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In the dark, we're black and white, in the morning, colorblind.
#911#911edit#buddie#buddieedit#911 fox#911 on fox#911 abc#eddiediazedit#evanbuckleyedit#my edit#911sos#otp: you don't need to pretend with me#at this point i should have a cemetery tag lol#and a pining eddie tag#i dont even know if this makes sense#like at all sokasokaoskaosk#but the thought wouldnt leave#so im gonna leave you with it#bucks admiration of eddie clouds his judgment sometimes#i guess thats what im trying to say#anyway#911verse#evan buckley#eddie diaz
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Odysseus: My real wife knows I don’t have a daughter!
The siren: I mean that could’ve changed by now :/
Odysseus: … aw fuck
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Odysseus: Hey Zeus before you send me to my doom can you tell me if I’ve been misgendering my child
Zeus:
Zeus: What?
#puppy chitchat#epic the musical#odysseus#this is so fucking dumb but the thought wouldnt leave my brain.
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the horse and the infant except its hermes and apollo
#greek mythology#greek myths#greek gods#hermes#apollo#art#digital art#digital drawing#epic the musical#doodle#crack art#THIS THOUGHT WOULDNT LEAVE MY FUCKIGN IEHADF#hermes be stealing cattle fresh out the womb
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Tracked quest: Kill Shamura in Silk Cradle
i just didnt want to do the fucking enemy wave again
#cotl#cult of the lamb#narilamb#I MEAN I GUESS#doodles#thought that wouldnt leave me the fuck alone during a 'kill the bishops in reverse order' run#its shockingly not as hard as i thought to get 12 followers before killing a bishop#because im dumb it's also a permadeath run so. thoughts and prayers guys
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The line when Charles said, "Edwin's told me loads of stories about Hell," and him seeming to know he'd find a map in Edwin's book always hits me hard.
Now I acknowledge Charles might’ve been posturing to reassure the Night Nurse he could navigate Hell, but let's assume this fact was real.
Because that means that Edwin felt comfortable enough to talk about all of his trauma to Charles. He mentions Hell a lot in passing in front of the girls, but he never goes into specifics. However, it seems as if he actively told Charles quite a few details about Hell. I also noticed that Charles is very calm when he's going to find Edwin. Yes, he's studying the book a lot, but he is also navigating the space with a certain amount of confidence. I'm sure it's partially due to Charles' tendency to do things without thinking and project confidence. But also, it seems as if he might have at least a very basic level of knowledge or familiarity with the levels of Hell based on the stories Edwin told.
I think this is probably another reason why Edwin struggled to believe the fact that Charles had faced abuse in his past and never shared it with Edwin. Because Edwin was always up front and honest with Charles. He told him the very first time they'd met that he had just escaped Hell. I'm sure Edwin did not want to relive his memories of Hell, and maybe it took him decades to feel like he could share. But I bet when he started talking about it with Charles, he felt relief. Because sharing your trauma with someone who accepts you and loves you no matter what is always a relief after holding it in and pushing it down.
So I just imagine Edwin feeling that relief after sharing his stories from Hell and feeling closer and more bonded with Charles because of it...and then he finds out that Charles has this huge amount of trauma from his past that he has been keeping inside. It probably breaks Edwin's heart that he hadn't been able to offer Charles the same relief he'd felt.
And yes, Crystal mentioned that Charles was probably denying the trauma even to himself. We all know that Edwin knew something was off with Charles and that he was probably frustrated in himself because he hadn't been able to figure it out, but Crystal apparently had.
But I also think there might be another level to it. The boys have been solving cases for 30 years. I find it hard to believe that they never had another case involving abuse or at least someone with a controlling personality that would've reminded Charles of his father. Maybe Edwin thinks back to a couple of those cases and how Charles was acting strange and withdrawn during them and realized he'd missed a huge clue about how his friend was feeling.
All those years of sharing his stories from Hell and being comforted by Charles and Edwin hadn't been able to do the same. Edwin is definitely hurt that Charles didn't feel like he could confide in him and heartbroken to think about how much pain his friend was going through alone.
