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so I see a lot of people going "hahaha wild that Jon thinks everything (such as the apocalypse) is his fault when it REALLY isn't" and they would be correct but I keep thinking about why it is that he's like that. I think a lot of people simply put it down to "that's just how he is as a person" when I really think it's more of a combination between personality, how he was brought up (not that well) and the web.
in mag 81 he's never that specific about what his grandmother was like, and is very clearly trying to make her sound better than she actually is. but to me it sounds like she instilled a feeling that any and all problems that occurred throughout his childhood was his fault, or made worse by him. I'm thinking something like "I'm feeling so bad right now because I have to pick you up from school every day." and if she did do this, clearly it worked because he is, in his statement as an adult, retroactively pinning the blame for all his childhood problems on himself for being a "deeply annoying child". I really think that it's not normal to think you are to blame for someone else bullying you and that it was probably caused by his grandmother making him think he caused everyone's problems.
the mr spider event shocked him in a lot of ways but one of the main things that shook him was that he felt like he could've prevented what happened and he could've saved the guy's life. obviously this is ridiculous - it's clear to us that the web pulled him down the exact path which would lead someone else to interrupt his reading and get captured themselves. however Jon does not know this and clearly thinks he should've done better. I think that this, along with his upbringing, started the distinct way of thinking that he has where he decides that everything is his fault.
the web knew this would happen and then utilises it to make sure his crushing sense of responsibility causes him to get all 14 marks and then to, unwillingly, play his part in removing the fears from the universe.
#guys I'll be honest i am not sure how much sense this one is making#but i have been stewing over this for months#finally time to speak my truth#i may also just be repeating what others have said before me but if so i havent seen it#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#this is long but you should be glad i didnt make it longer#justice posts
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as happy as i am about the popularity that willmark is getting (even if the 'mark' in question is from a different universe), i wish ppl would realize that you can ship a villain with a regular guy Without making the villain a yandere cornball
#IM NOT TRYING TO POLICE WHAT CONTENT YOU GUYS MAKE BTW#just making that clear jic it sounds like that#I just personally don't like that characterization of maskless mark / mark gayson / gayvincible / whatever other nicknames there are for hi#I also don't like the yandere trope in general#with invincible its been shown so many times that literally any of the villains (even sinclair) can be reformed#so it wouldn't make sense for that mark variant to be like. well. That#debbie already took in oliver despite the fact that her ex-husband had him with a mantis alien#AND when oliver killed the twins she didn't immediately act like he was a monster#so with gayvincible even though it would probably be really Really hard for her#he's still her son; albeit from a different universe and also evil#but if she was able to get the “killing is okay” mindset out of oliver then she prolly would also be able to get it out of maskless mark#also rick was an evil robot creature and william still helped / is helping him get past that#so it wouldn't be out of character if william helped maskless mark get past whatever happened in his universe & grow and change as a person#im prolly just repeating the same point over again hfdhsgj#basically what im trying to say is; will x maskless mark doesn't have to be corny yandere bs#it could also be william helping him get past whatever happened in his universe#prolly phrased a few things wrong here but eh#invincible#mark grayson#maskless mark#william clockwell#willmark
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Okay as sad as this issue is, this panel is really funny that while the confirmed deceased autobots are being listed, Ratchet is only presumed dead and that's all Optimus can think about. "Why did it have to be YOU", like damn ok who cares about Perceptor and that other guy ig you big tragic simp
Istg 5-10% of the entire US marvel comics is just Ratchet and Optimus Prime angsting over each other
#hes doing this where anyone can see this too#optimus breaking down and planning to quit the war over Ratchet#while Hot Rod and Kup are witnessing this and gossiping#he might as well said “why couldnt it be blaster” lmao#I dunno how accurate that percentage is but there are full issues of one of them just angsting over the other#transformers#transformers g1#maccadams#offical content#ratchet#optimus prime#Perceptor#transformers marvel#optiratch#its been a full couple of months since Ive talked about Marvel Optiratch but I will never shut up about them#i will repeat stuff eventually but they are in my head
