#but that's more personal so don't think abt it too much
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rafe cameron ideas:
I. Mrs. Cameron
— you're both drunk and then you both sign a whole fuckin marriage contract while drunk, then you wake up and realise you're both legally binded to each other.. what next?
II. Drunk in toxicity
— Rafe and you were already in this endless toxic cycle, there was no trust, just misunderstandings, and anger, you both had been fighting a lot, so when his ex Sofia comes back in the pictures, what do you do now?
III. street racer
— it started when you won a race against Rafe Cameron, started with bitterness, always rivalry, then it all came crashing down within one fiery night...
IV. birthday reunion.
— you didn't really have much childhood friends that stuck around for the show, most of them moved, travelled, went from one state to another, not all yourbfriends stayed for long, you lived with that fact. so on your 21th birthday, you didn't expect to see an old face — Rafe Cameron.
V. Love from Kailani Rock
— after the engagement party, there was always the engagement gift. and rafe swore to you that he wouldn't do anything to big for your engagement gift, especially since you were so adamant on it not being too much, just something Sentimental. so when Rafe buys you a whole fucking island for your engagement gift for a 6 month period of time, you don't know whether to bonk him in the head for not listening to you or just kiss him.
VI. pogue from the block
Rafe had told himself to hate pogues, and he did hate most of them anyways. Till he laid his eyes on kildare's definition of a reckless pogue party girl, who was always dancing in the same club, and then when she enters the wrong room, a private avenue, where Rafe was, she froze.
VII. movie marathon
binge watching movies together was your thing, you both knew it. you name it— the Notebook, Harry Potter series even though Rafe laughs at the accents and hates it when you say British accents are hot ( they are I can confirm from London ), then you both sleep, nothing weird or dirty, just sleep. even though, you didn't know whether it toed the line of friendship or was picking up the pieces for something more.
— let me know what you think abt these heehee, I'm giggling. I'm just putting these out there for myself and so people can just look and it and kick their feet as much as I am right now omg, please do not steal these ideas, I put thought into this ( was gonna say thot..... )
me personally it’s Mrs Cameron and pampered
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The Karai / Miwa character concept in tmnt is interesting- but I wish it was done well often or more (mainly in 2012)
The main character of Karai is to be known as shredder’s daughter, teen or adult, a fierce ninja warrior. It gives a branch of possibilities for how shredder’s like familial in relationships, is the shredder the type to use her as a weapon to fight off the turtles? Or does he actually care about her, but he doesn’t want to get too close to her. Because, if something happened to her, he would blame it on himself for it. or it would just make him blame on the turtles more, or more specifically hamato yoshi.
For the miwa hamato twist- it’s kinda a bit cliche? Like- oooo shredder’s daughter is actually yoshi’s kid, his main enemy all long! I mean yeah you don’t see that often- I think- but meh tbh? I mean it can be interesting, but idk how to explain a lot abt it more except the karai part.
Okay- No hate but, 2012 karai to me is just- there? Of course she’s a good character by herself and stuff- but story? It’s kinda lacking a bit- like- it’s not empty, but barely. But Of course that’s just me and how I think!
Karai as a character is cool- so I hope if future iterations use her, they take inspiration from 2003 or rise!, I like the gram gram karai LOL 💀
I 100% agree that the twist was super cliche and could be seen coming a mile away- LMAO
You're completely right about this being such an obvious opportunity to explore Shredder as a Father / parent and how that either does or doesn't influence certain aspects of Karai as a character ! I think honestly the most interesting take on this is the '03 version, considering what Shredder turned out to be in this version, you know? 👀✨
And I have to agree- I think you're right about Karai just existing for the lot part in 2012. This is why I say 2012 Karai deserved a lot better. In my opinion, I don't think that there wasn't a story going for her, but I think the show constantly took away focus from it,, So she really did end up being just there or being used as a replacement antagonistic plot device when Shredder wasn't available (Or other main villains-). This felt the most apparent in Seasons 3-4 to me personally. But I do think a story was there for her-
Being caught up in not only a sibling rivalry between her Father and her Uncle but a generational feud, being manipulated into almost assassinating her biological Father and by extension her younger brothers who she didn't even know she had, the fact that she was being encouraged to assassinate anyone as a 16 year old girl in general (And the long-lasting trauma that would be inflicted upon her if she had found out about the truth after she had assassinated them or just her Father-), being continuously hurt over and over again after finding out the truth via forced mutation AND forced mind control by her Uncle- Karai having to muster up the mental and emotional courage that it takes to unlearn a bunch of horrible shit that she were honestly trained to believe for 16 consecutive years of her life practically by herself, and even then having the people that she wants to prove herself to the most still not fully trusting her / fully accepting her as one of them (Their sister-).
