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they’re not having a good time
#something happened with the electron carpet and a small witch’s curse#and here they are#stan pines#ford pines#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#gravity falls au#bodyswap#humor#i feel the worst for mabel tbh#but she’s trying to take it in stride#from left to right: ford dipper mabel and stan#that is who is in each body
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I've actually gone from scared Max won't be okay to scared Max will be TOO okay
like if they make Max waking up some kind of "😏 what are you doing here, stalker" moment I'm not gonna handle that well either
don't get me wrong, I'll lose my mind if she doesn't end up okay, but first I want that girl catatonic for a while. I want some permanent ability/mobility consequences. I want bigtime ptsd. I want this trauma acknowledged. you feel me. you CANNOT just be okay after that
#max mayfield#same for el actually but somehow she's expected to just take things in stride because what? she has telekinesis?#with el it's just like 'oh a lifetime of inconceivable trauma and developmental stunting? prescription: Public High School'#will's trauma got swept under the rug to a large degree too but at least they were trying to get him medical/psych attention in s2#they know how to do ptsd because they let her have it with the billy stuff#so if she's magically okay after vecna I. nope
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i've decided my girl yuuna is gonna get some magical/trauma-related hair changes as her story goes on. i'm not totally sure when to this happens or if it's like a little bit after each overblot until this is what she'll look like by book 7. but i wanted her design to be a little more fun rather than rooted in reality and i love the idea of her changing physically and not just emotionally while stuck in twisted wonderland
#yuuna#twst oc#mine#twisted wonderland#twst#im also debatinf making her lose weight over time from all the running around she does#which would be less of a 'makeover into a more attractive person' thing and more like another sign of physically changing with her lifestyle#while she's usually like base yuu and goes with the flow i also wanna#have her show her frustration at how convoluted her life and conflicts have become#this is a stressfuk situation and while she's trying to take it in stride#it's still having big impacts on her on multiple levels#and if she isn't showing it through her attitude then i want it to show through her appearance#my girl is just hangin on by a few threads
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I'm thinking about gender in ORV, which is always a dangerous game
#orv#orv spoilers but sometimes i think about the fact that yoo sangah ended the novel in a body that belonged to a man when he was alive#and no attention is called to it- shes just yoo sangah#and comparing with how jang hayoung and nirvana are treated by the narrative but also different translations#and now the side story with all the different gender body swaps#i find the absolute lack of consistency interesting#thinking about the motivations of how different characters get gendered by the author/translator/narrator#and more how they get misgendered#like with kyung sein whose original name i am struggling to find#iirc takes being referred to with a different name and she/her in stride#and most of the readers go by different names and are trying to act as the people they appear to be#and gender is just another thing like height and age that's different now#idk. I'm thinking about it
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Ara is great fun, like for one it's just kind of fun to be playing a melee fighter again and not have to fuss with spells, but also this girl's a champion arena fighter, smart enough to get to that point without dying but doesn't usually bother to think things through very far, she put on a ring that was offering her power even though something offering her power was what landed her in the hells in the first place, she knit tiny sweaters for the rats in Baldur's Gate, she made a deal with an imp to knit him a tiny wizard cloak in exchange for a discount on an invisibility potion
#//juri speaks#juri's ttrpgs#dnd: chains of asmo#oc: ara#is she trying not to think about what her gf is going through? perhaps#but she is also just a ''take things in stride and trust in your blade'' kind of gal#(and is a little excited by all the new experiences! first boat ride! first giant market! first riddle master!)
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I've felt off since showering. all I know is that a kid who had no awareness that it isn't the early 2000s fronted and had to be caught up to speed... I've been stuck with both persephone and steph nearby internally and am being affected by both of them. I want to just enjoy fallout and playing, but the ghosts feel very loud.
#I don't think she (the kid) was distressed necessarily? I vaguely remember trying to help her understand where and when we are#and she seemed confused and a bit freaked out but ultimately calm and after a bit she just disappeared#it was... strange. and very unsettling for me. I'm used to parts not knowing when they are because they're stuck in a nonstop flashback#not taking it all in stride as I try to explain. I've never had the chance to explain before#the shower was just weird in general and I don't like the way it's continuing to affect me. its been hours.#I guess the approach of fall is making the walls between us even thinner than coming out of lockdown did. hhh.
