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#yours truly#4 years after I saw a *light being* and tried to take a camerphone shot#and it flew away#soon as it saw me start to pull out my phone that thang flew *up and away* faster than an F-15 fighter jet#it has been flitting around a dying oak tree#legit#that oak tree died a few years later#tiny point of white light#I had to say to myself wow I'm seeing a point of light flit around an oak tree like a hummindbird on crack drinking all that nectar#but I'm like nah I can't be seeing that#and I'm like yet here I stare at it#but nah that can't be real#but I am staring the ff at it right now#but still that stuff don't exist#yet I'm ffn staring at it#I repeated that thought pattern faster and faster dozens maybe hundreds of times in my head and for about 45 seconds#until i started thinking both almost at the same time#a frequency of belief and disbelief grew faster in my mind#truth is I saw what I saw#I'd be lying if I said light beings don't exist#atheists check out what science is#science says fairies are as real as you and me and the Eiffel Tower#the intersection of#science#and#magic
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One of one. One, alone, one.
#my stuff#transformers#maccadam#orion pax#d 16#d 16 x orion pax#megop#transformers one#megatron#optimus prime#megaop#I spent like an hour today reading poetry and getting mad at dumb stuff SO that's why this exists. Sorry for the lame poetry#I did what I could with the meager words i have#also english is NOT my language and i much MUCH prefer poetry in spanish#anyway I don't draw the tf1 versions of these two cuz it's so hard man#so many details#this took a couple of hours cuz i still refuse to take more than 2 hrs per page... and I'm forbidding myself from using anything but black#ok good night#si está pitero está pitero ya alv
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...I got fiddlestan brainworms
hehehe funny spongebob reference
#this is funnier if you imagine stan is still in denial that anything happened between them thirty years ago#what you don't see is a very embarrassed stan#and ford being like WHAT. WHAT WAS THAT. WHY DID HE SAY THAT.#this is pretty crappy because I didnt want to spend a lot of time on it#i got other stuff im working on!!!#i just wanted this to exist#fiddlestan#gravity falls#sketchbook#traditional art#pencil drawing#traditional drawing#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart
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"harry, i'll spare you another *20 hour mind-project*"
#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#harry du bois#disco elysium fanart#my art#the homo-sexual underground is the best DE thought ever#i don't have the energy and time to make a proper harrykim art so here's this for now#anyway ill draw more serious stuff i prommy. for now pls settle w these shitposts........#these last two tags 👆 are already existing and im using them again bc it means i still dont have time to draw decent DE art 😭😭#i hope yall like memes.......#sorry if somebody already made this im new to the fandom
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testing out drawing maormer 🪸🐚🪸 and a nelvas 🧣📜🩷 i'll ramble about maormer a bit in the tags
#tes#skyrim#my art#do you like my nelvas emojis🧣📜🧣📜 get it? scarf🤗 and scroll🤗 Everything hurts sofucking bad#anyways i talked about them wif my friend quite a bit i basically 'agree' w/ everything that is written about them && their biology in -#- canon; except tes is very much all Talk and no good actual visual presentation of what it's talking about#cus all of the maormer look like garboooo likeee what am i looking @#but since this is just a first test i think i'll keep playing around with their looks later; they are most close to altmer obvi in the -#- sense of how 'mutated' they r. however maormer are more gross looking for the typical human#they do have flat faces and alldat in canon already but i want them to just have nostrils and no real nose bridge#and they have no lips😝 they also have very visible gums. && have anglerfish teeth#what would be fur on other mer is just scales on them and is placed is scattered in the same places#i was thinking of making swimming most comfortable for them so i gave them more fins#they'd have them on arms and legs and the hair on the tail for them is just a big fin🐠#as for hair i'm thinking of them having none of it at all bcos it looks sooooo ugly on them it's very unnerving to see hair on fish#either no hair at all or something with a different texture. like slimy silky thin seaweed#or the hair that m*necraft striders have LMAO#webbed fingers is cuuuute they'd have webbed armpits like they're those flying rodents🐿 lol#i'd place their gills on both the neck and their ribs#whenever they wear clothes they tie their arm and leg fins up ; i think from birth they just stay in water until they hit puberty and -#- r able to actually walk around#another cute fact is that males and females wud look literally the same almost (women are flat chested too)#fish fish fish#maybe i'll rethink some stuff. i still wanna draw fish babies#but in reality i think even the mere existence of maormer is very pointless bc they don't really matter at all do they#tes lore is soooo overstuffed that's why i don't know anything about it my time is so valuable to meLMFAOAOOO#saw a typo in this sorry i'm just chill like that