All of these things are so captivating to me and had so much potential to give her a more thought out narrative within the series- But no. These writers don't care about Karai at all. If you're not the Turtles (Mainly Leo) or April, then "too bad". It makes me so pressed, I swear. 🙃 Lmao
I think the best way they could have developed Karai's relationship with her Brothers and vice versa is if they were able to find her during the Season 2 finale and take her with them to the O'Neil's Farmhouse (Also like a context for Splinter got to go with them as well, maybe even Irma with my interpretation of her character outside of canon too !). Having all of those months to really be around Karai and honestly be the reason why she started to regain her humanity would've been fantastic to see. I also think it would have been helpful if Leo was still in his coma (As messed up as it is to say- Lmao), since it would allow the other Brothers (Raph / Donnie / and Mikey-) to actually form a relationship with her without Leo kind of shoehorning his way in every time- 💀
I'm also super biased when it comes to Raph in this scenario, because I really feel like him and Karai share a lot of similarities as people and it would have been great if those two in particular were super close (in my opinion)- In pretty much every AU that I have, those two are either be super close off rip, or they have the most formative sibling relationship Arc (Like my Adventure Time + 2012 crossover AU for example-) ! I know I'm probably biased, but it's something I really really wanted to see and I'm really upset that it didn't happen, so I'm making it happen fanonly- 😤✨
I don't know if you guys have heard the song "Yucky Blucky Fruitcake" by Doechii but that song is literally 2012 Karai and Raph to me. The second half of that song?? I swear, I tear up thinking about it,, I want to make art or an animation for it so bad,, Showcasing how even though they didn't grow up together, they still feel like kindred spirits, you know? 😭
#q&a#q&a questions#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012#tmnt 2012#karai#karai hamato#miwa#miwa hamato#oroku saki#saki#the shredder#shredder
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#i like it SO much every time #NO don't put him undercover as suave and rich and confident and whatever! make him slip into the skin of the sort of person who #doesn't have critical information and doesn't know the danger here and couldn't deal with it if they did! make him play the sort of role #that in a connery movie would be the girl who gets fridged. make him be both eerily good at it and uncomfortable with it in several #twisted up ways he probably can't even articulate to himself!! #i think one of the things that makes it compelling to me is that physically harming bond like. Touches him a lot less if he can snap back #a one liner about it. like casino royale got a little itch down there etc. very fun to me to make him still equally CAPABLE of doing that #but in a situation where he's pretending he isn't. the cutting remark lined up behind his tongue and a gun close enough to touch and #he won't use either of them. smth about barriers built up purely not by what he CAN do but what he'll LET himself do is v cool and fun 2 me (@weidli)
yea exactly!!! I think abt this a lot too lol, like. trying to whump Bond by physically injuring him is like. almost kind of passe and like trying to recapture your first heroin high or sth. it just feels like you get such diminishing returns from it and you kind of have to keep ridiculously upping the stakes. And getting at him emotionally, like, directly, risks total system failure too much. he's one of those gemstones that are very hard but also brittle or like maybe not brittle but have marked cleavage points - it's too easy to either hit nothing or hit one of those and shatter him.
