#but the act of doing the thing is it yk?
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If the gang found out there was a were-hyena stuck in a zoo exhibit a la Buffy the Vampire Slayer
*new were-hyena*
Stiles: Alright, now wait a goddamn minute! You're werewolves. Took a bit of an adjustment period but I was cool with that. Jackson became a Kamina when he got turned then became a werewolf with Kamina features ‘cause that's totally normal. Then Malia showed up as a fucking were-coyote which is fine, whatever. I had seen weirder shit by that point! Then Kate Argent became a were-jaguar? But, sure, why not. And fucking Theo is half werewolf AND half were-coyote– that I can kind of rectify because it was the dread doctors’ doing and shouldn't have existed. Of course, it wouldn't exist if you had listened to me when I told you he was evil at the start—
Derek: Stiles.
Stiles: Fine! But I was cool with all of that and now you're telling me there's a fucking were-hyena stuck in the zoo?
Scott: An evolved were-hyena who's stuck in hyena form…
Stiles: Because that makes it so much better. What's next? Were-lions? Were-tigers? Were-bears?
Peter: Oh my…
Stiles points at Peter: Thank you, Peter, for getting the joke. Back to my rant—
#I just imagine the pack in Derek's loft#they're all acting like this is nothing#Stiles is meanwhile loosing his shit#like what do you mean there's another were-thing?!#It just feels very stiles core yk#teen wolf#stiles stilinski#incorrect teen wolf quotes#scott mcall#derek hale#peter hale#mieczyslaw stiles stilinski#mtv teen wolf
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thinking about this scene 🙁
bro just watched his husband get vaporized right in front of his eyes
^^ this just gets me a lot
he doesn’t let himself think about the fact Charles is gone
his parental instincts kick in
he knows Charles would want him to focus on Jean instead of him
“My Dear, come with me.”
THAT’S HIS DAUGHTER‼️‼️‼️😭😿☹️ (in this universe he signed the adoption papers with Charles)
#aughh Ian McKellen and his acting abilities ✋😭🤚#anyway Erik totally cried once he was alone#sobbed all the way through the night just like he did with Magda and Nina#wait did apocalypse happen in this universe…. 🤨#sigh these timelines are wacky as shit#i understand them but yk why do they have to be complicated#THIS IS WHY WE NEED CONSISTENCIES!!!#SO THINGS MAKE SENSE!!!#sighh 😒#cherik#erik lehnsherr#magneto#xmen#jean grey#xmcu#xmen the last stand#wish does not shut up
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oh boy im having thoughts about miquella and malenia again!!!
i don't know if it was intentional or not but like yk seeing malenia's entire character and seeing how the most important thing to her (save for her brother) is her dignity and her pride and her sense of self. after a lifetime of fighting the scarlet rot malenia is someone who still resists it every day no matter how strong it gets because she is someone who will fight to the bitter end to make sure it doesn't overtake her, to make sure that she's still just her and not the vessel for the rot.
(of course, the exception to this is when she bloomed in aeonia and in her fight with us, but I'll call those last-ditch attempts arising out of desperation so)
you get it malenia suffers every day of her life and the rot threatens to consume her but she refuses to let it win and instead completely rejects it and scorns it; she won't let it take away what makes her her.
and contrast it with the dlc where we see her brother miquella do exactly the opposite of what she does. because of his crosses, we see how much of himself miquella has lost how he constantly sheds pieces of himself in his effort to become a god to the point where he even discards his love, his other half st. trina.
he did all this to fulfill his goals, to succeed in what he thought was right; what he thought was a necessary sacrifice that would only bring him closer to his goals of a kind and compassionate world. only the problem is it ended up making him into something he was not; miquella the kind was certainly not like miquella the unalloyed.
i am aware that miquella even in the base game was not the wow sunshine jesusesque figure that did no wrong and was purehearted through and through. even then there were hints to a more complex character, but I think the difference between miquella the kind and miquella the unalloyed is that the miquella of before was someone who cared so so deeply on such a personal level; he was someone who put his heart and soul into helping each and everyone whether it be by crafting prosthetics or needles for his sister to ward away the rot and the meddling of outer gods or whether it was to try to give his brother godwyn a proper death; he was someone who cared very very deeply and in a very personal manner. but afterwards, I think in his quest for godhood miquella became someone very distant, very impersonal in the way a benevolent god who is looking out for everyone and who is "doing the right thing no matter what because ik better and I have the power to fix things" is. he is very removed from that which he once was; he abandoned himself and subsequently abandoned the very ideals he was fighting for.
