#but the rest of it was me crying lol
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For some reason I'm coping with the emotional damage that episodes 1 and 2 of MHA caused me earlier by looking at depressed gay lawyer and dead gay astronaut fanfiction. Ugh I'm not okay
#no because claypollo is actually fucking kicking my ass right now why are they so depressing.#But anyways like. idk something about the way Midoriya ran to save Bakugo killed me inside#ripping me apart right now he was so afraid and just charged into an extremely dangerous situation#just to save this stupid mf who told bro to khs not even two hours before that#hah. He moved before his brain processed it. To save his. uh. *checks notes* childhood friend? What the hell is this#simp?#SORRY SORRY LMAO UGH#the brainworms#they are. getting me.#BUT THE WAY HE STARED AT HIM AS HE CLAWED AT THE GOOPY DUDE AND WAS LIKE “You looked like you were asking for help...”#LIKE. UGH. STOP IT. I CAN'T HANDLE THAT#MIDORIYA WHY WHY WHY#I genuinely had to pause the episode and just sat there for like#five whole minutes. just sobbing. Now uh. I'm scared lol.#because that was the TWO WHOLE FIRST EPISODES. IMAGINE WHAT THE REST OF THE SERIES WILL BE LIKE#oh my godddd#kill me dead#I giggled probably. three times in that hour.#One for bebe Midoriya vibing#One for the bit when the teacher is like “Oh and you wanted to try for UA right” and the room fell dead silent#and one for Bakugo being like “Well I-I didn't want your help! Baka!” and stormed off.#That shit was funny#but the rest of it was me crying lol#...........................................................................................................................................#Holy shit that was long#//#claypollo#< barely#mha#eteled's tag rambles
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↳ Hirogaru Sky! Pretty Cure → Sora Harewataru
#thank you for the past year sora you are everything to me 😭😭😭#precure#hirogaru sky precure#sora harewataru#cure sky#cure prism#nijigaoka mashiro#mygifs#*chtr#now that it's over cure sky has officially entered my top 5 main cures 👏👏#what i like about cure sky is everything i like everything about cure sky lol she is in a league of her own she's an icon she's a legend#sky/prism have defined back muscles from carrying this entire season rest well queens you did incredible#mashiro making me cry on the finale i knew it would probably happen but it got me just like the star twinkle separation did#sora was the coolest and strongest hero and i will probably post twice again tomorrow for ep 50#(cure wonderful cameo will be a queued post if i do decide to make it though)
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hozier starting to sing take me to church and then unfurling a pride flag healed something in me actually
if you listen closely you can hear me yell ‘oh my god’ when he does it
#(don’t listen too closely though I’m a bad singer lol)#I tried to post this Sunday night but it didn’t go through#I had no idea he was going to do it I almost cried#not leverage#hozier#slept at our airbnb for like 4 hours#woke up for an hour until Cumbies would be open so I could get breakfast (5am)#and then drove over 2.5 hours to get back home in time to get prepared for work#I ended up teaching my two hour group and then working till twelve and taking the rest of the day off#I forgot my meds so I slept ten hours until 10 at night 💀#worth it#seeing him was a spiritual experience fr#and this was like SO spontaneous. like I cannot express enough how much I didn’t plan for this#also I literally got my tickets saturday when the show was sunday. thank u stubhub ur a true mvp#I knew my friends were going and were staying overnight and someone in my facebook group was selling tickets last minute and was like 👀👀👀#I’m not gonna go into how she decided to sell to someone else later that day when I had already made plans and made me cry but whatever#it worked out in the end
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Happy Halloween Maria! I've prepared some treats <3