But. coming at it slant? forcing him into a position where he has to, ostensibly, open himself for attack while also keeping himself safe? now THAT'S got bite to it. Cuz I like the idea of Bond being good at undercover, however I also think/I think the way to reconcile him going undercover as himself is that he's like, a great actor, but a great METHOD actor. Like he HIMSELF has to believe it. There's a fic that has a thing where Bond is talking abt this with Q and is like, I'm James Bond every time bc I have to be / best lies are based in truth (i get down (when she gets you high))
And also Game Theory (series) and Reality both feature this thing Bond does where he, like. reshapes his own subjective reality, if that makes sense? And I absolutely fuck with that, I'm like. hell yeah!!! Where was I going with this. Oh yeah, him doing this, for an undercover role that requires him to be like vulnerable. Even if it's a role that has like, a supposed wall/armor, but is at his core vulnerable. Following this concept/headcanon, he'd have to, in a way, remake himself to into a guy who is that! And it's not him, per se, but also it is him, cuz that's how he operates, and it's like. putting on a skin that can take scars. And after he's done with the role he can shed it like a lobster shell. But maybe also like a lobster shell. If the wound hits deep enough - past the armor put in place to the supposed inner meat that is actually part of the skin he put up to take hits, and through to his actual skin. Then maybe it'd take time and a couple sheds to heal. Or maybe it won't! maybe it hits deeply enough that it becomes permanent!
but yeah. yeah yeah yeah. but also I think what ur getting at with ur last bit is how like, as part of his defense mechanism, he does quips to help externalize some of the damage he takes, It's like. releasing some of the pressure. (me with driving!! I externalize my irritation so I don't internalize it! this can be very alarming for anyone in the car with me tho lol, but I prommmyy I am not road raging I am only verbally sayin shit!!) But what happens!! if he can't do that!!! the role doesn't call for it!!!! and he has to suppress the beast inside that (a) wants to do it (b) rails against the fact it can't and it's creating more pressure Inside the shell of the Role!!! etc etc
entirely for my own haha sickos personal enjoyment., i want more fics/scenarios where Bond has to go undercover as the, like, more shy, boyish, dare I say... innocent? kind of guy. the kind of guy the maneaters that James Bond TM usually seems to interact with would eat right up. I feel like it's so rare to see... maybe like ever. weidli's fic has a bit of that. and im hungry for more.
#*slaps this post* this bad boy can fit so may mixed metaphors in it!#actually. lowkey that's the entire blog lmao#and also me#mixed metaphors and references
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some idw redraws
#i spent way too long trying to figure out sonic's quills#monotoneart#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#sonic idw#ive read the first 2 volumes of idw so far. theyre such a delight :]#i do kinda rant below about my 2 sticking points so far (specifically about team dark in the metal virus arc) so uh. sorry#omega not caring about shadow when he gets zombotted kinda bugs me ngl#like bro that's ur teammate yall did so much together do u not care abt any of that.#sega give omega more personality than just ''kill eggman robots''#and the way the others talk about shadow and say ''oh he doesnt care im surprised he cares''#...well sonic says that and i... guess shadow could come off that way to him. ehhhhh.#i would think sonic would understand his deal though.#''oh more people saved means less zombots to deal with'' what!! it's more than that!!!#guy made a promise to protect the planet!!! that would include the people!!!#more people saved means just that: more people saved!!!#he's a ''the means justify the ends'' kinda character but that don't mean he's heartless#rouge girl u should know better!! you're like one of the only people he talks to relatively regularly!!#takes a deep breath. ok im good now. everything else about idw so far is cool. i love whisper n tangle.#cant wait to finally get to surge and kit#OH YEAH ALSO i watched wild robot and it was so extremely good. i cried <3
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debate
(topic: how many and what configuration of kids do they give off vibes of having (either at present or in the future)(partner is irrelevant in most cases, some could be single parents for all i care))
#the blue tier should be 'two or more' my bad#all tiers make no difference between adopted and biological kids with the obvious exception of the ones exclusively abt adopted kids#basically all of the tiers above could be adopted too it doesn't matter#the ones in the young category don't necesarily all give off vibes of having no kids#more that i can't picture it but it's not bc of personality. it literally is just bc they look too young#like obv most characters on the younger side outside of that tier are under the assumption that the kid appears in the future#but the young tier is just i am incapable of deciding bc i can't look at their face and my perceived age of them and reach a decision#hu tao is the exception i just cannot see her having kids#this is also assuming they'd all be decent parents. doesn't mean those in the no kids tier are there bc they'd be bad parents tho#heizou lovers feel free to give your hc i just don't know who your man is lmao#yall get done so dirty by the game#like tbh i'd put him in the no kids tier but i am aware i know very little of him so. erring on the side of caution here#honestly alhaitham could be in the one girl category also now that i think about it. nb kid for that man specifically#there are some characters y'all won't be able to convince me otherwise but like. i'm curious anyway#the parentheses are the reasoning for the choice not necesarily their actual kid obviously#the natlan gang is up in the air. kinda confident abt the mualani choice but kinich? not so much#realistically i could see plenty of them not having any kids but decided to keep the no kids tier as empty as possible in the interest of#y'know actually thinking about it. the ones there are bc i simply couldn't see it. ganyu and sethos are on thin ice tho