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please please please please please please please let me tell you about this comic I want to make it so bad please I can not wait I am losing it
If I don't make the comic then I'm not going to make it... I need other people to see what is in my brain so I'm not the only one going feral over them
#IM NOT GONNA GET TO MAKE IT FOR LIKE A YEAR...#well.#hmmm...#9 months#BUT it won't launch for like a year#so no one will get to SEEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!1#I'm shooting for pride month next year#pri(demon)th#LMAO#please pleae spleaple pla psl eaplse plaese#also when I say I want to talk about them I dont mean like let me ramble I mean... its hard to explain#but I want to be able to be like omg this meme is soooo zagan#and stuff like that#like I want them to Exist for me and for other people#so that they can be like a part of our lives#I mean. I also want to talk about it#but the story is still technically at that point where anything I make right now is still possible to change#cause. like. yknow.#the way writing works#especially for webcomics#ESPECIALLY for long form webcomics#and ESPECIALLY for me#is that until I get to actually see it as thumbnails#I dont know wtf is actually gonna happen.#like. stuff I've had planned for YEARS isn't making it in the furhter I'm getting into development#and I had always had it in my mind as a canon event but it's just sorta not anymore??#so. yeah I dont want to share too much outside of just art of them#cause I don't want there to be like Wrong information out there....#anyways.#we were legion
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Viva Piñata art dump
Viva Piñata was my favorite game when I was younger and it influenced my style heavily throughout the years but I've noticed it's like really niche? I haven't seen a lot of people talking about it which is a shame since the whole series is absolutely adorable. So I'm spreading the word myself with some funky doodles
#I am so surprised that this game is almost none existent online#it's almost impossible to search any good screenshots of the game on the internet#I had to load up my game and check stuff from there which was fun but still!#the wikis are helpful but they lack a lot of content#and literally no one I've ever talked to knows this game#and I don't know why that is#the graphics are great#Trouble in Paradise is almost 15 years old now and it still looks good#and these games just have such a sense of style#the piñata designs are gorgeous and it's just all so creative and fun#I still can't believe it#I'm begging everyone to play viva piñata Trouble in Paradise#it's so good!#also there's more piñata drawings coming#I can't stop drawing piñatas now#my animation skills are not the best but i had to animate sour mallowolf doing the thing#they keep doing it all the time and I think it's so funny#viva piñata#viva pinata#viva piñata trouble in paradise#sour mallowolf#mallowolf#dragonache#syrupent#fourheads#twingersnap#cinnamon's doodles
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Out of reach
#heheehee still coping can you tell#fun fact this is one of the first pieces I started of levihan but I abandoned it cause I was intimidated by the gear but I did it woo!!#also odm gear is the bane of my existence#like it is hands down one of the coolest anime gadgets but boy do I hate drawing it#like the belts are fine but all the mechanical stuff rrrrrraaaaaa#first time drawing the new uniform too and it took a long™ time and a million references even tho it's JUST THE PANTS HERE XD#and I feel like it's still not entirely correct but I don't care it looks cool and that's what's important lmao#it sounds like I hated drawing this which is not true cause I had fun with their faces and the colours and the fire#the gear was just a struggle and I can't imagine what the poor animators had to go through 😭#levihan#levihan fanart#attack on titan#attack on titan fanart#aot#hange zoe#hanji zoe#levi ackerman#shingeki no kyojin#artists on tumblr#violetscanfly
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Thank you Robert Aramayo for being a better person than the entire internet. It was a beautiful scene and you and Morfydd handled it perfectly 💚
