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First headache of 2025 yay 🙃
#i have my period also#went back to bed after breakfast#I'm so tired lately#it's obviously worse that week#but the cold really drain more of my energy#but the sun is here today#finally#i wanted to play some more DA today#yes cause I'm finally using my ps5#this shit is amazing#but headache say no#especially when i have two nine hours days next#also#haven't seen my physio cause she's on holiday#and my stupid ass didn't stretch#i kinda wanna stop#cause it's gonna be two years ive been going#and i feel guilty draining healthcare money for my comfort...#misc#anyway with luck and paracetamol this headache will live
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Awgh
Idk my PTSD and survivors guilt have been killing me these past few weeks
Oh if only I had two robot jesters to hold me through it </33
#Sun and moon could fix like#80% of my problems#ngl#vent#cw vent#here’s to hoping I don’t get another flashback today#dca fandom#fnaf sun#dca sun#sun x self insert#fnaf moon#dca moon#moon x self insert#fnaf#daycare attendant#art#artist#artists on tumblr#my art#digital art#sona#my sona
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I am re-reading the Silmarillion, and something strikes me. The women of Tolkien's world have been talked about TO DEATH especially with all the recurring debates surrounding the Rings of Power series.
As we all know, Tolkien was not a "feminist" in the modern sense of the word. He had a very male-centric point of view and appreciation of the world, he had male-driven and male-centered stories, and actual women characters were sparse and rare. There are only five really big female characters in "The Lord of the Rings" - the quintet of Galadriel, Eowyn, Goldberry, Lobelia and Shelob. [No, don't talk to me about Arwen, she only really was a character in the movies, in the book she's just there in the appendix and she was literaly an afterthought of Tolkien to act as Eowyn's romantic double...]
Consider this. Galadriel, Eowyn, Goldberry, Lobelia and Shelob. This tells you everything you need to know about Tolkien's women, in good and bad.
The Silmarillion has the same motif of having a lot of female characters, only for most of them to be just footnotes, secondary characters with no lines, under-developped one-liners... with in a contrast a handful of super-cool, super-badass, complex and developed heroines at the center of the plot.
Aka, on the bad side, when listing the Valar, while Tolkien gives an interesting personality, great domains and cool attributes to all the male ones, half of the female ones are just... there. And do one stuff. And never appear again. I mean come on... Vana and Nessa? Estë and Vairë were done dirty... That's the actual type of "non-feminism" Tolkien has. It isn't about him hating women or trying to be offensive in his depictions - it is about him just, not putting as much thought, effort and care into his female characters as his male ones, a bit the same way he creates the vast expanses of the East and South of Middle-Earth and then never bothers actually developing more of it or seeking to tell tales of it - but that's for another discussion about Tolkien's "racism". Here we talk about women.
But here's the thing, aka the good side... When Tolkien does find the time and care to develop and flesh out a female character, by Iluvatar he goes all out! Again, we are back on what I said earlier: the women of Lord of the Rings can be counted on one hand... but these fingers are Galadriel, Eowyn and Shelob, so you can't claim he isnt writing powerful, important or uninterestng female characters. Which leads me to my original remark - as usual I get driven away in digressions of all sorts and kinds.
Have you ever noticed that Melkor's greatest enemies, the ones he fears the most, and his most effective foes... are women? Tolkien might not like to put them front and center of his tales, and he might have been a man of the early 20th century England in culture and mind, but boy does he has something to say about how women are actually the first enemies of the literal embodiment of evil and destruction! I mean think about it. Varda of the Stars, and Yavanna of the trees. Nienna has her ambiguous relationship to him - her tears work against him, and yet without her plea for him he likely would not have been released from the dungeons of Mandos. You have Melian with her Girdle, and Luthien with her Hound. And of course most of all Arien, guardian of the Sun, not only one of the rare fire spirits that Melkor couldn't corrupt (despite him basically ruling over all fire), but that frightens him so much he keeps hiding away and doesn't even dare to attack her... [I also reblogged some times ago a post praising the brilliance of Tolkien keeping the old European sun-moon motifs but switching the genders. The weaker, inconsistant, lustful, whimsical, disorderly, untrustworthy Moon is now a male principle, while the steady, dangerous, strong, powerful and beautiful Sun is a woman.]