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Grian and Martyn's dynamic to me is the main character vs the guy who should be the main character
#specifically with watcher lore stuff#so much of it focusses on Grian#which is fun and I'm not trying to throw shade at Grian focussed watcher lore#but the most interesting perspective on Grian’s watcher orgin TO ME#is one from the outside#I don't care too much abt what Grian actually went through#what do his friends think he went through?#what happened when be left?#what did he do that caused the life series?#those aren't questions I neccesarily want answered#they're questions I want to see other people think abt#ya know?#watchers are scary because of what we don't know abt them#which is why Martyn is such a good main character for his story#we don't get to see the watchers up close and personal#they're whispers in his head#they're running the game#his friend was one of them#idk I'm rambling this isn't even what the post is abt atp#what I'm saying is I like Martyn more as a protagonist when delving into watcher lore#and it's because he's involved enough with the Watchers for us to expierence them#but not too much that we're familiar with them#grian#Martyn#martyn inthelittlewood#martyn itlw#smooziespeaks
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Dick or no dick confirmation Pickles was always going to be trans to me anyways; if he's swingin' somethin that's phallo babes, if he's not then his t-dick fat. What's not to get.
#metalocalypse#jay talkin#I'm sorry they wrote that awful gross little man far too likeable and relatable to on a trans level#for me not to hoot and holler and cheer for the trans pickles agenda#changes nothing about his character arc or any of the show anyone is capable of being the kind of person he is#don't make the mistake of thinking thats exclusive to cis men#his transness wouldnt change that#only adds on an extra layer to him that i think works fantastically.#Listen that dude was rejected by his family driven to drink and drugs young to escape that ran away to be in a band#is called fucking Pickles of all things and refuses to tell anyone his real last name;#over the span of four seasons and two movies he slowly starts to learn to be for others what he never had#he becomes more caring more supportive#it's not a stretch to say he undoes some of the toxic masculinity he's been keeping himself shielded behind#and learns how to be a kinder man.#all of which have no contradictions with him being trans!#In fact it doesn't take much extra thought to find ways a lot of this can line up with some trans masculine experiences#i mean. Did no one else have a younger phase where they swung as far as they could into crass rude and uncaring ways#to try and assert their masculinity only to grow and realise that you can be a man and be more caring.#Did no one else have father issues. 1 800 come on now i know those are both shared experiences a lot of us have had LOL.#at the end of the day this show aired nearly 20 years ago and is finished. we're not getting more of it#so nothing is altered nor changed if pickles is canonically trans or not ok. its fine#i mean hell i dont even need canon confirmation hes trans to me and thats all i care abt#but i think if yr getting suuuuuper weird abt needing him not to be canonically trans you have some issues#and bio essentialist ideals of gender if you think only a cis man can act like he does#again. anyone can be like that. its not exclusive. him being trans would not change him in any way shape or form lol#AND ALSO GODDDUUUGH for once i love getting to see a guy pushing 50 whos depicted as trans#do you have any idea how dire and barren it is out here. we never get to see a trans guy older than 30 and whos not a pristine model#I WANT MORE OLD SHLUBBY SHITHEAD TRANS GUYS IN MEDIA
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ngl. I want a Dom Q flavor that is like. a bit of a sadist. like maybe not necessarily a looot of a sadist. but like at least a bit of one. I want him to like. rly bully Bond. and not just in a cute way. like in a genuinely sadistic for his own haha sickos personal, gleeful pleasure kind of way.
this can include for example things like, playing with Bond (handling dick, tweaking his nipples, continuing to finger him or fuck him) after he's come and while he's like still sensitive and like getting into the overstimulated territory about it. also lmao. ...habe to admit. I found many of @/doll-tamer's posts very like. "ooh what if this for a specific flavor of Dom Q & sub Bond 👀👀👀... 👁👅👁." some examples that uhhh yeah I do gotta admit had me thinking... quite a few thots... (some of them are wow that would be gr8 to see... I want all of this but 00q.... and lowkey a couple are me going "....yea this is kind of Bond-core...." or like this is the-flavor-of-Dom-Q-Im-going-for-here-core....)
to be fair to me tho!!!!!!! I know Im not the only one cuz some of these DO in fact bear similarities to things I have seen in fic!!! So yes this is about me and myyy haha sickos personal tastes. But also I Know it also is Our tastes!!!
