#but there are so many words in my brain
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Once in a while my brain gets overwhelmed and I just can't keep up with any social interactions, can't properly make words and feel nothing over everything. You just have to close everything and close inside your head to relax. Surprisingly, after 1-2 days you end up being full of love to the world, you still can't properly do anything but you are exploding from the love to the world and people Then I come here, and I get reminded yet again why I love creation and people who make wonders out of their minds Apocalyptic ponyo mermaid Jazz by Keferon, because apparently relief in freedom is what keeps people above
#Ahah I think I will need more days I feel like my brain will burn out the moment I try to get my emotions out in words#pretty stupid XDD#But quickly scrolled down arts and concepts and ideas#I want to sleep inside everything#maccadam#transformers#merformers#apocalyptic ponyo#jazz#prowl#jazzprowl#cockroachdoodles#Man I am the worst social example no matter how I want to ahah#I saw crazy kids and how big Shockwave is#I saw so many fics already feels like a pillows getting stuffed before I jump on it
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let her go
#homestuck#vriska serket#terezi pyrope#vriska#terezi#vrisrezi#mic_art#screencap redraw of that one utena scene woohoo#vrisrezi and utenanthy dont share many similarities but there are some interesting parallels that can be drawn#like theyre all characters who are devoted to the respective roles they think they have#utena needs to be a prince and vriska needs to be a hero#terezi needs to cast vriska as the villain so that she can be the one to bring her to justice while anthy#is resigned to her role as the rose bride and is cast as a witch by others (and herself in a way...) to justify her suffering#im too tired to put into words all the other shit rattlign around in my brain but something something vriska society violence princes utena#something interesting to note is that in the rgu stabbing scene utena is walking to the left while is hs vriskas walking to the right#which i think is mostly a cultural difference due to english being read left to right while japanese is read right to left#changing which direction is percieved as forward#which could be read further into but could also just be the natural flow of the scene or whateevr#idk i need to peruse ohtori.nu again i looooove reading utena essays
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Been playing FFXIV recently desperately searching for my cunty lil man :)
I love my tiny little friend who insists I come with him for all of his political negotiations where I just sit and nod and occasionally smack a dude senseless
#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#final fantasy 14#ff14#alphinaud leveilleur#ffxiv wol#Her name's Rowan and she's a lot cooler than I will ever be#Rowan Morte#tinydraws#I'm only 1/3 ish??? through heavensward right now#1/2?? I'm not sure#it's not as easy to tell my progress as it was in ARR#all i know is that i fought some dragons and it was really cool#also i'm still learning how to write the characters' ways of speaking#they use so many words for so simple of concepts and it hasn't quite clicked with my brain yet fhaghhglsflk
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As @derinthescarletpescatarian is re-releasing Curse Words with some fresh new polished editing, I am excited to show off the whole set of book covers I got to do for them!
#book covers#book illustration#my art#curse words books#illustration#artists on tumblr#fantasy illustration#someday I will get my brain in gear to read more than the excerpts i used for these lmao#i know its about teen wizards and horrible magic things and that sounds great and Spellthing up there is wonderfully awful#but also I am invested in their current series Child of a Wandering Star right now#and I can only take being worried about so many fictional characters at a time!#I don't get anything extra from these book sales#but i am proud of these and figure a little cross-promo is good for everyone!
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I find I'm still stuck in place after so long.
#great god grove#ggg grujaja#bizzyboy gr#ggg bizzyboys#booooo booo Aotuurle made another image relating to song lyrics BOOOOOOOOOOO BOOOOOOOO#BOO THEM OFF THE STAGE#fun fact i have a whole brain amv for the song the lyrics are from for this guy. oops#anyway yeah.#gr feeling stuck in place because of anxiety and circumstance and not having anywhere else to go#and relying on a coping mechanism for over 20 years at least in my headcanons#feeling bad about himself that this is *all* he is after so long. someone afraid to break out of his comfort and perceived safety from fear#scared that this will be all there is. but more scared to change n stop seeing almost nothing and muffling himself from the outside world#so he stays in the cone blindly devoted to every word#i have so many thoughts about this guy its horrible in here#giving this guy a huge smoothie and wrapping him in hello kitty blankets. im sorry i fucked u up dude. i cant fix this one#what being my favorite does to you. sorry
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A gift for my dearest friend @skyloftian-nutcase ! I promised her I'd draw her a scene from her post " Malice's Stain" when she finished it ❤️
You're AMAZING Lofty! This au hurts me so so much but I love iittt😭😭😭😭
#im sorry if I butchered our boy hehe#I LOVE YOU FRIEND!!#my brain is empty since it's almost 2 am#so I don't have many words#but you know how much love Power Link (and hate you for whumping him)#jk tho hehehe#cus I also love whumping him hehehe😈😈😈#HAPPY EARLY BDAY TOO!!!😀😀😀😀😀#your actual bday gift is to come😊#legend of zelda#imprisoning war#power link#ganondorf#zelda au#loz au#link
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I hate having many words inside of my brain and not having the ability to write it out in a way i like/makes sense/is what i mean.
