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happy 18th birthday to ME! and kind of benny. kind of. technically charlie day. whatevs. ive got more to say below the cut, but this goes out to the ppl ive gotten to know and the ppl ive learned from and admired in this community, thanks for making tlm so special to me <3
Alright. wow. 18. It feels weird to say that honestly. more importantly, this marks around 2 years of me being in the lego movie fandom, which is even crazier! I actually found this community at one of the worst parts of my life, I'd developed very severe drug related OCD, to the point where I was barely eating and drinking or leaving my room for over a month because i was so terrified of my intrusive thoughts. I went to a treatment center where I started ERP therapy, and during that time I watched a reel about the lego movie and decided that, since i was out of school and had way too much free time, maybe i could occupy some time with that instead. TLDR: best decision of my fucking LIFE. i got hooked pretty quickly, and after a few weeks i started interacting and making friends. I started using my tumblr again and i was drawing every free moment i could. joining this community started as a sort of coping mechanism for me, but as my ocd went into partial remission it became more and more of a passion and less of just something to occupy my brain. overall, awesome. however, it really wasnt until a year or so later that id REALLY start to get to know people, and leading into my senior year, I became friends with some amazing people. Superpeeboy and Mars of course, but also many other people, almost too many to name (yall know who u are tho (:, and if u think it could be u, it probably is). This community has made me so, incredibly happy, in ways even before my ocd i didnt think were possible. I never thought id find myself so enthusiastically looking toward my future, because despite every horrible thing going on in the world I have people around me that I know will be there, and I hope I can be there for them jsut the same. Honestly I just want to thank every person who's made this community special for me. Whether we've become best friends or have never talked even once, thank you for making the lego movie such an amazing place to call home. When I say this has saved me, I mean it. Happy birthday to me, I don't even know what birthday wish I could make, I've already gotten so many things that I'd always wished for.
#the lego movie#lego movie#benny the spaceman#benny tlm#artists on tumblr#see if u can find urself! unfortunately i couldnt include every person ever#but i tried to fit as many as i could (:#birthday post
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Can you pleaseee do something with Sae-byeok or Se-mi x barista reader?
Se-mi x reader - hot chocolate with marshmallows
ê°á Ëâ â§ă»âă»âŽïčê° áąïœĄ- àŒ -ïœĄáą ê±ïčâŽă»âă»đș â§âËà»ê±
pairing ; Se-mi x barista reader
summary ; on a saturday morning, while you were working as a barista, a stunning woman comes in and you accidently mess up her order
warnings ; shitty writing and she might be a little ooc idk, might delete it later if i get too embarrassed
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a/n ; this is my first request so i hope yall like it, I might write the one for Sae-byeok too or/and maybe make a second part on this if its wanted
Men dni
ê°á Ëâ â§ă»âă»âŽïčê° áąïœĄ- àŒ -ïœĄáą ê±ïčâŽă»âă»đș â§âËà»ê±
It was a particularly busy Saturday morning and you were at your new job in a café as a barista. It was your third day at work and you still had to bring a routine in doing your. Even though it was stressful and gave you even less free time, you know that you can't mess up, because you need the money to pay at least a part of your college fees, since your family isn't rich enough to pay everything alone.
So now you are here, serving customers during rush hour with a headache from all the noise and a smile on your face so you seem friendly enough.
When you had a moment of peace you started zooning out, looking out of the window to see the mist surrounding everything. No wonder people were rushing in, just looking outside made you feel cold.
A smooth voice interrupted your thoughts. "Hi, IÂŽd like to order something" You quickly looked to see who was talking to you and you saw her. A short haired woman with piercings on nose and lips, which add to her beauty. She has a faint smirk on her face, studying you with her dark eyes and you canÂŽt help, but feel small under her gaze. You quickly stopped staring at this intimidating woman and put on your customer smile. "Oh hi! Of course, what can I get for you?" "A caramel macchiato, please." You nod and point at a table. "Sit down on the table, while I make your order please"
You watch as the woman nods and goes over to the table, sits down and starts looking at her phone. Then you go to make her order and while doing so, your female coworker bumps into you and you land on the ground. "Omg, I'm so sorry!" The girl kneels down, quickly helping you up. "Can you do me a favor and make some orders for me? The guests there next to the door want one hot chocolate, one latte macchiato and two black coffees. Thank you!" You stare perplex as she rushes away through the backdoor to the 'employees only' area and sigh, feeling frustrated at her leaving you with even more work. You look over to the pretty customer from before, who seems occupied with her phone and you lean on the counter trying to remember what she ordered. Fuck, what did she order again? You think to yourself. You go through all the orders you remembered in your thoughts, before settling on hot chocolate. I'm pretty sure, it was hot chocolate... She probably wants to warm up from the cold. Maybe I should ask her again? You quickly shake your head at that. No way, I'm new at this job and this would just show, how unorganised I still am and she looks like she could bite my head off... I'll just make her hot chocolate and if its the wrong order, I'll make her the right order and pay for it and pray that my boss isn't watching.
You start making the hot chocolate and and after a bit you place some marshmallows in it and go to the counter with the cup in your hand, calling the intimidating girl over. You watch as the girl approaches with a nervous feeling in your stomach from not knowing if you messed her order up, but you try to keep your friendly smile. You hand over the hot chocolate. "Here is your order!" You watch as she takes it into her hands, decorated with silver rings and you notice her confused look. "Is everything okay?" "Uh yea, but that's not what I ordered... I ordered a caramel macchiato" You start to feel your cheeks redden from embarrassment. "I'm so sorry, I'll go and make you a new drink" You reach out to get the drink, but instead of giving you it, she takes a sip. "No need to, I'll keep the hot chocolate" You try to insist on making her a new drink, but she just chuckles. "But Miss-, you don't have to drink that..." "No need to call me Miss... My name is Se-mi and instead of apologizing, just make it up to me by texting me later" She quickly scribbles her phone number on a napkin and hands it over to you with the money for the hot chocolate and then walks away, while you stare at her with a flushed and surprised expression. "Bye sweetheart and don't forget to text me!"
I'm so sorry, that this is so bad written and short, but I'm kinda stressed, because of school right now and I kinda rushed this. I might delete this later and maybe rewrite it, if I get inspiration.
#wlw#lesbian#player 380#se mi squid game#squid game#squid game x reader#writers on tumblr#wuh luh wuh#dont read it#shitty writing#squid game 2
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why is âmy tears ricochetâ so rayllum coded??? like i was listening to it and i kid you not stopped when i heard a lyric and thought of them
âi didnât have it in myself to go with graceâ rayla couldnât say goodbye to callum in person
âand your the hero flying around (literally) saving faceâ this is more of a head canon but i feel like callum put everything he had into mastering the sky arcanum to help play an active roll in katolis and be a good example for ezran
âand if iâm dead to you why are you at the wakeâ callum never stopped loving rayla even through his (rightful) anger
âcursing my name, wishing i stayed, look at how my tears ricochetâ rayla feeling remorse for leaving and how she knew he was hurting when he learned she left
OK NOW THIS IS WHERE IT HIT ME
âand i can go anywhere i want, anywhere i want just not homeâ rayla can wander anywhere she wants except back to callum who she considers her home (based on the s7 âyour my home nowâ line from her) also âhomeâ could be interpreted as the silvergrove
âand i still talk to you, when im screaming at the skyâ rayla missing callum and being all alone and seeing him as the sky (for obvious reason)
âand when you canât sleep at night, you hear my stole lullabyâ could be the headcanon that callum had/has dream of rayla when she left but mostly i find it heartbreaking cuz we later and s6 hear raylas lullaby
and lastly
âyou had to kill me, but it killed you all the sameâ rayla having to prepare to kill callum when he does the spell in s7 (also goes w a previous lyric of âand you go for my heart aim for blood, but you would still miss me in your bones)
extras that just remind me of them but nothing coherent
âeven on my worst days, did i deserve babe, all the hell you gave me, because i loved you, i swore iâd love you till my dying dayâ aka depressed callum writing heartbroken poems
âyou know i didnât want to, have to haunt you, but what a ghostly sceneâ canât think of anything but find it funny cuz rayla was a ghost
âyou wear the same jewels that i gave you as you bury meâ going back to the end of s3 where rayla gives callum the necklace ethari gave her and also gave me an idea for an au where viren kills, or coins, rayla and callum has to mourn her with that necklace being the only physical reminder of her
âyou turned into your worst fearsâ callum finding himself turn more and more to dark magic
ok thatâs it i just needed to get this out swifties pls let me know if yall found anything else or if thereâs an edit of this cuz i do find a lot of taylor swift songs to rayllum edits for some reason (not complaining tho)
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in light of tedtrent becoming so real, im also jumping on the tedtrent epilogue đ
there's just no way ted wouldn't keep in touch with the others (and have weekly zoom meetings just like in the christmas special) and I just love the thought of the whole team having reunions once in a while.