But also I want this specific flavorr and also.. if I could get like five more of these little blonde bitches dot meme.........
#this is to feed MY id..... if it also feeds YOUR id can u pls sound off pls 🥺 👉👈 just so I know Im not alone lol......#surely I can't be the only one out here rn with these kinds of tastes lmao......#just like. idk how to describe this. like kink that is a bit. kinkier?#I feel like. a lot of the stuff is almost like. kinda too gentle lmao... or too tame#like can we get. crunchier with it#I want more...texture to my 00q kink content. you know? lol#I want it a but more brutal and less 'pretty' kink I want Q to rly take Bond dooowwn and it like. be a rly crunchy exp for Bond#but like good BECAUSE of that yk like. okay for ME lol. esp that thing the way doll tamer put it of like. praise mixed w degradation kink#cuz for me pure humiliation like. not my personal flavor esp if it's just kind of mean and brutal#I mean not like in general lmao since ig Im going the says too much abt my personal tastes anyway#but like. for Bond I don't see pure humiliation/degradation working...?#I think the theme of stuff w/ Bond seems to be like. mixing mediums#like sensation play that mixes up the pain & pleasure and also mixed sensations#and so yeah here like the mixing of praise & dirty talk#I feel like to rly get into it w Bond you gotta go all out you gotta maximalize but you also gotta like. switch things up to rly stimulate#multiple centers of his brain and also like keep him off a rhythm. never let him know your next move lol#like that's what rly keeps it interesting for him#or you like edge/tease him to the point of mindlessness lmao. and/or give him a specific directive to focus on. or like. -tease to the poin#where you overload his brain and he literally cannot be thinking of anything else or calculating anything else no ticking in the bg#(which to me is kind of what the like. tease them until they're a mindless toy posts are like but with some dirty talk/degradation kink in#there too. cuz like turn it slant and sth like oooh good boy you're made to please me aren't you? kind of is a related vibe and etc)#actually the more I think abt this. I think Q does get Bond to this pt in warmth of your doorways lmao#but obv without the like. Q as a bit of a sadist element. cuz me wanting a more. hm. harsh? no thats not the right word.#....eh I mean. yea a bit more aloof sadistic almost casually cruel kind of Dom Q. not like cruel cruel but like sadistic cruel.#is to feed myyyy id. where Bond is a bit more of the like. flavor of a guy who maybe COULD be in danger of being indoctrinated into a cult#(which I mean. if you already think abt it. and okay idk abt UK military but as a USian. and the military industrial complex. there kinda#already is some. perhaps one could even argue cultish. indoctrination going on with the army and etc right. so. ...yea...lol)
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Everyday I see another youtube video or whatever say smth along the lines of "this character is badly written because they're unlikable/annoying/insert negative description here" and everyday I end up massively disappointed because I came here for analysis on the actual writing of a character not just a description of the feelings they made you experience
#rat rambles#like when criticizing a character's writing its important to understand that a character being unlikable to you isnt always a failing on#the writing and when it is you have to actually explain Why it doesnt work in the context of the story and narrative for it to be#meaningful criticism in my opinion#for example a lot of ppl complain abt unlikable protagonists in very unproductive ways imo#because narratively speaking protagonists who kind of suck ass as people very much can have their place#so I always get disappointed when I see ppl talk abt the cases where I agree that theyre poorly written and not getting any elaboration#upon the initial 'they do bad things and are a bad person therefore I dont like them'#like there are plenty of ways for a character to be unlikable and a bad person or whatever#just please explain to me Why you think that the character themself was misandled or otherwise poorly written without listing their crimes#like for example. and lets all get our long sighs out first. sighhhhhhh. ok. shuichi.#hes a bit of a prick. anytime Ive seen criticism of his character it basically amounts to that statement.#and that doesn't at all adress any of the actual numerous problems with how hes written.#thats just a description of a character trait. which isnt a writing flaw on its own.