#i have a lot of thoughts and feelings about Charles bottling up his emotions and trauma and this is the latest one#dbda#charles rowland#edwin payne#edwin x charles#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#abuse tw#abuse mention#also its like 1am here and i literally had stop writing the latest chapter of my fic because this wouldnt leave my brain#just another heartbreaking headcannon about the boys
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this happens more often than you'd think
#theyre watching rocky horror :)#i have many thoughts and this was one that wouldnt leave my head#theyre pals!!#hatchetfield#ted spankoffski#ruth fleming#peter spankoffski#(he's there)#(he's also not awake enough for this)#please excuse the messiness wbwb!#just. woe! my specific headcanons be upon ye in doodle form!!#starkid#con doodles
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Big cat
#ft my poorly drawn monstera leaves for vibe#I was thinking abt shinx and luxray like. I know theyre supposed to be lions but I feel like cheetah or serval would work well too#like with electricity and stuff. wouldnt speed and agility make more sense for an electric type? esp a cat shaped electric type?#maybe it would be ok for luxray to be heavy built because itd be really big by then. but I thought hey it would be cool if its preevolutions#could focus on speed for escaping. escaping and hunting yknow#maybe this is just because I watched a cheetah documentary last night and thought they were cool#I also have a hc that luxray can charge up electricity and make its whole body glow like an x ray#like you can see it’s bones through the blue parts of skin. either as a threat display or courtship#the shinier and bluer the fur is the better you can see the bones. which would mean its feeding itself well#but Im not a biology expert Im just using what I learned from birds LOL#so sososo normal abt luxray line (is my favorite pokemon)#my art#myart#pokemon#illustration#shinx#Luxio#luxray#luxray line
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real and canon deleted dialogue trust me <3
#ghost trick#ghost trick phantom detective#ghost trick sissel#ghost trick lynne#sissel#lynne#this isnt spoilers right. i dont think it counts as spoilers#anyway i had this thought and it wouldnt leave me alone until i did smth with it LMAO#his spectrum of knowledge is... really something
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Danny knew he shouldn't be in Gotham but he refused to let Cujo go hog wild in a highly populated area, especially if there where heros about who might be working with the government.
He had just placed the cap back on his thermos when he received a punch from someone tall, blond and purple all over.
It was Spoiler, and ow she had a mean left hook. Danny didn't want to fight, especially if his opponent was a bat so, thinking fast he rapidly blurted out the first thing that came to his mind, "We'veBeenTryingToReachYouAboutYourCarsExtendedWarrenty"
Spoiler paused, trying to decipher what the heck Danny had just said, but danny was already running
#fanfiction prompts#prompts#spoiler#spoiler dc#dpxdc#dcxdp#less of a prompt and more of something i thought was funny and wouldnt leave me alone
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bioresonance practice
#signalis#kolibri signalis#my art#this is so stupid but the second i thought of it it wouldnt leave my mind#reference to that one pizza image
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Have you ever considered that Mary had been Harry's godmother? That even at eighteen she had seen that this war was a death sentence and wanted nothing to do with it. That perhaps the first call Lily made when she found out she was pregnant was to the one person she knew could protect her son and raise him in peace? And of course Mary would have agreed, Lily was her best friend. They all hoped that it would never be needed. But then came the day it was, everything had fallen apart and with tears in her eyes she went to Dumbledore and asked where the fuck her kid was, because that what Harry was now her fucking kid. He told her no, that Harry had needed to go to Petunia who Mary had only heard terrible things about. Of course she would have protested but had no defense when told that was the only way to ensure his safety and the chance at a normal life. Have you ever considered that reason Mary obliviated herself was out of guilt? That after everything all her remaining friends were dead or as good as and she couldn't protect their son?
#mary (to me) was someone who would rather remember the pain of loss and drown in it but i think the guilt wouldve drove her crazy#marauders#marauders era#hogwarts#first wizarding war#mary macdonald#lily evans#lily potter#james potter#dumbledore#albus dumbledore#fuck dumbledore#anyway this was a thought i've had for a couple days and wouldnt leave me alone
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when viktor came out of the jello casserole and broke up with him, tried to lay his final cards on the table saying he quit his job and wants to be with him only to sleep in the lab next to the hole and thinking when his gerbil professor and ekko broke in was him coming back is my favourite jayce.