and going back to trent's arc in s3, the sunflowers conversation, "And your daughter?" "She's never been happier." I think it could go the same for ted.. we've never really properly saw how henry felt about his dad being in london, it's always other people that told ted his son misses him, who's to say henry would rather see his dad happy because that in turn would make him happy too? he was there to win the whole thing, right? I just know tedâs story isnât done yet when he still hasnât learned to let others take care of him in return and who else to pair him with than the man who blew up his career because a man was nice to him (and also because they were so. so cruel for the fakeout tedbecca scenes for that finale) đ„ș
I'm no writer so just pretend these are snapshots of a slow burn fic where ted visits london for their team reunion and slowly realizes that trent has a crush on him and they kiss about it đ
#ted lasso#trent crimm#tedependent#ted lasso fanart#tedtrent#ted x trent#I HAVE SOOOOOO MUCH MORE THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS BTW its just that its 4am rn and i cannot type down my thoughts for the life of me </3#im just so not over that ending and how weird it felt for ted to end his story like that.. not like he can turn back to michelle since#dr. jacob is right there.. i want this man to feel loved and cared for and actually have a place he knows he can call home and that was#richmond for me.. to the family we were born with. and to the family we make along the way etc etc etc#ted lasso spoilers#<- FORGOT ABOUT THAT.#i can finally say i loved the ending for all the callbacks and stuff but I NEED THIS MAN TO BE HELDDDD!!!!! *everything explodes around me*#he even went back there WITHOUT BEARD :( his bestfriend for sooo long who was there for all their ups and downs. i dont like beard and jane#being together but the fact ted didnt even go to their wedding too like ...??! what is going onnnn#also graying lasso is just something so indulgent for me . hush#pn.art#JUST YKNOW!!! I HOPE YALL UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYING ITS REALLY REALLY LATE I PROBABLY SHOULDVE WAITED TILL LATER TO POST THIS BUT JAHJVAKDG#my memory is really bad too so i could also be misremembering scenes and im too eepy to check the scenes i had in mind so u_u#ALSO apologies that its taking me sooo long to draw things i recently joined a mc server and ive been playing it all day and night HFSJGFSH#im sooo scared of making these type of posts because i dont have the balls to make the wrong choices in other people's eyes but GRAAH!!!!!#<- i love tedtrent bUT WHAT IF PEOPLE THINK IM CRINGGGEEEE!!!!!#THATS ALL.... i have more drawings in mind that ill get around to later.. for now goodnight <3
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idk what came over me but i like this series again
#i mean i always liked it ofc but its just been dormant for a while#I got baaaad burnout (maybe still do idk) and there's NO kh news#but idk maybe its writing for the podcast again but Im like ''hmmmm actually maybe I think about all this all over again''#i think its because rn I'm focusing on the organization#and like....... sry but the organization is just so interesting#sorry foretellers I love yall but the org is what got me into this series#and I always thought the KH2FM cutscene of xigbar and zexion was interesting#and later the conversation between saix and axel about having their own agenda#and it was just really cool all that coming back in KH3#and i want more... im hungry for more#how could they bring this all back and then kill ansem AND xemnas#young xehanort you got a LOT of fucking weight to pull now young man#you better show up in that Nomura drawing's black techwear and umbrella and address all this shit
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far distant and incredibly vague spoilers for www but putting it under the cut anyways
realising for some reason that at some point in all 3 wips im currently working on you get imprisoned. i would say i dont know what that says about me but i do i really do know what it says
#sophie speaks#i want to be kept like a pet#series:www#im giving yall the most miniscule of crumbs im sorry#lmfao maybe i should set up a kofi or something#if people like. donated then id be like contractually obligated in my mind to write for it#and if people didnt then i could still do it but then yknow itd be at my own pace but i wouldnt have to worry about those ppl who say theyr#truly absolutelky desperate#which again sorry T_T i do not control the rate at which i write things.#well i do a little bit if i just listen to the www playlist i can probably get some more done#ill do that later today after genshin + wuwa#also i just accidentally pasted an entire scene into the tumnblr tags and had to manually delete them all help me
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Please continue the Smokescreen story.
(Gore-tober Day 4 - Peaceful)
Will do!
Prompt here.
ââââââ â â â ââââââââââââ â â â
âHe wonât last at this rate.â Ratchet proclaimed as he hooked up the spark stabilizer to the Matrix. Optimus sat still on the medical berth, the container placed firmly on his lap as the connectors to his spark chamber and the relic within were attached to the delicate life fluttering within its glass confines.
âIf we donât get him a protoform, his spark will go out within the next three cycles.â The doctor sighed as he took scans and began the process of collecting Smokescreenâs memory from his processors. Arcee didnât know much about medicine, but even she could tell that they were lucky to have even that much. Smokescreenâs frame was devastated, his limbs torn to shreds and his body contorted in ways it shouldnât have been. She didnât like looking at what remained of his face, it reminded her too much of Tailgate as he hung in Arachnidâs grip.
âCan he be carried by a surrogate to extend his predicted lifespan?â Optimus asked seriously as he ran his digits along the container, humming a soft tune as he did so. The Prime looked⊠sullen. Arcee couldnât blame him. Smokescreen was young enough that saving his spark wasnât impossible, but he was also likely too old to be carried for very long.
âPerhaps. But that is a last resort that I prefer we not fall to. Carrying the spark of a grown mech is-â Ratchet trailed off as he finished drilling connectors into what remained of Smokescreenâs processor. The team as a whole tensed as the implications hit them. Even Bulkhead seemed to know the ramifications of carrying a spark.
The only bots strong enough to carry a spark were Ratchet and Optimus. They had the right frame specs and their sparks were in the upper echelons signature wise. But Optimus carried the Matrix and Ratchet was older than what was safe for such a thing. Arcee would have offered her services, but she was far too small a bot to take care of a spark as bright as Smokescreen. There really was no other choice except to get the rookie a new frame if they didnât want to risk Optimus accidentally killing him or Ratchet offlining as well in an attempt to support a spark aside from his own.
Her servos clenched into fists as she watched those gathered look between each other and the container sadly. Optimusâs optics cycled in on it as he brought it closer to himself, a song softly flowing from his vocalizer in an attempt to comfort the fragile life in his care. Bumblebeeâs door wings dipped low as he placed a servo on the container as well, his field wrapping around those present in grief. Ratchet simply sighed and went about his work in silence while Bulkhead muttered a soft apology.
âYou shouldnât have had to do that newbie⊠Iâm sorry it ended up this way.â Bulkhead leaned against the wall, his face in one of his servos while his other remained in a tight fist. Arcee for her part stared at all those present in disbelief and growing rage. Were they all just going to let him die? Were they going to lose another teammate because of the Decepticons?
âI will stay with him and do my best to ensure his passing is comfortable.â Optimus, seemingly having read her thoughts, spoke gently. His entire frame seemed to radiate grief, but he did not appear inclined to do anything aside from keep Smokescreenâs spark ablaze. Arcee wanted to scoff. What was the point of keeping his spark stable if he was just going to putter out?
She couldnât allow that. Not again. She wouldn't lose another partner.Â
âDo we still have the coordinates for the Nemesis?â She broke the solemn atmosphere as she stepped forward, her expression resolute. The team regarded her sadly, but Ratchet nodded all the same.
âWe do. The Nemesis hasnât gone far since SmokescreenâŠâ The doctor bit his lower derma and stepped back to his console to continue his work. Bulkhead and Optimus were too occupied to pay her much attention, but Bumblebee seemed to perk up.
âYou think⊠we might be able to get him a protoform in time?â Bumblebeeâs question had those gathered finally paying Arcee the attention she needed. Her digits twitched and her spark blazed with determination. Starscream made clones of himself, there had to be more protoforms on the Nemesis being held in stasis. Arcee was the smallest, and sheâd managed to get onto the ship before. If she could get on and grab just one protoform, they could save Smokescreen before it was too late.
