#but thats juss me

[megamindsecretlair]

Girl ... *Sigh* i feel bad for our man 😔 he can't even post a pic with a woman without people in a frenzy. I think his pic with Teyana was just for promo for their upcoming work. But girl, have you seen the comments on his page? Lol. I know some people on here also think it's possibly a PR relationship in the works but dammit, at least y'all are sane and haven't lost y'all shit 😂😂 my chest is gonna hurt the day he really pops out with someone but i doubt he'll even post about it seeing as how people react to a pic with a celeb. It sucks being a celeb. And I'm still very happy his career is taking off but i hope he has thick skin because people are hard on him. And... Lastly, i know so many women were bothered about him liking white women. Well if this is something more than just a business pic they should just be happy it's a black woman 😭😭 i want Thuso and only Thuso but beggars can't be choosers. Lmao.

To quote one of my best moots, "Heavy negro sigh" 🤣

I woke up today so confused on what was happening. Smdh. The more I saw, the more I had to keep scrolling. All of this....is based on rumor and fan conjecture.

Cant say I'm surprised. People aren't gonna be satisfied until they find something to "get him on". Its like they have to find his Unforgiveable Sin to show that he's pandering. If it's not liking yt women, it's being an industry plant, or posting purely for PR stunts lol. I aint kicking shade to no one, everyone's allowed to feel as they feel.

Me? I'm a proud homeowner in Delululand and I juss dont understand the hate for him. It's much easier to say they juss dont like him or dont like that so many women seem to love him than try to wish ill on him. Or want his star to flame out.

He's a talented, thoughtful actor in his early 30s out at a benefit that raised millions of dollars for BLACK businesses.

Id rather appreciate that and appreciate that he comes outside despite being an introvert and recluse. Thats juss me though 🧘🏽‍♀️

[comidyye]

i drroew @spaceoutcazt s spooky monnnth Au <3

Love Love love love .. go look at all their art NOW

Rannting in tags

[imistyou2]

Nipple piercings. c.sb

pairing: sub!Soobin x Noona!reader

warnings: nsfw under the cut. boobie worshipping. unrealistic piercing healing time I know yall but #forthesakeoftheplot um ya that's about it soobin juss luvvvs yo titties hahaha. Gyu cameo as alwaysss

summary: Soobin is sweet and simple as vanilla and you're like a bottle of hot sauce! To spice up your sex life, his dear dear Noonim surprises him with nipple piercings.

This is part 2.2, you can read it as a stand-alone too

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Soobin's never been much of an experimental man. He likes to keep things simple and follow a routine. He's been contempt of that too, he likes to think. It is rather easy to figure out that the younger man likes to stay in his little bubble of soobin-ism.

Eat, play games, and talk to friends, now a new addition is hanging out with his noona dearest and then sleeping. Simple, clean, and neat.

This pattern is reflected in many aspects of his life, including his sex life. In the many months you have been involved with Soobin, you've taken note of his quirks. How his body trembles when he's about to climax, what overstimulates him enough to cry, that he has an oral fixation (with your tit's specifically) and so on and so forth.

It always brings in great pleasure to 'make love' (a replacement for using "fuck" since he apparently doesn't like using that) with him but who are you if not trying to rile up the pliant man till he weeps at your mercy?

So, you've been devising, and planning! You even startled yourself with how much effort you were secretly putting into getting to know about Soobin's kinks and preferences. Yes, the sex was exceptionally good but it was very much vanilla ice cream! A classic for sure but could be spruced up. Stumbling on his Twitter by accident was what you considered to be a sign from God himself that you need to do something to take it to the next level.

It was no surprise Choi Soobin is a boob man, he might as well have a huge poster hung up on his walls saying "I LOVE TIDDIES" or something. This man did NOT play about boobs. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday- call him jungkook the way he was gonna be loving that thang seven days a week. He was serious about worshipping your breasts like they were sent by a messiah to unlock spiritual awakening.

And so it happened, for the past 3 weeks you have been avoiding getting down and dirty with him. Instead, the time was passed with Cafe dates and late-night movie marathons. The lack of dick was slowly getting to you but you persevered none the less. Some quote about the fruits of your labor or something but instead it was his reaction.

Soobin returned back to his dorm after a long day, not even flinching when he see's you laying on his bed reading one his mangas.

"Hey Soobs, how was class?"

"Ugh, don't get me started, Noona. My TA is the biggest B-word ever! This internship is not easy."

"She's a bitch?"

"Yeah, thats what I said."

"No, you said b-word!"

"You know I don't like to cuss at women like that...", you giggle as you get up from the bed, swinging your arms around his neck to pull him in. "Okay Mr. Nice Guy, what can I do to make you feel better?"

"Maybe watch Jujutsu Kai-"

"I have a better idea. How about we have some fun...?" You say, spreading your legs ever so slightly to reveal your exposed thigh.

His eyes widen tenfold, head darted up with excitement, "Really! I'm thinking we play League of Lege-"

You roll your eyes, pushing him off of you, he lands softly to your side on the bed. "No- baby, fun!"

He looks blankly at you, not a single thought rummaging his mind. "You wanna get food or something, Noona..?"