miquella the kind still wants a world filled with peace and compassion but now, he is a god, now he is someone willing to take the most drastic of measures because now he is no longer the boy that was miquella the unalloyed that believed in an age of compassion with love present. you cannot have compassion without having love which, of course, miquella the kind has abandoned.
i don't know there's just something interesting about these siblings where one has continuously resisted the urge of an outer god who is trying to force her into being something she does not want to be and then there is the one who willingly rips away that which makes him him because he thinks that this will help him become someone he should be; it will help him become the god that will fix this broken world.
#elden ring#elden ring sote#sote#sote spoilers#shadow of the erdtree#elden ring shadow of the erdtree#miquella#miquella the unalloyed#miquella the kind#malenia#malenia blade of miquella#malenia the severed#oh boy i sure do love having thoughts about the twins!!!#twins just can't catch a break in elden ring can they like#anyways yes this just makes me ill#malenia fighting with everything she has despite the rot taking sm from her because she won't be forced into becoming something she isn't#and miquella willingly becoming someone very far removed from what he once was because he's still naive enough to think it's for the best#fun fun times.#wish we got more malenia mentions in the dlc like#yk nice mentions#mentions of maybe how much miquella loved his sister and how much she loved him wow what about that!!!#what about the fact that he started all this to help her wow!!!#i have major issues with how the dlc handles certain things#particularly pertaining to miquella and malenia#but i still think it's interesting to analyze the characters anyways#funny little constrasts yk#it's INSANE how miquella either parallels or acts as a foil to sm characters#my favorites have to be the really obvious ones being ranni and marika but everyone else is also really cool#i wonder though#like what malenia's reaction would be to miquella the kind
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Seungmin saying they changed song by so it would be easier for people to watch and listen and then me seeing people going "Yes! It's good it's on tiktok and shorts now" and I'm like. Oh. You're all so fucking stupid <3
#half the videos were 10 minutes long#and i say this as an ADHD HAVER MYSELF#if you cant watch something that inst filled with bright colours yelling and childish humour#or a fucking tiktok length#like. well I have nothing to say to you actually highly doubtful you'd even read this far tbh 👍#like we'll never get anything more earnest and serious from skz again if things keep going this way#like the fact these no attention span people keep being catered too is so........... No#same with the songs- I complained about the songs all being fucking 2 minutes 20 seconds#like we all know its b/c of ig reels tiktok and yt shorts we all know this but Fuck who cares lets just go along i guess#i don't think people should watch stuff they are not interested in. i really don't.#but the amount of comments i read on those videos that were just so Nothing#no thought at all#idk like maybe try to listen to what hes saying and formulate anything outside of 'Omg best vocal best visual how many international fans?!#yk what i mean?#you bothered to watch it how about using your brain a little#also makes his whole Im Trying To Get A Moment in all the codes lowkey like.... yeah you pretty much do have to do that huh#like. they cant have down days or quiet days. Just be on all the time and be acting and funny all the time b/c thats all anyone wants-#so cool#there's no room for earnestness. no room for being a little thoughtful and serious. nuh uh#hopefully he does go back to explaining his thoughts after the tour but tbh I dont have a lot of hope for that :)
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Thoughts on omega dazai lol?