âIâve snuck onto the Nemesis before. I can and I will do it again.â She stared up at her fellows in defiance. She would not allow Smokescreen to die without at least trying to do something to save him.
âCee, are you sure you can do that? Megatron must be on high alert after the Omega Keys.â Bulkhead put forward his concerns, but Arcee could sense hope in his words. He wanted to believe there was a chance, and looking around at the increasingly bright faces of the team, they wanted to believe it too.
âI can. Just let me try.â The team exchanged glances, silence overcoming the base until Optimus nodded once in assent.
âI give you permission to try. Ratchet, prepare the groundbridge.â
â----
Arcee ran as fast as her legs would allow her to as soon as she got through the portal. She had no real map of the Nemesis, but based on what she knew, the protoforms would be near the Vehicons quarters. A timer ticked on her wrist, a reminder of her limited time. They would lose the Nemesisâs coordinates within a half an hour. She had to be quick, and that meant stealth was largely out of the question.
âINTRUDER!â A Vehicon screamed as Arcee threw herself into her alternate mode and pushed her engine as hard as it would go. Her tires skidded across the ground as she pushed herself down every hall she could find in a desperate attempt to locate the protoforms she knew the Cons had.Â
âSHOOT HER DOWN!â It might have been Knockout who gave the order. Arcee couldnât be sure as she started to zigzag to dodge the fire of her enemies. The timer ticked on her arm, signaling she was running out of time as she continued her frantic search. A shot hit her back, forcing her to begin moving by pede somewhere around the fifteen minute mark.Â
It burned, but she couldnât afford to waste time returning fire. She kept moving, her every system screaming at her as she ran faster than she had ever done before. She was no racing unit, and her frame reminded her of it as she at last skidded into the section of the ship holding the protoforms.Â
âFinally.â She panted as she looked up at the stasis locked protoforms. She stumbled back up and reached out to input the command needed to release one. A quick hack cut precious seconds off her timer, but before long the protoform dropped to the ground, lifeless but in pristine condition. She grit her denta as she hurried to it and pulled it along by its arm. She had underestimated how large it would be.
âYou arenât going anywhere, two wheeler.â A shot flew past her helm and Arcee stopped dead in her tracks as the slag maker himself stepped into the room with all the egotistical grace of his station. A frantic message to Ratchet had her counting down the seconds until the groundbridge would open and she could flee with her gains. Until then, she had to buy time.
âThe gaurdsmech needs a new frame? I imagine his tumble from my ship did inflict substantial damage onto his pitiful body.â Megatron grinned, seemingly content to take his sweet time taunting Arcee as he moved forward. The Vehicons stepped back and Arcee dragged her gains close to herself. Her field flared in warning, but Megatron merely smiled wider.
âYou Autobots must be quite desperate to send such a small bot to steal from me.â The warlord mused as he pointed his blaster at Arceeâs helm. She steeled herself, her frame in front of the protoform protectively. If all else failed, the team could retrieve the protoform over her dead body.Â
âGo rust.â Arcee cursed as she readied her only free arm, her blaster lining up with Megatronâs. The warlord sneered, and Arcee prepared to be blasted into slag as the groundbridge bloomed behind her.Â
âIâve got you covered!â Bulkhead stepped through and blocked Megatronâs instinctual shot. The Decepticon leader roared in outrage as Bulkhead picked her and the protoform up and threw them both threw the bridge. She grunted as she hit the ground hard where the blaster shot hit, but she paid it no mind as Ratchet rushed forward and grabbed the protoform, not paying her a bit of attention. She didnât begrudge him that as she stumbled to her pedes once more and closed the groundbridge behind Bulkhead as he entered.Â
âThanks for the help Bulk.â She smiled as the Wrecker tumbled in and rubbed his scorched plating. Evidently, he hadnât escaped Megatronâs wrath unscathed.Â
âHold still! If you move he may become unstable!â Ratchetâs command echoed in the base and Arcee rushed over to watch as the medic carefully paid out the protoform and imputed the medical commands needed to open its empty spark chamber. Optimus for his part stood still as a statue, the connectors keeping him hooked up to the container holding Smokescreenâs spark glowing in response to his emotional state.Â
âCome on Smokescreen, donât reject the frame.â Ratchet pleaded as he lifted the container and ever so gently lowered it so that it hovered over the protoformâs spark chamber. Arcee could have heard a pin drop with how tense the base was as Ratchet unlocked the container.Â
Not a spark said a word as they all watched in terrified but hopeful awe as Smokescreenâs spark fluttered from its container and was promptly caught in the protoform. The moment it was in place, Ratchet slammed the protoformâs spark chamber closed and stepped back. Optimus grabbed the container and Arcee moved closer to watch with rapt attention. This was it. This would decide Smokescreenâs fate.Â
The air was tense enough to be cut with a knife as the protoform remained still for a worrying few kliks. But then, just as Arcee began to fear the worst, it began to shift. Protomatter began to alter, facial structures started to emerge, and within another klik, the base of Smokescreenâs old frame was easy to see. Bulkhead cheered, Arcee smiled and leaned on a nearby wall, relief flooding her spark as Ratchet praised the Allspark. Bumblebee, who had remained dutifully by Optimus the whole time, whirled in joy as Smokescreenâs vents fluttered and his systems hummed to life.
âHeâs accepted the frame. He will be alright.â Optimus confirming their collective relief caused Arcee to smile wider. Smokescreen would live. He hadnât been lost like Cliffjumper.
Sheâd done one thing right.
#transformers#maccadam#transformers prime#team prime#arcee#ratchet#smokescreen#bulkhead#bumblebee#optimus prime#megatron#goretober continuation#yay smokey lived#this was slightly rushed#but i was unsure how else to continue#I suppose I could get into the smokey existential crisis of having a new frame#but that could be for later if yall want more :)
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#li.txt#dh#dishonored#emily kaldwin#this is very important to me actually#Im not putting corvo here we can do a different poll for corvo later#now I want to know if any of yall believe in my wife and her skills#I think it would be neat if she cracked it herself because she used to do similar puzzles as a teenager (I certainly did. this was a deligh#but I do wonder if I am just projecting my weird brain on her or if people actually think she could crack it#the third option is more of 'she can crack it but she didnt because she wanted to get it over with Quick'#which is funny cause cracking the riddle took way less time than sneaking into the office for the code
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rant in the tags
#LEAVE MY FUCKING MAN ALONE BITCH#GET YOUR OWN#I DONT GIVE ONE FUCK THAT YALL ARE WORK PARTNERS#YOU HAVE NO BUISNESS TEXTING AND SNAPCHATTING A MARRIED MAN EVERY FUCKING DAY#I TRUST HIM BUT I DONT FUCKING TRUST YOU ONE BIT#I HAVE A BAD GUT FEELING ABOUT YOU AND I HAVE SINCE YOU WERE FIRST MENTIONED#YOURE ALWAYS IN HIS NOTIFICATIONS AND IF I COULD DELETE YOU FROM EXISTENCE I WOULD BITCH#iâm sick of having anxiety attacks thinking about this. nothing triggers it more than this currently and i hate it iâm so tired#i feel so much anxiety and anger and jealousy and hatred and sadness thinking about this i just need to rant#iâm trying not to be controlling about it and let him be friends with whoever he wants to#but fucking hell itâs so hard when he talks about her and when i see that sheâs texted him yet again#and it just sucks feeling this way#bean talks#delete later maybe#edit: for the anons i got#saying to just talk to him#i have already talked to him about it before and he knows my feelings about it#he is NOT the bad guy
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Loz Au??
I'm not sure if this would be considered an Au or a headcannon, whatever. This is just something I came up with for SS <3
What if... and hear me out... what if there were more spirits... like sword spirits but different. Like, what if they were a race created by the goddesses and the spirits on the surface numbers slowly decreased by the imprisoning war in SS. And, hear me out, what if each goddess had their own personal spirit. Like what Demise had with Ghirahim but not as toxic. Like the pearls in SU but again, not as toxic.
Some examples of different types of spirits and core/gemstone placement.
Sword spirits cores/gemstones protrude out, normally located on the chest. Like Fi and Ghira.
Guardian spirits (might come up with a different name) cores/gemstones located on the back, going inward.
The guardian spirits are the only spirits I've come up with at the moment. More to come.(hopefully)
Story??
Spirits were considered divine beings created by the goddesses that once roamed freely on the surface, collecting things that would catch their interests and try to collectas much informationas they could. Spirits are naturally curious and shy beings so they try to stay unnoticed by humans. Since spirits collected knowledge, humans would try to seek out spirits for said information.