Losing patience, you grab his hand folding the sleeves up to his elbow. You bite your lips with a smirk, he looked the best in white shirts for sure. You take his hand and guide it under your shirt, fingers ghosting over your bralette. Something small pokes through but Soobin doesn't say much. His attention was stolen away the moment you took his hand. "I wanna do this kind of fun. Soobie...don't you wanna make you noona have fun? Hm?"

He gulps, Adam's apple bobbing deliciously, nodding.

"Take my bra off, will you?"

"Yes, Noona!"

He struggles a little with the hook of your bra, you honestly don't blame him since you're without a bra around 90% of the time with him. He noted that today was one of the rare days you wore a bra. Once the bra finally came off, the cold air conditioning of his room hit your breasts, perking them up even more.

Suddenly, Soobin jerks back with a muffled gasp. A finger raising slowly, one hand cupped in shock, he points at the two barbell rods that are sliding through your nipples. On the two sides are heart-shaped gems. Soobin peers closer, almost in a cautionary way, and as his eyes narrow in on the gems, he can make out a distinct S letter in each of them. He blinks twice.

Your heart speeds up in anticipation, his facial expression unrecognizable. "S-surprise...?"

"Y-you got them pierced?"

"Yeah... Do you not like it? I thought you liked pierc-" Your expression drops.

"Mmmph-" he kisses you deeply, a soulful exchange. His fingers dig into the sides of your waist, rubbing circles. "I love it-I love it- Noona, how did you even know?"

You chuckle, relieved. "Hm..just have my ways!"

He raises his brow. "Okay fine, I asked Beomgyu for your twitter and basically did a little stalking from there."

His lips curl into an adorable smile as he pecks your lips again.

"C-can I.. Y'know... touch?"

"You can do alot more just touch, Soobie."

"Really? Do they hurt? I don't wanna hurt you, Noona."

"Aw, my baby. Always worrying for me. They're almost healed. You can have it, just be gentle." your fingers twirl around your nipples a little, hissing slightly.

"No, Noona that looks like it hurts..."

"I like the pain hehe." He has a scandalous look on his face before finally giving a kitten lick to your hardened nipples. He looks intensely at the gems. "What does the S stand for?"

Your eyes look away, face turning slightly red. "What the fuck do you think it means?" you yell out, a lot more aggressive than you had intended.

"I-I I didn't wanna assume.."

"Sorry, yeah no, um, wanted to surprise you Soobin. Do you like your initial on me?"

Soobin will melt. Fuck, he wants to turn into putty. He has more important things to focus on right now, your tits to be specific. "Noona...they're beautiful." His fingers pinch on a nipple very softly, you whimper as the bundle of nerves get played with again and again. The piercing has started to heal pretty soon but it still felt a little raw and fresh.

Soobin's pink tongue flashed as he licked meticulously all around your breasts, from the sides to the piercing. The cool metal hit his tongue and he will not deny that it was weirdly satisfying especially when contrasted with your warm body.

He is still yet to suck on your nipples, you can tell he's nervous to do so since the piercing is still so new. The sting of pain is there but it transforms into pleasure when you see it's Soobin who is doing all these things to you.

You never really thought you'd get turned on by pain but I guess you live and learn, Soobin definitely is.

The very obvious tent in his pants was an indicator of how much he really liked these piercings. "Fuck, so good yeah, good job baby, making noona feel so good. You like making me feel good?"

He looks up from in between your breasts and nods before continuing. He could spend hours on end here if you let him.

"Noona I could be here the whole day just making you feel good. I love you...r tits noona!" Your eyes roll back in pleasure and pain, whimpers coming out.

He slowly backed up, a thin layer of sweat covering his face, eyes admiring your breasts once more. You look down and gasp at what you see. Red and blue bruises everywhere, littered throughout the expanse of your chest. "Soobin! I told you to go easy on that"

He smiles sheepishly, scratching his neck in feigning innocence. "You know I can't stop myself with you Noona.." he nudges you playfully.

Oh he wants to play dirty, you'll show him dirty.

"You're on Choi Soobin. I'll make sure you leave this room crying." you claw at his sweatpants.

"AH!"

Outside, in the living room, Beomgyu sits with a stoic face, dark circles, and some noise-canceling headphones which don't seem to really cancel much noise at all, wishing that you guys gave him a heads up so that he didn't have to spend his whole afternoon listening to you two canoodle and do the dirty.

"fuck my life."

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a/n: uneditied

hiiiiiii my pookies

a lil surpise chapter cuz ive been feeling extra good lately and my school work is going well. that being said, part 3 will be out in feb so stay tuned ill tag the people who wanted to be in the taglist from part 3 as well.

stay sexyyyy

[hysteria-things]

Can u do some fluffy love making w matt like actual slow and sensual shit thats v lovey dovey

JUST CANE TO MIND BUT CAN U DO THAT BUT MAKE IT THEIR WEDDING NIGHT😍🙏🏻 like juss married sex

THIS IS SO ADORABLE OMG I WILL DEF DO THAT

EVEN THOUGH MATT SAID HE DOESN’T WANT A BIG WEDDING (which is valid) I’M IN SUCH A MAMMA MIA PHASE AND SO BADLY WANT TO WRITE A STORY WITH THAT VIBE 😭

UGHHHH YOU GUYS ARE KILLING ME I GUESS I’LL ADD THIS TO MY DRAFTS🙄🙄

[cali]

someone got a metal print of the groudon thats cool nobody ever got one of thos from me before if u are still here and not juss a passerby can u send me a pic when u get it i want to see what that looks like also anyone else who ever got a print send me a picif u havent before cuz I like compiling them cuz seeingthem physical invigorates my creation ego

[multiversefanfics]

Get To Know Me Tag Game

Thank you for the tag, love @megamindsecretlair

General rule: I may overshare in dms and authors notes sometimes but Im generally a private person 🤣 to the point Ive lost friends over it. ive been working with my coworkers for 3 years and they dont know shit about me 🤣 I juss really love yall and feel safe with yall so here we go!