oh BOY!!!! Why do you think he has underlying sexual tension with half the cast of bsd? Why did he put himself in essentially “princess who needs to be rescued” situations TWICE?! I’m pretty sure in Dead Apple and Mersault he was begging chuuya to mark him
#but to be real#I like the fics where he’s an omega but doesn’t show it yk?#like it adds another layer to his not feeling human that he doesn’t even act like a proper omega or have the proper urges#and there’s also another layer of vulnerability that comes with the whole mating thing that’s just interesting to see from and for Dazai#like I’m pretty sure if someone told him he didn’t have to be so calculating and strategic and scheming all the time and that things would#- be taken care of and his friend would be safe then he would fold figuratively and literally#like his whole thing is about trying to feel human and build those relationships and a family that I think it works better as an omega#but also he’s SUCH a bottom#so do with that what you will#annies asks#bsd
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on top of all the other things i feel bad about now the sight of my scars is also starting to piss me off😒😒😒😒
#hypocrite of the year lmao#I'M SORRRYYYYYYYY#i'll get over it#genuinely thought abt wearing like a bandage like dazai just so i wouldn't have to see them#it does seem like a good idea bc it would also stop me from picking at them but .#i would rather shoot myself than to act like i'm ashamed of them now in front of my dad lmao#as long as i am under the same roof as him i shall be showing them off#bc i know he doesn't like them either lmao#WELL THAT'S TOO DAMN BADDDD#mayor of loserville#tw skin picking#tw sh related#???kinda#just in case#yk the thing is that they're not actually that .#well in a way they are i suppose...#if you count skin picking and me letting my cat scratch me up as sh lmao#now before you come for shrimp he's not doing anything wrong i just always let him do it#ever since he was little#and so he does think of my hand as a toy in a sense yk?#anyway it'd be fine if i just didn't pick at the scratches#they would heal just fine and then it wouldn't be a big thing#but i am incapable of doing that#INCAPABLE
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MALAKAI WILL PERISHHHHH AND CRUMBLE AT MY FEET AT THE HANDS OF MEGUMI DONT EVEN PLAY. worldstarrrrrrrrrrrr Twitter fight video
(Hi boobooo ilysmmm i hope ur having a good day 🫀🫀😛)
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if malakai was ever a love interest (will he? will he not? 👀) i’m pretty sure megumi would feel REALLY secure in his relationship with y/n 😭 like, he wouldn’t even feel threatened by THAT, iygwim?? 💀 like malakai as his competition guarantees him a win, i think. unless kai pulls out some of that poetic english he speaks in (he’s really good at analysing dark poetry, old poems like my last dutchess or stories with dark themes).
(hello ml, this made me die laughing you have no idea 😭 had the worst day today but made instantly better when i saw this weirdly-detailed message sent by you 😧)
#is the debate still happening?#malakai vs megumi?#malakai mortimer#really wishing the anon who came up with the analysis would come and out herself#but yk what meme it reminds me of (particularly with the way our fav 1l-ynn is acting rn)#the alvin and the chipmunk meme#theodore simon and alvin standing outside the house#come outside lil bro we’re not gonna jump you#💀#poor anon 😭#funny thing is her analysis makes sense despite me not even confirming it#LMAOOO 😭#LIKE HOW DO I EVEN DEBUNK IT?#or maybe this is an act to cover up the fact that it’s actually real…#and anon was right all along…?#👀#on another note#thank you 1l ynn <3#cutie#see her in my inbox and start giggling cutely (there is no cute way for me to giggle)#like trying to act mysterious in public is IMPOSSIBLE when i see her user in my notifs#you should see the way i stumble over myself getting excited 😭#liar liar asks!
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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.
I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?
i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...
#snap chats#thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA#ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth#obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril#charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses#he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids#of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not#charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good#even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars#so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue#we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students#he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless#im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu#obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially#tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute#i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc#if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart#'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool#i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask#so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA#idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ
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oh hot takes on unimportant matters that i don't outright disagree with... oh how i love you
#saw a post on r/hazbin “which of these characters would be the best babysitter”#one of the options is val#and like i AM kind of upset that everyone's trusting lucifer more than angel dust when we've seen how they both are#but a very tiny handful (VERY TINY OFC) is saying val#one person got downvoted for suggesting that#but like#while everyone in the comments is suggesting he'd... do things to the child#and it's rational enough to equate all kinds of predators with each other and act like they're synonymous#what if he really wouldn't?#yk?#what if - although this doesn't make him any better of a person nor is it quite valid - he draws the line at children?#what if by some crazy coincidence he actually is surprisingly good with children?#i mean personally i wouldn't trust him#i'm just sayin'