As the Imprisoning War erupted, the numbers of spirits quickly diminished as Demise's army would try to get information and kill them. As the spirits were actively being hunted, the goddesses decided that the best way to protect them would be to send them to the silent realm. After the war, they were allowed to return to the surface, some went, and some stayed. The spirits that stayed soon became the guardian and watchers.
#this is all i have right now#might come up with some more later on#yall can leave some suggestions if you want#i could really use some insight#loz skyward sword#Loz#the legend of zelda#skyward sword#au? maybe?
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anyway my personal ranks of origins backstories just in the game by themselves is brosca and tabris at the top, aeducan at the bottom. cousland i will admit is pretty impactful but i still feel like, as wild as an option it would have been, that a cousland warden should had the option to solo rule. they are from the only other teryn in ferelden and it's even said that it was considered for bryce to rule so like! come on!
aeducan is at the bottom because it so tightly locks you into siding against bhelen, which i suppose is fair for brosca being so skewed in behlens favor bc of rica, but brosca is just Good so i forgive that, while aeducan is just suffering.
i still stand by my idea that the 'noble' dwarven origin shouldn't have been the second aeducan child, they should have been the second aeducan's second in place of gorim. that way there would have been more room for roleplay. also the second aeducan child would have been a secret third option for ruler of orzammar that you would encounter with the legion of the dead that they joined after being kicked out.
you would have to both do the legion of dead quest to give them a noble caste, and also have high as hell coercion for it to work but it would really cool and also so funny to do. that said the origin just by itself is pretty fun, love being backstabbed by my second favorite baby brother from the dragon age franchise
mahariel and the magi warden are in the 'i like them but they don't feel as impactful' as much as it hurts me. they're both just kinda there, however that said if the game let you recruit jowan into your party that would bring the magi warden up much higher. alas.
#ama mumbles#dragon age origins#dragon age#sorry for putting this in the main tags yall can ignore me this is for the followers who want to block the tags lol#magi warden is brought up higher on an 'entire franchise' scale bc they feel relevant while the others... don't#but in just origins i will heartbreakingly admit they can feel a bit disconnected and underwhelming despite all the ties they have.#to the broken circle and to jowan bc of how smaller scope the choices you get in those two areas are#you get two choices with broken circle more or less and you either run jowan off or get him killed. sad.#which is fitting considering the fact they were forcibly disconnected from the world as a child by the chantry. anyway.#what if broken circle just let me kill the templars. what then.#if you could recruit jowan then they'd be tied to a companion and would probably get special dialogue with him#also then id get to drag my miserable adopted brother with me to the ass end of thedas. i was robbed when they scrapped that idea. robbed!!#to be fair magi feels less 'disconnected' in world and more just in a player sense#bc so much of the drama in it is entrenched in the lore of the world and when you don't know That then it feels. odd.#its a origin i feel many new players would have the hardest time emotionally getting into#mahariel however feels Very disconnected from everything. tamlen showing up as a ghoul i feel was added to remedy that a bit#bc otherwise theres really only nature of the beast and later on velanna but it's not even their tribe or someone they knew. so. đ€·ââïž#these are just personal thoughts tho#also why is tabris and brosca at the top? bc they go hard and i love underdog stories.#brosca also helps make paragon of her kind like. actually land. i never know what to roleplay otherwise bc Why Would I Care#tabris is just good baby#when will the city elf player background return to me#aeducan would probably be more bearable if they hadn't made harrowmount like That as king. or at least. foreshadowed it better#beyond just ambient npc dialogue bc at that point in game most pl are just running past#made paragon of her kind feel more well rounded. its very hard to get invested roleplay wise when youre not a dwarf pc#but that might just be my own failings i suppose#lots of tags#sorry i rambled again
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its actually nuts how missing a single vaccination has shaped my entire fucking life. like not only would I not be deaf if I had gotten it on time but I probs wouldn't have adhd either đ«Ł
#like yeah I have a family history of adhd but im pretty sure the current model suggests u can be genetically *predisposed* but the actual-#development of adhd is thought to be closely linked to environmental 'triggers' like childhood stress or head injuries lol#or in my case brain trauma. fun fact: a suspected 62% of kids who survive hib meningitis later develop adhd symptoms#vs. 5% incidence in the general population.....#when I first heard that I was still in denial bc i thought of adhd as a 'natural' condition like ur just born that way#so if meningitis survivors displayed symptoms that didnt mean they were ACTUALLY adhd. except literally all adhd is-#is a collection of symptoms its not some tangible 'switch' thats flipped in some ppl and not others. maybe thats a rly obvious statement-#but I found it kinda hard to get my head around. i guess just bc of how a lot of psychology is viewed by the public innit#anyway being deaf + nd kinda fucking sucks yall better be jabbing ur babies with every vaccination possible or im coming for ur knees#its funny bc it sounds like im saying watch out !! vaccination may PREVENT neurodivergence NOT cause it !!#*andrew wakefield voice* u wouldnt want a child with autism#but thats not what i meaaaannn obvs ur kid not getting xyz disease that could kill them is the number 1 most important thing#its so cringe actually bc hib b incidence has been down to abt 2 in every 100 000 babies since the vax was introduced in 1985#so I was one of like. probably less than 10 babies to get it in the fucking country and they misdiagnosed me a bunch of times#bc it was so uncommon + I had some rarer symptoms plus the only way to actually CHECK is to test spinal fluid which is a faff#if theyd realised earlier then i also wouldnt be deaf bc it wouldnt have been as severe. just a series of unfortunate events i guess#anyway. immunology is so fascinating i wish id focused on it more in my degree tbh#over and OUT#.diaries
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Crazy development in my life
#my friends are grtting married in june#she lives here. he lives in another state. originally the plan was for him to move here#turns out cost of living is crazy here and much better there#this now translates to. my best friend is moving to another state in june.#ok. here's the crazy development. i might go with them#not immediately in june#but maybe later this year?#idk. we've just started talking about it. idk how realistic it is#but im almost 20. i dont wanna live with my parents forever. i dont wanna live with my parents much longer period#not like im trapped and i have to escape but like. my life isn't going anywhere rn#and moving into a close apartment is absolutely not an option. not any time soon.#i wonder if i can really start working full time this year. but they said i could stay with them for a while#so its more of a transition than jumping out on my own#also. i could perhaps take bucky with me????? i dont want to jump into more than i can handle#but he just needs work and help and less people#idk idk idk idk#its crazy to think about#but its depressing to think about staying here. doing who knows what with my life. without my best friend#broke and alone akdbakdbsn#does this sound crazy to yall????? am i going crazy???????
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WHY IS JESSE X LUKAS MINECRAFT STORY MODE SHIT POPPING UP ON MY YOUTUBE AND WHY DO I KINDA LIKE IT
#Iâm not too upset tho#I loved this game as a kid#And I still do kinda love it#I like campaign stuff a lot#So Iâve always liked story mode more than actual minecraft#I was sad it got discontinued#I owned it on console tho#So I could still play it#But I never got to play the 2nd one#But I did have to sell the game#Cause I wanted a different game#But my parents said I couldnât get it unless I sold this game first#So I just watched it on stampycatâs channel#Or stampylongnose#Or whatever it is#anyway#Lukas was always my favorite character#He was just so nice#so Iâm kinda vibing with this ship#âŠ.#now I wanna go watch stampycatâs minecraft story mode play through#Shit#âŠâŠâŠ#also!#did yall know i used to have a crush on stampycat as a child?#No?#well now you know my embarrassing secret!#Edit from later:#Holy fuck this post is a mess#mincecraft
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His Second Wife - cregan stark x reader (request)
summary: two years following the death of creganâs first wife, he accepts an undesired marriage proposal to rhaenyra targaryenâs daughter. rhaenyraâs daughter, who had loved cregan the moment she first met him as a young girl, immediately loves and accepts creganâs first child as her own. yet it is still not enough for cregan to find his own love for his new wife.
cw: mean creganđ, widow!cregan, targ!reader, loss of virginity(reader), rhaenyraâs daughter, angst to fluff, unrequited love, sex, happy ending
do yall notice i always post a long ass story usually around midnight or later ( iâm unwell)also this is long af soz it was a detailed request and I wanted it to be to a T. this is SOO long. i prolly should have done two parts⊠oh well @lillithsalvatore hope you enjoy it love â€ïž
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âHow do you feel, my love?â Your mother asked, placing a warm and comforting hand on yours.
