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[hummingbirdsaltimolockia]

thank you to everyone who sent me messages about fern. it was a terrible decision but seeing her so weak and withdrawn and unsteady was so painful. this is my first real personal loss and it really hurt. I haven’t really gotten used to her not being here. last week was really hard but I’m doing better this week

[paintedvanilla]

hello. i’ve watched fight club a few weeks ago and found a really good fic on ao3, which led to the discovery that not only do you write great house fics, but also great fight club fics.

thank you for fueling my new hyperfixation for a bit!

ehehe I’m glad you enjoyed!!! <333

[mexashepot]

#submission#sorry to hear about your friend leaving and about the stress of 1-1’s in the coming days#have a video of Theo after I gave him a bath and a haircut

@tamablepumpkin ty so much for spoiling me with lovely Theo🥰

[ghost-proofbaby]

Hi! I hope your day's going well :) If it's not too weird to ask, I've seriously always wondered, how long have you been writing for? What made you fall in love with it? And what were your biggest inspirations?

It's legit been on my mind since TSIB when I noticed immediately that your writing carried a lot of love inside of it! It's had me curious ever since.

hello!! i’ve just woken up, and so far so good haha <3 i hope your day is also wonderful!!

this definitely isn’t too weird to ask!!! this feels like a slightly cop out answer, but i’ve been writing for nearly as long as i can remember. i was always just writing really silly things, stories between me and my friends and such. i think the first solid memory i have of anyone ever saying “hey, you have some real talent here” was in 6th grade honestly. it was a silly story for school where we were writing about candy bars of all things, and my teacher took me aside to talk to me about it, and i fully thought i was getting in trouble. i wrote my first fully finished story at 11/12, though, so i guess if i had to put a number on it all.... like 12-13 years? oof. god, that's a long time.

as for what made me fall in love with it - i was always a reader first and foremost. it was a really natural transition for me. in the 5th grade, i remember reading the series "Cirque Du Freak: The Saga of Darren Shan" (which 10/10 recommends for older kids. clearly, the vampire obsession started young.) and just thinking "hey, i wanna write stuff like this!" and so i just... did. and i loved it. i loved creating characters and making my own worlds, getting just as lost in the writing as i could in books. and my writing was bad, make no mistake, but it was mine. i think i always sort of knew i wasn't going to be a rocket science, or a math genius, or a nobel prize winner, but suddenly i had found something that just sort of clicked for me. i was creating. regardless if it was good and regardless if other people were reading/enjoying, i was creating. and that just felt right. it still feels right. since i started writing at 11, i don't think there's been a time in my life where i haven't been consistently writing something. there's been lapses where i stopped sharing, or felt utterly defeated, or just felt stuck in my skill set, but i never really stopped. stories, poetry, songs - i'm just always writing as an escape. i've also had a discussion with a therapist regarding how i feel like my writing is all i have to offer. for the life of me, i can't remember the author/origin of the quote (nor the quote exactly), but there's this poetic bit where a woman is actually speaking to her therapist, and she says something along the lines of "it has to be good. because it is a part of me." essentially, she was saying she finds herself to be nothing good, something rotten, and so she needs her writing to be worth it because it's inherently a part of her. as though her writing is an apology for all that she is. and i guess i love writing because it gives me that chance to apologize - a chance to say "sorry i'm not always worth it, but here's something to make up for it. here's the one thing i can give to you."

my biggest inspirations to this day still remain other writers/creative individuals! i think it's hard as a writer to not be a reader, y'know? i tend to apply the whole "never be satisfied, never just settle" tactic to a lot of my life - always strive to be kinder, always strive to improve my writing, etc. i find a lot of inspiration in music since that's a huge part of my life along with all the writing/reading, and i also find a lot of inspiration in my own life experiences. usually the more unpleasant ones. (oh, how gross, i fall into the tortured artist stereotype. wah.) i think that's why i enjoy fandom so much, though! i'm surrounded by all these talented individuals who constantly take my breath away with their talent, with their big beautiful brains, and it encourages me to want to be better. to be able to offer something just as beautiful and stunning as they do.