#tropspoilers#Robert Aramayo#Morfydd Clark#Prepares to be cancelled in 10 9 8...#I love it guys sorry#I always thought that scene would be a goodbye from the short trailer clip we got#I even made a post about it#Emotional beautiful scene in an epic episode#I'm still so overwhelmed by it but wanna make some GIFs and stuff#But also for my mental health am looking at the net from an arms length right now#As I don't want anything bringing me down#Trop is my light#Love you guys and I loved the scene and the entire ep#LOTR has always showcased deep kinds of love#Many which are not romantic#And this is a perfect example#They love each other so much and have such a special bond#I really wish I could tell Robert irl because this cast gets too much shit from haters#And often actual Tolkien fans too#Please let rings of power exist in its own right and it's own space#If you disagree it's fine but I just can't be dishonest about how I feel
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Sometimes I wonder if people understand that you cannot make people stop comparing mentally ill and neurodivergent people to like serial killers and horror movie monsters without abandoning most of how we conceptualize and categorize mental illness. It's not like an ableism that comes from outside of the DSM or ICD from laymen, it's entirely baked in. The entire mental health system is about categorizing mentally ill and ND people as threats, liabilities, and inconveniences, while blaming it on intrinsic brain illnesses based on the ideas of typically incredibly biased and bigoted psychologists from several decades ago which are not founded in evidence (and said ideas persist mostly unchanged with the reasonings merely altered or justified with a shrug). The fact that after every mass shooting there is more posturing of "mental health awareness" and increasing MH services, when most mass shootings are committed by radicalized cis (and usually white) men tells you that a lot of this is security theatre. The MH system really just makes it more unsafe to seek medical help but it helps "neurotypical" people feel better, and it is the comfort of "NTs" that is most prioritized by this system. And of course, anyone who commits acts of extreme violence like mass shootings will likely be labeled mentally ill first (rather than radicalized, exc.) because of the circular logic that no one can be a Threat without being mentally ill. Do you see The Problem?
#and most mass shooters usually have some manifesto/note exc detailing their extreme hatred of women and disabled people#and so forth but of course socialization and radicalization is never the problem guys#text#my stuff#mass shooting tw#ableism#sanism#antipsychiatry#well it's not JUST security theatre. it's mostly about profit as well#I see a pattern where most security theatre exists to legitimize and justify state sanctioned violence#i find it funny how most psychology ideas are modernized by like saying#'yeah we don't have actually know how this works. we'll still keep doing it tho.'
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Just a little lad, uh leaning on a wall in your back alley?
#trigun#trigun fanart#vash the stampede fanart#vash stampede#vash trigun#vash#trigun maximum#trimax#Sleep?#sleep doesn't exist#whenever I draw something it always circles back to vash I can't escape#I still don't know how I want to color things so stuff always looks different idk but#yeah#Agtavious Art#editted bc i forgor to color pant
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a lot of clipping to fix, but hey I got it moving at least! I'll get the Telvanni robe properly physic'd if it's the last thing I do >:0
#last i checked the vanilla hdt clothes on the nexus didn't cover solstheim content#but i wanted to finally learn to do proper hdt bones myself anyway so its fine :)#this was a nightmarish mess before i separated the black underskirt to its own group#now it swishes around nicely and collides without going through the red outer skirt#i still haven't figured out the crouching/sneaking problem where it'll sometimes phase through the thighs like they don't exist#but that seems to happen to other people's outfits too so maybe it's not just mine? idk yet lol#hmmm i think that back flap thing with the gold trim is gonna have to be separated too. it stretches out weirdly :/#also. should the scarf get to move? maybe just the dangling ends?#bc the rest can't really move since there's nothing under the scarf. it's just glued at the edges to the chest of the outfit#which is good bc it's optimized well so the game isn't rendering the neck part of the robes that you don't even see#but I'd have to create new faces on the mesh to fill in the unseen gaps like i did when splitting the skirts up#and also i'm too lazy to map that new fancy chest area and draw out the missing texture with all the telvanni swirls :'(#help me motivation gods#modding stuff#my posts#i want nelly to be able to swish around prettily like anyone else <3#guys deserve some physic'd outfit love too
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Posting in this blog after an eternity because I feel like I'm going insane here and my friends are asleep so I need to dump my brainstorm SOMEWHERE (SPOILERS FOR ARLECCHINO'S BACKSTORY/SHORT ANIMATION!!)