#the reason him being an ass is a problem is that he is meant to be and written as a camera pov protag#so all of his judgy bullshit is meant to be how the audience feels too. which causes problems in a game where you're supposed to give a#shit abt the cast and want to hang out with them and get attached before they die horribly#and this is a problem that exists in all dr games ofc but shuichi just makes it most obvious because the v3 cast was built with a lot more#malice than the other two casts generally speaking#ok thats enough shuichi talk Im so sorry for making yall see that I promise it wont happen again its just the easiest example to draw#basically: poorly written characters are pretty much never that way because of any isolated traits they have as people#its about How they are written and positioned in the narrative#saying a character is bad because theyre annoying or unlikable is just saying theyre bad because you dont like them#and its plenty easy to not like well written characters so if you wanna make a real point then stop just writing a callout doc#like half the time your issue is with narrative framing not with the traits themselves talk about that instead thats much more interesting#and I Dont mean 'oh a character we're supposed to like shouldn't have this negative trait' because thats also unproductive#generally speaking saying that any certain character trait is inherently linked with bad writing beyond being a sentiment I disagree with#is also just not a very helpful statement for actually understanding what the actual problem is#and for me the why is what character and literature analysis is all about#and in terms of media criticism its especially important since you don't exactly learn anything by being told a character is unlikable
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This is my five billionth time trying to come up with something, so let’s go. Thank you! <3
I’d consider myself an ambivert that primarily prefers being alone to indulge myself in my hobbies, but also hates being lonely. While I wouldn’t consider myself sociable, I’m a friendly person. I can easily chat with most people. I love learning about people and hearing what they like to talk about. But my natural inclination is to cling to my alone time.
I am a very analytical person at heart. I like studying things to know why and how they work. This applies very much so to people. Because of this, I tend to be known as a smart person. At work, I am fast and accurate. I understand how my duties and others work in the big picture. I’m quick to notice when things are wrong and can point out where the error lies. I have a reputation for being a quick and reliable helper.
I’m generally known as a logical person. While I do have a temperament, I’m not seen as emotional. I make decisions with a level head. I’m not weak either. I love debates and arguments. I enjoy raising my voice. I do not hesitate to stand my ground if need be. If I get mad at someone, it’s typically because they’re contradicting themselves or saying something that makes no sense.
That being said, I’m lacking in many ways too. I’ve been told many times that I am a mean person. Apparently my way of speaking makes some feel like they’re being humiliated or mocked. I lack sympathy. I’m too outspoken. I serve primarily my own motives, not others. I’m stubborn, a know-it-all, selfish, etc etc etc.
My biggest insecurity is being misunderstood. I have a hard time verbalizing my feelings/opinions and conveying my intent which has gotten me in a lot of trouble in the past. That being said, what bothers me isn’t being seen as a good and kind person, but simply as being perceived inaccurately. I want to be understood as I am without changing myself to be more palatable to others. I may be selfish and unsympathetic, but I’m more than that.
So who would you pair me with? 👀 @paimonial-rage
this is a gift.
if you would like one of your own, please read my post here that lists what i'm willing to do and what to expect for a non-gift.
i wanted to pair you up with zhongli, ngl. but anyways, picture this:
you're in a debate with someone, temper agitated and argument points hot enough to dissolve your opponent's ego in the akademiya building. such a sight is common in the school, so you don't bother with the stares and looks knowing they'll treat you like background noise eventually. you raise your voice, disturbing those in the vicinity, but your adversary is literally covering their ears to combat your logical brilliance. it isn't long till they declare a stalemate. when you and your opposer part ways, you want to go home quickly but someone taps you on your shoulder...
it's tighnari. maybe you briefly recognize him considering his reputation in the academia and among the forest watchers. maybe you don't, but that doesn't bother him. reputation is just the backdrop of a person, not the person itself.
although... tighnari has heard of you. as you said, you're known as an analytical person, someone smart. he has a penchant for such people, and bonus if they can speak their minds. you're efficient, quick, reliable, which is everything tighnari wished he had in his colleagues. in some sense, perhaps he already has a small admiration for what he heard about you, but he's wary to place labels on these feelings. he doesn't know if you have a favorite color. he doesn't know if you like mushrooms. small steps, it's what he believes in, so when he sees the chance to approach you, he takes it without hesitation.
