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how does neil pass school? throughout all three books I dont think he has ever mentioned studying ONCE
#every damn time hes either drawing fox paws or sleeping or thinking about exy/andrew#i wish i could do that#all bro does is do homework#and that doesnt count#bc doing homework does NOT help you pass exams#he goes to the library#but the only thing he does there is search up exy stuff#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kingâs men#exy is sexy#psu foxes#palmetto state foxes#aftg trilogy#all for the game trilogy
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Neil is a lying liar who lies AU
A Morning AU - with a fab prompt from @djhedy
Thereâs a new boy in Andrewâs class and thereâs something not quite right about him. Heâs mouthy and sharp, the kinda kid that should end up in detention three times a week but never does.
They are seven years old, though the new kid looks five, with eyes like a wide open sky.Â
He is very pretty - thatâs why Andrew notices him first - he looks like a fairy prince.Â
And itâs because Andrew is watching that he notices though: the kid is a big bad lying liar who lies.Â
The day he joined, the kid said his name was âStefanâ to Mrs Stewart and âChrisâ to Mr Brasenose. The next day he was just âNeilâ and was given a fond, exasperated warning to keep his make believe in the playground.Â
 But the kid didnât stop lying.
Some lies were big and others were small.Â
On a Tuesday, Neil announced that heâd had a huge feast for breakfast - listing all the foods and making everyoneâs mouth water with the descriptions. (But Andrew saw how he winced nd held his stomach like it was empty.)
On a Thursday, Neil said he grew up in England and proceeded to spend the next week speaking in a post English accent. (But he later admits at lunch it was just a couple months).
On a Friday, Neil whispers that his house is haunted and heâs scared to go home for the weekend. (Thereâs a little too much truth shining through those eyes as he talks about the ghost in his house. Andrew doesnât doubt that heâs scared of something).
The following Monday, Neil explains his bruises by saying he spent the week learning to skateboard.Â
âMy cousin visited and let me use her skate board. It was pretty rad.âÂ
(Andrew eyes the split lip, it could be true. But then he sees the hand shape around Neilâs thin wrist and knows the truth: itâs a lie.)
Through it all, Andrew is very quiet and very alone. He knows how this goes - heâs seven years old with more cracks in his heart than a fifty year romantic - but he kinda enjoys Neilâs lies and how he gets away with them.
He particularly likes the outrageous ones:Â
My father parachuted into Paris because heâs a spy. He died landing on the Eiffel Tower. I once wrestled a monster. I won but it stole all my momâs apples. Iâm telling the truth. My tongue goes green when I lie. I met Kevin Day.
Andrew wonât pretend heâs not intrigued. He thinks Neil is interesting and his lies are ones he can often hold in the dark, imagining over and over when heâs hurt and wishing to be anyone, anywhere but here.
Plus Neil is funny - he always snarks at the teachers and gets away with the most ridiculous things. Other kids always want to play with him because his games are brilliant - epic journeys, castles and wizards, magical tigers, patchwork villains made from the skin of children.Â
Some of Neilâs tall tales are part fairytales, part nightmares.  And Andrew isnât sure which part Neil actually belongs to. There are times where heâs the brightest, prettiest boy on the playground. And times where his eyes are haunted, mouth wicked cruel. And then there are times like today, where Neil is quiet and blank - a little too familiar to what Andrew sees in the mirror these days, looking like someone has scooped out his insides and left nothing but darkness behind in its wake.Â
Andrew almost talks to him then.Â
Almost.
But he doesn't. Not for another few weeks. Not until Neil's facing down Greg Doyle - the fight has the vibe of a hissing kitten against a rottweiler.Â
 There's no way Neil can win. Greg is a third grader and big beside.Â
But Neil doesn't look scared. He looks ferocious.
Not that appearances are going to help. Neil could have the sharpest claws of them all and he'd still weigh nothing against Greg. Neil dodges and ducks the first few blows. He snipes and snarks, that liar's mouth rattling off stories of how he took down a SWAT team once.
But dumb luck canât do everything and finally Greg gets a thump in, straight across Neilâs jaw - hard enough to make him stagger.Â
"So much for a SWAT team, fucking liar."Â
There are gasps at the bad word from the growing first and second grade audience.Â
"Tongue turns green," Neil says. He spits out blood.
Andrew's had enough when he sees the blood.Â
Neil might be an idiot but Andrew knows that there's no way to win this one on alone He steps forward and puts himself between Neil and Greg.Â
"Oooo who's this, your boyfriend?"Â
Andrew would roll his eyes, but can't be bothered. He is the tallest kid in their year at nearly 4'5. He can look the nine year old Greg in the eye without trouble and he can see the bigger kid calculating his chances of taking Andrew on instead of the skinny little creature that was Neil "motor mouth" Josten.
"Back off," he says. He doesn't inflect. He watched a cartoon where a character spoke completely flat and it was really scary so he figures this might make Greg cower too. "Leave him alone."
Greg nearly steps into Andrew's space but someone has started a whisper:Â
Andrew Doe is the kid who killed his parents. Andrew Doe is the kid that burned a house down. Andrew Doe is the kid who took on Bertie Becker from fifth grade and flushed his head down the loo.
It's the last one that gives away the source of these rumours - Neil has started a chain of Chinese whispers. And Greg hears them swirling from mouth to mouth, ear to ear, each more terrifying than the last. It makes Andrew want to grin, so he does. Greg actually whimpers.
The crowd laughs when Greg runs away - he canât save face when heâs fleeing from a first grader.Â
Andrew feels triumphant.Â
 Especially when Neil steps up beside him, shy smile and summer sky eyes. âThanks Andrew.âÂ
 Neil Josten knows his name, Andrew thinks. Wow wow wow.
Neilâs mouth is swollen but heâs still the prettiest boy in the playground so Andrew doesnât say anything.Â
âWant to play a game?â Neil says.Â
 Andrew shrugs.Â
 âYes or no?â Neil says again. âI wonât force you but Iâd like to play with you to if youâd like to play with me.â
Andrew thinks about it before saying yes.Â
Itâs the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
*
They start with games - make believe quests and imaginary journeys. They visit magical worlds in their heads and fall about laughing when one of them (mostly Andrew) doesnât break character even for class.
They become inseparable - two boys with home lives full of ghosts but dreams that can take them anywhere. The lying liar is the better story teller but the stoic hero a better actor. And sometimes in games they hide their truths - violent families and horrifying pasts.
Neil shows Andrew his scars, âI sometimes say theyâre from a shark or ninjas and stuff but...âÂ
âThatâs from an iron.âÂ
âYeah.â
In turn, Andrew tells Neil about his foster family.Â
âWe could poison him,â Neil says. âI heard we can make poison from apple cores. Applesenic or something.â
If only it were that simple.
It happens just before the end of the year - summer is nearly there and Andrew can only imagine how fun it'll be having a friend to adventure with for the first time. And then he finds out that his foster family is getting rid of him. He'll be packed off at the end of term.
"I think mom and I will move too," Neil admits. "We never hang around anywhere long."Â
"Because of your dad?"Â
"Yeah..." Neil plays with the hem of his t-shirt. "He's in prison but mom is still terrified. She moves us a lot."Â
"Maybe you can move to the same place as me."
They pretend that the world isn't going to split them apart.Â
They pretend that they're going to have the summer together.Â
And the year after.Â
That they'll start middle school together.Â
And be best friends all the way to the end of high school.
And go to the same college.
"We could play exy together all the way through," Neil says. It's his new obsession.Â
"I'm not going to play stickball. I prefer playing games with you."Â
"We can play games on the court. You can be the fierce dragon and I'll be the knight that looks after you."
"You'd steal all my dragon gold."Â
"Would not."Â
Andrew raises one eyebrow.Â
"Okay, yes I would. I'd be the knight trying to take your gold. But I'd be sneaky about it." Neil's laughter is high and bright. "Does that mean you'll play with me?"Â
"Yeah okay," Andrew says.
But it doesn't work out that way.Â
Neil vanishes like sun behind a mountain the day after term ends.Â
Andrew's bags are packed. He's dumped in a new home near the beach. He hates the beach. He misses Neil the way his lungs miss oxygen when he's stuck in the swell of a wave.
He does play exy though.Â
He does it because he figures one day he'll find Neil on a court too.Â
He'll either face him down or by some miracle they'll be on the same team.Â
He'll find Neil again. He will. Â
He tells himself this every day.Â
Even when it feels like a lie.
*
Something like an epilogue
Years pass before Andrew hears anything about the little boy who - for two semesters when he was seven - was his best friend. So many years that if it weren't for one polaroid from a cheeky arcade photo-booth, he might have let the idea of Neil go.
But he keeps the photo with him - through home after home, through Cass and Drake and juvie and Aaron and Nicky. He hides it in books, folds it into pockets. Makes sure to hold onto Neil and the memories of those few happy months.
He plays exy. Keeps track of other teams and their players. The sport does nothing for him - but sometimes he closes his eyes and imagines Neil with his flashing blue eyes mischievous smile and that long ago conversation. He remembers why he's doing this.
At 13, he asks Pig Higgins to do a search on Neil's name but the policeman refuses.Â
At 14, he goes through the entire directory for California and when that's exhausted, he starts searching every state from West to East.Â
He calls 362 Jostens across the USA. None are Neil.
When he turns 16, he uses a fake and has two small dragons outlined on the top of his left shoulder.Â
When he's 17 he meets Riko and Kevin Day. He remembers Neil once saying he'd met Kevin and wonders if that was true or just one of Neil's many many lies. He turns the Ravens down.
He signs two weeks later with the Palmetto State Foxes - taking his brother and cousin with him.Â
He watches as the lists of drafted players on other teams go up. There's no Chris or Stefan or Abram - not with the matching face Andrew wants. There's no sign of a Neil Josten.
Andrew smooths out the photo at night, slipping it between the pages of Whitman's Leaves of Grass every morning.Â
Maybe it's time to put the memory of Neil to rest, but he can't.Â
Neil is one of those beautiful ghosts that he can't help but hold onto. The one unspoilt thing in his memory.
Unspoilt, that is, until a Monday when Kevin Day announces he's recruiting a nobody from a nothing town in the middle of nowhere Arizona and the nobody's name is Neil.