It is actually REALLY easy to do a feminist retelling of Tolkien's work. Melkor doesn't fear Manwë as much as Varda. Aulë's works and servants get corrupted by Melkor, while Yavanna's do not. Melian and Luthien actively works against him. He friggin' pisses himself when the Woman of the Sun shows up. Sure, there are some evil female characters that serve him down the line and are relegated to the "obscure footnotes and undescribed secondary characters" zone - Thuringwethil the vampire or queen Beruthiel. I coul also dropped deleted characters from early drafts, like the ogress Fluithuin. But among them stands Ungoliant... THE only true female big bad on the dark side of Arda. THE badass, nightmarish, creepy eldritch abomination. And who ends up double-crossing Melkor, almost KILLING him, and again making him basically shit in his pants - as Varda and Arien do.
The first enemies of Morgoth are not the Valar, or the Maiar, or the Elves... It's women.
#Huh... there was this woman. She had a name. Was hot. She weaved. And that's it moving on she is not actually relevant.#she's just here to ornate the text.#tolkien's legendarium#lord of the rings#silmarillion#the women of tolkien#feminism in fantasy#melkor#morgoth#seriously when you start looking at the world Tolkien created you actually can have SO MUCH FUN#i am a bit sad everybody keeps using the same analysis#the same points and the same angles over and over again#when it is clearly more open and under different lenses can become sometimes something much cooler than what people make it sound to be#i am sorry but the silmarillion sometimes sounds like a “feminist fantasy” as we can understand it today#it literaly sometimes is a glorious hymn of how the things evil fears the most and the only people who put a stop to the scheme of the devi#were women#who were queens and heroines and enchantresses and goddesses and princesses and warriors and the sun and eldritch horrors forever hungry#j.r.r. tolkien#tolkien talk#lotr#but let's be honest A LOT of other times it is just
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(quietly) oh god thinking about kyle falling in love with his new neighbour.
How he was just going to crack open a window to let the breeze in only to stop at the sight of his neighbour and her daughter dancing in the rain, twin smiles tugging at their lips as they hop around in their front lawn, feet digging into the muddy parts of their grass garden, letting the water splash out.
Laughter trickles from the two, and it tickles Kyle’s ears, filling him up with such longing he can’t even put a proper name to it.
She is the single mother who moved from another country.
Why she settled in this little suburb, Kyle doesn’t know but he’s thankful of her because there are times when he forgets about many things—himself, for one; the touch of soft blankets and the feel of warm water, for another—but somehow he always finds himself snapping back to his body at seeing her.
At hearing her.
She is beautiful. She is beyond beautiful. She is—
God, how can anyone have that much fortitude and strength and love? How can anyone see the world so optimistically; so full of wonder?
“Oh, you,” she’d murmured, shy, when Kyle had told her of his thoughts, and he watched as her eyelashes brushed against her cheeks at her quiet chuckle.
Kyle’s throat had gone parched—he has never felt this type of yearning before; one that makes him full even when he’s yet to eat anything. One that lulls him to a quiet sleep like his mind and his body have finally found their centre of gravity; like they’re no longer unyielding nor unforgiving. But kind.
Filling. Wondrous.
“It’s because of my little duckling,” she continued, eyes crinkling in her delight. She turned to her snoozing daughter. “I would have been lost without my darling Pen.”
She looked at Kyle then, smiling like he wasn’t just a kind stranger. Like he wasn’t just a nobody.
Kyle stares at the them now, his lips quivering as he watches them dance and splash and giggle to each other. Their laughter sounds like chimes. Like twinkling bells. Like what home sounds.
Kyle stares at them now, wondering if he could ever be part of their family.
(He already is. Have been, for a while now.
Penelope adores Kyle. So much so that she would not stop asking you when could she play agIn with the kind man next door.
She tells you that Kyle is so patient—not in those words, but she tells you that Kyle always asks more about her stories, and asks her who are her friends and which of her collection of toys is her favourite.
And Pen is still too young to understand the word ‘patience’ but she tells you how Kyle is nothing but.