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#didn’t draw today#forgot to post#these r frommm yesterday iirc but there’s two for today and yesterday#two days ago technically bc it’s not before midnight#oh uh#cvdaily#aww I was gonna do the tag twice for the silly but it said noo#that make sense I suppose but it’s still sadge#I played mc today we did a trial chamber it was sm fun#I love minecraft yess#probably gonna draw mc character again soon#I love her she’s soooo creature#maybe I’ll draw some world locations too. I wonder how old the world is now I should check#we do some light cheating for quality of life bc we do not take mc that seriously at all and r just there to have a good time#for example#keep inventory is on#bc we love to kill each other#it got frustrating#if something gets unfun frustrating not like ok a challenge frustrating then I don’t hesitate to tp ppl or spectator to find a structure#we did find our trial chamber legit but to get another one would be sooo upsetting and too much of an ordeal#so we’ll beat the thing legit but I found one via spectator for us to travel to and beat legit#our world is so unserious I have so much fun with it#though I have a personal hatred for spawning in items#I believe I only spawned in frog lights for my sisters Christmas tree (she asked nicely)#and a single upgrade template bc my cousin used our last one and we all got so upset at him I was like yeah I’m just gonna#yk so we keep it fun#keeping it unserious is I#important bc I have to be the peacemaker between my cousins and sister who play#they get into fights and don’t deescelate so as the oldest and world owner it’s kinda on me#trying to stay lighthearted and take things in stride
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Gnocchi is with a friend for the week while we're on holiday and I'm torn between being proud of how well rounded, well adjusted and adaptable she is turning out, and being hurt that she doesn't miss us
#For legal reasons this is a joke#Seriously though I'm very proud or her handling everything and taking it in stride#Also proud of myself for putting the work in with her socialisation and trying to make her as able to handle this as she could be#Meanwhile I feel so sad that I can't have her with me#Only a week though
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thinking about the juxtaposition of jaehaerys being both one of the greatest targaryen rulers . . . while also being one of the worst targaryens in terms of his contributions to their dwindling power.
#;; look jae (can i call him jae???) WAS A FANTASTIC RULER! HE MADE AMAZING STRIDES IN TERMS OF REFORM ACROSS THE REALM!#;; i will never discredit how great his influence was on making the realm ***BETTER***#;; HOWEVER? HIS DEVOTION TO MISOGYNY ?? HIS DEDICATION TO DISMISSING HIS SISTER(S) ; WIFE ; DAUGHTERS?? HIS GRANDDAUGHTER?????#;; LIKE ALYSANNE WAS SO FED UP WITH HIM SHE LEFT HIM TWICE. ONE OF HIS DAUGHTERS WENT TO ANOTHER CONTINENT TO GET AWAY FROM HIM???#;; HE'S THE REASON THE TARGARYENS GOT SO ??? DEEP INTO THE SEVEN???#;; he was trying to walk some line between targ tradition and assimilation#;; BUT ALSOOOOO I THINK IT'S INTERESTING THAT HE IS SO BELOVED BY THE MAESTERS#;; who through various pieces of source material . . . gr.rm has hinted not to trust fully in regard to the in-world portrayals#;; of the targs!#;; this is a hot take but???#;; through him so much is LOST#♕░░ queen of the summer isles ( LUXX SPEAKING )#;; tbd.
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@ god if you don't want me to kill myself turn my power back on i am NOT playing
#it is 2 am and everyone is asleep and i've seen two firetrucks drive silently past my house and i am miserable and cold and alone <3#sorry to once again be pity posting but my phone has 3% so i'm charging it with my laptop that i'm also using for light#i have a flashlight but my laptop will be backup in case it dies and i want the Power Back Passé#**Please#there's this high pitched chirpy sound that i'm pretty sure is the smoke alarm? which thank god she's battery-operated but also my fire#alarm is faulty on a good day and the firemen know that and i'm so worried that one day we'll die bc our house cried fire one too many times#once again sorry i'm just tired and stressed🫶 how is everyone's day doing bc i hope it's better than mine#fuck the garage won't open eitherrrrrrrrrr so i can't go anywhere to work :( genuinely just. fuck me i guess?#whateverrrrrr ain't nothing gonna break my stride i'm running and i won't touch ground or something#a post#real negative nancy vibes this evening sorry gang i'll try to be more throat goat nancy in future#it's not even storming it's just windy as all get out which? i suppose could take down a power line but i wish it would not :/
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Modern human au bubbline adopt a pet and can’t agree on a name bc all of Bonnie’s are like Fancy Guy the Tuxedo Cat and all of Marcy’s are like Gloopy or smth