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Just another faggot friday
#I was waiting to post this since I heard manic monday on the radio#my brain cooked it up and I’ve been repeating it over and over in there#can’t make up any other lyrics to go with tho#r4ttus personal
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I have a lot of leftover drawings in my gallery. [Blank Scripts AU]


[Content Warning: Images below contain Gore, Death, and Disturbing/Uncomfortable Imagery]
I find it a bit cute knowing they start out as crazy and then slowly settle into something calmer and relatively healthier after learning to adapt to each other's lust-turned-love. [Stanley did it first but hey :3]
#tsp blank scripts au#they love each other [genuinely] theyd rather die if theyre to go without each other by this point#hhmmm I hope the last few images arent too damning#These two go through a lot during the progression of their relationship#and I wanted to showcase that yknow?#theyre demented but theyre just perfect for each other kind of way#lovingly tearing each other apart and rebuilding each other to do it over and over again#repeating this dull process of endings over and over and finding ways to keep themselves entertained#this place was never even meant to be fun#but now that theyve gotten entangled with each other#they cant help but want to play around#even if its just for a little bit?#work can continue later right?#they love each other a little bit too much they actually need to be put in a separate cage#like a spider and a praying mantis#is it painful? yes. is it fun? also yes. do they like doing it only to each other and nobody else? YES.#their psych is genuinely so fun to explore and dissect#I had a lot of fun making these despite how deranged they look#something about them.... it drives both to do things they would never even consider doing to anybody else... but towards each other#you know what i mean? or am i just yapping nonsense again.#horror#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp#tspud#tsp au#tsp narrator#narrator tsp#stanley tsp#tsp stanley
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What about me? Here we go again. You are so annoying. Could you please just get over it? It was only a one-night thing.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 10 / Ep. 09
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#uservid#userspring#pdribs#userrain#userjjessi#userspicy#*cajedit#*gif#if you listen to one song on repeat for several hours it will make you want to gif things you never thought to gif before#even tho its a really obvious thing to gif.#SO BACK AT IT AGAIN AT MY FAVE SCENE ep 10 bar scene my beloved#'i love this part' by the wrecks has done a REAL NUMBER ON ME TONIGHT FAM#everyone should listen to that song rn#chen yi's guilt over those four years vs ai di choosing to do all of that. not seeing any other choice bc he loves him.#clinging to chen yi one more time before trying to let him go.#ai di still unable to let chen yi go!!! believing chen yi does and should hate him!!#but chen yi faces him asking him for the truth! knowing ai di loves him
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Oh now that's just rich coming from you, Mr. Will-Kill-Us-To-Find-The-Answers.
#slay the princess#voice of the skeptic#anyway there's an update so that skeptic's on HEA instead of paranoid now#which honestly#fair#couldn't really mentally figure out well why it was paranoid over skeptic in the first place other than fear of her changing#but the repeated questions more fit skeptic's deal
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it’s about wilson choosing to potentially ruin his life over just choosing house. he’d rather risk everything trying to be normal than just accept that he’s not. and through that he insults house, reiterating as he always does that house isn’t normal house isn’t good house isn’t what wilson should be striving for house isn’t even what wilson should be Settling for. he says it again with “i should’ve spent my life being more like you” “you’d still have cancer” “yeah but at least i’d feel like i deserved it!”