1. Were you named after anyone?

No, my cousin named me, the doctor told my mom that I was a boy so they came up with Jordan Alexander but I came out a girl she kept Jordan and changed my middle name to Alexandria so yeaaaah lmao

2. When was the last time you cried?

Yesterday in a friendly's bathroom a song came on that reminded me of my mom and I had to go to the bathroom real quick.😔

3. Do you have kids?

fuck them kids!!!!!😂 but no I dont have kids Im an auntie and thats enough for me.

4. What sports do you play/ have you played?

I played basketball in middle school, I did it for a boy. I did Cheerleading and gymnastics when i was in elementary school

5. Do you use sarcasm?

every single day

6. What is the first thing you notice about people?

their smile, I have a thing for teeth or if they have really pretty eyes

7. What is your eye color?

Dark brown, I always say they're black but when the sun hits them just right they look like pools of honey

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

scary movies all the way!

9. Any talents?

photography?? maybe.

10. Where were you born?

Pennsylvania and i hate it here.

11. What are your hobbies?

photography, writing,(even though Im no good at it), reading

12. Do you have any pets?

I have an orange cat named, Cheeto🥰

13. How tall are you?

5'6, that's what it says on my license and that's what I'm going with.🤣

14. Favorite subject in high school?

Math, I was a nerd in school. Don't ask me any math questions I'm not good at it anymore😂 one teacher messed that up for me

15. Dream Job?

Forensic anthropologist, which i'm actually working towards. I'm going to school for criminal justice and should have my associate degree this year. I'm excited!!

No Pressure tags: @nickfowlerrr @nicoline1998enilocin @bubbarnes @buckys-wintersoldier @bucky-is-my-favourite @anxiousnoodles @annab-nana @navybrat817 @reiderwriter @ivybucky

[sedatedisdead]

Eye just wanna be loved and loved 4 me and forever but eye feel like im asking 4 2 much so eye dont want it. eye just want everything 2 genuinely be okay, eye just want someone 2 understand me. Eye hate that everything n’ everyone is temporary. Eye juss want someone 2 trust but tha wrld is sad n evil n maybe loyalty is sum’ of tha past. Thats why eye am getting BORN ALXNE DIE ALXNE tatted on my throat cuz eye felt alone since a jitt. Nobody will stay 4ever cuz im always at a neverending war with myself. Eye look 4 love 2 save me from myself even tho ik it’s not healthy when in reality killing me would save me.. Any person that ever got with me has this idea im mysterious n they finally see tha real me n see this shit is not a fukin act n that im severely depressed n bipolar but still feel tha need 2 force myself 2 hide it n pretend shit aint there til eye finally split n have a mental breakdown.. at tha same time eye cant blame anyone that’s left.. they hold on 4 so long n just cant help me anymore. maybe it’s juss been a bad week.. a bad month.. a bad year.. a bad life? Who know’s atp and eye juss wanna be happy but im scared 2 allow myself happiness cuz it gets killed 2 quick and it’s all lies. eye feel like eye sound like a lil kid wishing 4 a perfect wrld but if that’s tha case eye wish eye didnt feel tha need 2 die b4 30. Eye wish mvxie never got in2 fent, eye wish my best friend megan didn’t have epilepsy, eye wish all my homies didn’t have anxiety or addictions, eye wish eye had an actual loving family, eye wish eye could make it up from fuckin over a chance with tha only girl eye luv. but maybe one day those will come true.. but that’s not a promise, a maybe, we can only hope. But im trying 2 hold on 4 all of those who love me..

Eye luv all of those around me but have u ever sat in a room full of ppl n felt so alone? Have u ever questioned ur own sanity while collapsing under so much pressure? Have u ever sat awake most nights debating on ending it? Have u ever wondered who would all suddenly luv u when ur dead?

eye know eye have issues. eye know eye have problems. everyone does. eye just don’t know what 2 do anymore..

why is everything temporary..

save me.