#adventure time#both of these are great names actually….#Bonnie is a pretty literal namer of things most of the time#but like with her curious childlike whimsy on top#I feel like marcy picks unusual names that might not be appealing to other ppl bc she likes that abt them#*schwabl also being like a bit challenging to say and spell if it’s unfamiliar#but would also fight you if you said Hambo was a weird name shdhndne#bubbline#princess bubblegum#marceline the vampire queen#bonnibel bubblegum#marceline abadeer#jus talkin#her whole like creative brain ? is so youthful in that like#she observes things in the world and interprets them scientifically but also in kind of a fairytale way#and then because she’s so isolated she’s like This Is Correct#it’s like idk a really like data-heavy dissertation but written in gel pen and there are stickers and washi tape all over the margins#which is interesting also looking at marcy who is so much like a typical human kid#she doesn’t like try to understand things the way bonnie does like she doesn’t look deeper into them#she takes it all in stride which is so how kids are (Elise being freaked out by the weird apocalypse stuff and Marcy has never known#anything different so she’s able to see the fun parts?? the beauty? the similarity to herself and her life?? where all Elise sees ofc i#is danger!!!! dangerous thing arojnd my baby!!!!!!!!#:( but yeah the walrus in an overcoat is a moment that feels similar to kid!bonnie in a way#the idea of ‘that’s silly! my silly thing isn’t silly tho’ like also very much real kids but an interesting contrast based on#their influences and their surroundings at that point#and how their ideas are challenged or whether or not they are#like marcy having only the company of someone who’s taking care of her vs bonnie having only the company of someone she’s taking care of#so bonnie observes all this stuff and Neddy stays home#Marcy observes all this stuff and Elise already knows about it#ok sorry I’m sleepy lol
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ive been thinking of a silly scp oc (Courtesy of my buddy making me get into it) . She's just some guy who works on the tech side of things. she's fresh out of regular science university and wanted a cozy govt job with experience in her field to look good on her resume while she works on getting her masters. This is not that
#misc.#Currently her name is LabTech Girl. On account of being a girl and a labtech#She wants to get promoted to a researcher. She wants to do research#Currently i think she's posted to complex memory wiping. Because she was needed as a prop for a fic concept 4 a tale i like. hehe#Regardless she's kind of silly. She's taking the horrors in stride .#She's fine with the ethics concerns but she is forming packbonds w/ her coworkers#If they demote us to monster fodder we are being demoted to monster fodder together. Of course I'll help you break every regulation ever.#The most important thing is respect of yr coworkers if you are trying to get promoted. She believes this#But. She's silly to me :] Also her fiancee leaves her over the fact that her day-job is literally erasing the memory of hostages So she's.#Well. She's a bit bummed about this#Idk If mair follows this acc but it's mairens fault so now she gets to hear all of my silly little ideas in dms >:3 but. I present the cour#*2 the court:#Girl :)#she's also perpetually some nobody but she's like. She's convinced. She's gonna get promoted .. She's doing SUCH a good job they don't even-#KNOW about w/e shes slipping under the rug for her coworkers cmonn
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Yeah. Sorry. We turned your girlfriend into David Tennant. Yeah. Sorry she regenerated & now she's back to the same guy she was fourteen years ago. Sorry. She doesn't even have the same clothes she did before regenerating. She's wearing converse again. She's thrilled about the teeth, though.
#with all due respect to david#i really love a lot of his work and like the guy#but letting go of a doctor you love is so hard#i was ready to psyche myself up for the next Doctor#i wanna see ncuti get his day to shine#but until then i wanted jodie to dance#and with her last season so cut up and the incredibly long gaps and inexperienced writers room taking a while to hit their stride#i thought she was a bit shortchanged and deserved a little more#so trying to wait and see and not pass judgment#feels a little like treading water with shoes on
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Issues with Writing a Self-Insert #1
In case y'all didn't know, I've been going through a reflective period recently, and I've noticed that fear of what others think has held me back in almost every single aspect of my life, and unfortunately fandom is no exception.
I remember when I was like 14 and I tried to write fanfiction for the first time (I don't remember even what fandom I was writing for). Unfortunately, I could barely type a single paragraph without immediately deleting all that I wrote and being overly critical of my lack of writing ability. Even at that age, in the privacy of my dorm room, I couldn't shake off the fear of failure (and I mean howw?? I wasn't the only 14 year old trying to write Wattpad fanfiction). I remember comparing myself to some of my peers who had an amazing talent for writing. For me, I didn't get jealous, but rather I got intimidated, so intimidated that instead of continuing on with something and being imperfect at it, I'd just drop the entire activity altogether.
