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deus-ex-mona · 6 days ago

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oh mona ft. lxl shikishi how i miss you so…

#i don’t think i’ve ever mentioned it (till now) but… this is the last surviving image i have of this shikishi #idk if it vanished during the move™️ or if my mother threw it out by accident while i was quarantining in my ‘c-19 for daizo’ era #or if it just sprouted wings and flew off to become top idols one day… but it’s gone :(#im forever glad that my past self decided to use it as the profile image for the tl account bc otherwise it’d be *gone* gone #thank you past me for the courtesy… i still think ur a dumbass for not keeping the shikishi safe in the first place in a memorable location #but thank you for at least giving me a little trace to remember it by…#…anyways profile image on there is now asumona shikishi~~~~ got a cleaner pic of them while i was cleaning out the drawer so~~~~~#my miserable shikishi bonus count remains at 2… sighssss #missed out on vol 1 bc i bought from am.jp like a dumbass instead of checking for bonuses… vol 2’s vanished… and vol 3’s just didnt arrive #(which. incidentally. is also. like. a cautionary tale of why u should wait for bonus announcements before placing preorders…)#(<-was dumb enough to preorder vol 3 the moment it went up [note: before the bonus announcements] and was shocked to receive no bonuses)#(idk if it was just a one time thing but i’d rather not risk it y’know~~~~~~ proxy fees add up~~~~~~)#im just glad that i could buy vol 4 at ani.mate in-person (by chance)… though it did make my family think i had bought bl manga instead…#…anyway that’s enough 4-5 am babbling for one day…#throwing this ‘promise’ here: if i can get up by 1pm im finally gonna clean the rest of the idolsengen chapters… no more procrastinating…#perhaps. maybe. idk. no guarantee.#either way nghy canon u agree y/y #<-cant stop shillin’ nghy (sorry <3)#t h o u g h speaking of nghy i found. like. 6 nghy stickers in my drawer (the one from the 4th charasong album kuji)#so i trimmed the cheki-esque borders off one of ‘em and now it’s sitting nicely in one of the card slots of my phone case~~~#cute lil’ portable nghy that i can just flip up to look at whenever i want~~~~~~~

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ask-the-totally-real-peppino · 2 years ago

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bro I love the animation in the last post :D /pos it’s really good!!! :D - 💚

(Hehe, thank you!!!! I love to animate, so there will be more for sures!!!

Like now, sketchy jumpscare!!!! Watch him follow da dot!!!

#ooc post #I did this very quickly but I might clean it up later hehe #not now bc I will fall into an animation rabbit hole and I will not be seen for a least three months (silly)#but thank you!!! it means a lot!!!#there will be more!!!#in the next post actually to show more sign hehe

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potatobugz · 1 year ago

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do you think the mess in oshiros hotel is meant to signify that hes been letting his problems pile up until its become too overwhelming to handle.

im thinking about the fact that he's definitely the one who's been making the mess but he doesn't even realize it. he ignores the clutter until it becomes too hard to ignore you know? like when it starts actively blocking the way to the presidential suite. he insists that he and his staff will handle it and that madeline shouldn't clean up his own mess, but he still doesn't do anything about it. does he know that the staff is gone? that it's just him there?

mr oshiro is so hell bent on impressing madeline so that she'll stay in his hotel. he's so in denial of everything. he doesn't even realize he's dead, he still thinks his hotel never got shut down. I think his insistence on her staying is bc he really wants to believe that the hotel is open, and a costumer would affirm that belief. it could also maybe be a mixture of loneliness too. (also, him treating her as a costumer even after she says no is absolutely him being in denial. that man is very unhealthily attached to this hotel,)

and even though it was nice of madeline to clean it up, there's still parts of the hotel she can't fix. the plumbing. the windows. the, hole in the ceiling (oops.) she's not qualified to help him, and that's why I think the chapter ends on a bit of a sour note. madeline is of course not a bad person for wanting to help, the point is that she can't. it is unfortunate but true

anyways mr oshiro is a very good character i like him a regular amount. im normal about that old man