#this was so much fun to maaaaake#i love collages#yayy#thats actually colorful confetti but it doesnt scan well#as a kid i carved happy halloween maria onto my bed post#on the wooden part#and my parents got so angr#y#who is maria??#:D#good memories <3#umineko has been with me forever lol#umineko no naku koro ni#umineko when they cry#literally every character on rokkenjima on the night of october 4th#or is it#maria ushiromiya#battler ushiromiya#jessica ushiromiya#kumasawa chiyo#the legend#and the rest <3#had to frame battler's dumb little crying face#tycoonhell#collage
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I somehow only Just noticed how Lucifer's wings move when he laughs in Surprise Guest interactions and I'm. Kind of obsessed? Like that's inexplicably adorable what
I've been due for some wings brainrot for a while now, hoping this one sticks around for a while afhsfjsf the tails got more than their fair share of my attention i Need to be spinning the concept of wings around in my brain at all times for the next three months At Least--
(Bonus hc infodump in the tags bc I have minimal self restraint)
#obey me#obey me headcanons#<- all in the tags💀#obey me nightbringer#obey me lucifer#lucifer#how have i not fully processed this big scary* demon having big fluffy probably emotionally reactive wings#his feathers probably fluff up when he's content and comfy#he 100% uses them to make himself seem even bigger and more threatening when he feels like he needs to#which now has lost its threatening capabilities to me bc he's just doing Bird Things xfjjgxgx#he's threatening enough on his own adding the bird tactics on top just loops back around to Little Guy territory somehow--#anyways wings good#they probably make nice sounds when they move and the feathers brush against each other and they're probably really soft in some places and#he'd probably start purring if you pet them (while you're alone ofc lol) especially the places closer to his back#or wherever else he might struggle to reach himself#I'm gonna be so real tho i think doing anything that could qualify as preening to Any of the former/current angels would get to them a bit-#Lucifer would be more subject to returning the favor tho (subconsciously or intentionally. probably both at different times lmao)#the instinct/cultural association with it has died down a bit in the rest of the brothers (at least conciously)#bc it did mostly just apply to helping other angels they were close with with their wings specifically#so lucifer being the only one with feathers would've probably had that habit/association stay more ingraned than it did for the rest of them#bc he'd be reminded of it all the time#ok i should make an actual post about this at some point i think instead of dumping it in the tags bc jfc-#bc im about to start spiraling into how the brothers adapted to their new bodies and being so out of their own culture when they fell#and etc etc#and I'll yap for Years and also maybe cry a lil--#tldr Preening As A Sign Of Affection (mutual) and it effects Lucifer the most for several reasons#personal headcanons
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i thought arthur finally got a rly good night's sleep but turns out this was just the beginning of a nightmare full of The Horrors
#fandom related#arthur lester#malevolent#i already got suspicious when john didn't greet him after waking up so my joy lasted only for like one second#anyway i hope the last ever episode of malevolent will be arthur and john just having a normal nice day w/o any horrors#they sleep in and get some nice rest they make a yummy breakfast then they spent they day doing nice stuff#like going to the movies etc and have a nice dinner. then they plan out the fun and nice activities they wanna do the next day before going#to bed. end of episode. throughout all of this the listeners will be on edge expecting The Horrors to happen any moment. but they don't#the episode ends. we the listeners cry w relief and joy#im only at ep 31 so idk what happens later or what the future plans for malevolent are so. just wishful thinking ig#or maybe just me craving a nice day w/o any horrors lol#btw ive been in the malevolent tag before actually starting to listen to it so i got a glimpse of characters like the butcher oscar noel etc#and im looking forward to hearing abt them after seeing all the fanart of them. v excited. felt the same abt kayne and kiy. oh and marie!
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[BSD117 ]"Even if I die, my ideals will live on."