Because of this habit, I missed out on a lot of potential opportunities for growth during this time. I guess I saw people who were amazing, assumed that they popped out of the womb like that or something, and just....gave up. If I could go back in time, I would tell young me to embrace the cringe, embrace the mess. So what if people laugh or look at you funny or immediately stop whispering to each other once they see you? It sucks, but you will find your people, and you will survive. Trying to be palatable to everyone just means that you stifle yourself.
Years later, I wanted to get back into fanfiction, but this time with very little creative writing experience. What held me back was the fear that someone would read something that I wrote and ridicule it for being something that only an angsty teen would write, except that I am no longer an angsty teen but an unfortunately angsty adult riddled with insecurity, and that reality would just make that hypothetical comment sting even more (that's another thing about me. I create hypothetical ways for people to roast me in order to talk myself out of doing stuff).
#getting involved in fandom has helped me in some ways overcome this fear by helping me embrace certain aspects of myself that I was previous#fortunately i did start to make strides against this before covid hit.#joining a beginner friendly dance team my freshman year really helped (unfortunately i had to stop since i think it conflicted with my job)#more advice for my younger self:#if you can't click with the people in your dorm literally just hang with the kids you know from anime club and robotics club more#also stay in touch with your friends from home! it will help you keep perspective on what normal teens get up to. and hang out with them mo#listen to your parents less. yeah you heard me. “children obey your parents” but maybe seek out more mentor figures who don't make you feel#so bad about yourself to the point of questioning your social skills. your social skills are fine! yes you're cringe at times but you#literally can't even drive legally yet. relax. yes you're allowed to relax even if you got a C (yes yes I know it's bad “it's not even a B”#on that test. in fact try intentionally having fun with cool people and see how your life improves#cooping up in your room to do The Thing is counterproductive#be. less. hard. on. yourself. “but Sarah can fence and can play 3 instruments”. i don't care.#elaine just chills with her friends and can't run to save her life. should she be hard on herself? no? then the same applies to you#you aren't incapable you just suck at time management. that's because you have adhd. yes you. it's not just the yt boy in elementary school#who threw things at people#that doesn't mean that you suck. there are ways to manage it. bullying yourself into being productive has not helped one bit#remember your childhood friend who is literally on the same campus as you but you somehow never see her? hang out with her more#matter of fact spend specifically the summer of 2018 at her house. it's fine y'all haven't drifted apart at all and you used to hog her#brother's ps3 to play ultimate ninja storm when you were 8.#if you mess up something it's fine. learn and keep moving forward#buy less takeout and spend more on clothes. i know you don't like the dining hall food but just buy laoganma or take shiitor from home#and slather it on everything. i know you're already doing that with sweet soy sauce. at least with shiitor you're adding protein#get someone to cut your hair you look better with shorter hair and we both know it. let mum seethe and cry that you're being “rebellious”#she's been saying that since you were like 10. also it would make taking care of your hair *so* much easier and less stressful#you don't need long hair to prove a point. actually the shorter hair will give you more gender euphoria#your hair needs more tlc that looser curls but c'mon you don't need *all* that product#learn to do fancy styles from the girls who can braid but let's be real you don't wanna spend more than 5 minutes on your hair in the morni#you literally go to school in new england be even more queer. queer-er than that. you don't need to be a “good queer”#also be more assertive about your pronouns. even with authority figures#uchiha-gaeshi ramblings
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Lieutenant Simon 'Ghost' Riley was a man of little sympathy, never having known why people felt so bad for others. That changed however when you came along. Specifically when you got sick.
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He'd been in the common room reading but his focus was constantly interrupted by other recruits entering and exiting your room.
"'S goin' on?" He asked one of them.
"She's got a fever. Don't know what to do, honestly."
And as those words filled the air, a pang of something unbeknownst to him spread across his chest? Was it anger, maybe worry? That he didn't know. But one thing was clear - he had to see you.
He closed his book and got up, striding over to your room. A few recruits stood around your bed with one trying to give you a pill with water and the other's asking you if you were okay, effectively overstimulating you. He ordered them all out to which they instantly obliged.
"You okay, lovie?" His voice softened to a coo as he sat down by your bedside. Despite your tousled hair and sunken under-eyes, he still thought you were perfect.
You whine in response as you snuggle back under the blanket, hot and cold simultaneously. And despite your frustrated response, he couldn't help but let out a deep chuckle.
He picks up the pill that you had refused to take prior, along with the glass of water.
"Sit up, darlin'." You knew you couldn't argue so you sat up straight, rubbing your eyes before taking the pill from him and swallowing it with the water. As you continue to drink the water, he rubs your thigh gently.