"Neil what?"Â
"Josten. Want to see his tape?"Â
"Nope," Andrew says. But his heart is a thunderdrum, hope cutting through the medicated hyper mania easy as a knife through butter. "Actually yes, gimme the tapes little birdie."Â
Kevin grimaces at his nickname but says nothing until theyâre watching the tape. And then he canât shut up about the playerâs potential, his speed and natural flare on the Court.Â
It's not Andrewâs Neil.Â
But it is too.Â
The striker on the court is a brunette with dark eyes but he runs like Neil. He's ferocious and plays like it's the last thing keeping him afloat. He has that little flick of his racquet before he goes to score, a telltale that would never get passed Andrew but no one else seemed to have noticed.Â
Andrew says as much to Kevin.Â
"Exactly," Kevin says. "That's why we have to have him."
So they go to Millport.Â
And Andrew knows Neil well enough to anticipate that he'll run.Â
Knows him well enough to trip him with a racquet and catch him as he falls.Â
Neil hasn't grown much either - he's still small and sharp and far too pretty to be real.
"Stupid little liar, you should watch where you put your feet." Andrew wishes he were sober. Wishes he didn't have to greet Neil with this grin splitting his face.Â
Wishes wishes wishes.Â
But his one wish has already come true, Neil is here with him. Warm and lithe and alive.
"Drew?" Neil says, but the word is choked and breathless. Neilâs voice does something to Andrewâs insides and Andrew feels the muscles beneath his hands warring between flight and relief.Â
"Neil," he replies.Â
"Oh my god, Drew."Â
And then Neil's arms are around Andrew's shoulders, and his face is turning into his neck and Andrew realises they're hugging and he shouldn't want to hug back but he does. He does because it's Neil. His friend. His pipe dream. The little boy with the pathological need to lie and an imagination that could create whole worlds from a handful of dust.Â
He hugs Neil tight.Â
Never wants to let go.
Kevin of course ruins the moment.Â
But Neil isn't going to say no to the Foxes. Not now.Â
And even though Andrew can recognise the lies slipping passed Neil's lips, he doesn't tell Wymack. Doesn't call out his idiot's new ouchies. Doesn't answer any questions when Kevin demands answers.
"Sign," he speaks only to Neil. He means, Stay with me. "We can play a game. Yes or no?"Â
"Yes," Neil says and his smile is a little wild, a lot wonderful. "Let's play a game."
The End.
#andreil#all for the game#andrew minyard#neil josten#kind of a kid fic#morning au#andrew and neil meet in first grade#neil is a pathological liar#andrew thinks he's amazing#andrew has probably loved neil since they were seven in this#does that make them childhood sweethearts?#andrew is tallest in the class#neil is a mouthy little shit#pre canon#pre slash#squint and there's romance#promot fic#in every world they're meant to find each other let's be honest here#truth for truth#yes or no
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neil josten, music major
so neil has to fulfill a fuckin fine arts requirement. UGH.
he is not a fan of this because it is not exy, it is not practical, it is not useful, it is not related to math he will never need it
but the administration thinks itâs necessary for some fuckin reason, so. he looks over all his options and chooses a music theory class, because out of all of his options it seems like the one least likely to actually make him do art. like, theory. thatâs the opposite of practice. right???
but eventually he discovers, as so many disappointed music majors do, that music theory is fULL OF FUCKING MATH. SERIES AND SET THEORY EVERYWHERE. M A T H.
unlike the other people in his class, who are generally either a) music majors or b) non-music majors who are also not math majors and really just wanted to get this GE out of the way, neil is t h r i l l e d
he just happened to stumble on the ONE branch of fine arts, as far as he knows, that actually contains math. so this is like. him just using stuff he learned in math classes two semesters ago. the professor loves him
this is long but tumblr is absolutely refusing to let me put in a read more im so sorry. pretend it was here
(the professor also isnât quite sure why neil was completely apathetic about the class until she introduced the concept of a harmonic series, since a harmonic series is not a very intellectually exciting topic, but heâs engaged and putting in effort so! not gonna question that too hard!)
and listen, at this point, neil knows his major doesnât matter. heâs going to be a pro exy player. his classes are just a way of giving him a few extra years to train before he starts looking at contracts.
and he is someone who appreciates intellectual challenges. this is a man who decided to major in math. math. and neil finds the whole concept of music theory interesting, because itâs so... irrelevant to survival? someone invented music, and then later on, someone decided to analyze music, and now itâs a whole ass field of study
he finds himself signing up for another music theory class for the next semester. presumably, itâll get more complicated as he gets further in. more math.
also, music is something neil canât quite work out how to conquer yet-- the subjectivity involved, and the understanding of phrasing and rhetoric, is exactly the same stuff he has trouble with in writing. his ear is nowhere near as good as most of the other people in the class, because neil has never been someone who listens to music a lot, if ever.
itâs a challenge. neil josten does not back down from that shit. he tackled learning languages, beat math into submission, and is well on his way to conquering exy. and heâs a little tempted to make music theory his newest victory.
the music theory major doesnât have a lot of required courses, enough that he could easily switch majors. part of neil rebels at the idea of majoring in something so impractical-- the part of him that still remembers maryâs advice and yells at him for not hiding from cameras.
neil listens to this part of him, and he does what he does best: he tells it to fuck right off. as long as neil plays exy, it doesnât matter what else he does.
he goes to that music theory I professor and asks her to be his advisor and help him figure out changing his major, and she is still completely mystified but at the same time strangely honored? because her class made this math major who was clearly only taking it for the GE completely change his mind and decide to study music. hELL yeah.
she does warn him that music is a time-intensive major, but neil dismisses that. heâs never really listened to music before. he can start. he doesnât need to keep his ears open for cars or passerby while heâs out on runs anymore. he can listen to music then, and when heâs doing warmups
he also forces kevin and andrew to listen to the music out loud with him at night practice. theyâre not amused but also what are they gonna say?? no?? this is a weird new Phase Of Neil but heâs happy so. they give in.
also the professor was 100% right and neil is swamped for the rest of his time in college, but heâs also not a performance major so that saves him a lot of time because heâs not taking lessons or anything.
and he starts figuring out how piano works. he has to search up some tutorials, but he knows how to read music now, and itâs not a great leap to translate sheet music to a piano. neilâs hands carry a lot of significance to him-- theyâre scarred, and they are one of the keys to his success at exy-- but this is the first time heâs ever used them to produce something beautiful.
also, he uses them to produce things that are horrifically ugly. really just the worst noises you can imagine on a piano. because neil is still neil.
he also discovers that kevin is surprisingly good at picking up melodies, because at one point kevin corners him and angrily hums a few bars of a gluck piece before asking what the hell itâs called because itâs been stuck in his head for two days and he canât get it out
neil desperately tries to get the orange notes to let him compose a new palmetto fight song for them. by the end of his third year, he wears them down.
at the foxesâ first game in neilâs senior year, fifth-year andrew takes one step into the inner court for warmups and says, âdid you fucking write that?â
he sure did and neil josten is like a proud mama listening to the orange notes play their new fight song.
he yells out some notes during the game. christy is half a beat off for like half of the b section and sheâs messing up the other trumpets. he likes the extra flourishes the drum section has added. the backliner marking him is utterly baffled
unsurprisingly, he still finds a way to make his senior thesis about sports
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Hiyaaa, if you want an aftg prom still, pls consider: Neil coming home to his and andrew's apartment with one of his newest recruits, and they boy is beaten and battered and neil's first instict was to take care of him because no one ever took care of neil, and andrew's reaction to this! â¤
thanks for this!! i might have veered from the specifics a little and this is like, 70% a character study of neil and 30% Andreil Content but i hope this is okay!!
Neil Josten felt that he owed a lot to the idea of coincidences.
Coincidence was Neil taking an uncalculated risk on the Millport Dingoes the very same year that Riko Moriyama finally snapped and took the bones in Kevin Dayâs hand with him. Coincidence was falling into the same orbit as the man who had watched Neilâs father slice a man like lunchmeat and coincidence was him being so single-mindedly focused on Exy that he didnât notice Neilâs terrible dye job or the white ring around his contact lenses. Coincidence was Andrew Minyard being the single-most observant person Neil has ever met, and coincidence was Neil being forced into his field of vision.
Coincidence was also Neil here and now, stopping off at a convenience store to grab a packet of cigarettes and accidentally witnessing his potential new recruit fall victim to a heavy, parental hand.Â
It had only taken one video on a grainy, digital camera to show Neil that this kid had the raw potential to be one of the greatest backliners Palmetto State would ever see. Not fifteen minutes into the footage had Neil shoved aside his other folders and said to Wymack, one thumb jutted at the screen, we have to have him. Wymack had shrugged, assented with a nonchalant youâre the captain, captain and the very next week saw the two of them riding out to Georgia in Neilâs shiny new Lexus.
(âHaving a Pro Athlete for a boyfriend sure does have its perks, huh kiddo?â had almost gotten Wymack elbowed bodily out of a moving vehicle.
âAbove your paygradeâ in a smooth, Andrew-esque tone had Coach laughing for the next ten minutes of the drive, safe and unmoving in the passenger seat.)
So they had approached the boy, Josh, after hanging back in the shadows to watch his high school team completely demolish their opponents. Wymack had loitered, no doubt trying to catch the name of the oppositionâs only saving grace, a furious offensive dealer, and Neil had attempted to look cool and friendly as opposed to cold and menacing.
Naturally, the kid told Neil to fuck off four times before Neil backed him into a corner and told him to stop squandering his future by being unnecessarily abrasive. There was something in the complicated ice of this boyâs eyes that Neil connected with, an innate fear that ducked for cover behind aggression and hunched shoulders. One minute he stood every inch his five feet and ten inches and the next, body folded in on itself like he was willing it to disappear, he looked to stand no taller than Neil himself.
âI donât know what your deal is,â Neil had said, arms tucked across his chest with all of his patchwork scars on show, âbut I come from Palmetto State. Iâm not here to judge, or pry, or fix. I donât give a shit about your tragic backstory, I give a shit about the way you single-handedly held up your teamâs defense line and I give a shit about putting you on an NCAA Class I Exy team. If you can get over yourself for five minutes, I suggest you sign first and cry laterâ
Every fibre in this kidâs body twitched like he wanted to run and Neil was hit, not for the first time, with jarring memory of himself in this position, shadows of a dark locker room curling in around his ankles, Wymack promising a future heâd never stayed still long enough to know he wanted. Sentiment was lost on Neil, most of the time. Still, if his family of Foxes had taught him anything, it was that sometimes you had to save people despite them not wanting to be saved. At this point, that may as well be the Palmetto State Motto. Neil had given the kid a few hours to think on it. Go home, talk to whoever you need to talk to, think about it. Just remember that we did not drive out here for a no.