You sighed. âNervous.â
She gave you that warm and sweet smile of hers. âI know. I hope you know this choice was not easy for me to make, as I know this was a hard task for me to place upon you.â
âI know, mother.â You say with forgiveness, giving her hand a squeeze.
âHad it been any other lord I would have surely declined but⊠Starks are the most honorable among men. I know your union will be blessed by the gods.â
You give her a smile, blindly trusting her words. You had met him once, and you knew he was kind. In fact, he had left a paw shaped imprint on your heart. You thought to yourself no union could be more suitable. You knew he had married once before out of a prior marital alliance, but the marriage had been short lived, lasting only a year before his first wife died in her birthing chambers.
It took more than four moons before you arrived at Winterfell, as if every power in the world was set on preventing it. You were not a superstitious person, so you simply thought all the bad things that happened prior to your marriage was coincidence.
Each time you went to leave, something prevented you. Your mother miscarried your baby sister, Lucerys was killed by Aemond, Daemon went silent at Harrenhall, Rhaena ran away and was lost in the eyrie before revealing she claimed Sheep-stealer.
You arrived in the dead of winter, and the journey had not been kind to you. You got a chill on the way up, causing you to stop at an inn for a few nights, you had came across raiders who killed one of the many men escorting you, and your clothes were ill suited for the weather.
You did eventually arrive at Winterfell thankfully, all in one piece.
You stepped out of the carriage cautiously, eyeing the snowy landscape surrounding you. It went as far as the eye could see. You held your hand out, letting the thick snowflakes fall and melt in your hand.
âMy princess.â You turn to see Cregan, walking towards you. He bows, forcing a politeness. âWinterfell is yours.â
You bow in return, âNo need for such formalities, Lord Stark. This is your home, and I am honored to have you welcome me here.â
He nods, choosing to say nothing else to you.
âPlease show the princess to her chambers.â He says to one of the servants, then immediately turning on his heels to leave. Your jaw falls slightly, surprised at his curt demeanor.
You compose yourself, trying to hide the slight hurt in your features before making your way to your private chambers.
You bathed immediately, welcoming the hot water against your skin. No water could be hot enough for your dragon blood, but what they had drawn up for you would do nicely.
Your wedding was a week after your arrival, the lord having given you time to settle in. You had not seen him much during that week so you chose not to bother him, assuming he was busy with duties.
When you walked down that snowy path to the red weirwood, Cregan stole a glance at you. You looked beautiful, and he felt horribly guilty for thinking it. He felt like what he was doing was betraying her.
You said your vows, swearing your love before the old gods. You smiled at Cregan and he gave you a forced one in return. Guilt wracked his whole body. He felt guilty for you, knowing he wouldnât be able to give you a union where you were loved, he felt guilty for liking your smile, he felt guilty for forgetting hers.
There was a feast following the ceremony, nothing large due to the pains of winter, but it didnât bother you. The small gathering felt intimate, compared to southern weddings where lords and ladies travelled from all over the realm to witness it.
It was here you met Creganâs son, Rickon.
âHi, little one.â You said. He was only two, a fat little babe who looked just like Cregan.
âRickon, this is my new wife.â Cregan said. The way he worded it made you twitch, it had sounded so strained. He didnât even use your name. You told the boy the name he could call you, but he said nothing as he hid behind his fatherâs leg.
âI apologize.â Cregan said, his voice showing no sign that he actually was sorry.
âIt is alright, my lord. He is just a babe. He and I will have time to get to know each other.â You said. Cregan tensed up, suddenly remembering again this union was forever.
âExcuse me, princess.â He said, turning and walking away with Rickon. Your heart sunk a bit. You could start to sense it now, Cregan was not in the slightest invested in your union together. You felt lost, out of place suddenly.
You sat back down at the high table, overwhelmed with nervousness. You bit at your nails and the skin around them, biting until they bled. You missed your mother dearly. Being here, in this room among strangers who didnât care much for southerners to begin with, made you feel small.
You had sat there for an hour or two, not moving or eating once, save for your cuticles.
Cregan came to you, not noticing your nervous state. If he had noticed, he chose to ignore it. âIâve put Rickon down⊠Would you please accompany me to my chambers?â
You looked at him, the nail bed of your thumb resting between your teeth. You nodded, standing and staring at the hall one last time. You locked eyes with a man, who noticed you both about to take your leave.
âIs it time for the bedding ceremony, Lord Stark?â The man asked, erupting a few cheers from the men mostly.
âNo!â Cregan nearly barked the order. âThere will be no bedding ceremony.â
The men in the crowd shuffled awkwardly at his outburst but accepted.
âPrincess.â Cregan said, walking away and not waiting to see if you were following.
You did anyway, struggling to keep up with his quick pace. You had the sense he wanted this to be over with quickly.
He held the door as you both entered his chambers. You took in your surroundings. It was a clean and large kept room with a lit hearth and a large bed. A thought passed your mind, even though you tried to push it down.
Did he share these chambers with her?
Cregan began to take off his armor and furs, again not watching to see if you did the same, only assuming you were. If you werenât, he didnât care.
âUm, could you help, my lord?â You asked, referring to the laces of your white wedding dress.
He sighed, walking over to you as you turned your back to him. Your eyes welled with tears, but you tried to hide it.
His hands were gentle with the laces, not tugging at them as you expected him to. He obviously had experience doing this before.
He grew emotional as he undid your dress, but he hid it well. It was a weird sense of deja vu. Your hair looked like hers from the back and he felt like he was back at his first wedding.
You pushed the dress off, revealing the sheer linen soft dress underneath. He hadnât moved from behind you, trying to maintain his composure. You walked away from him, lying on the bed and biting your nails again.
He finished disrobing besides his briefs, and you stole a glance at his back. It was huge, muscular and scarred.
He walked over to the bed, getting between your legs and pushing up your shift.
âIs this alright with you, princess?â He asks. âWe need not consummate this if you are not ready.â
For the first time it seemed like he kinda cared about how you felt. His hand still had a hold of your shift, which was resting on your pelvic bone.
You nodded, âIs it alright with you, Lord Stark?â
He nodded, pushing your shift up the rest of the way to reveal your chest. He wanted to fall on his sword for the way he kept stealing glances at your breasts.
He pushed his briefs down, and you choked on your breath at the reveal of his length.
âOh, gods.â You mumbled under your breath.
He rubbed himself against your slit, and your heart stilled for a minute. The feeling was foreign and intense.
He gently grabbed your wrist, pulling your hand away from your mouth. You hadnât even realized you were still doing it, it was starting to become like breathing. A natural, unintentional habit.
Your hands fell to his biceps to steady yourself. You looked at him, but he did not meet your gaze. He instead bowed his head, watching himself enter inside you.
You dug your nails into his arm, gasping in shock. He gently shushed you, telling you it was okay.
âPlease, please.â You said, not knowing what you were even pleading for.
âWhat?â He asked gently, his voice low and almost mimicking of your whining. It sent a shiver up your spine.
He was slow and gentle with you, not in it for any pleasure himself.
You touched his chest and his hair and his arms, and while he didnât stop you he made no effort to touch you himself. His hands rested beside your head, holding up his weight.
Your hands found his arms again and you moaned softly, feeling your peak building in your stomach. You closed your eyes and pressed your forehead to his head, moaning as you spilled onto him. He closed his eyes as he felt it, and guilt wracked him again.
He gently pulled out of you and stood up, immediately dressing himself into his nightwear. You pushed your shift back down and pulled the linen covers over you, immediately going back to biting your nails at his reaction.
He laid beside you, not facing you and not saying anything.
You said nothing, but it hadnât gone unnoticed how he intentionally avoided spilling himself into you.
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It had been 3 months since your arrival to Winterfell, and you had adjusted as well as you could given the circumstances.
You did not often see your lord husband, but you were used to it. He spent a lot of his free time in the crypt where she was. It hurt, but you gave him his peace and he appreciated that you didnât hover.
âMummy!â
âSh, sh, love.â You say as Rickon runs into your chambers.
Cregan did not like when Rickon called you his mother. Heâd gotten upset with you a few times over it, and you assured him you would correct Rickon when it happened.
âMummy.â He repeated. You giggled. pulling him into your lap. You shook your head and tapped his nose, saying, âNooo. Not mummy.â
âMummy.â He laughed, and you ran your fingers through his thick brown curls.