"Tha's it, good girl. Drink up." A hot flush spread over your cheeks from the gentle praise which he took notice to.
And made sure to remember for the future.
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Thinking about a Reader who ends up having Scary Dog Privileges with Ghost without meaning to. It just happened.
Then they have to deal with the fact that this comes with duties too.
Tags: civilian!reader, gn!reader, mostly fluff, a bit suggestive, smug!Ghost, smooth!Ghost. 800 words.
Part 2. Part 3.
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When Ghost is reluctant to getting sutured in Medical after accidentally opening his stitches, grumbling he can do it himself, who does the nurse call for? Yeah, you.
She could stand her ground, after all she's used to dealing with big, whiny men, but it's much more fun to knock on your door and smile at your bewildered gaze and gaping mouth when she explains the situation in two sentences.
"Ghost's being difficult, mind taking over?" "I'm sorry, what the hell does this have to do with me?" "C'm'on, everyone on base knows he's got a soft spot for you. Don't you want to make my job easier?"
You roll your eyes and slam your hands on your desk as you get up. Groaning as you walk past her— "I'm doing this for you, nothing else, got it?"
Mumbling to yourself "you've got to be kidding me" as you barge into the sick bay. Ghost is coolly seated at the end of a bed, large as life, casual clothes as black as his mask and— oh. You weren't told the wound was on his thigh— you weren't warned that he didn’t have pants on. You can’t help it, your eyes go down, down, your lingering gaze and your flustered silence forming a confession louder than words.
A noise — a scoff or a grunt, you’re not sure — emanates from him, breaks your trance, makes you look up. The amusement in his gaze tells you he noticed your oggling— of course he did. Nothing gets past the Ghost, and you've been remarkably unsubtle. Despite the mask, you swear you can make out the smug smirk on his lips. His cockiness reignites your irritation. Annoyance making you bolder than you really are, you charge at him, crossing the distance between you two in a stride, stopping close— too close. He doesn't back off.
"What's wrong with you?" you snarl. "Nothin'," he retorts, imperturbable.
It's actually the first time you’re overlooking him. You may be enjoying it a bit too much. Nevermind the fact that you've had to wedge yourself between his parted legs to get there.
You frown, unconvinced by his answer.
“Did Soap contaminate you?”
Bargaining to be cleared out earlier was the Scotsman's trademark.
“Johnny throws a fit cos he hates feeling useless. That's not what I'm doing.”
A smirk stretches your lips.
“Oh, no? I'm sure your reasons are much more noble.”
“Doesn't matter. Got what I wanted anyway.”
He's way too self-satisfied for a man in his underwear.
You throw an unequivocal look in the direction of his injury.
“What you wanted? A still open wound?”
“You.”
He replied without missing a beat, as confident as usual. It is both alluring and aggravating.
“And your idea of wooing me is making me upset?”
You don't add “because if it is, that's really fucking stupid” out loud, but you’re sure he got the message through your tone.
“Nah. But you're more honest when you’re angry. Gutsier.”
You only realize he slipped his index and middle fingers in your trouser loops when he sharply tugs at them. Off balance, you steady yourself by catching his shoulders.
Taking advantage of the strip of bare skin between your shirt and bottoms, the pads of his thumbs idly stroke your hip bones. The contact sends electricity through you, shivers of pleasure running down your sides.
“Ghost,” you start, severe, trying not to let the effect his touch has on you show in your voice.
“Simon,” he counters, surly. “Told ya it's Simon when we're alone, didn't I?”
He did, but you didn’t think he was serious. If that's what it takes to get him to listen… you’ll play by his rules.
“Simon. What's the rest of your brilliant plan? I'm here, but I can’t stitch you up.”
“How ‘bout a deal. I'll stop resisting… for a price.”
You raise an amused eyebrow.
“What kind of price?”
“A kiss.”
You snort. You didn’t believe him capable of something so… puerile.
“With the mask on?”
He doesn't move a muscle to get rid of it.
“Take it off.”
You usually wouldn’t obey what sounds like an order so easily, but it's the first time you get to touch the skull. Slipping two fingers between skin and cloth, you slowly roll up the mask all the way under his nose.
You gently trace the scars surrounding his lips. Then, the second you feel him relax, grip on your hips slackening and intensity of his gaze waning, you grab the bottom of his mask and drag it back down vigorously, making the holes for the eyes land way too low for him to see anything.
“If you thought you'd get a reward for acting out, you've got another think coming.”
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