Wymack had, of course, grumbled about having to spend a few hours sweating my damn ass off in the pleasure of your company but had mellowed somewhat when Neil had taken him for a suitably greasy dinner and showed him how to use his new phone to FaceTime Dan. He had allowed himself a few moments to enjoy the scene; Wymack, his face far too close to the screen, cursing Dan out for not texting him all week because saying I miss you is too overrated. Dan, a pixelated blur of joy and exuberance, showing her father every single corner of her new apartment and zooming in on one Matt Boyd, tangled helplessly in the middle of an Ikea side table.
With Wymack occupied, Neil had called Andrew, who answered on the very last ring because he was a certified asshole at the best of times. âAm I to assume you will be elsewhere when I get to the dorms?â
Andrew always makes him feel so known. âI managed to pick another stubborn oneâ
âYes,â Andrew says, his voice a slow rumble over the familiar, quiet growl of the Maserati, âbecause you were so quick to acquiesceâ
âI might have been running to grab a pen,â Neil replies. Andrew doesnât laugh, but thereâs a puff of air that Neil recognises as amusement, and his own mouth curls. âI think I sold him, though. A few hours and I might finally have secured a backlinerâ
âYou should hope so,â and then thereâs a beat of silence and the tell-tale flick of a lighter, âbecause I refuse to listen to you whine about it all weekendâ
âSo you admit that you do listen, when I talk?â
âAbsolutely notâ and when the silence stretches for a beat too long, Neil lifts the phone from his ear and realises Andrew has disconnected the call. Typical Andrew, but now Neilâs fingers twitch to hold a cigarette and he distinctly remembers leaving them behind at the behest of Wymackâs disapproving frown. Beneath his thighs the sticky vinyl booth creaks in protest when he shifts his weight and he waves a round-about hand at Wymack before ducking out of the diner, knowing that Wymack will see him cross the road toward the convenience store and put two and two together.
It says a lot for how far he has allowed himself to sink into safety and familiarity and family that he doesnât immediately notice the shouting. Heâs caught up in realising his ID is somewhere in the glove compartment of his car and wondering if his sharp scars and sharper expression will dissuade the cashier from asking questions. Behind the front counter is a door, all peeling red paint and a half-hearted Staff Only sign, and the slight space between the door and the frame is the source of the noise. Neil has no interest in interfering. Neil has no interest in even listening to some inane disagreement between cashier and colleague, and is considering returning to the diner empty handed when he hears a sharp crack, followed by a sharper, you are never leaving me, Joshua, not ever and the unmistakeable sound of hands pummelling flesh. Something in Neil twitches to intervene but he isnât stupid enough to walk into a small room with flying fists so, in a bid of panic, he thumps the bell by the cash drawer once, twice, three times.
A man appears from the back, face flushed the red of barely-swallowed anger, eyes a little wild and searching. Neil smiles something icy and the man is stupid enough to misread it. âSorry âbout that, hadâta catch up on some paperwork in the back. What can I do ya for?â
Thereâs a moment where everything slows down and Neil files away details like his life depends on it. Blood, smeared across the knuckles of one large, meaty hand. A row of scratches, three raised and red, sit tucked against his chunky neck in an indication that someone had raised a hand to defend themselves. A gold ring, thick and faded, shaped to spell out DAD. Neil doesnât know what makes him say it, but he opens his mouth to ask for a packet of Camel Blue and what comes out is âsomeone round the back is casing the place, you might want to check that outâ
A self-righteous rage takes over the manâs expression, clouding his eyes and the twist of his mouth and he claps Neil on the shoulder as he passes on his way to the door. Men like him, Neil thinks, are far too predictable for their own good. Something like a memory tugs at his subconscious; Neil at age sixteen, dropping a similar line, waiting for the all clear to stuff his pockets full of food and hightail it out of there before anyone noticed. That, Neil thinks, was a far more sensible plan than whatever this was. He rounds the corner of the cashier desk, nudges the back door open with the flat of his hand and comes face to face with the cowering, crumpled body of his newest recruit.
The kid, Josh, is folded in on himself in the far corner of this office, schoolbag tossed a few paces away, face hidden in his hands. At Neilâs entrance he starts so hard Neil almost feels it like a physical thing and then his face does something complicated when he realises it isnât his father; relief warring with shame warring with anger warring with hope. One of his eyes is beginning to blacken and thereâs blood pouring from a cut in his eyebrow â the ring, the fucking ring â and from one side of a crooked nose. His wrist doesnât look particularly healthy and the way he holds himself tells Neil that this is not a one off occurrence.
âWhat do you want?â asks Josh, and Neil has no fucking idea. There are scars on his skin from the hands of his father and the hands of his mother and there were long years of his life where he was so accustomed to being beaten within an inch of his life that he never stopped to think that maybe, he didnât deserve it and maybe, it wasnât normal and maybe, someone should have helped him. How many teachers saw his black eyes, his split lips, his bruised arms, and how many of them said nothing. How many strangers saw his mother grip his wrist so tightly that it popped, pulling him into a car or a hotel or an alley, how many men saw his father pummel him like a punch bag?
Without thinking about it too much, Neil holds out a hand. âI want to help you. I want you to come with meâ
Josh scoffs, gesturing loosely to his face. âThis is nothing compared to what heâll do if he comes in here and Iâm goneâ
Neil frowns. âLook at me,â and he points to his own scarred face with equally scarred hands, âlook at my face and tell me you donât think Iâve survived worse than your piece of shit father. Come with me, now, and donât ever come back. Let us help youâ
And there it is again, the flurry of anger-fear-shame-hope. âWhy?â
âYouâre a damn good backliner,â Neil tells him simply, âand if you let that pathetic excuse of a man beat you any harder you wonât be, anymoreâ
Hesitation twists his features into something ugly. Neil knows that he has minutes, maybe seconds until the man outside realises heâs been set up. If Neil has to pick saving himself over saving this kid, heâll probably save himself, but Josh drags himself to his feet and looks Neil squarely in the face. âIf I do thisâŚhe will come looking for meâ
âAnd he will find an entire team of angry, troubled Exy players who know their way around a racquetâ Neil replies. âI can protect you, but we have to leave. Right nowâ
His jaw goes tight but he nods, once. Neil nods back and together they make their way toward the front of the store, Neil pushing ahead, body strung-tight with focus. Outside he nudges Josh ahead of him, watches him adjust his gait around a lopsided limp, reels in his anger for another day.
They reach the Lexus across the street and a voice from behind calls âJoshua, get back here this goddamn instant.â
Three things happen.
Josh, in a bout of incredible bravery, flips his father the middle finger and falls over himself to clamber into the back seat of Neilâs car. The father, in a bout of incredible anger, starts for Neil like he means to snap his head from his body. Wymack, in a bout of incredible exhaustion at the familiarity of a situation such as this, appears at Neilâs right shoulder and swings a right hook up and under the manâs jaw.
It sends the man on his ass and in a split-second shared glance, Neil and Wymack make the mutual decision to get the fuck out of there.
Over the course of their drive back to Palmetto, Neil explains the situation with their new backliner, Wymack assures Josh that he will be resolutely protected, and Josh leaks blood all in the fancy seats of Neilâs car. When it doesnât seem like it will stop, Neil shucks off his hoodie and throws it at the kid, telling him to hold it fast to the wound â after a brief, whispered argument, Neil pulls over and hands Wymack the keys and throws himself into the backseat to try and assess the damage. The ring hadnât cut his eyebrow so much as it had gouged out a chunk of skin and his nose and lip are bust but mostly dried up. Thereâs a patch of blood at his side, seeping through his white t-shirt, and he waves that away as split stitches. From what, Neil doesnât ask. He tries to staunch the bleeding but succeeds only in covering his own fingers in the blood, and in the end Wymack has to drive them straight to Abbyâs house.
âAbby is our team nurse,â Neil explains, while Wymack tries to parallel park a Lexus under a blanket of colourful curses, âshe patches up sprained ankles but she also patched up every wound visible on my skin, so you can trust her. I can stay, if you want, or I can leave you in her capable hands while I go back to campus and make preparations for you. Thereâs a spare bed in one of the freshman dorm rooms, or you can stay with Abby, or you can sleep on my sofa. Whatever you needâ
Josh tucks his arms around himself, bravado stripped for the day. Neil assumes it will come back, that things will be difficult, that the kidâs attitude will fling itself all over the place, but for now heâs looking at Neil like Neil just saved his life and Neil thinks he just might have.
âYou can go,â Josh says, âI have more shit under here I donât wanna flash to anyone but a nurse, right now. Uh, I donâtâŚmaybe I can stay on your sofa? For a bit. I donâtâŚâ
âHey,â Neil interrupts, âyou donât have to explain. Sofa it is. Though, I should tell you, myâŚmy boyfriend is visiting right now, and he isnât the friendliest person youâll ever meet-â
âUnderstatement,â Wymack interrupts, âfucking understatementâ
â-but,â and Neil flips off Wymack, âas long as you donât give him any reason to distrust you, youâll be safeâ
He watches the kid for a minute, waiting for something. Protest, anger, homophobia, acceptance. Instead he shrugs, tired, overwhelmed, and climbs out of the car. Wymack follows him out, with a parting jab about Neilâs use of the term boyfriend, and then Neil is left to drive back to campus alone.
Maybe it should be embarrassing that the sight of the Maserati fills Neil with a fuzzy sort of warmth but this past half-a-year has begrudgingly taught him that distance makes the heart grow fonder, or whatever, and that he should allow himself to recognise that he misses Andrew and likes it when he comes home.
Or maybe Bee had taught him that, but he wasnât about to admit it to Andrew.
The man in question is leaning up against the hood of his car, sleek and sharp in his black jeans and leather jacket, one booted-foot propped against the license plate, a cigarette between his lips. Heâs gotten broader, since Neil last saw him, bulkier in the arms and shoulders and if Andrew is feeling up to it, Neil wants to relearn the shape of him with his fingers, maybe even his mouth.
Andrew doesnât look up when the Lexus pulls in, feigning a nonchalance the set of his jaw doesnât quite convey, but he does look up when Neil steps out of the car and his face transitions from smooth to thunder so fast it gives Neil whiplash.