#celeste #celeste game #mr oshiro #oshiro celeste #character analysis #i guess ?#this is my first time making any post like this but i meeded to make it i need 2 talk about hom and his fuckin hotel !!!!!!!#one other thought i have is... i saw a few ppl say that mr oshiro manipulated madeline into cleaning or that he feigned incompetence ?#and i disagree with that. though this might just be me looking at jt w rose tinted glasses bc i do like him a lot #but first of all i dont think he couldve easily cleaned that whole mess himself. i know hes a ghost but like #there was stuff everywhere in the whole hotel.#not to mention he felt guilty when madeline did clean all that stuff up. of course it was also a little bit #because he didnt want to lose her as a customer #but he also obviously felt like that was his responsibility as the owner of the hotel and he felt fuckin bad about it #i could be wrong bc i dont remember everyting he said in that chapter but i dont think he ever asked her to clean either ?#and like yeah i think he can come off a little mean at times tbh #hes obviously going through some stuff. guysm cmon. he is not a bad person. none of these characters are. whevhhwveh #idk. i did my best here. *explodes*#thank you for listening to my insane rambles about peeing in a hot topic i hope u all have a goooood night #rambles #i honestly hope he gets a happy ending somewhat

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orcelito · 4 months ago

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Several months late, the landlord finally picked up the dehumidifier from my kitchen

Would've been nice had I been told they were coming though 💀 so I could've cleaned up the grocery bags on the floor that I hadn't put away yet 💀💀💀💀💀

#speculation nation #at least i did do the dishes yesterday so the kitchen is in much better shape than it was before. still not great though.#i wonder if i could put in a complaint lol. like Please dont enter my unit unannounced 😭 that's a violation im pretty sure 😭😭😭#actually i might call them. like Hey. can you guys um..not lol #well. the office is closed now so i cant call them. but i wonder if i should email.#i also wonder if it's even worth the fuss. like if they dont bother me about the state of my apartment then like oh well ykno?#except i very much did have a hospital bank statement out in full view which is kinda personal information lol. lmao even.#... actually yknow what i think i will email. bc like. even if they dont complain. it's kind of embarrassing lol.#had i known they were coming i wouldve done that little bit more before leaving. and i shouldve had the option.#this certainly wasnt an emergency. i should have gotten notice. they conducted a violation of tenants rights.#and YEAH ok people might say i should just keep my apartment clean always regardless of if someone is coming.#and while thatd be nice. get this. im a full time student with adhd and ive been having a HELL of a time lately.#so no i hadnt fully put away my groceries. and i left some empty bags on the floor. bc i didnt think itd matter.#so Yeah im going to email them with a friendly 'hey next time could you guys pls give me 24 hour notice? like it says in the law? thanks :)

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teeth-draws · 2 years ago

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Another post of my boy with messy lines and a white background ig lmao

#shepherds of haven #trouble alder #shoh #if games #I forgot about this picture bc I had to delete it from my galleries bc someone at work went through my phone and it was just #naked trouble sketch and then I had to walk it back like “I like character design.“ but they just look at you like #anyway that’s what we call being an artist it’s fraught with peril #I was going to do a bunch of outfits but listen clothes are hard and I’ve been so busy #I think trouble has some sort of rag/necktie like those working class Edwardian boys #also for obvious reasons a scuffed up leather apron #also he is obviously a boxers guy but I’ll be real w/ you I didn’t want to draw the fabric so boxer briefs it is #for MODESTY #the MUM ❤️ and MC tattoos are a joke (was going to be MC - BFF) but I also think they’re in character so they can stay #what are clean lines idr #ideally he’d have a bunch of munitions belts and holsters and I DID draw them but now here we are #thank you lolly for the outfit inspo btw #I’m not happy with the boots honestly but whatever

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kimjunnoodle · 5 months ago

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there’s a sacred bond between the nice teacher and the weird kid who hands out in their classroom

#i used to have ymca after school #and most of the teachers were still in the building finishing up #but i would always beg the ymca counselers to let me go to mr kubitza’s room #he was my science/ homeroom in 5 th grade and my favorite #and he would let me sit in his room or help clean desks #OH OH #one time he ordered a vacuum for his room and he waited to let me build it (i offered to bc i like making things!!!!)#it was so fun #he wrote a letter to my parents that i was a #*a special kid lmao #also my middle school science teach did the same too LOL #Any way #thank you nice adults that made life better in my childhood #you guys rule!

