#but they all rely so so heavily on him
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thinking abt Gojo
#jujutsu kaisen#like how the society he belongs to has fucked him over in the worst ways imaginable#but he stays to help the younger generation be stronger#even tho the higherups all hate him#and i get that there aren't a lot of sorcerers#but they would all be stronger working in teams and there would be less deaths regardless of strength#and maybe that would have prevented so many deaths but they won't change the system#i understand that gojo can't use his abilities as much as he wants when there are others but if someone was just with him in Shibuya#he wouldn't have been sealed#and they would have a much higher chance of winning#but they all rely so so heavily on him#but seem to forget that he is just one person even though he has a strong technique but hes still one person nonetheless#he can't do everything at once#and kenjaku took advantage of the way the higherups run things in favor of sealing gojo#he knew they would send him out alone and got him there#i get that they probably wanted this to be done and over with as soon as possible and the quickest way is through gojo#but again one person can't do it all regardless of strength#hmm ig i could articulate my thoughts lmao#sorry theyre a bit messy#and i don't feel like moving the tags to the main post#i'll do it later#jjk spoilers#<- just in case#him seeing 'geto' again for the first time made me tear up ngl#that hurt so badly and ik how bad it was going to be
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devotionduo so codependent that when they try to be less so they end up hurting each other what if i kms
#mine.txt#zam hated being relied on so Heavily in s5 so now mapicc values team interindependence to a level that i dont think?? hes had before#which means hes taken more liberty in grinding for himself and his teammates a lot more than he used to#and because zam places a lot of value in himself in being the team grinder he feels useless and unneded#and since zams a huge grinder it means mapiccs main method of helping him is through violence but since hes a pacifist this season#and while technically zam is fine with other ppl killing and most importantly killing For him; he doesnt really have any beef that requires#killing as a form of revenge which means mapicc cant do the main thing that zam (and anyone else really) uses him for#and they both want to do and be more for the other but theyre stuck at a standstill cause theyre in uncharted territory#cause theyre friendly but not teamed (or even pseudo-teamed like in early s5)#i will say tho mapes more active in trying to find ways to hang out with zam#but if there isnt a clear opportunity to do so hes so Weird about it lmao like he basically just kinda. hovers over him lmao#whether in chat or otherwise#but when an opportunity Does present itself tho he seizes on it basically immediately#like the stalking is easy pickings but theres also gaias hand and literally anytime zam asks him to kill someone for him#ok but seriously tho the fact that mapicc basically declared them as teammates (even if its not official)#after he finished with the stalking was so sdfsdklaghsaljh#like bruh why does zam even have doubts about mapicc prioritizing him above everyone else he doesnt even do all that for his actual team 😭#devotions
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Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple and how “ability users” (opposite to “normal people”) learning to accept themselves through the acceptance of their own abilities is a queer metaphor of acceptance of own's sexual orientation and gender: an essay by me
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#About: Dead Apple. Watched this a while ago with a friend and it was a lot of fun!!!#If you're reading this: thank you so much for hanging out with me I had such a good time (ㅅ´ ˘ )♡#Next to general considerations: wow they were right that Bungou Stray Dogs movie sure can Bungou Stray Dogs#It's always nice to see the detailed animation and elaborate backgrounds of movies. The animation quality compared to the manga is–#definitely noticeable and it's nice to see. That said... I still like the season 2 art style more? And I'm speaking strictly of art style.#The s2 one looks more soft and smooth while the da one is so much more rough.#The plot is... Very bsd-esque I don't think there's anything to add.#In my opinion Kyouka's arc is the one that turned out best tbh. I really like her narrative development and personal growth in this movie.