— The Idealist, Kunikida Doppo
#bsd fanart#bsd art#anime fanart#artwork#digital drawing#bungou stray dogs#digital art#kunikida doppo#bsd kunikida#bsd117#Asagiri Kafka know that you have me on your neck now#You hurt my bae you shall pay the consequences#I do expected this to come but but but#Asagiri you're cruel#at least let him met Aya first#at least let Dazai be there to ensure everyone's safety#I mourn for him I will mourn for Bram next#Nah fr I cried like nonstop from the start to the beginning#only stopping tears bcs Ame no Gouzen is spouting nonsense or at least I dont understand him lol#The only interaction we got between Bram and Kunikida is they're dying on the same chapter-#IM SORRY#I rant while crying im sorry#this hurts too much that I didnt saw it coming#Kunikida I love you pls rest at the moment#I will believe you're not dead and Atsushi will come to rescue every one of you#In Asagiri's bait WE TRUST
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had a dream the other night that i got stuck in the needle pit and had an ice cream afterwards as a reward. figured mandy deserved the ice cream too <3
#saw#saw 2004#saw franchise#amanda young#mandy monday#lynn is waiting for her with the rest of the picnic :))#me beginning this: lol what if it was edited soooo hurriedly and rushed and sucky like such bad cropping it’s neurodivergent#me halfway through: and then maybe we should edit her mouth so she’s actually smiling then blur it slightly to make it look natural also#shes crying from joy so the tear is a heart and also let’s get some trans lesbian amanda up in here and hmm time to spend ages on working#out which ice cream flavour she’d have (it’s lemon with raspberry sauce and totally not blood 😋)#i heart my wife <333
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Demyx (my beloved)
#kingdom hearts#demyx#honestly is there an organization member i dont like? not really tbh#ok i lied maybe one but even then i find him fascinating so even he gets a pass#demyx being such a good boy who doesnt actually care for fighting then having the whole kh3 thing#where he has the yellow eyes but still just helps the good team vaguely then dips out of the entire game#where did he go and why .... what secrets do you hold young man#i should replay kh3 cause there are things i think i remember but idk for sure#like wasnt there actually a scene where hes just... been benched for being bad at being bad or smth#i really remember a scene where either he says or someone else is like oh yeah he got benched lol#like why does he have to be so funny yet get so little screen time im dying squirtle#though for the record him just handing a mannequin to even and saying peace out for the rest of the game WAS hilarious#this is me living the best time line where not only does demyx just dip and never get mentioned from anyone#but also in an otome i played theres a route where my fave guy just also dips early on#and then in the very end some other LI asks another LI what happened to him btw like where did he go#and the another LI was like oh my god i forgot about him idk man#my favorites just making an appearance and leaving is really funny to me#these tags got super long bc im very stressed and now devoting brain power to vgs in order to not cry
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I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted
I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people
I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;
so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)
#But yeah :)#hopefully I’ll be able to sleep it off tonight but since school is tomorrow might end up still tired and stressed (ᵕ—ᴗ—)#lol I’m trying not to complain or make a stink about it whilst still being informative—#Edit: uh so I don’t know what’s wrong with me this morning#But it’s already starting to go to crap unfortunately#Hgnhh I wanna talk but I keep telling myself it’s selfish to talk about how I feel#Idk I’m just messed up man#Feel like crap#eating earlier didn’t help it just made me feel worse#I don’t wanna go shopping or to the outing :(#But my dad said he needs help#And I don’t think I have a choice for the outing#And school tmrw :(#I don’t wanna do this I really font#I think I’m breaking down#Yeah I’m breaking down#<- that’s dramatic I’m sorry#Edit 2: if I trigger myself so badly that I have a really quick and strong breakdown will that make me fine for the rest of the day#Bc omg I have things I need to do! I can’t mope around and be dramatic all day!#I hate this! I don’t want it! Literally any other day would have been doable!#I can’t just ask my dad to stay home from the outing either because then that would entail me explaining why I don’t wanna go and I’d cry-#-in front of him and I don’t wanna cry in front of people#I hate this so much#i wish I could just poof into nonexistence#🌾#<- atp it’s a vent#Edit 3: I’m trying really hard ace but petting my dog isn’t working
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How can you look me in the eyes and tell me you have not come far ? Fall in love with who you’ll one day be, but please don’t fall so hard That you start to resent every second stuck in the present Absent and restless, unhappy and reckless . . .