[thatgirlkalani]

Ha ok sooo I woke up at 2:30….I wasn’t sure if it was am or pm or what life was but i ended up on instagram and this girl and her ticcs and i have ticcs but i dont have tourettes or at least thats what the dr said …but i have the ticcs….now im down a rabbit hole with all these videos i mayyy have adhd??¿ like im just listening to people and yes im ocd…which accounts for more than i thought apparently but it could also be my anxiety??? Like why i think everyone hates me??like even my dog?? Or why i cant let shit go and will think about it forever til it destroys me bc im embarrassed at my existence or i over share bc i have to get the full thought across or else i make no sense but the thought is juss a big ass thought??? Idk traits over lap so who knows I’ll probably make a list but like bacc to adhd is that why my brain dosent shut up?? Like i tell ppl this all the time and nooooo body understands MY BRAIN WONT SHUT UP idfk..but like also it could be a level of autism??? With the overstimulation and shit?? Idk cause i can really juss go on and on forever but i also can get over stimulated asf or burnt out then my person breaks its like dont touch me dont talk to me i might loose it…so no im confusion as the what the hell i have….i also have dyscalculia but i knew this…i dont math..math gives me panic attacks and i see numbers baccwards ALSOOOO im absolutely nurodivergent…like absolutely..and kb is clearly neurotypical which is why some of the shit he says out his mouth is absolutely batshit like “be still think nothing “ EVEN IF I THINK NOTHING IM STILL THINKING ABOUT NOT THINKING LIKE HELLO….this is why he thinks im not a logical thinker i think he’s a dicchead without an open thought process and we will never be together smh

[fahgawt]

had a dream where my bfs family lived in my childhood house and that his sister caused more problems again and when i asked what did she say she beat my ass and nobody came to help me until his younger sister came over and then it was his brother n mom freaking out that got my bf to notice and then we where all supposed to have a hangout with his younger sister n her bf which r hella normie / baddies that u see on them k1ck streams etc and i was having a horrible time and it seemed like he wasnt listening ir noticing like i was wearing a shirt hoodie jeans n nornal shoes because his older sister ruined what i was supposed to wear in the snow plus this hoodie was wet and yet i still had to prepare meat and food for them and i did with no help and then we where gonna be late because we couldnt find him and i was getting upset because with all this time we couldve changed me so im prepped for being out in the snow etc but it turned out he was staring at hoes in their “yoga sesh” they randomly started after he lied that hes a personal trainer (he has a sex fantasy for gym or spa sex so i think it came from that) and i just got even more upset like ive gone thru so much shit for u to do this so i crashed out ruining this persons house and trying to beat him but i was so weak so i just started using everything around me to beat him up and physically show how much he hurt me and betrayed me and screaming at him you would hate me if i even did half of this and he was abt to say what did i do and i was like so youd want me fuckin on all those fine ass men that are hotter than u and i stole his wallet and ordered hella shit and took his car went back to my childhood home got all my shit while watching the k1ck streamers talk so much shit abt me etc and he was nowhere to be seen or found on it so i just somehow moved all of my stuff into my own 1 bedroom apartment i still had his car and i used it to buy more shit for my place and then i abandoned it in a ditch after writing good luck driving those bitches around with ur bum ass car and i got my dream car n was juss selling weed going to the gym going out w people i like having fun etc

all this happened in my dream all because ive been getting the ick from him thinking that hes ignoring me and hes slow and he doesnt have sex w me or doesnt stare or touch me lustfully like how he does those bitches in the dream bc im so fat and ugly and he would kinda touch me okay before when i was skinnier and was going to the gym and he would tell me how hot it would be if i was a certain body type and now we only have sex like twice a month he swears hes so pure and thats why hes not like that but i go and stalk his old messages and yet there he is being vile and disgusting with everything but he probably wouldnt say anything like what he did to his friends about random girls or anime girls to his friends about me plus im getting the ick from how he tries to be a dom he growls and slaps my butt so awkwardly and badly it actually turns me off and makes me not wanna do anything with him

[happi-speech]

Does anyone ever get the weird mouth feeling of saying a word based on how its spelled?

Like saying 2 homophones feels different not just bc of their contextual meaning, but bc of their spellings, like 'plain' and 'plane'. Or saying a word thats spelled w a lot of silent letters feels like I'm still saying those letters, like 'pterydactyl' or 'mnemonic' or 'faux'.

I have a habit of saying things based off their spellings first mainly bc i tend to remember and understand a word better when I can see it spelled out and visualize its etymology. But even before I knew why etymology was, I tended to spell words how the 'felt' like they were spelled. Ofc children do this when becoming literate as they learn spelling conventions, but I continued to do so and sometimes would create my own spelling conventions for when i couldnt remember words, like remembering the sound '-voo' is usually spelled '-vous' so I might mispell 'rendezvous' as 'rodevous'. And the 'juss' syllable in some words is spelled '-gous' so I frequently spell 'gorgeous' as like 'gorgous' tho it feels so wrong lol.

I think this also may be why wordplay jokes and spelling words wrong works on me so well as a joke. Those cat memes that speak in sentences like a child learning to spell or those jokes using word play to say something simple like 'mac n cheese' are so funny to me bc it feels like im saying those spelling errors. It feels like im speaking gibberish even if im audibly coherent.

I wonder how literacy affects the way we understand our speech.

[megamindsecretlair]

This is the last time I'm engaging in this bullshit.

Please take care of yourselves. Do not feed the circus. Do not yell and scream and engage in anyway with that shit stains supporters. Block, don't answer, don't feed the circus 👏🏽

Be honest about what you can and cannot handle. Reach out for help when you need it. Engage with something creative to take your mind off. Write, sing, dance, go outside, get some sun on your bones. Live your life as best as you can, achieve your dreams, look for a better tomorrow.