. even when he admits an openness to being like house, even when he’s saying he wishes he were like him, he’s still judging him by that completely conditioned moral compass he has to live upon. and that hurts house because it makes him feel like wilson’s blind to his kindness, which is not only something house wants so desperately to be but is something he actually manages to be with wilson. but he’s still evil in wilson’s repressed mind. and the worst fucking thing about this scene is that wilson’s admitting that a child is exactly like house. a child is a needy truculent narcissist. traits he forgives a child for because they’re Supposed to have them. but house isn’t. so it’s not even that wilson hates house for being awful he just hates him for being. house. for not being a wife and not being a child. and there’s nothing house can do to break through that sense of normalcy that wilson’s crafted goals are all completely based upon. even when he’s exactly like the child wilson wants he still isn’t it. even when he’s exactly like the girlfriend wilson has, he still isn’t her. wilson would rather ruin his life And a child’s life trying to be normal than just accept that he loves house. he’d rather hate himself than love house. and then. when the cancer comes. and he needs to die clean and pretty. he’d rather kill himself than struggle to change for house. he’d rather die normal than live queer. and Then you have the whole. he wants to be tied to a child because it takes away from him that choice to leave that he would otherwise always take. he can’t divorce the boring normal life this time. it’s almost like how house wants to wait for the burning building to kill him instead of making the decision to live. because neither of them want to suffer and choosing each other will always be suffering. wilson will always hate that he’s not normal and house will always be in pain. wilson will always have to give up his ideal normal life for house and house will always have to give up his pills his job his friends his life for wilson. and being together doesn’t negate that suffering, they just have to accept that it’s the best option. because it’s what they truly deep down want. it’s the only thing that can make them even close to happy. they work together: wilson regrets the child, and house takes that pain away; but also they Don’t, because wilson still hates him for it. and even if it’s forgiven eventually, that reaction that he can’t change lingers in house i think. house will always have to deal with being hurt by wilson’s conservatism. wilson will always have to deal with being in love with an evil man. but also. they love each other. so it doesn’t matter. But. also. it Does.
#like look at house’s face#i think it matters a bit maybe!#(so they have to die)#i’m having fun making house posts again i feel like the sky is clearing#i might take this back in a week who knows it’s very absolute i think i’ll end up finding a caveat but that’s thinking i love thinking#i Love this scene. this scene fucks me up in ways still not expressed here#i want to live in it forever#gut check i love you i’ll love you forever you’re my ride or die#also wait jesus this is long just scrolled up it eh#i love repeating myself over and over i love making points and driving them into the ground#oh yeah also there’s a whole other post i could make about this scene regarding the parallel of wilson being forced to stay with the child#and then the cancer forcing him to stay with house#but i need to sit with that more because Jesus#already blinded by this need time to calm down#house md#hilson#+
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SVSSS is a novel with a fandom.
[ID: A Scum Villain edit of the "missing the point" meme. A bullet arcs from velinxi art of child Shen Jiu kneeling while furiously glaring. The bullet says, "People are not entirely one thing or the other and holding them to these extremes ignores the complexities that come with their humanity." It arcs over the head of a person across from it, who ignores the bullet and exclaims: "Wow!! Shen Jiu's only crime was being mean and was wrongly hated!" End ID]
#i have so many thoughts about him but he is SO mischaracterized in a lot of fics#like just 'he would not fucking say that' on repeat#because shen jiu's entire thing is that he was CANONICALLY a terrible person#yes his backstory was sad but that doesn't make him Suddenly Good#shen qingqiu is an incredibly complex character but can y'all not pretend that his only flaw is being mean#like shen jiu failed original luo binghe in every way#as his caretaker as an adult in his life on EVERY level#'the tea had healing medicine in it!!' no it did not#shen jiu poured boiling hot tea on a child as a grown man because he was jealous. of said child.#like the entire POINT of his secret backstory was to showcase his complexity!!#and to see so much fandom stuff that's just Shen Yuan in the Opposite Direction is Hm#like he's fun to analyze but let's not pretend that he wasn't a terrible fucking person#while I'm ranting shen jiu would not casually talk about his trauma either#shen jiu's entire thing WAS appearances and even post character arc i think he'd struggle to open up to others#so like NOOOO he would not just tell someone something terrible that happened to him in his past#he'd rather die#okay rant over but this phenomenon is just SO frustrating to me#svsss#shen jiu#scum villian's self saving system#original shen qingqiu
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misc one piece art
#one piece#donquixote doflamingo#monkey d luffy#eustass kid#my art#described in alt text#collection of doodles from my warm up file. everytime i draw mingo its just me repeating 'son of bitch' and other expletives over and over.