#i made this for me and for carol specifically#the rest of yall... hi i guess#excuse me i hauve to scream and cry and pass out#abt puck darlington#cw flashing#cw flashing lights#cw sh#cw sui#&&. HEY!WHO’S THIS OTHER DOG?☠ 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄。#&&. A DRIPPING GOOEY MASTERPIECE … !☠ 𝐀𝐑𝐓。#im still not all that Confident abt my ability to make. srs or ~dramatic~ vids#esp with clips from bg3 bc they always make fucking goofy expressions LOL#and... yknow.. i gave that boy dog ears and a tail#but this one made ME cry bc i thought abt#puck smiling too hard and got emotional so. I LIKE IT IDGAF
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Clifford Lee Burton (February 10, 1962 – September 27, 1986)
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#metallica#cliff burton#i know it's silly but i think of him basically every day#how unique he was as a person and a musician... how much the other guys looked up to him and how much he taught them about music#i might make another post of just cliff and kirk today bc their friendship makes me cry lol#listen to ANY interview with kirk about cliff and you will see what i mean!!!!!!#ok anyway rest in peace you beautiful fucking angel i'm cry
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so i'm just looking and looking and looking at the headbutt scene, right. and noticing how the cuts don't line up exactly, suggesting there's potentially more to that scene, right. and i just
their faces are so close together. their faces are so so close together. if stede had been leaning in to press a kiss to ed's forehead or brush back his hair or anything equivalent, i'm going to have to be airlifted out of my apartment <3
#OFMD#OFMD Season 2#OFMD S2 Speculation#OFMD S2 Trailer#Gentlebeard#Blackbonnet#Edward Teach#Stede Bonnet#BECAUSE HEAR ME OUT LOL#hear me out#Ed's eyes still look closed in the shot where Stede is crying his name#And then when it cuts back to him right before he jerks upward#His eyes are drawn EXTREMELY wide#So it's just mmMMmmmMMM INCH RESTING LMAO
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rabbit hunters you deserve the world.. ue
once again the fic is here: The Time Travelers Bear and the creator is @puhpandas
#UEUEUE I LVOE THEM!!! THEY DESERVE REST AND RELAXATION!!!#im glad u like the fanart ive been pumping out btw im usually shy abt posting fanart for fics n aus lol#my art#fnaf#fnaf au#michael afton#elizabeth afton#elizabth afton#evan afton#the crying child#charlie emily#gregory fnaf#the time travelers bear#tttb#did did did u notice me putting the favs next to each other#lizzie and charlie r closer with mike than greg n ev r so theyre closer to him#greg is right niext to him bc in the original sketch mikes hand was on greg and greg was smacking him away but i scrapped it#in favor of greg being calm and peaceful#like he deserves#SORRY FOR RAMBLING IN TAGS LMAOOO IM JUST SO ILL OVER THEM
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#over three weeks now since hes gone#sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that#like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door#the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall.#still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls.#i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie#we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well.#i miss him all the time everywhere#cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type.#its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol#collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now.#for the rest of my life. just this#and then we're back on the floor weeping lol#but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still.#anyway. SUICIDE#bb boy#txt.me#u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out#bb baby
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sketches from @mipexch 's whiteboard a couple days ago!!
also feat. a very small reference to @onlineviolence :]
#peridots-art#bugs#bots#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#swordsmachine ultrakill#bugzapper ultrakill#minos prime ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#plus the rest of the fumos but those weren't done by me. someone was drawing v1 so i put a v2 beside them and came back later to like 5 mor#hence why they are out of frame. anyway this was a LOT of fun I lost track of time and stayed up till dawn even#there were so many cool and/or recognized artists.... i keep checking the ultrakill tag to see if anyone else posts their own sketches#it was posted at like 2am my time though so i didn't get to stay very long.... i checked in today on the fumo drawings and there was#just so much new art over there and in general. so many people doodling and having fun and complimenting each other and bonding over#the things we all like. im gonna cry#anyway. i think this is the longest period of non-posting (not inactivity. lol) on tumblr i've ever had#so might've forgot some tags. also i think i'll use alt text for multiple images and regular id for 1-2#edit also i wrote 'today' in the tags up there but it was in fact two days ago. regardless#ALSO. sorry if the alt text is hard to read or anything. never used it before + penchant for lengthy descriptions#can you tell i'm really proud of the beetle gabe btw. men will see a character say 'anyone gonna buggify that?' and not wait for an answer#WAIT i've already made that joke haven't i. whatever turn your blorbo into an insect or some sort of gay bug today#peridots-described
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