Its ass right now. And it's gonna be ass for the next 4 years. I cannot stress this enough. Do not feed the circus. They get off on being energy vampires. And we aint got time for that. Its time to survive. It's time to thrive.

Do what YOU need to survive. Stop giving them attention. Stop pleading with them. They've shown you that it will always fall on deaf ears. This country isn't interested in progress. It's comfortable being the laughing stock of the world because of insecure, cry baby, woe is me, wanna be oppressed so damn badly white incels and the bitches that love them.

Do what YOU need to survive. Hang in there folks. We survived this shit stain before. We'll mf do it again.

[megamindsecretlair]

Ep 3 less get it.

SO, I adore the way you dole out information. It never feels like an info dump. Its organic and i really appreciate it.

This chapter had me HOWLING. Y/N is doing her best to heal this man, panicking over the best course of action and Joker juss has heart eyes 🤣 well, as much as the Joker can have heart eyes but you get me.

To Joker the crimson color suited you but your tears, not so much.

The imagery is so rich. So succinct. Such conflicting emotions in our Prince of Crime. I ADORE that Y/N is about that life and chooses not to be. Shes such an interesting construct. She CAN but that doesnt mean she HAS to. Shes nonchalant about Joker, while also being wary of him and the danger he poses. Compliments to the chef, my dear. Its 🤌🏽

The 9 mm pistol in your hands needed a new home far away from Joker and after a quick decision, you rose to your feet heading towards your kitchen. Along the way your hands unloaded and disassembled the gun from base memory.

This. Its so subtle..its so quick and yet you know that Y/Ns got a interesting background. Like yus shes squeamish round guns but shes been through some shit.

He remembered talking to you in the elevator, but found himself lying on his back inside your flat, and you took the liberty of cutting his pants open in his sleep. Well someone was eager.

PLEASE. The way I laugher 🤣 like sir, youre actively hurt, stop it 🤣

Joker considered himself good at reading people yet you were a blank page.

How dare you fn snap like this 😩🫠 poetry in motion 👏🏽

"Ohhh, nurse! I think I found something.." With a sickening squelch, Joker yanked the elusive bullet from his thigh and held it to the light like a trophy.

The way I fn HOWLED at this part and really said to myself, "hes so sick" 🤣🤣🤣 I loved this. Absolutely loved this. Chefs fn kiss 🤌🏽🤌🏽

Speaking of cooking, the plates were so pretty! Just for Joker to ruin it! How dare he 😩 especially after the food that was cooked. And thats after a brainstorm sesh 😩 broke my wittle heart.

Okay, onward to the next episode 🤗🤸🏽‍♀️

His Lighthouse: Breakfast for Two (LedgerJoker x f!reader)

Breakfast for Two

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series summary:

Y/n is an aspiring writer living in Gotham City and struggling to find her next muse. Her recent novel is getting all the buzz, earning her far more attention than she signed up for. But when a chance encounter results in her nursing The Joker back to health, will she find the time to write another best seller or will her own story become front page of the Gotham Gazette?

chapter summary:

This wasn’t happening, right? You didn’t invite Joker to heal at your place for the weekend and you definitely didn’t plan on cooking him breakfast. What could possibly go wrong with that equation?

Without further ado I hope you enjoy the story!  

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[cacaitos]

like i was gonna joke it sounded kinda prolife in the manga but maybe thats juss me being delirious but who knows lol 9.9

[megamindsecretlair]

Oh the drama 😩😩😩

Idk, maybe its juss me. He kept it real respectful when he told her to table it 🤷🏽‍♀️ i feel like thats a much better response than yelling to get your point across. But you never truly know what will trigger someone and im glad he recognized that part of it.

Sibling relationships are so funny. Chuz I only ever see loving relationships. I be ready to give my brothers the skippity paps and ill be DAMNED if they lay down ultimatums in my life 🤣🤣 nice to see some grown, loving familial relationships 🥺

eighteen.

“Hey, what's wrong?” Zora asks, plopping down beside his slumped body on the couch.

“Craig saw Eryn out with my old best friend. It's just fucking me up a little bit.” He says with his hand covering his face, his headache doubling by the second.

“Oh,” she says softly, rubbing his back, not knowing what else to say.

“Have you talked to her?”

“I was about to head her way, actually. Just tryna clear my head before I blank on her.”

“Yeah, definitely talk it out with a leveled head. As leveled as can be, given the circumstances.” She nods.

He sighs, removing his hand to place it on the one that's still sitting in her lap. “Why didn't she tell me?”

“Maybe she was waiting for the right moment.” She answers.

“There's no right moment for this.”

“Maybe she knows that, too.”

“Then, why not come and talk to me? Am I that scary?”

“Maybe— maybe she's not exactly scared of you, but what the outcome would be. I mean, you're her brother. Y'all have a tight bond. I'm sure she's nervous.”

“You sure? Or you know?” He asks, looking up at her now.

“Huh?” She asks, hoping he can't feel the way her heart leapt into her throat.

“Did she run this by you already?” He asks, squeezing her hand lightly.

“S-she might've,” she stammers, “but I told her immediately that she needed to talk to you.��

He nods, before standing up from the couch. She instantly felt bad.