âWhat ever will we do with this mop on your head, my son?â
âHe is not your son.â You turned to see Cregan standing in the door way. âAnd his hair is fine.â
âApologies, my lord.â You said, curtly. He ignored your attitude.
âCome, Rickon.â He said, beckoning his son.
âNo, mummy.â Rickon whined, holding you.
âGo see papa.â You told him, and with your blessing Rickon ran to Cregan.
Cregan gave you a cold stare as he left, and you returned the favor.
You were growing ever so agitated with your husband. He had welcomed you into Winterfell, but not his heart. The only time you both had shared a bed was the night of your wedding, to which Cregan had made sure not to give you an heir.
You had no one. Rickon had you, Cregan had you even if he did not want you, yet you were alone here in Winterfell.
You decided to write to your mother on Dragonstone, requesting for Jacaerys to pick you up on dragon back so you could visit your family and hopefully receive advice. You had left your dragon, Silverwing, at home. You did not want to disrespect the already hesitant northern people, and you did not want Silverwing to be cold or hungry.
That night when you were brushing your hair before bed, there was a knock on your door.
âCome in.â You looked in the mirror and saw Creganâs half sister, Sara, enter.
âHi, Sara.â You said. She came up behind you, taking the brush from your hand and slowly combing it through your hair. You two had formed a unique bond, given you were both considered outcasts in Winterfell. You were a southerner, she was a bastard. They were two sides of the same coin here in Winterfell.
âI heard what happened today.â She said, and you hummed mindlessly. âMy brother can be a bastard.â
You smiled at her in the mirror. âIs that so?â
She nods. âI wish I knew what to do, Sara.â
âWe northerners love hard, princess. We are unwaveringly loyal. The wound of losing Aly is still fresh in my brotherâs heart. Give him time. He knows you love Rickon, and that scares him. I donât know why.â
âWas Aly pretty?â You ask.
âYou have a southern beauty we do not see often in the North. Aly was not a beautiful woman, but she was a fierce fighter. That is how history will remember her. She was born fighting, and she died fighting. I know you are a fierce fighter as well, princess. You are the blood of the dragon. Do not let the grief my brother holds make you feel small.â She kisses the back of your head. âThrow a fucking book at his head if he acts like that again.â
You laugh, her joke comforting you. She turns and leaves you alone, your head clouded with thoughts of Aly.
You heard back from Jacaerys within a few days that he would arrive shortly to bring you home. You had not yet told Cregan, as you knew he wouldnât care anyway.
A few days following the letter from the raven, it was Saraâs name day. Cregan had decided to celebrate with a feast, one bigger than your wedding.
You all sat at the high table, your husband and sister in law drinking heavily. Although Cregan was a big man, the amount of ale he consumed that night seemed enough to kill a horse.
âMy princess.â A servant rested her hand on your shoulder. You and Cregan both turned to look at her, and she grew nervous, not expecting Cregan to pay any attention or perhaps she would not have asked the princess the request. âRickon has had a nightmare and wants no comfort of the maids. He is requesting you by name specifically, princess.â
You turn to look at Cregan for his approval. He gives a quick nod, which you hadnât expected. Perhaps he only obliged since Rickon had requested you by your name, rather than requesting his âmother.â
You walked with the maid to his chambers, opening the door.
âMummy.â He said through sniffles. You turned to face the maid.
âI thought he requested me by my name.â You said.
âThat is your name, princess⊠to him.â The maid closed the door.
You turn to face Rickon with a gentle sigh. âYou know papa doesnât like that word.â
âMummy.â He just says again. You walk to his bed, fitting yourself in to lay with him. He cuddles into your chest, and you play with his hair to help him sleep.
âSay it okay.â He says.
âHm? What do you mean, child?â You ask.
âShe say it okay to call you mummy.â
âWho?â
âMummy did.â
âNo, you have to call me my name, sweet boy.â
âNot you, mummy. My other mummy said it okay.â
âYou confuse me, Rickon.â
âMummy says ignore papa.â You chuckle softly.
âSleep now, my love.â You say, and he slowly falls asleep while you hum him a soft song.
You rise, tucking him in and giving his head a kiss.
You open his door to return to the feast, and Cregan is there waiting.
You gasp, covering your mouth quickly to not wake Rickon.
âGods, you scared me!â You whisper/yell at him. He says nothing, his eyes in a glossy and drunken haze.
You close the door, nearly standing chest to chest with him.
âI heard you sing to him.â He says softly. âWhere did you learn that song?â
âHe taught me it.â You say, as you go to step past him when he stops you.
âCregan?â You say confused, turning to look up at him.
He takes your cheeks in your hands and slams his lips on yours. You freeze for a second in shock, before immediately returning the kiss. He presses you against the door, and you moan into him as you quickly grow wet with Creganâs sudden change of behavior.
He moves to press gentle kisses on your neck, biting softly here and there. His fingers dig into your hips, grinding himself into you. You moan softly, trying not to cause too much noise against the door.
âNot here.â You moan. He avoids your eyes, taking your hand and pulling you further down the hall to his chambers. It was only your second time in his room. He lifted you into his strong arms, wrapping your legs around his waist and pressing you against the wall.
You both hadnât even undressed, but you loved the thrill. Your husband finally wanted you after three long grueling months. He pushed your dress up to your waist as you unlaced his breeches.
He took you there against the wall of his chambers, fucking you so sweetly, fucking you in a way that would surely produce an heir.
Your moans filled the halls, and the servants began to spread word that the lord had finally moved on from his first wife.
He carried you to the bed, placing you along the edge as he stood, fucking you with sloppy and drunken thrusts.
You moaned his name, both of you drawing so close to your peak as your hands rested against his stomach. He leaned closed to you as hand moved beside your head to hold his weight, and the other moved under your lower back to lift you slightly off the bed and pull you more into him. The angle sent you over the edge, crying and moaning his name.
Your moans pushed him over, but his next words made you sick.
âFuck, Alysanne.â He groaned, burying his head in your neck and spilling his seed into you.
You gasped, not even sure you heard him right.
He kissed your neck a few times and then rolled off you, not noticing the look on your face.
You laid there unmoving, still in your dress which was now damp with sweat, and your thighs now sticky with Cregan.
He fell asleep the second his head hit his pillow, still in his clothes.
You choked back a sob, moving your hand to your mouth so he wouldnât waken. In reality, you couldâve started screaming and he wouldnât have woke, or even shuffled.
You exited his chambers, trying not to be sick on the way to yours.
âMy sister!â Sara drunkenly yelled as she seen you in the hallway. She took notice of your disheveled dress and hair. âOh my gods, did you and Cregan justâŠ?â
You ignored her, but she noticed the tears on your face. âWait, sister what is wrong? What happened?â
You slammed the door in her face, throwing yourself into your pillow and screaming.
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âMother would be furious if she knew you were sleeping this well past sunrise.â
You groaned, lifting your head from the pillow to find the voice in the room.
âJacaerys?â You said, when your eyes landed on him.
âI take it the feast for Sara Snow was a success.â He says, making fun of you. Your hair was sticking to your face, wet with a mixture of tears and drool.
âI guess you could say that.â You said, wiping your hair to the side.
âYouâre disgusting.â He says.
âGods, five minutes youâve been here and you already frustrate me! Get out!â You say, both of you immediately teasing and arguing like you had never left home.
You push him out of your room.
âDonât touch me, wench!â He whines, smacking your arms.
âPiss off! Go harass the bloody Lord of Winterfell.â
âIâd rather harass the Lady.â You push him out of your doors, turning and pressing your back to slide down the wall.
You hear him knock again and you rise to your feet, angry. âJace, I said-â
You donât finish your sentence, since as you open the door itâs Sara.
âI wanna talk about last night.â
âI donât.â You say, going to close the door on her before she pushes it back open.
âWhat happened?â She asks, angry. She closes the door behind her and follows you to the bed. You sit on the edge and rest your elbows on your thighs, burying your face in your hands.
âDid my brother hurt you?â She asks, worried.
âNo, no.â
She rests on her knees in front of you, placing her hands on your knees. âTell me what happened.â
You sigh, trying to hold back your tears, but you cannot. âWe had sex.â
âIsnât that good? What went wrong?â
âHe called me Alysanne.â You sob out.
âOh, no.â She says, moving to sit beside you and wrap her arms around you.
