#but thanks anon. It's always good to be reminded

[jermer10]

i couldn’t exactly find out if your requests were open or not, so feel free to ignore this if they are but can you do a platonic yandere heavy or medic x reader ?

TF2 platonic yandere mercs hcs

gn reader | thanks for the ask anon!

tw: yandere behaviours includes: heavy, medic

drabbles under the cut :P

Heavy: - Heavy’s love for you comes in the form of an overwhelming need to protect you at all costs - no one is allowed near you unless they pass his strict approval - Even if you don’t see him, Heavy always knows where you are and what you’re doing - He's is always close, and his imposing size makes it impossible to escape his presence - He’s convinced that only he can keep you safe from the dangers of the world, including his own teammates - While Heavy doesn’t resort to violence with you, he isn’t above using his presence and tone to scare anyone he perceives as a threat to your safety or well-being - He believes it’s his duty to take care of all your needs, from food to shelter, ensuring you never have to rely on anyone but him - He won’t outright forbid you from doing things, but he’ll make you feel like you should always stay close to him - “You are safest with Heavy,” he’ll say in that deep, soothing voice, slowly making you doubt your own independence

Medic: - Medic views you as his most prized subject, and that curiosity bleeds into every interaction - he constantly monitors your health, both mentally and physically, often conducting “checkups” on you without asking - You’ll find yourself waking up to him taking your blood pressure or measuring your heart rate, always under the guise of caring for you - Medic wants to know everything about you - your habits, thoughts, and feelings - If he feels someone is negatively influencing you, Medic won’t hesitate to interfere, he'll secretly administer a sedative or concoct a reason to separate you from them - always believing it’s for your own good - He’ll often pull you aside to help with his experiments or keep you occupied under the pretense that he needs your assistance (in reality he just doesn't want you spending time with anyone else) - If you ever express discomfort or try to distance yourself, Medic will make you feel like you’re being ungrateful for his “care” - he’ll remind you how much he’s done for you and how lost you’d be without his medical expertise - He might become desperate, reassuring you with unsettling intensity, “No one cares for you like I do.”

[annawayne]

Odd question, though I'm willing to ask. Any words of encouragement for writing a story/fanfic? (Aiming for Aruani as of speaking this.) Were there moments you wrote something, then it got drafted to the side because it didn't feel right with where it was going anymore, losing ton of progress. How does one manage to like.. jump out of that loop and pick themselves back up? Is it best to just say "screw it" and write what you feel is best and not overfocus yourself on a little segment endlessly? I've read some of your work and it's really incredible, inspiring too! So, I just wanted to hear anything to help, if possible? Thank you for taking the time of your day to ask this, I hope I didn't come off bad in any way or jumbled my words up.

Hello anon!

First of all, thank you so much for this ask (and no, the question is not odd at all, everything is fine!), and thank you so much for your time reading my stories and for finding them even inspiring T^T I appreciate and cherish it so much, thank you!

As for your question, I would say there's one good and one bad news. It's the same thing - there's no ultimate way for writing. Good news, is because there's no "right" and no "wrong" ways, the only "right" way is the one that matches with you. The bad news - everyone should find it on our own, since we are all so different, and it's not easy at all.

But! I also think that it gives us a lot of freedom and creativity to experiment and to try new things. One of the best pieces of advice I definitely can tell everyone is - to forget all the books you want to write, not to write a "perfect " book, and all you need to do is just write that one book you're writing now. I think that one of the major problems for all of us is that we KNOW for a fact what's the good literature is, so when we write our own stories we always compare ourselves with the certain pieces of writing, forgetting in the process that we write OUR own story. Not the one that's already written and had such a huge impact on you. That's why, I think, all of us need to just distinguish where the book had an effect on us as inspiration to write OUR own book, and where we desperately want to write the same book - maybe, with another plot, twists and topics, but with trying to reach this level of impact. And this is where this trap hides, when we see something not as an inspiration to give our own story a life, but as something we want to make too, but the truth is, it's unreachable. Not because you're not capable, but simply because this story was written by another person who lives in another circumstances, and that's why your story will never be the same - because you're different person with different life with different experience and with different heart. And this is beautiful!

A lot of people would advise you to read to write better - and it also makes sense and, of course, I'm also in the same boat, however, we have to remind ourselves here that these books - are not ours. What we have - is much more valuable for us because it's our story we want to tell, and no one, expect us, can't do it better.

I think that it's another problem that may be the reason, sometimes, why we are stuck at some particular place without knowing how to move the plot and the story forward - without even realising, comparing our story with something that is already written and looks so mind-blowing.

We see these other stories already as perfect, forgetting one simple truth that every single word written by another writer - it's also a hard work they went through, and, most likely, they also struggled with the same issue as we do, looking at the books they admire and thinking, "Damn, I'll never write something as good as it is". But all we see is a wonderful text, that seems to us just incredible and perfect.

So, I just want to tell you, anon, that your story is already incredible because it's yours and nobody will write it better than you. We're all so different, and our stories - too - and this is the beauty in it, something that is impossible to replace and to imitate.