If i could make all my lots of jumbled of words in my head make sense then, i would say alot of good things that are very *insert articulate word for what i feel in my head that i can't express*
#many words is the best i can explain how it feels to have my brain and struggles with language#inside and outside. its many words#actually nonverbal#actually nonspeaking#cat cat cat cat cat cat cat#too powerful if i had amazing articulation powers#'you are so good at communicating' i only communicate what i know i can#if i did everything i wanted i would not make sense at all and thats annoying#because i have a lot of good ideas and thoights inside my head that i spend a lot of time thinkinf about#nonverbal#nonspeaking#complex communication needs#higher support needs autistic#higher support needs#autism
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okay but LISTEN i think cyno would feel the exact same about pet names as he does about his jokes like cyhaino starts dating and his immediate thought is oh pet names would help make it less awkward and relax both of us so he tries it, calls alhaitham babe in front of both of their salads and it’s stiff and awkward and uncomfortable and they’re both just like “hm :|” because it’s SO obvious that didn’t work so alhaitham is like cool we tried it and that’s that but THEN cyno KEEPS doing it trying every pet name under the sun because he’s PERSISTENT and it NEVER works but alhaitham would find it kind of charming and very cyno-esque so of course he would grow to love it but also they’re emotionally scarring every one around them who has to listen to the most uncomfortable use of the word “sweetie” they have ever seen in their entire life
#cyhaino#cytham#haino#in shambles thinking about this sorry#i wish i could write this fic but GOD i have too many wips for them already#like oughh can you imagine the scariest guy in the city calling the other scariest guy in the city ‘honey’#in like the EXACT same tone he just used to arrest someone with#and you’re just like trying to study for an exam??#tbh average college experience but you get my vision#and like it’s key here that they do this for years and it never gets less stiff or uncomfortable#like THEY think it does but no one else around Gets It™️#sorry they’ve infected my brain to the point of no return#i got stuck brainstorming one of my wips for them and this started haunting me in its place#so had to word vomit it somewhere
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No matter what you do, you just can't shake him off, can you, Chūya?
[lyrics: Florence + the Machine | id in alt]
EDIT: I made a whole ass janky animatic to this song, enjoy!
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#nakahara chūya#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#ok so uh. i had so many thoughts while drawing this (for TEN HOURS my hand...) but then it came time to post it#and i considered srsly an emily bronte quote (pls dont shoot- if wuthering heights has anything going for it its violence and intensity)#but it didnt fit quite right so i left it out#i have so many thoughts and feelings i have no more words#my fave is the second drawing but i think the fourth is the best#dazai's* collar on chuuya (*possibly related to dazai and the whole dog thing. dont ask what going on in my head)#and chuuya's hand on dazai's throat#what was it someone said in tags of my gon charov bsd drawing?? im eating drywall or smt similar?? thats me rn#double black#also to ppl who know the song- shake it out- yes i removed one lyric i just couldnt make it work#i considered putting it as the caption but didnt work there either rip#also removed the (shake him off) that's part of the lyrics but i did put that in the caption. galaxy brain am i right#also the poses in drawing 1 and 2 are purposefully v similar#edit: fixed image 1 so the text is the same as in all other images fear not u did not imagine it hypothetical person im talking to rn
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“You came into my life with light in your hands and didn’t demand anything from me. And I wanted to give you everything.”
#i sometimes love my brain for creating such soft words#something Mihawk would say#but also Kyojuro#and Law#and so many more😭❤️#mihawk x reader#dracule mihawk x yn#mihawk x you#kyojuro x reader#kyojuro x you#kyojuro x y/n#law x you#law x y/n#law x reader#sunnys work
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You know Jason should be the class conscious robin, but then dc would need to pull its head out of the rich's collective asshole and face up to their own classism so it will never be acknowledged in Canon.