“Leon, I'm sorry. I told her that I didn't wanna be in the middle of it.”

“It's okay. I'm not mad at you.” He shrugs, looking around for his keys.

“You sure?” She asks.

“Positive. It's just killing me how she needed to talk to somebody else before her own brother. Maybe that bond ain't as tight as I thought.” He shrugs again.

Zora sighs. “Now you know that's not true. She just needed advice from someone that doesn't have all the inside information— someone who sees the situation as black and white and can give her a clear direction. It has nothing to do with your bond. I mean, haven't you ever gone to your mama about something between the two of y'all? Even one of your boys? Just to see someone else's perspective before you bring it to that person?” She asks, watching him still look around for his keys.

“Yeah, sure I have. I ain't never hung out with one of her friends behind her back though. Never thought about it. But yet..” he trails off, shrugging yet again, really tearing up Zora’s nerves.

“Leon, wha—”

“Ya know,” he cuts her off, clasping his hands together in front of him. “I can't do this right now. I don't wanna blank on you cause you don't deserve that, so I'm just asking that we just taper this off, okay? I got what you're saying and I appreciate you for telling her to talk to me. I'm not mad at you, this is just really irritating me.” He sighs.

Pursing her lips together, she nods, not saying anything more. She wasn't expecting that from him.

Finally locating his keys, he exhaled roughly and pulled out his phone, shooting Eryn a text that he was on his way so they could talk.

“Okay, I'm gonna head on over there. Will you be here when I get back?” He asks, moving to kneel in front of her.

“I don't know. I might just head home.” She says, not looking him straight in the eye. “I gotta work early tomorrow.”

A look of hurt flashes over his face, but he nods anyway. “I hurt your feelings.”

Still not looking at him, she nods. “It's cool. I get it. It's a touchy subject.”

“I'm sorry, baby. I didn't�� I didn't mean to cut you off like that. It is a touchy subject, but that's no excuse.”

She raises her brows in agreement, still having nothing to say.

“Zora.” He calls out, covering her hands with his own.

“I hear you, Leon. Go talk to your sister. We're fine.” She smiles, her eyes finally finding his own. He still wasn't convinced, though.

“Can I have a kiss?” He asks, fearing she'd deny him.

However, she leaned in and placed a sweet one on him. It didn't linger like usual, but he understood.

“Okay,” he says, not wanting to leave now. “I guess I'll see you tomorrow, then.”

“Yeah, you'll see me.” She smiles, pulling her hands from his.

Standing back up straight, he stuffs his keys in his pocket and looks at her one more time.

“I love you.”

“Love you, too.” She says back, while he reluctantly heads out the door.

She lets out the shaky breath she hadn't known she was holding in, along with a sob as her emotions get to her.

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“So, I got a call from Craig. He was tellin’ me about your lil lunch date with Brandon.” Leon gets straight to the point, watching Eryn’s face scrunch up.

“What was he doing? Spying on me?”

“Nah, just happened to see you. What were you doing, sitting across from that– from him. What's that about?”

“We were just catching up, honestly. We ran into each other when I was down in Florida and he wanted to stay in touch. He even said when the time was right, he wanted to see you.”

“When the time was right.” He repeats, scoffing to himself. “Wassup with y'all and right timing?”

“What's wrong with that?”

“Sometimes ain't no right time, Eryn. That's what you was waiting on, too, right?”

“Yes, cause look at you. Mad as fuck, understandably, but I know you're not tryna hear nothing I have to say, cause I ain't tell you right away. That's where it stops for you.”

“Really? You think I came all the way here for that? Yeah, I'm pissed cause it's been months since you've been talking to that bozo, but I'm still just tryna figure out why you're even doing it. What is this, E?” He asks, almost pleading.

She frowns, chewing on her lip. “I uh.. I like the guy.”

She'd said it so low, he almost thought he heard her incorrectly, but he knew what she said.

“Hm.” He nods, finally sitting down on a barstool. “You like him.”

“I- yeah. I know how it sounds, and that's why I wanted to wait to tell you. I wasn't sure what was going on between us and I didn't wanna start anything with anybody.” She stresses, while he just stares at her.

He snorts. “You're serious?”

“See?,” she scoffs, waving him off. “You can go back home if that's how you're gonna be.”

“How I'm gonna be. Eryn, there's no way you think this is cool, for real. It's nice to know that I fall out with muhfuckas and you pick ‘em up like charity cases. What, you buildin’ a man outta him or sumn?”

“You know, he's really changed. I'm not doing anything but seeing him for who he's trying to be. I mean, isn't this what you always wanted for him?? To be better??” She argues.

“Yeah, of course but when the fuck did that involve dating someone five years younger than him?? Why can't you find somebody else to fool around with?” He asks, regretting his word choice as soon it left his mouth.

Her head jerks back. “Fool around with? Damn, I'm a whore now, too?”

“That's not what I meant. This is just so ridiculous! You're too smart to be chasing behind him or anybody, like he could get you into a world of trouble. I've seen him do it to other people, and you just takin’ his word for it cause he makin’ you feel special.”

“I'm n-not going into this blindly, Leon.”