âI cannot stay here no longer, Sara. I am being haunted by Alysanne. I find letters she wrote to Cregan, her clothes, her weapons. Rickon thinks I am her and Cregan wishes I was.â
âI am sorry, princess.â She says, sadly. âI thought I knew my brother better than that⊠Perhaps, if you talk to him about these past few months things can be different. Just give it a try, yes? You have your brother here now. You can leave if things do not work and the marriage can be annulled.â
You did not even wish to think of that possibility. It would be so shameful for both of your houses. You would do everything in your power to make it work.
You cleaned yourself up and went to Creganâs chambers, knowing he would be hungover.
And you were right.
You entered his room without knocking, finding him in a bath with a warm rag over his eyes. Three times now youâve been in his chambers.
âYou can set it on the table.â He says, not moving the rag.
âWhat?â
âOh.â He says, his voice changing in tone. âI thought you were the maid.â
You say nothing, unsure of where to even begin.
âCan whatever youâve barged into my chambers for wait until I am done.â He asks, only the question is more of a statement.
âNo.â You say, angry. You walk over to him and pull the rag off his eyes. He squints at the brightness, then gagging on the air as if he might be sick. âWeâre going to talk, Cregan. Weâve been married for months and I donât think weâve ever truly had a conversation once. It is all I am asking. You could at least give me that. Youâve given me the cold shoulder for three months, and Iâm tired of it. Iâve helped raise your son, Iâve loved you and Iâve cared for you even when you didnât want it. You owe this to me.â
He sighs, defeated. âYou are right in that, my princess. I apologize. We can talk later, alright?â
âNo, Cregan. We will talk now.â
âYou wouldnât rather talk when I am of a clear headspace?â
âNo. Now.â You say. He sighs again.
âSay your piece.â
The words left your mind the second he said that. You had this conversation in your head many times before, but now it was here and you could not handle the heat of the moment.
He raised his eyebrow at you, as if you were dumb.
âOh, do not do that. I thought you Starks were supposed to be the most honorable among men. This whole marriage I have been treated with everything but. You are a disrespectful man, Stark. I am truly sorry about Alysanne-â
âDo not speak to me about my wife, ever!â He yells, pointing at you.
âI am your wife!â You cry out. âYou chose me, whether you were ready for another marriage or not! I left my home, my family, my dragon to be with you! If I cannot have your love, is it too much to ask for your fucking respect?!â
He goes quiet for a few moments, âYou have always had my respect, princess⊠and I know I have erred in the way Iâve treated you these past moons. But this marriage is just a duty. Nothing more, nothing less. This marriage is not out of love⊠so do not expect me to love you back.â
You laugh, dryly. âYou called me Alysanne last night⊠Do you remember that? No⊠I suppose you were too drunk. You never would have touched or cared for me like that sober.â
He says nothing, but his hands grip the side of the tub and his face is contorted with anger. You rise, hiding any sort of emotion on your face.
âThe dead donât need lovers. Only the living.â You said. He threw his rag at the door as you walked out, not even granting him a second glance.
The memories of last night flooded back to him, and he rested his face in his hands, crying at his behavior. He had let down Aly, his son, and you.
He did care about you, he did love you in his own way. He just didnât know how to show it. He didnât want to show it. If he had shown it, he only would have betrayed Aly even more.
You went down to the crypt, somewhere you had never gone before. You had no reason originally, no people to mourn.
You stood in front of her plot, staring at the statue of her. She had been a skinny girl, with long dark hair and âplainâ features. You thought she was a beauty in her own way. You saw why Cregan loved her.
You cried. âIâm sorry I couldnât help him.â
Your hand touched her statue, then you stood and left the crypt.
You said goodbye to Rickon, Sara, and then you left with your brother on dragon back, ready to be home with your true family.
âââ
âYouâre a fucking fool, brother.â
âYou think I donât know that? Gods.â Cregan rested his head in his hands. He had sent every raven in Winterfell to Dragonstone, yet not one had responded in the weeks since youâd left.
âWeâll be lucky if the bloody queen doesnât declare war on us for you scorning her daughter.â
âI am trying here, Sara! Iâve sent my ravens, Iâve sent men to retrieve her. There is nothing more I can do!â
Sara slammed her hands on the table. âGo and get her your bloody self, Cregan. The trip to Dragonstone will give you plenty of time for reflection.â
Sara turned to leave, and Cregan knew it was his only option of getting you back here. He would go and get you and make things right. He had to.
You had your own time for reflection, riding home with Jacaerys made you realize how much you missed being on dragon back.
Your mother of course welcomed you with open arms, but was wracked with guilt that you and Creganâs union was not working. You paid it no mind however, spending your days patrolling Dragonstone on Silverwing.
Cregan had taken his horse and a few men to retrieve you from Dragonstone. The trip by horse was long, more than several weeks.
The entire time he rode in silence he thought of you. He thought of your last conversation and the final words you had said to him. The dead donât need lovers. And you were right. Alysanne would not have wished to see him treat you how he had, she would not have wanted Cregan to spend his time sulking or being angry. He only wished he had realized it before he left.
He loved you. If only it hadnât taken you leaving for him to realize. You were kind, gentle, beautiful. Traits Alysanne didnât have but it was what seperated you from her. It had been how he was able to find his own kind of love for you, even when he didnât consciously realize it yet. His own bitterness from losing Aly had made forget his honor.
Cregan arrived about two moons after you had left. He was aching, frustrated, and desperate by the time he reached Dragonstone.
It was dark, pouring rain, and you were playing with your brothers Viserys and Aegon when he arrived.
âYour Grace!â A knight came into the room shouting. Your mother looked up from her book. âCregan Stark of Winterfell has arrived and requests an immediate audience with you and the princess.â
Your mother looked at you, and you looked like youâd seen a ghost. Your heart sank and your face went pale, but you nodded.
You met him inside the council chambers with your mother and his men. He was soaked, shivering. You could hear your heart beating in your ears, that was how nervous you were.
âCregan.â You said, walking towards him and pushing him by his arms to the hearth to warm him up. It was another thing he loved about you, your protective nature, so he said it.
âI love you.â
âCreganâŠâ
âLove her?â You both looked at your mother, whose face was angry. âYou love my daughter?â
âYour Grace.â Cregan said, removing his sword and bending his knee. âIâve come to beg your forgiveness.â
She walked towards you both. âIt is not mine you need to beg for⊠I sent my only daughter to you, and you spurn her for your dead wife?!â
âMother!â
âYou will not interrupt the Queen when she is speaking.â She commands you. âWhat do you have to say for yourself, Lord Stark?â
He stands. âI have nothing to say, Your Grace. You are right. My behavior was unacceptable. The princess deserved none of it.â
âWhy are you here?â Your mother asks him.
âIâve come to ask the princess to return home.â Your mother scoffs at him.
She looks at you, then back to him. âYou are lucky it is not my decision to make.â
She turns and exits, leaving and commanding his men to wait outside the doors so you both could be alone.
You were even more nervous with just the two of you in there. It is silent for a few moments before you speak.
âWhy the sudden change of heart?â You ask Cregan.
âIt took you leaving for me to realize I love you.â He says, taking your hands in his. You roll your eyes, taking your hands back and stepping away.
âI canât believe you.â You say, starting to sob.
âI know, I know.â He steps closer to you again, taking you in his arms as you cry into his chest. âIâm so sorry.â
âI loved you, Cregan.â You say, crying. âSince I was a girl I loved you. I thought you were different from other men. But, youâre just like the rest.â
Cregan cries into your hair. âIâm so sorry, my princess. Iâm so, so sorry.â
You both stand there, holding each other and crying.
âPlease come home.â He says. âLet me take you home.â
âRickon misses his mother, Sara misses her sister⊠I miss you, you my wife.â
You pull away to look at him, trying to read his normally stoic features. You can see he means it.
âOkay.â
âââ
You returned to Winterfell on Silverwing, no longer having the strength to remain apart from your dragon.
Cregan had to endure another long and grueling trip back to Winterfell, which you enjoyed knowing he was suffering while you road through the skies.
Rickon had cried tears of joy when you returned, and a week later when Cregan arrived Rickon cried again.
You and Cregan had remained in seperated chambers while you still navigated your marriage, but Cregan made a point to spend every moment of his free time with you.
But you had been keeping a secret from him.
After you returned home to Dragonstone originally, your blood never arrived. The maester determined you were with a babe, which would arrive several moons away in the dead of winter.
Your thick furs and dresses made it easier to hide from Cregan, as you were not ready to tell him.