How he never once rejects her tea time invitation, even if the tea is just bottled sweet tea and grocery store cupcakes that you were able buy that week.
How he never once asks why she doesn’t know how to tie her shoelaces, and instead teaches her time and time again. That he never gets snappy even if she keeps forgetting.
She even recounts to you how excited she had been when Kyle showed up for the dad-daughter dance hosted at her school. He’d asked for your permission then, going shy as he stuttered out his, “But I don’t want to impose and you can say no, I swear, and we can just ignore this and—”
“Kyle,” you murmured, your eyes prickling with tears. “I’d be honoured if you were there for Pen.”
He said something to you then. It was a slip of his tongue, clearly something he didn’t want you to hear, and you honoured his wishes but when a man like Kyle—
No.
When Kyle says, “I wish I can be there f’r you too.” What is the natural reaction if not to let him know that he can?
That you want him too?)
(Penny likes Mr. Kyle.
He talks funny, like the many others in this new country.
Mama said it’s not nice to say that Mr. Kyle talks funny but Mr. Kyle is not angry. He just laughs with Penny, and says she should hear his best friend, Mr. Johnny, talk.
Penny is told Mr. Johnny sings more than he talks. Penny giggles at the idea of it.
Penny likes Mr. Kyle.
He is warm and he always has toffee in his pocket for Penny.
He also laughs loud, like the one from the belly, and she thinks that his laugh fills their house with how loud it is. Mama said that Mr. Kyle laughs loud so that the monsters under Penny’s bed would leave. Penny cried and said many thanks to Mr. Kyle after that.
Penny likes Mr. Kyle.
He…
He makes mama happy.
Not the way Penny makes mama happy. No one can make mama more happy than Penny could! But he buys her flowers and donuts and- and books! Adults are so weird.
Books are no fun.
Sometimes she wished Mr. Kyle can be her real dad.)
#kyle gaze garrick x reader#kyle gaz x reader#gaz x reader#suns#sometimes you hear a specific song that makes you long for a family. for something so#soft and mundane and ordinary#today is that day for me. i heard that song and here we are#penelope (for her wisdom) or irene (‘peace’)#were the names i wanted for the daughter hehe :3
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#mine#doctor who#dwedit#david tennant#catherine tate#ncuti gatwa#i finished reading the giggle novelisation today!!! ;A;#it was by far the best out of the 3 novels#having it written in the toymaker's pov was so good#and then when they were going through the doors and it turned into a choose your adventure kind of story for a bit#that was excellent!!!#though i think i got stuck in a loop and then had to go back and read each chapter in order lol#and then the doctor buying a house..... giving the sun room to wilf....#and they're all the noble-temple-doctor family...... PLEASE#;A;!!!!#and again i'm quite sure someone must have made this gifset before#but here's my version :))))#ANYWAYS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AHHHHH#MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!! NEW DW TOMORROW :')
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Want to know what I believe? It's right here
Dig a little deeper and it's crystal clear
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(WIP)
#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla fanart#prince zuko#atla art#clear#twenty one pilots#wip#atla zuko#baby zuko#agni kai#Some random general#I have literally nine projects going on#And I started this thing today *sigh*#Good news! If I have the chance to work on it then it'll be ready tomorrow#Be prepared for some angst#fire hazard siblings#This for you two my sweet little turtleducks#You know those moments when you're listening to a random song and a particular lyric just *smacks you in the face*#Well...yeah#I present to you: TØP x ATLA#Because I can#And because Clear is SO Zuko/Royal Family/Iroh coded it's not even funny#I mean#“Where's your home? Where are you going and why are you here? Have you asked these questions? Have you been sincere?”#“I will tell you what I can but your mind will take a stand. I sing of a greater love. Let me know when you've had enough.”#If these aren't the most Iroh lines you have ever read then *takes out a gun* our deal is off#“Introspection is the name of this session. Spread this infection. Reflect it on the next one the next one the next one.”#“And when we're done we'll all have made something new under the Sun.”
