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More Pinterest diet tips!

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M3alsp0!! <333

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say no to food

say no so your clothes will finally fit the way you want them to

say no so you become prettier

say no so everyone around you who thought you couldn’t lose weight is proven wrong

say no so your posts are flooded with compliments

say no so people no longer subtly look down on you for being fat

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Felt like eating scrolled through tumblr instead good luck finding my waist next year

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Personal th11nsp0’s not related to the scale

•My thigh gap is getting wider and wider

•I have to put 2 extra notches in my Apple Watch wrist band

•Crop tops are fitting my boobs the way they are supposed to

•Fitting into smalls and mediums again instead on large and extra larges

•my eyes and lips look bigger my lips look poutier

•I’m able to appreciate my facial structure more

•collar bones are starting to show

•can see and feel my ribs

•can see and feel my hip bones

•noticing people trying to sabatoge my diet - means it’s working

•shoes aren’t as tight

•less out of breathe all the time

•drunk much faster

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Replacing $h with an 3d like:

“i’m so much better now!” I can barely sleep and I have the calories of an apple bookmarked

“i don’t hurt myself anymore!” My stomach is constantly growling and literally consuming itself

“well i don’t punish myself with harm” if i eat too much I fast until I’m lightheaded or pass out

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LOCK IN THIS JANUARY 🦋

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i think my bf is a feeder because why am i so fucking ugly and fat and eat so much with him :/

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2025 will be your year. Don't give up.

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gym bros undereat and call it a cut and nobody bats an eye, i undereat and society.. society says i have an ed

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had a dream where my bfs family lived in my childhood house and that his sister caused more problems again and when i asked what did she say she beat my ass and nobody came to help me until his younger sister came over and then it was his brother n mom freaking out that got my bf to notice and then we where all supposed to have a hangout with his younger sister n her bf which r hella normie / baddies that u see on them k1ck streams etc and i was having a horrible time and it seemed like he wasnt listening ir noticing like i was wearing a shirt hoodie jeans n nornal shoes because his older sister ruined what i was supposed to wear in the snow plus this hoodie was wet and yet i still had to prepare meat and food for them and i did with no help and then we where gonna be late because we couldnt find him and i was getting upset because with all this time we couldve changed me so im prepped for being out in the snow etc but it turned out he was staring at hoes in their “yoga sesh” they randomly started after he lied that hes a personal trainer (he has a sex fantasy for gym or spa sex so i think it came from that) and i just got even more upset like ive gone thru so much shit for u to do this so i crashed out ruining this persons house and trying to beat him but i was so weak so i just started using everything around me to beat him up and physically show how much he hurt me and betrayed me and screaming at him you would hate me if i even did half of this and he was abt to say what did i do and i was like so youd want me fuckin on all those fine ass men that are hotter than u and i stole his wallet and ordered hella shit and took his car went back to my childhood home got all my shit while watching the k1ck streamers talk so much shit abt me etc and he was nowhere to be seen or found on it so i just somehow moved all of my stuff into my own 1 bedroom apartment i still had his car and i used it to buy more shit for my place and then i abandoned it in a ditch after writing good luck driving those bitches around with ur bum ass car and i got my dream car n was juss selling weed going to the gym going out w people i like having fun etc

all this happened in my dream all because ive been getting the ick from him thinking that hes ignoring me and hes slow and he doesnt have sex w me or doesnt stare or touch me lustfully like how he does those bitches in the dream bc im so fat and ugly and he would kinda touch me okay before when i was skinnier and was going to the gym and he would tell me how hot it would be if i was a certain body type and now we only have sex like twice a month he swears hes so pure and thats why hes not like that but i go and stalk his old messages and yet there he is being vile and disgusting with everything but he probably wouldnt say anything like what he did to his friends about random girls or anime girls to his friends about me plus im getting the ick from how he tries to be a dom he growls and slaps my butt so awkwardly and badly it actually turns me off and makes me not wanna do anything with him

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Hoes mad because I shattered the facade

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does anyone else isolate themselves for scary long periods of time because they don't wanna be seen until they're skinny enough

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When you eat something you know will make you gain weight:

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the intense feeling of all the fat on your body, like once you realize the feeling, it never goes away