#jason todd meta#jason todd#red hood#dc own up to your classism challenge#give my boy community building storylines#let him organise#i mean even calling a poor neighbourhood crime alley is... oof#i have so many ideas for confrontations between jason and bruce on this topic but does my brain words no
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marks reintegration in s2ep3 is really reminding me of piranesi by susanne clarke. two selves born from the same body but with fundamentally different life experiences. the memories of the experiences merge, both become aware of each other, of each others traumas and relationships and how they created and informed their separate selves. but they are unable to truly become any of their old selves anymore because they now coexist in the same body at the same time. they are a shell of who they previously were. they are simultaneously both and neither of their original selves. they are someone completely new.
#this makes no fucking sense#does anyone get me#im now realising severance and piranesi share so many similarities#god#niche niche audience with this one#take a shot every time i say the word self#severance spoilers#severance#piranesi#my beautiful brain
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me when my bf is insane and feral (< is only used to the insane part)
two alt versions that i really like smiley face
#I FORGOT AMAZOS VISOR ON PURPOSE I FORGOT HIS VISOR ON PURPOSE I#thsi drawing is the most reader’s interpretation ill get theres so many scenarios that could be happening#me personally i just think he found out that the amusement park is opening a new mouse themed ride w free cheese samples#< (ignoring the horrors)#wordgirl#two brains#amazo guy#amazing cheese#dr two brains#doctor two brains#word girl#art#artists on tumblr#my art#my stuff
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★ 073 // “Puppet Warp Animation”
#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#steel ball run#sbr#johnny joestar#tools used:#clip studio paint#Thank you to everyone who left encouraging words yesterday. It really means a lot. <3#Always been curious how many people keep up with the tags on these.#I'm doing a lot better today! One of my conditions went dormant so I'm mentally and emotionally in a much better place.#I bought the latest update to Clip Studio Paint today and the puppet warp was the new feature I wanted to play with most.#I think I much prefer making puppet/model/rig animation over hand drawn. It works with my brain better.#The Johnny drawing was all one layer. I think next time I'd like to try multiple layers of animation.#This animation only has 4 unique frames. You could probably get it real smooth if you added more tweens.#But I am a wee baby animator with not enough time. I like the choppiness with the traditional art style actually!#offerings
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What intrigues you about Garth so much?
Also thank you for showing him much needed love
This is a good question because honestly, i'm not even sure what got me into him in the first place. I spent around 4 months getting into DC and mostly sticking to the bats, then boom. Garth.
I think he hits a lot of notes for me that I like in a character, and honestly he's fun to read when he shows up in comics. He really means well and is a sensitive do-gooder, but can also have a bit of a temper and strong beliefs that he will defend. He also does a good job of rounding out any cast or ensemble they throw him in, which I appreciate. Plus magic! I love magic.
Of course I'm a sucker for a tragic backstory with some magical elements. Merman Lancelot I will love u forever. Abandoned, left for dead prince with latent, insanely powerful abilities only unlocked after being Put Through It? what's not to love.
Personally I also think its insane that there has been nothing done with the fact that he lived on his own and stayed alive from infancy to ~8-10 years old. HELLO thats a gold mine. idk I think about that aspect of his character and his relationship with Aquababy a lot. I think its sweet that even though he has nothing to work off of with no parents to speak of (to his knowledge) and being scared of getting replaced by the blood son, he still loves and takes care of that little baby.
I also love that one issue of titans 1999 where he leads the team. He's a capable, compassionate guy who's good at what he does. DC why did u take it all away..... bring him home
#This hasn't even touched on his relationship w arthur which i LOOOVEEE#theyre so complex i like to just spin them in my head#i wish i could share my thoughts in word form to answer ur question anon#im just spitballing here#and np i will continue to show him love for as long as he lives in my brain#and perhaps even after that#anon#asks#garth of shayeris#dc#I saw 1 garth edit on tiktok to a mitski song and then it hid in my head for 3 months#then it activated some sleeper agent one day and i became a garth fan overnight#many such cases
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i said this in my last rb but phil flirts using his words and dan flirts using his body
#*#this makes sense in my brain#thinking about 'stop being so damn beautiful dan howell'#and that one skype screenshot of dan posing talking about phil saying he should dye his hair black#like yeah....yeah#and so many moments of phil just using his words making dan come apart and in the last few years dan using his body making phil come apart#phan
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