The TLDR is basically I think that the whole story with Arlecchino and Clervie is foreshadowing for Lyney and Lynette's future
I think the parallels between Lyney and Arle don't need to be too explained for the most part. Pyro Visions, Arle wants him to be the next "king" while he doesn't seem to be too into that idea just like her younger self didn't want it, both are associated with Rainbow Roses (they both use them as ascension materials)
Plus, I'd argue they look kinda similar here. I'm not sure exactly what is that makes the resemblance, maybe a bit of the hair, bowtie and shorts and you could say it's something she has with the others too (her kid design resembles Freminet, current one Lynette) but I thought it was good to mention anyways
Meanwhile, Lynette and Clervie are the two closest companions to their respective pair
Lynette's has Lumidouce Bells as an ascension material. Clervie is very clearly represented with the same flower (if her necklace wasn't enough, there's this)
Plus, a bit of a smaller connection, but they both have clear sweet tooths
(Lyney saying "we talked about this" implies this is a frequent event. The animation showing Clervie with cake twice while it only had 7 minutes to tell the whole story has a similar effect)
So, if Lyney is a parallel to Arle while Lynette is a parallel to Clervie, where does this leave us?
Well... Not exactly in a good spot-
To be fair, I don't think Genshin would actually kill a playable character (or at least, so I hope), but it's very possible Lynette gets really hurt, either directly by Lyney or by being close to him
Arlecchino swore to be nothing like her mother, but in the end, the way she's acting towards Lyney by wanting to make him the next king may be very similar to it
Once upon a story quest, Lyney said similar words to a woman who claimed he'd end up all alone. I can only pray that the writers will have mercy at my soul and that they wouldn't go that low with a playable character
If I were to make a mildly self indulgent guess, as the Freminet main I am, I'd say that he may be the key that's going to make things turn out different for the twins. His presence is the biggest difference between the twins vs Arle and Clervie, who seemed to have no one else that was even mildly close to them. From the 4.6 trailer we know that he's the one that has been hiding stuff and we do see him blocking out Arle's attack, so I don't think it's a stretch to say he'll have a really important role in this whole thing
So yeah! If you read all my rambling, thanks I guess, hope you enjoyed it. In the end, all I can hope is that the Fontaine siblings all turn out fine for the sake of my own mental wellness because God knows these 3 stay all day spinning in my head as if it was a microwave
Also, for the record: No, I don't have a clue about what the hell is going on with Freminet apparently finding "Clervie" (ghost?? Illusion??) and hiding her from Arle. Until this short my best shot was that she was some sort of mermaid creature, but that idea is out the window so it could be anything really
#I don't know how right I am with any of this#I may end up deleting this after I sleep#i just think too much about characters I like#I know a lot of people interpret Arle and Clervie as something completely different but I just cant ignore the parallels in my mind#all i hope is that I'm not alone in going insane connecting dots that may not even exist lol#genshin impact#genshin#arlecchino#the knave#clervie#peruere#lyney#lynette#freminet if you squint#rambling#theory#genshin theory#my posts#!Small edit from a few months later! Even though this was made for Arle's quest I still believe most of this stuff#I'm not sure if/when it may become relevant but I still believe its too much to be a coincidence#so im leaving it up. who knows maybe one day when things go insane again I'll get to repost and add more to this
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"Qin Zhou's" throat trembled as he quietly closed his eyes, no longer looking at those souls. "I will protect all of you." "Qin Zhou" slowly spoke his promise. In this moment, everyone heard only the promise, but Mu Sichen heard the words that Qin Zhou could not say out loud. "I will protect all of you, so that no divine monster can harm any of you, including myself." Accompanying these words, all of Qin Zhou's emotions vanished. Even desire, even aspiration, even hope — silently, he obliterated them all. All that was left in his soul was that promise. From this moment, he became Him.