your debate intrigues him, and he has a few questions. he doesn’t mind talking to you there and then, but he has something to rush for in a few minutes. exchanging addresses to mail each other letters is the ideal thing to do.
you're not a sociable person, but that's not an issue for him. he's alright with initiating. anyways, he approached you, didn't he? after you exchange details, don't be surprised if you receive a letter here and there. at first, it's to expand on your argument, but casual topics are gradually discussed. and conversation, i believe, will flow smoothly with how you're open to hearing him ramble about his interest in plants and the ecosystems of the forest. it will be comfortable, and exciting in some ways, to have him write to you about the contraptions they use at the forest. from traps to capture berserk animals to their machinery of conveniences.
perhaps at some point in your brewing relationship, he invites you to the forest ranger's headquarters. tighnari's hands are shakier than expected, temperament more fragile than ice in the summer. he warns his colleagues with an infamous streak of trouble to not do anything silly, but of course something has to happen. a forest ranger carelessly discarded a trap they used in an old mission, causing the injuries of a wandering adventurer.
he's livid, marching silently towards the crime scene. he insisted that you stay at headquarters and wait for him, but somehow you find yourself tagging along. the guilty forest ranger is doing his best to deal with his mistakes, but his lack of knowledge on medicine makes it worse, causing tighnari's rage to grow.
it's not long till he raises his voice, eyes aimed at one person, tongue reprimanding left, right, front, center. the forest ranger shivers as if stripped naked in winter, and tighnari quickly deals with the adventurer's injuries.
he doesn't bring it up on the walk back or when he accompanies you out of the forest after a long day of planned (and unplanned) activities. instead, it's you. it's a levelheaded conversation, of tighnari's reaction, of the forest ranger's reactions, and ends with practical suggestions on how such situations can be minimized. he had people talk with him about his temper. they always say he acts out of line, but you don't, at least, not without understanding his point of view. you can see why he would be angry.
something clicks in him, and such a situation makes him crave your essence more.
hanging out with tighnari isn't tiring. he is a busy man so time is precious to him. he will plan and arrange days to do certain activities he thinks you might be keen on, but he'll also arrange times to do as each wishes, understanding the need to invest and indulge in one's passions. he doesn't need quick responses from his letters, and neither do you. it seems like he's an uptight person with all the planning, but he's actually extremely flexible, as required in the nature of his job.
of course, not everything is sunshine and rainbows. there are times your harsh and straightforward ways of speech has irked tighnari in his times of stress. he does not appreciate having your words slice through his already thinning patience, and arguments can erupt. it doesn't help that both of you are stubborn. but, he does not fault you for the way you speak or the sides you take. in fact, when others call you selfish, he calls you reasonable. the first rule he learned in biology is that fools don't look after their own needs, and this also applies to humans.
eventually, after having thought through thoroughly of each person's position, logic will prevail. consensus and compromises formed, and arguments quelled.
you say your biggest insecurity is being misunderstood. tighnari is not one to quickly place judgement on people. since the very beginning, he is aware that what he hears of someone is not everything. as researcher of plants and organisms, he knows how assumptions suffocate the growth of a plant. one needs to pause, to observe, to notice, which is exactly what he is. he relies on his senses and experience and less on prediction and universal rules. he is someone in tune with his surroundings; always open to be proved wrong. as a researcher, isn't it exciting when you're faced with the truth that you don't know everything? there is no worry of making yourself palatable for him. he appreciates you as you are, and will do the best within his knowledge and means to make sure he understands you as you.

i hope you liked my analysis.... i'm sorry if it's not a structured as what you did for me, or as interesting or accurate (idk??). i found it pretty hard to write without incorporating some sort of scenario or story so i hope that's alright!