also, complete transparency? the community i've managed to build. you guys. those of you who have taken a chance on me and my words, and enjoyed them. the people who get excited for the next updates on my stories and the people who will squeal back and forth (whether in real life or in person) about these characters, these worlds, with me. it's not so much the 'fame', because it feels wonderful regardless of if it's thousands of people or only 2 people, but just... that connection, y'know? it feels like tangible proof to say "hey, my words are worth something. i could be remembered." does that sound narcissistic? god, i truly hope that doesn't sound narcissistic.

anyways, sorry, this is a terribly long word vomit haha. probably not what you signed up for at all when you sent the ask, nonnie. my apologies! i just really, really love writing/reading. and i can't explain how happy it makes me that that translate into my works. thank you - for reading my words, for caring, and for sharing that joy with me <3

[somegrumpynerd]

CHARLIEEEEEEE YOU'RE SO COOL AND FUN AND SILLY IT'S A JOY TO HAVE YOU AROUND (figuratively) AND I HOPE YOU ALWAYS HAVE A GOOD TIME AND THAT WORK ISNT TOO STRESSFUL AND THAT YOU'RE HAPPY AND CAN DO WHAT YOU LOVE FOREVER <33333

HLSLKGLDDHSKDVFHSJDFIHJD;KB PIGEON THIS IS ILLEGAL YOU CAN'T BE NICE TO ME THIS MUCH!!!!!!

That's so sweet that's SOO nice YOU'RE so nice!!!!! You're always the coolest and you make beautiful art for anything you draw even fandoms I'm not in I'm like oooooooh~! cause you make everything so pretty. AND!!! You always have amazing ideas, every time I see you on the dash it's like OOH YESS HERE WE GO cause it's a banger every time!! I hope YOU have a really good time and college is chill and manageable and you get so many purrs and cuddles from your kitties every day and you experience joy every day!!!!

[monpetithl]

happy 2023 🌟

[littencloud9]

idk if this is weird but ive been having a kinda bad anxiety day, can you write something about kunikida having a bad anxiety or ocd episode? he’s a huge comfort <3 it can be with anyone else of your choice, if this is too vague or you don’t want to you can ignore this request :)

hi anon, yes i can :) thank you for asking nicely mwah and i hope it gets better 💞

—

Pop. Pop. Pop. Pop.

Chuuya frowns at the odd sound coming from the living room. The only other person home is Kunikida, and last they checked, he was doing his work.

They poke their head out of the bedroom. “Doppo?”

There’s no reply. The popping noise gets faster.

Chuuya heads out to the source. When they enter the living room, they see Kunikida on the couch with his laptop forgotten, holding a piece of bubble wrap.

His knees are drawn up to his chest and he remains hunched over, not noticing Chuuya’s presence. He’s breathing harshly and keeps on trying to push his hair out of his face, but it sticks on his skin due to the sweat. When Chuuya looks closer, he sees a bit of blood on Kunikida’s pinky fingers.

“Hey, Doppo,” he calls louder. Kunikida flinches, looking up with wide, frightened eyes.

The bubble wrap crinkles in his grip as Chuuya walks closer. They gently remove it from his hands, then reach out to tie Kunikida’s hair up in a bun, such that his bangs aren’t falling in his face.

There’s a sort of glaze in Kunikida’s eyes. He’s reacting to Chuuya’s touches, but he doesn’t seem to be very present. It’s like he’s running on autopilot.

Chuuya isn’t sure what the trigger was, or if this was something built up for a long time, but they don’t question it. They take Kunikida’s trembling hands and with some tissue paper, press down on both pinkies to halt the bleeding.

The sudden pain makes Kunikida snap back into reality. “Chuuya..?��

“It’s me,” they reassure.

Kunikida looks down at his hands. “Sorry. I… I made one bleed, so I had to make the other one bleed too. I don’t know.”