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an actual dca doodle after a million years
#sketches#sundrop#freaks doodles#fnaf security breach#fnaf sun#dca community#daycare attendant fnaf#wanted to doodle and color something simple today as a warm up#also feed the people who came here for dca art#they have been starving for a while#whoops
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TSAMS, EAPS EPISODE REVIEW! 👏 👏 👏
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... I didn't know who MUCH I needed this piece of art in my life till now! Kiwi THANK YOU FOR DRAWING THIS! This is gonna be my banner for a bit. Okay, onto the actual review. We finally got some Sun and Solar bonding moments, and I'm happy about that. I noticed a lot of people mentioned that Sun and Solar didn't really hang out a lot, and I thought "No they have to have hanged out like this before?" Well, color me surprised they didn't really hang out a lot. So, I'm glad we got an episode with just them bonding. Jack has become a stinkin' criminal. He stole a bugatti! Do you know how expensive that car is?! (Seriously, do you cause I don't.) Solar, you might want to do some reprogramming or teach Jack morals cause at this rate he'll steal the declaration of Independence! Move over, Nick Cage!
Solar is still wrapping his head around the new moon/Nexus situation, and I don't blame him. Imagine waking up from being dead only to discover your best friend/brother/cousin has become dangerously unstable and tried to kill one of your family members. Ya, you'd need a few days to process all that, too. But I'm glad Solar has Sun and the others to lean on. I am still very worried about what will happen when Solar and Nexus meet again. Pray for him y'all.
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First gaming video of the Eclipse and Puppet show! Yay! 👏 👏 👏 👏 @damien-candle did an amazing job on everyone. I love how they draw Foxy with his little scruff, and Earth just looks adorable as always. Okay, now, spoiler alert in 3..2..1
Foxy loses... as usual.
That's not much of a surprise, but what is a surprise is EARTH IS HERE! She popped by for a visit. I hope we get an episode where she explores this universe with Eclipse and Puppet. That would be fun. Eclipse is surprisingly good at Game of life. Maybe it's just luck, but my headcanon us he's just a master of all board games!
Amazing episodes today from everyone! 👏 👏
11/10 👏
I need more Marvel x TSBS art in my life.
#sun and moon show#tsams#eclipse and puppet show#eaps#tsams sun#tsams solar#tsams jack#Sunpool#Solverine#Sunpool and Solverine#Jackgambit#jack as gambit actually makes a lot of sense cause a Jack is a type of card! How am I now realizing that?!#Eclipse is king of all boardgames!#Earth's here! 😃 yay!#Foxy still fails at the game of life no matter what universe he's in 🤣#the thumbnail artist did a great job today 👏 👍#I need more Tsbs x marvel fanart#I need more Tsams x marvel fanart!#eaps eclipse#eaps puppet#eaps foxy#laes earth#mgafs foxy#mgafs puppet#tsams eclipse
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Vessel and his "all I have ever given anyone was a small window into the emotional waiting room of my mind."
Actually, if I could crawl through said window and curl up against the door to your mind, eyes closed, hand and ear pressed gently to it like if I'm not careful, everything would dissolve under my fingertips, I would.
#sleep token#all that to say 🥺🥺🥺#you just want to give all the reassurances and love and support to someone#to lighten a too heavy burden we carry within ourselves#to just bear the weight of some of it for someone to be able to breathe again#to see the sun again to have the smallest ray glimmer in the darkend corner of our minds#anyway over here just wanting to tear the door down and be all what do you need what do you want what can i do#to make the emotions bearable#welcome to my brain today#♡
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Have all the current prototype design doodles I drew this past month-
Also bonus doodles of the very first prototype design doodles in celebration of the AU technically being a month old now- Or like a month old behind the scenes at least lmao-
#vault hunters au#art#most are already kinda old doodles at this point#besides the nezha doodles and peng and azure doodle- i doodled those just earlier today#but all of their designs aren't fully solid yet- these are just rough sketches to get the idea down for each character c:#i do still have the entire list of all the characters i know shall be swapped for sure with certain lmk characters lmao#lego monkie kid#lmk au#lego monkie kid au#lmk fanart#lmk mk#lmk mei#lmk peng#lmk azure lion#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#lmk pigsy#lmk tang#lmk sandy#lmk demon bull king#also fun fact: all of the ones in this post here are characters showing up in bl2- except for macaque#he's someone from tales for multiple reasons c:
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autumn🫶
#this doesn’t really look like eloise bc her braid is tucked inside the scarf#but we’ll pretend��#today’s fast sketch#I had 30 min before the sun set😇🙏#I love doing these but they’re pretty challenging#maybe it doesn’t look like it bc it’s a scribble#but planning the pose plus the shadows plus my black pencil so I can’t erase…#a lot of thinking involved#hopefully I see improvement with these exercises😆#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#anyways I make mistakes but I just roll with it and I post here to document🫶#I’m planning my next full illustration for my fic now!!!!!!!!!#Eloise getting her wand…maybe I’ll give info about it bc I put a lot of thought into it#actually you know what???#these fast practice sketches ARE working out#bc now when I plan my more finished pieces I can see that it’s a lot easier to draw what’s in my head#💓🫶🥹
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Surprise! They wanted to bring you this pumpkin and when I say they bring you I mean sun makes a cute pose as moon carries all the weight
Awww! Thanks for the pumpkin! I am sending Sun and Moon back to you with something we quickly put together over here.