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Im in the process of rewriting Hamilton the musical in my head to fit my founders izuna lives AU and its going surprisingly well
#yk in like ”drawn digitally with changed lyrics when the real ones don’t fit” way#ANIMATION it’s called animation#I can’t draw#one day I’ll learn#for now the best I can do is detailed script of how it would go#izuna doesn’t die#I’m not using every Hamilton song#because some of them probably won’t fit#they’re also very out of order#and rn mostly from act 1#uchiha izuna#madara uchiha#hashirama senju#senju tobirama#uchiha things#senju things#naruto#naruto shippuden#naruto founders#founders era
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one little pet peeve I have with media is when they don't give any weight to killing people and just go '...yes?' when people ask 'hey is it OK to kill our enemies?' as if it's not a difficult moral question
#personal crap#this is about of all things the toh finale#I've tried to keep quiet about this for like 18 months so hopefully no one will come after me for this#but since i just saw someone call it an s tier finale... I'm sorry but to me it's a c tier at best#i just hate how lightly they took killing belos#i don't mind that they didn't redeem him or even that they killed him#i mind that they treated killing him as something completely ethically above board and something you shouldn't have any pause about#like luz basically does the doctor's 'do i have the right' bit from genesis of the daleks and they go 'are you fucking stupid? yes!'#i think telling a 12 year old to kill someone should be handled a bit more gracefully yk?#and the worst part is i swear no one agrees with me they act like it's more unreasonable#that (say) aang and steven react to being told to kill their enemies by going 'what the fuck? no!'#once again: I'm not saying they should've redeemed belos#I'm saying they shouldn't have excitedly rushed into murdering him#if they'd handled it in more of a 'it didn't have to be this way' way like with shadow weaver or simon in infinity train#I'd have been ok with it#but it just felt mean spirited af to me
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I'm genuinely going crazy because of jon snow. I haven't been able to think about anything else for the last two weeks, when I watched the fourth season of got- now I finished it and everything is worse!!! I have thirty tabs on chrome of fics about jon snow. I'm writing a fic about jon snow. I impulsively ordered the first two books because everyone says book jon is even better and I'll go get them tomorrow cause I need to consume more content about jon snow I need to absorb him like cream on skin. I've watched every jon snow edit ever made, even the ones with the ugly music and the fifty seconds intro and the ugliest phosphorescent fonts and four likes. I can't think about anything that isn't my doomed by the narrative boy jon snow. I had like two second to breath a little when I had my three days jamie phase but now nothing can distract me from jon snow. not hotd second season, not cregan stark's beautiful face JUST SEEING HIM MADE ME THINK ABOUT JON not jace's beautiful crying face not emma d'arcy breathtaking acting. just jon snow. and this isn't a cry for help is a send me every good jon snow fic you have please!!!! doomed by the narrative jon snow has full control over me.
#jon snow#this post is about jon snow if it wasn't clear#got#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#game of thrones#do we want to talk ab arya???? my precious daughter#im currently ignoring many things#let's act like my canon is the true canon#daenerys/jon actually ruined my life yk#i love them too much for this
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extremely messed up that covid can have long term mental side effects they don’t tell you about actually
#this isn’t even fair it’s a physical illness#tbf it wasn’t the covid itself that got me it was the subsequent quarantine#cw unreality#cw dissociation#for tags#bc i got covid in like?? 2022 i think#and got so bad during the quarantine that i now have long term issues with unreality in media#and it’s not as bad as some peoples obviously i’m not saying that#but there’s a sense of like. i would’ve been able to handle this a few years ago#it’s getting better to be fair but like. it’s been two years#could barely handle act 5 of isat#the aftermath wasn’t too bad though to be fair. i went to bed directly after and the morning was fine#but there were points where i should have gotten up and picked it up in the morning#cant do welcome home even though it seems like something i’d like#it’s not a terrible thing yk it’s just frustrating. and hard to explain as a side effect of covid#like you see the quarantine and being alone and scared all the time really messed with my head and now i can’t handle this specific thing
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Soooo what are y’all’s hcs on the Tweak family 🤔🤔🤔