ok ok ok I'll admit I haven't read many books that regularly use 祂 ta (the divine third-person pronoun) so maybe this is me 少见多怪 but GENUINELY this was such a cool moment. I almost had to take a lap around the subway car because this was so well done
#I didn't take a lap because I was. y'know. in a subway car. on the way back from work. with witnesses.#still!!! this is making me very !! for reading the chinese translation of orv because I know the translator also used 祂#for the constellations. which. VERY cool#also dream town anon I am starting to understand why you comped this to liehuo and. well. yeah#it's about the (clenches fist) the inherent dehumanization in elevating a person to a divine position. the unbearable weight of being a god#and it's also about your main character's adventures with his cute chibi squid toy. y'know. the good stuff#hunxi book tag#I suspect 祂 is actually a Thing in unlimited flow/genres that actively play with divinity as an element of worldbuilding#distinct from xuanhuan which one might argue is uninterested in its gods being gods — xuanhuan I'd argue is more interested#in its gods being people. but unlimited flow (and adjacent genres) is interested in gods being gods. also gods being monsters.#gods being divine existences that defy human comprehension. gods being eldritch abominations. y'know. the good stuff#(vibrates gently) I'm continuing to learn SO much about this genre and it's awesome#(weakly) I don't even like this genre... believe me...#came for the unlimited flow stayed for the octopus
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3.13 | ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʟᴏʀᴅꜱ
link to the post I accidentally wound up prattling endlessly about in the tags 💀
#doctor who#tenth doctor#martha jones#david tennant#freema agyeman#(good god. without even meaning to I went into 'psycho stream of consciousness tagging' mode. whoops)#always thinking of that one post#where OP mentions how the writing tries to make it seem like Ten looked right through Martha/etc#which is a good concept for demonstrating his grief. but also isnt what we really see throughout S3#(not saying he wasn't a grieving MESS because he was. but he's a multi-faceted character and he can grieve AND value Martha simultaneously)#but we see such fierce protective instinct+trust; a bond between them that obviously isn't some one-sided affair#+ his clear intent to impress her/be admired and respected by her (apropos the post that inspired this sentiment)#but RTD obviously isn't the most infallible of writers#*cough* [list of reasons I cut down b/c long] *cough*#He can make Martha say “he's not seeing me/he doesn't look at me” but then you just watch with your eyes and you get a different story#It's like the opposite of when Moffat tries to make you believe someone is super important through bold claims without showing his work#instead RTD tries to make you believe Ten is functionally blind to Martha's existence while showing numerous examples of the contrary#then bring in the novels+myspace blog+cartoon that he all signed off on. Which tie together to create a canon backdrop#basically I said all of that to say this—#it's the whole reason I had to make this blog to get this sort of stuff off my chest (even if it's just for me sometimes)—#Ten not only SAW Martha—he trusted+respected+enjoyed+adored her. And it's a good thing#it doesn't cheapen his grief. I feel like people must think it does which is why I constantly see bad unnecessary takes about them#it just means that Martha was SO important to him and it's ok. they had a killer friendship outside the unrequited minutiae and it's ok#there's even a comic where 'someone' makes him believe she's Martha and he makes her change her appearance because “it's still too raw”#Just saying you don't say that sort of thing about someone whose existence you're all blasé about#Martha already gets fucked by the narrative in enough ways without people totally missing her significance in the Doctor's life#you don't have to ship them to appreciate them on a deeper level#anyway. fuck. if you actually read all of these then I'm so sorry#creating this blog has taught me that there are only like two people who feel the same way about tenmartha matters and it’s fine 😂#but if I didn’t give myself an outlet it would probably form a tumor SO there we are then
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okay okay, but listen me out, NedCan selkie/fisherman au. Matt’s a selkie that gets injured after swimming away from hunters, and Jan’s a fisherman who finds him and treats him, and Matt gets feels for him, know what i’m sayin
#something for mermay that doesn't actually involve mermaids but loopholes exist lets abuse em#people who have comissioned me: don't worry still working on your stuff#just wanted to get this out of my head#hetalia#hetalia world stars#hws canada#aph canada#hetalia canada#aph netherlands#hws netherlands#hetalia netherlands#nedcan#my art#hetalia fanart#Hetalia fan art#i can't draw seals to save my life forgive me seal enjoyers
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