image i did that shit in mspaint#also peep the older yu and yosuke designs!!! i finally did them a while ago and i really like them :)#im giving Yu a cane cuz I'm allowed to it's my AU and i get to give this mfer a mobility aid if i wanna#nanako's idol outfit took ten billion years to design but the final design made it worth it#another reason why the story isnt super comprehensive yet tho is cuz i wanna finish p4 arena (+ultimax)#cuz i wanna know how they bring back the midnight channel in that so i can figure out how to bring it back in this AU#also cuz there's just a lot of details and things i need to write before really starting to write it all out#i gotta rly get on it tho loll#persona 4#p4#nanako dojima#gremlin nanako au#art#i want this to reach more people but idk what tags to put......:')#persona 4 au#gremlin art#whatever lol idk how to do tags#yu narukami#yosuke hanamura#just realized theyre in this post so i can tag them lolll
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Can't wait to be a mom someday
#tradlife#tradwife#tradblr#catholic#traditional gender roles#slow living#homemaker#homemaking#cozy aesthetic#cozycore#cottagecore#talked with my boyfriend about getting engaged the other day#he wants to wait a bit until hes closer to finishing up with the military and me finishing up my masters#he said he was a little envious of a colleague who brought in their little kid into work#not in like a bad way but in a 'aw i want one' sort of way#we've talked about being parents and how great our little family would be and how well we could share what we know#we're both unique and he can help with sports and outside work and i can teach them music and cooking and homemaking#and he joked he can teach the boys how to make edible food lol#which i said no one is escaping the kitchen. everyone is going to at least know the basics of cooking because its a skill#and maybe our future boys will need to help their wives someday or at least when they're bachelors#but i cant wait#i am a professional violinist and music teacher so when i say i can teach them music im quite serious#im going into violin/viola performance for my masters#and i could sing professionally but im fine with just cantoring for church#they appreciate it#i have to wait at least two years to get married to finish my masters but i am really looking forward to having a family#maybe we can have a family right away too#thats be nice#just really looking forward to the future#just gotta make it through grad school
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back in septmeber i got some kind of attack in the middle of lab so they sent me to the ER because they didn't want to take chances with me dying from chemicals but still made me pay the hospital fees myself. then i still had to go back the next week to finish my lab. then bad news happened last week and my. lab report is so fucking late. all these penalties. it will be worth fucking nothing. what did i go to the ER for they should have just let me die there #tbh
#i assumed it was some panic attack not sure all i knew was my heart was beating fast even though my emotions were calm#and i was red like a lobster#oh yeah all that time and waiting to go to the ER doctor and showing him list of chemicals i worked with#and paying medical fees#just for them to go ābro i have no fucking clue what happenedā#easilyy top 5 bruh moments this year#i really did not want to go to the ER like i thought seeing the schools general practitioner was enough#but the lab tech was so kind to accompany me everywhere#and she was the one who insisted i go to the ER even when i was like āehhhh its probably fineā#and i am weak to older women what can i say#....my life was a series of unfortunate events unfolding into this utterly unsatisfying conclusion#should have had an anime arc like...No...I cant let her down...I cant let my trip to the hospitals go to waste...i will..finish this...!#but nah fate said āhave a reason to spiral back into depression during hell week. and its something you cant even talk about.ā#..i sound like im complaining but i just like talking about my life like comedy with plot points and foreshadowing etc#anyway i gotta write 2 reports tonight#then i can finally drink that vodka i bought last week#or maybe i should write my reports drunk..yeah!#unironically might be a good idea considering how much i overthink these things to the point of executive dysfunction
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need to be so fr for a second I was always hesitant to watch Gundam because I wanted to be daring and be a mecha fan to not watch the big stuff but also Gundam fans legitimately fucking scare me with how they can get but Iām glad I now seen the light and watched like- 3 eps of G Gundam this is good graaaaah
#meg text#since this is longer I might try live blogging#but yes I picked g over x cause I went ādo I want to really start with the series with no fansā#still might watch x it just depends#I hope when I finish g cause Iām really clicking with it that I can try to watch more long shows#and not be a fucking thing like with RPGs where I can play once a year#granted- watching one long show once a year is better then me not getting far or starting at allš#my brain mainly been more itched to watch longer stuff though thereās some short stuff I gotta go back to it#also yes Iām watching dub itās so fucking goofy but itll help my autistic brain#I think I need dubs for longer shows but some shows I wanna watch donāt have a dub so WELP#Also I didnāt that fandom yet cause will just see how much I get to watch this week#hopefully I can at least watch twice or three times a week- every day probs not happening this week
