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“fix up” “messy” ??? the only thing that is messy and needs fixing up is my eyeliner cuz omg i’m crying reading this

She is safe and loved, and he is guilty and soulless.

She left to protect him and broke his heart and hers.

Everyone can see the endless devotion, bounds of love never ceasing; some call it obsession, others trauma - but they never question that it is there.

They bring out the worst and the best in each other.

The dark and the light; the sky and the moon, circling each other forever, in tandem.

Perhaps that is love; perhaps it is fate, destiny; a life they never chose, written in the stars an eternity before their birth.

But it is there, and that is all they need.

4am brain sure does some crazy stuff lol. Maybe I'll fix it up and make a proper fic out of it that isn't so messy.

Inspired by this scene because I'm obsessed with it:

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tumblr doesn’t let u post videos??

um ok then here’s my tiktok for more shitty tdp content :)

note: i post other silly stuff on there to but most of it is tdp related

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So i made a fic off the idea i originally posted of rayla keeping her promise and killing callum w/ the extra heartbreak of her singing him that lullaby from s6 so here it is!! pls be nice this is my first time writing and im sure theres many mistakes 😅

“I’m sorry” 

She unsheathed her blade. The same blade she had once used to protect him. The same blade he had held to his heart when he thought he had lost her a second time. Now that same blade impaled through his heart, the very thing she loved. 

Everything was a blur, her eyes filled with tears as she fell to the ground where he now laid. No sounds came from him, not even screams. Terrified, she lifted his head to her to see if she could feel his breath and a wave of sorrow flowed over her when she felt nothing. She closed her eyes, begging for him to be breathing when she opened them. 

Then suddenly she felt a hand cup the side of her face and wipe away her flowing tears. She opened her eyes in surprise as she saw him. Really him, with his own eyes, the ones that she would always get lost in. He smiled up at her and she smiled back. 

“You did it.” he whispered, as that was all he could do. “You kept your promise.” 

“I did.” She said through sobs. “I’m not breaking any more.” She said with a laugh. “And I’m not leaving you, not this time, not again.” 

She saw as his smile grew as tears started to fill his eyes. Out of fear or happiness he couldn’t tell. 

Now it was her turn to wipe away his tears. They sat there for what seemed to be forever but in reality was only a few minutes, him in her arms holding him closer than they had ever been, as if she let go she would lose him. But she could feel it, his breath became shallow, his heartbeat slowing and she knew he wouldn’t have much time left. She nuzzled her face into his hair one last time taking in his smell. After some time she reluctantly pulled back to look at him. He looked back at her and smiled again. He always did that. Smiled. Always comforting her, holding her hand and making her feel special. Always making her feel happy. She would miss that. 

The tears started again. She couldn’t let his last memory of her be this. Not her like this. She closed her eyes and inhaled then exhaled, slowly.

She met his eyes and smiled. “I love you, Callum.” 

He smiled back. “I love you too, Rayla.” 

She held his head to hers and kissed him one last time, then put his head back down. 

“Close your eyes, Callum” And he did, leaning into her touch, holding her hand as she began to stroke his hair. 

She began. 

“Though the sky is dark tonight, I still shine for you my dear. The moon is more than just her light, I am near: my love is here” 

She felt his breath become slower again. She continued.

“Though you feel so much alone, Oh, my darling, do not fear.” 

Slower.

“Hold to what you’ve always known, I am near”

She felt his hand fall from hers.

“My love is here”

credit to @athernity for “the very thing she loved”

edit: so i have an ao3 account now. i prolly wont make another fic but idk

https://archiveofourown.org/users/strawberry_shenanagians/profile

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hey so this isnt real right guys… like this isn’t confirmed… right guys 😃 if so i haven’t seen anyone talking about it so PLEASE LET THIS NOT BE TRUE

EDIT: @mothymyths informed me that this is in fact NOT TRUE and radio times is in fact NOT A CREDIBLE SORCE and often MAKES SHIT UP

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how i saw the election

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me if the callum dying theory is right and as he is taking his last breaths the last thing he hears is that lullaby rayla sang in s6 as he dies in her arms

edit: the last thing he hears is “i am near my love is here” and the he dies :)

EDIT #2: I HAVE NOW MADE THIS A FIC its on this account if u wanna read it :)

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PLEASE DONT MAKE ME GET A JOB

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if i see this in the season 7 intro im kms on the spot

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all i want for Christmas is for tdp to continue and have the extra three seasons we want and they deserve

so if someone can just wrap that up for me w a bait plushie that would be nice 🥺👉👈

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love how in the new pic runnan has just been revived and has probably been through alot but everyone is focusing on his shirt and drawing him a as cunty cartoonish gay man

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upon seeing the release date for s7:

Its so soon :D

Its so soon D:

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my contribution to the book of bill hype

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my 4’11 ass hugging my 6’1

friend

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crochet patterns i found on etsy that have similar FREE youtube vids

https://youtu.be/bjs6gZpnMxk?si=s7DHRYEc8WU1FILx

https://youtu.be/81gxI1rJSB8?si=ej-kxueGf001E_sX

https://youtu.be/721Nw8UPxG8?si=2FOVYlmIgZIqJmmS

https://youtu.be/uQqtKkeRpB4?si=qUUM3Sw0qGR5ulZh

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i don’t have the editing skills but can someone make a edit of rayla leaving callum to promise by lauefy

“i made a promise to distance myself” rayla leaving (obviously)

“it hurts to be something it’s worse to be nothing with you” her coming back and feeling bad that callum is (rightfully) pissed at her

“so i didn’t call u for 16 whole days and i should get a cigarette for so much restraint” she left for two years and pretty sure that was hard for her to stay away

“no matter how long i resist temptation i will always lose” she couldn’t stay away and came back

“so i broke my promise i called you last night, i shouldn’t have i wouldn’t have if it weren’t for the sight of a boy who looked just like you standing out on melrose avenue” she came back and the final straw as to why was because in one of the short stories she sees a human boy w a red scarf and it really messes her up

ok that’s it pls someone make this real and lmk if u see any other parallels in the lyrics i missed 

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callum is so down bad and i get why

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