I guess, that once we can accept that our story won't be the same you admire and not because you're worse - no! Absolutely no! - but only because all the stories are written by humans, and every human - a whole universe, we'll all feel much better. And I think, that, foremost, it's the most important advice to start with, since it leads to everything else.

I hope it was some kind of help!

(And apologies if it didn't... If you wanted some practical advice - please let me know, I'll try my best too if I'm competent enough for it; I just focused primarily on encouragement, so I hope it was some kind of help T//T)

Thank you one more time for asking and for your words about me stories, and remember that your story - is impossible to compare because every story is a living being, and all of us are different, and this is our power and beauty (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

[chaos-has-theories]

get better dreams girl its not too late

I do have better dreams tbh. Like - if I actually won the lottery I could eventually buy and renovate a house! I could have my desk and my bed in SEPARATE ROOMS. I might even be able to have TWO ROOMS with desks in it. That's the real dream.

But... I'm still studying. I don't have any idea where I'll end up working. I wouldn't want to move immediately. I'd get to focus on writing and studying more, but I'd still follow my other plans, if a little more slowly.

But I guess the real tell for if I won the lottery (aside from the fact that I actually wouldn't fully keep it secret) is.... well, I'd get a whole-country train ticket. I might go visit various cities on the weekends. Most importantly, I'd stop getting frightened every time I take a little longer in a class.

But yeah. I'd also get some new bins and a label maker. Though I might also get them if I just, like, get a second job.

[grimowled]

; ooc

[galaxythreads]

I have a theory about DMBLLIA: because Loki is blind and has amnesia(?), he still thinks he's in Sanctuary

If I'm correct, I want you to know that it's so evil and that I love you for that

You know, one of my favorite things in the whole world is predictions about my writing and I am so glad you sent this to me. I've been thinking about it all day. Like I do something and then I think about this.

I will neither confirm nor deny this, but ;)

[rosicheeks]

i started making that playlist for you the first time i saw your angelic face!

so far it has 165 songs, 9 hours and 46 minutes

i add to it every time i hear a song that is worthy of you 💕

EXCUSE ME?!!!?!?!?!?!???!!!!?!

[1o1percentmilk]

sorry if this is completely unsolicited advice, you can ignore me if you want, but you don't need to be good at something to do it if you like it. that's what a hobby is, just something you do because you like it. and i get the feeling of Wanting To Be Good At It but you have to be bad at it first to get good

oh, thank you, and i really mean it and i believe in the same thing you do, but for me it's less about being good at something (i am aware that i'm actually decent at most things), it is just that i also, well i wouldn't say i dislike my hobbies, but i dont exactly like them either, i just have to force myself to do stuff.

IMO it's really easy to do things badly because you genuinely really like them, but it's harder to do things well that you're indifferent towards. I'm wishing I had the passion, not the talent.

[blindmagdalena]

I love seeing you post peoples homelander songs and it's been a hot minute since I've seen one sooo... kiss me son of God by they might be giants, maniac by phoebe green, twenties by ghost, uprising by muse, and my way by frank sinatra. Those are THE homelander songs.

ohhh these are GOOD... i especially love Twenties, that song goes so hard. you would not believe the music video i've made up in my head for it.

i haven't heard these two before and i REALLY am digging both.

I look like Jesus, so they say But Mr. Jesus is very far away Now you're the only one here who can tell me if it's true That you love me and I love me (Kiss Me Son of God)

Your fragile heart and your paper skin Such a beautiful boy filled with so much sin Your reflection is your very worst enemy Behind the glass is an angel, but the devil's beneath You smile at the moon even though it's haunting you You wonder if it ever feels as lonely as you do (Maniac)

UGGHHH I LOVE MUSE... Uprising works so well as a song for supes in general, honestly. such a good anthem for them vs Vought. i feel like i've seen it mentioned around here in that context before.

Paranoia is in bloom The PR transmissions will resume They'll try to push drugs that keep us all dumbed down And hope that we will never see the truth around (So come on) Another promise, another scene Another packaged lie to keep us trapped in greed And all the green belts wrapped around our minds And endless red tape to keep the truth confined (So come on) They will not force us They will stop degrading us They will not control us We will be victorious frank sinatra and tony bennett are two of my go-tos when i'm craving those 60s vibes!!!! My Way is an absolutely IMPECCABLE pull. this was a knock out list start to finish anon. drop the homelander playlist!!!!

Regrets, I've had a few But then again too few to mention I did what I had to do I saw it through without exemption I planned each charted course Each careful step along the byway And more, much, much more I did it, I did it my way Yes, there were times I'm sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew But through it all, when there was doubt I ate it up and spit it out I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way (My Way)

[despairforme]

Maybe this is just one big ego stroke, and so be it, but the new Brave Souls outfit looks so damn good! The giant arm? Perfect. The hunting knife for up close and personal kills? Immaculate. The ponytail? Swoon. The low torn tank top is just a big cherry on a damn good-looking cake~!