“But, you're not listening to me either. Brandon is not a good dude. You haven't even told me how he's even been keeping this detrimental promise to you. Huh? How is he gonna make sure I don't have to black both of his eyes?!”

“Always threatening to fight somebody is a character flaw,” she nonchalantly responds, over and done with the conversation at this point.

“Man, fuck you Eryn. I come over here, tryna make sense of all of this and you just sit here in my face, not even caring how this shit looks. I just hope it doesn't get ugly for you.”

“It's already ugly, right?? Since you know everything! I try and figure out a way to bring this news to you, myself. and I got friends beating me to the punch, cause I guess we can't just have lunch with people anymore.”

“It's more than just lunch, Eryn.” He stresses for the millionth time. “How'd you feel if one of them bitches you ain't like no more was calling my phone, wanting to see me and take me out to dinner? Wantin' to be friends with your brother behind your back and you hear about it from me when I'm ready. How would that shit make you feel?”

She sighs, her eyes darting around the room now.

“I… I see what you're saying.” She nods, sighing as a tear falls. She quickly wiped it away and he hates that it softens his rage, cause he was far from finished but he sighed and went to sit beside her anyway.

“I'm sorry about the name calling and everything,” he says, reaching up to wipe another tear away from his baby sister's face.

“I didn't mean for it to go down like this. You gotta believe me.” She whispers, looking up at him now.

“I know.” He nods. “I just want you to think about it. Really think. I'm not just upset ‘cause you're my little sister. I'm upset because regardless of whatever time we've spent apart, he should've reached out to me as soon as this was going on, and he definitely shouldn't be waiting for you to do it. It's a respectful thing to do.”

“Yeah, I understand. I just— he was being so nice and I haven't had the nicest relationships as of late, so maybe I did jump ‘cause of that. Maybe he is lying about being a better man. And I did take everything that happened to you two in consideration. Of course I did. I haven't done anything but sit across from him in public places. He hasn't been here, I haven't been over to his place. We haven't kissed or anything cause I knew how dumb that woulda been. I knew that.” She frowns, wiping away another tear.

Sighing to himself, he pulls her into a hug. “You're smarter than I've been giving you credit for.” He softly digs, earning a sock to his ribs and a muffled laugh.

“Shut up!”

“I'm just sayin’,” he shrugs, still rubbing her back. “But I'm glad we could talk. I really didn't come over to make you cry. But I needed you to understand where I was coming from.”

“Yeah, I know. I do appreciate the tough love, but I also would appreciate it if you toned it down a bit. I'm a bit more sensitive these days, as you can see.” She points to her tomato red face, and he softly laughs for the first time.

“Yeah, I can do that.” He nods. “So we're good?”

“Yeah, we're good.” She nods, sighing to herself.

“Okay. What happens next?”

“Uh.. I tell Brandon to find someone else?”

“Sounds like a great next step to me.”

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Making it halfway through her shift, Zora was beyond tired and still a bit sad from the previous day.

It was exactly why she didn't wanna be involved in whatever Eryn and Leon had going on. She knew how touchy those sibling situations could be.

She didn't wanna be at odds with him because of it, but him cutting her off really threw her for a loop.

Wiping down a table, she hears the chimes on the door go off, her eyes carrying her to the man of the hour, holding a bouquet of roses.

Unable to stop the frown from forming on her lips, she looks up at him as he stops in front of her, an uneasy look covering his face.

“Let's uh,” she trails off as they move to the side.

“Hey,” he starts. “I wasn't gonna let the day go by without truly expressing to you how sorry I am for yesterday. I feel like I triggered you and that's the last thing I wanted to do. You know I love you more than anything. I hated making you feel that way. No matter how frustrated or angry I get, I don't ever wanna blow up on you cause that's not fair. You don't deserve that.”

“Every day's not gonna be perfect.” She softly says, as she leans on the counter while they're not too busy.

“Of course not, but still I wanna vow to do better. You're far too important to me. I don't ever want to hurt you.” He stresses, and she can see the sincerity all in his big brown eyes.

“I accept your apology.”

“You do?” He asks, blowing out a breath he didn't know he was holding.

“Yes. I know yesterday was a lot for you. Even though I was beside myself, I knew you didn't mean it.”

“I swear I didn't, baby. As much as I love to hear you talk, I hope you'd understand that. It was just so much going on in my head, I just c-couldn't focus.”

“It's okay,” she assures him, touching his arm. “I know.”

Sitting the flowers on the counter, he couldn't help himself from pulling her into a hug and burying his face into her neck, inhaling the sweet scent that kept him up last night.

“Couldn't even sleep right without you,” he mumbles, semi-squishing her in the process. She laughs and holds on tight, feeling her tears come right back up.

Pulling away, her hands quickly found her face and he felt bad all over again.

“Oh, baby I'm so so sorry.” He coos, prying her hands away and wiping every last tear away, pulling her right back into his chest.

He knew how much she hated crying, and being the cause made him feel like the worst guy in the world.

“I-I'm fine. I just didn't get any sleep last night, and this really bothered me. Please don't treat me like that again.” She pleads, looking him straight in the eye.

His heart could jump out of his body right now, at the look on her face. “I-I promise. Never again.”

“Okay,” she softly responds. “I missed you.”