âWhat happened?â
Neil blinks and Andrewâs hands are on him, fingers tilting his jaw this way and that, skimming down the sides of his body, eyes roaming for injury. Neil belatedly realises that he has Joshâs blood on his hands, a little on his shirt and he curves his own fingers around Andrewâs wrists, meets his eye with a calm stare. âIt isnât mineâ
âThat,â Andrew says, shoulders settling away from tension, âis not as reassuring as you seem to think it isâ
Neil rolls his eyes. âHad some trouble with the new recruit. Heâll be staying with usâ
Andrew arches a pale eyebrow, studying the blood on Neilâs fingers with a calculated disinterest. Neil huffs. âHis father was beating the shit out of himâ
âWhere is he now?â
âAbbyâsâ
Andrew studies him for a long moment. Then, âI thought taking in strays was my thingâ
âWell,â and Neil smooths his thumbs down over the fine bones of Andrewâs wrists, âsomeone had to pick up the slack. I couldnât leave him there. So many people must have seen my mother backhand me and no one ever stepped in. How could I-â
âStop it,â Andrew says, and Neil stops. âYou cannot take responsibility for every single person in the world. It will never make your mother un-hit youâ
Neil flinches, but he knows Andrew is right. Still, âI can help him. I can help this one. I want toâ
âAlrightâ
âYeah?â
Andrew gives him a look. âWhat, were you asking my permission? Are we adopting this child together?â
Neil laughs, a new thing, tipping his head back, teeth slipping past his lips. âYou donât think weâd make good parents?â
Andrew steps close enough that one of his boots rests between Neilâs two sneakers, their hands still clasped between them becoming squashed between their chests. âI would be a textbook parent. You would be a nightmareâ
âI resent that,â Neil tells him âWeâre never having kidsâ
âObviouslyâ
âCats, maybeâ
Andrew blinks. âCats? Youâve thought about cats?â
Neil shrugs, once, but canât fight the smile spilling back onto his face. âWeâre getting cats. You said yourself that you like taking in straysâ
âNo,â Andrew says, firm. âI do not like it. The last one I took in continues to test my patience, so I will not have anotherâ
âIâve been testing your patience for four years and youâve yet to get rid of meâ Neil reminds him, âI think youâre getting softâ
âI think I am getting back in my car and leaving you hereâ Andrew replies, allowing it when Neilâs hands wiggle up between their bodies to frame his face.
âI think youâre going to help me make use of my empty dorm room before a freshman backliner moves in onto my sofaâ
Andrew doesnât respond to this either way but he allows it when Neil stretches to press a small kiss to the corner of his mouth and he allows it when Neil takes him by the fingers and leads him into Fox Tower, and he certainly allows it when Neil peels him out of his leather jacket before the door is even closed behind them.
(Later, when Josh announces his presence with a tentative knock at the door, Andrew answers it. Neil watches them size one another up and then Andrew reaches up into his armband for a knife. âUse this on anyone other than your father,â he says, âand I will use it to remove your handsâ
If the expression on his face is anything to go by, Josh has no idea what heâs agreeing to in taking that knife, but he does it anyway. Neil has to hide his smile in the collar of his newly-acquired leather jacket.)
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Diverse Book Recs
I recently typed up a list of books for a friend who said sheâd stopped reading because she couldnât find diverse/queer books. This list is predominately focused on queer diversity but thereâs also lotâs of super awesome ladies and poc here too. The list is also in two parts, the first are all books that Iâve read myself and include me trying to give a summary, content warnings (If I can remember, I canât guarantee theyâre all exhaustive.) and a rating. The second part has books on my to read list that, to my knowledge, have queer characters. All of the titles are linked to their goodreads page.
I Was Born For This - Alice Oseman
A Hijabi ace fangirl goes to London on a week long trip to meet her internet friend and go to the concert of her favourite band. Jimmy, the trans, gay, mixed race, mentally ill singer for said band is figuring out how growing up famous has changed himself and his friends. They cross paths and stuff happens. A really interesting look into fan culture, both the good and the bad. Really fun characters and relationships. Written by the same person who does the Heartbreaker webcomic. CW: alcoholic behavior, brief mention of unintentional trans outing 4.5/5
The Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
Welsh mythology meets small town Virginia. Gorgeous, poetic writing by Stiefvater tells the surreal story of a group of teenagers on the search for a lost welsh king and wish foretold if one wakes him. Along the way they discover the power of ley lines, dreams, and ~friendship~. One of the main characters (my favourite character) is canon queer (heâs into a girl and guy but like, the word bi isnât explicitly said) and one of the other main characters is canon gay. Itâs a difficult story to describe but itâs such a fascinating read. CW: child abuse, alcohol and drug abuse, thereâs a scene in the second book that I think the author confirmed was sexual assault 5/5
Shades of Magic Series - V.E. Schwab
Avatar the last airbender meets pirates and royalty and multiverses. In this world there are 4 earths that intersect at London. Kell is one of the only two people who can travel between Londons. Grey London is our world, Red London is Kellâs, full of magic. White London is a wasteland barren of magic and ruled by bloodthirsty twins. Black London is dead. The main cast of Kell, Lila Bard, a pirate thief who gets caught up in the adventure, Rhy, the (gay? Bi? I forget lol) prince of Red London, and Alucard, (also gay? Or bi?) actual pirate have to save the multiverse! Lots of great subplots, written by a queer woman and impossible to put down. If you saw me with my kindle in class after winter last year, it was because I literally couldnât stop reading. CW: frankly itâs been too long since I read it im sorry 5/5
Leah on the Offbeat/Simon vs the Homosapiens Agenda - Becky Albertalli
Simon Vs is the book Love Simon is based on. Simon (gay) has a mystery pen pal, Blue. All he knows is that Blue also goes to Creekwood High and is gay. But Simon leaves the emails open on a school computer because heâs a dumbass and then also an ass but the bad kind, Martin finds them and blackmails Simon. Itâs similar to the movie but I prefer the book! There are some scenes and plot points that didnât make it in. Also his friends donât suck as much when heâs outed. Leah on the OffBeat is the sequel about Simonâs friend, Leah. Sheâs bi! Simon thought all his friends were straight but jkjkjk gays flock together. Cute wlw high school story. CW: character is outed against their will, underage drinking SVTHA 5/5 LOTO 4/5
The Gentlemanâs Guide to Vice and Virtue - Mackenzi Lee
Main character is a total slut and we support him. Bi and ready to party. But wait itâs the 1800s and thatâs not super chill. In a final hurrah before he has to become master of his family estate, Henry Montague takes his best friend (gay and also ready to party) and, reluctantly, his little sister  (ace and ready to be a doctor) on a tour of the continent. Along the way they discover a plot and their trip turns upside down. Thereâs pirates! Period accurate medicine! Characters unlearning their prejudices! CW: Child abuse, period typical homophobia, sexism and racism 4/5
Captive Prince Trilogy - C.S. Pacat
hEAR ME OUT. This is probably my favourite series Iâve ever read. Youâve heard of enemies to lovers? Get ready for enemies to friends to lovers to enemies to allies to lovers! Crown Prince Damianos of Akielos is caught up in a coup lead by his half brother and sent to the enemy nation of Vere to be a pleasure slave for their crown prince, Laurent. Now here you think itâs gonna be some kinky sex romp but it actually becomes the best political intrigue with a thoughtful, loving, very vanilla romance. âIf you gave me your heart, I would treat it tenderlyâ. Dw they only have sex after the whole slave thing is over. Also, they abolish slavery so thereâs that. If you donât like the first book, Â I get it but just try the second book, the tone changes with the change of setting. The author does some really interesting stuff with her setting. Typically writers will just make society reflect our by default but Pacat threw that out, homophobia? Never heard of her. In Vere itâs actually taboo for men and women to have sex before marriage because of the threat of bastards. So everyone just is gay instead. You want a matriarchal warrior women country? Pacat has got your back. The series does lack in well written women. There are a few women but not enough, Pacat has talked about this and is basically like, u right, Iâll do better in my next series. Written by a queer WOC (kinda? Woc is the wrong word but just read these tweets where she describe it better than i ever could) Â and I love it, the end. CW: child abuse, child sexual abuse, incest, rape, sex slavery, prostitution, graphic violence, non consensual drug consumption, child death, suicide, torture, animal death (also it should be obvious but none of these things are glorified, the abuser is the worst and he sucks and everyone hates him) 6/5
Carry On - Rainbow Rowell
Based on the Harry Potter parody series from Rowellâs book Fangirl. Simon Snow (doesnât ever figure out his sexuality but had a girlfriend and boyfriend) is the chosen one, orphaned and brought to a magical boarding school, must save magical britain from evil. His best friend, book smart Penelope and his (possibly evil and a vampire? Also gay) roommate Baz must work together to defeat the humbug. This book has a really fantastic closed magic system and gives the character very clear limits. CW: rat death? 5/5
Queer There and Everywhere - Sarah Prager
A nonfiction book about 23 people throughout history that were both queer and very cool. From Frida Kahlo and Abraham Lincoln to the actual Danish Girl and Kristina Vasa, Prager dives into the lives of many historical figures who were also queer. A really wide gamut of women, men and nb, cis and trans, white and poc. Could have had more historical figures from the east. A fun, easy read. Made me cry, i want lesbian moms. 4/5
Huntress - Malinda Lo
Itâs been a few years since I read this so bear with me. Cool magic girl main character and less magic but also cool other girl as well as a misfit group including the prince and a badass lady named shae (hell yeah) have to go into the fae world to right the magical imbalance of their world. Wlw, written by a queer woc CW: I donât remember sorry 4/5
Outrun the Wind - Elizabeth Tammi
(Iâm actually only half way through this) (Also itâs written by a mutual of mine on tumblr so thatâs tight) A queer retelling of the greek myth of Atalanta. Atalanta (bi) is taken by the hunters of Artemis and has to help them defeat Apollo whoâs being shitty. Wlw, written by a bi lady CW: animal death
Iron Breakers trilogy - Zaya Feli
Bastard Prince (queer), Ren, is happy to be out of the line of succession and just party it up but suddenly is framed for the murder of his brother and on the run along with a prisoner who escaped with him. Ren is faced with realities of yâknow, not being a prince and decides to help save his country. Political intrigue with some twists I didnât guess. MLM CW: slavery, graphic violence 4.5/5
All for the Game trilogy - Nora Sakavic
Think dark, queer, sports anime but with a co-ed team. Neil Josten (demi sexual- âwhich way do you swing? âI donât?â) is on the run from his mob boss, murderer father and finds himself on the collegiate exy team of the palmetto foxes. Exy, a violent cross between lacrosse and soccer is Neilâs favourite thing but the team is made up of misfits. Neil has to survive both his father and the Ravenâs (another exy team) owner, another mob boss, coming for him and his team. Super fast paced, very intense, after the first book I couldnât put it down. The characters are all super interesting as are the relationships. Multiple mlm relationships, one briefly mentioned wlw couple CW: (o boy here we go) suicide, graphic violence, graphic torture, non consensual drug consumption, alcohol and drug abuse, prescription drug abuse, non consensual kissing, rape, child sexual abuse, sex work, mention of gay conversion therapy, discussion of self harm and self harm scars, child abuse 4.5/5
The Posterchildren - Kitty Burroughs
Itâs been years since I read this so I really donât remember much. Itâs about a school for superheroes. Definitely wlw I donât remember any else 4/5
Six of Crows Duology - Leigh Bardugo
A misfit group of criminals is hired to travel north to break into an impregnable prison. The cast of characters is lovable and the plot is fast paced. Itâs set in the same universe as Bardugoâs first series but you donât need to read them. (I did and they were ok but six of crows is better). Two of the main characters are mlm. CW: gore, graphic violence, child abuse 4.5/5
The Percy Jackson Series and Magnus Chase Series
I donât need to describe these lol. PJO has two canon gay characters, the most recent series has lesbian and ace huntresses of artemis, and a bi main character. Magnus Chase has a non binary main character starting in the second book.