#lowkey I like to hc it as a generational trauma type of thing for Mr Tweak#I feel like Richard was a LOT like Tweek when he was little#very anxious and unsure of himself#he mentions in the gnomes episode I believe that his business has been going on 30 years#and was passed down to him by his father by his father before him#growing up I think that he too was given a lot of this coffee by his father#and over the years he was conditioned and manipulated into accepting this as the norm#in hopes that he would one day take over the business#when he was finally old enough his father shared the family recipe with him and at that point he had pretty much been brainwashed#I think he sees a lot of his younger self in tweek which is why he’s so condescending towards him and so determined to steer him down the#same path. Repeating the cycle and all that#and when Tweek is old enough he plans on sharing the family’s secret as his father did with him#MRS Tweak on the other hand is an interesting one#we know so little about her but I feel like her personality also says a lot about her#she’s definitely better than Mr Tweak but she’s still very complacent and neglectful#I think what stands out to me the most about her though is the way her personality can completely switch up at times#most of the time she has this eerily calm almost docile personality#but other times she’s a LOT more attentive and caring#yk like a normal mom#COMPLETELY different from how she usually acts#but the episode that gets me the most is “Gnomes#where she actively goes against Richard’s attempt to manipulate the kids and use them for business ventures#yet this is the same mom that actively poisons her son? presumably for the business??#like it doesn’t make sense to me#I’ve seen someone suggest that Richard has been drugging her too#and BOY would that be a twist#definitely would explain the sudden shift in personality#i definitely think it would be interesting if she was in the dark about a lot of this too#not using this as an excuse as I still do think she is SOMEWHAT negligent on her own but I do think it could explain some things#south park
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Maybe I'm projecting and being hopeful but I mentioned to M that I don't even get to shit by myself in peace lmao and I feel like something clicked for him. Bc I was like hey, at least you get private bathroom breaks at work (noncombative). And since then he's been a lot more acquiescent when I ask if I can nap and stuff
#he's never rly said no he just used to be like 'well whaf if i want to nap' like in the early parenting days#which evolved into 'yeah i guess'-type responses#lately he's more like 'yeah!' like his tone is less. whatever it was before#same with any requests i make in general like if he'll put e down for bed and stuff#idk my weird episode epiphany thing i went through last week has me feeling much less patient and self-questioning#it's just a fact that constantly asking myself if i'm being considerate enough of others has done nothing for me#like it hasn't even improved my relationships.. i don't really have any lol#like i'm done biting my tongue bc idk if i've properly considered their perspective.. i end up blowing up at minor things as a result anyway#like it makes me a worse partner fr#i also really feel like i've been putting daggers thru my own spirit by doing this for so long#like i need to stop troubleshooting my existence like 'what if i conform this way' 'what if i conform that way'#here's what if: you will be profoundly unhappy and no one who you love will truly know you#this is such a tangent off what i started talking about but basically i'm done reflexively wondering#every time i feel wronged disrespected etc. if actually i'm the one in the wrong. it really is reflexive#the way m's mom responded to me setting a boundary was a wake up call like apparently she just read into what i was saying too much#so hypothetically it wasn't the boundary she was angry about but how she thought i set it#but like i don't have any time for you if my extremely sincere and straightforward communication isn't good enough for you#like i'm not going to be understanding of your inability to take me at face value we didn't both fuck up. You did#and that's how i'm going to act. like You fucked up. yk
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not me curling my laptop charger wire the way you curl band equipment cords HAHAHA god i miss it
#i really said “okay big performance in the city square let's make this work” and i did but absolute fuckery of the manager just made me...#and she also used to complain about being an opening act-- like come on that's a nationally-renowned band and we're not there yet 😭#we used to fight a lot though so ack i really should have taken that as a red flag#but i was 14 and stupid 🤷♂️#being solo way better uM i shouldn't say this yet but i got a commission today audhauagah i don't even have a portfolio#fuck guys i'm so so so nervous from big changes in life because uM god i just came from actual hell with various things working to make me#kms#but uH we're uH not too keen on that anymore atm and uH it's probably going to all fuck up after i share that i have good news in life#but yk what#let's keep challenging god#i know he hates me#but we will not be defeated we will strangle him by the tie#AHHHH help me i want to get into music again pls pls pls pls pls#anyway back to my old band manager#she was known for being a shitwad in the scene anyw but i was young and stupid as i sais#and i defended her and rationalized her behavior because “we're friends right”#i'm starting to get why my mom is wary of people i get to know#i'm tbh a fucking idiot i would never admit that elsewhere (nah i do) uM my brain is bouncing off the walls#i took a bargain with 7pm coffee and look where it got me#i was also getting up there in my 5 days of uni absences agsgshags#DOES ANYONE ACTUALLY READ THESE I KINDA HOPE NOW NO ONE DOES#IM KINDA UHHH MY CHILD THERAPIST SAID UNCONVENTIONAL#I THINK SHE MEANT FUCKING CRAZY#sorry#oh yeah i walked tf out the band after that big performance set up just for us because i couldn't keep working with that kind of environment#other bands started flocking to recruit or proxy after i was let go by my famously fucked-up ex-manager LOL#but um i have issues so i'm not among them and i think they get the message tbh#appears and disappears#that is actually my brand
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