#I like the complexity of her state of mind. how full of contradiction she is. I especially appreciate the recurring small changes of–#expression that indicate how she thinks differently from Atsushi even if she doesn't voice them. The fight between her cynicism and her–#kind nature. It's all very interesting.#Atsushi's development is interesting too. Although all the open questions about his ability we still have kind of leave me frustrated#I don't feel very strongly about Akutagawa in this movie? I mean‚ he's there. The ss/kk scenes are always great and in character and a joy–#to witness no matter what they do. He just doesn't shine particularly? Or at least personally I dont find the “proving my strength against–#myself” narrative arc to be particularly interesting. Imo it was a lot better flashed out in the da stage play! With the complexity that–#the dialogues with Chuuya added to the character. Dazai attacking him. And especially Aktgw understanding that Rashomon wasn't testing Aktg#but rather only expressing that unstoppable rage that is also Aktgw's own. About that I checked out the play and I really liked it!!#I only watched highlights (aka: ss/kk and chuu/aku scenes) but there's some stuff I really like. I like the conflict between Aktgw and–#Chuuya and how Chuuya messes up with Aktgw at first maliciously and then amiably. It's interesting how Atsushi himself observes that Kyouka#and Akutagawa get along. And especially the sskk almost-handholding and Atsushi saying Akutagawa has a nice profile were cute akjdhbsawhjb#Next. Da really is shipping paradise (╥﹏╥) Sorry but... It is. oda/zai. daz/atsu. ss/kk. s/kk. fuku/mori. chuu/aku. It really has everythin#and the moments are so good!!!! What else. Wish we'd see more of Tsujimura. And Christie. And women in general tbh.#Also‚‚‚‚‚ Atsushi's tiger form in this movie is ATROCIOUS. I've said it before but it's crazy how a franchises that relies so heavily on–#fanservice came up with something this hideous. Man the movie overall was pretty but Atsushi sure wasn't. Firmly stand by the belief–#that only Akutagawa would find that form attractive.#Oh last note. honestly if we're ready to accept a movie where an antidote has effect AFTER the person has effectively died then we really–#can't complain about any kind of insanity the manga brings up#random rambles
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it probably wasn't the smartest decision to start an ongoing 1000+ chapter webnovel when i know it'll consume my every waking thought but here we are
open for better quality | no reposts
#turning novel#터닝#kishiar la orr#yuder aile#when i tell you i read the manhwa in one go last night and then started reading the novel today bc commenters said it was good#and my god were they right#i'm 40+ chapters in so i've just passed where the manhwa is at rn and wow#first of all thank god there are high quality and easily accessible translations#second of all kuyu-nim has a way of making all the lines carry weight. the dialogue and body language cues especially#like i'm definitely not that far in but there are already a few lines i can point out that made my heart clench#and the tension between the two leads is so so palpable#kishiar is very enigmatic i'm very interested in finding out what he's really thinking and what his abilities are#and i really appreciate the way yuder's development is focused on him caring about others and relying on them#ok and third the fact that it's a slow burn romance but focuses heavily on the plot and politics and relationships is so good#based on the tags this could have been very tropey but they didn't go that route and i'm glad for it#in other news i'm upset about how yuder came out but i have to post him bc i will not separate them ;;;#thought kishiar would be harder to draw bc he's pretty:tm: and i struggle drawing pretty boys but yuder put me through the wringer fr#anyway!! i love them very much!! going a little insane over them as you can see!!
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I kinda love how the moment Leo got his dual wield katana back, he adapted so much more naturally to his teleportation abilities.
Not to say he didn’t come around with the odachi, but it was pretty clear that he struggled hard with the mystic properties of it, and I think that it’s partially because while the odachi itself is a portaling tool that seemingly most anyone can use, Leo’s innate mystic abilities call for something to work with him, not for him.
So it makes perfect sense why his katana, made from himself and more in line with how he naturally fights, finally allow him to seamlessly grasp his space warping abilities to the extent he can.