#genshin impact x you#genshin reader insert#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#genshin impact x y/n#ok but abt pairing you with z.hongli it was a joke and then i realized it's ACTUALLY ok. like not too bad of a pair#and at some point i wanted to go with a.lbedo but then at some point i figured this character was a better choice#i have some notes but like i dont know how to explain them at all#ALSO so sorry for the wait. i called myself slo for a reason.... sloth... and slow...... both are me..... orz#this was sent in like the start of the year. this took more than a month omg HAHAH#u know i did joke abt u and a.lhaitham being a good pair but after writing this#i don't think it's bc you make a good pair with a.lhaitham. i think you fit much better with this character#but. but. but. you are literally one of the few selected person i can see a.lhaitham possibly being interested in#and among the smallll list of characters i can see a.lhaitham with you'll be one of the top choices
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if ratio knows abt sunday's current self that means he's gonna show up next patch and we'll see them interacting right........ that's how it works right.......🥺🥺🥺?
#i don't think aven will bc his lines abt sunday don't really reference his future as much#so this could be a case of learning via word of mouth and such#ratio's seem more personal. both ways really. like sunday's lines to/abt him too mayhaps#(^coping)
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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog#didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move#across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s#so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help#with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the#location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright#colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird#like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the#southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December#it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but#i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and#jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen#im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and#the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier#for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy#but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked#up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents#r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes#better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated
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choking on flowers by fox academy...wowzers.....
#I used to be obsessed with it a few years ago but I stopped listening to it after a lil while for some reason xD#but I randomly remembered it yesterday and listened to it again#wowowowow it's so good actually#I'm not a fox academy fan I've listened to like two other songs from them xD one being lavender blood and the other I don't even remember#but choking on flowers is a very good song imo#and it's so cool seeing people in the comments of videos with it have different feelings on it#some say it creeps them out others say it calms them#some others say it depends on their mood#and a few other people had conflicting feelings--it was so interesting!#my personal feelings on the song (and this might be because I kinda grew up listening to it)#it very much relaxes me and unsettles me bcz it reminds me of my childhood somewhat#I'm not gonna ramble abt it here xD but it's both a good and bad feeling#one of my sister's thinks it's creepy as hell and hates it BASHDBHASB#I just love the song a lot#I love love love how the instrumental gets more and more distorted as the song goes on#I love the weird noises that become more frequent I love the vocals and reverb and the harmonies#I wrote a story on it too! though it's not.kyosaya.........#it's a second person fic about nobody in particular#probably an untitled document somewhere I'm too lazy to go try and find it :p#maybe when I get the motivation to I'll hunt for it xD
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I'm trying to find ways to slowly ease my way into taking walks (debilitating social anxiety) so I was going to download pokemon go again but my phone is too old :(
#im actually very upset abt this lol#all of the other tricks ive found rely on having a dog to walk#and like i would love to get my own dog but i absolutely cannot afford one lmao#so i guess i just. still can't go on walks#nobody seems to understand just how impossible it is for me to walk down the street when im not trying to get somewhere#like just going for a walk for fun/to look at nature feels like im being killed#people are LOOKING at me and when someone even so much as glances at me while im walking i instantly feel like I'm doing something wrong#or like they're going to misunderstand my sort of odd behaviors#i can't walk slow because they'll think im a stalker. i can't walk fast because ill get out of breath and they'll think im disgusting#i can't keep a normal pace because im too nervous and i just spend the whole time tense and hate myself even more when i get home#like. what the hell am i supposed to do lol#getting a dog is the only way i think i could stop myself from spiraling like that bc of COURSE im walking slow and leisurely.#im walking my dog. my dog wants to smell and has to poop or whatever#im no longer a freaky fat stalker im just some guy walking my dog#this became more of a vent than i was expecting lmao but if anyone has any actual tangible tips for how to go on walks i would appreciate it#when i had to walk 2 miles to class i used to take a small part of an edible right before i got on the bus lmao and that worked WONDERS#but i don't want to have to do that just to walk around my own neighborhood when i eventually move out#i just want to be normal lmao i want to go out and find bugs and look at leaves#i guess i could walk in the woods but what if i get lost#i want to be able to look at stuff. i want to be able to stop and look at a plant while some person passes by me#without feeling like im going to blow up or like they're going to hit me or like IM going to hit THEM#im used to anxiety but i always feel so erratic in public places. when everyone wore masks i was a little better#i still mask most of the time but it doesn't help anymore bc now im like one of the only people that does it#so now instead of blending in AND having my face covered i just stand out more#my face is still covered so it still helps but its like barely a net positive lmao#i want to be able to look around without worrying that someone is looking at me from their window and thinks im a stalker#truly how the hell am i supposed to do that without a dog lol
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