“You don’t need to explain yourself,” Chuuya says, kissing his knuckles. “I’m here.”

[forthlin]

finished hole scene. will publish ch2 of all by design soon :-)

[enluv]

OKAY FIRST OFF WHAT THE FREAK THANK YOU FOR 3.8K ?!?!?!?! I VERY MUCH APPRECIATE IT AND ALSO WILL BE POSTING SO MUCH VERY SOON FOR ALL OF YOU BABY ENLUVRS AND OLDER ENLUVRS ALIKE ! I LOVE YOU ALL 🫵🏽🤍 KISSES FR!!!! TIME TO CELEBRATE 😁‼️‼️‼️

[catalvarezs]

oh god oh god ted telling trent to not be the 'laugh police', telling him to back off, telling him their chats are over, telling him he's leaving and trent interpreting it as exactly this i don't know what to call the finale if not a tragedy

[squirreltastrophe]

been dinking around in ms paint and thinking about my ocs and listening to cats millionaire all weekend :3

some other extremely messy ms paint doodles under the cut!!!

[phosphorus-noodles]

Gribeans for the ship game 😈

hehe 'ello you >:)

man... gribeans... how insane you are <3

What made you ship it?

i think it was kinda a crack-ship-turned-serious?? but it's not thaaat crack ship-y, because going back through series where they were together it was like "... huh. yeah. those two are definitely fruity-"

What are your favorite things about the ship?

i have SOOO many clips of them being insane together... they're so bloodthirsty and not normal about each other and i love it.

"we're such a pair" "your eyes focus in on my neck and i love that" "I demand your heart" "your marriage is over, Joel is with me" "we should make out-"

like fellas, it is NOT THAT FAR FETCHED- they're just so weird about each other like can you be normal /silly

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

MAN i wish they were more popular... like it's not unheard of to ship them and if you bring it up people are usually like "huh yeah actually i can see it" but also both of them have ships that are immensely more popular so they're not really mainstream :(

also... idk what to do with liml bad boys?? because i wanna ship them. but i also hc both grian and joel to be jimmy's brothers so it's weird to have smth like "the brother of my brother is my lover" ??? but they can't all be lovers bc brothers :( but they can't all be brothers because lovers- idk. idk. i wanna ship them but gosh it's hard to, so i just enjoy the three of them being insane together in whatever capacity /lh

(Ask game here!)

[b4kuch1n]

dip pen ink comm second round for in order R. Burry, @sega-bass-kissing, and Solaris

[delightfuldevin]

just popping over to say haaiii! :3

how ya been doing? up to anything interesting recently?

Hewwo!! Thankies for stopping by!!

I haven’t been doing much but working lately ;^; I have lots of creative projects I’d like to work on but I’m just,, so lazy when I get home from work lmao. And then the weekend comes and I’m like yay! Free time for art! And then I still don’t do anything djhjdfhs

I did have a fun weekend with cousins I haven’t seen in years last month, and I just picked up Mario & Luigi Brothership today so I’ll be playing that soon :D

All in all, life has been bearable. Not the best, but certainly not the worst. The Sun and Moon rise and set and the days continue onward <3

[xamaxenta]

Oh :( Rest in Peace Akira Toriyama

[biting-miguel-ohara]

300 Follower Celebration!

Omg y’all! We made it! 300 followers! Yay!!!

To celebrate, I’m going to be spending November 15th through 25th writing or making cute little blurbs, headcanons, or moodboards for any characters you all send in

To participate, all you have to do is take a look at my rules for the event and then choose however many items you’d like to send in. I do ask that each item gets sent in as its own ask, though there is no limit to how many items I’ll do for one person

It’ll be a themed event as well! Be on the lookout for the rules post, main event post, and the blurb prompt list I’ll be posting on the 15th.

I’m only doing fluff for this celebration so please don’t request anything spicy. I will do family themes, fluffy romance, or cute friendship feels for all the items

Thank you all for getting me to this point! You all are amazing and I appreciate each and every one of you! Thank you! <3