#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#I would also like to add that at the end of the day both swords are still just tools#and I believe without those tools Leo’s mystic ability can be very very dangerous for him#not only do the swords act as a mental harness of his teleportation and portals#but also and more specifically they act as anchors#teleportation is!!! really scary actually!!! you have to be VERY skilled or be VERY careful to not be trapped in like#solid mass or in the middle of the ocean or even in between realities#might be better for Leo to rely so heavily on his swords in terms of his mystic abilities because if he decided to do as Mikey did#and go without them#uh#probably wouldn’t end well!#can easily imagine a scenario where the boys all like#get mystic sickness#and their abilities go way outta wack#with Leo he’d just be flitting in and out of existence#okay I stop talking now listen I just love Leo and I reallyyyyy adore his mystic abilities they’re so fun esp the teleportation#edit: side note but it’s also notable that in the turtle tot short#Leo even as a tot was wielding the dual katana naturally and without issue#he was always meant to use them so having a heavy odachi instead would of course be a bit of a learning curve for him
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Do you think Tony asked Jack to grab a drink with him because he knew what was to come? Like there was an internal gnawing in Tony that let him know that he was going to be found out soon? And he didn't want Jack to die without feeling at least a little happy one last time?
Sorry, I'm listening to the books again, and that thought occurred to me. (This could probably be worded better, sorry, but I'm sleepy.)
You're making it sound like Tony thought of it like,,, taking a sick dog out to have chocolate for the first/last time before being put down. I'm SOBBING.
I do like to imagine that tony was just really gay for Jack and it was a. Horrible fumble in asking him out on a date, but realistically, yeah. I think you're right on the money with this one; Antonio did want to save him, he had hope that he could convince his bosses to "bring Jack over," but if all else failed,(when all else failed), at least Jack could remember a time when Tony was actually his friend, where they enjoyed each other's company outside of 'work'.
#tftgs#tales from the gas station#tftgs jack#jack townsend#tftgs tony#antonio vargas#chai guy answers#chai guy rambles#also jacks reaction to being asked out probably made him feel. so much worse about it all#like yeah it was awkward as hell but also “man do i really gotta put this pitiful mf down”#realistically speaking i think this ship relies heavily on pity and protection themes#and yknow. toxic/tragic yaoi vibes#thank u wayne ill be thinking about this with barely held back tears in my eyes fora while
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I'm not gonna indulge too much in my Undertale AU on Tumblr, I am gonna just keep it private as I do wanna keep my main focus on my FNAF AU, but here y'all go
It's a little rough, but people really liked my Mettaton AU design so I wanted to desperately draw him :')
It's not the best, but I wanted to draw something today.
#i spent all of today mucking around with my art fight#changing profile pics for characters and editing all 90+ of my attacks to have updated thumbnails#aswell as adding characters and such--- it was alot#so this was a nice random sketch i did just to wind down.#I also randomly painted an eyeball out of boredom so THAT'S something#but yeah i hope this is ok#its rough like i said but theres a charm to it.#a little about my AU mettaton as a treat:#he is heavily posessed. he ran away from alphys halfway built between ex and neo#and has to power himself by using his actual ghost alot of the time#he salvaged his charging supply (or batteries idk what makes him run)#but the body is insufficient with power so he has to rely on possession alot of the time especially#when the body ages.#his eyes flicker pink when hes posessed and his ghost self does make himself appear outside of the suit#but with his soul still bound to the body#he can only go so far before he cannot anymore. he is literally tied to his body now HSGSVSV#he also goes by Hapsta in my au. a play on Hapstablook and also to avoid toyhouse sniping me#tho you can call him mtt or mettaton anyways idm lol#mettaton#undertale#undertale au#undertale oc#mettaton au#my art#my oc art
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he literally sews his kids stupid little outfits from scratch does anyone even fucking care
#tmnt#i could talk about this for hours but it pisses me off so bad when people ON MY OWN POSTS are like ooh splinter is neglectful he suuucks#shut up you idiot everything he does is for them he would kill himself in a heartbeat for them#the fact that they even survived past infancy in their circumstances is a testament to phenomenal parenting by any realistic human standard#it's just that a) it's a show about the ninja turtles so of course they're going to have a lot of unsupervised escapades#& it's not fair to read THAT much into his absence b) they are older kids at this point & it's perfectly reasonable for a group of 13-17 y/#s to go to the grocery store without a chaperone and c) his strained relationship with his grandpa heavily informs his approach to parentin#so he thinks that smothering too much at this age will drive them away & he wants to encourage their blossoming independence as much as#possible because that's what he craved at that age#and it's so clear in every flashback that he was a constant nurturing & encouraging presence in their childhood & he misses the days when#they really relied on him hence piebald#and he WANTS to spend time with them he really does. he begged to be in their family band he has to excruciatingly hold himself back from#following them on their adventures at times but again he doesn't want to smother them at this age so he finds other outlets#remember when he bought a 20$ cup of lemonade from raph & leo because he didnt want them to be sad that they got no customers in their#Sewer lemonade stand#he loves them more than anything he's just weird and autistic about it okay. shut up. Shut the fuck up#not really relevant but his room is so baller i'd spend all my time here if this was my room. minifridge and everything