“You have no idea how much I missed you,” he stresses, pulling her right back into another hug, squishing her again.

“You're gonna suffocate me!” She squeals, playfully beating on his back as he rocks them side to side. “But uh, you can always make it up to me.”

Anything you want, baby.”

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Carrying her into his apartment, she audibly gasped at the many vases of roses littering the countertops.

A box of the good chocolate and a promise to make her favorite meal made her happily swing her feet back and forth in his hold.

She smiles as he plops her down on his bed, heading into his closet to retrieve a bath and body works bag, full of goodies.

“Aw, what's this?” She asks as she looks inside.

“Another I'm sorry gift. I know how you love your sprays, so I replenished them and got you a couple bath bombs since you liked the last one so much.”

“How sweet of you, thank you baby.” She pulls him in for a kiss, feeling a spark hit them both as they pull away.

“I love you.” He says.

“I love you, too.” She responds.

An hour goes by and Zora's soaking in the tub, surrounded by pink tinted bubbles while Leon is at her side, rubbing her feet with his magical hands.

Her favorite song is currently playing on the stereo, while they both hum along, stealing glances at each other.

You're the only one to keep me sane

You

I know no matter what, we're gonna be ok

We cool

Ain't no folding, we growing

Bloom like a rose

Through vines

Every single moment,

every single sacrifice

You're worth it

I don't doubt it

Yeah, you're worth the compromise

Maeta’s sweet voice carries on, setting the tone for their night. No matter what, they needed to have each other.

“Even on the ugly days, I still choose you.” Zora says, pulling him out of his deep concentration, her feet feeling soft and brand new now.

He smiles at her, pressing kisses to her skin. “I never take it for granted.”

Soon wrapping her up in a towel and carrying her back to his room, he dries her down and lotions her up from head to toe, dressing her in one of his favorite t-shirts and nothing more.

“I might just fall asleep, right now.” She jokes, her heavy lids about to give way. She looks so comfy in his bed, propped up on his pillows.

“Go ahead, baby. I'll start cooking in like an hour or so, give you some time.” He softly speaks, helping lull her to sleep.

“Can you lay with me? Please?” She asks, reaching out for him with her eyes closed, making him smile and climb right in, holding her like she'd slip away.

“Mmm, I missed this.” She mumbles, getting more than comfortable.

“Me too. Sweet dreams, sweet stuff.”

About an hour or so later, she woke up in bed alone, smelling the delicious food from where she lay.

Rubbing her eyes, she pulls the comfy covers back to get up, just as he's coming into the room with her plate. They smile at each other for the thousandth time.

“Hey, dinner in bed?” He asks.

“Hm, yeah why not?” She agrees, pulling the covers right back over her lap and sitting up. He pulls out a tray table to sit her plate upon so she doesn't have to hold it.

Shrimp alfredo stares back at her, making her mouth water. She licks her lips and looks up at him, who's anticipating her first bite just as much as she.

“Get your food, babe. Come sit.” She says, patting the space beside her.

Immediately leaving and returning with his own place, two glasses and a bottle of white wine, he makes himself comfortable right beside her, pulling another tray table up to sit everything onto.

“For you, beautiful.” He says, handing her a glass half full.

“Thank you, handsome.” She replies, taking a few sips before taking a couple bites of her food.

“Mmm,” she hums a laugh, “this is so good!”

“Yeah? Not too salty?”

“No, it's perfect. It's got a kick to it, which I appreciate as a spice connoisseur.” She giggles, reaching up to pat his back for him, making him laugh.

“I'm so glad you love it, baby. Had to win you all the way back over, tonight. I knew that would do the trick.”

“Aw, you really couldn't stand it could you?”

“Not at all.” He shakes his head, frowning as the image of her wet face comes back to his mind. He reaches out to caress her cheek, “I fucked up bad, knowing all of what you went through with that jerk and here I was, pretty much pushing you off just like that. I coulda kicked myself in the ass, the way you were brushing me off. That's never where I wanna be with you. Ever.”

Covering his hand with one of her own, she leans into his touch. Her pretty brown eyes look at him with all the adoration and understanding in the world.

“I'm glad you knew just how deep that hurt me. That shows me that you truly do love me, even on the sticky days. Shows I made the right decision in choosing you. All those times I spent telling you about what I wanted and what I didnt, didn't go out the window. It's not all overnight, I know… but as long as you're trying, I can't ever stay too mad. Now, that doesn't mean do it again,” she smiles, watching him crack up and pull her closer to him.

“I will never, I promise. I swore to give you a stress-free life and that's what I'm gonna do. I'll stick to my promises.” He says, holding out his pinky, cheesing as she links hers around his own.

“I'm so glad we made up,” he continues. “Coming back to an empty apartment blew my whole world up. I knew you wouldn't be here when I got back, which made me not even wanna leave.”

“I know, but I felt like you needed some time alone— I know I did. I was crying way too much for you to see me like that.” She softly laughs.

“I'm so sorry.” He says again for the thousandth time.

“Stop apologizing. It's okay, we're okay.”

“You sure? Nothing else you need me to do?” He asks. “I'm on my knees, ready to please.”

She smirks. “We'll keep that in mind, but seriously, I'm fine. I forgive you, we are good. Just keep your promises.”

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