Hopefully Sun will be a little more helpful on the return trip.
#loaf art#nova doodle#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sun#sundrop#fnaf moon#moondrop#this was such an unexpected surprise! Thank you so much for this little picture nova!#as always your art is a delight: those expressive and bold ink lines a contrast to the vibrant blended colors!#I drew as fast as I could to get this reply out today which is why it is kind of messy#I tried a watercolor kind of look when coloring my drawing so it would sort of go with yours#also I have no idea how big your dca's are here so I drew 'em tiny because the idea of a mini carved pumpkin is cute#I hope the tag I used for you is alright - it was the only one I saw on your blog that you sometimes use. You make it hard to find your art#Say the word and I'll swap it to something else no sweat!#loaf replies#moot shenanigans
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The sun. The moon. They—No, it’s impolite to say.
#2024 solar eclipse#solar eclipse#sun got topped today#😔🥺😳#anyway#it was beautiful#I couldn’t help but think about the people I would have liked to share it with#miss you#wish you were here
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johnny likes it when you’re laying on your front, body pressed flush on the bed. like this, he always make sure to take the time to rut his cock in the cleft of your ass, only ever to tease—to make you feel the girth and the length of his dick.
there are times when he lathers himself with lube, slicking his prick and your ass—maybe finger your hole too, plugging both your cunt and your hole at the same time—for a long foreplay of humping, like this is the first time you’re having sex with him and he’s giving you a show of how he’ll drill you.
but today, the lube remains untouched on your bedside table, and johnny’s turned to rutting just to see the way his cock is sandwiched between your ass cheeks. it makes johnny feral, grunting, turning animalistic with drool frothing from the corners of his lips.
#i know i said i gots to work but no ones here today wtf#no one told me almost everyones gonna work from home??? fuck yall#BUT YEA AAAHHHH JOHNNY#johnny soap mactavish#johnny soap mctavish x reader#soap x reader#suns
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My 2024 art in review
All my pieces though-out the months and then my favorite Otto pieces throughout the months!!
Everyone should do this 👁️👁️
#happy newr yeas#let’s hope 2025 is a good one#all the tags for ocs smh#M.J#Kat and Lily#Penn#ottto#the sun and moon#Shiva#D3-C1#Tess#Hammer#Yog Azaroth#I just realized I never posted the space mechanic here#anyway name Jay#Casino Guy#artists on tumblr#art#my art#illustration#digital art#finished piece#2024 art#my oc art#yeah yeah I feel like this is pretty sweet#2024 art summary#felt appropriate to post it today as it’s the last day of 2024#I really do enjoy seeing how my art has changed throughout this year#it’s definitely changed drastically from last year but it’s still changed within the year and I think that’s neat#I also find it funny you can see my pallets getting progressively de saturated
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Happy SHINee Month 💕💎🥰
#SHINee#onew#jonghyun#key#minho#taemin#happy shinee month 💕#analook#it's may and the sun has been shining here instead of rain and it's been warm and I've been home today <3#i love may#my.gifs#my.edits
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