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Momo confirmed: there can never be a Banri-centric three:vale
And actually, his logic behind this is really interesting. Because at it's heart, the difference is that with Banri, Momo could never have formed the same sort of codependent relationship that he does with Yuki. Banri is capable of taking charge and taking care of himself, and so Momo wouldn't feel the need to step forward and try to help him.
Hell, it's only after he realizes that no one's taking care of Yuki that he reaches out to him in the first place. Momo establishes very well in Re:member that he needs to feel needed and useful to feel loved, or to express his love, and Yuki lets him do that in spades. Banri, though. Banri doesn't need someone to dote on him (or at least so judges Momo) and therefore Momo's acts of service (his declarations of love) are unwarranted at best and unnoticed at worst.
Whether or not this is actually true is a whole separate question. Banri does seem to rely on Momo when he's helping them out backstage (Momo valiantly kills the dreaded spider for him) -- but he does it in a moderate sort of way, taking the time to make sure Momo's not overexerting himself (ie, when he's lugging around more equipment in one trip than he probably ought to be) and that he is generally taking care of himself as much as he's taking care of others.
But Momo seems to want someone who relies on him too heavily. He needs to devote himself fully and completely to another person (perhaps because he feels he can no longer fully devote himself to his own dreams, so he seeks some other outlet, someone else's dream to latch onto to replace that). He gets drawn in by Yuki's sopping wet meow meow nature and the fact that Yuki so clearly needs someone to take care of him, because Yuki is the only one who enables him to express his love in the way he wants to. Needs to, perhaps. Regardless of how (un)healthy that expression and the resulting relationship is.
That's why MomoBan won't work with just each other. That's why they need Yuki to draw them together: Momo needs someone who he can devote his everything to, and Banri can never be that person for him.
#I forgot he says this#I was looking for this panel earlier when I was gathering examples of their assigned sides but I forgot he just. says it openly like this#it is really interesting that we never really get to see Ban's impression of Momo tho#obviously everything we see of their early relationship in re:member is heavily colored by it being in Momo's POV#so we see Ban as Momo sees ban : cool. collected. suave and hunky. and most of all independent#bug killing aside -- which sort of teases the idea that maybe if it weren't for yuki Momo might be able to see more of how#Banri COULD fulfill that need for him to be useful to someone#but he's so besotted with Yuki (even before he realizes it)#(because despite his claims that he likes them both equally it's pretty clear here that he's already picked his favorite)#but he's so besotted with Yuki that Ban's needy moments don't even register to him#maybe if everything had been different#and Yuki had never been in the picture#the two of them could have meshed well together#But as it stands Yuki fulfills everything Momo wants in a partner - someone to devote himself fully. who always needs him and relies on him#someone who can give him purpose and direction -- not by guiding him but by needing guidance#man I really need to learn to not dump whole paragraphs of analysis in the tags huh#idolish7#i7#re:vale#yukito orikasa#momose sunohara#banri ogami
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of course when buck can’t breathe and he feels like his world is coming down around him he manifests hen in his dream....of course he does
#there's something about this + her being relatively the same in his dream that's just soooooo....#like. especially the fact that his subconscious brings her into the dream immediately after he finds out bobby is dead?#she has been this persevering constant in his life ever since she's known him#like....#chim's in a coma bobby relapses abby leaves he gets crushed under a firetruck he sues the city#eddie gets shot bobby gets shot maddie leaves chim and jee-yun leave eddie leaves#and hen? hen's there through it all. always#and he's relied on that knowledge and that comfort so heavily throughout the years#so of course she's there in his dream the same as she always has been - unchanged by everything else around them#of course she is - because that's how he's always seen her and because that comfort is what he needed the most in that moment#evan buckley#hen wilson#911 fox
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Beatnik guy from the iron giant....ah no...i shant say....