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vorgoth · 7 months ago

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help. why does standing up for myself give me so much anxiety

#i bought a used gameboy from a retro gaming store and. when i got home found out the box it came in is completely fake and #the console is refurbished (doesn't have its original shell - buttons - or screen)#and for what they charged me i just assumed it was completely og and that the box was a legit one :|#so i emailed them and they were essentially like 'yeah we don't know the history of our consoles. we just clean and test them. thanks'#so i've emailed back asking for store credit bc i never would have paid what i did had i realized. but im ANXIETYYYYYYYYYYY #anyways. sorry for the ramble #haley.txt

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ningtual · 7 months ago

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i just got the nicest chair ever from the street i'm so happy 🤩🤩

#dw guys i live in an old ppl neighborhood and i actually rang the doorbell (so scary) partially to make sure the chair was good to take #and partially bc i wanted to see what kinda household it was (and how clean they are) and apart from a few dog hairs (he was very cute)#it's completely spotless #i shit my pants though bc ringing the doorbell was already so scary i need like 5 mins to even bring up the courage but then i declined when #the woman offered to help me with it the first time and then it didn't fit in my car by a millimeter so i had to ring AGAIN #bc she had a huge ass car in the driveway and luckily she drove the chair to my front door 💖💖💖#but she was so nice like women support women realness right there #but ringing a second time was so embarrassing i said sorry like 294829 times and thank you another 29372948 times #anyway when i finally got the chair in my apartment i also noticed that i don't really have the space for it so 🤡#yeah #i also saw the chair on my way back from work (on my bicycle) then went to get my car and failed the get the chair in and then drove back #with the woman and the chair in her car 🤡🤡🤡#most embarrassing thing i did this week #gonna have to figure out how to solve my space problem tho #i also have to clean the chair bc the thought of getting bed bugs or smth is too scary i need it CLEAN #000

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anotherpapercut · 8 months ago

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working with children really will make you examine your thought processes and emotional reactions like nothing else. I've found myself being so much more thoughtful in my daily life about how I respond to my emotions and environment, as well as the reasoning behind why others behave the way they do

#yesterday i got really frustrated and overwhelmed at one point because this one little girl keeps getting really upset when she cant help me #like shell ask to help and i wont have a task (or ive run out bc shes already helped) shes capable of so i tell her that #and thank her for being thoughtful and helpful. admittedly the first time this happened i was really frustrated w her already #bc she had made a huge mess doing something i told her not to do and then didnt want to clean it up and she only came back #and asked to help because her friend had been helping me. so i was like girl. you didnt even clean up the last mess #but i also had nothing for her to do. anyway she started screaming and hid under a table so then her friend did it sith her just. because.#idk kids will see their friend freaking out and they do it too. and i understand it but my god. i dont deal well with really loud noise #and she did it again yesterday. i let her help me and then i ran out of tasks and she started crying and saying i never let her help #and for some reason there were like 6 other kids in there all wanting to help so then several of them started freaking out #and i could not handle it. i literally told my coworker like im about to cry right now lmao #and later the little girl was like wanting to hug me and talk to me and acting like nothing happened and i found myself wanting to withdraw #like i was feeling like i wanted to avoid her and not speak to her or be cold but i also knew i didnt want to treat her that way #and i took a couple minutes by myself and thought about why i felt that way‚ what the effects of that would be‚ and how the kid felt #and i really just had to remind myself that she was feeling just as many emotions as i was but that shes only had 6 years #to learn how to manage them and deal with them in a productive way. she wasnt trying to upset me. she wasnt trying to make me mad #she was just dealing with her emotions in the only way she knew how. and im an adult and if she can get over it i really need to get over it #long ass tag story sorry

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realmikedirnt · 3 days ago

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urrrrgh its cold and i dont wanna but here we go. wins for the day:

found one of two gift cards that up and disappeared. second gift card is still at large

check engine light for my horrible o2 srnsor randomly turned off at some point while i was driving ? pending check with the obs doohickey tmmrw it may pass re-inspection

got nearly all of the Tasks i was assigned done at the barn, with the exception of completely clearing out two of three shelves. all the stuff from working on my car is now put away, more or less. didnt cry while sorting plumbing stuff. idly considered the logistics of sticking the entire building in a plastic bag and using a vacuum to remove like, really just a lot of dust from the whole structure.

hung out with static friends

filled out the spreadsheet for my work hours like im supposed to

AND. found a new laptop. full excitement pending but an idea of how much better the specs are below the cut

old laptop: 2017 dell inspiron 5577. new laptop: 2022 asus a15. the dell has a weird dual integrated graphics system and both cards are not great for the type of gaming i do. she wants to retire. so badly.