On My To-Read List:
Orlando - Virginia Woolf
I love her writing, itâs poetic without hurting my brain to read. This is a classic queer novel. Itâs been said that Woolf wrote it as a âlove letterâ to Vita, her lover. The main character changes gender throughout the novel.
Stars in Her Eyes - Clare C. Marshall
I bought a copy of the first book in this series from the author at a convention last summer. Itâs about a school for people with powers. I asked and apparently thereâs a queer character but you donât find out til the second book.
Ash - Malinda Lo
A wlw retelling of cinderella by the same author as Huntress.
The Academy Journals - Garrett Robinson
Apparently thereâs trans, lesbian, gay, poly, ace, bi, pan! Itâs about a magical school. It has really good reviews on goodreads so thatâs promising
The Abyss Surrounds Us - Emily Skrutskie
Thereâs gay lady space pirates. Actually maybe not space? Idk i got space vibes
Vicious/Vengeful - V.E. Schwab
A story about moral greyness and supervillains. Kinda reminds me of Nimona tbh. I heard the main character is ace?
Our Bloody Pearl - D.N. Brynn
Thereâs mermaids, and pirates, and itâs gay apparently. The main character uses they them pronouns I think.
Breaking Legacies - Zoe Reed
Fantasy wlw by a trans dude (i think? They went through some sort of gender transition but i canât find their pronouns)
The Dark Wife - S.E. Diemer
A wlw retelling of Hades and Persephone
The High Court Series - Megan Derr
Fantasy political intrigue mlm and I was told the main character is trans
Btw my rating system was basically:
4/5=i enjoyed reading it and would recommend it but probably wouldnât read it again
4.5/5=I really liked it and would probably reread it
5/5= i love it, i either have or plan to reread it
#booklr#book rec#captive prince#the raven cycle#percy jackson#all for the game#I was born for this#shades of magic#carry on#iron breakers#huntress#outrun the wind#the posterchildren#six of crows#most are YA or adult#feel free to ask me about any of these!! i love talking about books#theres a lot of schools and pirates on here
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okay but imagine this
buzzfeed unsolved au where Neil is hell bent on proving ghosts are real and Andrew is Scepticalâ˘Â
Youâd think Neil wouldnât believe but boy does he do
Like this kid has so many ghost stories from his time on the road like that one time he saw his toothbrush float in the air in the middle of the night before dropping to the floorÂ
or that time in Germany where they were in this old ass house from like 1400-something and he swears he saw someone walk in and out of his room with the door closed (Mary very quickly moved them after that for other reasons)Â
then thereâs also that one time in the Millport lockerroom when he saw a kid put on old soccer clothes before noticing him and disappearing into nothingness
Ghosts are real okay and he wants Andrew to stop giving him that Look whenever he tells the foxes one of his ghost storiesÂ
So yeah one time when theyâre on a lay over Neil is like oh yeah not too far away from this airport thereâs a house thatâs haunted - scared the crap out of me back then
Allison is the one who convinces the others to go because sheâs curious and had her own encounter her first month at PSU (there was a girl murdered in the girlâs dorm 20 years before and Allison swears she saw the girl standing at the feet of her bed a bunch of times ok)Â
Allison isnât the only one. Even Aaron kind of sort of believes (granted he was drugged up when he saw,,,, something butttt)Â
So yeah they rent a car and make the like 30 minute trip to the house
its completely empty but Neil just walks up to it like he owns the placeÂ
Nicky and Matt both jump at every sound, much to the amusement of the othersÂ
Andrew just walks around bored and eventually finds a good spot to smokeÂ
Alive people already bore him enough he doesnât really feel the need to find out if ghosts are realÂ
But then Neil is there and heâs talking about all the encounters he had in this particular house and damnnnn Andrew hates him so muchÂ
(especially the way he crinkles up his nose, laughs at Matt being a Scared Baby and how alive he looks)Â
(plus Neil not talking about exy??? always a bonus in Andrewâs book)Â
So he kind of just continues walking around with Neil when his cigarette is finished
followed by the other foxes
they make so much noise that even if they could find proof it would be lost in their messinessÂ
Needless to say that at the end Andrew is Not Convincedâ˘Â
Neil seems to give up and they go back to the airportÂ
Except...
Two weeks later Neil drags him along to another supposedly haunted house
This time they only bring Nicky and Kevin (who, the history nerd he is, would definitely love to know whether or not ghosts are real and if you can ask them questions abt the time they lived in bc IMagINe that Unique Perspective)Â
Even Neil is looking at him odd but heâs not bothered okay (I live for history nerd Kevin so much u dont even know) heâs excited let him liveÂ
This time Neil is Prepared
He has the noise radio frequency thing, flashlight, sensors, etc
he knows that even if Andrew doesnât believe in ghosts he does believe in science so like lets get some mothereffing proofÂ
Nicky records the whole thingÂ
The house is old from like the 1800s and âsupposedlyâ built on a mass grave or some other spooky shit like thatÂ
All throughout the house there are places people have said theyâve encountered ghostsÂ
Like some dude who killed his wife and then himself
A shrieking lady who lost her childÂ
An unrelated child searching for her momÂ
like Thereâs some scary shit and even some video evidence floating around that looks relatively convincing so Neil figures if not here nowhereÂ
They spend the night in the house (its abandoned and probably a health hazard but lets be real if the mob literally threatened to kill you your bar of i should stay away from the thing is high)Â
Nicky is annoyingly scared of his own shadow the whole timeÂ
At some point its super quiet while they walk around the house when Kevin lets out a shriek so loud they all jump (even Andrew who sends him a deathglare and no this is totally not getting to him okay thank you very much)Â
they put sensors all throughout the house and sleep in supposedly the most haunted spot: the hallwayÂ
Thereâs all sorts of shit happening but it all could have a totally normal explanation like
thereâs a creaking up the stairs that sounds like someone is shuffling aroundÂ
to which andrew answers its an old af houseÂ
the sensors constantly blink
but there are also a bunch of rats which are very much aliveÂ
on the radio frequency thing it sounds like someone says drew look behind you in a soft womanly voice
(Nicky is Freaking Out after that but honestly thereâs nothing behind Andrew sooooo)Â
but really wasnât it proven that if you want to hear something youâll most definitely hear it???Â
Anyway while the others have difficulty sleeping Andrew sleeps like a baby for once
the irony of this is not lost on himÂ
In the morning everyone is still alive and they decide to goÂ
Andrew waits in the car, smoking a cigarette while the others pack upÂ
Nicky and Kevin both come running out the house after a few minutesÂ
Both look like they saw a ghost
Andrew sticks up a finger âI havenât seen it so I donât want to hear itâ
Instead he waits for his idiot to come out
Who does at a calm pace with the bag of stuff in handÂ
After dropping the bag in the back and sitting down next to Andrew he grinsÂ
âFigures youâre not there when something actually happensâÂ
âBetter luck next timeâÂ
He thinks that maybe thats finally it butttÂ
A week later Nicky interviews him about his experience
Because âapparentlyâ it made a good video that heâs posting on youtube so he just wanted all perspectivesÂ
Andrew just stares him down blankly until he leavesÂ
Three days later Nicky pushes his computer almost up his nose
apparently the video has been gaining traction (they sadly and very unsurprisingly did not get whatever happened at the end of the trip on tape)Â
People want more and come with all kinds of places for them to go toÂ
Surprisingly to everyone Andrew actually agrees
(mostly because of how alive it makes Neil)Â
It becomes a whole web series called Unsolved Hauntings: Exy Style
Bonus: one time Kevin gets spooked by a sound so bad he automatically throws the exy ball he was holding for stress relief and hits Andrew in the back of his head. Andrews death glare is by far the scariest thing of the whole web series and no one is sure how Kevin survived
Read part two here
#aftg#the foxhole court#andrew minyard#neil josten#kevin day#buzzfeed unsolved#this was so much fun to write omg#fandom: aftg
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Oh Death
2466 words of Kevaaron. Enjoy. <3
Kevin's been playing professionally for ten years now. He still lives and breathes exy, but he also found other things that bring him joy. History. Documentaries. Cooking. Aaron.
Aaron is a chief physician in his hospital. It's a stressful job, but very rewarding. Both of this means, though, that they have trouble meeting up. When Kevin is off, Aaron sometimes has to do a double shift at the hospital. But as long as they have each other, they don't mind. Especially in the offseason when Aaron also takes a vacation.
It's shortly before Christmas and they are both home. Kevin is in the kitchen, preparing dinner while Aaron sets the table up. It's weirdly domestic and Aaron still has trouble to believe that all of this is real.
In the background the TV is on. It's some history documentary that Kevin chose. They already watched it ten times, but Aaron doesn't mind. He likes to see Kevin smile. While they eat, they hold hands, caressing each other's skin. This is when the call comes.
Kevin frowns and looks at Aaron. Latter one just shrugs his shoulders. They barely get calls. Mostly they just use skype to keep in contact with their family. Kevin gets up and grabs the phone. "Minyard-Day?"
Kevin's face falls in a matter of seconds. His skin goes pale and his hands start shaking. Quickly Aaron jumps up and walks to him. "Where?" Aaron searches for an answer in Kevin's face, but can't find one. His heart is dropping more and more the longer he waits. "We're on our way."
"What happened?" Aaron asks after Kevin carelessly throws the phone onto the table. "My dad ... he had a stroke. They put him in a hospital."
Kevin wants to leave instantly, but Aaron orders him to sit down while he quickly packs a few things. Kevin's mind is hazy, he doesn't know what to do. Aaron comes back with a jacket over his arm. "Babe, come on." He helps him up and into his jacket before grabbing the bags. Kevin heads to the driver's side, but Aaron stops him. "I drive. It's okay."
Nothing is okay. Nothing. Kevin still shakes when he sits inside. "We gotta get to him."
"I know. We will." Aaron squeezes Kevin's hand while going way too much over the speed limit to the airport.