#you actually dont need to know how many screenshots of him are in my phone rn#im obsessed with his design#plus the physical acting of all the characters is so good i could watch this movie a million times over#it really makes you realise how heavily big studios rely on stock poses#basically go watch the iron giant#sketch#my art#the iron giant#wip
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Prior to The Confrontation, it wasn’t uncommon for Kaeya to ask Diluc to read over things for him, to correct it or because he couldn’t get certain words. It started because Kaeya needed a little help with his lessons and reading, then continued when it was clear Kaeya still struggled with certain things, especially when it came to paperwork and letters written in fancier script when they joined the knights.
#hc; kaeya#//After Diluc left; Kaeya frequently found himself trying to ask Luc for help with his paperwork#//Each and every time; being met with silence heavily soured his mood; more than the struggle of reading and writing through it already did#//He hadn’t really tried asking anybody else for help; not wanting to seem ‘incompetent’ at first#//Esp with how frustrating he found it all. Then bc it’d gone on long enough; he felt it embarrassing to bring up#//Lisa knows somewhat#//He consulted her after seeing how well she worked with Razor; asking ‘for a friend’#//She saw through it IMMEDIATELY but humored him; so he wouldn’t feel so daunted and back off from the help he needed#//She’s helped him immensely; but he still struggles with things#//I like to think eventually; he comes to ask Noelle to do smth Luc used to; and look over his docs for errors#//That much he’ll allow. Prolly actually be honest w her why; since she’s so kind to him#//Feels weird relying on someone outside of Luc for smth like that—even Addie didn’t get called on as often#//If only ever when he was at the Winery with her; bc again; he wanted to seem capable and independent to her#//But it’s smth at least#//Even if Noelle being such a sunshine and so nice to help him out like that can be disconcerting at times#//But that’s a whole other can of worms#//That I think I mentioned in a prev hc; but eh#//Tldr; he is dyslexic. Luc helped then disappeared. Kae sad. Lisa helped lots. Noelle might help more in the future#//Prolly didn’t help that Teyvat’s common language wasn’t Kae’s first language either
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me realizing fawniel is a more openly affectionate couple than fawnric: this is fucked up and evil behavior actually
#gideon shut the hell up challenge#OKAY BUT WE DO HAVE REASONS FOR IT. okay. listen.#it relies heavily on the fact that ric has it in his mind that He Knows Fawn already. he knows how much they value their privacy#and he thinks that he can accurately judge whether or not they'll spook if he tries to be overly affectionate in public places#which like.... he's right !! to a certain degree#but daniel. does not have any of that going for him !! like he's perceptive but he also doesn't have the same hesitation that#chen and ric do when it comes to dealing w them / predicting their reactions. he just... treats them like he would any normal person !!#(we have it in mind that this is a v big Point Of Contention for him w ric bc like. stop treating them like a ghost or an echo or w/e !!!#if he can get over the fact that they're different irl from how he spent years imaging they would be then ric can come to terms w#the fact that they're different than how he knew and he should be focusing on getting to learn them all over again !!! which ric ofc#argues that he Is but. spoiler alert. he only Kinda is. listen. we can't explain it all okay we've all played the game u can see it)#so. anyway. danny is not afraid to be v touchy w them :) he also will do subtler gestures if he's getting that vibe but otherwise.#tldr they weren't socialized enough as a pupby and he's fixing it <3#♡: fawn x daniel
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oh i finally realized why the agathos are 💢💢💢 towards vergil 🤏🏻🕶️😳