The babe had complicated things. If you had not been pregnant, you might not have returned to Winterfell when Cregan came for you. But you knew you had a duty, and you believed if Cregan could love you then you could fix your union.
Cregan had indeed put the work in the second he arrived home. He attended to you, conversed with you, ate with you, laughed with you, but gave you the space you needed and gave you the option to be intimate with him when you were ready.
It was strangely like falling in love all over again. You blushed around each other, got nervous and flushed, made each otherâs hearts race, shared a first kiss when you were both ready.
Cregan had undoubtedly fallen madly in love with you, and he regretted not taking the time to do it sooner. He couldnât make up the time he lost being afraid. All he could do now was love you without guilt, love you without fear, love you without shame.
Normally Cregan always knocked on your chamber doors before entering, but for some reason this time he hadnât. He didnât know why he didnât knock, he didnât know if it happened unconsciously or if he was too busy wrapped up with his thoughts.
Either way, he entered without knocking and by that point the cat was out of the bag.
He said your name, greeting you with a smile, only for it to fall off his face as if it had never been there.
You were in the bath, relaxing in the burning water, but that wasnât the problem. Heâd seen you naked, although it hadnât been for a few months by this point, but him accidentally invading your privacy wasnât the problem either.
It was the bump in your belly that was a problem.
Your head turned sharply, covering your chest quickly. âCregan!â
âSorry.â He said quickly, turning around to avoid disrespecting you.
âItâs fine.â You said, dropping your arm from your chest. âYou just gave me a fright.â
He said nothing for a moment, only continuing to face the wall.
âWhat is that?â He finally asked. You sighed, stepping out of the tub and into your robe.
You walked up behind him, resting a hand on his shoulder. He turned around to face you now, and his eyes fell down to your other hand resting on the small bump in your stomach.
âPerhaps itâs time we talk.â
âYou think?â He spits at you, immediately apologizing after. âIâm sorry, princess. I didnât mean to be cross with you.â
You said nothing, walking over to the seats by the hearth hoping he would follow.
He did, and he sat next to you, his eyes never leaving your belly.
âCan I?â He asked, gesturing to your stomach. You nodded, untying your robe so that you were bare. You grabbed his hand, bringing it to the small bump.
âWhy didnât you tell me sooner? I could have accommodated for you, made sure you were comfortable.â
âTruth be told itâs been hard for me to accept Iâm truly with a child.â You say, âThe reality had not set in until⊠well until you just now found out... I am sorry, Cregan. I should not have kept it from you.â
He chokes back a sob. âFeels like just yesterday Alysanne had Rickon.â
âHe will be overjoyed to know he will have a little brother or sister.â You tell him. He looks at you, his face full of emotion.
âCan I kiss you?â He asks and before you can even finish nodding your head, youâre already leaning in to kiss him.
âI love you. I love you so much, my wife.â He says in between kisses.
His hand did not move once from your stomach the whole night.
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Naruto Characters Accidentally Calling their Girlfriend their Wife
MR KRABSSSS I HAVE AN IDEAAA
Fem reader (or if you want to be called wife)
Characters: Naruto, Sasuke, Shino, Kiba, Shikamaru, Choji, Neji, Rock Lee, Kankuro, and Gaara.
(Masterlist is up now) also Iâll be adding Sai to this in the morning
Naruto Uzumaki
Heâs talking to some new people and enthusiastically pulls you to his side, a large smile on his face, and he says âThis is my wife! Y/N!â
You canât hide your shock, not fully at least. Heâs never called you his wife before. I mean, heâs said things like âyouâll be my future wife, right?â As he giggles or something.
But you are in a state of shock that he introduced you that way.
Nonetheless, youâre happy.
If the person makes a comment about how young or cute you two are for a married couple, heâd realize. Likely, heâd respond a little oddly, stuttering, but recovers and just full sends with the claim youâre his wife.
Sasuke Uchiha
If heâs with you, youâre gonna be his wife anyways. He didnât get with you until he was sure of that, because it took him a long time to realize he felt that way anyways.
So he calls you his wife with full confidence, before realizing his mistake. However, he doesnât care too much to correct himself or anything.
Because you are gonna marry him right? (Heâs actually really nervous to propose, but he wonât admit that.)
People would probably just believe him immediately considering just how serious he is about you to even be with you.
When you confront him about it later, heâll ask you if that was okay, explain it was a mistake, but heâll probably comment on how heâs dating to marry anyways so⊠you might as well be his wife.
You can probably expect a proposal soon.
Shino Aburame
I canât fully see this happening tbh. However, letâs say that it does.
Heâd probably over explain himself to the person he referred of you as his wife too.
Not that he doesnât want you as his wife, but you havenât said youâll be his wife yet. So he canât call you his wife. Thatâs how he sees it.
Heâll probably think he messed up and upset you, so youâll have to explain it was cute.
Once you explain to him, heâll see your point. Maybe with some reluctance to lighten up on himself.
Heâll be happy you want to be seen as his wife though.
Kiba Inuzuka
Realized his mistake, but he could not be bothered.
He will keep on as if there is no mistake. As if you are legally married.
Heâll be upset if you correct him in front of people.
Itâll turn into a bit of an argument if you correct him in any way other than sweetly.
Because what the big deal???
If you leave it alone, and talk to him later, now heâs nervous and stuttering. But heâll likely comment on how he knows you want to marry him so you might as well be called his wife.
Shikamaru Nara
Immediately realizing what slipped out his mouth.
Does he really want you to be his wife? Well, of course he does. But thatâs a lot for him to accidentally spill out to some strangers youâre both meeting.
They donât know he made a mistake, because you roll with it.
Later, heâll try to avoid talking about it, but if you bring it up, heâll say it was a mistake, donât take it so seriously.
If you seem down about his underwhelming response, heâll likely have an actual talk about his future with you to reassure you that he was just being an idiot when he said that.
Choji Akimichi
He forgot youâre not his wife.
I think Choji would just love you so much that he would simply treat you like a wife. To the point he forgets, youâre not his wife.
If you comment on it, heâll think about it and probably be like ohhhh right.
Heâll apologize, but more than likely youâll just say it was cute.
I can see him calling you wifey.
But if heâs gonna call you that, heâs gotta get you that ring. Heâs planning on it as yall speak.
Neji Hyuga
You two are waiting a while before calling it official. Plans of marriage are far off.
Heâs a little too traditional to jump at marriage quickly.
So when he accidentally calls you his wife, it was to Hiashi. He went pale. Paler than usual.
Later, depending on how exactly that went, heâll probably be in his head.
Letâs assume for this though, that Hiashi approves of you completely.
Hiashi made a comment, rather he meant it badly or not, Neji will take it the wrong way. Realize he jumped too far.
Youâll have to tell him you find it cute, and rather his uncle approves of you two or not, youâll be his wife someday :)
Rock Lee
It COULD be an honest mistake.
But letâs be honest,
Itâs Lee.
He calls you his wife to your face, to other people, hell, heâd shout it from the roof tops.
So itâs not an accident. He meant it. He will one day make you his wife, so why would he not call you his wife now!
If you have any reserves about being called his wife before actual marriage, he will pout and be upset. He wonât understand.
But, once thatâs over, heâs crying and begging for forgiveness.
Please tell him itâs cute that he wants to marry you, even if you do want to have a talk with him about not assuming roles you donât officially have.
Gaara
HE CALLED YOU HIS WIFE IN FRONT OF A CROWD. so now heâs blushing.
He might correct his mistake, might not. Depends.
Heâs a confident speaker, but that threw him off a little bit.
Likely you were a strong shinobi or something and he was trying to give you credit where itâs due, but it didnât go as planned.
When you too are alone later, youâll bring it up likely.
If you tell him you thought it was cute or sweet, heâll turn bright red like his hair.
He likely wonât go on calling you his wife or anything. Maybe in private.
But heâs not ashamed of it. After all, heâs strongly considering marriage.
Kankuro
Called you his wife to his siblings while you were over for dinner.
Temari is not letting him live it down.
âHey, I think your wife is trying to get your attention.â âI donât know, maybe ask your wife?â âWhat about your wife?â From then on out.
Heâs frustrated because it was a mistake, BUTTTT honestly, eventually heâll make some snarky comment about how at least heâs closer to marriage than she is. Then he probably harps on Shikamaru a little bit in defense for his own comment.
(He approves of Shikamaru tho, if heâs being real. He just thinks itâs a little funny)
As long as this is before a certain point.
He decides to call you his wife to your face.
Heâll call you that to tease you now.
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