#Ls for the day: fell back asleep after my alarm and had ANOTHER fycking dream about [redacted] like yes i am aware thank you #did not have a great rate of work at the barn bc it was cold and i got there late #and therefore did not get to clean my car #annnnd didnt really prep for enrollment stuff tomorrow. i mean i have my high school diploma. but i need to print shit in the morning #and that printer hates me #i should maybe tag these. bc im gonna try to keep doing them #yramtd

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seventh-district · 4 days ago

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sometimes it’s late at night and you’re cleaning your room and you come across a few old black and white photos of a young girl and you stare at them for a long minute wondering how on earth they got lost in an old Kroger shopping bag with an unopened pack of cigarettes and a receipt dated 2017.

and you look at the girl in the pictures sat on the floor of someone’s home you don’t recognize, smiling and playing with a set of keys and a tiny part of you feels like it recognizes her but you aren’t sure.

and you flip the pictures over hoping to find some sort of annotation that would give you context and all you find is the year 1964 stamped in tiny font along the edge.

and you flip them back over and time stands still as you realize that the recognition you feel is because she looks so much like you once did and next thing you know your hands are sweating and shaking and you have to sit on the floor because you’re crying so hard because it hits you all at once that you’re looking at your mother.

#hey Siri play In Color by Jamey Johnson for me please #music stuff #you should’ve seeeeen it in cooolllloor #Seven.txt #Seven’s Public Diary #normal Sunday night behavior #me? up all night hyperfocused on cleaning out my depression cave to achieve a sense of change and accomplishment -#- and ignoring every other aspect of my life including abandoning time sensitive tasks lest i get distracted and lose all motivation???#more likely than you think!#i’ve been at this since new years and i’m only like. halfway done. Gods help me #like i don’t mean ‘cleaning’ as in doing some light dusting. i mean there’s junk and trash piled 2/3rds of the way to the ceiling #when i call this room my depression/mental illness cave i Mean it #but no longer. i shall finally return this room to an acceptable state for the first time since. uh. 2022? i think?#i found a plastic container of dates buried under some laundry and the sticker says they’re from March of last year lmao #i forgot about those/thought i threw them away. but they were thankfully sealed so well that they hadn’t drawn any bugs #and oddly enough hadn’t even visibly molded/gone bad. but i didn’t open them up for a smell test i just chucked ‘em in my giant trash bag #i’m finding all kinds of shit i forgot i even had which is nice but it’s also distracting me like those pictures did #i’ll have to show them to her and ask her about them tomorrow #and ur probably like ‘u found old pics of a girl that looks like you why didn’t you immediately recognize ur own mom’#and 1. there’s countless pics of countless old relatives around this house that i barely/don’t recognize and never even met #and 2. i’ve barely ever seen any pics of my mom from such a young age so i have no images to reference in my mind #and it just fucked me up bc. i don’t look like her anymore. i only see Him in the mirror. but i Used to look like her. i’m turning into him #and i fucking hate it so much. i don’t like that she looks at me and sees him. great now i feel sick.#anyways thats enough reminiscing i need to get some water and food in me and get back to cleaning. i shan’t rest until i’m satisfied #well. my period + depression combo kinda Did make me rest which is why it’s taken 5 days but still. the horrors persist but so do i #it’s not just for the sense of accomplishment tho. i also need to move the 75gal tank out of the living room thanks to the floor situation #so i’m trying to make room in my room for it since it has the newest & strongest floor. i just need to find a level spot thats big enough #my back is gonna be so fucked after all this cleaning that i’ll have to rest for a fucking week before moving that heavy ass glass box #i hate moving big aquariums it makes me so anxious. and i literally don’t know if i’ll have anyone capable of helping me #so it might not even happen and it’ll just have to sit empty in the living room forever. but Maybe he can/will help me

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nobodybetterlookatme · 6 days ago

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How are you a germophobe and an emt? Not hating, just curious!

I mean I never said I was a good EMT lmaooo no but fr that's why I work at events and not on an ambulance, I get to stay outside and never have to be trapped in an enclosed area with someone who might be sick. Plus I am just an EMT, and I work with a paramedic, so he does the majority of the care while I document and get supplies/extra equipment. And I do get vitals the majority of the time bc usually the patients aren't obviously infectious and I'm chilling until they're symptomatic lmao. But yeah no overall being in the field is a terrible fit for me, but I've got all the knowledge and I'm damn good at teaching, and we get a lot of students, so I've got a good thing going where I'm at now 😌