#sea talks#so good#he thought it was one of those fights where viktor wouldnt leave GUESS WHAT BITCH HE DID YOU BROKE TOO MANY PROMISES
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kinda rushed and also a little bit of a wip, au concept, very half baked, cuz tryna figure out how ray would fit into it is my hugest issue but lil outfit/role swap of emma and norman, mostly just wanted to draw tpn fanart again as its been a lil bit since i have
#i cant tell what roleswap scenario would be interesting#emma and norman swap places in most ways. emma wants to eliminate the demons / norman wants peace OR#emma goes to lambda/norman goes to goldy pond HOWEVER emma still wants peace. and norman still wants to eliminate the demons#like is their opposite views on demons moreso a result of the things they experienced After leaving grace field?#or does it rely more heavily on just who they are and how they were raised AT grace field#would the experiments at lambda be able to push emma into wanting to kill the all the demons?#would meeting yuugo/lucas/everyone at goldy pond. would meeting mujika/sonju make norman want peace?#i feel like it wouldnt. i think it would change things a lot but i feel like their initial goals could remain the same#i mean ultimately they fit perfectly in the spot of the story that they are in#but its fun to think abt#i jsut need to figure out how ray would be changed. i thought abt it too much in the context of norman and emma#i generally need to just draw and talk about ray more. i make wayyy too much art of norman and emma idk smth about their dynamic just drive#me a little insane /pos#tpn#tpn fanart#art#digital art
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happy Christmas...could you help me get my angel tree topper down I think hes stuck...
#This is SO stupid#but the thought wouldnt leave me alone until i drew it#His face is so...hard to draw#Castiel#supernatural#digital art#spn fanart#christmas
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4ever yearning for a fic where zoro and sanji are in-canon childhood friends and theyre like, exactly the same, but small
i want zoro to show up to the baratie [kuina and koushirou took him] and Instantly pick a fight with sanji, and this just Keeps on going forever.
and everything is the same but they pull up embarassing childhood memories whenever they start losing
#“well at least i didnt SHAVE OFF MY WHOLE EYEBROW WHILE TRYING TO USE ZEFFS RAZOR”#idk i want them to be silly#silly kids#they wouldnt like see eachother often but it would be the type of friend you see once every couple months and its like nothings changed#zoro leaves his village and doesnt find his way to the baratie until joining the strawhats#and sanjis just like. man i kinda mis- OH THERE HE IS I NEED TO KILL HIM#zoro watches luffy blow a hole into the baratie and Knows HE is going to get the Talking to of his life#and then promptly gets kicked into the ocean by sanji#let them be childhood friends#oh man these tags got long#zosan#sanzo#black leg sanji#sanji#roronoa zoro#zoro#one piece#op#one piece thoughts#.. . . .#childhood friends au#i think about this a lot yall r gonna have to cope
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I wonder if Fyodor has kept his distance from Atsushi until now because Byakko's claws can cut through skills. I wonder if this is the moment Atsushi could use his claws. Would they slice right through Fyodor's borrowed body to tear him into the same ribbons as Shibusawa?
Is Fyodor afraid of the absolution Atsushi could give him? Or is he starving for it? Is this what he wanted all along? To find Atsushi at the end, to break him until Byakko tears through Atsushi's flesh and into his?
Nothing is hollow; Fyodor is just so hungry for scraps he can't bear to eat that he calls the viscera contracting around his aching gut nothingness, and garnishes his desires with incorrigible sin because then death might taste like salvation. He craves blood but hates when it touches him, because blood and viscera are too warm, too human; and he isn't that, even though he loves humanity so desperately that he's resolved to leave only when he can take the entire world with him.
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd fyodor#bsd atsushi#everyone's like “what if fyodor wants to die!”#and like no! if he did he could! he doesnt! he doesnt want to die but he cant live with himself either.#and he so desperately wants the world to reflect an inkling of him#having become so isolated and dehumanized in his own mind#ranpo thought people might be monsters but fyodor thinks he's the monster#and it hurts to be rejected by the world and to see it from the underground but never feel worthy of walking underneath its sun#so he's nurtured his hurt into hate and killed himself over and over again trying to know without admitting he wants to be known#briefly glimpses of people like him excite him but he has to believe they arent any different either#because he cant stay. and he cant leave by himself. if the world wouldnt have him alive#then he'll have the world dead#like two skeletons entangled in a lovers embrace he will take the humanity he thinks he was denied and girdle it like wisteria#until they suffocate together#and if he calls that salvation. maybe it will feel that way#even if only for a moment#he will be killed by the gift most embodying life because although he perceives life as an act of violence against him#he wants its embrace so badly#that he'll take the facsimile of it#so long as he and his lover die together before the bitter reality of what he's done can settle on his tongue#fun fact btw. that is suicidality. it's not wanting to die. it's not knowing how to live as you are. and it's impulse.#anyway! life and death and life and death and silly fyodor#jinko is mikan and his hungry hungry boyfriend is coming to bask in the euphoria of being alive
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