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apologies for the eso spam ive been playing it again and its been helping soothe my anxiety so much lmao
#i'll do some of my little tasks and make progress to completing an area#and when im tired of that i just pick a pretty place in the zone im in and enjoy the ambience and music#while i take notes for the skyrim follower mod ive had on hold for like 2 years now#i wanna make corynne so bad i just gotta push past this hurdle and learn the techinical side to the modding so i can finish writing#all her basic dialogue and recruitment scene#then i can move onto quests and conversations with the dragonborn#and implement stuff#eso has really helped respark my want to make and finish her#gonna have to save up a fuckton of money to pay a voice actor however because my voice just isnt how she would sound
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my HOUSE.png
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#doodles#drinking mention#a sketchbook doodle i've expanded :33#this took me a couple days because. of the procrastination kfbghfs#i've finished it though n now? onto more things hbfsh#/i Did have trouble getting the colours i wanted though lol - i just like that subtract glitch look what can i say hfsh#//ye also i had a Really good day yesterday#like a really good day. it was awesome :D#not that anything incredible happened but it's getting cooler outside and i was running around w/ my mother doing some shopping so it was#really good imo hfshv :>>>#yeah... yea :33#//since it's getting cooler now you know what that means!! ?#i can go skatinggggggggg yippeeee :DD#since i got these new skates (they have bigger wheels than i was used to) i've realized i do Not remember how to do half of the things i#knew how to do a couple years ago but i think i'm figuring it out again loll#when we were in detroit that huge cement lot in belle isle was Really good for practicing.. we gotta find a spot like that out here#/yeah though i got bigger wheels cuz i am slow. and easily winded kfhsvg#and i like to skate with my siblings who do not light on fire after breathing heavy for a couple seconds so it does help with keeping up lo#the only thing is that i am nervous about falling everywhere#a fear that is somewhat dulled during the cold months when i can wear a heavy coat and have my little bit of protection hbfhvs#'what about pads' a good point a very good point. i do like pads a lot!!#and i have no reason for why i haven't asked for some new ones yet so i will get back to that at Some Point bhgfsh#i really wanna go skating though.. ooee....#i think skating and lake floating are my two favorite outdoor things to do. yea :3
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persona playing machine
#hi imma talk in the tags#i finished p5r i had never finished p5 before bc id get too busy with life stuff and the game left a bad taste in my mouth#but i finished p5r and felt pretty much the same so its just not for me. but i love p1-p4 so. idk. i could get really mean#but i dont want anyone to kill me in the middle of the night so imma b a good boy#it took me forever bc works been kicking my ass and i have a bunch of car shit i have to deal with. im so tired.#i need a vacation where i can do just chris things :( i get one around thanksgiving i just gotta wait another month ugh#plus. i miss having time to draw. im always away from home havin to do shit im so irritated#anyway who cares look at my vita. its so cute. i got it years ago i love this stupid thing i wish sony did too lmao
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...Considering doing like, a writing prompt challenge of some sort, but I'm not sure in what form to do it? Just go down a list myself? Find then share a list and ask for those prompts to follow? Or ask to take requests via others offered ideas/prompts?
#the writing block is really getting to me rn. two years worth of nothing finished now. and it used to be such a passion of mine#had some bad experiences. sure. but i dont want to lose it just bcs of someone else. trying to like. regain confidence now. not lose it mor#and to have nothing to show for two years? ouch. so. yeah. thinking of workarounds to the block. starting smaller perhaps#prompts or requests also add a sorta? idk? pressure almost? not a bad pressure. an incentive. to ward off the 'i give up' thoughts#not that that negates any nerves about it lmao. nah. anxiety is forever. but it can be fun. it used to be fun. i miss that i think#just gotta figure out how to go about it again š¤
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My sketches always look like an absolute mess
(This is cropped since I don't like posting full sketches anywhere. Those are for people I'm comfortable texting at 1am lol)
i know what I'm doing, I swear
#I never really post my art on this blog#like it's been at least 8 years since I've done that I think?#Oh well have a half done sketch because I'm killing time before work#personal#I need to draw more often it's soothing but I've been playing VNs instead because those are also soothing lmao#I gotta finish a couple more illustrations by December though so I can get my yearly calendar printed#unless I want a couple months to be chibis
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