#besides the whole wanting to go to hell thing being counter to their own beliefs and morals#because you know i think. given the context of being a Son of Sparda. there's an obvious and logical desire to know your father better#so i think the agathos Could empathize would that. many of them probably Would empathize with that!#so that overall argument falls flat bc the agathos Overall dislike vergil. why would All of Them go 😒😒 at him?#well it finally clicked :] if you sacrifice your right to peaceful eternal slumber to confine One Fucking Guy in time prison forever#and dumb people keep showing up to your time prison because the One Fucking Guy was notorious for hoarding secret knowledge#and these people keep getting killed in pursuit of evil knowledge + thus fueling the One Fucking Guy's ability to some day break the chains#of the time prison and invoke calamity yet again. Well! wouldn't it be quite frankly Alarming#if some dude with MegaBlood™️ that everyone can smell from a mile away waltzed in... get this!! ALSO in search of the evil knowledges#thus kind of threatening at its very core the exact thing you sacrificed your human soul and afterlife to..#and despite your big red warning signs to LEAVE he just pushes further and further into your time prison and closer + closer to The One#Fucking Guy.. it's one thing for his travelling buddy to do that bc whatever 🙄 she's just a human after all. it will take like 400 more of#her to break the time prison.. but this one guy is like.. 500 of her in one convenient little package! fucked up!!#there is some vergil apologism amongst the agathos but overall they're like 😑😑😑 *skyrim guard voice* NEVER should've come here!!!! 💢#i imagine a lot of them are like girl why would you want to go BACK to hell??? your dad ABANDONED that place!! 😭😭 0/10 reviews on Yelp!!#also we will Not Address the growing vampiric themes in the fprsq.. 😶 it is not my fault that arkham's little ritual relied so heavily on#blood and i based Many Things off that ritual! 🤧🤧😝#sriracha.txt#fortuna presequel
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it's kind of funny how often I run into well thought-out and realistic modern AUs where wwx is super aware of how much things cost and he makes an effort to be independently able to support himself and he's so hesitant to take lwj's money and he wants to contribute equally to expenses if they live together while in canon he's like hey kid do you want some money my friend lan zhan here is loaded
#I don't think it's wrong to write him like that in a modern AU where being self-reliant and independent relies heavily on having money#and those things are so core to how he operates#but on canon esp postres he seems fine taking up lwj's space and time and money. he is after all a pragmatist#and lwj proved that he was willing to be supportive#also he'd be fucked if he left but money would be the least of his concerns. he would do fine as a rogue cultivator#it's just that so many people still want to kill him#ficblogging
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constantly thinking about michael following william's call to the sister location facility.....
#oh it makes me ill..... ohhhhh it makes me sick#no matter how you think that specific message was delivered it's michael's ACCEPTANCE that gets me which#Yes heavily relies on his Guilt over elizabeth's death/all of the things his father did#but also it's the way that even after escaping for a couple years he can't bring himself to refuse... he heeds the call he listens there is#still that part of him just so DESPERATE for any ounce of approval despite the festering anger and arguments he'd fuel#there's that part of him that is afraid of what will happen if he Doesn't go there's the part that just wants to be needed for something#and he walks himself back into the fire... and NEVER gets that close to escaping ever again#head in my fucking hands#i truly meant it when i said i'd still be annoying ooc my other option is just let it fester#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc
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