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Helaena didn’t fight back or try to stop Blood and Cheese because she knew it wouldn’t make a difference, the same way you or I know that the sky is ‘up’ and that if you let go of an object from a great height it’s going to fall to the ground and break. Not because they were two men and Helaena’s a young woman with no weapon and no fighting experience, but because she’s a Dreamer.
This poor girl has been seeing cryptic visions of terrible futures and hearing prophetic riddles in her head her whole life — whatever specific knowledge she may or may not have had about what “the rats” were going to do, she knew it was going to happen (because what she knows always happens) and that she couldn’t stop it (because she has never been able to stop it).
“They killed the boy.” Not “They killed my son.” Not “They killed Jaehaerys.” It might not even register as something personal that those two men have done to her and her baby. Helaena experiences her son’s murder as a horrific forgone conclusion; ‘the boy’ was always going to be killed.
#her whole life is one horrific foregone conclusion tbh#everything helaena experiences and her reactions to it have to be viewed in relation to her status as a Dreamer#she doesn’t speak or act or even emote in the way other people do because she experiences the world in ways other people don’t#she possesses knowledge and senses that literally no one else around her shares#like does she even experience ‘present’ and ‘future’ as two distinct things or is it all just one unending mismash of horrific events#repeating over and over again#helaena the dreamer#helaena targaryen#house of the dragon#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon spoilers#prince jaehaerys#blood and cheese
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It's kinda shocking to me how few people seem to know how prevalent the 'my great grandmother was cherokee' myth is and how it's almost never actually true, especially when it comes with things like 'never signed up' or 'fell off the trail' or 'courthouse burned down destorying the documentation' etc etc.
People just don't even seem to know the history like.. when the Trail happened. My great great great grandfather was 2 years old during Removal in 1838, so peoples 'my great grandmother hid in the mountains!' is so clearly wrong. And we have rolls. From before and after removal, rolls done by cherokee nation and others by the government, rolls that were not stored in one random flammable courthouse. It's not difficult to find the actual evidence of ancestry.
And just.. there are lots of ways those family stories get started. It was a practice during the confederacy to claim cherokee ancestry to show one's family had 'deep roots in the south' that they were there before the cherokee were removed. Many people pretended to be cherokee and applied for the Guion-Miller payout just to try to steal money meant for cherokees - 2/3rds of the applicants were denied for having 0 proof of actual cherokee ancestry. [We even see lawyers advertising signing up for the Miller roll just to try to get free money.] And the myth even started in some families in the cherokee land lotteries, where the land stolen from us was raffled off, including the house and everything that was left behind when the cherokees were removed. We have seen people whose families just take these things stolen from the cherokee family and adopt them into their own family story, saying that they were cherokee themselves.
If you had some family story about being cherokee and you wanna have proof one way or the other, check out this Facebook group run by expert cherokee genealogists that do research for free. Just please read the rules fully and respect the researchers. They run thousands of people's ancestries a year and their average is only around 0.7% of lines they run actually end up having true cherokee ancestry.