"I can't lose him," Kevin says, his face twisted in pain.
Aaron feels a knife pressing into his heart. "You won't." He doesn't know if it's true, but oh god, he hopes.
Aaron does all the talking at the airport. Kevin tries his best to hold it together while his thoughts get faster and faster. Why did it happen so soon? Should he have spent more time with him? Oh god, why was he so focused on exy? Was it his fault? In the airplane Aaron just holds Kevin and whispers soothing stuff into his ear until at least most of the shaking stops. Kevin is too paralyzed to share his fears, though, so he just keeps them to themselves. Aaron seems to feel it, but he just kisses the top of Kevin's head.
He can hold Kevin, but he can't save him from his own thoughts.
As they don't have a car, they go with a taxi. It's the horror for Kevin to sit still while the driver could be so much faster. He visibly tenses and Aaron is quick to notice. "I'll give you two hundred bucks more if you drive like hell is loose." The driver doesn't need to hear that twice.
After three near-death experiences, they reach the hospital. Aaron feels like throwing up - he thought Andrew drives bad - but Kevin jumps out before the car even completely stopped and runs to the hospital. Aaron sprints after him after he just pressed a wad of notes into the driver's hand. When he arrives, Kevin already set off to the stairs, probably knowing which room Wymack is in. It is hard to keep up, but he ignores his stitches in the side and runs after him.
Kevin bursts through the door without even knocking, Aaron in tow. He instantly freezes and Aaron looks around him to see what's going on. Wymack is pale. Extraordinary pale. He lies on the bed, a mass of tubes in him. His breathing is weak and his eyes are closed. Abby sits right next to him, holding onto his hand for dear life. She looks up at their arrival and manages the smallest of smiles. Her eyes are red, but she is probably done crying.
Kevin still stands still like this all isn't real. Aaron softly nudges him until he begins to move, heading slowly to his father. Aaron closes the door and follows him. His throat is tight. He's never seen Wymack like this. He's been always so strong and fierce. Now he looks like a shadow of his old self. He goes to stand next to Abby while Kevin sits down on the other side, his eyes never leaving Wymack's face. "Dad?" His voice breaks, and with it, Aaron's heart.
Wymack moves, but only ever so slightly. He opens his eyes, a weak smile playing on his lips. "Hey son."
Kevin breathes in and out a few times, obviously struggling to keep his cool. "Dad, what happened?"
Wymack tries to wave his right hand, but fails. "Don't worry about me."
Aaron can't stand to see this any longer. He needs to talk to a doctor. Because from what he sees, it definitely doesn't look good for him. "Kevin?" Kevin doesn't move, but Aaron knows he heard him. "I'll be right back. Promise."
"Where are you going?" Now Kevin's head snaps up, looking slightly scared at Aaron.
"I'm just gonna get the doctor. Don't worry."
"I'm gonna go with you, I haven't walked in hours," Abby says, squeezing Wymack's hand before also getting up. Kevin sits down while they leave the room.
Abby goes to get herself some coffee while Aaron heads to a nurse and asks for the doctor. He finds him shortly after and asks him about Wymack. The doctor's face seems troubled. That's all that Aaron needed to know. He just wants to head back as he hears a loud scream. Kevin.
He's repeating "Dad" over and over again. Aaron arrives at the door and sees the spilled cup of coffee on the floor. Abby.
Aaron barges in. "What happened?"
He doesn't need an answer after a look on the screen. Wymack's heart stopped beating. He shoves his feelings aside and gets in doctor mode. He steps by Abby, opening up Wymack's flannel and starting a cardiac massage while ordering Abby to get a doctor. Kevin's face is a mess of tears while he still holds onto his father. Doctor and nurses barge in. "We need a CPR stat!", Aaron says before giving him rescue breathing. He hears Kevin's protests as a nurse wants him to step away, but he is totally focused on Wymack right now. He hears how Abby takes Kevin away.
They fight for his life for a few minutes, but nothing. In the end, they have to give up. "Time of death: 02:05 pm," Aaron says with numb lips. He doesn't dare to look at Kevin while the other doctor leaves the room, letting the rest of the work to the nurses. He just sinks down onto the chair, burying his face in his hands. He doesn't think any patients' death hit him as hard as this. Wymack was like a father to him and a real dad to Kevin. And now he's gone.
Finally, he dares to look up. Kevin knees on the floor, staring blankly at Wymack who's been covered with a shroud. Abby has a hand put on his shoulder while tears stream over her face.
They sit like that for a while. Abby is the first one to move. "I'm gonna call the others," she means with a hoarse voice. The door closes behind her with a soft click. It seems like that wakes Kevin up from his frozen state.
Kevin's face is a grimace. Aaron stands up, but barely gets the chance to walk to him as Kevin jumps up. He pushes Aaron against the wall, hard. Aaron stops breathing for a few seconds while Kevin shakes him. "You promised he won't. You promised," Kevin sobs, fisting Aaron's flannel. "You promised. You lied. You liar!"
Aaron's eyes begin to water too. "Kev-"
Kevin slowly sinks down, still shaking Aaron. "You lied. You lied to me." He begins hitting him weakly with his fists.
"I'm sorry," Aaron says, his voice shaking. He slowly grabs Kevin's wrist, stopping him from punching him. He sinks also down while Kevin holds onto him for dear life. "I'm so sorry."
Aaron wraps his arm around Kevin, holds him while they both cry. Kevin sobs into Aaron's shirt, but he couldn't care less. He holds onto him. And holds. Holds until the shaking gets less. Until the sobs get quieter. Until the only sound in the room is Kevin's ragged breathing. Aaron feels like someone ripped his heart out.
They sit still for a while. Then Aaron slowly leans back a bit, craddling Kevin's face in his hands and wiping away his tears with his thumbs. "I'm here for you. You got me. You always will."
Kevin just nods before leaning his forehead against Aaron's. His breathing slowly evens out and matches Aaron's rhythm.
They both look up as Abby reappears. "I called them."
Aaron helps Kevin get up, slinging an arm around him. He has to be strong for him. They leave the room without looking back once.
As soon as they are in the hotel Aaron booked in the taxi, Kevin heads straight to the mini bar. Aaron lets him. Kevin didn't need alcohol as a crutch for years now. They only had wine at home, nothing strong. But Aaron knows the want to numb your own feelings. And only for today, he will let Kevin do it. He will keep an eye on him.
So he lets Kevin sit between his legs, emptying a vodka bottle in silence. There is no need to speak while he strokes his hair. It feels like a train drove over him. After an hour, Kevin starts dozing off, the last words on his lips being "Aaron". Aaron lies down with him on the small couch, holding him tightly. This night, no sleep finds Aaron.
The next days go by with funeral arrangements. Aaron and Abby organize the most, but Kevin decides the most. He wants it to be perfect.
They just sit in the living room when it knocks. Kevin stands up and opens, expecting Abby, but instead gets nearly hugged to death by Nicky. He is closely followed by Neil and Andrew. Aaron only needs to take one look at Neil's slightly red eyes before he averts his gaze again. "What -" Kevin begins, but Nicky cuts him off.
"We are here for you, Kevin!" With a look at Andrew, Nicky adds: "More or less."
Neil is seemingly too tired to glare at Nicky. Andrew is the first to move again, sitting down next to Aaron and watching him with clear eyes. They don't say anything, just look at each other. After a while, Andrew just gives a short nod. Aaron nods back. They hug each other shortly.
They all sit around the living room table, now also getting involved in the arrangements. Aaron doesn't miss how close Neil sits to Kevin, but he knows both of them were hit the hardest with Wymack's death, so he doesn't mind. Not even as Kevin gets up because it's too much and Neil indicates Aaron to sit down again while he goes after him. Aaron never really understood their friendship, but now he is really grateful for Neil.
Nicky still chatters away, trying to make the silence less heavy while they organize things. It's not pleasant that they only came together in this circumstances, but it feels good to be a whole group - a whole family - again.
For the funeral, they are all dressed in black. It's a beautiful ceremony, but doesn't help to lessen the pain in Aaron's chest. He and Kevin hold hands throughout the whole thing. While the coffin gets lowered into the ground, Aaron feels like Kevin is close to breaking his fingers, but he doesn't mind. They watch as people throw flowers into the hole, saying their last goodbyes. After they all moved on, they are the last two left.
Aaron can see Andrew, Neil and Nicky waiting on a tree a few steps away to give them their privacy.
Aaron throws a single red flower onto the coffin. He never was a very religious person, but he hopes Wymack is well, wherever he is now. He wants to leave to give Kevin some last alone time, but latter one holds him back. "No. Please stay."
Aaron nods, standing next to Kevin.
"Dad ... I already miss you. So much. I'm sorry that I couldn't save you. That I never really had time. Time that we could spend together. But ... I know she would've been proud of you. Us. And I now hope that you are going to be proud of me, too. And I hope that you will watch over me and Aaron and my family. And ... that you see mum again. I hope that you are happy."
Aaron tries to fight the tears in his eyes while Kevin doesn't even care to hide them anymore.
"Thank you for everything. I love you. I always did and always will. Goodbye, Dad." Kevin sucks in a shaky breath after his last words before turning around and falling into Aaron's arms. Aaron holds him tightly, attempting to swallow down the knot in his throat.
The world will never be the same again without Wymack.
Aaron softly kisses Kevin's tears away until he calms down. "Okay?" he whispers.
"Okay," Kevin answers, taking his hand.
They walk over to the others, Nicky embracing Kevin again, then Neil. Aaron looks at Andrew.
Maybe the world will never be the same again without Wymack.
But the world will also be okay.
Their world.
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Ahhhhh. The house smells of cinnamon and cookies, itâs warm, cozy. Hot chocolate, egg nog with an extra drop of something in it. Perfect time to settle in with some movies. Especially some scary ones, or at the very least something weird and wild. Santa-themed horror movies are a sub-genre unto their own. Usually itâs the typical slashers youâd expect. Then there are some truly great surprises, such as the disturbing psychothriller Christmas Evil, one of the greatest slashers ever made Black Christmas. And then there are other Christmas horror flicks, like the classic Gremlins. This year, I tried picking out a few holiday gems I havenât included on lists for the previous years. Some of them arenât so much gems as they are very rough yet enjoyable little trinkets picked out of the trough. Moreover, this isnât a list thatâs strict. Iâm bending the rules; in certain cases, big time. Bear with me. We all celebrate the holidays in our own way. With that in mind, letâs take a look at a few horrors worth throwing on during the season, on a dark, snowy night, in the comfort of your home where nothing bad could ever happen so close to Christmas, right? RIGHT?