WOW, for real? Someone was actually saying something NICE about him? This was new. Recently he'd been getting nothing but insults ( you reap what you sow? ) . Being called good looking was a welcome change. Would he call it a big ego stroke? Nah, but he sure as shit wasn't going to complain about it. Who WOULDN'T feel good about having their looks ( or outfit ) complimented like this? Nnoitra wasn't too concerned with his appearance, hence why the compliment didn't hit home hard. Still, he grinned, puffing his chest up like he was proud.

❝ Ya got a weird-ass taste, but hell yeah, finally someone who AIN'T bein' a fuckin' asshole. ❞ He'd take this sort of treatment ANY DAY.

[ditch-lily]

did you see the new jeff & kitty video bc.... idolistic Kim

okay so i had a CRAZY day and i saw it this morning at 6am and did not register what it was at allllll. now i'm home and exhausted and WHAT THE FUCK yeah. he's just. out there. doing that. kissing the kitten. cradling them. babygirl

but also IDOLISTIC KIM IM GONE. its uh. it's a lot

[formulapisces]

rip phone 😭😭 I am going to eat some ripe papaya to celebrate hehe. I put on some warm socks so I feel better too 😌🦇

how long does it take to handle this dmmflf it's been ages 😭😭

you’re fancier than i am, i really snuck downstairs and got JELLY and a banana 😭😭 they better HURRY up. i’m getting really impatient. the f1 discord i’m in is freaking OUT and it’s so fun to watch

[steelycunt]

well my office coworker is a big rap fan but the most obscure stuff ever like his top artists have 40 monthly listeners on spotify and half of them sing in languages he does not know... like it's good generally but damn. he puts on music and i just know he single handedly is responsible for all the money these artists get from their music this is crazy. mad respect 2 him. also listen to all the songs i mentioned there i think they're all very very good... anyway how are u ridi how's life...

ahh okay so thats pretty cool ill give him that...i thought he was going to be one of those people who are like umm i just dont really like music. which is terrifying to me. i can understand liking any genre even if its not my thing but not liking any music at all..well that scares me..

[inkykeiji]

hi clari!! with the sad news about vivienne westwood it got me thinking, would touya nii like the iconic orb lighter necklace if his little sister gave it to him?? it would be so cute in contrast to his outfits, hanging from his pants pocket, like daddy dabi with the sparkly hearts on his gun hahaha <3 happy new year lovely!

omfg absolutely anon he would LOVE it!!!!! he would wear it proudly, always on display, always the centrepiece of his outfit, the statement, the one thing that immediately draws your eye, so stunning and unique that it’s enrapturing, prohibiting you from tearing your gaze away. and he would tell everyone that his baby sister got it for him. everyone. even those who don’t notice it, who are too stupid or uncultured to notice it, igniting the flame with an obnoxious flick! before he brings it to his mouth, dry cigarette filter sticking to his lips as he drawls out, you know, my baby sister got me this, isn’t it beautiful? <3

i agree anon!!! it would be so so so cute and he’d rock it so well (*/ω＼*) speaking of Daddy dabi, he would wear it so well, too! aw hehe thank you sweetpea, happy new year <3 i hope 2023 brings you nothing but health and happiness and tons of love!!

[sword-dad-fukuzawa]

not gonna lie, reading no longer a puppet and then reading about genshin's newest sumeru plot(I can't play game since going through exams) is very funny to me. I can't explain why but. Something about Shun finally understanding the ephemeral nature of humanity embracing that in his battle against Ei vs Scaramouche following in his creator's footsteps of handling grief by building a puppet as well against humanity(?). Congratulations creating my favorite characterization of the bastard hands dow.

JKSDHFKSDHF ok i will admit that i haven't played genshin in several months so everything i know about the current state of scaramouche is through twitter osmosis. but this is also very funny to me!! i said "actually the power of love and genuine human connection is what fixes shun" and hoyoverse said "no actually he's gonna suffer through some generational trauma first" and honestly i can't even be mad. canon hyv is what happens when scaramouche doesn't acquire two (2) boyfriends immediately after getting yeeted by his mom. i do hope they let him fist fight raiden in canon though, since that'd be narratively very satisfying.

also >:( i am mad that kunikuzushi is the name scara chose for himself. it's so edgy. it's peak edgy. it would be so much better if my man got to reject his name to symbolize ~character growth~ and be named something slightly less edgy than country destroyer. this is the part of my fanon i will defend to the death!!

[fearandhatred]

hey dear, just seen ur recent abt that uni grade and from a third year who had a Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad first year in college grades-wise, i hope i can affirm that the world doesn’t end with a poor letter grade. uni is fucking hard. you’re capable and complete and i have all the faith in you. steady on!!!

hi anon thank u 🥺 tbh it's not the literal F grade that bothers me because i kinda knew i would fail and it's for a minor i was forced to take lmaooo. it's the B+s i got for my major 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️ but yeah i do need to keep in mind that it doesn't actually matter that much

[rosicheeks]

Stand by You by Rachel Platten

Omg I remember this song 😭