#and ive heard even dumber origins of the cherokee family myth#such as an ancestor having a silly sounding name so the descendents just go 'oh she mustve been an indian!!!'#i was one of the few people who had my ancestry done on the facebook and had genuine cherokee ancestry#[though i had found it before it was just really validating to get it double checked and i started finding cousins (:]#like. i was told once when i was a kid by my grandma that my dad had cherokee ancestry and i didnt believe her. its wild that so many peopl#will make it a Fixture of their identity [or even just smth they bring up ever] with Zero proof#at least for cherokees from what ive seen its usually considered really disrespectful to claim to have cherokee ancestry without#actually having the documentation [like ancestors on the rolls]#and no a dna test doesnt count. nor does 'my dad is Clearly not white!' or 'high cheekbones' or old family photos or anything#i had this discussion with someone recently whose dad had been calling himself 3/4 native but didnt know exactly what nation ???? hello?#and its like... sorry but ur dad is like. italian lol.#[and blood quantum is bullshit anyway im tired of the 'im 1/16 cherokee' comments its dumb#cherokee nation does not have a blood quantum requirement. its pointless bringing it up in the discussion of who is or isnt cherokee]#also mandatory disclaimer that im reconnecting. i didnt grow up connected to the culture of even knowing my ancestry#this is all from my looking into this stuff over the past year or so. i cant claim to be an authority over anything regarding this#this is p much all my repeating things ive heard said by people who know a lot more than i do haha#man. and this isnt even starting to get into the fake tribe stuff. the only legit cherokee groups are the 3 federally recognized bands#cherokee nation of oklahoma. united keetoowah band. and the eastern band of cherokee indians.#any others that are state recognized or not at all arent acknowledged as legitimate by any of the legit cherokee groups#anyway. my final message goodb.ye#cherokee#tsalagi
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i’m okay w being alone for the most part but i feel so frantic lately with wanting human connection
#copying & pasting my tags to make it its own post is like verbally repeating what you just said for emphasis for the dramatics and theatrics#etc etc#but fr i think i mentioned shame before but i think the frantic desperation comes from wanting to right some wrongs in the sense that i feel#self shame for being shy and unable to reach out to others#like i feel like i’m running out of time since the summer is almost halfway over
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lord give me the wisdom to not actually attempt watching all this
#half joking with my husband that if i do commit to it i'll stream it#and like even when i have to go to sleep i'll just pause it and set the stream to lo-fi mode for others to sleep to#make a whole dang survival of the fittest event out of it#seriously tho i couldn't believe this was real when i saw the time stamp#and when i started watching it i was like “surely it's just some prank where it's repeating the same footage over and over again”#“or are they seriously gonna watch every episode”#and yeah that's exactly what it is#they're watching the whole show#and all of its sister shows#to piece together the bumpkinverse#and it's fully commentated with editing and everything#apparently it was late to the april fool's party because it took a whole day to upload like no SHIT#hold my hat i'm going in
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So I've been thinking.
Icarus and Arachne clearly have some situationships going on (Arachne's is triggered when Mel gives her ambrosia and it looks to be mutual unless something else changes). They are both shades LIs (2)
Eris and Nemesis both clearly also have situationships with Melinoe. They are both female god LIs and daughters of Nyx (2).
Moros is highly implied (like the foreshadowing is very thick) to be a potential LI for Melinoe. He is a male god and son of Nyx (1). If we look at the pattern going on so far, we're missing one male god love interest. Who could that be?
Now, it's entirely possible that it's a god not yet included in Early Access and has to be patched in with development. But also. Melinoe has had a parasocial relationship with Hypnos going on since forever. She gives him great reverence/interest with him. She clearly is into babygirl" men. It would be wild, and I say wild, if the final male LI established is Hypnos. Once you wake him that is.
#Melinoe#Melnos#hades 2#hades II#hades II spoilers#wouldn't that be a lot of LIs?#well Supergiant double the number of levels here#they can triple the number of LIs especially when the game is about repeating the same levels over and over again#like you need motivation for that you know?#also melinoe is clearly sublimating her mommy/daddy issues into gaining as much LIs as possible at least let her get this one W#speculation#EDIT: OK I know I've been talking about the LIs aspect of this game far too much#but consider - I think the whole thing is hilarious#the overtly serious Melinoe having the romance drama the size of a fucking house is peak comedy for me#love the irony#also the people she's selects are literally unhinged and it says a Lot about her as a person#like part of characterization is who and what they see in other people#Especially their LIs
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2x01 and 3x17


2x14 and 3x15


3x13 and 4x12
I keep noticing TK re-wearing his clothes and it’s just so cute and so him!
#I’m so glad the tiger shirt survived the fire#I’m probably missing other outfit repeats too#I hope he rewears more clothes in s5#it’s such a little thing but it helps play into environmentalist tk as well#I also love how he’s rewearing stuff over different seasons#tk strand#911 lone star
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