Oh, and if youâre mad at something I put on the list, get a grip on yourself â Iâm in the holiday spirit, one way or another. Fucking sue me.
1) Tales from the Crypt (1972 film) 1st Segment: âAnd All Through the Houseâ
Not only does this segment involve Joan Collins playing a housewife whoâs had enough of her husbandâs shit, murdering him, it also includes a killer Santa Claus in the form of an escaped asylum patient dressed as jolly ole Saint Nick roaming free in her neighbourhood. The murderous Mr. Claus arrives while Joan is trying to cover up what sheâs done, so it makes for a real holiday treat. The part about this one that gets me is the Santa, heâs dishevelled and uneasy looking, exactly like an escaped mental patient who killed some Salvation Army bell ringer and stole his beard and outfit. Add that to a frantic Joan Collins trying her best to survive this horrible man, youâve got some fine horror for Christmastime!
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Tales from the Crypt (TV series) Season 1, Episode 2: âAnd All Through the Houseâ
This TV adaptation of the segment from the 1972 film isnât as good, but itâs still damn fun. Itâs got another solid lead female performance out of Mary Ellen Trainor, and Larry Drake as another really fucking eerie Santa. This one has a bit more dark humour than the relatively pitch black film segment. I love Trainorâs reactions to being told the police are heading to the neighbourhood to search for the escaped mental patient Santa, thereâs just something hilariously disturbing about the whole thing. Plus, we do get a bit more than the 1972 version, simply because this is a full 22 minute episode rather than the segment itself being much shorter. Gives you more bang for the buck, either way.
2)Â Rare Exports: A Christmas Tale
Equal parts pseudo-archaeology, horror, and adventure, Rare Exports: A Christmas Tale takes the story of Santa Claus into fresh, unexplored territory. On the surface itâs similar to other holidays flicks, where you feel bad for a kid. Here, that kid is Pietari Kontio (Onni Tommila). Heâs treated much like a dog. His father Rauno (Jorma Tommila) takes part in the reindeer slaughter. Business has been on the edge for a long while. Things arenât great. A massive herd of reindeer have turned up dead, taking a worse chunk out of Raunoâs business. At the same time, thereâs a British company digging into a mountain, theyâve found something peculiar: wood, and encased within it is tons of ice. Strange, no? Thatâs because Santa Claus is coming to town. Nothing to be happy about, not like the song says. If youâre looking for something pretty different from most other Killer Santa films, Rare Exports is the ticket. Itâs definitely got some stuff to make you chuckle. Itâs got even more to creep you the hell out!
3)Â Sint
Something endlessly hilarious about Christmas and Santa are how deadly serious people can get over it. Forget the Christian stuff (reminder: itâs a pagan holiday, anyway) â especially in the US, conservatives can get wildly sensitive about the portrayal of Santa Claus, a fictitious entity that gives presents to all of the kids across the world who celebrate Christmas. Thatâs why itâs likewise endlessly enjoyable to see Santa treated as a malevolent, mean spirited entity rather than one bringing yuletide joy. Sint is the tale of Sinterklaas. Now, the legend of Sinterklaas says heâs not entirely evil, though he does have helpers called Zwarte Piet (Black Pete; whole thing traditionally gets a little too close to racism for my tastes, the movie avoids any of that nonsense). The film says shag that, this guyâs a creep. And boy, does he ever get evil, too. Director Dick Maas (De Lift, Amsterdamned) makes the legendary figure into a former bishop who has gone rogue, leading a gang of thieves looting villages. Heâs killed one night, and every 23 years after, on that same night when a full moon is in the sky, the old bishop, St. Nicholas returns to kill. Dig in. This oneâs fun, itâs weird, and makes no bones about doing its own thing. Fantastic Christmas horror! One of my favourite seasonal horror movies out there.
4)Â Good Tidings
This isnât anything special, itâs not going to blow any minds. Good Tidings suffers from poor acting, whereas it excels in atmosphere. Particularly, the murderous Santa(s) here makes for true holiday terror. When three psychopaths lay siege to a homeless shelter celebrating Christmas, a poor war veteran must revert to old, long abandoned ways in order to help him and others survive. This has a lot of problems. Above all, this is creepy, there are lots of spooky scenes and little moments to unsettle you. The score, when itâs good, it is damn good, and a throwback to the 1980s when the killer Santa flick was thriving. Donât expect too much, then this one will definitely provide a fun night with some friends, a glass of nog, and a bit of Christmas grub.
5)Â Silent Night, Bloody Night
Several films on the list are only barely connected to Christmas, Silent Night, Bloody Night is no exception. The event which acts as catalyst for the whole plot and story of the film involves Christmas Eve. Other than that it isnât much related. Still, this is a pretty wild and genuinely good slasher before the sub-genre of horror was officially a thing. This was released in 1972, before Black Christmas, Halloween, any of the other films that defined the slasher going forward. Now Iâm not daring to claim this was hugely influential, nor is it anywhere near as good as those aforementioned slasher flicks. Not at all. But, itâs interesting to see that this was doing things these other movies made staples of the sub-genre. Like the score, itâs a classic. And thereâs lots of blood, blasphemous killing with the soiling of Christian iconography. In addition youâve got some odd arthouse-style filmmaking going on, particularly when it gets to flashbacks to the Christmas Eve night in question. A wild ride all around. Definitely worth a shot around Christmas, to put you in that mood. Horrific Highlight: Youâll know what it is when you see it. The broken glass moment is one of fucking nightmares, itâs indescribable. Watch. Be terrorised.
6)Â Dexter Season 1, Episode 11: âTruth Be Toldâ
Just like the first Christmas episode of The X-Files, Dexter uses the holidays to dig deeper into its characters, namely the titular one, whose past begins to erupt further in âTruth Be Toldâ â not only do we gradually discover more bits of Dexter (Michael C. Hall), we discover more of the other characters, from Deb (Jennifer Carpenter) to the Ice Truck Killer himself. There are plenty of things going on here. The meat of the episode is the latest Ice Truck Killer crime scene, fine holiday treats for the forensic team and the cops to deal with, and though the whole episode isnât Christmas-centric, the lights shine in the backdrop, the crime scene itself is smack dab in the midst of the holiday season. Then, when you get to the last few minutes, the plot gets cooking with gas. Doesnât have tons of holiday flavour. What it does have is excellent suspense and tension. You canât ask for more than that.
7)Â To All a Goodnight
The one and only feature film directed by actor David Hess (Krug from Last House on the Left and Alex in The House on the Edge of the Park) is, as expected, appropriately sleazy considering some of the films heâs done. This is a true Killer Santa premise, one that doesnât stray at all from a formula thatâs become the standard for Christmas horror. A group of young people + some breasts + bunch of blood courtesy of a naughty Santa + isolated environment + redder than red herrings = To All a Goodnight. Nothing special. Yet the cinematographyâs surprising, really enjoyable. Then thereâs the classic slasher score, which aids in building good suspense for the mostly by-the-numbers stuff; add to that a little eccentric music, it gives the score something extra. A lot of this is generic. Itâs still fun, creepy at times, and just a proper flick to toss on with some friends at Christmas, if for nothing else but to have a laugh.
8)Â Prometheus
Ridley Scottâs Prometheus (just like Alien: Covenant) gets shit on a lot. Father Gore loves both these films. Because theyâre fun, theyâre vast stories with far reaching themes, and we get more of the birth of the xenomorph, the world Scott began building in â79 with the masterpiece, Alien. For all the shit it gets, Prometheus is a fantastic sci-fi film. And, Iâm going to go out on a limb suggesting the Christmas connection isnât one thatâs added for nothing. Itâs not merely fodder for a fun Idris Elba moment. Weâre dealing with thematic content here concerning the existence of a God, as humans have known it. Follow me here. If Elizabeth Shaw (Noomi Rapace) and Charlie Holloway (Logan Marshall-Green) prove that God doesnât exist, at least not in the form Christianity imagined, then thereâs no birth of Christ, all that. Therefore, no Christmas. So, for me, the holiday specific scene in Prometheus is an especially tragic one, like weâre watching this Christmas go on in the shadow of much bigger things, perhaps the last Christmas as they know it.
9)Â The Children
Technically, this is cheating: The Children takes place just before the New Year. However, itâs a snowy, holiday-themed horror, itâs got the vibes of a Christmas horror flick. I vote it goes on the list. And, well, thereâs nobody to stop me, right? And lord, is this ever a brutal, effective, mean little film. At only 80 minutes, director Tom Shanklandâs The Children pulls not a single punch. Itâs well acted, particularly in the case of Hannah Tointon who plays Casey, the sole teenager in the story. Itâs a nasty horror, crossing the borders of decency in all the right ways, asking violent questions about the differences between adults and children in a primitive sense, as well as just a plain tense movie. Special Mention: The editing and sound design during the dinner scene will have you stressed out, ready to snap yourself. But the kids, they snap first. Boy, do they ever snap. This is the worst â in an appropriate way for the plot â dinner scene in cinema history, or at least in the top three. Makes me physically tense. Love it; but Iâm a masochist.
10)Â All Through the House
This one isnât one youâll write home about â do not anticipate any impressive acting, above all else. If you can check expectations at the door, All Through the House plays out as a significant, relatively fresh twist on the Killer Santa sub-genre of horror movies. There are only so many different ways a guy ends up in a Santa suit, murdering people. This flick sort of flips the script, as far as it can, anyway. The reveal wonât blow your socks off. Nevertheless, it will disturb the hell out of you. Thatâll also explain, later in the film, why early on so many penises are cut off; not that misandry isnât my thing, because it kind of is, yâknow. (sorry, not sorry.) Highlight: Santa humping the air with a pair of garden shears. Itâll be more horrifying when you actually figure out who the character is in the reveal later on.
11)Â Krampus
What I anticipated as being a cheesy Christmas movie with a few scares turned out to be a few good scares with a deliciously twisted Christmas movie wrapped around it. Krampus is, essentially, set around what happens when a family made up of staunch Republicans and Democrats have to come together for the holidays, co-existing in one relatively small space for a matter of days on end. So, when one boy starts taking the season for granted, wishing his family werenât a bunch of shitheads, the folklore figure Krampus lays siege to his neighbourhood, his home, and decides to take the kid a lesson. Not only is there some enjoyable holiday horror, this flick is funny. The cast is phenomenal â Adam Scott, Toni Collette, David Koechner, and Allison Tolman play the couples, all in-laws with their kids. And the young actors are pretty great, too. Itâs Krampus and his legion of mischievous creatures that seal the deal. From toys coming to evil life to gingerbread men attacks and more, the horror is as fun as the comedy. What do I love most about Krampus? Itâs not necessarily the typical Christmas movie, in that it may not end up where you expect. In a lot of ways, this story stays true to the Krampus legends. That means be good, boys and girls. Else youâll get a visit, and it wonât be from no Santa Claus, either.
12)Â The X-Files Double Feature Season 5, Episode 6: âChristmas Carolâ
Not only is this a Christmas episode of The X-Files, one of my most beloved shows on television, ever, this is also an episode that plays into the overall series mythology, as well as a strong, emotional, personal dive into the history of Agent Dana Scully (Gillian Anderson), whose infertility plays a large part in the story. When Scully goes home for the holidays, she soon starts getting strange phone calls. She winds up in the midst of an investigation, which soon proves to reveal things about her own past, things that, on the surface, look too impossible to be true. Even though the Christmas connection here isnât huge, it provided Vince Gilligan & Co. a reason to have Scully reunite with family, setting off all the personal issues and emotions she faces throughout the episode. Thereâs a second part conclusion, âEmilyâ â that one doesnât have anything to do with Christmas. But âChristmas Carolâ is absolutely an interesting part of the series, not just a one-off holiday episode, rather a big piece in Scullyâs puzzle. But letâs move on to the other Christmas episode of the series, one that also includes Agent Fox Mulder (David Duchovny)!
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Season 6, Episode 6: âHow the Ghosts Stole Christmasâ
Mulderâs âa left cheek sneakâ fart reference gets this Christmas episode rolling with tongue planted firmly in cheek. All the better compared with Scully and her unimpressed attitude about being called out by her partner to an old house on Christmas Eve to deal with âingrained cliches from a thousand different horror filmsâ Mulder is, as usual, interested in. When Agent Mulder calls Agent Scully out to a creepy house theyâll be staking out, both the agents get more than they bargained for after they get inside and the house is much more than it seems. A dash of haunted house, a little Christmas spirit, some laughs, some scares and an intense showdown in the friendship between Agents Scully and Mulder. A fun, eerie, suspenseful chapter of The X-Files, pitting that usual sceptical, empirical mind of Scully against the ever theoretical, hopeful belief of Mulder, as the two FBI agents search through the old place. They even run into Ed Asner and Lily Tomlin who play the couple living in the house. Lots of good stuff. Good, weird fun for the holidays!
13)Â The Twilight Zone Double Feature Season 2, Episode 11: âNight of the Meekâ
Art Carney is a treasure. The Twilight Zoneâs âNight of the Meekâ is only one of the reasons why. This is the tale of a department store Santa whoâs fallen into the bottle a bit hard. But he knows it. And he knows too much, about the world, about pain, of struggle, all those things. What starts out as a depressing tale of a rundown man becomes something else entirely. Not the typical Rod Serling-style fare that youâd expect. Definitely magical, fantastical, and like many great Twilight Zone episodes, thereâs a message behind the story, about the nature of giving versus receiving during the holidays.
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Season 3, Episode 14: âFive Characters in Search of an Exitâ
 Thereâs not much to say about this one, because saying too much runs the fun. Maybe donât even pay much attention to the pictures, either. Anyway, âFive Characters in Search of an Exitâ is not simply a Christmas-adjacent episode of The Twilight Zone, itâs one of the top ten greatest episodes of television that exists. Some people will tell you thatâs not true, that itâs an overrated episode which gets more credit than it deserves. Fuck those people. This episode is tight, it is tense, and the reveal is worth a thousand twists in other films and television. You wonât realise itâs a Christmas episode until you get to those final moments. When all is revealed, then youâll understand.
14) Terry Gilliamâs Brazil
Another cheat. Not a Christmas movie. However, it does feature Christmas, to a degree. Itâs set during Christmastime, one of the initial scenes involves a family enjoying the holiday together in their quaint apartment before the ever present bureaucracy in their dystopian society comes crashing through the living room, into their lives. Brazilâs all about bureaucracy. Terry Gilliam uses Christmas to exemplify the materialism of this society where he sees us headed. Weâre caught up in his weird world, where every dumb custom, every rule, every last little thing is enforced, and everything costs money, and shopping is like one of the deepest circles in Dante Alighieriâs Hell. In short, Gilliamâs Brazil presents Christmas in its purest, most rotten economic form. Much as I love the holidays, heâs not wrong.
15)Â American Horror Story Season 2, Episode 8: âUnholy Nightâ
 I love American Horror Story. Fuck the haters. Season 2: Asylum has a special place in my chilly little heart because of the themes and the location, just an all around terror. The eighth episode the season, âUnholy Nightâ, is a particularly creepy chapter of Asylum. Thereâs lots of naughty stuff going on at Briarcliff, between the devil using Sister Mary Eunice (Lily Rabe) as his Earthly plaything, a stark raving mad Ian McShane playing a man traumatised by the holiday season, and much more. Itâs McShane who makes this episode so memorable. He does appear in a second episode afterwards, but itâs this one where he leaves his best, darkest mark. At the start of the episode his criminal Santaâs laying out what heâll do to a couple he has tied up, and his remark to the husband â as well as the look on his face while saying the line â is chilling beyond chilling. Even if you donât like the series, this episode is worth watching if you want some Christmas horror. And thereâs some horror, as is usual for AHS. Try not to laugh when McShane bawls: âWell I donât wanna be in your shitty picture, then.â Just be prepared for lots of horrific, unsettling holiday horror around the handful of laughs.
16) Syfyâs Happy!
Happy! stars Chris Meloni as a washed up hitman who starts seeing a little kidnapped girlâs imaginary friend, a blue, flying unicorn (voiced by comedian Patton Oswalt) after the girl is taken by a psycho, meth smoking Santa Claus. Not sure if thereâll be a Season 2, but Season 1 takes place during the holiday season, obviously, as a really bad Santa is the focus of the crime plot. Surrounding that is a ton of mayhem, laughs a-plenty, two excellent performances from Meloni and Oswalt, and on top of that? Itâs violent as hell, just as twisted. The visuals are exactly like a comic book, seeing as how the story comes from a Grant Morrison work. Check this out, because Season 1âs been perfectly messed up TV for the holiday season! It isnât horror, so to speak, yet it has the right amount of madness to be proudly on this list.
Father Goreâs Films & TV to Ruin Christmas Ahhhhh. The house smells of cinnamon and cookies, it's warm, cozy. Hot chocolate, egg nog with an extra drop of something in it.
#A Christmas Carol#And All Through the House#Christmas Horror#Happy!#Ian McShane#Killer Santa#Krampus#Rod Serling#Sint#slasher#Tales from the Crypt#Twilight Zone#X Files
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Do you think the Fishing Hamlet still exists, or is it simply continuing in the nightmare? Like, do the fish people still live there, or was everyone and everything massacred? Also, why would the hunters kill Kos? Wouldn't they want to protect great one's? That theory that Gehrman and Lady Maria killed Kos never made sense to me, like Redgrave (creator of the "paleblood hunt", comprehensive lore book on bloodborne) said "I think that's stupid."
If it still exists itâs most likely abandoned.
If not, and it was dragged into the nightmare like the Lecture Building did we can assume that the survivors are the ones we met in the Nightmare-Hamlet. If I am not mistaken, the Fishing Hamlet Priest is referred as a âsurvivorâ in the guide. Obviously, the guide isnât 100% canon but I still think it makes sense.
I feel like most of them were killed and those who werenât got captured and experimented on by the scholars (a fate way worse than death)
Skull of a local from the violated fishing village. The inside of the skull was forcibly searched for eyes, as evidenced by innumerable scratches and indentations. No wonder the skull became stewed in curses. [Accursed Brew]
As we can see from this item, the villagers do look human-ish under their weird garb covered in seashells and seaweed. My assumption is that they slowly turned into fish-like beings because of the influence of the corpse of Kos that washed ashore long before the huntersâ arrival. So I do agree with you/with Redgrave, it makes no sense for them to have killed Kos⌠unless she was aggressive and they had to defend themselves, which I doubt. Great Ones seem to be intelligent and peaceful beings. Most of them, and those who became their kin (like Rom) are all nice and fluffy. Ebrietas is just minding her own business and even willingly cooperates with the Choir, so does the brain of Mensis (hey, itâs not its fault if our inferior brains canât comprehend its majestic beauty!) and even Moon Presence doesnât just plunge down and attacks us. Sheâs not a beast, yâknow?! She gently grabs us, tests us, and if weâre strong enough to resist THEN she goes berserk on the hunter. The Orphan doesnât count, his mother wasnât there to teach him manners and he has tons of good reasons to want to see all the hunters dead.
I never read Redgraveâs essay on purpose because I didnât want my interpretation of the lore to get influenced by it, but Iâve watched most of his videos and he is an awesome dude! I completely disagree with his theories about the Mensis ritual and Brador but I think that he got many other things right, including this one.
Kos was already dead and if someone was killed by someone else on that beach Iâd say it was the Orphan at the hands of Gehrman. Which is the reason why I believe the curse exists in the first place and why my boi Gehrman is directly tied to the Orphan himself. Kos didnât care about the villagers even if they revered her as a goddess, all she cared for, just like all Great Ones do, was her progeny.
âCurse the fiends, their children too. And their children, forever true.â
The Hunters robbed Kos of what was most important to her. And she cursed them not only to a life of endless hunt and torment but also to know that their successors wonât find peace either. Gascoigne and his daughters are, in a sense, the last link in that chain.
Kos is most likely not completely âdeadâ since Great Ones are supposed to exist on a different plane than ours so they may technically only appear in physical form to us while still existing somewhere else in some other form. Itâs a staple of Lovecraftâs horror that such entities canât really die and the fact that we need to kill that small black thing rising from Kos body to get the nightmare slain message supports this theory. Even the angels/pilgrims of Londor in The Ringed City seem to work in a similar fashion and yes I know thatâs a different franchise but they are still ascended, powerful beings.
I do believe that the one placing the curse on the hunters is Kos herself and that what we hear as we get transported to the Hunterâs Nightmare is her voice. She even answers her sonâs call by channeling thunder from the sky/cosmos into her dead body to blast the hunter. Kos is definitely still _somehow_ present and Micolash knows it. His ravings may be less random than we may think. He knows that sheâs still powerful and that all she wants is another child.
Nightmarish rituals crave a newborn. Find one, and silence its harrowing cry.
And well, Hail the Nightmare is literally a prayer to Kos:
Mater sanguine [The motherâs blood]Â
Redemptionis nostrae [our redemption]
Exi et exi, et pleba tua salus [Get out and out, and your people shall be saved]
and.. and.. thereâs even other stuff that adds up but Iâd say thatâs enough for now :D
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